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House of Mirth
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Edith Wharton
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       _ Lily, going to bed early, had left the couple to themselves; and
       it seemed part of the general mystery in which she moved that
       more than an hour should elapse before she heard Bertha walk down
       the silent passage and regain her room. The morrow, rising on an
       apparent continuance of the same conditions, revealed nothing of
       what had occurred between the confronted pair. One fact alone
       outwardly proclaimed the change they were all conspiring to
       ignore; and that was the non-appearance of Ned Silverton. No one
       referred to it, and this tacit avoidance of the subject kept it
       in the immediate foreground of consciousness. But there was
       another change, perceptible only to Lily; and that was that
       Dorset now avoided her almost as pointedly as his wife. Perhaps
       he was repenting his rash outpourings of the previous day;
       perhaps only trying, in his clumsy way, to conform to Selden's
       counsel to behave "as usual." Such instructions no more make for
       easiness of attitude than the photographer's behest to "look
       natural"; and in a creature as unconscious as poor Dorset of the
       appearance he habitually presented, the struggle to maintain a
       pose was sure to result in queer contortions.
       It resulted, at any rate, in throwing Lily strangely on her own
       resources. She had learned, on leaving her room, that Mrs. Dorset
       was still invisible, and that Dorset had left the yacht early;
       and feeling too restless to remain alone, she too had herself
       ferried ashore. Straying toward the Casino, she attached herself
       to a group of acquaintances from Nice, with whom she lunched, and
       in whose company she was returning to the rooms when she
       encountered Selden crossing the square. She could not, at the
       moment, separate herself definitely from her party, who had
       hospitably assumed that she would remain with them till they took
       their departure; but she found time for a momentary pause of
       enquiry, to which he promptly returned: "I've seen him
       again--he's just left me."
       She waited before him anxiously. "Well? what has happened? What
       WILL happen?"
       "Nothing as yet--and nothing in the future, I think."
       "It's over, then? It's settled? You're sure?"
       He smiled. "Give me time. I'm not sure--but I'm a good deal
       surer." And with that she had to content herself, and hasten on
       to the expectant group on the steps.
       Selden had in fact given her the utmost measure of his sureness,
       had even stretched it a shade to meet the anxiety in her eyes.
       And now, as he turned away, strolling down the hill toward the
       station, that anxiety remained with him as the visible
       justification of his own. It was not, indeed, anything specific
       that he feared: there had been a literal truth in his declaration
       that he did not think anything would happen. What troubled him
       was that, though Dorset's attitude had perceptibly changed, the
       change was not clearly to be accounted for. It had certainly not
       been produced by Selden's arguments, or by the action of his own
       soberer reason. Five minutes' talk sufficed to show that some
       alien influence had been at work, and that it had not so much
       subdued his resentment as weakened his will, so that he moved
       under it in a state of apathy, like a dangerous lunatic who has
       been drugged. Temporarily, no doubt, however exerted, it worked
       for the general safety: the question was how long it would last,
       and by what kind of reaction it was likely to be followed. On
       these points Selden could gain no light; for he saw that one
       effect of the transformation had been to shut him off from free
       communion with Dorset. The latter, indeed, was still moved by the
       irresistible desire to discuss his wrong; but, though he revolved
       about it with the same forlorn tenacity, Selden was aware that
       something always restrained him from full expression. His state
       was one to produce first weariness and then impatience in his
       hearer; and when their talk was over, Selden began to feel that
       he had done his utmost, and might justifiably wash his hands of
       the sequel.
       It was in this mind that he had been making his way back to the
       station when Miss Bart crossed his path; but though, after his
       brief word with her, he kept mechanically on his course, he was
       conscious of a gradual change in his purpose. The change had been
       produced by the look in her eyes; and in his eagerness to define
       the nature of that look, he dropped into a seat in the gardens,
       and sat brooding upon the question. It was natural enough, in all
       conscience, that she should appear anxious: a young woman
       placed, in the close intimacy of a yachting-cruise, between a
       couple on the verge of disaster, could hardly, aside from her
       concern for her friends, be insensible to the awkwardness of her
       own position. The worst of it was that, in interpreting Miss
       Bart's state of mind, so many alternative readings were possible;
       and one of these, in Selden's troubled mind, took the ugly form
       suggested by Mrs. Fisher. If the girl was afraid, was she afraid
       for herself or for her friends? And to what degree was her dread
       of a catastrophe intensified by the sense of being fatally
       involved in it? The burden of offence lying manifestly with Mrs.
       Dorset, this conjecture seemed on the face of it gratuitously
       unkind; but Selden knew that in the most one-sided matrimonial
       quarrel there are generally counter-charges to be brought, and
       that they are brought with the greater audacity where the
       original grievance is so emphatic. Mrs. Fisher had not hesitated
       to suggest the likelihood of Dorset's marrying Miss Bart if
       "anything happened"; and though Mrs. Fisher's conclusions were
       notoriously rash, she was shrewd enough in reading the signs from
       which they were drawn. Dorset had apparently shown marked
       interest in the girl, and this interest might be used to cruel
       advantage in his wife's struggle for rehabilitation. Selden knew
       that Bertha would fight to the last round of powder: the rashness
       of her conduct was illogically combined with a cold determination
       to escape its consequences. She could be as unscrupulous in
       fighting for herself as she was reckless in courting danger, and
       whatever came to her hand at such moments was likely to be used
       as a defensive missile. He did not, as yet, see clearly just what
       course she was likely to take, but his perplexity increased his
       apprehension, and with it the sense that, before leaving, he must
       speak again with Miss Bart. Whatever her share in the
       situation--and he had always honestly tried to resist judging her
       by her surroundings--however free she might be from any personal
       connection with it, she would be better out of the way of a
       possible crash; and since she had appealed to him for help, it
       was clearly his business to tell her so.
       This decision at last brought him to his feet, and carried him
       back to the gambling rooms, within whose doors he had seen her
       disappearing; but a prolonged exploration of the crowd
       failed to put him on her traces. He saw instead, to his surprise,
       Ned Silverton loitering somewhat ostentatiously about the tables;
       and the discovery that this actor in the drama was not only
       hovering in the wings, but actually inviting the exposure of the
       footlights, though it might have seemed to imply that all peril
       was over, served rather to deepen Selden's sense of foreboding.
       Charged with this impression he returned to the square, hoping to
       see Miss Bart move across it, as every one in Monte Carlo seemed
       inevitably to do at least a dozen times a day; but here again he
       waited vainly for a glimpse of her, and the conclusion was slowly
       forced on him that she had gone back to the Sabrina. It would be
       difficult to follow her there, and still more difficult, should
       he do so, to contrive the opportunity for a private word; and he
       had almost decided on the unsatisfactory alternative of writing,
       when the ceaseless diorama of the square suddenly unrolled before
       him the figures of Lord Hubert and Mrs. Bry.
       Hailing them at once with his question, he learned from Lord
       Hubert that Miss Bart had just returned to the Sabrina in
       Dorset's company; an announcement so evidently disconcerting to
       him that Mrs. Bry, after a glance from her companion, which
       seemed to act like the pressure on a spring, brought forth the
       prompt proposal that he should come and meet his friends at
       dinner that evening--"At Becassin's--a little dinner to the
       Duchess," she flashed out before Lord Hubert had time to remove
       the pressure.
       Selden's sense of the privilege of being included in such company
       brought him early in the evening to the door of the restaurant,
       where he paused to scan the ranks of diners approaching down the
       brightly lit terrace. There, while the Brys hovered within over
       the last agitating alternatives of the MENU, he kept watch for
       the guests from the Sabrina, who at length rose on the horizon in
       company with the Duchess, Lord and Lady Skiddaw and the Stepneys.
       From this group it was easy for him to detach Miss Bart on the
       pretext of a moment's glance into one of the brilliant shops
       along the terrace, and to say to her, while they lingered
       together in the white dazzle of a jeweller's window: "I stopped
       over to see you--to beg of you to leave the yacht."
       The eyes she turned on him showed a quick gleam of her former
       fear. "To leave--? What do you mean? What has happened?"
       "Nothing. But if anything should, why be in the way of it?"
       The glare from the jeweller's window, deepening the pallour of
       her face, gave to its delicate lines the sharpness of a tragic
       mask. "Nothing will, I am sure; but while there's even a doubt
       left, how can you think I would leave Bertha?"
       The words rang out on a note of contempt--was it possibly of
       contempt for himself? Well, he was willing to risk its renewal to
       the extent of insisting, with an undeniable throb of added
       interest: "You have yourself to think of, you know--" to which,
       with a strange fall of sadness in her voice, she answered,
       meeting his eyes: "If you knew how little difference that makes!"
       "Oh, well, nothing WILL happen," he said, more for his own
       reassurance than for hers; and "Nothing, nothing, of course!" she
       valiantly assented, as they turned to overtake their companions.
       In the thronged restaurant, taking their places about Mrs. Bry's
       illuminated board, their confidence seemed to gain support from
       the familiarity of their surroundings. Here were Dorset and his
       wife once more presenting their customary faces to the world, she
       engrossed in establishing her relation with an intensely new
       gown, he shrinking with dyspeptic dread from the multiplied
       solicitations of the MENU. The mere fact that they thus showed
       themselves together, with the utmost openness the place afforded,
       seemed to declare beyond a doubt that their differences were
       composed. How this end had been attained was still matter for
       wonder, but it was clear that for the moment Miss Bart rested
       confidently in the result; and Selden tried to achieve the same
       view by telling himself that her opportunities for observation
       had been ampler than his own.
       Meanwhile, as the dinner advanced through a labyrinth of courses,
       in which it became clear that Mrs. Bry had occasionally broken
       away from Lord Hubert's restraining hand, Selden's general
       watchfulness began to lose itself in a particular study of Miss
       Bart. It was one of the days when she was so handsome
       that to be handsome was enough, and all the rest--her grace, her
       quickness, her social felicities--seemed the overflow of a
       bounteous nature. But what especially struck him was the way in
       which she detached herself, by a hundred undefinable shades, from
       the persons who most abounded in her own style. It was in just
       such company, the fine flower and complete expression of the
       state she aspired to, that the differences came out with special
       poignancy, her grace cheapening the other women's smartness as
       her finely-discriminated silences made their chatter dull. The
       strain of the last hours had restored to her face the deeper
       eloquence which Selden had lately missed in it, and the bravery
       of her words to him still fluttered in her voice and eyes. Yes,
       she was matchless--it was the one word for her; and he could give
       his admiration the freer play because so little personal feeling
       remained in it. His real detachment from her had taken place, not
       at the lurid moment of disenchantment, but now, in the sober
       after-light of discrimination, where he saw her definitely
       divided from him by the crudeness of a choice which seemed to
       deny the very differences he felt in her. It was before him again
       in its completeness--the choice in which she was content to rest:
       in the stupid costliness of the food and the showy dulness of the
       talk, in the freedom of speech which never arrived at wit and the
       freedom of act which never made for romance. The strident setting
       of the restaurant, in which their table seemed set apart in a
       special glare of publicity, and the presence at it of little
       Dabham of the "Riviera Notes," emphasized the ideals of a world
       where conspicuousness passed for distinction, and the society
       column had become the roll of fame.
       It was as the immortalizer of such occasions that little Dabham,
       wedged in modest watchfulness between two brilliant neighbours,
       suddenly became the centre of Selden's scrutiny. How much did he
       know of what was going on, and how much, for his purpose, was
       still worth finding out? His little eyes were like tentacles
       thrown out to catch the floating intimations with which, to
       Selden, the air at moments seemed thick; then again it cleared to
       its normal emptiness, and he could see nothing in it for the
       journalist but leisure to note the elegance of the ladies' gowns.
       Mrs. Dorset's, in particular, challenged all the wealth
       of Mr. Dabham's vocabulary: it had surprises and subtleties
       worthy of what he would have called "the literary style." At
       first, as Selden had noticed, it had been almost too preoccupying
       to its wearer; but now she was in full command of it, and was
       even producing her effects with unwonted freedom. Was she not,
       indeed, too free, too fluent, for perfect naturalness? And was
       not Dorset, to whom his glance had passed by a natural
       transition, too jerkily wavering between the same extremes?
       Dorset indeed was always jerky; but it seemed to Selden that
       tonight each vibration swung him farther from his centre.
       The dinner, meanwhile, was moving to its triumphant close, to the
       evident satisfaction of Mrs. Bry, who, throned in apoplectic
       majesty between Lord Skiddaw and Lord Hubert, seemed in spirit to
       be calling on Mrs. Fisher to witness her achievement. Short of
       Mrs. Fisher her audience might have been called complete; for the
       restaurant was crowded with persons mainly gathered there for the
       purpose of spectatorship, and accurately posted as to the names
       and faces of the celebrities they had come to see. Mrs. Bry,
       conscious that all her feminine guests came under that heading,
       and that each one looked her part to admiration, shone on Lily
       with all the pent-up gratitude that Mrs. Fisher had failed to
       deserve. Selden, catching the glance, wondered what part Miss
       Bart had played in organizing the entertainment. She did, at
       least, a great deal to adorn it; and as he watched the bright
       security with which she bore herself, he smiled to think that he
       should have fancied her in need of help. Never had she appeared
       more serenely mistress of the situation than when, at the moment
       of dispersal, detaching herself a little from the group about the
       table, she turned with a smile and a graceful slant of the
       shoulders to receive her cloak from Dorset.
       The dinner had been protracted over Mr. Bry's exceptional cigars
       and a bewildering array of liqueurs, and many of the other tables
       were empty; but a sufficient number of diners still lingered to
       give relief to the leave-taking of Mrs. Bry's distinguished
       guests. This ceremony was drawn out and complicated by the fact
       that it involved, on the part of the Duchess and Lady Skiddaw,
       definite farewells, and pledges of speedy reunion in Paris, where
       they were to pause and replenish their wardrobes on the
       way to England. The quality of Mrs. Bry's hospitality, and of the
       tips her husband had presumably imparted, lent to the manner of
       the English ladies a general effusiveness which shed the rosiest
       light over their hostess's future. In its glow Mrs. Dorset and
       the Stepneys were also visibly included, and the whole scene had
       touches of intimacy worth their weight in gold to the watchful
       pen of Mr. Dabham.
       A glance at her watch caused the Duchess to exclaim to her sister
       that they had just time to dash for their train, and the flurry
       of this departure over, the Stepneys, who had their motor at the
       door, offered to convey the Dorsets and Miss Bart to the quay.
       The offer was accepted, and Mrs. Dorset moved away with her
       husband in attendance. Miss Bart had lingered for a last word
       with Lord Hubert, and Stepney, on whom Mr. Bry was pressing a
       final, and still more expensive, cigar, called out: "Come on,
       Lily, if you're going back to the yacht."
       Lily turned to obey; but as she did so, Mrs. Dorset, who had
       paused on her way out, moved a few steps back toward the table.
       "Miss Bart is not going back to the yacht," she said in a voice
       of singular distinctness.
       A startled look ran from eye to eye; Mrs. Bry crimsoned to the
       verge of congestion, Mrs. Stepney slipped nervously behind her
       husband, and Selden, in the general turmoil of his sensations,
       was mainly conscious of a longing to grip Dabham by the collar
       and fling him out into the street.
       Dorset, meanwhile, had stepped back to his wife's side. His face
       was white, and he looked about him with cowed angry eyes.
       "Bertha!--Miss Bart . . . this is some misunderstanding . . .
       some mistake . . ."
       "Miss Bart remains here," his wife rejoined incisively. "And, I
       think, George, we had better not detain Mrs. Stepney any longer."
       Miss Bart, during this brief exchange of words, remained in
       admirable erectness, slightly isolated from the embarrassed group
       about her. She had paled a little under the shock of the insult,
       but the discomposure of the surrounding faces was not reflected
       in her own. The faint disdain of her smile seemed to lift
       her high above her antagonist's reach, and it was not till she
       had given Mrs. Dorset the full measure of the distance between
       them that she turned and extended her hand to her hostess.
       "I am joining the Duchess tomorrow," she explained, "and it
       seemed easier for me to remain on shore for the night."
       She held firmly to Mrs. Bry's wavering eye while she gave this
       explanation, but when it was over Selden saw her send a tentative
       glance from one to another of the women's faces. She read their
       incredulity in their averted looks, and in the mute wretchedness
       of the men behind them, and for a miserable half-second he
       thought she quivered on the brink of failure. Then, turning to
       him with an easy gesture, and the pale bravery of her recovered
       smile--"Dear Mr. Selden," she said, "you promised to see me to my
       cab." _
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