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Deliverance: A Romance of the Virginia Tobacco Fields, The
Book V - The Ancient Law   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter III. Will's Ruin
Ellen Glasgow
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       _ Blinded by tears, she went swiftly back along the road into the
       shadows which thickened beyond the first short bend. Will must be
       saved at any cost, by any sacrifice, she told herself with
       passionate insistence. He must be saved though she gave up her
       whole life to the work of his redemption, though she must stand
       daily and hourly guard against his weakness. He must be saved,
       not for his own sake alone, but because it was the one way in
       which she might work out Christopher's salvation. As she went on,
       scheme after scheme beckoned and repelled her; plan after plan
       was caught at only to be rejected, and it was at last with a
       sinking heart, though still full of high resolves, that she
       turned from the lane into a strip of "corduroy road," and so came
       quickly to the barren little farm adjoining Sol Peterkin's.
       Will was sitting idly on an overturned wheelbarrow beside the
       woodpile, and as she approached him she assumed with an effort a
       face of cheerful courage.
       "Oh, Will, I thought you'd gone to work. You promised me!"
       "Well, I haven't, and there's an end of it," he returned
       irritably, chewing hard on a chip he had picked up from the
       ground; "and what's more, I shan't go till I see the use. It's
       killing me by inches. I tell you I'm not strong enough to stand a
       life like this. Drudge, drudge, drudge; there's nothing else
       except the little spirit I get from drink."
       "And that ruins you. Oh, don't, don't. I'll go on my knees to
       you; I'll work for you like a servant day and night; I'll sell my
       very clothes to help you, if you'll only promise me never to
       drink again."
       "You a servant!" said Will, and laughed shortly while he looked
       her over with raised eyebrows. "Why, your stockings would keep me
       in cigarettes for a week."
       A flush crossed Maria's face, and she glanced down guiltily,
       letting her black skirt fall above the lace upon her petticoat.
       "I have bought nothing since coming home," she responded
       presently with quiet dignity; "these belong, with my old
       luxuries, to a past life. There were a great many of them, and it
       will fortunately take me a long time to wear them out."
       "Oh, I don't begrudge them," returned Will; a little ashamed of
       his show of temper; "fine clothes suit you, and I hope you will
       squeeze them out of grandpa all you can. It's as good a way for
       him to spend his money as any other, and it doesn't hurt me so
       long as he'll never let me see the colour of a cent."
       "But your promise, dear? Will you promise me?"
       He lifted his sullen face toward her kind eyes, then turning
       away, kicked listlessly at the rotting chips.
       "What's the use in promising? I wouldn't keep it," he replied.
       "Why, there are times when but for whisky I'd go mad. It's the
       life, I tell you, that's killing me, not drink. If things were
       different I shouldn't crave it--I shouldn't miss it, even. Why,
       for three months after I married Molly I didn't touch a single
       drop, and I'd have kept it up, too, except for grandpa's
       devilment. It's his fault; he drove me back to it as clear as
       day."
       His weak mouth quivered, and he sucked in his breath in the way
       he had inherited from Fletcher. The deep flush across his face
       faded slowly, and dropping his restless, bloodshot eyes, he dug
       his foot into the mould with spasmodic twitches of his body. His
       clothes appeared to have been flung upon him, and his cravat and
       loosened collar betrayed the lack of neatness which had always
       repelled Maria so strongly in her grandfather. As she watched him
       she wondered with a pang that she had never noticed until to-day
       the resemblance he bore to the old man at the Hall.
       "But one must be patient, Will," she said helplessly after a
       moment's thought; "there's always hope of a mending--and as far
       as that goes, grandfather may relent tomorrow."
       "Relent? Pshaw! I'd like to see him do it this side of hell. Let
       him die; that's all I ask of him. His room is a long sight better
       than his company, and you may tell him I said so."
       "What good would come of that?"
       "I don't want any good to come of it. Why should I? He's brought
       me to this pass with his own hand."
       "But surely it was partly your fault. He loved you once."
       "Nonsense. He wanted a dog to badger, that was all. Christopher
       Blake said so."
       "Christopher Blake! Oh, Will, Will, if you could only
       understand!"
       She turned hopelessly away from him and looked with despairing
       eyes over the ploughed fields which blushed faintly in the
       sunshine.
       "So your spring ploughing is all done," she said at last,
       desisting from her attempt to soften his sullen obduracy, "and
       you have been working harder than I knew."
       "Oh, it's not I," returned Will promptly, his face clearing for
       the first time. "It's all Christopher's work; he ploughed that
       field just before he went away. Do you see that new cover over
       the well? He knocked that up the last morning he was here, and
       made those steps before the front door at the same time. Now,
       he's the kind of friend worth having, and no mistake. But for him
       I'd have landed in the poorhouse long ago."
       Maria's gaze left the field and returned to Will's face, where it
       lingered wistfully.
       "Have you ever heard what it was all about, Will?" she asked,
       "the old trouble between him and grandfather?"
       "Some silly property right, I believe; I can't remember. Did you
       ever see anybody yet with whom grandpa was on decent terms?"
       "He used to be with you, Will."
       "Only so long as I wore short breeches and he could whack me over
       the head whenever he had a mind to. I tell you I'd rather try to
       get along with Beelzebub himself."
       "Have you ever tried peace-making in earnest, I wonder?"
       Twirling a chip between his thumb and forefinger, he flirted it
       angrily at a solitary hen scratching in the mould.
       "Why, shortly after my marriage I went over there and positively
       wiped up the floor with myself. I offered him everything under
       heaven in the shape of good behaviour, and, by Jove! I meant it,
       too. I'd have stopped drinking then; I'd even have given up
       Christopher Blake--"
       "Did you tell him that?"
       "Did I ever tell a thunderstorm I'd run indoors? It was enough to
       get away with a whole skin--he left me little more. And the day
       afterward, by the way, he sent me the deeds to this rotten farm,
       and warned me that he'd shoot me down if I ever set foot at the
       Hall."
       "And there has been no softening--no wavering since?"
       Will shook his head with a brutal laugh. "Oh, you heard of our
       meeting in the road and what came of it. I told him I was
       starving: he answered that he wasn't responsible for all the
       worthless paupers in the county. Then I cursed him, and he broke
       his stick on my shoulders. I say, Maria," he wound up
       desperately, "do you think he'll live forever?"
       She kept her eyes upon him without answering, fearing to tell him
       that by the terms of the new will he could never come into his
       share of Fletcher's wealth.
       "Has he ever seen Molly?" she asked suddenly, while an
       unreasonable hope shot through her heart. "Does he know about the
       child?"
       "He may have seen her--I don't know; but she's not so much to
       look at now: she's gone all to pieces under this awful worry. It
       isn't my fault, God knows, but she expected different things when
       she married me. She thought we'd live somewhere in the city and
       that she'd have pretty clothes to wear."
       "I was thinking that when the child came he might forgive you,"
       broke in Maria almost cheerfully.
       "And in the meantime we're to die like rats. Oh, there's no use
       talking, it's got to end one way or another. There's not a cent
       in the house nor a decent scrap of food, and Molly is having to
       see the doctor every day. I declare, it's enough to drive me
       clean to desperation!"
       "And what good would that do Molly or yourself? Be a man, Will,
       and don't let a woman hear you whine. Now I'm going in to see
       her, and I'll stay to help her about supper."
       She nodded brightly, and, opening the little door of the house,
       passed into the single lower room which served as kitchen and
       dining-room in one. Beyond the disorderly table, from which the
       remains of dinner had not yet been cleared away, Molly was lying
       on a hard wooden lounge covered with strips of faded calico. Her
       abundant flaxen hair hung in lusterless masses upon her
       shoulders, and the soiled cotton wrapper she wore was torn open
       at the throat as if she had clutched it in a passion of childish
       petulance. At Maria's entrance she started and looked up angrily
       from her dejected attitude.
       "I can't see any visitors--I'm not fit!" she cried.
       Marie drew forward a broken split--bottomed chair and sat down
       beside the lounge.
       "I'm not a visitor, Molly," she answered; "and I've come to see
       if I can't make you a little easier. Won't you let me fix you
       comfortably? Why, you poor child, your hands are as hot as fire!"
       "I'm hot all over," returned Molly peevishly; "and I'm sick--I'm
       as sick as I can be. Will won't believe it, but the doctor says
       so."
       "Will does believe it, and it worries him terribly. Here, sit up
       and let me bathe your face and hands in cold water. Doesn't that
       feel better?"
       "A little," admitted Molly, when Maria had found a towel and
       dried her hands.
       "And now I'm going to comb the tangles out of your hair. What
       lovely hair! It is the colour of ripe corn."
       A pleased flush brightened Molly's face, and she resigned herself
       easily to Maria's willing services. "There's a comb over there on
       that shelf under the mirror," she said. "Will broke half the
       teeth out of it the other day, and it pulls my hair out when I
       use it."
       "Then I'll bring you one of mine. You must be careful of these
       curls. They're too pretty to treat roughly. Do I hurt you?"
       As she spoke, a bright strand of the girl's hair twisted about
       one of her rings, and after hesitating an instant she drew the
       circle from her finger and laid it in Molly's lap.
       "There. I haven't any money, so that's to buy you medicine and
       food," she said. "It cost a good deal once, I fancy."
       "Diamonds!" gasped Molly, with a cry of rapture.
       Her hand closed over the ring with a frantic clutch; then
       slipping it on, she lay watching the stone sparkle in the last
       sunbeams. A colour had bloomed suddenly in her face, and her eyes
       shone with a light as brilliant as that of the jewel at which she
       gazed.
       "And you had--others?" she asked in a kind of sacred awe.
       "A great many once--a necklace, and rings, and brooches, and a
       silly tiara that made me look a fright. I never cared for them
       after the novelty of owning them wore off. They are evil things,
       it seems to me, and should never be the gifts of love, for each
       one of those foolish stones stands for greed, and pride, and
       selfishness, and maybe crime. That was my way of looking at them,
       of course, and whenever I wore my necklace I used to feel like
       asking pardon of every beggar that I passed. 'One link in this
       chain might make a man of you,' was what I wanted to say--but I
       never did. Well, they are almost all gone now; some I sold and
       some I gave away. This one will buy you medicine, I hope, and
       then it will give me more happiness than it has ever done
       before."
       "Oh, it is beautiful, beautiful," sighed Molly beneath her
       breath, and then went to the little cracked mirror in the corner
       and held the diamond first to her ear and then against her hair.
       "They suit me," she said at last, opening the bosom of her
       wrapper and trying it on her pretty throat; "they would make me
       look so splendid. Oh, if I'd only had a lover who could give me
       things like this!"
       Maria, watching her, felt her heart contract suddenly with a pang
       of remembrance. Jewels had been the one thing which Jack Wyndham
       had given her, for of the finer gifts of the spirit he had been
       beggared long before she knew him. In the first months of his
       infatuation he had showered her with diamonds, and she had grown
       presently to see a winking mockery in each bauble that he tossed
       her. Before the first year was ended she had felt her pride
       broken by the oppressiveness of the jewels that bedecked her
       body, like the mystic princess who was killed at last by the
       material weight of the golden crown upon her brow.
       "They could never make you happy, Molly. How could they? Come
       back and lie down, and let me put the ring away. Perhaps I'd
       better take it to town myself." But Molly would not open her
       closed hand on which the diamond shone; and long after Maria had
       cooked supper and gone back to the Hall the girl lay motionless,
       holding the ring against the light. When Will came in from
       milking she showed it to him with a burst of joy.
       "Look! Oh, look! Isn't it like the sun?"
       He eyed it critically.
       "By Jove! It must have cost cool hundreds! I'll take it to town
       to-morrow and bring back the things you need. It will get the
       baby clothes, too, so you won't have to bother about the sewing."
       "You shan't! You shan't!" cried Molly in a passion of sobs. "It's
       mine. She gave it to me, and you shan't take it away. I don't
       want the medicine: it never does me any good; and I can make the
       baby clothes out of my old things. I'll never, never give it up!"
       For an instant Will stared at her as if she had lost her senses.
       "Well, she was a fool to let you get it," he said, as he flung
       himself out of the room. _
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Book I- The Inheritance
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter I. The Man in the Field
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter II. The Owner of Blake Hall
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter III. Showing That a Little Culture Entails Great Care
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IV. Of Human Nature in the Raw State
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter V. The Wreck of the Blakes
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VI. Carraway Plays Courtier
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VII. In Which a Stand Is Made
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VIII. Treats of a Passion That Is Not Love
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IX. Cynthia
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter X. Sentimental and Otherwise
Book II - The Temptation
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter I. The Romance That Might Have Been
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter II. The Romance That Was
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter III. Fletcher's Move and Christopher's Counterstroke
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IV. A Gallant Deed That Leads to Evil
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter V. The Glimpse of a Bride
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VI. Shows Fletcher in a New Light
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VII. In Which Hero and Villain Appear as One
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VIII. Between the Devil and the Deep Sea
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IX. As the Twig Is Bent
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter X. Powers of Darkness
Book III - The Revenge
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter I. In Which Tobacco Is Hero
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter II. Between Christopher and Will
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter III. Mrs. Blake Speaks Her Mind on Several Matters
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter IV. In Which Christopher Hesitates
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter V. The Happiness of Tucker
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VI. The Wages of Folly
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VII. The Toss of a Coin
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VIII. In Which Christopher Triumphs
Book IV - The Awakening
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter I. The Unforeseen
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter II. Maria Returns to the Hall
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter III. The Day Afterward
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IV. The Meeting in the Night
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter V. Maria Stands on Christopher's Ground
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VI. The Growing Light
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VII. In which Carraway Speaks the Truth to Maria
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VIII. Between Maria and Christopher
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IX. Christopher Faces Himself
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter X. By the Poplar Spring
Book V - The Ancient Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter I. Christopher Seeks an Escape
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter II. The Measure of Maria
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter III. Will's Ruin
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IV. In Which Mrs. Blake's Eyes are Opened
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter V. Christopher Plants by Moonlight
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VI. Treats of the Tragedy Which Wears a Comic Mask
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VII. Will Faces Desperation and Stands at Bay
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VIII. How Christopher Comes into His Revenge
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IX. The Fulfilling of the Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter X. The Wheel of Life