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Book IV - The Awakening   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VII. In which Carraway Speaks the Truth to Maria
Ellen Glasgow
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       _ During the first week in April Carraway appeared at the Hall in
       answer to an urgent request from Fletcher that he should, without
       delay, put the new will into proper form.
       On the morning after his arrival, Carraway had a long
       conversation with the old man in his sitting-room, and when it
       was over he came out with an anxious frown upon his brow and went
       upstairs to the library which Maria had fitted up in the spare
       room next her chamber. It was the pleasantest spot in the house,
       he had concluded last evening, and the impression returned to him
       as he entered now and saw the light from the wood fire falling on
       the shining floor, which reflected the stately old furniture, and
       the cushions, and the window curtains of faded green. Books were
       everywhere, and he noticed at once that they were not the kind
       read by the women whom he knew--big leather volumes on
       philosophy, yellow-covered French novels, and curled edges of
       what he took to be the classic poets. It was almost with relief
       that he noticed a dainty feminine touch here and there--a work-
       bag of flowered silk upon the sofa, a bowl of crocuses among the
       papers on the old mahogany desk, and clinging to each bit of
       well-worn drapery in the room a faint and delicate fragrance.
       Maria was lying drowsily in a low chair before the fire, and as
       he entered she looked up with a smile and motioned to a
       comfortable seat across the hearth. A book was on her knees, but
       she had not been reading, for her fingers were playing carelessly
       with the uncut leaves. Against her soft black dress the whiteness
       of her face and hands showed almost too intense a contrast, and
       yet there was no hint of fragility in her appearance. From head
       to foot she was abounding with energy, throbbing with life, and
       though Carraway would still, perhaps, have hesitated to call her
       beautiful, his eyes dwelt with pleasure on the noble lines of her
       relaxed figure. Better than beauty, he admitted the moment
       afterward, was the charm that shone for him in her wonderfully
       expressive face--a face over which the experiences of many lives
       seemed to ripple faintly in what was hardly more than the shadow
       of a smile. She had loved and suffered, he thought, with his gaze
       upon her, and from both love and suffering she had gained that
       fulness of nature which is the greatest good that either has to
       yield.
       "So it is serious," she said anxiously, as he sat down.
       "I fear so--at least, where your brother is concerned. I can't
       say just what the terms of the will are, of course, but he made
       no secret at breakfast of his determination to leave half of his
       property--which the result of recent investments has made very
       large--to the cause of foreign missions."
       "Yes, he has told me about it."
       "Then there's nothing more to be said, unless you can persuade
       him for your brother's sake to destroy the will when his anger
       has blown over. I used every argument I could think of, but he
       simply wouldn't listen to me--swept my advice aside as if it was
       so much wasted breath--"
       He paused as Maria bent her ear attentively.
       "He is coming upstairs now!" she exclaimed, amazed.
       There was a heavy tread on the staircase, and a little later
       Fletcher came in and turned to close the door carefully behind
       him. He had recovered for a moment his air of bluff good-humour,
       and his face crinkled into a ruddy smile.
       "So you're hatching schemes between you, I reckon," he observed,
       and, crossing to the hearth, pushed back a log with the toe of
       his heavy boot.
       "It looks that way, certainly," replied Carraway, with his
       pleasant laugh. "But I must confess that I was doing nothing more
       interesting than admiring Mrs. Wyndham's taste in books."
       Fletcher glanced round indifferently.
       "Well, I haven't any secrets," he pursued, still under the
       pressure of the thought which had urged him upstairs, "and as far
       as that goes, I can tear up that piece of paper and have it done
       with any day I please."
       "So I had the honour to advise," remarked Carraway.
       "That's neither here nor thar, I reckon--it's made now, and so
       it's likely to stand until I die, though I don't doubt you'll
       twist and split it then as much as you can. However, I reckon the
       foreign missions will look arter the part that goes to them, and
       if Maria's got the sense I credit her with she'll look arter
       hers."
       "After mine?" exclaimed Maria, lifting her head to return his
       gaze. "Why, I thought you gave me my share when I married."
       "So I did--so I did, and you let it slip like water through your
       fingers; but you've grown up, I reckon, sence you were such a
       fool as to have your head turned by Wyndham, and if you don't
       hold on to this tighter than you did to the last you deserve to
       lose it, that's all. You're a good woman--I ain't lived a month
       in the house with you and not found that out--but if you hadn't
       had something more than goodness inside your head you wouldn't
       have got so much as a cent out of me again. Saidie's a good woman
       and a blamed fool, too, but you're different; you've got a
       backbone in your body, and I'll be hanged if that ain't why I'm
       leaving the Hall to you."
       "The Hall?" echoed Maria, rising impulsively from her chair and
       facing him upon the hearthrug.
       "The Hall and Saidie and the whole lot," returned Fletcher,
       chuckling, "and I may as well tell you now, that, for all your
       spendthrift notions about wages, you're the only woman I ever saw
       who was fit to own a foot of land. But I like the quiet way you
       manage things, somehow, and, bless my soul, if you were a man I'd
       leave you the whole business and let the missions hang."
       "There's time yet," observed Carraway beneath his breath.
       "No, no; it's settled now," returned Fletcher, "and she'll have
       more than she can handle as it is. Most likely she'll marry
       again, being a woman, and a man will be master here, arter all.
       If you do," he added, turning angrily upon his granddaughter,
       "for heaven's sakes, don't let it be another precious scamp like
       your first!"
       With a shiver Maria caught her breath and bent toward him with an
       appealing gesture of her arms.
       "But you must not do it, grandfather; it isn't right. The place
       was never meant to belong to me."
       "Well, it belongs to me, I reckon, and confound your silly
       puritanical fancies, I'll leave it where I please," retorted
       Fletcher, and strode from the room.
       Throwing herself back into her chair, Maria lay for a time
       looking thoughtfully at the hickory log, which crumbled and threw
       out a shower of red sparks. Her face was grave, but there was no
       hint of indecision upon it, and it struck Carraway very forcibly
       at the instant that she knew her own mind quite clearly and
       distinctly upon this as upon most other matters.
       "It may surprise you," she said presently, speaking with sudden
       passion, "but by right the Hall ought not to be mine, and I do
       not want it. I have never loved it because it has never for a
       moment seemed home to me, and our people have always appeared
       strangers upon the land. How we came here I do not know, but it
       has not suited us, and we have only disfigured a beauty into
       which we did not fit. Its very age is a reproach to us, for it
       shows off our newness--our lack of any past that we may call our
       own. Will might feel himself master here, but I cannot."
       Carraway took off his glasses and rubbed patiently at the ridge
       they had drawn across his nose.
       "And yet, why not?" he asked. "The place has been in your
       grandfather's possession now for more than twenty years."
       "For more than twenty years," repeated Maria scornfully, "and
       before that the Blakes lived here--how long?"
       He met her question squarely. "For more than two hundred."
       Without shifting her steady gaze which she turned upon his face,
       she leaned forward, clasping her hands loosely upon the knees.
       "There are things that I want to know, Mr. Carraway," she said,
       "many things, and I believe that you can tell me. Most of all, I
       want to know why we ever came to Blake Hall? Why the Blakes ever
       left it? And, above all, why they have hated us so heartily and
       so long?"
       She paused and sat motionless, while she hung with suspended
       breath upon his reply.
       For a moment the lawyer hesitated, nervously twirling his glasses
       between his thumb and forefinger; then he slowly shook his head
       and looked from her to the fire.
       "Twenty years are not as a day, despite your scorn, my dear young
       lady, and many facts become overlaid with fiction in a shorter
       time."
       "But you know something--and you believe still more."
       "God forbid that I should convert you to any belief of mine."
       She put out a protesting hand, her eyes still gravely insistent.
       "Tell me all--I demand it. It is my right; you must see that."
       "A right to demolish sand houses--to scatter old dust."
       "A right to hear the truth. Surely you will not withhold it from
       me?"
       "I don't know the truth, so I can't enlighten you. I know only
       the stories of both sides, and they resemble each other merely in
       that they both center about the same point of interest."
       "Then you will tell them to me--you must," she said earnestly.
       "Tell me first, word for word, all that the Blakes believe of
       us."
       With a laugh, he put on his glasses that he might bring her
       troubled face the more clearly before him.
       "A high spirit of impartiality, I admit," he observed.
       "That I should want to hear the other side?"
       "That, being a woman, you should take for granted the existence
       of the other side."
       She shook her head impatiently. "You can't evade me by airing
       camphor-scented views of my sex," she returned. "What I wish to
       know--and I still stick to my point, you see--is the very thing
       you are so carefully holding back."
       "I am holding back nothing, on my honour," he assured her. "If
       you want the impression which still exists in the county--only an
       impression--I must make plain to you at the start (for the events
       happened when the State was in the throes of reconstruction, when
       each man was busy rebuilding his own fortunes, and when tragedies
       occurred without notice and were hushed up without remark)--if
       you want merely an impression, I repeat, then you may have it, my
       dear lady, straight from the shoulder."
       "Well?" her voice rose inquiringly, for he had paused.
       "There is really nothing definite known of the affair," he
       resumed after a moment, "even the papers which would have thrown
       light into the darkness were destroyed--burned, it is said, in an
       old office which the Federal soldiers fired. It is all mystery--
       grim mystery and surmise; and when there is no chance of either
       proving or disproving a case I dare say one man's word answers
       quite as well as another's. At all events, we have your
       grandfather's testimony as chief actor and eye-witness against
       the inherited convictions of our somewhat Homeric young
       neighbour. For eighteen years before the war Mr. Fletcher was
       sole agent--a queer selection, certainly--for old Mr. Blake, who
       was known to have grown very careless in the confidence he
       placed. When the crash came, about three years after the war, the
       old gentleman's mind was much enfeebled, and it was generally
       rumoured that his children were kept in ignorance that the place
       was passing from them until it was auctioned off over their heads
       and Mr. Fletcher became the purchaser. How this was, of course, I
       do not pretend to say, but when the Hall finally went for the
       absurd sum of seven thousand dollars life was at best a hard
       struggle in the State, and I imagine there was less surprise at
       the sacrifice of the place than at the fact that your grandfather
       should have been able to put down the ready money. The making of
       a fortune is always, I suppose, more inexplicable than the losing
       of one. The Blakes had always been accounted people of great
       wealth and wastefulness, but within five years from the close of
       the war they had sunk to the position in which you find them now
       --a change, I dare say, from which it is natural much lingering
       bitterness should result. The old man died almost penniless, and
       his children were left to struggle on from day to day as best
       they could. It is a sad tale, and I do not wonder that it moves
       you," he finished slowly, and looked down to wipe his glasses.
       "And grandfather?" asked the girl quietly. Her gaze had not
       wavered from his face, but her eyes shone luminous through the
       tears which filled them.
       "He became rich as suddenly as the Blakes became poor. Where his
       money came from no one asked, and no one cared except the Blakes,
       who were helpless. They made some small attempts at law suits, I
       believe, but Christopher was only a child then, and there was
       nobody with the spirit to push the case. Then money was needed,
       and they were quite impoverished."
       Maria threw out her hands with a gesture of revolt.
       "Oh, it is a terrible story," she said, "a terrible story."
       "It is an old one, and belongs to terrible times. You have drawn
       it from me for your own purpose, and be that as it may, I have
       always believed in giving a straight answer to a straight
       question. Now such things would be impossible," he added
       cheerfully; "then, I fear, they were but too probable."
       "In your heart you believe that it is true?" He did not flinch
       from his response. "In my heart I believe that there is more in
       it than a lie."
       Rising from her chair, she turned from him and walked rapidly up
       and down the room, through the firelight which shimmered over the
       polished floor. Once she stopped by the window, and, drawing the
       curtains aside, looked out upon the April sunshine and upon the
       young green leaves which tinted the distant woods. Then coming
       back to the hearthrug, she stood gazing down upon him with a
       serene and resolute expression.
       "I am glad now that the Hall will be mine," she said, "glad even
       that it wasn't left to Will, for who knows how he would have
       looked at it. There is but one thing to be done: you must see
       that yourself. At grandfather's death the place must go back to
       its rightful owners."
       "To its rightful owners!" he repeated in amazement, and rose to
       his feet.
       "To the Blakes. Oh, don't you see it--can't you see that there is
       nothing else to do in common honesty?"
       He shook his head, smiling.
       "It is very beautiful, my child, but is it reasonable, after
       all?" he asked.
       "Reasonable?" The fine scorn he had heard before in her voice
       thrilled her from head to foot. "Shall I stop to ask what is
       reasonable before doing what is right?"
       Without looking at her, he drew a handkerchief from his pocket
       and shook it slowly out from its folds.
       "Well, I'm not sure that you shouldn't," he rejoined.
       "Then I shan't be reasonable. I'll be wise," she said; "for
       surely, if there is any wisdom upon earth, it is simply to do
       right. It may be many years off, and I may be an old woman, but
       when the Hall comes to me at grandfather's death I shall return
       it to the Blakes."
       In the silence which followed he found himself looking into her
       ardent face with a wonder not unmixed with awe. To his rather
       cynical view of the Fletchers such an outburst came as little
       less than a veritable thunderclap, and for the first time in his
       life he felt a need to modify his conservative theories as to the
       necessity of blue blood to nourish high ideals. Maria, indeed,
       seemed to him as she stood there, drawn fine and strong against
       the curtains of faded green, to hold about her something better
       than that aroma of the past which he had felt to be the intimate
       charm of all exquisite things, and it was at the moment the very
       light and promise of the future which he saw in the broad
       intelligence of her brow. Was it possible, after all, he
       questioned, that out of the tragic wreck of old claims and old
       customs which he had witnessed there should spring creatures of
       even finer fiber than those who had gone before?
       "So this is your last word?" he inquired helplessly.
       "My last word to you--yes. In a moment I am going out to see the
       Blakes--to make them understand."
       He put out his hand as if to detain her by a feeble pull at her
       skirt. "At least, you will sleep a night upon your resolution?"
       "How can my sleeping alter things? My waking may."
       "And you will sweep the claims of twenty years aside in an hour?"
       "They are swept aside by the claims of two hundred."
       With a courteous gesture he bent over her hand and raised it
       gravely to his lips.
       "My dear young friend, you are very lovely and very
       unreasonable," he said. _
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LIST OF CHARACTERS
Book I- The Inheritance
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter I. The Man in the Field
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter II. The Owner of Blake Hall
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter III. Showing That a Little Culture Entails Great Care
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IV. Of Human Nature in the Raw State
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter V. The Wreck of the Blakes
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VI. Carraway Plays Courtier
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VII. In Which a Stand Is Made
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter VIII. Treats of a Passion That Is Not Love
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter IX. Cynthia
   Book I- The Inheritance - Chapter X. Sentimental and Otherwise
Book II - The Temptation
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter I. The Romance That Might Have Been
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter II. The Romance That Was
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter III. Fletcher's Move and Christopher's Counterstroke
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IV. A Gallant Deed That Leads to Evil
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter V. The Glimpse of a Bride
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VI. Shows Fletcher in a New Light
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VII. In Which Hero and Villain Appear as One
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter VIII. Between the Devil and the Deep Sea
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter IX. As the Twig Is Bent
   Book II - The Temptation - Chapter X. Powers of Darkness
Book III - The Revenge
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter I. In Which Tobacco Is Hero
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter II. Between Christopher and Will
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter III. Mrs. Blake Speaks Her Mind on Several Matters
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter IV. In Which Christopher Hesitates
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter V. The Happiness of Tucker
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VI. The Wages of Folly
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VII. The Toss of a Coin
   Book III - The Revenge - Chapter VIII. In Which Christopher Triumphs
Book IV - The Awakening
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter I. The Unforeseen
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter II. Maria Returns to the Hall
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter III. The Day Afterward
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IV. The Meeting in the Night
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter V. Maria Stands on Christopher's Ground
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VI. The Growing Light
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VII. In which Carraway Speaks the Truth to Maria
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter VIII. Between Maria and Christopher
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter IX. Christopher Faces Himself
   Book IV - The Awakening - Chapter X. By the Poplar Spring
Book V - The Ancient Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter I. Christopher Seeks an Escape
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter II. The Measure of Maria
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter III. Will's Ruin
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IV. In Which Mrs. Blake's Eyes are Opened
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter V. Christopher Plants by Moonlight
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VI. Treats of the Tragedy Which Wears a Comic Mask
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VII. Will Faces Desperation and Stands at Bay
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter VIII. How Christopher Comes into His Revenge
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter IX. The Fulfilling of the Law
   Book V - The Ancient Law - Chapter X. The Wheel of Life