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Quo Vadis
CHAPTER LXX
Henryk Sienkiewicz
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       _ AT last the hour was accomplished for both Apostles. But, as if to
       complete his service, it was given to the fisherman of the Lord to
       win two souls even in confinement. The soldiers, Processus and
       Martinianus, who guarded him in the Mamertine prison, received
       baptism. Then came the hour of torture. Nero was not in Rome at
       that time. Sentence was passed by Helius and Polythetes, two
       freedmen to whom Caesar had confided the government of Rome
       during his absence.
       On the aged Apostle had been inflicted the stripes prescribed by
       law; and next day he was led forth beyond the walls of the city,
       toward the Vatican Hill, where he was to suffer the punishment of
       the cross assigned to him. Soldiers were astonished by the crowd
       which had gathered before the prison, for in their minds the death
       of a common man, and besides a foreigner, should not rouse such
       interest; they did not understand that that retinue was composed
       not of sightseers, but confessors, anxious to escort the great
       Apostle to the place of execution, In the afternoon the gates of the
       prison were thrown open at last, and Peter appeared in the midst of
       a detachment of pretorians. The sun had inclined somewhat toward
       Ostia already; the day was clear and calm. Because of his
       advanced age, Peter was not required to carry the cross; it was
       supposed that he could not carry it; they had not put the fork on his
       neck, either, so as not to retard his pace. He walked without
       hindrance, and the faithful could see him perfectly.
       At moments when his white head showed itself among the iron
       helmets of the soldiers, weeping was heard in the crowd; but it was
       restrained immediately, for the face of the old man had in it so
       much calmness, and was so bright with joy, that all understood
       him to be not a victim going to destruction, but a victor celebrating
       his triumph.
       And thus it was really. The fisherman, usually humble and
       stooping, walked now erect, taller than the soldiers, full of dignity.
       Never had men seen such majesty in his bearing. It might have
       seemed that he was a monarch attended by people and military.
       From every side voices were raised, --
       "There is Peter going to the Lord!"
       All forgot, as it were, that torture and death were waiting for him.
       He walked with solemn attention, but with calmness, feeling that
       since the death on Golgotha nothing equally important had
       happened, and that as the first death had redeemed the whole
       world, this was to redeem the city.
       Along the road people halted from wonder at sight of that old man;
       but believers, laying hands on their shoulders, said with calm
       voices,
       "See how a just man goes to death, -- one who knew Christ and
       proclaimed love to the world,"
       These became thoughtful, and walked away, saying to themselves,
       "He cannot, indeed, be unjust!"
       Along the road noise was hushed, and the cries of the street. The
       retinue moved on before houses newly reared, before white
       columns of temples, over whose summits hung the deep sky, calm
       and blue. They went in quiet; only at times the weapons of the
       soldiers clattered, or the murmur of prayer rose. Peter heard the
       last, and his face grew bright with increasing joy, for his glance
       could hardly take in those thousands of confessors. He felt that he
       had done his work, and he knew now that that truth which he had
       been declaring all his life would overwhelm everything, like a sea,
       and that nothing would have power to restrain it. And thus
       thinking, he raised his eyes, and said: "O Lord, Thou didst
       command me to conquer this world-ruling city; hence I have
       conquered it. Thou hast commanded me to found here Thy capital;
       hence I have founded it. This is Thy city now, O Lord, and I go to
       Thee, for I have toiled greatly."
       As he passed before temples, he said to them, "Ye will be temples
       of Christ." Looking at throngs of people moving before his eyes, he
       said to them, "Your children will be servants of Christ"; and he
       advanced with the feeling that he had conquered, conscious of his
       service, conscious of his strength, solaced, -- great. The soldiers
       conducted him over the Pons Triumphalis, as if giving involuntary
       testimony to his triumph, and they led him farther toward the
       Naumachia and the Circus. The faithful from beyond the Tiber
       joined the procession; and such a throng of people was formed that
       the centurion commanding the pretonians understood at last that
       he was leading a high-priest surrounded by believers, and grew
       alarmed because of the small number of soldiers. But no cry of
       indignation or rage was given out in the throng. Men's faces were
       penetrated with the greatness of the moment, solemn and full of
       expectation. Some believers, remembering that when the Lord died
       the earth opened from fright and the dead rose from their graves,
       thought that now some evident signs would appear, after which the
       death of the Apostle would not be forgotten for ages. Others said
       to themselves, "Perhaps the Lord will select the hour of Peter's
       death to come from heaven as He promised, and judge the world."
       With this idea they recommended recommended themselves to the
       mercy of the Redeemer.
       But round about there was calm. The hills seemed to be warming
       themselves, and resting in the sun. The procession stopped at last
       between the Circus and the Vatican Hill. Soldiers began now to
       dig a hole; others placed on the ground the cross, hammers, and
       nails, waiting till all preparations were finished. The crowd,
       continuing quiet and attentive, knelt round about.
       The Apostle, with his head in the sun-rays and golden light, turned
       for the last time toward the city. At a distance lower down was
       seen the gleaming Tiber; beyond was the Campus Martins; higher
       up, the Mausoleum of Augustus; below that, the gigantic baths just
       begun by Nero; still lower, Pompey's theatre; and beyond them
       were visible in places, and in places hidden by other buildings, the
       Septa Julia, a multitude of porticos, temples, columns, great
       edifices; and, finally, far in the distance, hills covered with houses,
       a gigantic resort of people, the borders of which vanished in the
       blue haze, -- an abode of crime, but of power; of madness, but of
       order, -- which had become the head of the world, its oppressor,
       but its law and its peace, almighty, invincible, eternal, But Peter,
       surrounded by soldiers, looked at the city as a ruler and king looks
       at his inheritance. And he said to it, "Thou art redeemed and
       mine!" And no one, not merely among the soldiers digging the
       hole in which to plant the cross, but even among believers, could
       divine that standing there among them was the true ruler of that
       moving life; that Caesars would pass away, waves of barbarians go
       by, and ages vanish, but that old man would be lord there
       unbrokenly.
       The sun had sunk still more toward Ostia, and had become large
       and red. The whole western side of the sky had begun to glow with
       immense brightness. The soldiers approached Peter to strip him.
       But he, while praying, straightened himself all at once, and
       stretched his right hand high. The executioners stopped, as if made
       timid by his posture; the faithful held the breath in their breasts,
       thinking that he wished to say something, and silence unbroken
       followed.
       But he, standing on the height, with his extended right hand made
       the sign of the cross, blessing in the hour of death,--
       Urbi et orbi! (the city and the world).
       In that same wonderful evening another detachment of soldiers
       conducted along the Ostian Way Paul of Tarsus toward a place
       called Aquae Salviae. And behind him also advanced a crowd of
       the faithful whom he had converted; but when he recognized near
       acquaintances, he halted and conversed with them, f or, being a
       Roman citizen, the guard showed more respect to him. Beyond the
       gate called Tergemina he met Plautilla, the daughter of the prefect
       Flavius Sabinus, and, seeing her youthful face covered with tears,
       he said: "Plautilla, daughter of Eternal Salvation, depart in peace.
       Only give me a veil with which to bind my eyes when I am going
       to the Lord." And taking it, he advanced with a face as full of
       delight as that of a laborer who wbaen he has toiled the whole day
       successfully is returning home. His thoughts, like those of Peter,
       were as calm and quiet as that evening sky. His eyes gazed with
       thoughtfulness upon the plain which stretched out before him, and
       to the Alban Hills, immersed in light. He remembered his
       journeys, his toils, his labor, the struggles in which he had
       conquered, the churches which he had founded in all lands and
       beyond all seas; and he thought that he had earned his rest
       honestly, that he had finished his work. He felt now that the seed
       which he had planted would not be blown away by the wind of
       malice. He was leaving this life with the certainty that in the battle
       which his truth had declared against the world it would conquer;
       and a mighty peace settled down on his soul.
       The road to the place of execution was long, and evening was
       coming. The mountains became purple, and the bases of them
       went gradually into the shade. Flocks were returning home. Here
       and there groups of slaves were walking with the tools of labor on
       their shoulders. Children, playing on the road before houses,
       looked with curiosity at the passing soldiers. But in that evening,
       in that transparent golden air, there were not only peace and
       lovingness, but a certain harmony, which seemed to lift from earth
       to heaven. Paul felt this; and his heart was filled with delight at the
       thought that to that harmony of the world he had added one note
       which had not been in it hitherto, but without which the whole
       earth was like sounding brass or a tinkling cymbal.
       He remembered how he had taught people love, -- how he had told
       them that though they were to give their property to the poor,
       though they knew all languages, all secrets, and all sciences, they
       would be nothing without love, which is kind, enduring, which
       does not return evil, which does not desire honor, suffers all
       things, believes all things, hopes all things, is patient of all things.
       And so his life had passed in teaching people this truth. And now
       he said in spirit: What power can equal it, what can conquer it?
       Could Caesar stop it, though he had twice as many legions and
       twice as many cities, seas, lands, and nations?
       And he went to his reward like a conqueror.
       The detachment left the main road at last, and turned toward the
       east on a narrow path leading to the Aquae Salviae. The red sun
       was lying now on the heather. The centurion stopped the soldiers
       at the fountain, for the moment had come.
       Paul placed Plautifia's veil on his arm, intending to bind his eyes
       with it; for the last time he raised those eyes, full of unspeakable
       peace, toward the eternal light of the evening, and prayed. Yes, the
       moment had come; but he saw before him a great road in the light,
       leading to heaven; and in his soul he repeated the same words
       which formerly he had written in the feeling of his own finished
       service and his near end, --
       "I have fought a good fight, I have finished my course, I have kept
       the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of
       righteousness." _