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Quo Vadis
CHAPTER IV
Henryk Sienkiewicz
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       _ IN fact, Petronius kept his promise. He slept all the day following
       his visit to Chrysothemis, it is true; but in the evening he gave
       command to bear him to the Palatine, where he had a confidential
       conversation with Nero; in consequence of this, on the third day a
       centurion, at the head of some tens of pretorian soldiers, appeared
       before the house of Plautius.
       The period was uncertain and terrible. Messengers of this kind
       were more frequently heralds of death. So when the centurion
       struck the hammer at Aulus's door, and when the guard of the
       atrium announced that there were soldiers in the anteroom, terror
       rose through the whole house. The family surrounded the old
       general at once, for no one doubted that danger hung over him
       above all. Pomponia, embracing his neck with her arms, clung to
       him with all her strength, and her blue lips moved quickly while
       uttering some whispered phrase. Lygia, with a face pale as linen,
       kissed his hand; little Aulus clung to his toga. From the corridor,
       from chambers in the lower story intended for servant-women and
       attendants, from the bath, from the arches of lower dwellings, from
       the whole house, crowds of slaves began to hurry out, and the cries
       of "Heu! heu, me miserum!" were heard. The women broke into
       great weeping; some scratched their cheeks, or covered their heads
       with kerchiefs.
       Only the old general himself, accustomed for years to look death
       straight in the eye, remained calm, and his short eagle face became
       as rigid as if chiselled from stone. After a while, when he had
       silenced the uproar, and commanded the attendants to disappear,
       he said, -- "Let me go, Pomponia. If my end has come, we shall
       have time to take leave."
       And he pushed her aside gently; but she said, -- "God grant thy fate
       and mine to be one, O Aulus!"
       Then, failing on her knees, she began to pray with that force which
       fear for some dear one alone can give.
       Aulus passed out to the atrium, where the centurion was waiting
       for him. It was old Caius Hasta, his former subordinate and
       companion in British wars.
       "I greet thee, general," said he. "I bring a command, and the
       greeting of Caesar; here are the tablets and the signet to show that
       I come in his name."
       "I am thankful to Caesar for the greeting, and I shall obey the
       command," answered Aulus. "Be welcome, Hasta, and say what
       command thou hast brought."
       "Aulus Plautius," began Hasta, "Caesar has learned that in thy
       house is dwelling the daughter of the king of the Lygians, whom
       that king during the life of the divine Claudius gave into the hands
       of the Romans as a pledge that the boundaries of the empire would
       never be violated by the Lygians. The divine Nero is grateful to
       thee, O general, because thou hast given her hospitality in thy
       house for so many years; but, not wishing to burden thee longer,
       and considering also that the maiden as a hostage should be under
       the guardianship of Cirsar and the senate, he commands thee to
       give her into my hands."
       Aulus was too much a soldier and too much a veteran to permit
       himself regret in view of an order, or vain words, or complaint. A
       slight wrinkle of sudden anger and pain, however, appeared on his
       forehead. Before that frown legions in Britain had trembled on a
       time, and even at that moment fear was evident on the face of
       Hasta. But in view of the order, Aulus Plautius felt defenceless. He
       looked for some time at the tablets and the signet; then raising his
       eyes to the old centurion, he said calmly, -- "Wait, Hasta, in the
       atrium till the hostage is delivered to thee."
       After these words he passed to the other end of the house, to the
       hall called cecus, where Pomponia Graecina, Lygia, and little
       Aulus
       were waiting for him in fear and alarm.
       "Death threatens no one, nor banishment to distant islands," said
       he; "still Caesar's messenger is a herald of misfortune. It is a
       question of thee, Lygia."
       "Of Lygia?" exclaimed Pomponia, with astonishment.
       "Yes," answered Aulus.
       And turning to the maiden, he began: "Lygia, thou wert reared in
       our house as our own child; I and Pomponia love thee as our
       daughter. But know this, that thou art not our daughter. Thou art a
       hostage, given by thy people to Rome, and guardianship over thee
       belongs to Caesar. Now Caesar takes thee from our house."
       The general spoke calmly, but with a certain strange, unusual
       voice. Lygia listened to his words, blinking, as if not understanding
       what the question was. Pomponia's cheeks became pallid. In the
       doors leading from the corridor to the cecus, terrified faces of
       slaves began to show themselves a second time.
       "The will of Caesar must be accomplished," said Aulus.
       "Aulus!" exclaimed Pomponia, embracing the maiden with her
       arms, as if wishing to defend her, "it would be better for her to
       die."
       Lygia, nestling up to her breast, repeated, "Mother, mother!"
       unable in her sobbing to find other words.
       On Aulus's face anger and pain were reflected again. "If I were
       alone in the world," said he, gloomily, "I would not surrender her
       alive, and my relatives might give offerings this day to 'Jupiter
       Liberator.' But I have not the right to kill thee and our child, who
       may live to happier times. I will go to Caesar this day, and implore
       him to change his command. Whether he will hear me, I know not.
       Meanwhile, farewell, Lygia, and know that I and Pornponia ever
       bless the day in which thou didst take thy seat at our hearth."
       Thus speaking, he placed his hand on her head; but though he
       strove to preserve his calmness, when Lygia turned to him eyes
       filled with tears, and seizing his hand pressed it to her lips, his
       voice was filled with deep fatherly sorrow.
       "Farewell, our joy, and the light of our eyes," said he.
       And he went to the atrium quickly, so as not to let himself be
       conquered by emotion unworthy of a Roman and a general.
       Meanwhile Pomponia, when she had conducted Lygia to the
       cubiculum, began to comfort, console, and encourage her, uttering
       words meanwhile which sounded strangely in that house, where
       near them in an adjoining chamber the lararium remained yet, and
       where the hearth was on which Aulus Plautius, faithful to ancient
       usage, made offerings to the household divinities. Now the hour of
       trial had come. On a time Virginius had pierced the bosom of his
       own daughter to save her from the hands of Appius; still earlier
       Lucretia had redeemed her shame with her life. The house of
       Caesar is a den of infamy, of evil, of crime. But we, Lygia, know
       why we have not the right to raise hands on ourselves! Yes! The
       law under which we both live is another, a greater, a holier, but it
       gives permission to defend oneself from evil and shame even
       should it happen to pay for that defence with life and torment.
       Whoso goes forth pure from the dwelling of corruption has the
       greater merit thereby. The earth is that dwelling; but fortunately
       life is one twinkle of the eye, and resurrection is only from the
       grave; beyond that not Nero, but Mercy bears rule, and there
       instead of pain is delight, there instead of tears is rejoicing.
       Next she began to speak of herself. Yes! she was calm; but in her
       breast there was no lack of painful wounds. For example, Aulus
       was a cataract on her eye; the fountain of light had not flowed to
       him yet. Neither was it permitted her to rear her son in Truth.
       When she thought, therefore, that it might be thus to the end of her
       life, and that for them a moment of separation might come which
       would be a hundred times more grievous and terrible than that
       temporary one over which they were both suffering then, she could
       not so much as understand how she might be happy even in heaven
       without them. And she had wept many nights through already, she
       had passed many nights in prayer, imploring grace and mercy. But
       she offered her suffering to God, and waited and trusted. And now,
       when a new blow struck her, when the tyrant's command took from
       her a dear one, -- the one whom Aulus had called the light of their
       eyes, -- she trusted yet, believing that there was a power greater
       than Nero's and a mercy mightier than his anger.
       And she pressed the maiden's head to her bosom still more firmly.
       Lygia dropped to her knees after a while, and, covering her eyes in
       the folds of Pomponia's peplus, she remained thus a long time in
       silence; but when she stood up again, some calmness was evident
       on her face.
       "I grieve for thee, mother, and for father and for my brother; but I
       know that resistance is useless, and would destroy all of us. I
       promise thee that in the house of Caesar I will never forget thy
       words."
       Once more she threw her arms around Pomponia's neck; then both
       went out to the cecus, and she took farewell of little Aulus, of the
       old Greek their teacher, of the dressing-maid who had been her
       nurse, and of all the slaves. One of these, a tall and
       broad-shouldered Lygian, called Ursus in the house, who with
       other servants had in his time gone with Lygia's mother and her to
       the camp of the Romans, fell now at her feet, and then bent down
       to the knees of Pomponia, saying, -- "O domina! permit me to go
       with my lady, to serve her and watch over her in the house of
       Caesar."
       "Thou art not our servant, but Lygia's," answered Pomponia; "but if
       they admit thee through Caesar's doors, in what way wilt thou be
       able to watch over her?"
       "I know not, domina; I know only that iron breaks in my hands just
       as wood does."
       When Aulus, who came up at that moment, had heard what the
       question was, not only did he not oppose the wishes of Ursus, but
       he declared that he had not even the right to detain him. They were
       sending away Lygia as a hostage whom Ciesar had claimed, and
       they were obliged in the same way to send her retinue, which
       passed with her to the control of Caesar. Here he whispered to
       Pomponia that under the form of an escort she could add as many
       slaves as she thought proper, for the centurion could not refuse to
       receive them.
       There was a certain comfort for Lygia in this. Pomponia also was
       glad that she could surround her with servants of her own choice.
       Therefore, besides Ursus, she appointed to her the old tire-woman,
       two maidens from Cyprus well skilled in hair-dressing, and two
       German maidens for the bath. Her choice fell exclusively on
       adherents of the new faith; Ursus, too, had professed it for a
       number of years. Pomponia could count on the faithfulness of
       those servants, and at the same time consoled herself with the
       thought that soon grains of truth would be in Caesar's house.
       She wrote a few words also, committing care over Lygia to Nero's
       freedwoman, Acte. Pomponia had not seen her, it is true, at
       meetings of confessors of the new faith; but she had heard from
       them that Acte had never refused them a service, and that she read
       the letters of Paul of Tarsus eagerly. It was known to her also that
       the young freedwoman lived in melancholy, that she was a person
       different from all other women of Nero's house, and that in general
       she was the good spirit of the palace.
       Hasta engaged to deliver the letter himself to Acte. Considering it
       natural that the daughter of a king should have a retinue of her
       own servants, he did not raise the least difficulty in taking them to
       the palace, but wondered rather that there should be so few. He
       begged haste, however, fearing lest he might be suspected of want
       of zeal in carrying out orders.
       The moment of parting came. The eyes of Pomponia and Lygia
       were filled with fresh tears; Aulus placed his hand on her head
       again, and after a while the soldiers, followed by the cry of little
       Aulus, who in defence of his sister threatened the centurion with
       his small fists, conducted Lygia to Caesar's house.
       The old general gave command to prepare his litter at once;
       meanwhile, shutting himself up with Pomponia in the pinacotheca
       adjoining the cecus, he said to her, -- "Listen to me, Pomponia. I
       will go to Caesar, though I judge that my visit will be useless; and
       though Seneca's word means nothing with Nero now, I will go also
       to Seneca. To-day Sophonius, Tigellinus, Petronius, or Vatinius
       has more influence. As to Caesar, perhaps he has never even heard
       of the Lygian people; and if he has demanded the delivery of
       Lygia, the hostage, he has done so because some one persuaded
       him to it, -- it is easy to guess who could do that."
       She raised her eyes to him quickly.
       "Is it Petronius?"
       "It is."
       A moment of silence followed; then the general continued, -- "See
       what it is to admit over the threshold any of those people without
       conscience or honor. Cursed be the moment in which Vinicius
       entered our house, for he brought Petronius. Woe to Lygia, since
       those men are not seeking a hostage, but a concubine."
       And his speech became more hissing than usual, because of
       helpless rage and of sorrow for his adopted daughter. He struggled
       with himself some time, and only his clenched fists showed how
       severe was the struggle within him.
       "I have revered the gods so far," said he; "but at this moment I
       think that not they are over the world, but one mad, malicious
       monster named Nero."
       "Aulus," said Pomponia. "Nero is only a handful of rotten dust
       before God."
       But Aulus began to walk with long steps over the mosaic of the
       pinacotheca. In his life there had been great deeds, but no great
       misfortunes; hence he was unused to them. The old soldier had
       grown more attached to Lygia than he himself had been aware of,
       and now he could not be reconciled to the thought that he had lost
       her. Besides, he felt humiliated. A hand was weighing on him
       which he despised, and at the same time he felt that before its
       power his power was as nothing.
       But when at last he stifled in himself the anger which disturbed his
       thoughts, he said,-- "I judge that Petronius has not taken her from
       us for Caesar, since he would not offend Poppan. Therefore he
       took
       her either for himself or Vinicius. Today I will discover this."
       And after a while the litter bore him in the direction of the
       Palatine. Pornponia, when left alone, went to little Aulus, who did
       not cease crying for his sister, or threatening Caesar. _