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VOLUME II   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIII
Henry James
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       _ Three nights after this she took Pansy to a great party, to which
       Osmond, who never went to dances, did not accompany them. Pansy
       was as ready for a dance as ever; she was not of a generalising
       turn and had not extended to other pleasures the interdict she
       had seen placed on those of love. If she was biding her time or
       hoping to circumvent her father she must have had a prevision of
       success. Isabel thought this unlikely; it was much more likely
       that Pansy had simply determined to be a good girl. She had never
       had such a chance, and she had a proper esteem for chances. She
       carried herself no less attentively than usual and kept no less
       anxious an eye upon her vaporous skirts; she held her bouquet
       very tight and counted over the flowers for the twentieth time.
       She made Isabel feel old; it seemed so long since she had been in
       a flutter about a ball. Pansy, who was greatly admired, was never
       in want of partners, and very soon after their arrival she gave
       Isabel, who was not dancing, her bouquet to hold. Isabel had
       rendered her this service for some minutes when she became aware
       of the near presence of Edward Rosier. He stood before her; he
       had lost his affable smile and wore a look of almost military
       resolution. The change in his appearance would have made Isabel
       smile if she had not felt his case to be at bottom a hard one: he
       had always smelt so much more of heliotrope than of gunpowder. He
       looked at her a moment somewhat fiercely, as if to notify her he
       was dangerous, and then dropped his eyes on her bouquet. After he
       had inspected it his glance softened and he said quickly: "It's
       all pansies; it must be hers!"
       Isabel smiled kindly. "Yes, it's hers; she gave it to me to
       hold."
       "May I hold it a little, Mrs. Osmond?" the poor young man asked.
       "No, I can't trust you; I'm afraid you wouldn't give it back."
       "I'm not sure that I should; I should leave the house with it
       instantly. But may I not at least have a single flower?"
       Isabel hesitated a moment, and then, smiling still, held out the
       bouquet. "Choose one yourself. It's frightful what I'm doing for
       you."
       "Ah, if you do no more than this, Mrs. Osmond!" Rosier exclaimed
       with his glass in one eye, carefully choosing his flower.
       "Don't put it into your button-hole," she said. "Don't for the
       world!"
       "I should like her to see it. She has refused to dance with me,
       but I wish to show her that I believe in her still."
       "It's very well to show it to her, but it's out of place to show
       it to others. Her father has told her not to dance with you."
       "And is that all YOU can do for me? I expected more from you,
       Mrs. Osmond," said the young man in a tone of fine general
       reference. "You know our acquaintance goes back very far--quite
       into the days of our innocent childhood."
       "Don't make me out too old," Isabel patiently answered. "You come
       back to that very often, and I've never denied it. But I must
       tell you that, old friends as we are, if you had done me the
       honour to ask me to marry you I should have refused you on the
       spot."
       "Ah, you don't esteem me then. Say at once that you think me a
       mere Parisian trifler!"
       "I esteem you very much, but I'm not in love with you. What I
       mean by that, of course, is that I'm not in love with you for
       Pansy."
       "Very good; I see. You pity me--that's all." And Edward Rosier
       looked all round, inconsequently, with his single glass. It was a
       revelation to him that people shouldn't be more pleased; but he
       was at least too proud to show that the deficiency struck him as
       general.
       Isabel for a moment said nothing. His manner and appearance had
       not the dignity of the deepest tragedy; his little glass, among
       other things, was against that. But she suddenly felt touched;
       her own unhappiness, after all, had something in common with his,
       and it came over her, more than before, that here, in
       recognisable, if not in romantic form, was the most affecting
       thing in the world--young love struggling with adversity. "Would
       you really be very kind to her?" she finally asked in a low tone.
       He dropped his eyes devoutly and raised the little flower that he
       held in his fingers to his lips. Then he looked at her. "You pity
       me; but don't you pity HER a little?"
       "I don't know; I'm not sure. She'll always enjoy life."
       "It will depend on what you call life!" Mr. Rosier effectively
       said. "She won't enjoy being tortured."
       "There'll be nothing of that."
       "I'm glad to hear it. She knows what she's about. You'll see."
       "I think she does, and she'll never disobey her father. But she's
       coming back to me," Isabel added, "and I must beg you to go
       away."
       Rosier lingered a moment till Pansy came in sight on the arm of
       her cavalier; he stood just long enough to look her in the face.
       Then he walked away, holding up his head; and the manner in which
       he achieved this sacrifice to expediency convinced Isabel he was
       very much in love.
       Pansy, who seldom got disarranged in dancing, looking perfectly
       fresh and cool after this exercise, waited a moment and then took
       back her bouquet. Isabel watched her and saw she was counting the
       flowers; whereupon she said to herself that decidedly there were
       deeper forces at play than she had recognised. Pansy had seen
       Rosier turn away, but she said nothing to Isabel about him; she
       talked only of her partner, after he had made his bow and
       retired; of the music, the floor, the rare misfortune of having
       already torn her dress. Isabel was sure, however, she had
       discovered her lover to have abstracted a flower; though this
       knowledge was not needed to account for the dutiful grace with
       which she responded to the appeal of her next partner. That
       perfect amenity under acute constraint was part of a larger
       system. She was again led forth by a flushed young man, this time
       carrying her bouquet; and she had not been absent many minutes
       when Isabel saw Lord Warburton advancing through the crowd. He
       presently drew near and bade her good-evening; she had not seen
       him since the day before. He looked about him, and then "Where's
       the little maid?" he asked. It was in this manner that he had
       formed the harmless habit of alluding to Miss Osmond.
       "She's dancing," said Isabel. "You'll see her somewhere."
       He looked among the dancers and at last caught Pansy's eye. "She
       sees me, but she won't notice me," he then remarked. "Are you not
       dancing?"
       "As you see, I'm a wall-flower."
       "Won't you dance with me?"
       "Thank you; I'd rather you should dance with the little maid."
       "One needn't prevent the other--especially as she's engaged."
       "She's not engaged for everything, and you can reserve yourself.
       She dances very hard, and you'll be the fresher."
       "She dances beautifully," said Lord Warburton, following her with
       his eyes. "Ah, at last," he added, "she has given me a smile." He
       stood there with his handsome, easy, important physiognomy; and
       as Isabel observed him it came over her, as it had done before,
       that it was strange a man of his mettle should take an interest
       in a little maid. It struck her as a great incongruity; neither
       Pansy's small fascinations, nor his own kindness, his good-nature,
       not even his need for amusement, which was extreme and constant,
       were sufficient to account for it. "I should like to dance with
       you," he went on in a moment, turning back to Isabel; "but I
       think I like even better to talk with you."
       "Yes, it's better, and it's more worthy of your dignity. Great
       statesmen oughtn't to waltz."
       "Don't be cruel. Why did you recommend me then to dance with Miss
       Osmond?"
       "Ah, that's different. If you danced with her it would look
       simply like a piece of kindness--as if you were doing it for her
       amusement. If you dance with me you'll look as if you were doing
       it for your own."
       "And pray haven't I a right to amuse myself?"
       "No, not with the affairs of the British Empire on your hands."
       "The British Empire be hanged! You're always laughing at it."
       "Amuse yourself with talking to me," said Isabel.
       "I'm not sure it's really a recreation. You're too pointed; I've
       always to be defending myself. And you strike me as more than
       usually dangerous to-night. Will you absolutely not dance?"
       "I can't leave my place. Pansy must find me here."
       He was silent a little. "You're wonderfully good to her," he said
       suddenly.
       Isabel stared a little and smiled. "Can you imagine one's not
       being?"
       "No indeed. I know how one is charmed with her. But you must have
       done a great deal for her."
       "I've taken her out with me," said Isabel, smiling still. "And
       I've seen that she has proper clothes."
       "Your society must have been a great benefit to her. You've
       talked to her, advised her, helped her to develop."
       "Ah yes, if she isn't the rose she has lived near it."
       She laughed, and her companion did as much; but there was a
       certain visible preoccupation in his face which interfered with
       complete hilarity. "We all try to live as near it as we can," he
       said after a moment's hesitation.
       Isabel turned away; Pansy was about to be restored to her, and
       she welcomed the diversion. We know how much she liked Lord
       Warburton; she thought him pleasanter even than the sum of his
       merits warranted; there was something in his friendship that
       appeared a kind of resource in case of indefinite need; it was
       like having a large balance at the bank. She felt happier when he
       was in the room; there was something reassuring in his approach;
       the sound of his voice reminded her of the beneficence of nature.
       Yet for all that it didn't suit her that he should be too near
       her, that he should take too much of her good-will for granted.
       She was afraid of that; she averted herself from it; she wished
       he wouldn't. She felt that if he should come too near, as it
       were, it might be in her to flash out and bid him keep his
       distance. Pansy came back to Isabel with another rent in her
       skirt, which was the inevitable consequence of the first and
       which she displayed to Isabel with serious eyes. There were too
       many gentlemen in uniform; they wore those dreadful spurs, which
       were fatal to the dresses of little maids. It hereupon became
       apparent that the resources of women are innumerable. Isabel
       devoted herself to Pansy's desecrated drapery; she fumbled for a
       pin and repaired the injury; she smiled and listened to her
       account of her adventures. Her attention, her sympathy were
       immediate and active; and they were in direct proportion to a
       sentiment with which they were in no way connected--a lively
       conjecture as to whether Lord Warburton might be trying to make
       love to her. It was not simply his words just then; it was others
       as well; it was the reference and the continuity. This was what
       she thought about while she pinned up Pansy's dress. If it were
       so, as she feared, he was of course unwitting; he himself had not
       taken account of his intention. But this made it none the more
       auspicious, made the situation none less impossible. The sooner
       he should get back into right relations with things the better.
       He immediately began to talk to Pansy--on whom it was certainly
       mystifying to see that he dropped a smile of chastened devotion.
       Pansy replied, as usual, with a little air of conscientious
       aspiration; he had to bend toward her a good deal in conversation,
       and her eyes, as usual, wandered up and down his robust person as
       if he had offered it to her for exhibition. She always seemed a
       little frightened; yet her fright was not of the painful
       character that suggests dislike; on the contrary, she looked as
       if she knew that he knew she liked him. Isabel left them together
       a little and wandered toward a friend whom she saw near and with
       whom she talked till the music of the following dance began, for
       which she knew Pansy to be also engaged. The girl joined her
       presently, with a little fluttered flush, and Isabel, who
       scrupulously took Osmond's view of his daughter's complete
       dependence, consigned her, as a precious and momentary loan, to
       her appointed partner. About all this matter she had her own
       imaginations, her own reserves; there were moments when Pansy's
       extreme adhesiveness made each of them, to her sense, look
       foolish. But Osmond had given her a sort of tableau of her
       position as his daughter's duenna, which consisted of gracious
       alternations of concession and contraction; and there were
       directions of his which she liked to think she obeyed to the
       letter. Perhaps, as regards some of them, it was because her
       doing so appeared to reduce them to the absurd.
       After Pansy had been led away, she found Lord Warburton drawing
       near her again. She rested her eyes on him steadily; she wished
       she could sound his thoughts. But he had no appearance of
       confusion. "She has promised to dance with me later," he said.
       "I'm glad of that. I suppose you've engaged her for the cotillion."
       At this he looked a little awkward. "No, I didn't ask her for
       that. It's a quadrille."
       "Ah, you're not clever!" said Isabel almost angrily. "I told her
       to keep the cotillion in case you should ask for it."
       "Poor little maid, fancy that!" And Lord Warburton laughed
       frankly. "Of course I will if you like."
       "If I like? Oh, if you dance with her only because I like it--!"
       "I'm afraid I bore her. She seems to have a lot of young fellows
       on her book."
       Isabel dropped her eyes, reflecting rapidly; Lord Warburton stood
       there looking at her and she felt his eyes on her face. She felt
       much inclined to ask him to remove them. She didn't do so,
       however; she only said to him, after a minute, with her own
       raised: "Please let me understand."
       "Understand what?"
       "You told me ten days ago that you'd like to marry my
       stepdaughter. You've not forgotten it!"
       "Forgotten it? I wrote to Mr. Osmond about it this morning."
       "Ah," said Isabel, "he didn't mention to me that he had heard
       from you."
       Lord Warburton stammered a little. "I--I didn't send my letter."
       "Perhaps you forgot THAT."
       "No, I wasn't satisfied with it. It's an awkward sort of letter
       to write, you know. But I shall send it to-night."
       "At three o'clock in the morning?"
       "I mean later, in the course of the day."
       "Very good. You still wish then to marry her?"
       "Very much indeed."
       "Aren't you afraid that you'll bore her?" And as her companion
       stared at this enquiry Isabel added: "If she can't dance with you
       for half an hour how will she be able to dance with you for
       life?"
       "Ah," said Lord Warburton readily, "I'll let her dance with other
       people! About the cotillion, the fact is I thought that you--
       that you--"
       "That I would do it with you? I told you I'd do nothing."
       "Exactly; so that while it's going on I might find some quiet
       corner where we may sit down and talk."
       "Oh," said Isabel gravely, "you're much too considerate of me."
       When the cotillion came Pansy was found to have engaged herself,
       thinking, in perfect humility, that Lord Warburton had no
       intentions. Isabel recommended him to seek another partner, but
       he assured her that he would dance with no one but herself. As,
       however, she had, in spite of the remonstrances of her hostess,
       declined other invitations on the ground that she was not dancing
       at all, it was not possible for her to make an exception in Lord
       Warburton's favour.
       "After all I don't care to dance," he said; "it's a barbarous
       amusement: I'd much rather talk." And he intimated that he had
       discovered exactly the corner he had been looking for--a quiet
       nook in one of the smaller rooms, where the music would come to
       them faintly and not interfere with conversation. Isabel had
       decided to let him carry out his idea; she wished to be
       satisfied. She wandered away from the ball-room with him, though
       she knew her husband desired she should not lose sight of his
       daughter. It was with his daughter's pretendant, however; that
       would make it right for Osmond. On her way out of the ball-room
       she came upon Edward Rosier, who was standing in a doorway, with
       folded arms, looking at the dance in the attitude of a young man
       without illusions. She stopped a moment and asked him if he were
       not dancing.
       "Certainly not, if I can't dance with HER!" he answered.
       "You had better go away then," said Isabel with the manner of
       good counsel.
       "I shall not go till she does!" And he let Lord Warburton pass
       without giving him a look.
       This nobleman, however, had noticed the melancholy youth, and he
       asked Isabel who her dismal friend was, remarking that he had
       seen him somewhere before.
       "It's the young man I've told you about, who's in love with
       Pansy."
       "Ah yes, I remember. He looks rather bad."
       "He has reason. My husband won't listen to him."
       "What's the matter with him?" Lord Warburton enquired. "He seems
       very harmless."
       "He hasn't money enough, and he isn't very clever."
       Lord Warburton listened with interest; he seemed struck with this
       account of Edward Rosier. "Dear me; he looked a well-set-up young
       fellow."
       "So he is, but my husband's very particular."
       "Oh, I see." And Lord Warburton paused a moment. "How much money
       has he got?" he then ventured to ask.
       "Some forty thousand francs a year."
       "Sixteen hundred pounds? Ah, but that's very good, you know."
       "So I think. My husband, however, has larger ideas."
       "Yes; I've noticed that your husband has very large ideas. Is he
       really an idiot, the young man?"
       "An idiot? Not in the least; he's charming. When he was twelve
       years old I myself was in love with him."
       "He doesn't look much more than twelve to-day," Lord Warburton
       rejoined vaguely, looking about him. Then with more point, "Don't
       you think we might sit here?" he asked.
       "Wherever you please." The room was a sort of boudoir, pervaded
       by a subdued, rose-coloured light; a lady and gentleman moved out
       of it as our friends came in. "It's very kind of you to take such
       an interest in Mr. Rosier," Isabel said.
       "He seems to me rather ill-treated. He had a face a yard long. I
       wondered what ailed him."
       "You're a just man," said Isabel. "You've a kind thought even for
       a rival."
       Lord Warburton suddenly turned with a stare. "A rival! Do you
       call him my rival?"
       "Surely--if you both wish to marry the same person."
       "Yes--but since he has no chance!"
       "I like you, however that may be, for putting your self in his
       place. It shows imagination."
       "You like me for it?" And Lord Warburton looked at her with an
       uncertain eye. "I think you mean you're laughing at me for it."
       "Yes, I'm laughing at you a little. But I like you as somebody to
       laugh at."
       "Ah well, then, let me enter into his situation a little more.
       What do you suppose one could do for him?"
       "Since I have been praising your imagination I'll leave you to
       imagine that yourself," Isabel said. "Pansy too would like you
       for that."
       "Miss Osmond? Ah, she, I flatter myself, likes me already."
       "Very much, I think."
       He waited a little; he was still questioning her face. "Well
       then, I don't understand you. You don't mean that she cares for
       him?"
       A quick blush sprang to his brow. "You told me she would have no
       wish apart from her father's, and as I've gathered that he would
       favour me--!" He paused a little and then suggested "Don't you
       see?" through his blush.
       "Yes, I told you she has an immense wish to please her father,
       and that it would probably take her very far."
       "That seems to me a very proper feeling," said Lord Warburton.
       "Certainly; it's a very proper feeling." Isabel remained silent
       for some moments; the room continued empty; the sound of the
       music reached them with its richness softened by the interposing
       apartments. Then at last she said: "But it hardly strikes me as
       the sort of feeling to which a man would wish to be indebted for
       a wife."
       "I don't know; if the wife's a good one and he thinks she does
       well!"
       "Yes, of course you must think that."
       "I do; I can't help it. You call that very British, of course."
       "No, I don't. I think Pansy would do wonderfully well to marry
       you, and I don't know who should know it better than you. But
       you're not in love."
       "Ah, yes I am, Mrs. Osmond!"
       Isabel shook her head. "You like to think you are while you sit
       here with me. But that's not how you strike me."
       "I'm not like the young man in the doorway. I admit that. But
       what makes it so unnatural? Could any one in the world be more
       loveable than Miss Osmond?"
       "No one, possibly. But love has nothing to do with good reasons."
       "I don't agree with you. I'm delighted to have good reasons."
       "Of course you are. If you were really in love you wouldn't care
       a straw for them."
       "Ah, really in love--really in love!" Lord Warburton exclaimed,
       folding his arms, leaning back his head and stretching himself a
       little. "You must remember that I'm forty-two years old. I won't
       pretend I'm as I once was."
       "Well, if you're sure," said Isabel, "it's all right."
       He answered nothing; he sat there, with his head back, looking
       before him. Abruptly, however, he changed his position; he turned
       quickly to his friend. "Why are you so unwilling, so sceptical?"
       She met his eyes, and for a moment they looked straight at each
       other. If she wished to be satisfied she saw something that
       satisfied her; she saw in his expression the gleam of an idea
       that she was uneasy on her own account--that she was perhaps even
       in fear. It showed a suspicion, not a hope, but such as it was it
       told her what she wanted to know. Not for an instant should he
       suspect her of detecting in his proposal of marrying her
       step-daughter an implication of increased nearness to herself, or
       of thinking it, on such a betrayal, ominous. In that brief,
       extremely personal gaze, however, deeper meanings passed between
       them than they were conscious of at the moment.
       "My dear Lord Warburton," she said, smiling, "you may do, so far
       as I'm concerned, whatever comes into your head."
       And with this she got up and wandered into the adjoining room,
       where, within her companion's view, she was immediately addressed
       by a pair of gentlemen, high personages in the Roman world, who
       met her as if they had been looking for her. While she talked
       with them she found herself regretting she had moved; it looked a
       little like running away--all the more as Lord Warburton didn't
       follow her. She was glad of this, however, and at any rate she
       was satisfied. She was so well satisfied that when, in passing
       back into the ball-room, she found Edward Rosier still planted in
       the doorway, she stopped and spoke to him again. "You did right
       not to go away. I've some comfort for you."
       "I need it," the young man softly wailed, "when I see you so
       awfully thick with him!"
       "Don't speak of him; I'll do what I can for you. I'm afraid it
       won't be much, but what I can I'll do."
       He looked at her with gloomy obliqueness. "What has suddenly
       brought you round?"
       "The sense that you are an inconvenience in doorways!" she
       answered, smiling as she passed him. Half an hour later she took
       leave, with Pansy, and at the foot of the staircase the two
       ladies, with many other departing guests, waited a while for
       their carriage. Just as it approached Lord Warburton came out of
       the house and assisted them to reach their vehicle. He stood a
       moment at the door, asking Pansy if she had amused herself; and
       she, having answered him, fell back with a little air of fatigue.
       Then Isabel, at the window, detaining him by a movement of her
       finger, murmured gently: "Don't forget to send your letter to her
       father!" _
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Preface
VOLUME I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER II
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER III
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER V
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER X
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVII
VOLUME II
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XL
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVII
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   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER L
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LV