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Deliverance: A Romance of the Virginia Tobacco Fields, The
Book V - The Ancient Law   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VII. Will Faces Desperation and Stands at Bay
Ellen Glasgow
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       _ Rising at daybreak next morning, Will's eyes lighted in his first
       glance from the window on Christopher's blue-clad figure
       commanding the ploughed field on the left of the house. In the
       distance towered the black pines, and against them the solitary
       worker was relieved in the slanting sunbeams which seemed to
       arrest and hold his majestic outline. The split basket of plants
       was on his arm, and he was busily engaged in "setting out" Will's
       neglected crop of tobacco.
       Leaving Molly still asleep, Will dressed himself hurriedly, and,
       putting the diamond brooch in his pocket, ran out to where
       Christopher was standing midway of the bare field.
       "So you're doing my work again," he said, not ungratefully.
       "If I didn't I'd like to know who would," responded Christopher
       with rough kindliness, as he dropped a wilted plant into a hole.
       "You're up early this morning. Where are you off to?"
       Will drew the brooch from his pocket and held it up with a laugh.
       "Maria gave me this," he explained, "and I'm going to town to
       turn it into money."
       "Well, I'll keep an eye on the place while you are away,"
       returned Christopher, without looking at the trinket. "Go about
       your business, and for heaven's sake don't stop to drink. Some
       men can stand liquor; you can't. It makes a beast of you."
       "And not of you, eh?"
       "It never gets the chance. I know when to stop. That's the
       difference between us."
       "Of course that's the difference," rejoined Will a little
       doggedly. "I never know when to stop about anything, I'll be
       hanged if I do. It's my cursed luck to go at a headlong gait."
       "And some day you'll get your neck broken. Well, be off now, or
       you'll most likely miss the stage."
       He turned away to sort the young plants in his basket, while Will
       started at a brisk pace for the cross-roads.
       The planting was tedious work, and it was almost evening before
       Christopher reached the end of the field and started home along
       the little winding lane. He had eaten a scant dinner with Molly,
       who had worried him by tearful complaints across the turnip
       salad. She had never looked prettier than in her thin white
       blouse, with her disordered curls shadowing her blue eyes, and he
       had never found her more frankly selfish. Her shallow-rooted
       nature awakened in him a feeling that was akin to repulsion, and
       he saw in imagination the gallant resolution with which Maria
       would have battled against such sordid miseries. At the first
       touch of her heroic spirit they would have been sordid no longer,
       for into the most squalid suffering her golden nature would have
       shed something of its sunshine. Beauty would have surrounded her,
       in Will's cabin as surely as in Blake Hall. And with the thought
       there came to him the knowledge, wrung from experience, that
       there are souls which do not yield to events, but bend and shape
       them into the likeness of themselves. No favouring circumstance
       could have evolved Maria out of Molly, nor could any crushing one
       have formed Molly from Maria's substance. The two women were as
       far asunder as the poles, united only by a certain softness of
       sex he found in them both.
       The sun had dropped behind the pines and a gray mist was floating
       slowly across the level landscape. The fields were still in
       daylight, while dusk already enshrouded the leafy road, and it
       was from out the gloom that obscured the first short bend that he
       saw presently emerge the figure of a man who appeared to walk
       unsteadily and with an effort.
       For an instant Christopher stopped short in the lane; then he
       went forward at a single impetuous stride.
       "Will!" he cried in a voice of thunder.
       Will looked up with dazed eyes, and, seeing who had called him,
       burst into a loud and boisterous laugh.
       "So you'll begin with your darn preaching," he remarked, gaping.
       For reply, Christopher reached out, and, seizing him by the
       shoulder, shook him roughly to his senses.
       "What's the meaning of this tomfoolery?" he demanded. "Do you
       mean to say you've made a beast of yourself, after all?"
       Partly sobered by the shock, Will gazed back at him with a dogged
       misery which gave his face the colour of extreme old age.
       "I'm not so drunk as I look," he responded bitterly. "I wish to
       Heaven I were! There are worse things than being drunk, though
       you won't believe it. I say," he added, in a sudden, hysterical
       exclamation, "you're the only friend I have on earth!"
       "Nonsense. What have you been doing?"
       "Oh, I couldn't help it--it wasn't my fault, I'll be blamed if it
       was! I did sell the breastpin and get the money, and wrapped it
       in the list of things that Molly wanted. I put them in my
       pocket," he finished, touching his coat, "the money and the list
       together."
       "And where is it?"
       For a moment Will did not reply, but stood shaking like a blade
       of grass in a high wind. Then removing his hat, he mopped feebly
       at the beads of sweat upon his forehead. His eyes had the dumb
       appeal of a frightened animal's. "I haven't had a morsel all
       day," he whimpered, "and the effect of the whisky has all worn
       off."
       "Speak up, man," said Christopher kindly. "I can't eat you."
       "Oh, it's not you," returned Will desperately; "it's Molly. I'm
       afraid to go home and look Molly in the face."
       "Pish! She doesn't bite."
       "She does worse; she cries."
       "Then, for God's sake, out with the trouble," urged Christopher,
       losing patience. "You've lost the money, I take it; but how?"
       "There was a fair," groaned Will, his voice breaking. "I met Fred
       Turner and a strange man who owned horses, and they asked me to
       come and watch the racing. Then we had drinks and began to bet,
       and somehow I always lost after the first time. Before I knew it
       the money was all gone, every single cent, and I owed Fred Turner
       a hundred and fifty dollars."
       Christopher's gaze travelled slowly up and down the slight figure
       before him and he swore softly beneath his breath.
       "Well, you have made a mess of it!" he exclaimed with a laugh.
       "I knew you'd say so, and you're the only friend I have on earth.
       As for Molly--oh, I'm afraid to go home, that's all. Do you know,
       I've half a mind to run away for good?"
       "Pshaw! Accidents will happen, and there's nothing in all this to
       take the pluck out of a man. I've been through worse things
       myself."
       "But Fred Turner!" groaned Will. "I promised him I'd pay him in
       two days."
       "Then you'll do it. I'll undertake to see to that."
       "You!" exclaimed the other, with so abject a reliance upon the
       spoken word that it brought a laugh from Christopher's lips. "How
       will you manage it?"
       Oh, somehow--mortgage the farm, I reckon. At any rate, in two
       days you shall be clear of your debt to Fred Turner; there's my
       word. All I hope is that you'll learn a lesson from the fright."
       "Oh, I will, I will; and by Jove! you are a bully chap!"
       "Then go home and make your peace with Molly. Mind you, if you
       get in liquor again I warn you I won't lift a hand."
       With a last cheery "good night" he swung on along the road,
       dismissing the thought of Will to invoke that of Maria, and
       meeting again in fancy the rich promise of her upturned lips.
       Body and soul she was his now, flame and clay, true brain and
       true heart. "I will follow you, for the lifting of a finger,
       anywhere," she had said, and the words reeled madly in his
       thoughts. Her impassioned look returned to him, and he closed his
       eyes as a man does in the face of an emotion which proclaims him
       craven.
       When Christopher's footsteps had faded in the distance, Will, who
       had been looking wistfully after him, shook together his
       dissolving courage and started with a strengthened purpose to
       bear the bad news to Molly. A light streamed through the broken
       shutters of her window, and when he laid his hand upon the door
       it shot open and she stood before him.
       "So you're back at last," she said sharply; "and late again."
       "I couldn't help it," he answered with assumed indifference,
       entering and passing quickly under the fire of her questioning
       look. "I was kept."
       "What kept you?"
       "Oh, business."
       "I'd like to know what business you have!" she retorted
       querulously; and a minute later: "Have you brought the medicine?"
       He went over to the table and stood looking gloomily down upon
       the scattered remains of supper upon the sloppy oilcloth, the
       cracked earthenware teapot, and the plate half filled with soppy
       bread. "Give me something to eat. I'm almost starved," he
       pleaded.
       A flash shot from her blue eyes, while the anger he had feared
       worked threateningly in the features of her pretty face. There
       was no temperateness about Molly; she was all storm or sunshine,
       he had once said in the poetic days of courtship.
       "If you've brought the things, where are they?" she demanded,
       driving him squarely into a corner from which there was no escape
       by subterfuge.
       A sullen defiance showed in his aspect, and he turned upon her
       with a muttered curse. "I haven't them, if you want the truth,"
       he snarled. "I meant to buy them, but Fred Turner got me to
       drinking and we bet on the races. I lost the money."
       "To Fred Turner!" cried Molly. "Oh, you fool!"
       He made an angry movement toward her; then checking himself,
       laughed bitterly.
       "You're as bad as grandfather," he said, "and it's like jumping
       from the frying-pan into the fire. I'll be hanged if I knew you
       were a shrew when I married you!"
       Molly's eyes fairly blazed, and as she shook her head with an
       enraged gesture, her hair, tumbling upon her shoulders, flooded
       her with light. Even in the midst of his fury his ready senses
       responded to the appeal of her dishevelled loveliness.
       "And I'll be--anything if I knew you were a drunkard!" she
       retorted, pressing her hand upon her panting breast.
       "Well, you ought to have known it," he sneered, "for I was one.
       Christopher Blake could have told you so. But if I remember
       rightly, you weren't so precious particular at the time. You were
       glad enough to get anybody, as it happened!"
       "How--how dare you?" wailed Molly, in the helplessness of her
       rage, and throwing herself upon the lounge, she beat her hands
       upon the wooden sides and burst into despairing sobs. "Why, oh,
       why did I marry you?" she moaned between choking gasps.
       "Some said it was because Fred Turner threw you over," returned
       Will savagely, and having hurled his last envenomed dart, he
       seized his hat and rushed out into the night.
       The scene had worked like madness on his nerves, and in the
       darkness of the lane, where the trees kept out the moonbeams, he
       still saw the flickering lights that he had left behind him in
       the room. He had eaten nothing all day, and his empty stomach
       oppressed him with a sensation of nausea. His head spun like a
       top, and as he walked the road rocked in long seesaws beneath his
       feet. Yet his one craving was for drink, drink, more drink.
       Running rather than walking, he reached the store at last, and
       went back to the little smoky room where Tom Spade was drawing
       beer from the big keg in one corner.
       "Give me something to eat, Tom; I'm starving," he said; "and
       whisky. I must have whisky or I'll die."
       "It's my belief that you'll die if you do have it," responded
       Tom. "As for bread and meat, however, Susan will give you a bite
       an' welcome." Nevertheless, he poured out the whisky, and,
       leaving it upon one of the dirty tables, went hastily out in
       search of Mrs. Spade.
       Lifting the glass with a shaking hand, Will drained it at a
       single swallow, feeling his depleted courage revive as the raw
       spirit burned his throat. A sudden heat invaded him; his eyes saw
       clearer, and the tips of his fingers were endowed with a new
       quality of touch. As his hands travelled slowly over his face he
       became aware that he was looking through his finger ends, and he
       noted distinctly his haggard features and the short growth of
       beard which made him appear jaded and unwashed. Then almost
       instantly the quickness died out of his perception, and he felt
       the old numbness creeping back.
       "Another glass--I must have another glass," he called out
       irritably to the empty room. His hands hung stone dead again at
       his sides, and his head dropped limply forward upon his breast.
       He had forgotten his quarrel with Molly; he had forgotten
       everything except his own miserable bodily condition.
       When Susan Spade came in with a plate of bread and ham, he roused
       himself with a nervous start and inhaled quickly the strong odour
       of the meat, endeavouring through the sense of smell to reawaken
       the pang of hunger he had felt earlier in the evening. But in
       place of the gnawing emptiness there had come now a deadly
       nausea, and after the first mouthful or two he pushed the food
       away and called hoarsely for more whisky. His head ached in loud,
       reverberating throbs, and a queer fancy possessed him that the
       sound must be as audible to others as to himself. With the
       thought, he glanced about suspiciously, but Tom Spade was
       stopping the keg that he had tapped, and Susan was wiping off the
       table with energetic sweeps of her checked apron. Relieved by
       their impassiveness, he braced himself with the determination to
       drink to the dead-line of unconsciousness and then lie down
       somewhere in the darkness to sleep off the effects.
       "Whisky--give me more whisky," he repeated angrily.
       But Mrs. Spade, true to her nature, saw fit to intervene between
       him and destruction.
       "Not another drop, Mr. Will," she said decisively. "Not another
       drop shall you have in this room if it's the last mortal word I
       speak. An' if you'd had me by you in the beginning, I'm not
       afeard to say, things would have held up a long sight sooner than
       this."
       "Don't you see I'm in downright agony?" groaned Will, rapping the
       glass upon the table. "My head is splitting, I tell you, and I
       must have it."
       "Not another drop, suh," replied Mrs. Spade with adamantine
       firmness of tone. "I ain't a weak woman, thank the Lord, an' as
       far as that goes, you might split to pieces inside and out right
       here befo' my eyes an' I wouldn't be a party to sendin' you a
       step nearer damnation. I ain't afeard of seein' folks suffer. Tom
       will tell you that."
       "That she ain't, suh," agreed Tom with pride. "If I do say it who
       shouldn't, thar never was a woman who could stand mo' pain in
       other people than can Susan. Mo' than that, Mr. Will, she's
       right, though I'd be sayin' so even if she wasn't--seein' that
       the only rule for makin' a woman think yo' way is always to think
       hers. But she's right, and that's the truth. You've had too
       much."
       "Oh, you're driving me mad between you!" cried Will in
       desperation. "I'm in awful trouble, and there's nothing under
       heaven will make me forget it except drink. One glass more--just
       one. That can't hurt me."
       "May he have one glass, Susan?" asked Tom, appealing to his wife.
       "Not another drop, suh," returned Mrs. Spade, immovable as a
       rock.
       "Not another drop, she says," repeated the big storekeeper in a
       sinking voice. Then he laid his hand sympathetically on Will's
       shoulder. "To be sure, I know you're in trouble," he said, "an'
       I'll swear it's an out-an'-out shame, I don't care who hears me.
       Yes, I'll stand to it in the very face of Bill Fletcher himself."
       "Oh, he's a devil!" cried Will, stung by the name he hated.
       "I ain't sayin' you've been all you should have been," pursued
       Tom in his friendly tones, "but as I told Susan yestiddy, a body
       can't sow wild oats in one generation without havin' a volunteer
       crop spring up in the next. Now, yo' wild oats were sown long
       befo' you were born. Ain't that so, Susan?"
       Mrs. Spade planted her hands squarely upon her hips and stood her
       ground with a solidity which was as impressive in its way as
       dignity.
       "I've spoken my mind to Bill Fletcher," she said, "an' I'll speak
       it again. 'How's that boy goin' to live, suh?' That's what I
       asked, an' 'twas after he told me to shut my mouth, that it was.
       Right or wrong, that's what I told him. You've gone an' made the
       meanest will this county has ever seen."
       "What?" cried Will, springing to his feet, while the room whirled
       round him.
       "Thar, thar, Susan, you've talked too much," interposed Tom, a
       little frightened. "What she means is just some foolishness yo'
       grandpa's been lettin' out," he added; "but he'll live long
       enough yet to change his mind an' his will, too."
       "What is it about? Speak louder, will you? My ears buzz so I
       can't hear thunder."
       Tom coughed reproachfully at Susan.
       "Well, he was talkin' down here last night about havin' changed
       his will," he said apologetically. "He's tied it up, it seems, so
       you can't get it, an' he's gone an' left the bulk of it to Mrs.
       Wyndham."
       "To Maria!" repeated Will, and saw scarlet.
       "That's what he says; but he'll last to change his mind yet,
       never fear. Anger doesn't live as long as a man--eh, Susan?"
       But Will had risen and was walking quite steadily toward the
       door. His face was dead white, and there were deep blue circles
       about his eyes, which sparkled brilliantly. When he turned for a
       moment before going out, he sucked in his under lip with a
       hissing sound.
       "So this was Maria's trick all along," he said hoarsely. _
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LIST OF CHARACTERS
Book I- The Inheritance
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter I. The Man in the Field
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter II. The Owner of Blake Hall
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter III. Showing That a Little Culture Entails Great Care
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IV. Of Human Nature in the Raw State
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter V. The Wreck of the Blakes
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VI. Carraway Plays Courtier
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VII. In Which a Stand Is Made
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VIII. Treats of a Passion That Is Not Love
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IX. Cynthia
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter X. Sentimental and Otherwise
Book II - The Temptation
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter I. The Romance That Might Have Been
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter II. The Romance That Was
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter III. Fletcher's Move and Christopher's Counterstroke
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IV. A Gallant Deed That Leads to Evil
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter V. The Glimpse of a Bride
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VI. Shows Fletcher in a New Light
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VII. In Which Hero and Villain Appear as One
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VIII. Between the Devil and the Deep Sea
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IX. As the Twig Is Bent
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter X. Powers of Darkness
Book III - The Revenge
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter I. In Which Tobacco Is Hero
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter II. Between Christopher and Will
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter III. Mrs. Blake Speaks Her Mind on Several Matters
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter IV. In Which Christopher Hesitates
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter V. The Happiness of Tucker
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VI. The Wages of Folly
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VII. The Toss of a Coin
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VIII. In Which Christopher Triumphs
Book IV - The Awakening
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter I. The Unforeseen
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter II. Maria Returns to the Hall
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter III. The Day Afterward
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IV. The Meeting in the Night
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter V. Maria Stands on Christopher's Ground
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VI. The Growing Light
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VII. In which Carraway Speaks the Truth to Maria
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VIII. Between Maria and Christopher
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IX. Christopher Faces Himself
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter X. By the Poplar Spring
Book V - The Ancient Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter I. Christopher Seeks an Escape
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter II. The Measure of Maria
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter III. Will's Ruin
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IV. In Which Mrs. Blake's Eyes are Opened
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter V. Christopher Plants by Moonlight
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VI. Treats of the Tragedy Which Wears a Comic Mask
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VII. Will Faces Desperation and Stands at Bay
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VIII. How Christopher Comes into His Revenge
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IX. The Fulfilling of the Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter X. The Wheel of Life