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Quo Vadis
CHAPTER XXI
Henryk Sienkiewicz
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       _ EVERY drop of blood quivered in the young patrician at sight of
       her. He forgot the crowd, the old man, his own astonishment at the
       incomprehensible things which he had heard, -- he saw only her.
       At last, after all his efforts, after long days of alarm, trouble, and
       suffering, he had found her! For the first time he realized that joy
       might rush at the heart, like a wild beast, and squeeze it till breath
       was lost. He, who had supposed hitherto that on "Fortuna" had
       been imposed a kind of duty to accomplish all his wishes, hardly
       beJieved his own eyes now and his own happiness. Were it not for
       that disbelief, his passionate nature might have urged him to some
       unconsidered step; but he wished to convince himself first that that
       was not the continuation of those miracles with which his head
       was filled, and that he was not dreaming. But there was no doubt,
       -- he saw Lygia, and an interval of barely a few steps divided them.
       She stood in perfect light, so that he could rejoice in the sight of
       her as much as he liked. The hood had fallen from her head and
       dishevelled her hair; her mouth was open slightly, her eyes raised
       toward the Apostle, her face fixed in listening and delighted. She
       was dressed in a dark woollen mantle, like a daughter of the
       people, but never had Vinicius seen her more beautiful; and
       notwithstanding all the disorder which had risen in him, he was
       struck by the nobility of that wonderful patrician head in
       distinction to the dress, almost that of a slave. Love flew over him
       like a flame, immense, mixed with a marvellous feeling of
       yearning, homage, honor, and desire. He felt the delight which the
       sight of her caused him; he drank of her as of life-giving water
       after long thirst. Standing near the gigantic Lygian, she seemed to
       him smaller than before, almost a child; he noticed, too, that she
       had grown more slender. Her complexion had become almost
       transparent; she made on him the impression of a flower, and a
       spirit. But all the more did he desire to possess that woman, so
       different from all women whom he had seen or possessed in Rome
       or the Orient. He felt that for her he would have given them all,
       and with them Rome and the world in addition.
       He would have lost himself in gazing, and forgotten himself
       altogether, had it not been for Chilo, who pulled the corner of his
       mantle, out of fear that he might do something to expose them to
       danger. Meanwhile the Christians began to pray and sing. After a
       while Maranatha thundered forth, and then the Great Apostle
       baptized with water from the fountain those whom the presbyters
       presented as ready for baptism. It seemed to Vinicius that that
       night would never end. He wished now to follow Lygia as soon as
       possible, and seize her on the road or at her house.
       At last some began to leave the cemetery, and Chilo whispered, --
       "Let us go out before the gate, lord, we have not removed our
       hoods, and people look at us."
       Such was the case, for during the discourse of the Apostle all had
       cast aside their hoods so as to hear better, and they had not
       followed the general example. Chilo's advice seemed wise,
       therefore. Standing before the gate, they could look at all who
       passed; Ursus it was easy to recognize by his form and size.
       "Let us follow them," said Chio; "we shall see to what house they
       go. To-morrow, or rather to-day, thou wilt surround the entrances
       with slaves and take her."
       "No!" said Vinicius.
       "What dost thou wish to do, lord?"
       "We will follow her to the house and take her now, if thou wilt
       undertake that task, Croton?"
       "I will," replied Croton, "and I will give myself to thee as a slave if
       I do not break the back of that bison who is guarding her."
       But Chilo fell to dissuading and entrcating them by all the gods not
       to do so. Croton was taken only f or clef ence against attack in
       case they were recognized, not to carry off the girl. To take her
       when there were only two of them was to expose themselves to
       death, and, what was worse, they might let her out of their hands,
       and then she would hide in another place or leave Rome. And what
       could they do? Why not act with certainty? Why expose
       themselves to destruction and the whole undertaking to failure?
       Though Vinicius restrained himself with the greatest effort from
       seizing Lygia in his arms at once, right there in the cemetery, he
       felt that the Greek was right, and would have lent ear, perhaps, to
       his counsels, had it not been for Croton, to whom reward was the
       question.
       "Lord, command that old goat to be silent," said he, "or let me drop
       my fist on his head. Once in Buxentum, whither Lucius Saturnius
       took me to a play, seven drunken gladiators fell on me at an inn,
       and none of them escaped with sound ribs. I do not say to take the
       girl now from the crowd, for they might throw stones before our
       feet, but once she is at home I will seize her, carry her away, and
       take her whithersoever thou shalt indicate."
       Vinicius was pleased to hear those words, and answered, -- "Thus
       let it be, by Hercules! To-morrow we may not find her at home; if
       we surprise them they will remove, the girl surely."
       "This Lygian seems tremendously strong!" groaned Chio.
       "No one will ask thee to hold his hands," answered Croton.
       But they had to wait long yet, and the cocks had begun to crow
       before dawn when they saw Ursus coming through the gate, and
       with him Lygia. They were accompanied by a number of other
       persons. It seemed to Chilo that he recognized among them the
       Great Apostle; next to him walked another old man, considerably
       lower in stature, two women who were not young, and a boy, who
       lighted the way with a lantern. After that handful followed a
       crowd, about two hundred in number; Vinicius, Chio, and Croton
       walked with these people.
       "Yes, lord," said Chio, "thy maiden is under powerful protection.
       That is the Great Apostle with her, for see how passing people
       kneel to him."
       People did in fact kneel before him, but Vinicius did not look at
       them. He did not lose Lygia from his eyes for a moment; he
       thought only of bearing her away and, accustomed as he had been
       in wars to stratagems of all sorts, he arranged in his head the whole
       plan of seizure with soldierly precision. He felt that the step on
       which he had decided was bold, but he knew well that bold attacks
       give success generally.
       The way was long; hence at moments he thought too of the gulf
       which that wonderful religion had dug between him and Lygia.
       Now he understood everything that had happened in the past, and
       why it had happened. He was sufficiently penetrating for that.
       Lygia he had not known hitherto. He had seen in her a maiden
       wonderful beyond others, a maiden toward whom his feelings were
       inflamed: he knew now that her religion made her different from
       other women, and his hope that feeling, desire, wealth, luxury,
       would attract her he knew now to be a vain illusion. Finally he
       understood this, which he and Petronius had not understood, that
       the new religion ingrafted into the soul something unknown to that
       world in which he lived, and that Lygia, even if she loved him,
       would not sacrifice any of her Christian truths for his sake, and
       that, if pleasure existed for her, it was a pleasure different
       altogether from that which he and Petronius and Caesar's court and
       all Rome were pursuing. Every other woman whom he knew might
       become his mistress, but that Christian would become only his
       victim. And when he thought of this, he felt anger and burning
       pain, for he felt that his anger was powerless. To carry off Lygia
       seemed to him possible; he was almost sure that he could take her,
       but he was equally sure that, in view of her religion, he himself
       with his bravery was nothing, that his power was nothing, and that
       through it he could effect nothing. That Roman military tribune,
       convinced that the power of the sword and the fist which had
       conquered the world, would command it forever, saw for the first
       time in life that beyond that power there might be something else;
       hence he asked himself with amazement what it was. And he could
       not answer distinctly; through his head flew merely pictures of the
       cemetery, the assembled crowd, and Lygia, listening with her
       whole soul to the words of the old man, as he narrated the passion,
       death, and resurrection of the God-man, who had redeemed the
       world, and promised it happiness on the other shore of the Styx.
       When he thought of this, chaos rose in his head. But he was
       brought out of this chaos by Chilo, who fell to lamenting his own
       fate. He had agreed to find Lygia. He had sought for her in peril of
       his life, and he had pointed her out. But what more do they want?
       Had he offered to carry the maiden away? Who could ask anything
       like this of a maimed man deprived of two fingers, an old man,
       devoted to meditation, to science, and virtue? What would happen
       were a lord of such dignity as Vinicius to meet some mishap while
       bearing the maiden away? It is true that the gods are bound to
       watch over their chosen ones, -- but have not such things happened
       more than once, as if the gods were playing games instead of
       watching what was passing in the world? Fortune is blindfold, as is
       well known, and does not see even in daylight; what must the case
       be at night? Let something happen, -- let that Lygian bear hurl a
       millstone at the noble Vinicius, or a keg of wine, or, still worse,
       water, -- who will give assurance that instead of a reward blame
       will not fall on the hapless Chio? He, the poor sage, has attached
       himself to the noble Vinicius as Aristotle to Alexander of
       Macedon. If the noble lord should give him at least that purse
       which he had thrust into his girdle before leaving home, there
       would be something with which to invoke aid in case of need, or to
       influence the Christians. Oh, why not listen to the counsels of an
       old man, counsels dictated by experience and prudence?
       Vinicius, hearing this, took the purse from his belt, and threw it to
       the fingers of Chilo.
       "Thou hast it; be silent!"
       The Greek felt that it was unusually heavy, and gained confidence.
       "My whole hope is in this," said he, "that Hercules or Theseus
       performed deeds still more arduous; what is my personal, nearest
       friend, Croton, if not Hercules? Thee, worthy lord, I will not call a
       demigod, for thou art a full god, and in future thou wilt not forget a
       poor, faithful servant, whose needs it will be necessary to provide
       for from time to time, for once he is sunk in books, he thinks of
       nothing else; sonic few stadia of garden land and a little house,
       even with the smallest portico, for coolness in summer, would
       befit such a donor. Meanwhile I shall admire thy heroic deeds
       from afar, and invoke Jove to befriend thee, and if need be I will
       make such an outcry that half Rome will be roused to thy
       assistance. What a wretched, rough road! The olive oil is burned
       out in the lantern; and if Croton, who is as noble as he is strong,
       would bear me to the gate in his arms, he would learn, to begin
       with, whether he will carry the maiden easily; second, he would
       act like IEneas, and win all the good gods to such a degree that
       touching the result of the enterprise I should be thoroughly
       satisfied."
       "I should rather carry a sheep which died of mange a month ago,"
       answered the gladiator; "but give that purse, bestowed by the
       worthy tribune, and I will bear thee to the gate."
       "Mayst thou knock the great toe from thy foot," replied the Greek;
       "what profit hast thou from the teachings of that worthy old man,
       who described poverty and charity as the two foremost virtues?
       Has he not commanded thee expressly to love me? Never shall I
       make thee, I see, even a poor Christian; it would be easier for the
       sun to pierce the walls of the Mamertine prison than for truth to
       penetrate thy skull of a hippopotamus."
       "Never fear!" said Croton, who with the strength of a beast had no
       human feeling. "I shall not be a Christian! I have no wish to lose
       my bread."
       "But if thou knew even the rudiments of philosophy, thou wouldst
       know that gold is vanity."
       "Come to me with thy philosophy. I will give thee one blow of my
       head in the stomach; we shall see then who wins."
       "An ox might have said the same to Aristotle," retorted Chilo.
       It was growing gray in the world. The dawn covered with pale
       light the outlines of the walls. The trees along the wayside, the
       buildings, and the gravestones scattered here and there began to
       issue from the shade. The road was no longer quite empty.
       Marketmen were moving toward the gates, leading asses and
       mules laden with vegetables;, here and there moved creaking carts
       in which game was conveyed. On the road and along both sides of
       it was a light mist at the very earth, which promised good weather.
       People at some distance seemed like apparitions in that mist.
       Vinicius stared at the slender form of Lygia, which became more
       silvery as the light increased.
       "Lord," said Chio, "I should offend thee were I to foresee the end
       of thy bounty, but now, when thou hast paid me, I may not be
       suspected of speaking for my own interest only. I advise thee once
       more to go home for slaves and a litter, when thou hast learned in
       what house the divine Lygia dwells; listen not to that elephant
       trunk, Croton, who undertakes to carry off the maiden only to
       squeeze thy purse as if it were a bag of curds."
       "I have a blow of the fist to be struck between the shoulders, which
       means that thou wilt perish," said Croton.
       "I have a cask of Cephalonian wine, which means that I shall be
       well," answered Chio.
       Vinicius made no answer, for he approached the gate, at which a
       wonderful sight struck his eyes. Two soldiers knelt when the
       Apostle was passing; Peter placed his hand on their iron helmets
       for a moment, and then made the sign of the cross on them. It had
       never occurred to the patrician before that there could be
       Christians in the army; with astonishment he thought that as fire in
       a burning city takes in more and more houses, so to all
       appearances that doctrine embraces new souls every day, and
       extends itself over all human understandings. This struck him also
       with reference to Lygia, for he was convinced that, had she wished
       to flee from the city, there would be guards willing to facilitate her
       flight. He thanked the gods then that this had not happened.
       After they had passed vacant places beyond the wall, the
       Christians began to scatter. There was need, therefore, to follow
       Lygia more from a distance, and more carefully, so as not to rouse
       attention. Chilo fell to complaining of wounds, of pains in his legs,
       and dropped more and more to the rear. Vinicius did not oppose
       this, judging that the cowardly and incompetent Greek would not
       be needed. He would even have permitted him to depart, had he
       wished; but the worthy sage was detained by circumspection.
       Curiosity pressed him evidently, since he continued behind, and at
       moments even approached with his previous counsels; he thought
       too that the old man accompanying the Apostle might be Glaucus,
       were it not for his rather low stature.
       They walked a good while before reaching the Trans-Tiber, and
       the sun was near rising when the group surrounding Lygia
       dispersed. The Apostle, an old woman, and a boy went up the
       river; the old man of lower stature, Ursus, and Lygia entered a
       narrow vicus, and, advancing still about a hundred yards, went into
       a house in which were two shops, -- one for the sale of olives, the
       other for poultry.
       Chilo, who walked about fifty yards behind Vinicius and Croton,
       halted all at once, as if fixed to the earth, and, squeezing up to the
       wall, began to hiss at them to turn.
       They did so, for they needed to take counsel.
       "Go, Chio," said Vinicius, "and see if this house fronts on another
       street." Chio, though he had complained of wounds in his feet,
       sprang away as quickly as if he had had the wings of J~Iercury on
       his ankles, and returned in a moment.
       "No," said he, "there is but one entrance."
       Then, putting his hands together, he said, "I implore thee, lord, by
       Jupiter, Apollo, Vesta, Cybele, Isis. Osiris, Mithra Baal, and all the
       gods of the Orient and the Occident to drop this plan. Listen to
       me --"
       But he stopped on a sudden, for he saw that Vinicius's face was
       pale from emotion, and that his eyes were glittering like the eyes
       of a wolf. It was enough to look at him to understand that nothing
       in the world would restrain him from the undertaking. Croton
       began to draw air into his herculean breast, and to sway his
       undeveloped skull from side to side as bears do when confined in a
       cage, but on his face nut the least fear was evident.
       "I will go in first," said he.
       "Thou wilt follow me," said Vinicius, in commanding tones.
       And after a while both vanished in the dark entrance.
       Chilo sprang to the corner of the nearest alley and watched from
       behind it, waiting for what would happen. _