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Doctor Grimshawe’s Secret: A romance
CHAPTER VIII
Nathaniel Hawthorne
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       _ At the breakfast-table the next morning, however, appeared Doctor
       Grimshawe, wearing very much the same aspect of an uncombed, unshorn,
       unbrushed, odd sort of a pagan as at other times, and making no
       difference in his breakfast, except that he poured a pretty large dose
       of brandy into his cup of tea; a thing, however, by no means unexampled
       or very unusual in his history. There were also the two children,
       fresher than the morning itself, rosy creatures, with newly scrubbed
       cheeks, made over again for the new day, though the old one had left no
       dust upon them;[Endnote: 1] laughing with one another, flinging their
       little jokes about the table, and expecting that the Doctor might, as
       was often his wont, set some ponderous old English joke trundling round
       among the breakfast cups; eating the corn-cakes which crusty Hannah,
       with the aboriginal part of her, had a knack of making in a peculiar
       and exquisite fashion. But there was an empty chair at table; one cup,
       one little jug of milk, and another of pure water, with no guest to
       partake of them.
       "Where is the schoolmaster?" said Ned, pausing as he was going to take
       his seat.
       "Yes, Doctor Grim?" said little Elsie.
       "He has overslept himself for once," quoth Doctor Grim gruffly; "a
       strange thing, too, for a man whose victuals and drink are so light as
       the schoolmaster's. The fiend take me if I thought he had mortal mould
       enough in him ever to go to sleep at all; though he is but a kind of
       dream-stuff in his widest-awake state. Hannah, you bronze jade, call
       the schoolmaster to come to breakfast."
       Hannah departed on her errand, and was heard knocking at the door of
       the schoolmaster's chamber several times, till the Doctor shouted to
       her wrathfully to cease her clatter and open the door at once, which
       she appeared to do, and speedily came back.
       "He no there, massa. Schoolmaster melted away!"
       "Vanished like a bubble!" quoth the Doctor.
       "The great spider caught him like a fly," quoth crusty Hannah,
       chuckling with a sense of mischief that seemed very pleasant to her
       strange combination.
       "He has taken a morning walk," said little Ned; "don't you think so,
       Doctor Grim?"
       "Yes," said the grim Doctor. "Go on with your breakfast, little monkey;
       the walk may be a long one, or he is so slight a weight that the wind
       may blow him overboard."
       A very long walk it proved; or it might be that some wind, whether evil
       or good, had blown him, as the Doctor suggested, into parts unknown;
       for, from that time forth, the Yankee schoolmaster returned no more. It
       was a singular disappearance.
       The bed did not appear to have been slept in; there was a bundle, in a
       clean handkerchief, containing two shirts, two pocket handkerchiefs,
       two pairs of cotton socks, a Testament, and that was all. Had he
       intended to go away, why did he not take this little luggage in his
       hand, being all he had, and of a kind not easily dispensed with? The
       Doctor made small question about it, however; he had seemed surprised,
       at first, yet gave certainly no energetic token of it; and when Ned,
       who began to have notions of things, proposed to advertise him in the
       newspapers, or send the town crier round, the Doctor ridiculed the idea
       unmercifully.
       "Lost, a lank Yankee schoolmaster," quoth he, uplifting his voice after
       the manner of the town crier; "supposed to have been blown out of
       Doctor Grim's window, or perhaps have ridden off astride of a humble-
       bee."
       "It is not pretty to laugh in that way, Doctor Grim," said little
       Elsie, looking into his face, with a grave shake of her head.
       "And why not, you saucy little witch?" said the Doctor.
       "It is not the way to laugh, Doctor Grim," persisted the child, but
       either could not or would not assign any reason for her disapprobation,
       although what she said appeared to produce a noticeable effect on
       Doctor Grimshawe, who lapsed into a rough, harsh manner, that seemed to
       satisfy Elsie better. Crusty Hannah, meanwhile, seemed to dance about
       the house with a certain singular alacrity, a wonderful friskiness,
       indeed, as if the diabolical result of the mixture in her nature was
       particularly pleased with something; so she went, with queer
       gesticulations, crossings, contortions, friskings, evidently in a very
       mirthful state; until, being asked by her master what was the matter,
       she replied, "Massa, me know what became of the schoolmaster. Great
       spider catch in his web and eat him!"
       Whether that was the mode of his disappearance, or some other,
       certainly the schoolmaster was gone; and the children were left in
       great bewilderment at the sudden vacancy in his place. They had not
       contracted a very yearning affection for him, and yet his impression
       had been individual and real, and they felt that something was gone out
       of their lives, now that he was no longer there. Something strange in
       their circumstances made itself felt by them; they were more sensible
       of the grim Doctor's uncouthness, his strange, reprehensible habits,
       his dark, mysterious life,--in looking at these things, and the
       spiders, and the graveyard, and their insulation from the world,
       through the crystal medium of this stranger's character. In remembering
       him in connection with these things, a certain seemly beauty in him
       showed strikingly the unfitness, the sombre and tarnished color, the
       outreness, of the rest of their lot. Little Elsie perhaps felt the loss
       of him more than her playmate, although both had been interested by
       him. But now things returned pretty much to their old fashion;
       although, as is inevitably the case, whenever persons or things have
       been taken suddenly or unaccountably out of our sphere, without telling
       us whither and why they have disappeared, the children could not, for a
       long while, bring themselves to feel that he had really gone. Perhaps,
       in imitation of the custom in that old English house, of which the
       Doctor had told them, little Elsie insisted that his place should still
       be kept at the table; and so, whenever crusty Hannah neglected to do
       so, she herself would fetch a plate, and a little pitcher of water, and
       set it beside a vacant chair; and sometimes, so like a shadow had he
       been, this pale, slender creature, it almost might have been thought
       that he was sitting with them. But crusty Hannah shook her head, and
       grinned. "The spider know where he is. We never see him more!"
       His abode in the house had been of only two or three weeks; and in the
       natural course of things, had he come and gone in an ordinary way, his
       recollection would have grown dim and faded out in two or three weeks
       more; but the speculations, the expectations, the watchings for his
       reappearance, served to cut and grave the recollection of him into the
       children's hearts, so that it remained a life-long thing with them,--a
       sense that he was something that had been lost out of their life too
       soon, and that was bound, sooner or later, to reappear, and finish what
       business he had with them. Sometimes they prattled around the Doctor's
       chair about him, and they could perceive sometimes that he appeared to
       be listening, and would chime in with some remark; but he never
       expressed either wonder or regret; only telling Ned, once, that he had
       no reason to be sorry for his disappearance.
       "Why, Doctor Grim?" asked the boy.
       The Doctor mused, and smoked his pipe, as if he himself were thinking
       why, and at last he answered, "He was a dangerous fellow, my old boy."
       "Why?" said Ned again.
       "He would have taken the beef out of you," said the Doctor.
       I know not how long it was before any other visitor (except such as
       brought their shattered constitutions there in hopes that the Doctor
       would make the worn-out machinery as good as new) came to the lonely
       little household on the corner of the graveyard. The intercourse
       between themselves and the rest of the town remained as scanty as ever.
       Still, the grim, shaggy Doctor was seen setting doggedly forth, in all
       seasons and all weathers, at a certain hour of the day, with the two
       children, going for long walks on the sea-shore, or into the country,
       miles away, and coming back, hours afterwards, with plants and herbs
       that had perhaps virtue in them, or flowers that had certainly beauty;
       even, in their season, the fragrant magnolias, leaving a trail of
       fragrance after them, that grow only in spots, the seeds having been
       apparently dropped by some happy accident when those proper to the
       climate were distributed. Shells there were, also, in the baskets that
       they carried, minerals, rare things, that a magic touch seemed to have
       created out of the rude and common things that others find in a homely
       and ordinary region. The boy was growing tall, and had got out of the
       merely infantile age; agile he was, bright, but still with a remarkable
       thoughtfulness, or gravity, or I know not what to call it; but it was a
       shadow, no doubt, falling upon him from something sombre in his warp of
       life, which the impressibility of his age and nature so far
       acknowledged as to be a little pale and grave, without positive
       unhappiness; and when a playful moment came, as they often did to these
       two healthy children, it seemed all a mistake that you had ever thought
       either of them too grave for their age. But little Elsie was still the
       merrier. They were still children, although they quarrelled seldomer
       than of yore, and kissed seldomer, and had ceased altogether to
       complain of one another to the Doctor; perhaps the time when Nature saw
       these bickerings to be necessary to the growth of some of their
       faculties was nearly gone. When they did have a quarrel, the boy stood
       upon his dignity, and visited Elsie with a whole day, sometimes, of
       silent and stately displeasure, which she was accustomed to bear,
       sometimes with an assumption of cold indifference, sometimes with
       liveliness, mirth in double quantity, laughter almost as good as real,
       --little arts which showed themselves in her as naturally as the gift of
       tears and smiles. In fact, having no advantage of female intercourse,
       she could not well have learnt them unless from crusty Hannah, who was
       such an anomaly of a creature, with all her mixtures of race, that she
       struck you as having lost all sex as one result of it. Yet this little
       girl was truly feminine, and had all the manners and pre-eminently
       uncriticisable tenets proper to women at her early age.
       She had made respectable advancement in study; that is, she had taught
       herself to write, with even greater mechanical facility than Ned; and
       other knowledge had fallen upon her, as it were, by a reflected light
       from him; or, to use another simile, had been spattered upon her by the
       full stream which the Doctor poured into the vessel of the boy's
       intellect. So that she had even some knowledge of the rudiments of
       Latin, and geometry, and algebra; inaccurate enough, but yet with such
       a briskness that she was sometimes able to assist Ned in studies in
       which he was far more deeply grounded than herself. All this, however,
       was more by sympathy than by any natural taste for such things; being
       kindly, and sympathetic, and impressible, she took the color of what
       was nearest to her, and especially when it came from a beloved object,
       so that it was difficult to discover that it was not really one of her
       native tastes. The only thing, perhaps, altogether suited to her
       idiosyncrasy (because it was truly feminine, calculated for dainty
       fingers, and a nice little subtlety) was that kind of embroidery,
       twisting, needle-work, on textile fabric, which, as we have before
       said, she learnt from crusty Hannah, and which was emblematic perhaps
       of that creature's strange mixture of races.
       Elsie seemed not only to have caught this art in its original spirit,
       but to have improved upon it, creating strange, fanciful, and graceful
       devices, which grew beneath her finger as naturally as the variegated
       hues grow in a flower as it opens; so that the homeliest material
       assumed a grace and strangeness as she wove it, whether it were grass,
       twigs, shells, or what not. Never was anything seen, that so combined a
       wild, barbarian freedom with cultivated grace; and the grim Doctor
       himself, little open to the impressions of the beautiful, used to hold
       some of her productions in his hand, gazing at them with deep
       intentness, and at last, perhaps, breaking out into one of his deep
       roars of laughter; for it seemed to suggest thoughts to him that the
       children could not penetrate. This one feature of strangeness and wild
       faculty in the otherwise sweet and natural and homely character of
       Elsie had a singular effect; it was like a wreath of wild-flowers in
       her hair, like something that set her a little way apart from the rest
       of the world, and had an even more striking effect than if she were
       altogether strange.
       Thus were the little family going on; the Doctor, I regret to say,
       growing more morose, self-involved, and unattainable since the
       disappearance of the schoolmaster than before; more given up to his one
       plaything, the great spider; less frequently even than before coming
       out of the grim seclusion of his moodiness, to play with the children,
       though they would often be sensible of his fierce eyes fixed upon them,
       and start and feel incommoded by the intensity of his regard;--thus
       things were going on, when one day there was really again a visitor,
       and not a dilapidated patient, to the grim Doctor's study. Crusty
       Hannah brought up his name as Mr. Hammond, and the Doctor--filling his
       everlasting pipe, meanwhile, and ordering Hannah to give him a coal
       (perhaps this was the circumstance that made people say he had imps to
       bring him coals from Tophet)--ordered him to be shown up. [Endnote: 2.]
       A fresh-colored, rather young man [Endnote: 3] entered the study, a
       person of rather cold and ungraceful manners, yet genial-looking
       enough; at least, not repulsive. He was dressed in rather a rough,
       serviceable travelling-dress, and except for a nicely brushed hat, and
       unmistakably white linen, was rather careless in attire. You would have
       thought twice, perhaps, before deciding him to be a gentleman, but
       finally would have decided that he was; one great token being, that the
       singular aspect of the room into which he was ushered, the spider
       festoonery, and other strange accompaniments, the grim aspect of the
       Doctor himself, and the beauty and intelligence of his two companions,
       and even that horrific weaver, the great dangling spider,--neither one
       nor all of these called any expression of surprise to the stranger's
       face.
       "Your name is Hammond?" begins the Doctor, with his usual sparseness of
       ornamental courtesy. [Endnote: 4.]
       The stranger bowed.
       "An Englishman, I perceive," continued the Doctor, but nowise
       intimating that the fact of being a countryman was any recommendation
       in his eyes.
       "Yes, an Englishman," replied Hammond; "a briefless barrister,
       [Endnote: 5] in fact, of Lincoln's Inn, who, having little or nothing
       to detain him at home, has come to spend a few idle months in seeing
       the new republic which has been made out of English substance."
       "And what," continued Doctor Grim, not a whit relaxing the
       repulsiveness of his manner, and scowling askance at the stranger,--
       "what may have drawn on me the good fortune of being compelled to make
       my time idle, because yours is so?"
       The stranger's cheek flushed a little; but he smiled to himself, as if
       saying that here was a grim, rude kind of humorist, who had lost the
       sense of his own peculiarity, and had no idea that he was rude at all.
       "I came to America, as I told you," said he, "chiefly because I was
       idle, and wanted to turn my enforced idleness to what profit I could,
       in the way of seeing men, manners, governments, and problems, which I
       hope to have no time to study by and by. But I also had an errand
       intrusted to me, and of a singular nature; and making inquiry in this
       little town (where my mission must be performed, if at all), I have
       been directed to you, by your townspeople, as to a person not unlikely
       to be able to assist me in it."
       "My townspeople, since you choose to call them so," answered the grim
       Doctor, "ought to know, by this time, that I am not the sort of man
       likely to assist any person, in any way."
       "Yet this is so singular an affair," said the stranger, still with mild
       courtesy, "that at least it may excite your curiosity. I have come here
       to find a grave."
       "To find a grave!" said Doctor Grim, giving way to a grim sense of
       humor, and relaxing just enough to let out a joke, the tameness of
       which was a little redeemed, to his taste, by its grimness. "I might
       help you there, to be sure, since it is all in the way of business.
       Like others of my profession, I have helped many people to find their
       graves, no doubt, and shall be happy to do the same for you. You have
       hit upon the one thing in which my services are ready."
       "I thank you, my dear sir," said the young stranger, having tact enough
       to laugh at Dr. Grim's joke, and thereby mollifying him a little; "but
       as far as I am personally concerned, I prefer to wait a while before
       making the discovery of that little spot in Mother Earth which I am
       destined to occupy. It is a grave which has been occupied as such for
       at least a century and a half which I am in quest of; and it is as an
       antiquarian, a genealogist, a person who has had dealings with the dead
       of long ago, not as a professional man engaged in adding to their
       number, that I ask your aid."
       "Ah, ahah!" said the Doctor, laying down his pipe, and looking
       earnestly at the stranger; not kindly nor genially, but rather with a
       lurid glance of suspicion out of those red eyes of his, but no longer
       with a desire to escape an intruder; rather as one who meant to clutch
       him. "Explain your meaning, sir, at once."
       "Then here it is," said Mr. Hammond. "There is an old English family,
       one of the members of which, very long ago, emigrated to this part of
       America, then a wilderness, and long afterwards a British colony. He
       was on ill terms with his family. There is reason to believe that
       documents, deeds, titular proofs, or some other thing valuable to the
       family, were buried in the grave of this emigrant; and there have been
       various attempts, within a century, to find this grave, and if possible
       some living descendant of the man, or both, under the idea that either
       of these cases might influence the disputed descent of the property,
       and enable the family to prove its claims to an ancient title. Now,
       rather as a matter of curiosity, than with any real hope of success,--
       and being slightly connected with the family,--I have taken what seems
       to myself a wild-goose chase; making it merely incidental, you well
       understand, not by any means the main purpose of my voyage to America."
       "What is the name of this family?" asked the Doctor, abruptly.
       "The man whose grave I seek," said the stranger, "lived and died, in
       this country, under the assumed name of Colcord."
       "How do you expect to succeed in this ridiculous quest?" asked the
       Doctor, "and what marks, signs, directions, have you to guide your
       search? And moreover, how have you come to any knowledge whatever about
       the matter, even that the emigrant ever assumed this name of Colcord,
       and that he was buried anywhere, and that his place of burial, after
       more than a century, is of the slightest importance?"
       "All this was ascertained by a messenger on a similar errand with my
       own, only undertaken nearly a century ago, and more in earnest than I
       can pretend to be," replied the Englishman. "At that period, however,
       there was probably a desire to find nothing that might take the
       hereditary possessions of the family out of the branch which still held
       them; and there is strong reason to suspect that the information
       acquired was purposely kept secret by the person in England into whose
       hands it came. The thing is differently situated now; the possessor of
       the estate is recently dead; and the discovery of an American heir
       would not be unacceptable to many. At all events, any knowledge gained
       here would throw light on a somewhat doubtful matter."
       "Where, as nearly as you can judge," said the Doctor, after a turn or
       two through the study, "was this man buried?"
       "He spent the last years of his life, certainly, in this town," said
       Hammond, "and may be found, if at all, among the dead of that period."
       "And they--their miserable dust, at least, which is all that still
       exists of them--were buried in the graveyard under these windows," said
       the Doctor. "What marks, I say,--for you might as well seek a vanished
       wave of the sea, as a grave that surged upward so long ago."
       "On the gravestone," said Hammond, "a slate one, there was rudely
       sculptured the impress of a foot. What it signifies I cannot
       conjecture, except it had some reference to a certain legend of a
       bloody footstep, which is currently told, and some token of which yet
       remains on one of the thresholds of the ancient mansion-house."
       Ned and Elsie had withdrawn themselves from the immediate vicinity of
       the fireside, and were playing at fox and geese in a corner near the
       window. But little Elsie, having very quick ears, and a faculty of
       attending to more affairs than one, now called out, "Doctor Grim, Ned
       and I know where that gravestone is."
       "Hush, Elsie," whispered Ned, earnestly.
       "Come forward here, both of you," said Doctor Grimshawe. _