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Doctor Grimshawe’s Secret: A romance
CHAPTER XXII
Nathaniel Hawthorne
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       _ Lord Braithwaite came into the principal door of the library as the
       priest was speaking, and stood a moment just upon the threshold,
       looking keenly out of the stronger light into this dull and darksome
       apartment, as if unable to see perfectly what was within; or rather, as
       Redclyffe fancied, trying to discover what was passing between those
       two. And, indeed, as when a third person comes suddenly upon two who
       are talking of him, the two generally evince in their manner some
       consciousness of the fact; so it was in this case, with Redclyffe at
       least, although the priest seemed perfectly undisturbed, either through
       practice of concealment, or because he had nothing to conceal.
       His Lordship, after a moment's pause, came forward, presenting his hand
       to Redclyffe, who shook it, and not without a certain cordiality; till
       he perceived that it was the left hand, when he probably intimated some
       surprise by a change of manner.
       "I am an awkward person," said his Lordship. "The left hand, however,
       is nearest the heart; so be assured I mean no discourtesy."
       "The Signor Ambassador and myself," observed the priest, "have had a
       most interesting conversation (to me at least) about books and
       bookworms, spiders, and other congruous matters; and I find his
       Excellency has heretofore made acquaintance with a great spider bearing
       strong resemblance to the hermit of our library."
       "Indeed," said his Lordship. "I was not aware that America had yet
       enough of age and old misfortune, crime, sordidness, that accumulate
       with it, to have produced spiders like this. Had he sucked into himself
       all the noisomeness of your heat?"
       Redclyffe made some slight answer, that the spider was a sort of pet of
       an old virtuoso to whom he owed many obligations in his boyhood; and
       the conversation turned from this subject to others suggested by topics
       of the day and place. His Lordship was affable, and Redclyffe could
       not, it must be confessed, see anything to justify the prejudices of
       the neighbors against him. Indeed, he was inclined to attribute them,
       in great measure, to the narrowness of the English view,--to those
       insular prejudices which have always prevented them from fully
       appreciating what differs from their own habits. At lunch, which was
       soon announced, the party of three became very pleasant and sociable,
       his Lordship drinking a light Italian red wine, and recommending it to
       Redclyffe; who, however, was English enough to prefer some bitter ale,
       while the priest contented himself with pure water,--which is, in
       truth, a less agreeable drink in chill, moist England than in any
       country we are acquainted with.
       "You must make yourself quite at home here," said his Lordship, as they
       rose from table. "I am not a good host, nor a very genial man, I
       believe. I can do little to entertain you; but here is the house and
       the grounds at your disposal,--horses in the stable,--guns in the
       hall,--here is Father Angelo, good at chess. There is the library. Pray
       make the most of them all; and if I can contribute in any way to your
       pleasure, let me know."
       All this certainly seemed cordial, and the manner in which it was said
       seemed in accordance with the spirit of the words; and yet, whether the
       fault was in anything of morbid suspicion in Redclyffe's nature, or
       whatever it was, it did not have the effect of making him feel welcome,
       which almost every Englishman has the natural faculty of producing on a
       guest, when once he has admitted him beneath his roof. It might be in
       great measure his face, so thin and refined, and intellectual without
       feeling; his voice which had melody, but not heartiness; his manners,
       which were not simple by nature, but by art;--whatever it was,
       Redclyffe found that Lord Braithwaite did not call for his own
       naturalness and simplicity, but his art, and felt that he was
       inevitably acting a part in his intercourse with him, that he was on
       his guard, playing a game; and yet he did not wish to do this. But
       there was a mobility, a subtleness in his nature, an unconscious tact,
       --which the mode of life and of mixing with men in America fosters and
       perfects,--that made this sort of finesse inevitable to him, with any
       but a natural character; with whom, on the other hand, Redclyffe could
       be as fresh and natural as any Englishman of them all.
       Redclyffe spent the time between lunch and dinner in wandering about
       the grounds, from which he had hitherto felt himself debarred by
       motives of delicacy. It was a most interesting ramble to him, coming to
       trees which his ancestor, who went to America, might have climbed in
       his boyhood, might have sat beneath, with his lady-love, in his youth;
       deer there were, the descendants of those which he had seen; old stone
       stiles, which his foot had trodden. The sombre, clouded light of the
       day fell down upon this scene, which in its verdure, its luxuriance of
       vegetable life, was purely English, cultivated to the last extent
       without losing the nature out of a single thing. In the course of his
       walk he came to the spot where he had been so mysteriously wounded on
       his first arrival in this region; and, examining the spot, he was
       startled to see that there was a path leading to the other side of a
       hedge, and this path, which led to the house, had brought him here.
       Musing upon this mysterious circumstance, and how it should have
       happened in so orderly a country as England, so tamed and subjected to
       civilization,--an incident to happen in an English park which seemed
       better suited to the Indian-haunted forests of the wilder parts of his
       own land,--and how no researches which the Warden had instituted had
       served in the smallest degree to develop the mystery,--he clambered
       over the hedge, and followed the footpath. It plunged into dells, and
       emerged from them, led through scenes which seemed those of old
       romances, and at last, by these devious ways, began to approach the old
       house, which, with its many gray gables, put on a new aspect from this
       point of view. Redclyffe admired its venerableness anew; the ivy that
       overran parts of it; the marks of age; and wondered at the firmness of
       the institutions which, through all the changes that come to man, could
       have kept this house the home of one lineal race for so many centuries;
       so many, that the absence of his own branch from it seemed but a
       temporary visit to foreign parts, from which he was now returned, to be
       again at home, by the old hearthstone.
       "But what do I mean to do?" said he to himself, stopping short, and
       still looking at the old house. "Am I ready to give up all the actual
       life before me for the sake of taking up with what I feel to be a less
       developed state of human life? Would it not be better for me to depart
       now, to turn my back on this flattering prospect? I am not fit to be
       here,--I, so strongly susceptible of a newer, more stirring life than
       these men lead; I, who feel that, whatever the thought and cultivation
       of England may be, my own countrymen have gone forward a long, long
       march beyond them, not intellectually, but in a way that gives them a
       further start. If I come back hither, with the purpose to make myself
       an Englishman, especially an Englishman of rank and hereditary estate,
       --then for me America has been discovered in vain, and the great spirit
       that has been breathed into us is in vain; and I am false to it all!"
       But again came silently swelling over him like a flood all that ancient
       peace, and quietude, and dignity, which looked so stately and beautiful
       as brooding round the old house; all that blessed order of ranks, that
       sweet superiority, and yet with no disclaimer of common brotherhood,
       that existed between the English gentleman and his inferiors; all that
       delightful intercourse, so sure of pleasure, so safe from rudeness,
       lowness, unpleasant rubs, that exists between gentleman and gentleman,
       where, in public affairs, all are essentially of one mind, or seem so
       to an American politician, accustomed to the fierce conflicts of our
       embittered parties; where life was made so enticing, so refined, and
       yet with a sort of homeliness that seemed to show that all its strength
       was left behind; that seeming taking in of all that was desirable in
       life, and all its grace and beauty, yet never giving life a hard enamel
       of over-refinement. What could there be in the wild, harsh, ill-
       conducted American approach to civilization, which could compare with
       this? What to compare with this juiciness and richness? What other men
       had ever got so much out of life as the polished and wealthy Englishmen
       of to-day? What higher part was to be acted, than seemed to lie before
       him, if he willed to accept it?
       He resumed his walk, and, drawing near the manor-house, found that he
       was approaching another entrance than that which had at first admitted
       him; a very pleasant entrance it was, beneath a porch, of antique form,
       and ivy-clad, hospitable and inviting; and it being the approach from
       the grounds, it seemed to be more appropriate to the residents of the
       house than the other one. Drawing near, Redclyffe saw that a flight of
       steps ascended within the porch, old-looking, much worn; and nothing is
       more suggestive of long time than a flight of worn steps; it must have
       taken so many soles, through so many years, to make an impression.
       Judging from the make of the outside of the edifice, Redclyffe thought
       that he could make out the way from the porch to the hall and library;
       so he determined to enter this way.
       There had been, as was not unusual, a little shower of rain during the
       afternoon; and as Redclyffe came close to the steps, they were
       glistening with the wet. The stones were whitish, like marble, and one
       of them bore on it a token that made him pause, while a thrill like
       terror ran through his system. For it was the mark of a footstep, very
       decidedly made out, and red, like blood,--the Bloody Footstep,--the
       mark of a foot, which seemed to have been slightly impressed into the
       rock, as if it had been a soft substance, at the same time sliding a
       little, and gushing with blood. The glistening moisture of which we
       have spoken made it appear as if it were just freshly stamped there;
       and it suggested to Redclyffe's fancy the idea, that, impressed more
       than two centuries ago, there was some charm connected with the mark
       which kept it still fresh, and would continue to do so to the end of
       time. It was well that there was no spectator there,--for the American
       would have blushed to have it known how much this old traditionary
       wonder had affected his imagination. But, indeed, it was as old as any
       bugbear of his mind--as any of those bugbears and private terrors which
       grow up with people, and make the dreams and nightmares of childhood,
       and the fever-images of mature years, till they haunt the deliriums of
       the dying bed, and after that possibly, are either realized or known no
       more. The Doctor's strange story vividly recurred to him, and all the
       horrors which he had since associated with this trace; and it seemed to
       him as if he had now struck upon a bloody track, and as if there were
       other tracks of this supernatural foot which he was bound to search
       out; removing the dust of ages that had settled on them, the moss and
       deep grass that had grown over them, the forest leaves that might have
       fallen on them in America--marking out the pathway, till the pedestrian
       lay down in his grave.
       The foot was issuing from, not entering into, the house. Whoever had
       impressed it, or on whatever occasion, he had gone forth, and doubtless
       to return no more. Redclyffe was impelled to place his own foot on the
       track; and the action, as it were, suggested in itself strange ideas of
       what had been the state of mind of the man who planted it there; and he
       felt a strange, vague, yet strong surmise of some agony, some terror
       and horror, that had passed here, and would not fade out of the spot.
       While he was in these musings, he saw Lord Braithwaite looking at him
       through the glass of the porch, with fixed, curious eyes, and a smile
       on his face. On perceiving that Redclyffe was aware of his presence, he
       came forth without appearing in the least disturbed.
       "What think you of the Bloody Footstep?" asked he.
       "It seems to me, undoubtedly," said Redclyffe, stooping to examine it
       more closely, "a good thing to make a legend out of; and, like most
       legendary lore, not capable of bearing close examination. I should
       decidedly say that the Bloody Footstep is a natural reddish stain in
       the stone."
       "Do you think so, indeed?" rejoined his Lordship. "It may be; but in
       that case, if not the record of an actual deed,--of a foot stamped down
       there in guilt and agony, and oozing out with unwipeupable blood,--we
       may consider it as prophetic;--as foreboding, from the time when the
       stone was squared and smoothed, and laid at this threshold, that a
       fatal footstep was really to be impressed here."
       "It is an ingenious supposition," said Redclyffe. "But is there any
       sure knowledge that the prophecy you suppose has yet been fulfilled?"
       "If not, it might yet be in the future," said Lord Braithwaite. "But I
       think there are enough in the records of this family to prove that
       there did one cross this threshold in a bloody agony, who has since
       returned no more. Great seekings, I have understood, have been had
       throughout the world for him, or for any sign of him, but nothing
       satisfactory has been heard."
       "And it is now too late to expect it," observed the American.
       "Perhaps not," replied the nobleman, with a glance that Redclyffe
       thought had peculiar meaning in it. "Ah! it is very curious to see what
       turnings up there are in this world of old circumstances that seem
       buried forever; how things come back, like echoes that have rolled away
       among the hills and been seemingly hushed forever. We cannot tell when
       a thing is really dead; it comes to life, perhaps in its old shape,
       perhaps in a new and unexpected one; so that nothing really vanishes
       out of the world. I wish it did."
       The conversation now ceased, and Redclyffe entered the house, where he
       amused himself for some time in looking at the ancient hall, with its
       gallery, its armor, and its antique fireplace, on the hearth of which
       burned a genial fire. He wondered whether in that fire was the
       continuance of that custom which the Doctor's legend spoke of, and that
       the flame had been kept up there two hundred years, in expectation of
       the wanderer's return. It might be so, although the climate of England
       made it a natural custom enough, in a large and damp old room, into
       which many doors opened, both from the exterior and interior of the
       mansion; but it was pleasant to think the custom a traditionary one,
       and to fancy that a booted figure, enveloped in a cloak, might still
       arrive, and fling open the veiling cloak, throw off the sombre and
       drooping-brimmed hat, and show features that were similar to those seen
       in pictured faces on the walls. Was he himself--in another guise, as
       Lord Braithwaite had been saying--that long-expected one? Was his the
       echoing tread that had been heard so long through the ages--so far
       through the wide world--approaching the blood-stained threshold?
       With such thoughts, or dreams (for they were hardly sincerely enough
       entertained to be called thoughts), Redclyffe spent the day; a strange,
       delicious day, in spite of the sombre shadows that enveloped it. He
       fancied himself strangely wonted, already, to the house; as if his
       every part and peculiarity had at once fitted into its nooks, and
       corners, and crannies; but, indeed, his mobile nature and active fancy
       were not entirely to be trusted in this matter; it was, perhaps, his
       American faculty of making himself at home anywhere, that he mistook
       for the feeling of being peculiarly at home here. _