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VOLUME I   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIV
Henry James
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       _ Miss Stackpole would have prepared to start immediately; but
       Isabel, as we have seen, had been notified that Lord Warburton
       would come again to Gardencourt, and she believed it her duty to
       remain there and see him. For four or five days he had made no
       response to her letter; then he had written, very briefly, to say
       he would come to luncheon two days later. There was something in
       these delays and postponements that touched the girl and renewed
       her sense of his desire to be considerate and patient, not to
       appear to urge her too grossly; a consideration the more studied
       that she was so sure he "really liked" her. Isabel told her uncle
       she had written to him, mentioning also his intention of coming;
       and the old man, in consequence, left his room earlier than usual
       and made his appearance at the two o'clock repast. This was by no
       means an act of vigilance on his part, but the fruit of a
       benevolent belief that his being of the company might help to
       cover any conjoined straying away in case Isabel should give
       their noble visitor another hearing. That personage drove over
       from Lockleigh and brought the elder of his sisters with him, a
       measure presumably dictated by reflexions of the same order as
       Mr. Touchett's. The two visitors were introduced to Miss
       Stackpole, who, at luncheon, occupied a seat adjoining Lord
       Warburton's. Isabel, who was nervous and had no relish for the
       prospect of again arguing the question he had so prematurely
       opened, could not help admiring his good-humoured self-possession,
       which quite disguised the symptoms of that preoccupation with her
       presence it was natural she should suppose him to feel. He
       neither looked at her nor spoke to her, and the only sign of his
       emotion was that he avoided meeting her eyes. He had plenty of
       talk for the others, however, and he appeared to eat his luncheon
       with discrimination and appetite. Miss Molyneux, who had a
       smooth, nun-like forehead and wore a large silver cross
       suspended from her neck, was evidently preoccupied with Henrietta
       Stackpole, upon whom her eyes constantly rested in a manner
       suggesting a conflict between deep alienation and yearning
       wonder. Of the two ladies from Lockleigh she was the one Isabel
       had liked best; there was such a world of hereditary quiet in
       her. Isabel was sure moreover that her mild forehead and silver
       cross referred to some weird Anglican mystery--some delightful
       reinstitution perhaps of the quaint office of the canoness. She
       wondered what Miss Molyneux would think of her if she knew Miss
       Archer had refused her brother; and then she felt sure that Miss
       Molyneux would never know--that Lord Warburton never told her
       such things. He was fond of her and kind to her, but on the whole
       he told her little. Such, at least, was Isabel's theory; when, at
       table, she was not occupied in conversation she was usually
       occupied in forming theories about her neighbours. According to
       Isabel, if Miss Molyneux should ever learn what had passed
       between Miss Archer and Lord Warburton she would probably be
       shocked at such a girl's failure to rise; or no, rather (this was
       our heroine's last position) she would impute to the young
       American but a due consciousness of inequality.
       Whatever Isabel might have made of her opportunities, at all
       events, Henrietta Stackpole was by no means disposed to neglect
       those in which she now found herself immersed. "Do you know
       you're the first lord I've ever seen?" she said very promptly to
       her neighbour. "I suppose you think I'm awfully benighted."
       "You've escaped seeing some very ugly men," Lord Warburton
       answered, looking a trifle absently about the table.
       "Are they very ugly? They try to make us believe in America that
       they're all handsome and magnificent and that they wear wonderful
       robes and crowns."
       "Ah, the robes and crowns are gone out of fashion," said Lord
       Warburton, "like your tomahawks and revolvers."
       "I'm sorry for that; I think an aristocracy ought to be
       splendid," Henrietta declared. "If it's not that, what is it?"
       "Oh, you know, it isn't much, at the best," her neighbour
       allowed. "Won't you have a potato?"
       "I don't care much for these European potatoes. I shouldn't know
       you from an ordinary American gentleman."
       "Do talk to me as if I were one," said Lord Warburton. "I don't
       see how you manage to get on without potatoes; you must find so
       few things to eat over here."
       Henrietta was silent a little; there was a chance he was not
       sincere. "I've had hardly any appetite since I've been here," she
       went on at last; "so it doesn't much matter. I don't approve of
       you, you know; I feel as if I ought to tell you that."
       "Don't approve of me?"
       "Yes; I don't suppose any one ever said such a thing to you
       before, did they? I don't approve of lords as an institution. I
       think the world has got beyond them--far beyond."
       "Oh, so do I. I don't approve of myself in the least. Sometimes
       it comes over me--how I should object to myself if I were not
       myself, don't you know? But that's rather good, by the way--not
       to be vainglorious."
       "Why don't you give it up then?" Miss Stackpole enquired.
       "Give up--a--?" asked Lord Warburton, meeting her harsh inflexion
       with a very mellow one.
       "Give up being a lord."
       "Oh, I'm so little of one! One would really forget all about it
       if you wretched Americans were not constantly reminding one.
       However, I do think of giving it up, the little there is left of
       it, one of these days."
       "I should like to see you do it!" Henrietta exclaimed rather
       grimly.
       "I'll invite you to the ceremony; we'll have a supper and a
       dance."
       "Well," said Miss Stackpole, "I like to see all sides. I don't
       approve of a privileged class, but I like to hear what they have
       to say for themselves."
       "Mighty little, as you see!"
       "I should like to draw you out a little more," Henrietta
       continued. "But you're always looking away. You're afraid of
       meeting my eye. I see you want to escape me."
       "No, I'm only looking for those despised potatoes."
       "Please explain about that young lady--your sister--then. I don't
       understand about her. Is she a Lady?"
       "She's a capital good girl."
       "I don't like the way you say that--as if you wanted to change
       the subject. Is her position inferior to yours?"
       "We neither of us have any position to speak of; but she's better
       off than I, because she has none of the bother."
       "Yes, she doesn't look as if she had much bother. I wish I had as
       little bother as that. You do produce quiet people over here,
       whatever else you may do."
       "Ah, you see one takes life easily, on the whole," said Lord
       Warburton. "And then you know we're very dull. Ah, we can be dull
       when we try!"
       "I should advise you to try something else. I shouldn't know what
       to talk to your sister about; she looks so different. Is that
       silver cross a badge?"
       "A badge?"
       "A sign of rank."
       Lord Warburton's glance had wandered a good deal, but at this it
       met the gaze of his neighbour. "Oh yes," he answered in a moment;
       "the women go in for those things. The silver cross is worn by
       the eldest daughters of Viscounts." Which was his harmless
       revenge for having occasionally had his credulity too easily
       engaged in America. After luncheon he proposed to Isabel to come
       into the gallery and look at the pictures; and though she knew he
       had seen the pictures twenty times she complied without
       criticising this pretext. Her conscience now was very easy; ever
       since she sent him her letter she had felt particularly light of
       spirit. He walked slowly to the end of the gallery, staring at
       its contents and saying nothing; and then he suddenly broke out:
       "I hoped you wouldn't write to me that way."
       "It was the only way, Lord Warburton," said the girl. "Do try and
       believe that."
       "If I could believe it of course I should let you alone. But we
       can't believe by willing it; and I confess I don't understand. I
       could understand your disliking me; that I could understand well.
       But that you should admit you do--"
       "What have I admitted?" Isabel interrupted, turning slightly
       pale.
       "That you think me a good fellow; isn't that it?" She said
       nothing, and he went on: "You don't seem to have any reason, and
       that gives me a sense of injustice."
       "I have a reason, Lord Warburton." She said it in a tone that
       made his heart contract.
       "I should like very much to know it."
       "I'll tell you some day when there's more to show for it."
       "Excuse my saying that in the mean time I must doubt of it."
       "You make me very unhappy," said Isabel.
       "I'm not sorry for that; it may help you to know how I feel. Will
       you kindly answer me a question?" Isabel made no audible assent,
       but he apparently saw in her eyes something that gave him courage
       to go on. "Do you prefer some one else?"
       "That's a question I'd rather not answer."
       "Ah, you do then!" her suitor murmured with bitterness.
       The bitterness touched her, and she cried out: "You're mistaken!
       I don't."
       He sat down on a bench, unceremoniously, doggedly, like a man in
       trouble; leaning his elbows on his knees and staring at the
       floor. "I can't even be glad of that," he said at last, throwing
       himself back against the wall; "for that would be an excuse."
       She raised her eyebrows in surprise. "An excuse? Must I excuse
       myself?"
       He paid, however, no answer to the question. Another idea had
       come into his head. "Is it my political opinions? Do you think I
       go too far?"
       "I can't object to your political opinions, because I don't
       understand them."
       "You don't care what I think!" he cried, getting up. "It's all
       the same to you."
       Isabel walked to the other side of the gallery and stood there
       showing him her charming back, her light slim figure, the length
       of her white neck as she bent her head, and the density of her
       dark braids. She stopped in front of a small picture as if for
       the purpose of examining it; and there was something so young and
       free in her movement that her very pliancy seemed to mock at him.
       Her eyes, however, saw nothing; they had suddenly been suffused
       with tears. In a moment he followed her, and by this time she had
       brushed her tears away; but when she turned round her face was
       pale and the expression of her eyes strange. "That reason that I
       wouldn't tell you--I'll tell it you after all. It's that I can't
       escape my fate."
       "Your fate?"
       "I should try to escape it if I were to marry you."
       "I don't understand. Why should not that be your fate as well as
       anything else?"
       "Because it's not," said Isabel femininely. "I know it's not.
       It's not my fate to give up--I know it can't be."
       Poor Lord Warburton stared, an interrogative point in either eye.
       "Do you call marrying me giving up?"
       "Not in the usual sense. It's getting--getting--getting a great
       deal. But it's giving up other chances."
       "Other chances for what?"
       "I don't mean chances to marry," said Isabel, her colour quickly
       coming back to her. And then she stopped, looking down with a
       deep frown, as if it were hopeless to attempt to make her meaning
       clear.
       "I don't think it presumptuous in me to suggest that you'll gain
       more than you'll lose," her companion observed.
       "I can't escape unhappiness," said Isabel. "In marrying you I
       shall be trying to."
       "I don't know whether you'd try to, but you certainly would: that
       I must in candour admit!" he exclaimed with an anxious laugh.
       "I mustn't--I can't!" cried the girl.
       "Well, if you're bent on being miserable I don't see why you
       should make me so. Whatever charms a life of misery may have for
       you, it has none for me."
       "I'm not bent on a life of misery," said Isabel. "I've always
       been intensely determined to be happy, and I've often believed I
       should be. I've told people that; you can ask them. But it comes
       over me every now and then that I can never be happy in any
       extraordinary way; not by turning away, by separating myself."
       "By separating yourself from what?"
       "From life. From the usual chances and dangers, from what most
       people know and suffer."
       Lord Warburton broke into a smile that almost denoted hope. "Why,
       my dear Miss Archer," he began to explain with the most
       considerate eagerness, "I don't offer you any exoneration from
       life or from any chances or dangers whatever. I wish I could;
       depend upon it I would! For what do you take me, pray? Heaven
       help me, I'm not the Emperor of China! All I offer you is the
       chance of taking the common lot in a comfortable sort of way. The
       common lot? Why, I'm devoted to the common lot! Strike an
       alliance with me, and I promise you that you shall have plenty of
       it. You shall separate from nothing whatever--not even from your
       friend Miss Stackpole."
       "She'd never approve of it," said Isabel, trying to smile and
       take advantage of this side-issue; despising herself too, not a
       little, for doing so.
       "Are we speaking of Miss Stackpole?" his lordship asked
       impatiently. "I never saw a person judge things on such theoretic
       grounds."
       "Now I suppose you're speaking of me," said Isabel with humility;
       and she turned away again, for she saw Miss Molyneux enter the
       gallery, accompanied by Henrietta and by Ralph.
       Lord Warburton's sister addressed him with a certain timidity and
       reminded him she ought to return home in time for tea, as she was
       expecting company to partake of it. He made no answer--apparently
       not having heard her; he was preoccupied, and with good reason.
       Miss Molyneux--as if he had been Royalty--stood like a
       lady-in-waiting.
       "Well, I never, Miss Molyneux!" said Henrietta Stackpole. "If I
       wanted to go he'd have to go. If I wanted my brother to do a
       thing he'd have to do it."
       "Oh, Warburton does everything one wants," Miss Molyneux answered
       with a quick, shy laugh. "How very many pictures you have!" she
       went on, turning to Ralph.
       "They look a good many, because they're all put together," said
       Ralph. "But it's really a bad way."
       "Oh, I think it's so nice. I wish we had a gallery at Lockleigh.
       I'm so very fond of pictures," Miss Molyneux went on, persistently,
       to Ralph, as if she were afraid Miss Stackpole would address her
       again. Henrietta appeared at once to fascinate and to frighten her.
       "Ah yes, pictures are very convenient," said Ralph, who appeared
       to know better what style of reflexion was acceptable to her.
       "They're so very pleasant when it rains," the young lady
       continued. "It has rained of late so very often."
       "I'm sorry you're going away, Lord Warburton," said Henrietta. "I
       wanted to get a great deal more out of you."
       "I'm not going away," Lord Warburton answered.
       "Your sister says you must. In America the gentlemen obey the
       ladies."
       "I'm afraid we have some people to tea," said Miss Molyneux,
       looking at her brother.
       "Very good, my dear. We'll go."
       "I hoped you would resist!" Henrietta exclaimed. "I wanted to see
       what Miss Molyneux would do."
       "I never do anything," said this young lady.
       "I suppose in your position it's sufficient for you to exist!"
       Miss Stackpole returned. "I should like very much to see you at
       home."
       "You must come to Lockleigh again," said Miss Molyneux, very
       sweetly, to Isabel, ignoring this remark of Isabel's friend.
       Isabel looked into her quiet eyes a moment, and for that moment
       seemed to see in their grey depths the reflexion of everything
       she had rejected in rejecting Lord Warburton--the peace, the
       kindness, the honour, the possessions, a deep security and a
       great exclusion. She kissed Miss Molyneux and then she said: "I'm
       afraid I can never come again."
       "Never again?"
       "I'm afraid I'm going away."
       "Oh, I'm so very sorry," said Miss Molyneux. "I think that's so
       very wrong of you."
       Lord Warburton watched this little passage; then he turned away
       and stared at a picture. Ralph, leaning against the rail before
       the picture with his hands in his pockets, had for the moment
       been watching him.
       "I should like to see you at home," said Henrietta, whom Lord
       Warburton found beside him. "I should like an hour's talk with
       you; there are a great many questions I wish to ask you."
       "I shall be delighted to see you," the proprietor of Lockleigh
       answered; "but I'm certain not to be able to answer many of your
       questions. When will you come?"
       "Whenever Miss Archer will take me. We're thinking of going to
       London, but we'll go and see you first. I'm determined to get
       some satisfaction out of you."
       "If it depends upon Miss Archer I'm afraid you won't get much.
       She won't come to Lockleigh; she doesn't like the place."
       "She told me it was lovely!" said Henrietta.
       Lord Warburton hesitated. "She won't come, all the same. You had
       better come alone," he added.
       Henrietta straightened herself, and her large eyes expanded.
       "Would you make that remark to an English lady?" she enquired
       with soft asperity.
       Lord Warburton stared. "Yes, if I liked her enough."
       "You'd be careful not to like her enough. If Miss Archer won't
       visit your place again it's because she doesn't want to take me.
       I know what she thinks of me, and I suppose you think the same--
       that I oughtn't to bring in individuals." Lord Warburton was at a
       loss; he had not been made acquainted with Miss Stackpole's
       professional character and failed to catch her allusion. "Miss
       Archer has been warning you!" she therefore went on.
       "Warning me?"
       "Isn't that why she came off alone with you here--to put you on
       your guard?"
       "Oh dear, no," said Lord Warburton brazenly; "our talk had no
       such solemn character as that."
       "Well, you've been on your guard--intensely. I suppose it's
       natural to you; that's just what I wanted to observe. And so,
       too, Miss Molyneux--she wouldn't commit herself. You have been
       warned, anyway," Henrietta continued, addressing this young lady;
       "but for you it wasn't necessary."
       "I hope not," said Miss Molyneux vaguely.
       "Miss Stackpole takes notes," Ralph soothingly explained. "She's
       a great satirist; she sees through us all and she works us up."
       "Well, I must say I never have had such a collection of bad
       material!" Henrietta declared, looking from Isabel to Lord
       Warburton and from this nobleman to his sister and to Ralph.
       "There's something the matter with you all; you're as dismal as
       if you had got a bad cable."
       "You do see through us, Miss Stackpole," said Ralph in a low
       tone, giving her a little intelligent nod as he led the party out
       of the gallery. "There's something the matter with us all."
       Isabel came behind these two; Miss Molyneux, who decidedly liked
       her immensely, had taken her arm, to walk beside her over the
       polished floor. Lord Warburton strolled on the other side with
       his hands behind him and his eyes lowered. For some moments he
       said nothing; and then, "Is it true you're going to London?" he
       asked.
       "I believe it has been arranged."
       "And when shall you come back?"
       "In a few days; but probably for a very short time. I'm going to
       Paris with my aunt."
       "When, then, shall I see you again?"
       "Not for a good while," said Isabel. "But some day or other, I
       hope."
       "Do you really hope it?"
       "Very much."
       He went a few steps in silence; then he stopped and put out his
       hand. "Good-bye."
       "Good-bye," said Isabel.
       Miss Molyneux kissed her again, and she let the two depart. After
       it, without rejoining Henrietta and Ralph, she retreated to her
       own room; in which apartment, before dinner, she was found by
       Mrs. Touchett, who had stopped on her way to the salon. "I may
       as well tell you," said that lady, "that your uncle has informed
       me of your relations with Lord Warburton."
       Isabel considered. "Relations? They're hardly relations. That's
       the strange part of it: he has seen me but three or four times."
       "Why did you tell your uncle rather than me?" Mrs. Touchett
       dispassionately asked.
       Again the girl hesitated. "Because he knows Lord Warburton
       better."
       "Yes, but I know you better."
       "I'm not sure of that," said Isabel, smiling.
       "Neither am I, after all; especially when you give me that rather
       conceited look. One would think you were awfully pleased with
       yourself and had carried off a prize! I suppose that when you
       refuse an offer like Lord Warburton's it's because you expect to
       do something better."
       "Ah, my uncle didn't say that!" cried Isabel, smiling still. _
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Preface
VOLUME I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER I
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER II
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER III
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER V
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER VIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER IX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER X
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XVIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XIX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XX
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIII
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXIV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXV
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVI
   VOLUME I - CHAPTER XXVII
VOLUME II
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXVIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XXXIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XL
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLVIII p
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER XLIX
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER L
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LI
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIII
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LIV
   VOLUME II - CHAPTER LV