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Doctor Grimshawe’s Secret: A romance
CHAPTER VII
Nathaniel Hawthorne
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       _ "A print of blood!" said the grim Doctor, breaking his pipe-stem by
       some sudden spasm in his gripe of it. "Pooh! the devil take the pipe! A
       very strange story that! Pray how was it?" [Endnote: 1.]
       "Nay, it is but a very dim legend," answered the schoolmaster:
       "although there are old yellow papers and parchments, I remember, in my
       father's possession, that had some reference to this man, too, though
       there was nothing in them about the bloody footprints. But our family
       legend is, that this man was of a good race, in the time of Charles the
       First, originally Papists, but one of them--the second you, our legend
       says--was of a milder, sweeter cast than the rest, who were fierce and
       bloody men, of a hard, strong nature; but he partook most of his
       mother's character. This son had been one of the earliest Quakers,
       converted by George Fox; and moreover there had been love between him
       and a young lady of great beauty and an heiress, whom likewise the
       eldest son of the house had designed to make his wife. And these
       brothers, cruel men, caught their innocent brother and kept him in
       confinement long in his own native home--"
       "How?" asked the Doctor. "Why did not he appeal to the laws?"
       "Our legend says," replied the schoolmaster, "only that he was kept in
       a chamber that was forgotten." [Endnote: 2.]
       "Very strange that!" quoth the Doctor. "He was sold by his brethren."
       The schoolmaster went on to tell, with much shuddering, how a Jesuit
       priest had been mixed up with this wretched business, and there had
       been a scheme at once religious and political to wrest the estate and
       the lovely lady from the fortunate heir; and how this grim Italian
       priest had instigated them to use a certain kind of torture with the
       poor heir, and how he had suffered from this; but one night, when they
       left him senseless, he contrived to make his escape from that cruel
       home, bleeding as he went; and how, by some action of his imagination,
       --his sense of the cruelty and hideousness of such treatment at his
       brethren's hands, and in the holy name of his religion,--his foot,
       which had been crushed by their cruelty, bled as he went, and that
       blood had never been stanched. And thus he had come to America, and
       after many wanderings, and much track of blood along rough ways, to New
       England. [Endnote: 3.]
       "And what became of his beloved?" asked the grim Doctor, who was
       puffing away at a fresh pipe with a very queer aspect.
       "She died in England," replied the schoolmaster. "And before her death,
       by some means or other, they say that she found means to send him a
       child, the offspring of their marriage, and from that child our race
       descended. And they say, too, that she sent him a key to a coffin, in
       which was locked up a great treasure. But we have not the key. But he
       never went back to his own country; and being heart-broken, and sick
       and weary of the world and its pomps and vanities, he died here, after
       suffering much persecution likewise from the Puritans. For his peaceful
       religion was accepted nowhere."
       "Of all legends,--all foolish legends," quoth the Doctor, wrathfully,
       with a face of a dark blood-red color, so much was his anger and
       contempt excited, "and of all absurd heroes of a legend, I never heard
       the like of this! Have you the key?"
       "No; nor have I ever heard of it," answered the schoolmaster.
       "But you have some papers?"
       "They existed once: perhaps are still recoverable by search," said the
       schoolmaster. "My father knew of them."
       "A foolish legend," reiterated the Doctor. "It is strange how human
       folly strings itself on to human folly, as a story originally false and
       foolish grows older"
       He got up and walked about the room, with hasty and irregular strides
       and a prodigious swinging of his ragged dressing-gown, which swept away
       as many cobwebs as it would take a week to reproduce. After a few
       turns, as if to change the subject, the Doctor asked the schoolmaster
       if he had any taste for pictures, and drew his attention to the
       portrait which has been already mentioned,--the figure in antique
       sordid garb, with a halter round his neck, and the expression in his
       face which the Doctor and the two children had interpreted so
       differently. Colcord, who probably knew nothing about pictures, looked
       at it at first merely from the gentle and cool complaisance of his
       character; but becoming absorbed in the contemplation, stood long
       without speaking; until the Doctor, looking in his face, perceived his
       eyes were streaming with tears.
       "What are you crying about?" said he, gruffly.
       "I don't know," said the schoolmaster quietly. "But there is something
       in this picture that affects me inexpressibly; so that, not being a man
       passionate by nature, I have hardly ever been so moved as now!"
       "Very foolish," muttered the Doctor, resuming his strides about the
       room. "I am ashamed of a grown man that can cry at a picture, and can't
       tell the reason why."
       After a few more turns he resumed his easy-chair and his tumbler, and,
       looking upward, beckoned to his pet spider, which came dangling
       downward, great parti-colored monster that he was, and swung about his
       master's head in hideous conference as it seemed; a sight that so
       distressed the schoolmaster, or shocked his delicate taste, that he
       went out, and called the two children to take a walk with him, with the
       purpose of breathing air that was neither infected with spiders nor
       graves.
       After his departure, Doctor Grimshawe seemed even more disturbed than
       during his presence: again he strode about the study; then sat down
       with his hands on his knees, looking straight into the fire, as if it
       imaged the seething element of his inner man, where burned hot
       projects, smoke, heat, blackness, ashes, a smouldering of old thoughts,
       a blazing up of new; casting in the gold of his mind, as Aaron did that
       of the Israelites, and waiting to see what sort of a thing would come
       out of the furnace. The children coming in from their play, he spoke
       harshly to them, and eyed little Ned with a sort of savageness, as if
       he meant to eat him up, or do some other dreadful deed: and when little
       Elsie came with her usual frankness to his knee, he repelled her in
       such a way that she shook her little hand at him, saying, "Naughty
       Doctor Grim, what has come to you?"
       Through all that day, by some subtle means or other, the whole
       household knew that something was amiss; and nobody in it was
       comfortable. It was like a spell of weather; like the east wind; like
       an epidemic in the air, that would not let anything be comfortable or
       contented,--this pervading temper of the Doctor. Crusty Hannah knew it
       in the kitchen: even those who passed the house must have known it
       somehow or other, and have felt a chill, an irritation, an influence on
       the nerves, as they passed. The spiders knew it, and acted as they were
       wont to do in stormy weather. The schoolmaster, when he returned from
       his walk, seemed likewise to know it, and made himself secure and
       secret, keeping in his own room, except at dinner, when he ate his rice
       in silence, without looking towards the Doctor, and appeared before him
       no more till evening, when the grim Doctor summoned him into the study,
       after sending the two children to bed.
       "Sir," began the Doctor, "you have spoken of some old documents in your
       possession relating to the English descent of your ancestors. I have a
       curiosity to see these documents. Where are they?" [Endnote: 4.]
       "I have them about my person," said the schoolmaster; and he produced
       from his pocket a bundle of old yellow papers done up in a parchment
       cover, tied with a piece of white cord, and presented them to Doctor
       Grimshawe, who looked over them with interest. They seemed to consist
       of letters, genealogical lists, certified copies of entries in
       registers, things which must have been made out by somebody who knew
       more of business than this ethereal person in whose possession they now
       were. The Doctor looked at them with considerable attention, and at
       last did them hastily up in the bundle again, and returned them to the
       owner.
       "Have you any idea what is now the condition of the family to whom
       these papers refer?" asked he.
       "None whatever,--none for almost a hundred years," said the
       schoolmaster. "About that time ago, I have heard a vague story that one
       of my ancestors went to the old country and saw the place. But, you
       see, the change of name has effectually covered us from view; and I
       feel that our true name is that which my ancestor assumed when he was
       driven forth from the home of his fathers, and that I have nothing to
       do with any other. I have no views on the estate,--none whatever. I am
       not so foolish and dreamy."
       "Very right," said the Doctor. "Nothing is more foolish than to follow
       up such a pursuit as this, against all the vested interests of two
       hundred years, which of themselves have built up an impenetrably strong
       allegation against you. They harden into stone, in England, these
       years, and become indestructible, instead of melting away as they do in
       this happy country."
       "It is not a matter of interest with me," replied the schoolmaster.
       "Very right,--very right!" repeated the grim Doctor.
       But something was evidently amiss with him this evening. It was
       impossible to feel easy and comfortable in contact with him: if you
       looked in his face, there was the red, lurid glare of his eyes; meeting
       you fiercely and craftily as ever: sometimes he bit his lip and frowned
       in an awful manner. Once, he burst out into an awful fit of swearing,
       for no good reason, or any reason whatever that he explained, or that
       anybody could tell. Again, for no more suitable reason, he uplifted his
       stalwart arm, and smote a heavy blow with his fist upon the oak table,
       making the tumbler and black bottle leap up, and damaging, one would
       think, his own knuckles. Then he rose up, and resumed his strides about
       the room. He paused before the portrait before mentioned; then resumed
       his heavy, quick, irregular tread, swearing under his breath; and you
       would imagine, from what you heard, that all his thoughts and the
       movement of his mind were a blasphemy. Then again--but this was only
       once--he heaved a deep, ponderous sigh, that seemed to come up in spite
       of him, out of his depths, an exhalation of deep suffering, as if some
       convulsion had given it a passage to upper air, instead of its being
       hidden, as it generally was, by accumulated rubbish of later time
       heaped above it.
       This latter sound appealed to something within the simple schoolmaster,
       who had been witnessing the demeanor of the Doctor, like a being
       looking from another sphere into the trouble of the mortal one; a being
       incapable of passion, observing the mute, hard struggle of one in its
       grasp.
       "Friend," said he at length, "thou hast something on thy mind."
       "Aye," said the grim Doctor, coming to a stand before his chair. "You
       see that? Can you see as well what it is?"
       "Some stir and writhe of something in the past that troubles you, as if
       you had kept a snake for many years in your bosom, and stupefied it
       with brandy, and now it awakes again, and troubles you with bites and
       stings."
       "What sort of a man do you think me?" asked the Doctor.
       "I cannot tell," said the schoolmaster. "The sympathies of my nature
       are not those that should give me knowledge of such men."
       "Am I, think you," continued the grim Doctor, "a man capable of great
       crime?"
       "A great one, if any," said Colcord; "a great good, likewise, it might
       be."
       "What would I be likely to do," asked Doctor Grim, "supposing I had a
       darling purpose, to the accomplishment of which I had given my soul,--
       yes, my soul,--my success in life, my days and nights of thought, my
       years of time, dwelling upon it, pledging myself to it, until at last I
       had grown to love the burden of it, and not to regret my own
       degradation? I, a man of strongest will. What would I do, if this were
       to be resisted?"
       "I do not conceive of the force of will shaping out my ways," said the
       schoolmaster. "I walk gently along and take the path that opens before
       me."
       "Ha! ha! ha!" shouted the grim Doctor, with one of his portentous
       laughs. "So do we all, in spite of ourselves; and sometimes the path
       comes to a sudden ending!" And he resumed his drinking.
       The schoolmaster looked at him with wonder, and a kind of shuddering,
       at something so unlike himself; but probably he very imperfectly
       estimated the forces that were at work within this strange being, and
       how dangerous they made him. He imputed it, a great deal, to the
       brandy, which he had kept drinking in such inordinate quantities;
       whereas it is probable that this had a soothing, emollient effect, as
       far as it went, on the Doctor's emotions; a sort of like to like, that
       he instinctively felt to be a remedy, But in truth it was difficult to
       see these two human creatures together, without feeling their
       incompatibility; without having a sense that one must be hostile to the
       other. The schoolmaster, through his fine instincts, doubtless had a
       sense of this, and sat gazing at the lurid, wrathful figure of the
       Doctor, in a sort of trance and fascination: not able to stir;
       bewildered by the sight of the great spider and other surroundings; and
       this strange, uncouth fiend, who had always been abhorrent to him,--he
       had a kind of curiosity in it, waited to see what would come of it, but
       felt it to be an unnatural state to him. And again the grim Doctor came
       and stood before him, prepared to make another of those strange
       utterances with which he had already so perplexed him.
       That night--that midnight--it was rumored through the town that one of
       the inhabitants, going home late along the street that led by the
       graveyard, saw the grim Doctor standing by the open window of the study
       behind the elm tree, in his old dressing-gown, chill as was the night,
       and flinging his arms abroad wildly into the darkness, and muttering
       like the growling of a tempest, with occasional vociferations that grew
       even shrill with passion. The listener, though affrighted, could not
       resist an impulse to pause, and attempt overhearing something that
       might let him into the secret counsels of this strange wild man, whom
       the town held in such awe and antipathy; to learn, perhaps, what was
       the great spider, and whether he were summoning the dead out of their
       graves. However, he could make nothing out of what he overheard, except
       it were fragmentary curses, of a dreadful character, which the Doctor
       brought up with might and main out of the depths of his soul, and flung
       them forth, burning hot, aimed at what, and why, and to what practical
       end, it was impossible to say; but as necessarily as a volcano, in a
       state of eruption, sends forth boiling lava, sparkling and
       scintillating stones, and a sulphurous atmosphere, indicative of its
       inward state. [Endnote: 5.]
       Dreading lest some one of these ponderous anathemas should alight,
       reason or none, on his own head, the man crept away, and whispered the
       thing to his cronies, from whom it was communicated to the townspeople
       at large, and so became one of many stories circulating with reference
       to our grim hero, which, if not true to the fact, had undoubtedly a
       degree of appositeness to his character, of which they were the
       legitimate flowers and symbols. If the anathemas took no other effect,
       they seemed to have produced a very remarkable one on the unfortunate
       elm tree, through the naked branches of which the Doctor discharged
       this fiendish shot. For, the next spring, when April came, no tender
       leaves budded forth, no life awakened there; and never again, on that
       old elm, widely as its roots were imbedded among the dead of many
       years, was there rustling bough in the summer time, or the elm's early
       golden boughs in September; and after waiting till another spring to
       give it a fair chance of reviving, it was cut down and made into
       coffins, and burnt on the sexton's hearth. The general opinion was that
       the grim Doctor's awful profanity had blasted that tree, fostered, as
       it had been, on grave-mould of Puritans. In Lancashire they tell of a
       similar anathema. It had a very frightful effect, it must be owned,
       this idea of a man cherishing emotions in his breast of so horrible a
       nature that he could neither tell them to any human being, nor keep
       them in their plenitude and intensity within the breast where they had
       their germ, and so was forced to fling them forth upon the night, to
       pollute and put fear into the atmosphere, and that people should
       breathe-in somewhat of horror from an unknown source, and be affected
       with nightmare, and dreams in which they were startled at their own
       wickedness. _