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Way of All Flesh, The
CHAPTER XXXVIII
Samuel Butler
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       _ Ernest was thus in disgrace from the beginning of the holidays, but
       an incident soon occurred which led him into delinquencies compared
       with which all his previous sins were venial.
       Among the servants at the Rectory was a remarkably pretty girl named
       Ellen. She came from Devonshire, and was the daughter of a
       fisherman who had been drowned when she was a child. Her mother set
       up a small shop in the village where her husband had lived, and just
       managed to make a living. Ellen remained with her till she was
       fourteen, when she first went out to service. Four years later,
       when she was about eighteen, but so well grown that she might have
       passed for twenty, she had been strongly recommended to Christina,
       who was then in want of a housemaid, and had now been at Battersby
       about twelve months.
       As I have said the girl was remarkably pretty; she looked the
       perfection of health and good temper, indeed there was a serene
       expression upon her face which captivated almost all who saw her;
       she looked as if matters had always gone well with her and were
       always going to do so, and as if no conceivable combination of
       circumstances could put her for long together out of temper either
       with herself or with anyone else. Her complexion was clear, but
       high; her eyes were grey and beautifully shaped; her lips were full
       and restful, with something of an Egyptian Sphinx-like character
       about them. When I learned that she came from Devonshire I fancied
       I saw a strain of far away Egyptian blood in her, for I had heard,
       though I know not what foundation there was for the story, that the
       Egyptians made settlements on the coast of Devonshire and Cornwall
       long before the Romans conquered Britain. Her hair was a rich
       brown, and her figure--of about the middle height--perfect, but
       erring if at all on the side of robustness. Altogether she was one
       of those girls about whom one is inclined to wonder how they can
       remain unmarried a week or a day longer.
       Her face (as indeed faces generally are, though I grant they lie
       sometimes) was a fair index to her disposition. She was good nature
       itself, and everyone in the house, not excluding I believe even
       Theobald himself after a fashion, was fond of her. As for Christina
       she took the very warmest interest in her, and used to have her into
       the dining-room twice a week, and prepare her for confirmation (for
       by some accident she had never been confirmed) by explaining to her
       the geography of Palestine and the routes taken by St Paul on his
       various journeys in Asia Minor.
       When Bishop Treadwell did actually come down to Battersby and hold a
       confirmation there (Christina had her wish, he slept at Battersby,
       and she had a grand dinner party for him, and called him "My lord"
       several times), he was so much struck with her pretty face and
       modest demeanour when he laid his hands upon her that he asked
       Christina about her. When she replied that Ellen was one of her own
       servants, the bishop seemed, so she thought or chose to think, quite
       pleased that so pretty a girl should have found so exceptionally
       good a situation.
       Ernest used to get up early during the holidays so that he might
       play the piano before breakfast without disturbing his papa and
       mamma--or rather, perhaps, without being disturbed by them. Ellen
       would generally be there sweeping the drawing-room floor and dusting
       while he was playing, and the boy, who was ready to make friends
       with most people, soon became very fond of her. He was not as a
       general rule sensitive to the charms of the fair sex, indeed he had
       hardly been thrown in with any women except his Aunts Allaby, and
       his Aunt Alethea, his mother, his sister Charlotte and Mrs Jay;
       sometimes also he had had to take off his hat to the Miss Skinners,
       and had felt as if he should sink into the earth on doing so, but
       his shyness had worn off with Ellen, and the pair had become fast
       friends.
       Perhaps it was well that Ernest was not at home for very long
       together, but as yet his affection though hearty was quite Platonic.
       He was not only innocent, but deplorably--I might even say guiltily-
       -innocent. His preference was based upon the fact that Ellen never
       scolded him, but was always smiling and good tempered; besides she
       used to like to hear him play, and this gave him additional zest in
       playing. The morning access to the piano was indeed the one
       distinct advantage which the holidays had in Ernest's eyes, for at
       school he could not get at a piano except quasi-surreptitiously at
       the shop of Mr Pearsall, the music-seller.
       On returning this midsummer he was shocked to find his favourite
       looking pale and ill. All her good spirits had left her, the roses
       had fled from her cheek, and she seemed on the point of going into a
       decline. She said she was unhappy about her mother, whose health
       was failing, and was afraid she was herself not long for this world.
       Christina, of course, noticed the change. "I have often remarked,"
       she said, "that those very fresh-coloured, healthy-looking girls are
       the first to break up. I have given her calomel and James's powders
       repeatedly, and though she does not like it, I think I must show her
       to Dr Martin when he next comes here."
       "Very well, my dear," said Theobald, and so next time Dr Martin came
       Ellen was sent for. Dr Martin soon discovered what would probably
       have been apparent to Christina herself if she had been able to
       conceive of such an ailment in connection with a servant who lived
       under the same roof as Theobald and herself--the purity of whose
       married life should have preserved all unmarried people who came
       near them from any taint of mischief.
       When it was discovered that in three or four months more Ellen would
       become a mother, Christina's natural good nature would have prompted
       her to deal as leniently with the case as she could, if she had not
       been panic-stricken lest any mercy on her and Theobald's part should
       be construed into toleration, however partial, of so great a sin;
       hereon she dashed off into the conviction that the only thing to do
       was to pay Ellen her wages, and pack her off on the instant bag and
       baggage out of the house which purity had more especially and
       particularly singled out for its abiding city. When she thought of
       the fearful contamination which Ellen's continued presence even for
       a week would occasion, she could not hesitate.
       Then came the question--horrid thought!--as to who was the partner
       of Ellen's guilt? Was it, could it be, her own son, her darling
       Ernest? Ernest was getting a big boy now. She could excuse any
       young woman for taking a fancy to him; as for himself, why she was
       sure he was behind no young man of his age in appreciation of the
       charms of a nice-looking young woman. So long as he was innocent
       she did not mind this, but oh, if he were guilty!
       She could not bear to think of it, and yet it would be mere
       cowardice not to look such a matter in the face--her hope was in the
       Lord, and she was ready to bear cheerfully and make the best of any
       suffering He might think fit to lay upon her. That the baby must be
       either a boy or girl--this much, at any rate, was clear. No less
       clear was it that the child, if a boy, would resemble Theobald, and
       if a girl, herself. Resemblance, whether of body or mind, generally
       leaped over a generation. The guilt of the parents must not be
       shared by the innocent offspring of shame--oh! no--and such a child
       as this would be . . . She was off in one of her reveries at once.
       The child was in the act of being consecrated Archbishop of
       Canterbury when Theobald came in from a visit in the parish, and was
       told of the shocking discovery.
       Christina said nothing about Ernest, and I believe was more than
       half angry when the blame was laid upon other shoulders. She was
       easily consoled, however, and fell back on the double reflection,
       firstly, that her son was pure, and secondly, that she was quite
       sure he would not have been so had it not been for his religious
       convictions which had held him back--as, of course, it was only to
       be expected they would.
       Theobald agreed that no time must be lost in paying Ellen her wages
       and packing her off. So this was done, and less than two hours
       after Dr Martin had entered the house Ellen was sitting beside John
       the coachman, with her face muffled up so that it could not be seen,
       weeping bitterly as she was being driven to the station. _