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Quo Vadis
CHAPTER LIV
Henryk Sienkiewicz
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       _ LYGIA, in a long letter written hurriedly, took farewell to Vinicius
       forever. She knew that no one was permitted to enter the prison,
       and that she could see Vinicius only from the arena. She begged
       him therefore to discover when the turn of the Mamertine
       prisoners would come, and to be at the games, for she wished to
       see him once more in life. No fear was evident in her letter. She
       wrote that she and the othcrs were longing for the arena, where
       they would find liberation from imprisonment. She hoped f or the
       coming of Pomponia and Aulus; she entreated that they too be
       pres‡nt. Every word of her showed ecstasy, and that separation
       from life in which all the prisoners lived, arid at the same time an
       unshaken faith that all promises would be fulfilled beyond the
       grave.
       "Whether Christ," wrote she, "frees me in this life or after death,
       He has promised me to thee by the lips of the Apostle; therefore I
       am rhine." She implored him not to grieve for her, and not to let
       himself be overcome by suffering. For her death was not a
       dissolution of marriage. With the confidence of a child she assured
       Vinicius that immediately after her suffering in the arena she
       would tell Christ that her betrothed Marcus had remained in
       Rome, that he was longing for her with his whole heart. 1And she
       thought that Christ would permit her soul, perhaps, to return to
       him for a moment, to tell him that she was living, that she did not
       remember her torments, and that she was happy. Her whole letter
       breathed happiness and immense hope. There was only one request
       in it connected with affairs of earth, -- that Vinicius should take
       her body from the spoliarium and bury it as that of his wife in the
       tomb in which he himself would rest sometime.
       He read this letter with a suffering spirit, but at the same time it
       seemed to him impossible that Lygia should perish under the claws
       of wild beasts, and that Christ would not take compassion on her.
       But just in that were hidden hope and trust. When he returned
       home, he wrote that he would come every day to the walls of the
       Tullianum to wait till Christ crushed the walls and restored her. He
       commanded her to believe that Christ could give her to him, even
       in the Circus; that the great Apostle was imploring Him to do so,
       and that the hour of liberation was near. The converted centurion
       was to bear this letter to her on the morrow.
       But when Vinicius came to the prison next morning, the centurion
       left the rank, approached him first, and said, --
       "Listen to me, lord. Christ, who enlightened thee, has shown thee
       favor. Last night Caesar's freedman and those of the prefect came
       to select Christian maidens for disgrace; they inquired for thy
       betrothed, but our Lord sent her a fever, of which prisoners are
       dying in the Tullianum, and they left her. Last evening she was
       unconscious, and blessed be the name of the Redeemer, for the
       sickness which has saved her from shame may save her from
       death."
       Vinicius placed his hand on the soldier's shoulder to guard himself
       from falling; but the other continued, --
       "Thank the mercy of the Lord! They took and tortured Linus, but,
       seeing that he was dying, they surrendered him. They may give her
       now to thee, and Christ will give back health to her."
       The young tribune stood some time with drooping head; then
       raised it and said in a whisper, --
       "True, centurion. Christ, who saved her from shame, will save her
       from death." And sitting at the wall of the prison till evening, he
       returned home te send people for Linus and have him taken to one
       of his suburban villas.
       But when Petronius had heard everything, he determined to act
       also. He had visited the Augusta; now he went to her a second
       time. He found her at the bed of little Ruflus. The child with
       broken head was struggling in a fever; his mother, with despair
       and terror in her heart, was trying to save him, thinking, however,
       that if she did save him it might be only to perish soon by a more
       dreadful death.
       Occupied exclusively with her own suffering, she would not even
       hear of Vinicius and Lygia; but Petronius terrified her.
       "Thou hart offended," said he to her, "a new, unknown divinity.
       Thou, Augusta, art a worshipper, it seems, of the Hebrew Jehovah;
       but the Christians maintain that Chrestos is his son. Reflect, then,
       if the anger of the father is not pursuing thee. Who knows but it is
       their vengeance which has struck thee? Who knows but the life of
       Ruflus depends on this, -- how thou wilt act?"
       "What dost thou wish me to do?" asked Poppaea, with terror.
       "Mollify the offended deities."
       "How?"
       "Lygia is sick; influence Caesar or Tigellinus to give her to
       Vinicius."
       "Dost thou think that I can do that?" asked she, in despair.
       "Thou canst do something else. If Lygia recovers, she must die. Go
       thou to the temple of Vesta, and ask the Virgo magna to happen
       near the Tullianum at the moment when they are leading prisoners
       out to death, and give command to free that maiden. The chief
       vestal will not refuse thee."
       "But if Lygia dies of the fever?"
       "The Christians say that Christ is vengeful, but just; maybe thou
       wilt soften Him by thy wish alone."
       "Let Him give me some sign that will heal Ruflus."
       Petronius shrugged his shoulders.
       "I have not come as His envoy; O divinity, I merely say to thee, Be
       on better terms with all the gods, Roman and foreign."
       "I will go!" said Poppaea, with a broken voice.
       Petronius drew a deep breath. "At last I have done something."
       thought he, and returning to Vinicius he said to him, --
       "Implore thy God that Lygia die not of the fever, for should she
       survive, the chief vestal will give command to free her. The
       Augusta herself will ask her to do so."
       "Christ will free her," said Vinicius, looking at him with eyes in
       which fever was glittering.
       Poppaea, who for the recovery of Ruflus was willing to burn
       hecatombs to all the gods of the world, went that same evening
       through the Forum to the vestals, leaving care over the sick child
       to her faithful nurse, Silvia, by whom she herself had been reared.
       But on the Palatine sentence had been issued against the child
       already; for barely had Poppaea's litter vanished behind the great
       gate when two freedmen entered the chamber in which her son
       was resting. One of these threw himself on old Silvia and gagged
       her; the other, seizing a bronze statue of the Sphinx, stunned the
       old woman with the first blow.
       Then they approached Ruflus. The little boy, tormented with fever
       and insensible, not knowing what was passing around him, smiled
       at them, and blinked with his beautiful eyes, as if trying to
       recognize the men. Stripping from the nurse her girdle, they put it
       around his neck and pulled it. The child called once for his mother,
       and died easily. Then they wound him in a sheet, and sitting on
       horses which were waiting, hurried to Ostia, where they threw the
       body into the sea.
       Poppaea, not finding the virgo magna, who with other vestals was
       at the house of Vatinius, returned soon to the Palatine. Seeing the
       empty bed and the cold body of Silvia, she fainted, and when they
       restored her she began to scream; her wild cries were heard all that
       night and the day following.
       But Caesar commanded her to appear at a feast on the third day;
       so, arraying herself in an amethyst-colored tunic, she came and
       sat with stony face, golden-haired, silent, wonderful, and as
       ominous as an angel of death. _