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Portrait of a Lady, The
VOLUME II   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIII
Henry James
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       _ Her fit of weeping, however, was soon smothered, and the signs of
       it had vanished when, an hour later, she broke the news to her
       aunt. I use this expression because she had been sure Mrs.
       Touchett would not be pleased; Isabel had only waited to tell her
       till she had seen Mr. Goodwood. She had an odd impression that it
       would not be honourable to make the fact public before she should
       have heard what Mr. Goodwood would say about it. He had said
       rather less than she expected, and she now had a somewhat angry
       sense of having lost time. But she would lose no more; she waited
       till Mrs. Touchett came into the drawing-room before the mid-day
       breakfast, and then she began. "Aunt Lydia, I've something to
       tell you."
       Mrs. Touchett gave a little jump and looked at her almost
       fiercely. "You needn't tell me; I know what it is."
       "I don't know how you know."
       "The same way that I know when the window's open--by feeling a
       draught. You're going to marry that man."
       "What man do you mean?" Isabel enquired with great dignity.
       "Madame Merle's friend--Mr. Osmond."
       "I don't know why you call him Madame Merle's friend. Is that the
       principal thing he's known by?"
       "If he's not her friend he ought to be--after what she has done
       for him!" cried Mrs. Touchett. "I shouldn't have expected it of
       her; I'm disappointed."
       "If you mean that Madame Merle has had anything to do with my
       engagement you're greatly mistaken," Isabel declared with a sort
       of ardent coldness.
       "You mean that your attractions were sufficient, without the
       gentleman's having had to be lashed up? You're quite right.
       They're immense, your attractions, and he would never have
       presumed to think of you if she hadn't put him up to it. He has a
       very good opinion of himself, but he was not a man to take
       trouble. Madame Merle took the trouble for him."
       "He has taken a great deal for himself!" cried Isabel with a
       voluntary laugh.
       Mrs. Touchett gave a sharp nod. "I think he must, after all, to
       have made you like him so much."
       "I thought he even pleased YOU."
       "He did, at one time; and that's why I'm angry with him."
       "Be angry with me, not with him," said the girl.
       "Oh, I'm always angry with you; that's no satisfaction! Was it
       for this that you refused Lord Warburton?"
       "Please don't go back to that. Why shouldn't I like Mr. Osmond,
       since others have done so?"
       "Others, at their wildest moments, never wanted to marry him.
       There's nothing OF him," Mrs. Touchett explained.
       "Then he can't hurt me," said Isabel.
       "Do you think you're going to be happy? No one's happy, in such
       doings, you should know."
       "I shall set the fashion then. What does one marry for?"
       "What YOU will marry for, heaven only knows. People usually marry
       as they go into partnership--to set up a house. But in your
       partnership you'll bring everything."
       "Is it that Mr. Osmond isn't rich? Is that what you're talking
       about?" Isabel asked.
       "He has no money; he has no name; he has no importance. I value
       such things and I have the courage to say it; I think they're very
       precious. Many other people think the same, and they show it. But
       they give some other reason."
       Isabel hesitated a little. "I think I value everything that's
       valuable. I care very much for money, and that's why I wish Mr.
       Osmond to have a little."
       "Give it to him then; but marry some one else."
       "His name's good enough for me," the girl went on. "It's a very
       pretty name. Have I such a fine one myself?"
       "All the more reason you should improve on it. There are only a
       dozen American names. Do you marry him out of charity?"
       "It was my duty to tell you, Aunt Lydia, but I don't think it's my
       duty to explain to you. Even if it were I shouldn't be able. So
       please don't remonstrate; in talking about it you have me at a
       disadvantage. I can't talk about it."
       "I don't remonstrate, I simply answer you: I must give some sign
       of intelligence. I saw it coming, and I said nothing. I never
       meddle."
       "You never do, and I'm greatly obliged to you. You've been very
       considerate."
       "It was not considerate--it was convenient," said Mrs. Touchett.
       "But I shall talk to Madame Merle."
       "I don't see why you keep bringing her in. She has been a very
       good friend to me."
       "Possibly; but she has been a poor one to me."
       "What has she done to you?"
       "She has deceived me. She had as good as promised me to prevent
       your engagement."
       "She couldn't have prevented it."
       "She can do anything; that's what I've always liked her for. I
       knew she could play any part; but I understood that she played
       them one by one. I didn't understand that she would play two at
       the same time."
       "I don't know what part she may have played to you," Isabel said;
       "that's between yourselves. To me she has been honest and kind
       and devoted."
       "Devoted, of course; she wished you to marry her candidate. She
       told me she was watching you only in order to interpose."
       "She said that to please you," the girl answered; conscious,
       however, of the inadequacy of the explanation.
       "To please me by deceiving me? She knows me better. Am I pleased
       to-day?"
       "I don't think you're ever much pleased," Isabel was obliged to
       reply. "If Madame Merle knew you would learn the truth what had
       she to gain by insincerity?"
       "She gained time, as you see. While I waited for her to interfere
       you were marching away, and she was really beating the drum."
       "That's very well. But by your own admission you saw I was
       marching, and even if she had given the alarm you wouldn't have
       tried to stop me."
       "No, but some one else would."
       "Whom do you mean?" Isabel asked, looking very hard at her aunt.
       Mrs. Touchett's little bright eyes, active as they usually were,
       sustained her gaze rather than returned it. "Would you have
       listened to Ralph?"
       "Not if he had abused Mr. Osmond."
       "Ralph doesn't abuse people; you know that perfectly. He cares
       very much for you."
       "I know he does," said Isabel; "and I shall feel the value of it
       now, for he knows that whatever I do I do with reason."
       "He never believed you would do this. I told him you were capable
       of it, and he argued the other way."
       "He did it for the sake of argument," the girl smiled. "You don't
       accuse him of having deceived you; why should you accuse Madame
       Merle?"
       "He never pretended he'd prevent it."
       "I'm glad of that!" cried Isabel gaily. "I wish very much," she
       presently added, "that when he comes you'd tell him first of my
       engagement."
       "Of course I'll mention it," said Mrs. Touchett. "I shall say
       nothing more to you about it, but I give you notice I shall talk
       to others."
       "That's as you please. I only meant that it's rather better the
       announcement should come from you than from me."
       "I quite agree with you; it's much more proper!" And on this the
       aunt and the niece went to breakfast, where Mrs. Touchett, as good
       as her word, made no allusion to Gilbert Osmond. After an interval
       of silence, however, she asked her companion from whom she had
       received a visit an hour before.
       "From an old friend--an American gentleman," Isabel said with a
       colour in her cheek.
       "An American gentleman of course. It's only an American gentleman
       who calls at ten o'clock in the morning."
       "It was half-past ten; he was in a great hurry; he goes away this
       evening."
       "Couldn't he have come yesterday, at the usual time?"
       "He only arrived last night."
       "He spends but twenty-four hours in Florence?" Mrs. Touchett
       cried. "He's an American gentleman truly."
       "He is indeed," said Isabel, thinking with perverse admiration of
       what Caspar Goodwood had done for her.
       Two days afterward Ralph arrived; but though Isabel was sure that
       Mrs. Touchett had lost no time in imparting to him the great fact,
       he showed at first no open knowledge of it. Their prompted talk
       was naturally of his health; Isabel had many questions to ask
       about Corfu. She had been shocked by his appearance when he came
       into the room; she had forgotten how ill he looked. In spite of
       Corfu he looked very ill to-day, and she wondered if he were
       really worse or if she were simply disaccustomed to living with
       an invalid. Poor Ralph made no nearer approach to conventional
       beauty as he advanced in life, and the now apparently complete
       loss of his health had done little to mitigate the natural oddity
       of his person. Blighted and battered, but still responsive and
       still ironic, his face was like a lighted lantern patched with
       paper and unsteadily held; his thin whisker languished upon a
       lean cheek; the exorbitant curve of his nose defined itself more
       sharply. Lean he was altogether, lean and long and loose-jointed;
       an accidental cohesion of relaxed angles. His brown velvet jacket
       had become perennial; his hands had fixed themselves in his
       pockets; he shambled and stumbled and shuffled in a manner that
       denoted great physical helplessness. It was perhaps this
       whimsical gait that helped to mark his character more than ever
       as that of the humorous invalid--the invalid for whom even his
       own disabilities are part of the general joke. They might well
       indeed with Ralph have been the chief cause of the want of
       seriousness marking his view of a world in which the reason for
       his own continued presence was past finding out. Isabel had grown
       fond of his ugliness; his awkwardness had become dear to her. They
       had been sweetened by association; they struck her as the very
       terms on which it had been given him to be charming. He was so
       charming that her sense of his being ill had hitherto had a sort
       of comfort in it; the state of his health had seemed not a
       limitation, but a kind of intellectual advantage; it absolved him
       from all professional and official emotions and left him the
       luxury of being exclusively personal. The personality so
       resulting was delightful; he had remained proof against the
       staleness of disease; he had had to consent to be deplorably ill,
       yet had somehow escaped being formally sick. Such had been the
       girl's impression of her cousin; and when she had pitied him it
       was only on reflection. As she reflected a good deal she had
       allowed him a certain amount of compassion; but she always
       had a dread of wasting that essence--a precious article, worth
       more to the giver than to any one else. Now, however, it took no
       great sensibility to feel that poor Ralph's tenure of life was
       less elastic than it should be. He was a bright, free, generous
       spirit, he had all the illumination of wisdom and none of its
       pedantry, and yet he was distressfully dying.
       Isabel noted afresh that life was certainly hard for some people,
       and she felt a delicate glow of shame as she thought how easy it
       now promised to become for herself. She was prepared to learn that
       Ralph was not pleased with her engagement; but she was not
       prepared, in spite of her affection for him, to let this fact
       spoil the situation. She was not even prepared, or so she thought,
       to resent his want of sympathy; for it would be his privilege--it
       would be indeed his natural line--to find fault with any step she
       might take toward marriage. One's cousin always pretended to hate
       one's husband; that was traditional, classical; it was a part of
       one's cousin's always pretending to adore one. Ralph was nothing
       if not critical; and though she would certainly, other things
       being equal, have been as glad to marry to please him as to
       please any one, it would be absurd to regard as important that
       her choice should square with his views. What were his views
       after all? He had pretended to believe she had better have
       married Lord Warburton; but this was only because she had refused
       that excellent man. If she had accepted him Ralph would certainly
       have taken another tone; he always took the opposite. You could
       criticise any marriage; it was the essence of a marriage to be
       open to criticism. How well she herself, should she only give her
       mind to it, might criticise this union of her own! She had other
       employment, however, and Ralph was welcome to relieve her of the
       care. Isabel was prepared to be most patient and most indulgent.
       He must have seen that, and this made it the more odd he should
       say nothing. After three days had elapsed without his speaking
       our young woman wearied of waiting; dislike it as he would, he
       might at least go through the form. We, who know more about poor
       Ralph than his cousin, may easily believe that during the hours
       that followed his arrival at Palazzo Crescentini he had privately
       gone through many forms. His mother had literally greeted him
       with the great news, which had been even more sensibly chilling
       than Mrs. Touchett's maternal kiss. Ralph was shocked and
       humiliated; his calculations had been false and the person in the
       world in whom he was most interested was lost. He drifted about
       the house like a rudderless vessel in a rocky stream, or sat in
       the garden of the palace on a great cane chair, his long legs
       extended, his head thrown back and his hat pulled over his eyes.
       He felt cold about the heart; he had never liked anything less.
       What could he do, what could he say? If the girl were
       irreclaimable could he pretend to like it? To attempt to reclaim
       her was permissible only if the attempt should succeed. To try to
       persuade her of anything sordid or sinister in the man to whose
       deep art she had succumbed would be decently discreet only in the
       event of her being persuaded. Otherwise he should simply have
       damned himself. It cost him an equal effort to speak his thought
       and to dissemble; he could neither assent with sincerity nor
       protest with hope. Meanwhile he knew--or rather he supposed--that
       the affianced pair were daily renewing their mutual vows. Osmond
       at this moment showed himself little at Palazzo Crescentini; but
       Isabel met him every day elsewhere, as she was free to do after
       their engagement had been made public. She had taken a carriage
       by the month, so as not to be indebted to her aunt for the means
       of pursuing a course of which Mrs. Touchett disapproved, and she
       drove in the morning to the Cascine. This suburban wilderness,
       during the early hours, was void of all intruders, and our young
       lady, joined by her lover in its quietest part, strolled with him
       a while through the grey Italian shade and listened to the
       nightingales. _
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Preface
VOLUME I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER II
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER III
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER V
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER X
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVII
VOLUME II
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XL
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVIII p
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER L
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LV