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Sylvia’s Lovers
CHAPTER X - A REFRACTORY PUPIL
Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell
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       _ Sylvia was still full of the specksioneer and his stories, when
       Hepburn came up to give her the next lesson. But the prospect of a
       little sensible commendation for writing a whole page full of
       flourishing 'Abednegos,' had lost all the slight charm it had ever
       possessed. She was much more inclined to try and elicit some
       sympathy in her interest in the perils and adventures of the
       northern seas, than to bend and control her mind to the right
       formation of letters. Unwisely enough, she endeavoured to repeat one
       of the narratives that she had heard from Kinraid; and when she
       found that Hepburn (if, indeed, he did not look upon the whole as a
       silly invention) considered it only as an interruption to the real
       business in hand, to which he would try to listen as patiently as he
       could, in the hope of Sylvia's applying herself diligently to her
       copy-book when she had cleared her mind, she contracted her pretty
       lips, as if to check them from making any further appeals for
       sympathy, and set about her writing-lesson in a very rebellious
       frame of mind, only restrained by her mother's presence from spoken
       mutiny.
       'After all,' said she, throwing down her pen, and opening and
       shutting her weary, cramped hand, 'I see no good in tiring myself
       wi' learning for t' write letters when I'se never got one in a' my
       life. What for should I write answers, when there's niver a one
       writes to me? and if I had one, I couldn't read it; it's bad enough
       wi' a book o' print as I've niver seen afore, for there's sure to be
       new-fangled words in 't. I'm sure I wish the man were farred who
       plagues his brains wi' striking out new words. Why can't folks just
       ha' a set on 'em for good and a'?'
       'Why! you'll be after using two or three hundred yoursel' every day
       as you live, Sylvie; and yet I must use a great many as you never
       think on about t' shop; and t' folks in t' fields want their set,
       let alone the high English that parsons and lawyers speak.'
       'Well, it's weary work is reading and writing. Cannot you learn me
       something else, if we mun do lessons?'
       'There's sums--and geography,' said Hepburn, slowly and gravely.
       'Geography!' said Sylvia, brightening, and perhaps not pronouncing
       the word quite correctly, 'I'd like yo' to learn me geography.
       There's a deal o' places I want to hear all about.'
       'Well, I'll bring up a book and a map next time. But I can tell you
       something now. There's four quarters in the globe.'
       'What's that?' asked Sylvia.
       'The globe is the earth; the place we live on.'
       'Go on. Which quarter is Greenland?'
       'Greenland is no quarter. It is only a part of one.'
       'Maybe it's a half quarter.'
       'No, not so much as that.'
       'Half again?'
       'No!' he replied, smiling a little.
       She thought he was making it into a very small place in order to
       tease her; so she pouted a little, and then said,--
       'Greenland is all t' geography I want to know. Except, perhaps,
       York. I'd like to learn about York, because of t' races, and London,
       because King George lives there.'
       'But if you learn geography at all, you must learn 'bout all places:
       which of them is hot, and which is cold, and how many inhabitants is
       in each, and what's the rivers, and which is the principal towns.'
       'I'm sure, Sylvie, if Philip will learn thee all that, thou'lt be
       such a sight o' knowledge as ne'er a one o' th' Prestons has been
       sin' my great-grandfather lost his property. I should be main proud
       o' thee; 'twould seem as if we was Prestons o' Slaideburn once
       more.'
       'I'd do a deal to pleasure yo', mammy; but weary befa' riches and
       land, if folks that has 'em is to write "Abednegos" by t' score, and
       to get hard words int' their brains, till they work like barm, and
       end wi' cracking 'em.'
       This seemed to be Sylvia's last protest against learning for the
       night, for after this she turned docile, and really took pains to
       understand all that Philip could teach her, by means of the not
       unskilful, though rude, map which he drew for her with a piece of
       charred wood on his aunt's dresser. He had asked his aunt's leave
       before beginning what Sylvia called his 'dirty work;' but by-and-by
       even she became a little interested in starting from a great black
       spot called Monkshaven, and in the shaping of land and sea around
       that one centre. Sylvia held her round chin in the palms of her
       hands, supporting her elbows on the dresser; looking down at the
       progress of the rough drawing in general, but now and then glancing
       up at him with sudden inquiry. All along he was not so much absorbed
       in his teaching as to be unconscious of her sweet proximity. She was
       in her best mood towards him; neither mutinous nor saucy; and he was
       striving with all his might to retain her interest, speaking better
       than ever he had done before (such brightness did love call
       forth!)--understanding what she would care to hear and to know;
       when, in the middle of an attempt at explaining the cause of the
       long polar days, of which she had heard from her childhood, he felt
       that her attention was no longer his; that a discord had come in
       between their minds; that she had passed out of his power. This
       certainty of intuition lasted but for an instant; he had no time to
       wonder or to speculate as to what had affected her so adversely to
       his wishes before the door opened and Kinraid came in. Then Hepburn
       knew that she must have heard his coming footsteps, and recognized
       them.
       He angrily stiffened himself up into coldness of demeanour. Almost
       to his surprise, Sylvia's greeting to the new comer was as cold as
       his own. She stood rather behind him; so perhaps she did not see the
       hand which Kinraid stretched out towards her, for she did not place
       her own little palm in it, as she had done to Philip an hour ago.
       And she hardly spoke, but began to pore over the rough black map, as
       if seized with strong geographical curiosity, or determined to
       impress Philip's lesson deep on her memory.
       Still Philip was dismayed by seeing the warm welcome which Kinraid
       received from the master of the house, who came in from the back
       premises almost at the same time as the specksioneer entered at the
       front. Hepburn was uneasy, too, at finding Kinraid take his seat by
       the fireside, like one accustomed to the ways of the house. Pipes
       were soon produced. Philip disliked smoking. Possibly Kinraid did so
       too, but he took a pipe at any rate, and lighted it, though he
       hardly used it at all, but kept talking to farmer Robson on sea
       affairs. He had the conversation pretty much to himself. Philip sat
       gloomily by; Sylvia and his aunt were silent, and old Robson smoked
       his long clay pipe, from time to time taking it out of his mouth to
       spit into the bright copper spittoon, and to shake the white ashes
       out of the bowl. Before he replaced it, he would give a short laugh
       of relishing interest in Kinraid's conversation; and now and then he
       put in a remark. Sylvia perched herself sideways on the end of the
       dresser, and made pretence to sew; but Philip could see how often
       she paused in her work to listen.
       By-and-by, his aunt spoke to him, and they kept up a little side
       conversation, more because Bell Robson felt that her nephew, her own
       flesh and blood, was put out, than for any special interest they
       either of them felt in what they were saying. Perhaps, also, they
       neither of them disliked showing that they had no great faith in the
       stories Kinraid was telling. Mrs. Robson, at any rate, knew so little
       as to be afraid of believing too much.
       Philip was sitting on that side of the fire which was nearest to the
       window and to Sylvia, and opposite to the specksioneer. At length he
       turned to his cousin and said in a low voice--
       'I suppose we can't go on with our spell at geography till that
       fellow's gone?'
       The colour came into Sylvia's cheek at the words 'that fellow'; but
       she only replied with a careless air--
       'Well, I'm one as thinks enough is as good as a feast; and I've had
       enough of geography this one night, thank you kindly all the same.'
       Philip took refuge in offended silence. He was maliciously pleased
       when his aunt made so much noise with her preparation for supper as
       quite to prevent the sound of the sailor's words from reaching
       Sylvia's ears. She saw that he was glad to perceive that her efforts
       to reach the remainder of the story were baulked! this nettled her,
       and, determined not to let him have his malicious triumph, and still
       more to put a stop to any attempt at private conversation, she began
       to sing to herself as she sat at her work; till, suddenly seized
       with a desire to help her mother, she dexterously slipped down from
       her seat, passed Hepburn, and was on her knees toasting cakes right
       in front of the fire, and just close to her father and Kinraid. And
       now the noise that Hepburn had so rejoiced in proved his foe. He
       could not hear the little merry speeches that darted backwards and
       forwards as the specksioneer tried to take the toasting-fork out of
       Sylvia's hand.
       'How comes that sailor chap here?' asked Hepburn of his aunt. 'He's
       none fit to be where Sylvia is.'
       'Nay, I dunnot know,' said she; 'the Corneys made us acquaint first,
       and my master is quite fain of his company.'
       'And do you like him, too, aunt?' asked Hepburn, almost wistfully;
       he had followed Mrs. Robson into the dairy on pretence of helping
       her.
       'I'm none fond on him; I think he tells us traveller's tales, by way
       o' seeing how much we can swallow. But the master and Sylvia think
       that there never was such a one.'
       'I could show them a score as good as he down on the quayside.'
       'Well, laddie, keep a calm sough. Some folk like some folk and
       others don't. Wherever I am there'll allays be a welcome for thee.'
       For the good woman thought that he had been hurt by the evident
       absorption of her husband and daughter with their new friend, and
       wished to make all easy and straight. But do what she would, he did
       not recover his temper all evening: he was uncomfortable, put out,
       not enjoying himself, and yet he would not go. He was determined to
       assert his greater intimacy in that house by outstaying Kinraid. At
       length the latter got up to go; but before he went, he must needs
       bend over Sylvia and say something to her in so low a tone that
       Philip could not hear it; and she, seized with a sudden fit of
       diligence, never looked up from her sewing; only nodded her head by
       way of reply. At last he took his departure, after many a little
       delay, and many a quick return, which to the suspicious Philip
       seemed only pretences for taking stolen glances at Sylvia. As soon
       as he was decidedly gone, she folded up her work, and declared that
       she was so much tired that she must go to bed there and then. Her
       mother, too, had been dozing for the last half-hour, and was only
       too glad to see signs that she might betake herself to her natural
       place of slumber.
       'Take another glass, Philip,' said farmer Robson.
       But Hepburn refused the offer rather abruptly. He drew near to
       Sylvia instead. He wanted to make her speak to him, and he saw that
       she wished to avoid it. He took up the readiest pretext. It was an
       unwise one as it proved, for it deprived him of his chances of
       occasionally obtaining her undivided attention.
       'I don't think you care much for learning geography, Sylvie?'
       'Not much to-night,' said she, making a pretence to yawn, yet
       looking timidly up at his countenance of displeasure.
       'Nor at any time,' said he, with growing anger; 'nor for any kind of
       learning. I did bring some books last time I came, meaning to teach
       you many a thing--but now I'll just trouble you for my books; I put
       them on yon shelf by the Bible.'
       He had a mind that she should bring them to him; that, at any rate,
       he should have the pleasure of receiving them out of her hands.
       Sylvia did not reply, but went and took down the books with a
       languid, indifferent air.
       'And so you won't learn any more geography,' said Hepburn.
       Something in his tone struck her, and she looked up in his face.
       There were marks of stern offence upon his countenance, and yet in
       it there was also an air of wistful regret and sadness that touched
       her.
       'Yo're niver angry with me, Philip? Sooner than vex yo', I'll try
       and learn. Only, I'm just stupid; and it mun be such a trouble to
       you.'
       Hepburn would fain have snatched at this half proposal that the
       lessons should be continued, but he was too stubborn and proud to
       say anything. He turned away from the sweet, pleading face without a
       word, to wrap up his books in a piece of paper. He knew that she was
       standing quite still by his side, though he made as if he did not
       perceive her. When he had done he abruptly wished them all
       'good-night,' and took his leave.
       There were tears in Sylvia's eyes, although the feeling in her heart
       was rather one of relief. She had made a fair offer, and it had been
       treated with silent contempt. A few days afterwards, her father came
       in from Monkshaven market, and dropped out, among other pieces of
       news, that he had met Kinraid, who was bound for his own home at
       Cullercoats. He had desired his respects to Mrs. Robson and her
       daughter; and had bid Robson say that he would have come up to
       Haytersbank to wish them good-by, but that as he was pressed for
       time, he hoped they would excuse him. But Robson did not think it
       worth while to give this long message of mere politeness. Indeed, as
       it did not relate to business, and was only sent to women, Robson
       forgot all about it, pretty nearly as soon as it was uttered. So
       Sylvia went about fretting herself for one or two days, at her
       hero's apparent carelessness of those who had at any rate treated
       him more like a friend than an acquaintance of only a few weeks'
       standing; and then, her anger quenching her incipient regard, she
       went about her daily business pretty much as though he had never
       been. He had gone away out of her sight into the thick mist of
       unseen life from which he had emerged--gone away without a word, and
       she might never see him again. But still there was a chance of her
       seeing him when he came to marry Molly Corney. Perhaps she should be
       bridesmaid, and then what a pleasant merry time the wedding-day
       would be! The Corneys were all such kind people, and in their family
       there never seemed to be the checks and restraints by which her own
       mother hedged her round. Then there came an overwhelming
       self-reproaching burst of love for that 'own mother'; a humiliation
       before her slightest wish, as penance for the moment's unspoken
       treason; and thus Sylvia was led to request her cousin Philip to
       resume his lessons in so meek a manner, that he slowly and
       graciously acceded to a request which he was yearning to fulfil all
       the time.
       During the ensuing winter, all went on in monotonous regularity at
       Haytersbank Farm for many weeks. Hepburn came and went, and thought
       Sylvia wonderfully improved in docility and sobriety; and perhaps
       also he noticed the improvement in her appearance. For she was at
       that age when a girl changes rapidly, and generally for the better.
       Sylvia shot up into a tall young woman; her eyes deepened in colour,
       her face increased in expression, and a sort of consciousness of
       unusual good looks gave her a slight tinge of coquettish shyness
       with the few strangers whom she ever saw. Philip hailed her interest
       in geography as another sign of improvement. He had brought back his
       book of maps to the farm; and there he sat on many an evening
       teaching his cousin, who had strange fancies respecting the places
       about which she wished to learn, and was coolly indifferent to the
       very existence of other towns, and countries, and seas far more
       famous in story. She was occasionally wilful, and at times very
       contemptuous as to the superior knowledge of her instructor; but, in
       spite of it all, Philip went regularly on the appointed evenings to
       Haytersbank--through keen black east wind, or driving snow, or
       slushing thaw; for he liked dearly to sit a little behind her, with
       his arm on the back of her chair, she stooping over the outspread
       map, with her eyes,--could he have seen them,--a good deal fixed on
       one spot in the map, not Northumberland, where Kinraid was spending
       the winter, but those wild northern seas about which he had told
       them such wonders.
       One day towards spring, she saw Molly Corney coming towards the
       farm. The companions had not met for many weeks, for Molly had been
       from home visiting her relations in the north. Sylvia opened the
       door, and stood smiling and shivering on the threshold, glad to see
       her friend again. Molly called out, when a few paces off,--
       'Why, Sylvia, is that thee! Why, how thou'rt growed, to be sure!
       What a bonny lass thou is!'
       'Dunnot talk nonsense to my lass,' said Bell Robson, hospitably
       leaving her ironing and coming to the door; but though the mother
       tried to look as if she thought it nonsense, she could hardly keep
       down the smile that shone out of her eyes, as she put her hand on
       Sylvia's shoulder, with a fond sense of proprietorship in what was
       being praised.
       'Oh! but she is,' persisted Molly. 'She's grown quite a beauty sin'
       I saw her. And if I don't tell her so, the men will.'
       'Be quiet wi' thee,' said Sylvia, more than half offended, and
       turning away in a huff at the open barefaced admiration.
       'Ay; but they will,' persevered Molly. 'Yo'll not keep her long,
       Mistress Robson. And as mother says, yo'd feel it a deal more to
       have yer daughters left on hand.'
       'Thy mother has many, I have but this one,' said Mrs. Robson, with
       severe sadness; for now Molly was getting to talk as she disliked.
       But Molly's purpose was to bring the conversation round to her own
       affairs, of which she was very full.
       'Yes! I tell mother that wi' so many as she has, she ought to be
       thankful to t' one as gets off quickest.'
       'Who? which is it?' asked Sylvia, a little eagerly, seeing that
       there was news of a wedding behind the talk.
       'Why! who should it be but me?' said Molly, laughing a good deal,
       and reddening a little. 'I've not gone fra' home for nought; I'se
       picked up a measter on my travels, leastways one as is to be.'
       'Charley Kinraid,' said Sylvia smiling, as she found that now she
       might reveal Molly's secret, which hitherto she had kept sacred.
       'Charley Kinraid be hung!' said Molly, with a toss of her head.
       'Whatten good's a husband who's at sea half t' year? Ha ha, my
       measter is a canny Newcassel shopkeeper, on t' Side. A reckon a've
       done pretty well for mysel', and a'll wish yo' as good luck, Sylvia.
       For yo' see,' (turning to Bell Robson, who, perhaps, she thought
       would more appreciate the substantial advantages of her engagement
       than Sylvia,) 'though Measter Brunton is near upon forty if he's a
       day, yet he turns over a matter of two hundred pound every year; an
       he's a good-looking man of his years too, an' a kind, good-tempered
       feller int' t' bargain. He's been married once, to be sure; but his
       childer are dead a' 'cept one; an' I don't mislike childer either;
       an' a'll feed 'em well, an' get 'em to bed early, out o' t' road.'
       Mrs. Robson gave her her grave good wishes; but Sylvia was silent.
       She was disappointed; it was a coming down from the romance with the
       specksioneer for its hero. Molly laughed awkwardly, understanding
       Sylvia's thoughts better than the latter imagined.
       'Sylvia's noane so well pleased. Why, lass! it's a' t' better for
       thee. There's Charley to t' fore now, which if a'd married him, he'd
       not ha' been; and he's said more nor once what a pretty lass yo'd
       grow into by-and-by.'
       Molly's prosperity was giving her an independence and fearlessness
       of talk such as had seldom appeared hitherto; and certainly never
       before Mrs. Robson. Sylvia was annoyed at Molly's whole tone and
       manner, which were loud, laughing, and boisterous; but to her mother
       they were positively repugnant. She said shortly and gravely,--
       'Sylvia's none so set upo' matrimony; she's content to bide wi' me
       and her father. Let a be such talking, it's not i' my way.'
       Molly was a little subdued; but still her elation at the prospect of
       being so well married kept cropping out of all the other subjects
       which were introduced; and when she went away, Mrs. Robson broke out
       in an unwonted strain of depreciation.
       'That's the way wi' some lasses. They're like a cock on a dunghill,
       when they've teased a silly chap into wedding 'em. It's
       cock-a-doodle-do, I've cotched a husband, cock-a-doodle-doo, wi'
       'em. I've no patience wi' such like; I beg, Sylvie, thou'lt not get
       too thick wi' Molly. She's not pretty behaved, making such an ado
       about men-kind, as if they were two-headed calves to be run after.'
       'But Molly's a good-hearted lass, mother. Only I never dreamt but
       what she was troth-plighted wi' Charley Kinraid,' said Sylvia,
       meditatively.
       'That wench 'll be troth-plight to th' first man as 'll wed her and
       keep her i' plenty; that's a' she thinks about,' replied Bell,
       scornfully. _