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Dawn O’Hara, The Girl Who Laughed
CHAPTER XXI - HAPPINESS
Edna Ferber
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       _ We laid Peter to rest in that noisy, careless, busy city
       that he had loved so well, and I think his cynical lips
       would have curled in a bitterly amused smile, and his
       somber eyes would have flamed into sudden wrath if he
       could have seen how utterly and completely New York had
       forgotten Peter Orme. He had been buried alive ten years
       before--and Newspaper Row has no faith in resurrections.
       Peter Orme was not even a memory. Ten years is an age in
       a city where epochs are counted by hours.
       Now, after two weeks of Norah's loving care, I was
       back in the pretty little city by the lake. I had come
       to say farewell to all those who had filled my life so
       completely in that year. My days of newspaper work were
       over. The autumn and winter would be spent at Norah's,
       occupied with hours of delightful, congenial work, for
       the second book was to be written in the quiet peace of
       my own little Michigan town. Von Gerhard was to take his
       deferred trip to Vienna in the spring, and I knew that I
       was to go with him. The thought filled my heart with a
       great flood of happiness.
       Together Von Gerhard and I had visited Alma Pflugel's
       cottage, and the garden was blooming in all its wonder of
       color and scent as we opened the little gate and walked
       up the worn path. We found them in the cool shade of the
       arbor, the two women sewing, Bennie playing with the last
       wonderful toy that Blackie had given him. They made a
       serene and beautiful picture there against the green
       canopy of the leaves. We spoke of Frau Nirlanger, and of
       Blackie, and of the strange snarl of events which had at
       last been unwound to knit a close friendship between us.
       And when I had kissed them and walked for the last time
       in many months up the flower-bordered path, the scarlet
       and pink, and green and gold of that wonderful garden
       swam in a mist before my eyes.
       Frau Nirlanger was next. When we spoke of Vienna she
       caught her breath sharply.
       "Vienna!" she repeated, and the longing in her voice
       was an actual pain. "Vienna! Gott! Shall I ever see
       it again? Vienna! My boy is there. Perhaps--"
       "Perhaps," I said, gently. "Stranger things
       have happened. Perhaps if I could see them, and talk to
       them--if I could tell them--they might be made to
       understand. I haven't been a newspaper reporter all
       these years without acquiring a golden gift of
       persuasiveness. Perhaps--who knows?--we may meet again
       in Vienna. Stranger things have happened."
       Frau Nirlanger shook her head with a little hopeless
       sigh. "You do not know Vienna; you do not know the iron
       strength of caste, and custom and stiff-necked pride. I
       am dead in Vienna. And the dead should rest in peace."
       It was late in the afternoon when Von Gerhard and I
       turned the corner which led to the building that held the
       Post. I had saved that for the last.
       "I hope that heaven is not a place of golden streets,
       and twanging harps and angel choruses," I said, softly.
       "Little, nervous, slangy, restless Blackie, how bored and
       ill at ease he would be in such a heaven! How lonely,
       without his old black pipe, and his checked waistcoats,
       and his diamonds, and his sporting extra. Oh, I hope
       they have all those comforting, everyday things up there,
       for Blackie's sake."
       "How you grew to understand him in that short year,"
       mused Von Gerhard. "I sometimes used to resent the bond
       between you and this little Blackie whose name was always
       on your tongue."
       "Ah, that was because you did not comprehend. It is
       given to very few women to know the beauty of a man's
       real friendship. That was the bond between Blackie and
       me. To me he was a comrade, and to him I was a
       good-fellow girl--one to whom he could talk without
       excusing his pipe or cigarette. Love and love-making
       were things to bring a kindly, amused chuckle from
       Blackie."
       Von Gerhard was silent. Something in his silence
       held a vague irritation for me. I extracted a penny from
       my purse, and placed it in his hand.
       "I was thinking," he said, "that none are so blind as
       those who will not see."
       "I don't understand," I said, puzzled.
       "That is well," answered Von Gerhard, as we entered
       the building. "That is as it should be." And he would
       say nothing more.
       The last edition of the paper had been run off for
       the day. I had purposely waited until the footfalls of
       the last departing reporter should have ceased to echo
       down the long corridor. The city room was deserted
       except for one figure bent over a pile of papers and
       proofs. Norberg, the city editor, was the last to leave,
       as always. His desk light glowed in the darkness of the
       big room, and his typewriter alone awoke the echoes.
       As I stood in the doorway he peered up from beneath
       his green eye-shade, and waved a cloud of smoke away with
       the palm of his hand.
       "That you, Mrs. Orme?" he called out. "Lord, we've
       missed you! That new woman can't write an obituary, and
       her teary tales sound like they were carved with a cold
       chisel. When are you coming back?"
       "I'm not coming back," I replied. "I've come to say
       good-by to you and--Blackie."
       Norberg looked up quickly. "You feel that way, too?
       Funny. So do the rest of us. Sometimes I think we are
       all half sure that it is only another of his impish
       tricks, and that some morning he will pop open the door
       of the city room here and call out, `Hello, slaves! Been
       keepin' m' memory green?'"
       I held out my hand to him, gratefully. He took it in
       his great palm, and a smile dimpled his plump cheeks.
       "Going to blossom into a regular little writer, h'm?
       Well, they say it's a paying game when you get the hang
       of it. And I guess you've got it. But if ever you feel
       that you want a real thrill--a touch of the old
       satisfying newspaper feeling--a sniff of wet ink--the
       music of some editorial cussing--why come up here and I'll
       give you the hottest assignment on my list, if I have to
       take it away from Deming's very notebook."
       When I had thanked him I crossed the hall and tried
       the door of the sporting editor's room. Von Gerhard was
       waiting for me far down at the other end of the corridor.
       The door opened and I softly entered and shut it again.
       The little room was dim, but in the half-light I could
       see that Callahan had changed something--had shoved a
       desk nearer the window, or swung the typewriter over to
       the other side. I resented it. I glanced up at the
       corner where the shabby old office coat had been wont to
       hang. There it dangled, untouched, just as he had left
       it. Callahan had not dared to change that. I tip-toed
       over to the corner and touched it gently with my fingers.
       A light pall of dust had settled over the worn little
       garment, but I knew each worn place, each ink-spot, each
       scorch or burn from pipe or cigarette. I passed my hands
       over it reverently and gently, and then, in the dimness
       of that quiet little room I laid my cheek against the
       rough cloth, so that the scent of the old black pipe came
       back to me once more, and a new spot appeared on the coat
       sleeve--a damp, salt spot. Blackie would have hated my
       doing that. But he was not there to
       see, and one spot more or less did not matter; it was
       such a grimy, disreputable old coat.
       "Dawn!" called Von Gerhard softly, outside the door.
       "Dawn! Coming, Kindchen?"
       I gave the little coat a parting pat. "Goodby," I
       whispered, under my breath, and turned toward the door.
       "Coming!" I called, aloud.
        
       THE END.
       "Dawn O'Hara, The Girl Who Laughed",by Edna Ferber. _