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Sylvia’s Lovers
CHAPTER VII - TETE-A-TETE.--THE WILL
Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell
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       _ 'And now tell me all about th' folk at home?' said Philip, evidently
       preparing to walk back with the girls. He generally came to
       Haytersbank every Sunday afternoon, so Sylvia knew what she had to
       expect the moment she became aware of his neighbourhood in the
       churchyard.
       'My feyther's been sadly troubled with his rheumatics this week
       past; but he's a vast better now, thank you kindly.' Then,
       addressing herself to Molly, she asked, 'Has your cousin a doctor to
       look after him?'
       'Ay, for sure!' said Molly, quickly; for though she knew nothing
       about the matter, she was determined to suppose that her cousin had
       everything becoming an invalid as well as a hero. 'He's well-to-do,
       and can afford everything as he needs,' continued she. 'His
       feyther's left him money, and he were a farmer out up in
       Northumberland, and he's reckoned such a specksioneer as never,
       never was, and gets what wage he asks for and a share on every whale
       he harpoons beside.'
       'I reckon he'll have to make himself scarce on this coast for
       awhile, at any rate,' said Philip.
       'An' what for should he?' asked Molly, who never liked Philip at the
       best of times, and now, if he was going to disparage her cousin in
       any way, was ready to take up arms and do battle.
       'Why, they do say as he fired the shot as has killed some o' the
       men-o'-war's men, and, of course, if he has, he'll have to stand his
       trial if he's caught.'
       'What lies people do say!' exclaimed Molly. 'He niver killed nought
       but whales, a'll be bound; or, if he did, it were all right and
       proper as he should, when they were for stealing him an' all t'
       others, and did kill poor Darley as we come fra' seeming buried. A
       suppose, now yo're such a Quaker that, if some one was to break
       through fra' t' other side o' this dyke and offer for to murder
       Sylvia and me, yo'd look on wi' yo'r hands hanging by yo'r side.'
       'But t' press-gang had law on their side, and were doing nought but
       what they'd warrant for.'
       'Th' tender's gone away, as if she were ashamed o' what she'd done,'
       said Sylvia, 'and t' flag's down fra' o'er the Randyvowse. There 'll
       be no more press-ganging here awhile.'
       'No; feyther says,' continued Molly, 'as they've made t' place too
       hot t' hold 'em, coming so strong afore people had getten used to
       their ways o' catchin' up poor lads just come fra' t' Greenland
       seas. T' folks ha' their blood so up they'd think no harm o'
       fighting 'em i' t' streets--ay, and o' killing 'em, too, if they
       were for using fire-arms, as t' _Aurora_'s men did.'
       'Women is so fond o' bloodshed,' said Philip; 'for t' hear you talk,
       who'd ha' thought you'd just come fra' crying ower the grave of a
       man who was killed by violence? I should ha' thought you'd seen
       enough of what sorrow comes o' fighting. Why, them lads o' t'
       _Aurora_ as they say Kinraid shot down had fathers and mothers,
       maybe, a looking out for them to come home.'
       'I don't think he could ha' killed them,' said Sylvia; 'he looked so
       gentle.'
       But Molly did not like this half-and-half view of the case.
       'A dare say he did kill 'em dead; he's not one to do things by
       halves. And a think he served 'em reet, that's what a do.'
       'Is na' this Hester, as serves in Foster's shop?' asked Sylvia, in a
       low voice, as a young woman came through a stile in the stone wall
       by the roadside, and suddenly appeared before them.
       'Yes,' said Philip. 'Why, Hester, where have you been?' he asked, as
       they drew near.
       Hester reddened a little, and then replied, in her slow, quiet way--
       'I've been sitting with Betsy Darley--her that is bed-ridden. It
       were lonesome for her when the others were away at the burying.'
       And she made as though she would have passed; but Sylvia, all her
       sympathies alive for the relations of the murdered man, wanted to
       ask more questions, and put her hand on Hester's arm to detain her a
       moment. Hester suddenly drew back a little, reddened still more, and
       then replied fully and quietly to all Sylvia asked.
       In the agricultural counties, and among the class to which these
       four persons belonged, there is little analysis of motive or
       comparison of characters and actions, even at this present day of
       enlightenment. Sixty or seventy years ago there was still less. I do
       not mean that amongst thoughtful and serious people there was not
       much reading of such books as _Mason_ on _Self-Knowledge_ and _Law's
       Serious Call_, or that there were not the experiences of the
       Wesleyans, that were related at class-meeting for the edification of
       the hearers. But, taken as a general ride, it may be said that few
       knew what manner of men they were, compared to the numbers now who
       are fully conscious of their virtues, qualities, failings, and
       weaknesses, and who go about comparing others with themselves--not
       in a spirit of Pharisaism and arrogance, but with a vivid
       self-consciousness that more than anything else deprives characters
       of freshness and originality.
       To return to the party we left standing on the high-raised footway
       that ran alongside of the bridle-road to Haytersbank. Sylvia had
       leisure in her heart to think 'how good Hester is for sitting with
       the poor bed-ridden sister of Darley!' without having a pang of
       self-depreciation in the comparison of her own conduct with that she
       was capable of so fully appreciating. She had gone to church for the
       ends of vanity, and remained to the funeral for curiosity and the
       pleasure of the excitement. In this way a modern young lady would
       have condemned herself, and therefore lost the simple, purifying
       pleasure of admiration of another.
       Hester passed onwards, going down the hill towards the town. The
       other three walked slowly on. All were silent for a few moments,
       then Sylvia said--
       'How good she is!'
       And Philip replied with ready warmth,--
       'Yes, she is; no one knows how good but us, who live in the same
       house wi' her.'
       'Her mother is an old Quakeress, bean't she?' Molly inquired.
       'Alice Rose is a Friend, if that is what you mean,' said Philip.
       'Well, well! some folk's so particular. Is William Coulson a Quaker,
       by which a mean a Friend?'
       'Yes; they're all on 'em right-down good folk.'
       'Deary me! What a wonder yo' can speak to such sinners as Sylvia and
       me, after keepin' company with so much goodness,' said Molly, who
       had not yet forgiven Philip for doubting Kinraid's power of killing
       men. 'Is na' it, Sylvia?'
       But Sylvia was too highly strung for banter. If she had not been one
       of those who went to mock, but remained to pray, she had gone to
       church with the thought of the cloak-that-was-to-be uppermost in her
       mind, and she had come down the long church stair with life and
       death suddenly become real to her mind, the enduring sea and hills
       forming a contrasting background to the vanishing away of man. She
       was full of a solemn wonder as to the abiding-place of the souls of
       the dead, and a childlike dread lest the number of the elect should
       be accomplished before she was included therein. How people could
       ever be merry again after they had been at a funeral, she could not
       imagine; so she answered gravely, and slightly beside the question:
       'I wonder if I was a Friend if I should be good?'
       'Gi' me your red cloak, that's all, when yo' turn Quaker; they'll
       none let thee wear scarlet, so it 'll be of no use t' thee.'
       'I think thou'rt good enough as thou art,' said Philip, tenderly--at
       least as tenderly as he durst, for he knew by experience that it did
       not do to alarm her girlish coyness. Either one speech or the other
       made Sylvia silent; neither was accordant to her mood of mind; so
       perhaps both contributed to her quietness.
       'Folk say William Coulson looks sweet on Hester Rose,' said Molly,
       always up in Monkshaven gossip. It was in the form of an assertion,
       but was said in the tone of a question, and as such Philip replied
       to it.
       'Yes, I think he likes her a good deal; but he's so quiet, I never
       feel sure. John and Jeremiah would like the match, I've a notion.'
       And now they came to the stile which had filled Philip's eye for
       some minutes past, though neither of the others had perceived they
       were so near it; the stile which led to Moss Brow from the road into
       the fields that sloped down to Haystersbank. Here they would leave
       Molly, and now would begin the delicious _tete-a-tete_ walk, which
       Philip always tried to make as lingering as possible. To-day he was
       anxious to show his sympathy with Sylvia, as far as he could read
       what was passing in her mind; but how was he to guess the multitude
       of tangled thoughts in that unseen receptacle? A resolution to be
       good, if she could, and always to be thinking on death, so that what
       seemed to her now as simply impossible, might come true--that she
       might 'dread the grave as little as her bed'; a wish that Philip
       were not coming home with her; a wonder if the specksioneer really
       had killed a man, an idea which made her shudder; yet from the awful
       fascination about it, her imagination was compelled to dwell on the
       tall, gaunt figure, and try to recall the wan countenance; a hatred
       and desire of revenge on the press-gang, so vehement that it sadly
       militated against her intention of trying to be good; all these
       notions, and wonders, and fancies, were whirling about in Sylvia's
       brain, and at one of their promptings she spoke,--
       'How many miles away is t' Greenland seas?--I mean, how long do they
       take to reach?'
       'I don't know; ten days or a fortnight, or more, maybe. I'll ask.'
       'Oh! feyther 'll tell me all about it. He's been there many a time.'
       'I say, Sylvie! My aunt said I were to give you lessons this winter
       i' writing and ciphering. I can begin to come up now, two evenings,
       maybe, a week. T' shop closes early after November comes in.'
       Sylvia did not like learning, and did not want him for her teacher;
       so she answered in a dry little tone,--
       'It'll use a deal o' candle-light; mother 'll not like that. I can't
       see to spell wi'out a candle close at my elbow.'
       'Niver mind about candles. I can bring up a candle wi' me, for I
       should be burning one at Alice Rose's.'
       So that excuse would not do. Sylvia beat her brains for another.
       'Writing cramps my hand so, I can't do any sewing for a day after;
       and feyther wants his shirts very bad.'
       'But, Sylvia, I'll teach you geography, and ever such a vast o' fine
       things about t' countries, on t' map.'
       'Is t' Arctic seas down on t' map?' she asked, in a tone of greater
       interest.
       'Yes! Arctics, and tropics, and equator, and equinoctial line; we'll
       take 'em turn and turn about; we'll do writing and ciphering one
       night, and geography t' other.'
       Philip spoke with pleasure at the prospect, but Sylvia relaxed into
       indifference.
       'I'm no scholard; it's like throwing away labour to teach me, I'm
       such a dunce at my book. Now there's Betsy Corney, third girl, her
       as is younger than Molly, she'd be a credit to you. There niver was
       such a lass for pottering ower books.'
       If Philip had had his wits about him, he would have pretended to
       listen to this proposition of a change of pupils, and then possibly
       Sylvia might have repented making it. But he was too much mortified
       to be diplomatic.
       'My aunt asked me to teach _you_ a bit, not any neighbour's lass.'
       'Well! if I mun be taught, I mun; but I'd rayther be whipped and ha'
       done with it,' was Sylvia's ungracious reply.
       A moment afterwards, she repented of her little spirit of
       unkindness, and thought that she should not like to die that night
       without making friends. Sudden death was very present in her
       thoughts since the funeral. So she instinctively chose the best
       method of making friends again, and slipped her hand into his, as he
       walked a little sullenly at her side. She was half afraid, however,
       when she found it firmly held, and that she could not draw it away
       again without making what she called in her own mind a 'fuss.' So,
       hand in hand, they slowly and silently came up to the door of
       Haytersbank Farm; not unseen by Bell Robson, who sate in the
       window-seat, with her Bible open upon her knee. She had read her
       chapter aloud to herself, and now she could see no longer, even if
       she had wished to read more; but she gazed out into the darkening
       air, and a dim look of contentment came like moonshine over her face
       when she saw the cousins approach.
       'That's my prayer day and night,' said she to herself.
       But there was no unusual aspect of gladness on her face, as she
       lighted the candle to give them a more cheerful welcome.
       'Wheere's feyther?' said Sylvia, looking round the room for Daniel.
       'He's been to Kirk Moorside Church, for t' see a bit o' th' world,
       as he ca's it. And sin' then he's gone out to th' cattle; for
       Kester's ta'en his turn of playing hissel', now that father's
       better.'
       'I've been talking to Sylvia,' said Philip, his head still full of
       his pleasant plan, his hand still tingling from the touch of hers, '
       about turning schoolmaster, and coming up here two nights a week for
       t' teach her a bit o' writing and ciphering.'
       'And geography,' put in Sylvia; 'for,' thought she, 'if I'm to learn
       them things I don't care a pin about, anyhow I'll learn what I do
       care to know, if it 'll tell me about t' Greenland seas, and how far
       they're off.'
       That same evening, a trio alike in many outward circumstances sate
       in a small neat room in a house opening out of a confined court on
       the hilly side of the High Street of Monkshaven--a mother, her only
       child, and the young man who silently loved that daughter, and was
       favoured by Alice Rose, though not by Hester.
       When the latter returned from her afternoon's absence, she stood for
       a minute or two on the little flight of steep steps, whitened to a
       snowy whiteness; the aspect of the whole house partook of the same
       character of irreproachable cleanliness. It was wedged up into a
       space which necessitated all sorts of odd projections and
       irregularities in order to obtain sufficient light for the interior;
       and if ever the being situated in a dusky, confined corner might
       have been made an excuse for dirt, Alice Rose's house had that
       apology. Yet the small diamond panes of glass in the casement window
       were kept so bright and clear that a great sweet-scented-leaved
       geranium grew and flourished, though it did not flower profusely.
       The leaves seemed to fill the air with fragrance as soon as Hester
       summoned up energy enough to open the door. Perhaps that was because
       the young Quaker, William Coulson, was crushing one between his
       finger and thumb, while waiting to set down Alice's next words. For
       the old woman, who looked as if many years of life remained in her
       yet, was solemnly dictating her last will and testament.
       It had been on her mind for many months; for she had something to
       leave beyond the mere furniture of the house. Something--a few
       pounds--in the hands of John and Jeremiah Foster, her cousins: and
       it was they who had suggested the duty on which she was engaged. She
       had asked William Coulson to write down her wishes, and he had
       consented, though with some fear and trepidation; for he had an idea
       that he was infringing on a lawyer's prerogative, and that, for
       aught he knew, he might be prosecuted for making a will without a
       licence, just as a man might be punished for selling wine and
       spirits without going through the preliminary legal forms that give
       permission for such a sale. But to his suggestion that Alice should
       employ a lawyer, she had replied--
       'That would cost me five pounds sterling; and thee canst do it as
       well, if thee'll but attend to my words.'
       So he had bought, at her desire, a black-edged sheet of fine-wove
       paper, and a couple of good pens, on the previous Saturday; and
       while waiting for her to begin her dictation, and full serious
       thought himself, he had almost unconsciously made the grand flourish
       at the top of the paper which he had learnt at school, and which was
       there called a spread-eagle.
       'What art thee doing there?' asked Alice, suddenly alive to his
       proceedings.
       Without a word he showed her his handiwork.
       'It's a vanity,' said she, 'and 't may make t' will not stand. Folk
       may think I were na in my right mind, if they see such fly-legs and
       cob-webs a-top. Write, "This is my doing, William Coulson, and none
       of Alice Rose's, she being in her sound mind."'
       'I don't think it's needed,' said William. Nevertheless he wrote
       down the words.
       'Hast thee put that I'm in my sound mind and seven senses? Then make
       the sign of the Trinity, and write, "In the name of the Father, the
       Son, and the Holy Ghost."'
       'Is that the right way o' beginning a will?' said Coulson, a little
       startled.
       'My father, and my father's father, and my husband had it a-top of
       theirs, and I'm noane going for to cease fra' following after them,
       for they were godly men, though my husband were o' t' episcopal
       persuasion.'
       'It's done,' said William.
       'Hast thee dated it?' asked Alice.
       'Nay.'
       'Then date it third day, ninth month. Now, art ready?'
       Coulson nodded.
       'I, Alice Rose, do leave my furniture (that is, my bed and chest o'
       drawers, for thy bed and things is thine, and not mine), and settle,
       and saucepans, and dresser, and table, and kettle, and all the rest
       of my furniture, to my lawful and only daughter, Hester Rose. I
       think that's safe for her to have all, is 't not, William?'
       'I think so, too,' said he, writing on all the time.
       'And thee shalt have t' roller and paste-board, because thee's so
       fond o' puddings and cakes. It 'll serve thy wife after I'm gone,
       and I trust she'll boil her paste long enough, for that's been t'
       secret o' mine, and thee'll noane be so easy t' please.'
       'I din't reckon on marriage,' said William.
       'Thee'll marry,' said Alice. 'Thee likes to have thy victuals hot
       and comfortable; and there's noane many but a wife as'll look after
       that for t' please thee.'
       'I know who could please me,' sighed forth William, 'but I can't
       please her.'
       Alice looked sharply at him from over her spectacles, which she had
       put on the better to think about the disposal of her property.
       'Thee art thinking on our Hester,' said she, plainly out.
       He started a little, but looked up at her and met her eyes.
       'Hester cares noane for me,' said he, dejectedly.
       'Bide a while, my lad,' said Alice, kindly. 'Young women don't
       always know their own minds. Thee and her would make a marriage
       after my own heart; and the Lord has been very good to me hitherto,
       and I think He'll bring it t' pass. But don't thee let on as thee
       cares for her so much. I sometimes think she wearies o' thy looks
       and thy ways. Show up thy manly heart, and make as though thee had
       much else to think on, and no leisure for to dawdle after her, and
       she'll think a deal more on thee. And now mend thy pen for a fresh
       start. I give and bequeath--did thee put "give and bequeath," at th'
       beginning?'
       'Nay,' said William, looking back. 'Thee didst not tell me "give and
       bequeath!"'
       'Then it won't be legal, and my bit o' furniture 'll be taken to
       London, and put into chancery, and Hester will have noane on it.'
       'I can write it over,' said William.
       'Well, write it clear then, and put a line under it to show those
       are my special words. Hast thee done it? Then now start afresh. I
       give and bequeath my book o' sermons, as is bound in good calfskin,
       and lies on the third shelf o' corner cupboard at the right hand o'
       t' fire-place, to Philip Hepburn; for I reckon he's as fond o'
       reading sermons as thee art o' light, well-boiled paste, and I'd be
       glad for each on ye to have somewhat ye like for to remember me by.
       Is that down? There; now for my cousins John and Jeremiah. They are
       rich i' world's gear, but they'll prize what I leave 'em if I could
       only onbethink me what they would like. Hearken! Is na' that our
       Hester's step? Put it away, quick! I'm noane for grieving her wi'
       telling her what I've been about. We'll take a turn at t' will next
       First Day; it will serve us for several Sabbaths to come, and maybe
       I can think on something as will suit cousin John and cousin
       Jeremiah afore then.'
       Hester, as was mentioned, paused a minute or two before lifting the
       latch of the door. When she entered there was no unusual sign of
       writing about; only Will Coulson looking very red, and crushing and
       smelling at the geranium leaf.
       Hester came in briskly, with the little stock of enforced
       cheerfulness she had stopped at the door to acquire. But it faded
       away along with the faint flush of colour in her cheeks; and the
       mother's quick eye immediately noted the wan heavy look of care.
       'I have kept t' pot in t' oven; it'll have a'most got a' t' goodness
       out of t' tea by now, for it'll be an hour since I made it. Poor
       lass, thou look'st as if thou needed a good cup o' tea. It were dree
       work sitting wi' Betsy Darley, were it? And how does she look on her
       affliction?'
       'She takes it sore to heart,' said Hester, taking off her hat, and
       folding and smoothing away her cloak, before putting them in the
       great oak chest (or 'ark,' as it was called), in which they were
       laid from Sunday to Sunday.
       As she opened the lid a sweet scent of dried lavender and
       rose-leaves came out. William stepped hastily forwards to hold up
       the heavy lid for her. She lifted up her head, looked at him full
       with her serene eyes, and thanked him for his little service. Then
       she took a creepie-stool and sate down on the side of the
       fire-place, having her back to the window.
       The hearth was of the same spotless whiteness as the steps; all that
       was black about the grate was polished to the utmost extent; all
       that was of brass, like the handle of the oven, was burnished
       bright. Her mother placed the little black earthenware teapot, in
       which the tea had been stewing, on the table, where cups and saucers
       were already set for four, and a large plate of bread and butter
       cut. Then they sate round the table, bowed their heads, and kept
       silence for a minute or two.
       When this grace was ended, and they were about to begin, Alice said,
       as if without premeditation, but in reality with a keen shrinking of
       heart out of sympathy with her child--
       'Philip would have been in to his tea by now, I reckon, if he'd been
       coming.'
       William looked up suddenly at Hester; her mother carefully turned
       her head another way. But she answered quite quietly--
       'He'll be gone to his aunt's at Haytersbank. I met him at t' top o'
       t' Brow, with his cousin and Molly Corney.'
       'He's a deal there,' said William.
       'Yes,' said Hester. 'It's likely; him and his aunt come from
       Carlisle-way, and must needs cling together in these strange parts.'
       'I saw him at the burying of yon Darley,' said William.
       'It were a vast o' people went past th' entry end,' said Alice. 'It
       were a'most like election time; I were just come back fra' meeting
       when they were all going up th' church steps. I met yon sailor as,
       they say, used violence and did murder; he looked like a ghost,
       though whether it were his bodily wounds, or the sense of his sins
       stirring within him, it's not for me to say. And by t' time I was
       back here and settled to my Bible, t' folk were returning, and it
       were tramp, tramp, past th' entry end for better nor a quarter of an
       hour.'
       'They say Kinraid has getten slugs and gun-shot in his side,' said
       Hester.
       'He's niver one Charley Kinraid, for sure, as I knowed at
       Newcastle,' said William Coulson, roused to sudden and energetic
       curiosity.
       'I don't know,' replied Hester; 'they call him just Kinraid; and
       Betsy Darley says he's t' most daring specksioneer of all that go
       off this coast to t' Greenland seas. But he's been in Newcastle, for
       I mind me she said her poor brother met with him there.'
       'How didst thee come to know him?' inquired Alice.
       'I cannot abide him if it is Charley,' said William. 'He kept
       company with my poor sister as is dead for better nor two year, and
       then he left off coming to see her and went wi' another girl, and it
       just broke her heart.'
       'He don't look now as if he iver could play at that game again,'
       said Alice; 'he has had a warning fra' the Lord. Whether it be a
       call no one can tell. But to my eyne he looks as if he had been
       called, and was going.'
       'Then he'll meet my sister,' said William, solemnly; 'and I hope the
       Lord will make it clear to him, then, how he killed her, as sure as
       he shot down yon sailors; an' if there's a gnashing o' teeth for
       murder i' that other place, I reckon he'll have his share on't. He's
       a bad man yon.'
       'Betsy said he were such a friend to her brother as niver was; and
       he's sent her word and promised to go and see her, first place he
       goes out to.
       But William only shook his head, and repeated his last words,--
       'He's a bad man, he is.'
       When Philip came home that Sunday night, he found only Alice up to
       receive him. The usual bedtime in the household was nine o'clock,
       and it was but ten minutes past the hour; but Alice looked
       displeased and stern.
       'Thee art late, lad,' said she, shortly.
       'I'm sorry; it's a long way from my uncle's, and I think clocks are
       different,' said he, taking out his watch to compare it with the
       round moon's face that told the time to Alice.
       'I know nought about thy uncle's, but thee art late. Take thy
       candle, and begone.'
       If Alice made any reply to Philip's 'good-night,' he did not hear
       it. _