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Sylvia’s Lovers
CHAPTER XVIII - EDDY IN LOVE'S CURRENT
Elizabeth Cleghorn Gaskell
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       _ The next morning shone bright and clear, if ever a March morning
       did. The beguiling month was coming in like a lamb, with whatever
       storms it might go raging out. It was long since Philip had tasted
       the freshness of the early air on the shore, or in the country, as
       his employment at the shop detained him in Monkshaven till the
       evening. And as he turned down the quays (or staithes) on the north
       side of the river, towards the shore, and met the fresh sea-breeze
       blowing right in his face, it was impossible not to feel bright and
       elastic. With his knapsack slung over his shoulder, he was prepared
       for a good stretch towards Hartlepool, whence a coach would take him
       to Newcastle before night. For seven or eight miles the level sands
       were as short and far more agreeable a road than the up and down
       land-ways. Philip walked on pretty briskly, unconsciously enjoying
       the sunny landscape before him; the crisp curling waves rushing
       almost up to his feet, on his right hand, and then swishing back
       over the fine small pebbles into the great swelling sea. To his left
       were the cliffs rising one behind another, having deep gullies here
       and there between, with long green slopes upward from the land, and
       then sudden falls of brown and red soil or rock deepening to a yet
       greater richness of colour at their base towards the blue ocean
       before him. The loud, monotonous murmur of the advancing and
       receding waters lulled him into dreaminess; the sunny look of
       everything tinged his day-dreams with hope. So he trudged merrily
       over the first mile or so; not an obstacle to his measured pace on
       the hard, level pavement; not a creature to be seen since he had
       left the little gathering of bare-legged urchins dabbling in the
       sea-pools near Monkshaven. The cares of land were shut out by the
       glorious barrier of rocks before him. There were some great masses
       that had been detached by the action of the weather, and lay half
       embedded in the sand, draperied over by the heavy pendent
       olive-green seaweed. The waves were nearer at this point; the
       advancing sea came up with a mighty distant length of roar; here and
       there the smooth swell was lashed by the fret against unseen rocks
       into white breakers; but otherwise the waves came up from the German
       Ocean upon that English shore with a long steady roll that might
       have taken its first impetus far away, in the haunt of the
       sea-serpent on the coast of 'Norroway over the foam.' The air was
       soft as May; right overhead the sky was blue, but it deadened into
       gray near the sea lines. Flocks of seagulls hovered about the edge
       of the waves, slowly rising and turning their white under-plumage to
       glimmer in the sunlight as Philip approached. The whole scene was so
       peaceful, so soothing, that it dispelled the cares and fears (too
       well founded in fact) which had weighed down on his heart during the
       dark hours of the past night.
       There was Haytersbank gully opening down its green entrance among
       the warm brown bases of the cliffs. Below, in the sheltered
       brushwood, among the last year's withered leaves, some primroses
       might be found. He half thought of gathering Sylvia a posy of them,
       and rushing up to the farm to make a little farewell peace-offering.
       But on looking at his watch, he put all thoughts of such an action
       out of his head; it was above an hour later than he had supposed,
       and he must make all haste on to Hartlepool. Just as he was
       approaching this gully, a man came dashing down, and ran out some
       way upon the sand with the very force of his descent; then he turned
       to the left and took the direction of Hartlepool a hundred yards or
       so in advance of Philip. He never stayed to look round him, but went
       swiftly and steadily on his way. By the peculiar lurch in his
       walk--by everything--Philip knew it was the specksioneer, Kinraid.
       Now the road up Haytersbank gully led to the farm, and nowhere else.
       Still any one wishing to descend to the shore might do so by first
       going up to the Robsons' house, and skirting the walls till they
       came to the little slender path down to the shore. But by the farm,
       by the very house-door they must of necessity pass. Philip slackened
       his pace, keeping under the shadow of the rock. By-and-by Kinraid,
       walking on the sunlight open sands, turned round and looked long and
       earnestly towards Haytersbank gully. Hepburn paused when he paused,
       but as intently as he looked at some object above, so intently did
       Hepburn look at him. No need to ascertain by sight towards whom his
       looks, his thoughts were directed. He took off his hat and waved it,
       touching one part of it as if with particular meaning. When he
       turned away at last, Hepburn heaved a heavy sigh, and crept yet more
       into the cold dank shadow of the cliffs. Each step was now a heavy
       task, his sad heart tired and weary. After a while he climbed up a
       few feet, so as to mingle his form yet more completely with the
       stones and rocks around. Stumbling over the uneven and often jagged
       points, slipping on the sea-weed, plunging into little pools of
       water left by the ebbing tide in some natural basins, he yet kept
       his eyes fixed as if in fascination on Kinraid, and made his way
       almost alongside of him. But the last hour had pinched Hepburn's
       features into something of the wan haggardness they would wear when
       he should first be lying still for ever.
       And now the two men were drawing near a creek, about eight miles
       from Monkshaven. The creek was formed by a beck (or small stream)
       that came flowing down from the moors, and took its way to the sea
       between the widening rocks. The melting of the snows and running of
       the flooded water-springs above made this beck in the early
       spring-time both deep and wide. Hepburn knew that here they both
       must take a path leading inland to a narrow foot-bridge about a
       quarter of a mile up the stream; indeed from this point, owing to
       the jutting out of the rocks, the land path was the shortest; and
       this way lay by the water-side at an angle right below the cliff to
       which Hepburn's steps were leading him. He knew that on this long
       level field path he might easily be seen by any one following; nay,
       if he followed any one at a short distance, for it was full of
       turnings; and he resolved, late as he was, to sit down for a while
       till Kinraid was far enough in advance for him to escape being seen.
       He came up to the last rock behind which he could be concealed;
       seven or eight feet above the stream he stood, and looked cautiously
       for the specksioneer. Up by the rushing stream he looked, then right
       below.
       'It is God's providence,' he murmured. 'It is God's providence.'
       He crouched down where he had been standing and covered his face
       with his hands. He tried to deafen as well as to blind himself, that
       he might neither hear nor see anything of the coming event of which
       he, an inhabitant of Monkshaven at that day, well understood the
       betokening signs.
       Kinraid had taken the larger angle of the sands before turning up
       towards the bridge. He came along now nearing the rocks. By this
       time he was sufficiently buoyant to whistle to himself. It steeled
       Philip's heart to what was coming to hear his rival whistling, 'Weel
       may the keel row,' so soon after parting with Sylvia.
       The instant Kinraid turned the corner of the cliff, the ambush was
       upon him. Four man-of-war's men sprang on him and strove to pinion
       him.
       'In the King's name!' cried they, with rough, triumphant jeers.
       Their boat was moored not a dozen yards above; they were sent by the
       tender of a frigate lying off Hartlepool for fresh water. The tender
       was at anchor just beyond the jutting rocks in face.
       They knew that fishermen were in the habit of going to and from
       their nets by the side of the creek; but such a prize as this
       active, strong, and evidently superior sailor, was what they had not
       hoped for, and their endeavours to secure him were in proportion to
       the value of the prize.
       Although taken by surprise, and attacked by so many, Kinraid did not
       lose his wits. He wrenched himself free, crying out loud:
       'Avast, I'm a protected whaler. I claim my protection. I've my
       papers to show, I'm bonded specksioneer to the _Urania_ whaler,
       Donkin captain, North Shields port.'
       As a protected whaler, the press-gang had, by the 17th section of
       Act 26 Geo. III. no legal right to seize him, unless he had failed
       to return to his ship by the 10th March following the date of his
       bond. But of what use were the papers he hastily dragged out of his
       breast; of what use were laws in those days of slow intercourse with
       such as were powerful enough to protect, and in the time of popular
       panic against a French invasion?
       'D--n your protection,' cried the leader of the press-gang; 'come
       and serve his Majesty, that's better than catching whales.'
       'Is it though?' said the specksioneer, with a motion of his hand,
       which the swift-eyed sailor opposed to him saw and interpreted
       rightly.
       'Thou wilt, wilt thou? Close with him, Jack; and ware the cutlass.'
       In a minute his cutlass was forced from him, and it became a
       hand-to-hand struggle, of which, from the difference in numbers, it
       was not difficult to foretell the result. Yet Kinraid made desperate
       efforts to free himself; he wasted no breath in words, but fought,
       as the men said, 'like a very devil.'
       Hepburn heard loud pants of breath, great thuds, the dull struggle
       of limbs on the sand, the growling curses of those who thought to
       have managed their affair more easily; the sudden cry of some one
       wounded, not Kinraid he knew, Kinraid would have borne any pain in
       silence at such a moment; another wrestling, swearing, infuriated
       strife, and then a strange silence. Hepburn sickened at the heart;
       was then his rival dead? had he left this bright world? lost his
       life--his love? For an instant Hepburn felt guilty of his death; he
       said to himself he had never wished him dead, and yet in the
       struggle he had kept aloof, and now it might be too late for ever.
       Philip could not bear the suspense; he looked stealthily round the
       corner of the rock behind which he had been hidden, and saw that
       they had overpowered Kinraid, and, too exhausted to speak, were
       binding him hand and foot to carry him to their boat.
       Kinraid lay as still as any hedgehog: he rolled when they pushed
       him; he suffered himself to be dragged without any resistance, any
       motion; the strong colour brought into his face while fighting was
       gone now, his countenance was livid pale; his lips were tightly held
       together, as if it cost him more effort to be passive, wooden, and
       stiff in their hands than it had done to fight and struggle with all
       his might. His eyes seemed the only part about him that showed
       cognizance of what was going on. They were watchful, vivid, fierce
       as those of a wild cat brought to bay, seeking in its desperate
       quickened brain for some mode of escape not yet visible, and in all
       probability never to become visible to the hopeless creature in its
       supreme agony.
       Without a motion of his head, he was perceiving and taking in
       everything while he lay bound at the bottom of the boat. A sailor
       sat by his side, who had been hurt by a blow from him. The man held
       his head in his hand, moaning; but every now and then he revenged
       himself by a kick at the prostrate specksioneer, till even his
       comrades stopped their cursing and swearing at their prisoner for
       the trouble he had given them, to cry shame on their comrade. But
       Kinraid never spoke, nor shrank from the outstretched foot.
       One of his captors, with the successful insolence of victory,
       ventured to jeer him on the supposed reason for his vehement and
       hopeless resistance.
       He might have said yet more insolent things; the kicks might have
       hit harder; Kinraid did not hear or heed. His soul was beating
       itself against the bars of inflexible circumstance; reviewing in one
       terrible instant of time what had been, what might have been, what
       was. Yet while these thoughts thus stabbed him, he was still
       mechanically looking out for chances. He moved his head a little, so
       as to turn towards Haytersbank, where Sylvia must be quickly, if
       sadly, going about her simple daily work; and then his quick eye
       caught Hepburn's face, blanched with excitement rather than fear,
       watching eagerly from behind the rock, where he had sat breathless
       during the affray and the impressment of his rival.
       'Come here, lad!' shouted the specksioneer as soon as he saw Philip,
       heaving and writhing his body the while with so much vigour that the
       sailors started away from the work they were engaged in about the
       boat, and held him down once more, as if afraid he should break the
       strong rope that held him like withes of green flax. But the bound
       man had no such notion in his head. His mighty wish was to call
       Hepburn near that he might send some message by him to Sylvia. 'Come
       here, Hepburn,' he cried again, falling back this time so weak and
       exhausted that the man-of-war's men became sympathetic.
       'Come down, peeping Tom, and don't be afeared,' they called out.
       'I'm not afeared,' said Philip; 'I'm no sailor for yo' t' impress
       me: nor have yo' any right to take that fellow; he's a Greenland
       specksioneer, under protection, as I know and can testify.'
       'Yo' and yo'r testify go hang. Make haste, man and hear what this
       gem'man, as was in a dirty blubbery whale-ship, and is now in his
       Majesty's service, has got to say. I dare say, Jack,' went on the
       speaker, 'it's some message to his sweetheart, asking her to come
       for to serve on board ship along with he, like Billy Taylor's young
       woman.'
       Philip was coming towards them slowly, not from want of activity,
       but because he was undecided what he should be called upon to do or
       to say by the man whom he hated and dreaded, yet whom just now he
       could not help admiring.
       Kinraid groaned with impatience at seeing one, free to move with
       quick decision, so slow and dilatory.
       'Come on then,' cried the sailors, 'or we'll take you too on board,
       and run you up and down the main-mast a few times. Nothing like life
       aboard ship for quickening a land-lubber.'
       'Yo'd better take him and leave me,' said Kinraid, grimly. 'I've
       been taught my lesson; and seemingly he has his yet to learn.'
       'His Majesty isn't a schoolmaster to need scholars; but a jolly good
       captain to need men,' replied the leader of the gang, eyeing Philip
       nevertheless, and questioning within himself how far, with only two
       other available men, they durst venture on his capture as well as
       the specksioneer's. It might be done, he thought, even though there
       was this powerful captive aboard, and the boat to manage too; but,
       running his eye over Philip's figure, he decided that the tall
       stooping fellow was never cut out for a sailor, and that he should
       get small thanks if he captured him, to pay him for the possible
       risk of losing the other. Or else the mere fact of being a landsman
       was of as little consequence to the press-gang, as the protecting
       papers which Kinraid had vainly showed.
       'Yon fellow wouldn't have been worth his grog this many a day, and
       be d--d to you,' said he, catching Hepburn by the shoulder, and
       giving him a push. Philip stumbled over something in this, his
       forced run. He looked down; his foot had caught in Kinraid's hat,
       which had dropped off in the previous struggle. In the band that
       went round the low crown, a ribbon was knotted; a piece of that same
       ribbon which Philip had chosen out, with such tender hope, to give
       to Sylvia for the Corneys' party on new year's eve. He knew every
       delicate thread that made up the briar-rose pattern; and a spasm of
       hatred towards Kinraid contracted his heart. He had been almost
       relenting into pity for the man captured before his eyes; now he
       abhorred him.
       Kinraid did not speak for a minute or two. The sailors, who had
       begun to take him into favour, were all agog with curiosity to hear
       the message to his sweetheart, which they believed he was going to
       send. Hepburn's perceptions, quickened with his vehement agitation
       of soul, were aware of this feeling of theirs; and it increased his
       rage against Kinraid, who had exposed the idea of Sylvia to be the
       subject of ribald whispers. But the specksioneer cared little what
       others said or thought about the maiden, whom he yet saw before his
       closed eyelids as she stood watching him, from the Haytersbank
       gully, waving her hands, her handkerchief, all in one passionate
       farewell.
       'What do yo' want wi' me?' asked Hepburn at last in a gloomy tone.
       If he could have helped it, he would have kept silence till Kinraid
       spoke first; but he could no longer endure the sailors' nudges, and
       winks, and jests among themselves.
       'Tell Sylvia,' said Kinraid----
       'There's a smart name for a sweetheart,' exclaimed one of the men;
       but Kinraid went straight on,--
       'What yo've seen; how I've been pressed by this cursed gang.'
       'Civil words, messmate, if you please. Sylvia can't abide cursing
       and swearing, I'm sure. We're gentlemen serving his Majesty on board
       the _Alcestis_, and this proper young fellow shall be helped on to
       more honour and glory than he'd ever get bobbing for whales. Tell
       Sylvia this, with my love; Jack Carter's love, if she's anxious
       about my name.'
       One of the sailors laughed at this rude humour; another bade Carter
       hold his stupid tongue. Philip hated him in his heart. Kinraid
       hardly heard him. He was growing faint with the heavy blows he had
       received, the stunning fall he had met with, and the reaction from
       his dogged self-control at first.
       Philip did not speak nor move.
       'Tell her,' continued Kinraid, rousing himself for another effort,
       'what yo've seen. Tell her I'll come back to her. Bid her not forget
       the great oath we took together this morning; she's as much my wife
       as if we'd gone to church;--I'll come back and marry her afore
       long.'
       Philip said something inarticulately.
       'Hurra!' cried Carter, 'and I'll be best man. Tell her, too that
       I'll have an eye on her sweetheart, and keep him from running after
       other girls.'
       'Yo'll have yo'r hands full, then,' muttered Philip, his passion
       boiling over at the thought of having been chosen out from among all
       men to convey such a message as Kinraid's to Sylvia.
       'Make an end of yo'r d--d yarns, and be off,' said the man who had
       been hurt by Kinraid, and who had sate apart and silent till now.
       Philip turned away; Kinraid raised himself and cried after him,--
       'Hepburn, Hepburn! tell her---' what he added Philip could not hear,
       for the words were lost before they reached him in the outward noise
       of the regular splash of the oars and the rush of the wind down the
       gully, with which mingled the closer sound that filled his ears of
       his own hurrying blood surging up into his brain. He was conscious
       that he had said something in reply to Kinraid's adjuration that he
       would deliver his message to Sylvia, at the very time when Carter
       had stung him into fresh anger by the allusion to the possibility of
       the specksioneer's 'running after other girls,' for, for an instant,
       Hepburn had been touched by the contrast of circumstances. Kinraid
       an hour or two ago,--Kinraid a banished man; for in those days, an
       impressed sailor might linger out years on some foreign station, far
       from those he loved, who all this time remained ignorant of his
       cruel fate.
       But Hepburn began to wonder what he himself had said--how much of a
       promise he had made to deliver those last passionate words of
       Kinraid's. He could not recollect how much, how little he had said;
       he knew he had spoken hoarsely and low almost at the same time as
       Carter had uttered his loud joke. But he doubted if Kinraid had
       caught his words.
       And then the dread Inner Creature, who lurks in each of our hearts,
       arose and said, 'It is as well: a promise given is a fetter to the
       giver. But a promise is not given when it has not been received.'
       At a sudden impulse, he turned again towards the shore when he had
       crossed the bridge, and almost ran towards the verge of the land.
       Then he threw himself down on the soft fine turf that grew on the
       margin of the cliffs overhanging the sea, and commanding an extent
       of view towards the north. His face supported by his hands, he
       looked down upon the blue rippling ocean, flashing here and there,
       into the sunlight in long, glittering lines. The boat was still in
       the distance, making her swift silent way with long regular bounds
       to the tender that lay in the offing.
       Hepburn felt insecure, as in a nightmare dream, so long as the boat
       did not reach her immediate destination. His contracted eyes could
       see four minute figures rowing with ceaseless motion, and a fifth
       sate at the helm. But he knew there was a sixth, unseen, lying,
       bound and helpless, at the bottom of the boat; and his fancy kept
       expecting this man to start up and break his bonds, and overcome all
       the others, and return to the shore free and triumphant.
       It was by no fault of Hepburn's that the boat sped well away; that
       she was now alongside the tender, dancing on the waves; now emptied
       of her crew; now hoisted up to her place. No fault of his! and yet
       it took him some time before he could reason himself into the belief
       that his mad, feverish wishes not an hour before--his wild prayer to
       be rid of his rival, as he himself had scrambled onward over the
       rocks alongside of Kinraid's path on the sands--had not compelled
       the event.
       'Anyhow,' thought he, as he rose up, 'my prayer is granted. God be
       thanked!'
       Once more he looked out towards the ship. She had spread her
       beautiful great sails, and was standing out to sea in the glittering
       path of the descending sun.
       He saw that he had been delayed on his road, and had lingered long.
       He shook his stiffened limbs, shouldered his knapsack, and prepared
       to walk on to Hartlepool as swiftly as he could. _