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Longest Journey, The
PART 2 - SAWSTON   PART 2 - SAWSTON - CHAPTER 27
E M Forster
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       _ The parlour-maid took Mr. Wonham to the study. He had been in the
       drawing-room before, but had got bored, and so had strolled out
       into the garden. Now he was in better spirits, as a man ought to
       be who has knocked down a man. As he passed through the hall he
       sparred at the teak monkey, and hung his cap on the bust of
       Hermes. And he greeted Mrs. Elliot with a pleasant clap of
       laughter. "Oh, I've come with the most tremendous news!" he
       cried.
       She bowed, but did not shake hands, which rather surprised him.
       But he never troubled over "details." He seldom watched people,
       and never thought that they were watching him. Nor could he guess
       how much it meant to her that he should enter her presence smok-
       ing. Had she not said once at Cadover, "Oh, please smoke; I love
       the smell of a pipe"?
       "Would you sit down? Exactly there, please." She placed him at a
       large table, opposite an inkpot and a pad of blotting-paper.
       "Will you tell your 'tremendous news' to me? My brother and my
       husband are giving the boys their dinner."
       "Ah!" said Stephen, who had had neither time nor money for
       breakfast in London.
       "I told them not to wait for me."
       So he came to the point at once. He trusted this handsome woman.
       His strength and his youth called to hers, expecting no prudish
       response. "It's very odd. It is that I'm Rickie's brother. I've
       just found out. I've come to tell you all."
       "Yes?"
       He felt in his pocket for the papers. "Half-brother I ought to
       have said."
       "Yes?"
       "I'm illegitimate. Legally speaking, that is, I've been turned
       out of Cadover. I haven't a penny. I--"
       "There is no occasion to inflict the details." Her face, which
       had been an even brown, began to flush slowly in the centre of
       the cheeks. The colour spread till all that he saw of her was
       suffused, and she turned away. He thought he had shocked her, and
       so did she. Neither knew that the body can be insincere and
       express not the emotions we feel but those that we should like to
       feel. In reality she was quite calm, and her dislike of him had
       nothing emotional in it as yet.
       "You see--" he began. He was determined to tell the fidgety
       story, for the sooner it was over the sooner they would have
       something to eat. Delicacy he lacked, and his sympathies were
       limited. But such as they were, they rang true: he put no
       decorous phantom between him and his desires.
       "I do see. I have seen for two years." She sat down at the head
       of the table, where there was another ink-pot. Into this she
       dipped a pen. "I have seen everything, Mr. Wonham--who you are,
       how you have behaved at Cadover, how you must have treated Mrs.
       Failing yesterday; and now"--her voice became very grave--"I see
       why you have come here, penniless. Before you speak, we know what
       you will say."
       His mouth fell open, and he laughed so merrily that it might have
       given her a warning. But she was thinking how to follow up her
       first success. "And I thought I was bringing tremendous news!" he
       cried. "I only twisted it out of Mrs. Failing last night. And
       Rickie knows too?"
       "We have known for two years."
       "But come, by the bye,--if you've known for two years, how is it
       you didn't--" The laugh died out of his eyes. "You aren't
       ashamed?" he asked, half rising from his chair. "You aren't like
       the man towards Andover?"
       "Please, please sit down," said Agnes, in the even tones she used
       when speaking to the servants; "let us not discuss side issues. I
       am a horribly direct person, Mr. Wonham. I go always straight to
       the point." She opened a chequebook. "I am afraid I shall shock
       you. For how much?"
       He was not attending.
       "There is the paper we suggest you shall sign." She pushed
       towards him a pseudo-legal document, just composed by Herbert.
       "In consideration of the sum of..., I agree to perpetual silence-
       -to restrain from libellous...never to molest the said Frederick
       Elliot by intruding--'"
       His brain was not quick. He read the document over twice, and he
       could still say, "But what's that cheque for?"
       "It is my husband's. He signed for you as soon as we heard you
       were here. We guessed you had come to be silenced. Here is his
       signature. But he has left the filling in for me. For how much? I
       will cross it, shall I? You will just have started a banking
       account, if I understand Mrs. Failing rightly. It is not quite
       accurate to say you are penniless: I heard from her just before
       you returned from your cricket. She allows you two hundred a-
       year, I think. But this additional sum--shall I date the cheque
       Saturday or for tomorrow?"
       At last he found words. Knocking his pipe out on the table, he
       said slowly, "Here's a very bad mistake."
       "It is quite possible," retorted Agnes. She was glad she had
       taken the offensive, instead of waiting till he began his
       blackmailing, as had been the advice of Rickie. Aunt Emily had
       said that very spring, "One's only hope with Stephen is to start
       bullying first." Here he was, quite bewildered, smearing the
       pipe-ashes with his thumb. He asked to read the document again.
       "A stamp and all!" he remarked.
       They had anticipated that his claim would exceed two pounds.
       "I see. All right. It takes a fool a minute. Never mind. I've
       made a bad mistake."
       "You refuse?" she exclaimed, for he was standing at the door.
       "Then do your worst! We defy you!"
       "That's all right, Mrs. Elliot," he said roughly. "I don't want a
       scene with you, nor yet with your husband. We'll say no more
       about it. It's all right. I mean no harm."
       "But your signature then! You must sign--you--"
       He pushed past her, and said as he reached for his cap, "There,
       that's all right. It's my mistake. I'm sorry." He spoke like a
       farmer who has failed to sell a sheep. His manner was utterly
       prosaic, and up to the last she thought he had not understood
       her. "But it's money we offer you," she informed him, and then
       darted back to the study, believing for one terrible moment that
       he had picked up the blank cheque. When she returned to the hall
       he had gone. He was walking down the road rather quickly. At the
       corner he cleared his throat, spat into the gutter, and
       disappeared.
       "There's an odd finish," she thought. She was puzzled, and
       determined to recast the interview a little when she related it
       to Rickie. She had not succeeded, for the paper was still
       unsigned. But she had so cowed Stephen that he would probably
       rest content with his two hundred a-year, and never come
       troubling them again. Clever management, for one knew him to be
       rapacious: she had heard tales of him lending to the poor and
       exacting repayment to the uttermost farthing. He had also stolen
       at school. Moderately triumphant, she hurried into the side-
       garden: she had just remembered Ansell: she, not Rickie, had
       received his card.
       "Oh, Mr. Ansell!" she exclaimed, awaking him from some day-dream.
       "Haven't either Rickie or Herbert been out to you? Now, do come
       into dinner, to show you aren't offended. You will find all of us
       assembled in the boys' dining-hall."
       To her annoyance he accepted.
       "That is, if the Jacksons are not expecting you."
       The Jacksons did not matter. If he might brush his clothes and
       bathe his lip, he would like to come.
       "Oh, what has happened to you? And oh, my pretty lobelias!"
       He replied, "A momentary contact with reality," and she, who did
       not look for sense in his remarks, hurried away to the dining-
       hall to announce him.
       The dining-hall was not unlike the preparation room. There was
       the same parquet floor, and dado of shiny pitchpine. On its walls
       also were imperial portraits, and over the harmonium to which
       they sang the evening hymns was spread the Union Jack. Sunday
       dinner, the most pompous meal of the week, was in progress. Her
       brother sat at the head of the high table, her husband at the
       head of the second. To each he gave a reassuring nod and went to
       her own seat, which was among the junior boys. The beef was being
       carried out; she stopped it. "Mr. Ansell is coming," she called.
       "Herbert there is more room by you; sit up straight, boys." The
       boys sat up straight, and a respectful hush spread over the room.
       "Here he is!" called Rickie cheerfully, taking his cue from his
       wife. "Oh, this is splendid!" Ansell came in. "I'm so glad you
       managed this. I couldn't leave these wretches last night!" The
       boys tittered suitably. The atmosphere seemed normal. Even
       Herbert, though longing to hear what had happened to the
       blackmailer, gave adequate greeting to their guest: "Come in, Mr.
       Ansell; come here. Take us as you find us!"
       "I understood," said Stewart, "that I should find you all. Mrs.
       Elliot told me I should. On that understanding I came."
       It was at once evident that something had gone wrong.
       Ansell looked round the room carefully. Then clearing his throat
       and ruffling his hair, he began-
       "I cannot see the man with whom I have talked, intimately, for an
       hour, in your garden."
       The worst of it was they were all so far from him and from each
       other, each at the end of a tableful of inquisitive boys. The two
       masters looked at Agnes for information, for her reassuring nod
       had not told them much. She looked hopelessly back.
       "I cannot see this man," repeated Ansell, who remained by the
       harmonium in the midst of astonished waitresses. "Is he to be
       given no lunch?"
       Herbert broke the silence by fresh greetings. Rickie knew that
       the contest was lost, and that his friend had sided with the
       enemy. It was the kind of thing he would do. One must face the
       catastrophe quietly and with dignity. Perhaps Ansell would have
       turned on his heel, and left behind him only vague suspicions, if
       Mrs. Elliot had not tried to talk him down. "Man," she cried--
       "what man? Oh, I know--terrible bore! Did he get hold of you?"--
       thus committing their first blunder, and causing Ansell to say to
       Rickie, "Have you seen your brother?"
       "I have not."
       "Have you been told he was here?"
       Rickie's answer was inaudible.
       "Have you been told you have a brother?"
       "Let us continue this conversation later."
       "Continue it? My dear man, how can we until you know what I'm
       talking about? You must think me mad; but I tell you solemnly
       that you have a brother of whom you've never heard, and that he
       was in this house ten minutes ago." He paused impressively. "Your
       wife has happened to see him first. Being neither serious nor
       truthful, she is keeping you apart, telling him some lie and not
       telling you a word."
       There was a murmur of alarm. One of the prefects rose, and Ansell
       set his back to the wall, quite ready for a battle. For two years
       he had waited for his opportunity. He would hit out at Mrs.
       Elliot like any ploughboy now that it had come. Rickie said:
       "There is a slight misunderstanding. I, like my wife, have known
       what there is to know for two years"--a dignified rebuff, but
       their second blunder.
       "Exactly," said Agnes. "Now I think Mr. Ansell had better go."
       "Go?" exploded Ansell. "I've everything to say yet. I beg your
       pardon, Mrs. Elliot, I am concerned with you no longer. This
       man"--he turned to the avenue of faces--"this man who teaches you
       has a brother. He has known of him two years and been ashamed. He
       has--oh--oh--how it fits together! Rickie, it's you, not Mrs.
       Silt, who must have sent tales of him to your aunt. It's you
       who've turned him out of Cadover. It's you who've ordered him to
       be ruined today.
       Now Herbert arose. "Out of my sight, sir! But have it from me
       first that Rickie and his aunt have both behaved most generously.
       No, no, Agnes, I'll not be interrupted. Garbled versions must
       not get about. If the Wonham man is not satisfied now, he must be
       insatiable. He cannot levy blackmail on us for ever. Sir, I give
       you two minutes; then you will be expelled by force."
       "Two minutes!" sang Ansell. "I can say a great deal in that." He
       put one foot on a chair and held his arms over the quivering
       room. He seemed transfigured into a Hebrew prophet passionate for
       satire and the truth. "Oh, keep quiet for two minutes," he cried,
       "and I'll tell you something you'll be glad to hear. You're a
       little afraid Stephen may come back. Don't be afraid. I bring
       good news. You'll never see him nor any one like him again. I
       must speak very plainly, for you are all three fools. I don't
       want you to say afterwards, 'Poor Mr. Ansell tried to be clever.'
       Generally I don't mind, but I should mind today. Please listen.
       Stephen is a bully; he drinks; he knocks one down; but he would
       sooner die than take money from people he did not love. Perhaps
       he will die, for he has nothing but a few pence that the poor
       gave him and some tobacco which, to my eternal glory, he accepted
       from me. Please listen again. Why did he come here? Because he
       thought you would love him, and was ready to love you. But I tell
       you, don't be afraid. He would sooner die now than say you were
       his brother. Please listen again--"
       "Now, Stewart, don't go on like that," said Rickie bitterly.
       "It's easy enough to preach when you are an outsider. You would
       be more charitable if such a thing had happened to yourself. Easy
       enough to be unconventional when you haven't suffered and know
       nothing of the facts. You love anything out of the way,
       anything queer, that doesn't often happen, and so you get excited
       over this. It's useless, my dear man; you have hurt me, but you
       will never upset me. As soon as you stop this ridiculous scene we
       will finish our dinner. Spread this scandal; add to it. I'm too
       old to mind such nonsense. I cannot help my father's disgrace, on
       the one hand; nor, on the other, will I have anything to do with
       his blackguard of a son."
       So the secret was given to the world. Agnes might colour at his
       speech; Herbert might calculate the effect of it on the entries
       for Dunwood House; but he cared for none of these things. Thank
       God! he was withered up at last.
       "Please listen again," resumed Ansell. "Please correct two slight
       mistakes: firstly, Stephen is one of the greatest people I have
       ever met; secondly, he's not your father's son. He's the son of
       your mother."
       It was Rickie, not Ansell, who was carried from the hall, and it
       was Herbert who pronounced the blessing--
       "Benedicto benedicatur."
       A profound stillness succeeded the storm, and the boys, slipping
       away from their meal, told the news to the rest of the school, or
       put it in the letters they were writing home. _