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Barnaby Rudge
CHAPTER 29
Charles Dickens
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       _ The thoughts of worldly men are for ever regulated by a moral law
       of gravitation, which, like the physical one, holds them down to
       earth. The bright glory of day, and the silent wonders of a
       starlit night, appeal to their minds in vain. There are no signs
       in the sun, or in the moon, or in the stars, for their reading.
       They are like some wise men, who, learning to know each planet by
       its Latin name, have quite forgotten such small heavenly
       constellations as Charity, Forbearance, Universal Love, and Mercy,
       although they shine by night and day so brightly that the blind may
       see them; and who, looking upward at the spangled sky, see nothing
       there but the reflection of their own great wisdom and book-
       learning.
       It is curious to imagine these people of the world, busy in
       thought, turning their eyes towards the countless spheres that
       shine above us, and making them reflect the only images their minds
       contain. The man who lives but in the breath of princes, has
       nothing his sight but stars for courtiers' breasts. The envious
       man beholds his neighbours' honours even in the sky; to the money-
       hoarder, and the mass of worldly folk, the whole great universe
       above glitters with sterling coin--fresh from the mint--stamped
       with the sovereign's head--coming always between them and heaven,
       turn where they may. So do the shadows of our own desires stand
       between us and our better angels, and thus their brightness is
       eclipsed.
       Everything was fresh and gay, as though the world were but that
       morning made, when Mr Chester rode at a tranquil pace along the
       Forest road. Though early in the season, it was warm and genial
       weather; the trees were budding into leaf, the hedges and the grass
       were green, the air was musical with songs of birds, and high above
       them all the lark poured out her richest melody. In shady spots,
       the morning dew sparkled on each young leaf and blade of grass;
       and where the sun was shining, some diamond drops yet glistened
       brightly, as in unwillingness to leave so fair a world, and have
       such brief existence. Even the light wind, whose rustling was as
       gentle to the ear as softly-falling water, had its hope and
       promise; and, leaving a pleasant fragrance in its track as it went
       fluttering by, whispered of its intercourse with Summer, and of his
       happy coming.
       The solitary rider went glancing on among the trees, from sunlight
       into shade and back again, at the same even pace--looking about
       him, certainly, from time to time, but with no greater thought of
       the day or the scene through which he moved, than that he was
       fortunate (being choicely dressed) to have such favourable weather.
       He smiled very complacently at such times, but rather as if he were
       satisfied with himself than with anything else: and so went riding
       on, upon his chestnut cob, as pleasant to look upon as his own
       horse, and probably far less sensitive to the many cheerful
       influences by which he was surrounded.
       In the course of time, the Maypole's massive chimneys rose upon his
       view: but he quickened not his pace one jot, and with the same cool
       gravity rode up to the tavern porch. John Willet, who was toasting
       his red face before a great fire in the bar, and who, with
       surpassing foresight and quickness of apprehension, had been
       thinking, as he looked at the blue sky, that if that state of
       things lasted much longer, it might ultimately become necessary to
       leave off fires and throw the windows open, issued forth to hold
       his stirrup; calling lustily for Hugh.
       'Oh, you're here, are you, sir?' said John, rather surprised by the
       quickness with which he appeared. 'Take this here valuable animal
       into the stable, and have more than particular care of him if you
       want to keep your place. A mortal lazy fellow, sir; he needs a
       deal of looking after.'
       'But you have a son,' returned Mr Chester, giving his bridle to
       Hugh as he dismounted, and acknowledging his salute by a careless
       motion of his hand towards his hat. 'Why don't you make HIM
       useful?'
       'Why, the truth is, sir,' replied John with great importance, 'that
       my son--what, you're a-listening are you, villain?'
       'Who's listening?' returned Hugh angrily. 'A treat, indeed, to
       hear YOU speak! Would you have me take him in till he's cool?'
       'Walk him up and down further off then, sir,' cried old John, 'and
       when you see me and a noble gentleman entertaining ourselves with
       talk, keep your distance. If you don't know your distance, sir,'
       added Mr Willet, after an enormously long pause, during which he
       fixed his great dull eyes on Hugh, and waited with exemplary
       patience for any little property in the way of ideas that might
       come to him, 'we'll find a way to teach you, pretty soon.'
       Hugh shrugged his shoulders scornfully, and in his reckless
       swaggering way, crossed to the other side of the little green, and
       there, with the bridle slung loosely over his shoulder, led the
       horse to and fro, glancing at his master every now and then from
       under his bushy eyebrows, with as sinister an aspect as one would
       desire to see.
       Mr Chester, who, without appearing to do so, had eyed him
       attentively during this brief dispute, stepped into the porch, and
       turning abruptly to Mr Willet, said,
       'You keep strange servants, John.'
       'Strange enough to look at, sir, certainly,' answered the host;
       'but out of doors; for horses, dogs, and the likes of that; there
       an't a better man in England than is that Maypole Hugh yonder. He
       an't fit for indoors,' added Mr Willet, with the confidential air
       of a man who felt his own superior nature. 'I do that; but if that
       chap had only a little imagination, sir--'
       'He's an active fellow now, I dare swear,' said Mr Chester, in a
       musing tone, which seemed to suggest that he would have said the
       same had there been nobody to hear him.
       'Active, sir!' retorted John, with quite an expression in his face;
       'that chap! Hallo there! You, sir! Bring that horse here, and
       go and hang my wig on the weathercock, to show this gentleman
       whether you're one of the lively sort or not.'
       Hugh made no answer, but throwing the bridle to his master, and
       snatching his wig from his head, in a manner so unceremonious and
       hasty that the action discomposed Mr Willet not a little, though
       performed at his own special desire, climbed nimbly to the very
       summit of the maypole before the house, and hanging the wig upon
       the weathercock, sent it twirling round like a roasting jack.
       Having achieved this performance, he cast it on the ground, and
       sliding down the pole with inconceivable rapidity, alighted on his
       feet almost as soon as it had touched the earth.
       'There, sir,' said John, relapsing into his usual stolid state,
       'you won't see that at many houses, besides the Maypole, where
       there's good accommodation for man and beast--nor that neither,
       though that with him is nothing.'
       This last remark bore reference to his vaulting on horseback, as
       upon Mr Chester's first visit, and quickly disappearing by the
       stable gate.
       'That with him is nothing,' repeated Mr Willet, brushing his wig
       with his wrist, and inwardly resolving to distribute a small charge
       for dust and damage to that article of dress, through the various
       items of his guest's bill; 'he'll get out of a'most any winder in
       the house. There never was such a chap for flinging himself about
       and never hurting his bones. It's my opinion, sir, that it's
       pretty nearly allowing to his not having any imagination; and that
       if imagination could be (which it can't) knocked into him, he'd
       never be able to do it any more. But we was a-talking, sir, about
       my son.'
       'True, Willet, true,' said his visitor, turning again towards the
       landlord with his accustomed serenity of face. 'My good friend,
       what about him?'
       It has been reported that Mr Willet, previously to making answer,
       winked. But as he was never known to be guilty of such lightness
       of conduct either before or afterwards, this may be looked upon as
       a malicious invention of his enemies--founded, perhaps, upon the
       undisputed circumstance of his taking his guest by the third breast
       button of his coat, counting downwards from the chin, and pouring
       his reply into his ear:
       'Sir,' whispered John, with dignity, 'I know my duty. We want no
       love-making here, sir, unbeknown to parents. I respect a certain
       young gentleman, taking him in the light of a young gentleman; I
       respect a certain young lady, taking her in the light of a young
       lady; but of the two as a couple, I have no knowledge, sir, none
       whatever. My son, sir, is upon his patrole.'
       'I thought I saw him looking through the corner window but this
       moment,' said Mr Chester, who naturally thought that being on
       patrole, implied walking about somewhere.
       'No doubt you did, sir,' returned John. 'He is upon his patrole of
       honour, sir, not to leave the premises. Me and some friends of
       mine that use the Maypole of an evening, sir, considered what was
       best to be done with him, to prevent his doing anything unpleasant
       in opposing your desires; and we've put him on his patrole. And
       what's more, sir, he won't be off his patrole for a pretty long
       time to come, I can tell you that.'
       When he had communicated this bright idea, which had its origin in
       the perusal by the village cronies of a newspaper, containing,
       among other matters, an account of how some officer pending the
       sentence of some court-martial had been enlarged on parole, Mr
       Willet drew back from his guest's ear, and without any visible
       alteration of feature, chuckled thrice audibly. This nearest
       approach to a laugh in which he ever indulged (and that but seldom
       and only on extreme occasions), never even curled his lip or
       effected the smallest change in--no, not so much as a slight
       wagging of--his great, fat, double chin, which at these times, as
       at all others, remained a perfect desert in the broad map of his
       face; one changeless, dull, tremendous blank.
       Lest it should be matter of surprise to any, that Mr Willet adopted
       this bold course in opposition to one whom he had often
       entertained, and who had always paid his way at the Maypole
       gallantly, it may be remarked that it was his very penetration and
       sagacity in this respect, which occasioned him to indulge in those
       unusual demonstrations of jocularity, just now recorded. For Mr
       Willet, after carefully balancing father and son in his mental
       scales, had arrived at the distinct conclusion that the old
       gentleman was a better sort of a customer than the young one.
       Throwing his landlord into the same scale, which was already turned
       by this consideration, and heaping upon him, again, his strong
       desires to run counter to the unfortunate Joe, and his opposition
       as a general principle to all matters of love and matrimony, it
       went down to the very ground straightway, and sent the light cause
       of the younger gentleman flying upwards to the ceiling. Mr
       Chester was not the kind of man to be by any means dim-sighted to
       Mr Willet's motives, but he thanked him as graciously as if he had
       been one of the most disinterested martyrs that ever shone on
       earth; and leaving him, with many complimentary reliances on his
       great taste and judgment, to prepare whatever dinner he might deem
       most fitting the occasion, bent his steps towards the Warren.
       Dressed with more than his usual elegance; assuming a gracefulness
       of manner, which, though it was the result of long study, sat
       easily upon him and became him well; composing his features into
       their most serene and prepossessing expression; and setting in
       short that guard upon himself, at every point, which denoted that
       he attached no slight importance to the impression he was about to
       make; he entered the bounds of Miss Haredale's usual walk. He had
       not gone far, or looked about him long, when he descried coming
       towards him, a female figure. A glimpse of the form and dress as
       she crossed a little wooden bridge which lay between them,
       satisfied him that he had found her whom he desired to see. He
       threw himself in her way, and a very few paces brought them close
       together.
       He raised his hat from his head, and yielding the path, suffered
       her to pass him. Then, as if the idea had but that moment
       occurred to him, he turned hastily back and said in an agitated
       voice:
       'I beg pardon--do I address Miss Haredale?'
       She stopped in some confusion at being so unexpectedly accosted by
       a stranger; and answered 'Yes.'
       'Something told me,' he said, LOOKING a compliment to her beauty,
       'that it could be no other. Miss Haredale, I bear a name which is
       not unknown to you--which it is a pride, and yet a pain to me to
       know, sounds pleasantly in your ears. I am a man advanced in life,
       as you see. I am the father of him whom you honour and distinguish
       above all other men. May I for weighty reasons which fill me with
       distress, beg but a minute's conversation with you here?'
       Who that was inexperienced in deceit, and had a frank and youthful
       heart, could doubt the speaker's truth--could doubt it too, when
       the voice that spoke, was like the faint echo of one she knew so
       well, and so much loved to hear? She inclined her head, and
       stopping, cast her eyes upon the ground.
       'A little more apart--among these trees. It is an old man's hand,
       Miss Haredale; an honest one, believe me.'
       She put hers in it as he said these words, and suffered him to lead
       her to a neighbouring seat.
       'You alarm me, sir,' she said in a low voice. 'You are not the
       bearer of any ill news, I hope?'
       'Of none that you anticipate,' he answered, sitting down beside
       her. 'Edward is well--quite well. It is of him I wish to speak,
       certainly; but I have no misfortune to communicate.'
       She bowed her head again, and made as though she would have begged
       him to proceed; but said nothing.
       'I am sensible that I speak to you at a disadvantage, dear Miss
       Haredale. Believe me that I am not so forgetful of the feelings of
       my younger days as not to know that you are little disposed to view
       me with favour. You have heard me described as cold-hearted,
       calculating, selfish--'
       'I have never, sir,'--she interposed with an altered manner and a
       firmer voice; 'I have never heard you spoken of in harsh or
       disrespectful terms. You do a great wrong to Edward's nature if
       you believe him capable of any mean or base proceeding.'
       'Pardon me, my sweet young lady, but your uncle--'
       'Nor is it my uncle's nature either,' she replied, with a
       heightened colour in her cheek. 'It is not his nature to stab in
       the dark, nor is it mine to love such deeds.'
       She rose as she spoke, and would have left him; but he detained her
       with a gentle hand, and besought her in such persuasive accents to
       hear him but another minute, that she was easily prevailed upon to
       comply, and so sat down again.
       'And it is,' said Mr Chester, looking upward, and apostrophising
       the air; 'it is this frank, ingenuous, noble nature, Ned, that you
       can wound so lightly. Shame--shame upon you, boy!'
       She turned towards him quickly, and with a scornful look and
       flashing eyes. There were tears in Mr Chester's eyes, but he
       dashed them hurriedly away, as though unwilling that his weakness
       should be known, and regarded her with mingled admiration and
       compassion.
       'I never until now,' he said, 'believed, that the frivolous actions
       of a young man could move me like these of my own son. I never
       knew till now, the worth of a woman's heart, which boys so lightly
       win, and lightly fling away. Trust me, dear young lady, that I
       never until now did know your worth; and though an abhorrence of
       deceit and falsehood has impelled me to seek you out, and would
       have done so had you been the poorest and least gifted of your sex,
       I should have lacked the fortitude to sustain this interview could
       I have pictured you to my imagination as you really are.'
       Oh! If Mrs Varden could have seen the virtuous gentleman as he
       said these words, with indignation sparkling from his eyes--if she
       could have heard his broken, quavering voice--if she could have
       beheld him as he stood bareheaded in the sunlight, and with
       unwonted energy poured forth his eloquence!
       With a haughty face, but pale and trembling too, Emma regarded him
       in silence. She neither spoke nor moved, but gazed upon him as
       though she would look into his heart.
       'I throw off,' said Mr Chester, 'the restraint which natural
       affection would impose on some men, and reject all bonds but those
       of truth and duty. Miss Haredale, you are deceived; you are
       deceived by your unworthy lover, and my unworthy son.'
       Still she looked at him steadily, and still said not one word.
       'I have ever opposed his professions of love for you; you will do
       me the justice, dear Miss Haredale, to remember that. Your uncle
       and myself were enemies in early life, and if I had sought
       retaliation, I might have found it here. But as we grow older, we
       grow wiser--bitter, I would fain hope--and from the first, I have
       opposed him in this attempt. I foresaw the end, and would have
       spared you, if I could.'
       'Speak plainly, sir,' she faltered. 'You deceive me, or are
       deceived yourself. I do not believe you--I cannot--I should not.'
       'First,' said Mr Chester, soothingly, 'for there may be in your
       mind some latent angry feeling to which I would not appeal, pray
       take this letter. It reached my hands by chance, and by mistake,
       and should have accounted to you (as I am told) for my son's not
       answering some other note of yours. God forbid, Miss Haredale,'
       said the good gentleman, with great emotion, 'that there should be
       in your gentle breast one causeless ground of quarrel with him.
       You should know, and you will see, that he was in no fault here.'
       There appeared something so very candid, so scrupulously
       honourable, so very truthful and just in this course something
       which rendered the upright person who resorted to it, so worthy of
       belief--that Emma's heart, for the first time, sunk within her.
       She turned away and burst into tears.
       'I would,' said Mr Chester, leaning over her, and speaking in mild
       and quite venerable accents; 'I would, dear girl, it were my task
       to banish, not increase, those tokens of your grief. My son, my
       erring son,--I will not call him deliberately criminal in this, for
       men so young, who have been inconstant twice or thrice before, act
       without reflection, almost without a knowledge of the wrong they
       do,--will break his plighted faith to you; has broken it even now.
       Shall I stop here, and having given you this warning, leave it to
       be fulfilled; or shall I go on?'
       'You will go on, sir,' she answered, 'and speak more plainly yet,
       in justice both to him and me.'
       'My dear girl,' said Mr Chester, bending over her more
       affectionately still; 'whom I would call my daughter, but the Fates
       forbid, Edward seeks to break with you upon a false and most
       unwarrantable pretence. I have it on his own showing; in his own
       hand. Forgive me, if I have had a watch upon his conduct; I am his
       father; I had a regard for your peace and his honour, and no better
       resource was left me. There lies on his desk at this present
       moment, ready for transmission to you, a letter, in which he tells
       you that our poverty--our poverty; his and mine, Miss Haredale--
       forbids him to pursue his claim upon your hand; in which he offers,
       voluntarily proposes, to free you from your pledge; and talks
       magnanimously (men do so, very commonly, in such cases) of being in
       time more worthy of your regard--and so forth. A letter, to be
       plain, in which he not only jilts you--pardon the word; I would
       summon to your aid your pride and dignity--not only jilts you, I
       fear, in favour of the object whose slighting treatment first
       inspired his brief passion for yourself and gave it birth in
       wounded vanity, but affects to make a merit and a virtue of the
       act.'
       She glanced proudly at him once more, as by an involuntary impulse,
       and with a swelling breast rejoined, 'If what you say be true, he
       takes much needless trouble, sir, to compass his design. He's very
       tender of my peace of mind. I quite thank him.'
       'The truth of what I tell you, dear young lady,' he replied, 'you
       will test by the receipt or non-receipt of the letter of which I
       speak. Haredale, my dear fellow, I am delighted to see you,
       although we meet under singular circumstances, and upon a
       melancholy occasion. I hope you are very well.'
       At these words the young lady raised her eyes, which were filled
       with tears; and seeing that her uncle indeed stood before them, and
       being quite unequal to the trial of hearing or of speaking one word
       more, hurriedly withdrew, and left them. They stood looking at
       each other, and at her retreating figure, and for a long time
       neither of them spoke.
       'What does this mean? Explain it,' said Mr Haredale at length.
       'Why are you here, and why with her?'
       'My dear friend,' rejoined the other, resuming his accustomed
       manner with infinite readiness, and throwing himself upon the bench
       with a weary air, 'you told me not very long ago, at that
       delightful old tavern of which you are the esteemed proprietor (and
       a most charming establishment it is for persons of rural pursuits
       and in robust health, who are not liable to take cold), that I had
       the head and heart of an evil spirit in all matters of deception.
       I thought at the time; I really did think; you flattered me. But
       now I begin to wonder at your discernment, and vanity apart, do
       honestly believe you spoke the truth. Did you ever counterfeit
       extreme ingenuousness and honest indignation? My dear fellow, you
       have no conception, if you never did, how faint the effort makes
       one.'
       Mr Haredale surveyed him with a look of cold contempt. 'You may
       evade an explanation, I know,' he said, folding his arms. 'But I
       must have it. I can wait.'
       'Not at all. Not at all, my good fellow. You shall not wait a
       moment,' returned his friend, as he lazily crossed his legs. 'The
       simplest thing in the world. It lies in a nutshell. Ned has
       written her a letter--a boyish, honest, sentimental composition,
       which remains as yet in his desk, because he hasn't had the heart
       to send it. I have taken a liberty, for which my parental
       affection and anxiety are a sufficient excuse, and possessed
       myself of the contents. I have described them to your niece (a
       most enchanting person, Haredale; quite an angelic creature), with
       a little colouring and description adapted to our purpose. It's
       done. You may be quite easy. It's all over. Deprived of their
       adherents and mediators; her pride and jealousy roused to the
       utmost; with nobody to undeceive her, and you to confirm me; you
       will find that their intercourse will close with her answer. If
       she receives Ned's letter by to-morrow noon, you may date their
       parting from to-morrow night. No thanks, I beg; you owe me none.
       I have acted for myself; and if I have forwarded our compact with
       all the ardour even you could have desired, I have done so
       selfishly, indeed.'
       'I curse the compact, as you call it, with my whole heart and
       soul,' returned the other. 'It was made in an evil hour. I have
       bound myself to a lie; I have leagued myself with you; and though I
       did so with a righteous motive, and though it cost me such an
       effort as haply few men know, I hate and despise myself for the
       deed.'
       'You are very warm,' said Mr Chester with a languid smile.
       'I AM warm. I am maddened by your coldness. 'Death, Chester, if
       your blood ran warmer in your veins, and there were no restraints
       upon me, such as those that hold and drag me back--well; it is
       done; you tell me so, and on such a point I may believe you. When
       I am most remorseful for this treachery, I will think of you and
       your marriage, and try to justify myself in such remembrances, for
       having torn asunder Emma and your son, at any cost. Our bond is
       cancelled now, and we may part.'
       Mr Chester kissed his hand gracefully; and with the same tranquil
       face he had preserved throughout--even when he had seen his
       companion so tortured and transported by his passion that his whole
       frame was shaken--lay in his lounging posture on the seat and
       watched him as he walked away.
       'My scapegoat and my drudge at school,' he said, raising his head
       to look after him; 'my friend of later days, who could not keep his
       mistress when he had won her, and threw me in her way to carry off
       the prize; I triumph in the present and the past. Bark on, ill-
       favoured, ill-conditioned cur; fortune has ever been with me--I
       like to hear you.'
       The spot where they had met, was in an avenue of trees. Mr
       Haredale not passing out on either hand, had walked straight on.
       He chanced to turn his head when at some considerable distance, and
       seeing that his late companion had by that time risen and was
       looking after him, stood still as though he half expected him to
       follow and waited for his coming up.
       'It MAY come to that one day, but not yet,' said Mr Chester,
       waving his hand, as though they were the best of friends, and
       turning away. 'Not yet, Haredale. Life is pleasant enough to me;
       dull and full of heaviness to you. No. To cross swords with such
       a man--to indulge his humour unless upon extremity--would be weak
       indeed.'
       For all that, he drew his sword as he walked along, and in an
       absent humour ran his eye from hilt to point full twenty times.
       But thoughtfulness begets wrinkles; remembering this, he soon put
       it up, smoothed his contracted brow, hummed a gay tune with greater
       gaiety of manner, and was his unruffled self again. _