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Quo Vadis
CHAPTER LXI
Henryk Sienkiewicz
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       _ DARKNESS had not come when the first waves of people began
       to flow into Caesar's gardens. The crowds, in holiday costume,
       crowned with flowers, joyous, singing, and some of them drunk,
       were going to look at the new, magnificent spectacle. Shouts of
       "Semaxii! Sarmentitii!" were heard on the Via Tecta, on the bridge
       of !Emiius, and from the other side of the Tiber, on the Triumphal
       Way, around the Circus of Nero, and off towards the Vatican Hill.
       In Rome people had been seen burnt on pillars before, but never
       had any one seen such a number of victims.
       Caesar and Tigellinus, wishing to finish at once with the
       Christians and also to avoid infection, which from the prisons was
       spreading more and more through the city, had given command to
       empty all dungeons, so that there remained in them barely a few
       tens of people intended for the close of the spectacles. So, when
       the crowds had passed the gates, they were dumb with amazement.
       All the main and side alleys, which lay through dense groves and
       along lawns, thickets, ponds, fields, and squares filled with
       flowers, were packed with pillars smeared with pitch, to which
       Christians were fastened. In higher places, where the view was not
       hindered by trees, one could see whole rows of pillars and bodies
       decked with flowers, myrtle, and ivy, extending into the distance
       on high and low places, so far that, though the nearest were like
       masts of ships, the farthest seemed colored darts, or staffs thrust
       into the earth. The number of them surpassed the expectation of
       the multitude. One might suppose that a whole nation had been
       lashed to pillars for Rome's amusement and for Caesar's. The
       throng of spectators stopped before single masts when their
       curiosity was roused by the form or the sex of the victim; they
       looked at the faces, the crowns, the garlands of ivy; then they went
       farther and farther, asking themselves with amazement, "Could
       there have been so many criminals, or how could children barely
       able to walk have set fire to Rome?" and astonishment passed by
       degrees into fear.
       Meanwhile darkness came, and the first stars twinkled in the sky.
       Near each condemned person a slave took his place, torch in hand;
       when the sound of trumpets was heard in various parts of the
       gardens, in sign that the spectacle was to begin, each slave put his
       torch to the foot of a pillar. The straw, hidden under the flowers
       and steeped in pitch, burned at once with a bright flame which,
       increasing every instant, withered the ivy, and rising embraced the
       feet of the victims. The people were silent; the gardens resounded
       with one immense groan and with cries of pain. Some victims,
       however, raising their faces toward the starry sky, began to sing,
       praising Christ. The people listened. But the hardest hearts were
       filled with terror when, on smaller pillars, children cried with
       shrill voices, "Mamma! Mamma!" A shiver ran through even
       spectators who were drunk when they saw little heads and
       innocent faces distorted with pain, or children fainting in the
       smoke which began to stifle them. But the flames rose, and seized
       new crowns of roses and ivy every instant. The main and side
       alleys were illuminated; the groups of trees, the lawns, and the
       flowery squares were illuminated; the water in pools and ponds
       was gleaming, the trembling leaves on the trees had grown
       rose-colored, and all was as visible as in daylight. When the odor
       of burnt bodies filled the gardens, slaves sprinkled between the
       pillars myrrh and aloes prepared purposely. In the crowds were
       heard here and there shouts, -- whether of sympathy or delight and
       joy, it was unknown; and they increased every moment with the
       fire, which embraced the pillars, climbed to the breasts of the
       victims, shrivelled with burning breath the hair on their heads,
       threw veils over their blackened faces, and then shot up higher, as
       if showing the victory and triumph of that power which had given
       command to rouse it.
       At the very beginning of the spectacle Caesar had appeared among
       the people in a magnificent quadriga of the Circus, drawn by four
       white steeds. He was dressed as a charioteer in the color of the
       Greens, -- the court party and his. After him followed other
       chariots filled with courtiers in brilliant array, senators, priests,
       bacchantes, naked and crowned, holding pitchers of wine, and
       partly drunk, uttering wild shouts. At the side of these were
       musicians dressed as fauns and satyrs, who played on citharas,
       formingas, flutes, and horns. In other chariots advanced matrons
       and maidens of Rome, drunk also and half naked. Around the
       quadriga ran men who shook thyrses ornamented with ribbons;
       others beat drums; others scattered flowers.
       All that brilliant throng moved forward, shouting, "Evoe!" on the
       widest road of the grtrden, amidst smoke and processions of
       people. Caesar, keeping near him Tigellinus and also Chilo, in
       whose terror he sought to find amusement, drove the steeds
       himself, and, advancing at a walk, looked at the burning bodies,
       and heard the shouts of the multitude. Standing on the lofty gilded
       chariot, surrounded by a sea of people who bent to his feet, in the
       glitter of the fire, in the golden crown of a circus-victor, he was a
       head above the courtiers and the crowd. He seemed a giant. His
       immense arms, stretched forward to hold the reins, seemed to bless
       the multitude. There was a smile on his face and in his blinking
       eyes; he shone above the throng as a sun or a deity, terrible but
       commanding and mighty.
       At times he stopped to look with more care at some maiden whose
       bosom had begun to shrink in the flames, or at the face of a child
       distorted by convulsions; and again he drove on, leading behind
       him a wild, excited retinue. At times he bowed to the people, then
       again he bent backward, drew in the golden reins, and spoke to
       Tigellinus. At last, when he had reached the great fountain in the
       middle of two crossing streets, he stepped from the quadriga, and,
       nodding to his attendants, mingled with the throng.
       He was greeted with shouts and plaudits. The bacchantes, the
       nymphs, the senators and Augustians, the priests, the fauns, satyrs,
       and soldiers surrounded him at once in an excited circle; but he,
       with Tigellinus on one side and Chilo on the other, walked around
       the fountain, about which were burning some tens of torches;
       stopping before each one, he made remarks on the victims, or
       jeered at the old Greek, on whose face boundless despair was
       depicted.
       At last he stood before a lofty mast decked with myrtle and ivy.
       The red tongues of fire had risen only to the knees of the victim;
       but it was impossible to see his face, for the green burning twigs
       had covered it with smoke. After a while, however, the light
       breeze of night turned away the smoke and uncovered the head of
       a man with gray beard falling on his breast.
       At sight of him Chilo was twisted into a lump like a wounded
       snake, and from his mouth came a cry more like cawing than a
       human voice.
       "Glaucus! Glaucus!"
       In fact, Glaucus the physician looked down from the burning pillar
       at him. Glaucus was alive yet. His face expressed pain, and was
       inclined forward, as if to look closely for the last time at his
       executioner, at the man who had betrayed him, robbed him of wife
       and children, set a murderer on him, and who, when all this had
       been forgiven in the name of Christ, had delivered him to
       executioners. Never had one person inflicted more dreadful or
       bloody wrongs on another. Now the victim was burning on the
       pitched pillar, and the executioner was standing at his feet. The
       eyes of Glaucus did nor leave the face of the Greek. At moments
       they were hidden by smoke; but when the breeze blew this away,
       Chilo saw again those eyes fixed on him. He rose and tried to flee,
       but had not strength. All at once his legs seemed of lead; an
       invisible hand seemed to hold him at that pillar with superhuman
       force. He was petrified. He felt that something was overflowing in
       him, something giving way; he felt that he had had a surfeit of
       blood and torture, that the end of his life was approaching, that
       everything was vanishing, Caesar, the court, the multitude, arid
       around him was only a kind of bottomless, dreadful black vacuum
       with no visible thing in it, save those eyes of a martyr which were
       summoning him to judgment. But Glaucus, bending his head lower
       down, looked at him fixedly. Those present divined that something
       was taking place between those two men. Laughter died on their
       lips, however, for in Chilo's face there was something terrible:
       such pain and fear had distorted it as if those tongues of fire were
       burning his body. On a sudden he staggered, and, stretching his
       arms upward, cried in a terrible and piercing voice, --
       "Glaucus! in Christ's name! forgive me!"
       It grew silent round about, a quiver ran through the spectators, and
       all eyes were raised involuntarily.
       The head of the martyr moved slightly, and from the top of the
       mast was heard a voice like a groan, --
       "I forgive!"
       Chilo threw himself on his face, and howled like a wild beast;
       grasping earth in both hands, he sprinkled it on his head.
       Meanwhile the flames shot up, seizing the breast and face of
       Glaucus; they unbound the myrtle crown on his head, and seized
       the ribbons on the top of the pillar, the whole of which shone with
       great blazing.
       Chilo stood up after a while with face so changed that to the
       Augustians he seemed another man. His eyes flashed with a light
       new to him, ecstasy issued from his wrinkled forehead; the Greek,
       incompetent a short time before, looked now like some priest
       visited by a divinity and ready to reveal unknown truths.
       "What is the matter? Has he gone mad?" asked a number of voices.
       But he turned to the mulitiude, and, raising his right hand, cried, or
       rather shouted, in a voice so piercing that not only the Augustians
       but the multitude heard him, --
       "Roman people! I swear by my death, that innocent persons are
       perishing here. That is the incendiary!"
       And he pointed his finger at Nero.
       Then came a moment of silence. The courtiers were benumbed.
       Chilo continued to stand with outstretched, trembling arm, and
       with finger pointed at Nero. AU at once a tumult arose. The
       people, like a wave, urged by a sudden whirlwind, rushed toward
       the old man to look at him inure closely. Here and there were
       heard cries, "Hold!" In another place, "Woe to us!" In the throng a
       hissing and uproar began. "Ahenobarbus! Matricide! Incendiary!"
       Disorder increased every instant. The bacchantes screamed in
       heaven-piercing voices, and began to hide in the chariots. Then
       some pillars which were burned through, fell, scattered sparks, and
       increased the confusion. A blind dense wave of people swept away
       Chilo, and bore him to the depth of the garden.
       The pillars began to burn through in every direction and fall across
       the streets, filling alleys with smoke, sparks, the odor of burnt
       wood and burnt flesh. The nearer lights died. The gardens began to
       grow dark. The crowds, alarmed, gloomy, and disturbed, pressed
       toward the gates. News of what had happened passed from mouth
       to mouth, distorted and increased. Some said that Caesar had
       fainted; others that he had confessed, saying that he had given
       command to burn Rome; others that he had fallen seriously ill; and
       still others that he had been borne our, as if dead, in the chariot.
       Here and there were heard voices of sympathy for the Christians:
       "If they had not burned Rome, why so much blood, torture, and
       injustice? Will not the gods avenge the innocent, and what piacula
       can mollify them now?" The words innoxia corpora were repeated
       oftener and oftener. Women expressed aloud their pity for children
       thrown in such numbers to wild beasts, nailed to crosses or burned
       in those cursed gardens' And finally pity was turned into abuse of
       Caesar and Tigellinus. There were persons, too, who, stopping
       suddenly, asked themselves or others the question, "What kind of
       divinity is that which gives such strength to meet torture and
       death?" And they returned home in meditation.
       But Chilo was wandering about in the gardens, not knowing where
       to go or where to turn. Again he felt himself a weak, helpless, sick
       old man.
       Now he stumbled against partly burnt bodies; now he struck a
       torch, which sent a shower of sparks after him; now he sat down,
       and looked around with vacant stare. The gardens had become
       almost dark. The pale moon moving among the trees shone with
       uncertain light on the alleys, the dark pillars lying across them, and
       the partly burnt victims turned into shapeless lumps. But the old
       Greek thought that in the moon he saw the face of Glaucus, whose
       eyes were looking at him yet persistently, and he hid before the
       light. At last he went out of the shadow, in spite of himself; as if
       pushed by some hidden power, he turned toward the fountain
       where Glaucus had yielded up the spirit.
       Then some hand touched his shoulder. He turned, and saw an
       unknown person before him.
       "Who art thou?" exclaimed he, with terror.
       "Paul of Tarsus."
       "I am accursed! -- "What dost thou wish?"
       "I wish to save thee," answered the Apostle.
       Chilo supported himself against a tree. His legs bent under him,
       and his arms hung parallel with his body.
       "For me there is no salvation," said he, gloomily.
       "Hast thou heard how God forgave the thief on the cross who
       pitied Him?" inquired Paul.
       "Dost thou know what I have done?"
       "I saw thy suffering, and heard thy testimony to the truth."
       "O Lord!"
       "And if a servant of Christ forgave thee in the hour of torture and
       death, why should Christ not forgive thee?"
       Chilo seized his head with both hands, as if in bewilderment.
       "Forgiveness! for me, forgiveness!"
       "Our God is a God of mercy," said Paul.
       "For me?" repeated Chio; and he began to groan like a man who
       lacks strength to control his pain and suffering.
       "Lean on me," said Paul, "and go with me."
       And taking him he went to the crossing of the streets, guided by
       the voice of the fountain, which seemed to weep in the night
       stillness over the bodies of those who had died in torture.
       "Our God is a God of mercy," repeated the Apostle. "Wert thou to
       stand at the sea and cast in pebbles, couldst thou fill its depth with
       them? I tell thee that the mercy of Christ is as the sea, and that the
       sins and faults of men sink in it as pebbles in the abyss; I tell thee
       that it is like the sky which covers mountains, lands, and seas, for
       it is everywhere and has neither end nor limit. Thou hart suffered
       at the pillar of Glaucus. Christ saw thy suffering. Without
       reference to what may meet thee to-morrow, thou didst say, 'That
       is the incendiary,' and Christ remembers thy words. Thy malice
       and falsehood are gone; in thy heart is left only boundless sorrow.
       Follow me and listen to what I say. I, am he who hated Christ and
       persecuted His chosen ones. I did not want Him, I did not believe
       in Him till He manifested Himself and called me. Since then He is,
       for me, mercy. He has visited thee with compunction, with alarm,
       and with pain, to call thee to Himself. Thou didst hate Him, but He
       loved thee. Thou didst deliver His confessors to torture, but He
       wishes to forgive and save thee."
       Immense sobbing shook the breast of the wretched man, sobbing
       by which the soul in him was rent to its depths; but Paul took
       possession of him, mastered him, led him away, as a soldier leads
       a captive.
       After a while the Apostle began again to speak: --
       "Come with me; I will lead thee to Him. For why else have I come
       to thee?
       Christ commanded me to gather in souls in the name of love;
       hence I perform His service. Thou thinkest thyself accursed, but I
       say: Believe in Him, and salvation awaits thee. Thou thinkest that
       thou art hated, but I repeat that He loves thee. Look at me. Before I
       had Him I had nothing save malice, which dwelt in my heart, and
       now His love suffices me instead of father and mother, wealth and
       power. In Him alone is refuge. He alone will see thy sorrow,
       believe in thy misery, remove thy alarm, and raise thee to
       Himself."
       Thus speaking, he lcd him to the fountain, the silver stream of
       which gleamed from afar in the moonlight. Round about was
       silence; the gardens were empty, for slaves had removed the
       charred pillars and the bodies of the martyrs.
       Chilo threw himself on his knees with a groan, and hiding his face
       in his hands remained motionless. Paul raised his face to the stars.
       "O Lord," prayed he, "look on this wretched man, on his sorrow,
       his tears, and his suffering! O God of mercy, who hart shed Thy
       blood for our sins, forgive him, through Thy torment, Thy death
       and resurrection!"
       Then he was silent; but for a long time he looked toward the stars,
       and prayed.
       Meanwhile from under his feet was heard a cry which resembled a
       groan, --
       "O Christ! O Christ! forgive me!"
       Paul approached the fountain then, and, taking water in his hand,
       turned to the kneeling wretch, --
       "Chilo! -- I baptize thee in the name of the Father, Son, and Spirit.
       Amen!"
       Chilo raised his head, opened his arms, and remained in that
       posture. The moon shone with full light on his white hair and on
       his equally white face, which was as motionless as if dead or cut
       out of stone. The moments passed one after another. From the
       great aviaries in the gardens of Domitian came the crowing of
       cocks; but Chilo remained kneeling, like a statue on a monument.
       At last he recovered, spoke to the Apostle, and asked, --
       "What am I to do before death?"
       Paul was roused also from meditation on the measureless power
       which even such spirits as that of this Greek could not resist, and
       answered, --
       "Have faith, and bear witness to the truth."
       They went out toaeether. At the gate the Apostle blessed the old
       man again, and they parted. Chslo himself insisted on this, for after
       what had happened he knew that Caesar and Tigellinus would give
       command to pursue him.
       Indeed he was not mistaken. When he returned home, he found the
       house surrounded by pretorians, who led him away, and took him
       under direction of Scevinus to the Palatine.
       Caesar had gone to rest, but Tigellitius was waiting. When he saw
       the unfortunate Greek, he greeted him with a calm but ominous
       face.
       "Thou hast committed the crime of treason," said he, "and
       punishment will not pass thee; but if to-morrow thou testify in the
       amphitheatre that thou wert drunk and mad, and that the authors of
       the conflagration are Christians, thy punishment will be limited to
       stripes and exile."
       "I cannot do that;" answered Chilo, calmly.
       Tigellinus approached him with slow step, and with a voice also
       low but terrible, --
       "How is that?" asked he. "Thou canst not, Greek dog? Wert thou
       not drunk, and dost thou not understand what is waiting for thee?
       Look there!" and he pointed to a corner of the atrium in which,
       near a long wooden bench, stood four Thracian slaves in the shade
       with ropes, and with pincers in their hands.
       But Chilo answered, --
       "I cannot!"
       Rage seized Tigellinus, but he restrained himself yet.
       "Hast thou seen," inquired he, "how Christians die? Dost wish to
       die in that way?"
       The old man raised his pale face; for a time his lips moved in
       silence, and he answered,
       "I too believe in Christ."
       Tigellinus looked at him with amazement. "Dog, thou hast gone
       mad in fact!"
       And suddenly the rage in his breast broke its bounds. Springing at
       Chilo, he caught him by the beard with both hands, hurled him to
       the floor, trampled him, repeating, with foam on his lips, --
       "Thou wilt retract! thou wilt!"
       "I cannot!" answered Chilo from the floor.
       "To the tortures with him!"
       At this command the Thracians seized the old man, and placed
       him on the bench; then, fastening him with ropes to it, they began
       to squeeze his thin shanks with pincers. But when they were tying
       him he kissed their hands with humility; then he closed his eyes,
       and seemed dead.
       He was alive, though; for when Tigellinus bent over him and
       inquired once again, "Wilt thou retract?" his white lips moved
       slightly, and from them came the barely audible whisper, --
       "I cannot."
       Tigellinus gave command to stop the torture, and began to walk up
       and down in the atrium with a face distorted by anger, but helpless.
       At last a new idea came to his head, for he turned to the Thracians
       and said, --
       "Tear out his tongue!" _