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Sister Carrie
CHAPTER XVII A GLIMPSE THROUGH THE GATEWAY--HOPE LIGHTENS THE EYE
Theodore Dreiser
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       _ The, to Carrie, very important theatrical performance was to take
       place at the Avery on conditions which were to make it more
       noteworthy than was at first anticipated. The little dramatic
       student had written to Hurstwood the very morning her part was
       brought her that she was going to take part in a play.
       "I really am," she wrote, feeling that he might take it as a
       jest; "I have my part now, honest, truly."
       Hurstwood smiled in an indulgent way as he read this.
       "I wonder what it is going to be? I must see that."
       He answered at once, making a pleasant reference to her ability.
       "I haven't the slightest doubt you will make a success. You must
       come to the park to-morrow morning and tell me all about it."
       Carrie gladly complied, and revealed all the details of the
       undertaking as she understood it.
       "Well," he said, "that's fine. I'm glad to hear it. Of course,
       you will do well, you're so clever."
       He had truly never seen so much spirit in the girl before. Her
       tendency to discover a touch of sadness had for the nonce
       disappeared. As she spoke her eyes were bright, her cheeks red.
       She radiated much of the pleasure which her undertakings gave
       her. For all her misgivings--and they were as plentiful as the
       moments of the day--she was still happy. She could not repress
       her delight in doing this little thing which, to an ordinary
       observer, had no importance at all.
       Hurstwood was charmed by the development of the fact that the
       girl had capabilities. There is nothing so inspiring in life as
       the sight of a legitimate ambition, no matter how incipient. It
       gives colour, force, and beauty to the possessor.
       Carrie was now lightened by a touch of this divine afflatus. She
       drew to herself commendation from her two admirers which she had
       not earned. Their affection for her naturally heightened their
       perception of what she was trying to do and their approval of
       what she did. Her inexperience conserved her own exuberant
       fancy, which ran riot with every straw of opportunity, making of
       it a golden divining rod whereby the treasure of life was to be
       discovered.
       "Let's see," said Hurstwood, "I ought to know some of the boys in
       the lodge. I'm an Elk myself."
       "Oh, you mustn't let him know I told you."
       "That's so," said the manager.
       "I'd like for you to be there, if you want to come, but I don't
       see how you can unless he asks you."
       "I'll be there," said Hurstwood affectionately. "I can fix it so
       he won't know you told me. You leave it to me."
       This interest of the manager was a large thing in itself for the
       performance, for his standing among the Elks was something worth
       talking about. Already he was thinking of a box with some
       friends, and flowers for Carrie. He would make it a dress-suit
       affair and give the little girl a chance.
       Within a day or two, Drouet dropped into the Adams Street resort,
       and he was at once spied by Hurstwood. It was at five in the
       afternoon and the place was crowded with merchants, actors,
       managers, politicians, a goodly company of rotund, rosy figures,
       silk-hatted, starchy-bosomed, beringed and bescarfpinned to the
       queen's taste. John L. Sullivan, the pugilist, was at one end of
       the glittering bar, surrounded by a company of loudly dressed
       sports, who were holding a most animated conversation. Drouet
       came across the floor with a festive stride, a new pair of tan
       shoes squeaking audibly at his progress.
       "Well, sir," said Hurstwood, "I was wondering what had become of
       you. I thought you had gone out of town again."
       Drouet laughed.
       "If you don't report more regularly we'll have to cut you off the
       list."
       "Couldn't help it," said the drummer, "I've been busy."
       They strolled over toward the bar amid the noisy, shifting
       company of notables. The dressy manager was shaken by the hand
       three times in as many minutes.
       "I hear your lodge is going to give a performance," observed
       Hurstwood, in the most offhand manner.
       "Yes, who told you?"
       "No one," said Hurstwood. "They just sent me a couple of
       tickets, which I can have for two dollars. Is it going to be any
       good?"
       "I don't know," replied the drummer. "They've been trying to get
       me to get some woman to take a part."
       "I wasn't intending to go," said the manager easily. "I'll
       subscribe, of course. How are things over there?"
       "All right. They're going to fit things up out of the proceeds."
       "Well," said the manager, "I hope they make a success of it.
       Have another?"
       He did not intend to say any more. Now, if he should appear on
       the scene with a few friends, he could say that he had been urged
       to come along. Drouet had a desire to wipe out the possibility
       of confusion.
       "I think the girl is going to take a part in it," he said
       abruptly, after thinking it over.
       "You don't say so! How did that happen?"
       "Well, they were short and wanted me to find them some one. I
       told Carrie, and she seems to want to try."
       "Good for her," said the manager. "It'll be a real nice affair.
       Do her good, too. Has she ever had any experience?"
       "Not a bit."
       "Oh, well, it isn't anything very serious."
       "She's clever, though," said Drouet, casting off any imputation
       against Carrie's ability. "She picks up her part quick enough."
       "You don't say so!" said the manager.
       "Yes, sir; she surprised me the other night. By George, if she
       didn't."
       "We must give her a nice little send-off," said the manager.
       "I'll look after the flowers."
       Drouet smiled at his good-nature.
       "After the show you must come with me and we'll have a little
       supper."
       "I think she'll do all right," said Drouet.
       "I want to see her. She's got to do all right. We'll make her,"
       and the manager gave one of his quick, steely half-smiles, which
       was a compound of good-nature and shrewdness.
       Carrie, meanwhile, attended the first rehearsal. At this
       performance Mr. Quincel presided, aided by Mr. Millice, a young
       man who had some qualifications of past experience, which were
       not exactly understood by any one. He was so experienced and so
       business-like, however, that he came very near being rude--
       failing to remember, as he did, that the individuals he was
       trying to instruct were volunteer players and not salaried
       underlings.
       "Now, Miss Madenda," he said, addressing Carrie, who stood in one
       part uncertain as to what move to make, "you don't want to stand
       like that. Put expression in your face. Remember, you are
       troubled over the intrusion of the stranger. Walk so," and he
       struck out across the Avery stage in almost drooping manner.
       Carrie did not exactly fancy the suggestion, but the novelty of
       the situation, the presence of strangers, all more or less
       nervous, and the desire to do anything rather than make a
       failure, made her timid. She walked in imitation of her mentor
       as requested, inwardly feeling that there was something strangely
       lacking.
       "Now, Mrs. Morgan," said the director to one young married woman
       who was to take the part of Pearl, "you sit here. Now, Mr.
       Bamberger, you stand here, so. Now, what is it you say?"
       "Explain," said Mr. Bamberger feebly. He had the part of Ray,
       Laura's lover, the society individual who was to waver in his
       thoughts of marrying her, upon finding that she was a waif and a
       nobody by birth.
       "How is that--what does your text say?"
       "Explain," repeated Mr. Bamberger, looking intently at his part.
       "Yes, but it also says," the director remarked, "that you are to
       look shocked. Now, say it again, and see if you can't look
       shocked."
       "Explain!" demanded Mr. Bamberger vigorously.
       "No, no, that won't do! Say it this way--EXPLAIN."
       "Explain," said Mr. Bamberger, giving a modified imitation.
       "That's better. Now go on."
       "One night," resumed Mrs. Morgan, whose lines came next, "father
       and mother were going to the opera. When they were crossing
       Broadway, the usual crowd of children accosted them for alms--"
       "Hold on," said the director, rushing forward, his arm extended.
       "Put more feeling into what you are saying."
       Mrs. Morgan looked at him as if she feared a personal assault.
       Her eye lightened with resentment.
       "Remember, Mrs. Morgan," he added, ignoring the gleam, but
       modifying his manner, "that you're detailing a pathetic story.
       You are now supposed to be telling something that is a grief to
       you. It requires feeling, repression, thus: 'The usual crowd of
       children accosted them for alms.'"
       "All right," said Mrs. Morgan.
       "Now, go on."
       "As mother felt in her pocket for some change, her fingers
       touched a cold and trembling hand which had clutched her purse."
       "Very good," interrupted the director, nodding his head
       significantly.
       "A pickpocket! Well!" exclaimed Mr. Bamberger, speaking the lines
       that here fell to him.
       "No, no, Mr. Bamberger," said the director, approaching, "not
       that way. 'A pickpocket--well?' so. That's the idea."
       "Don't you think," said Carrie weakly, noticing that it had not
       been proved yet whether the members of the company knew their
       lines, let alone the details of expression, "that it would be
       better if we just went through our lines once to see if we know
       them? We might pick up some points."
       "A very good idea, Miss Madenda," said Mr. Quincel, who sat at
       the side of the stage, looking serenely on and volunteering
       opinions which the director did not heed.
       "All right," said the latter, somewhat abashed, "it might be well
       to do it." Then brightening, with a show of authority, "Suppose
       we run right through, putting in as much expression as we can."
       "Good," said Mr. Quincel.
       "This hand," resumed Mrs. Morgan, glancing up at Mr. Bamberger
       and down at her book, as the lines proceeded, "my mother grasped
       in her own, and so tight that a small, feeble voice uttered an
       exclamation of pain. Mother looked down, and there beside her
       was a little ragged girl."
       "Very good," observed the director, now hopelessly idle.
       "The thief!" exclaimed Mr. Bamberger.
       "Louder," put in the director, finding it almost impossible to
       keep his hands off.
       "The thief!" roared poor Bamberger.
       "Yes, but a thief hardly six years old, with a face like an
       angel's. 'Stop,' said my mother. 'What are you doing?'
       "'Trying to steal,' said the child.
       "'Don't you know that it is wicked to do so?' asked my father.
       "'No,' said the girl, 'but it is dreadful to be hungry.'
       "'Who told you to steal?' asked my mother.
       "'She--there,' said the child, pointing to a squalid woman in a
       doorway opposite, who fled suddenly down the street. 'That is
       old Judas,' said the girl."
       Mrs. Morgan read this rather flatly, and the director was in
       despair. He fidgeted around, and then went over to Mr. Quincel.
       "What do you think of them?" he asked.
       "Oh, I guess we'll be able to whip them into shape," said the
       latter, with an air of strength under difficulties.
       "I don't know," said the director. "That fellow Bamberger
       strikes me as being a pretty poor shift for a lover."
       "He's all we've got," said Quincel, rolling up his eyes.
       "Harrison went back on me at the last minute. Who else can we
       get?"
       "I don't know," said the director. "I'm afraid he'll never pick
       up."
       At this moment Bamberger was exclaiming, "Pearl, you are joking
       with me."
       "Look at that now," said the director, whispering behind his
       hand. "My Lord! what can you do with a man who drawls out a
       sentence like that?"
       "Do the best you can," said Quincel consolingly.
       The rendition ran on in this wise until it came to where Carrie,
       as Laura, comes into the room to explain to Ray, who, after
       hearing Pearl's statement about her birth, had written the letter
       repudiating her, which, however, he did not deliver. Bamberger
       was just concluding the words of Ray, "I must go before she
       returns. Her step! Too late," and was cramming the letter in his
       pocket, when she began sweetly with:
       "Ray!"
       "Miss--Miss Courtland," Bamberger faltered weakly.
       Carrie looked at him a moment and forgot all about the company
       present. She began to feel the part, and summoned an indifferent
       smile to her lips, turning as the lines directed and going to a
       window, as if he were not present. She did it with a grace which
       was fascinating to look upon.
       "Who is that woman?" asked the director, watching Carrie in her
       little scene with Bamberger.
       "Miss Madenda," said Quincel.
       "I know her name," said the director, "but what does she do?"
       "I don't know," said Quincel. "She's a friend of one of our
       members."
       "Well, she's got more gumption than any one I've seen here so
       far--seems to take an interest in what she's doing."
       "Pretty, too, isn't she?" said Quincel.
       The director strolled away without answering.
       In the second scene, where she was supposed to face the company
       in the ball-room, she did even better, winning the smile of the
       director, who volunteered, because of her fascination for him, to
       come over and speak with her.
       "Were you ever on the stage?" he asked insinuatingly.
       "No," said Carrie.
       "You do so well, I thought you might have had some experience."
       Carrie only smiled consciously.
       He walked away to listen to Bamberger, who was feebly spouting
       some ardent line.
       Mrs. Morgan saw the drift of things and gleamed at Carrie with
       envious and snapping black eyes.
       "She's some cheap professional," she gave herself the
       satisfaction of thinking, and scorned and hated her accordingly.
       The rehearsal ended for one day, and Carrie went home feeling
       that she had acquitted herself satisfactorily. The words of the
       director were ringing in her ears, and she longed for an
       opportunity to tell Hurstwood. She wanted him to know just how
       well she was doing. Drouet, too, was an object for her
       confidences. She could hardly wait until he should ask her, and
       yet she did not have the vanity to bring it up. The drummer,
       however, had another line of thought to-night, and her little
       experience did not appeal to him as important. He let the
       conversation drop, save for what she chose to recite without
       solicitation, and Carrie was not good at that. He took it for
       granted that she was doing very well and he was relieved of
       further worry. Consequently he threw Carrie into repression,
       which was irritating. She felt his indifference keenly and
       longed to see Hurstwood. It was as if he were now the only
       friend she had on earth. The next morning Drouet was interested
       again, but the damage had been done.
       She got a pretty letter from the manager, saying that by the time
       she got it he would be waiting for her in the park. When she
       came, he shone upon her as the morning sun.
       "Well, my dear," he asked, "how did you come out?"
       "Well enough," she said, still somewhat reduced after Drouet.
       "Now, tell me just what you did. Was it pleasant?"
       Carrie related the incidents of the rehearsal, warming up as she
       proceeded.
       "Well, that's delightful," said Hurstwood. "I'm so glad. I must
       get over there to see you. When is the next rehearsal?"
       "Tuesday," said Carrie, "but they don't allow visitors."
       "I imagine I could get in," said Hurstwood significantly.
       She was completely restored and delighted by his consideration,
       but she made him promise not to come around.
       "Now, you must do your best to please me," he said encouragingly.
       "Just remember that I want you to succeed. We will make the
       performance worth while. You do that now."
       "I'll try," said Carrie, brimming with affection and enthusiasm.
       "That's the girl," said Hurstwood fondly. "Now, remember,"
       shaking an affectionate finger at her, "your best."
       "I will," she answered, looking back.
       The whole earth was brimming sunshine that morning. She tripped
       along, the clear sky pouring liquid blue into her soul. Oh,
       blessed are the children of endeavour in this, that they try and
       are hopeful. And blessed also are they who, knowing, smile and
       approve. _
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Chapter I THE MAGNET ATTRACTING--A WAIF AMID FORCES
CHAPTER II WHAT POVERTY THREATENED--OF GRANITE AND BRASS
CHAPTER III WEE QUESTION OF FORTUNE--FOUR-FIFTY A WEEK
CHAPTER IV THE SPENDINGS OF FANCY--FACTS ANSWER WITH SNEERS
CHAPTER V A GLITTERING NIGHT FLOWER--THE USE OF A NAME
CHAPTER VI THE MACHINE AND THE MAIDEN--A KNIGHT OF TO-DAY
CHAPTER VII THE LURE OF THE MATERIAL--BEAUTY SPEAKS FOR ITSELF
CHAPTER VIII INTIMATIONS BY WINTER--AN AMBASSADOR SUMMONED
CHAPTER IX CONVENTION'S OWN TINDER-BOX--THE EYE THAT IS GREEN
CHAPTER X THE COUNSEL OF WINTER--FORTUNE'S AMBASSADOR CALLS
CHAPTER XI THE PERSUASION OF FASHION--FEELING GUARDS O'ER ITS OWN
CHAPTER XII OF THE LAMPS OF THE MANSIONS--THE AMBASSADOR PLEA
CHAPTER XIII HIS CREDENTIALS ACCEPTED--A BABEL OF TONGUES
CHAPTER XIV WITH EYES AND NOT SEEING--ONE INFLUENCE WANES
CHAPTER XV THE IRK OF THE OLD TIES--THE MAGIC OF YOUTH
CHAPTER XVI A WITLESS ALADDIN--THE GATE TO THE WORLD
CHAPTER XVII A GLIMPSE THROUGH THE GATEWAY--HOPE LIGHTENS THE EYE
CHAPTER XVIII JUST OVER THE BORDER--A HAIL AND FAREWELL
CHAPTER XIX AN HOUR IN ELFLAND--A CLAMOUR HALF HEARD
CHAPTER XX THE LURE OF THE SPIRIT--THE FLESH IN PURSUIT
CHAPTER XXI THE LURE OF THE SPIRIT--THE FLESH IN PURSUIT
CHAPTER XXII THE BLAZE OF THE TINDER--FLESH WARS WITH THE FLESH
CHAPTER XXIII A SPIRIT IN TRAVAIL--ONE RUNG PUT BEHIND
CHAPTER XXIV ASHES OF TINDER--A FACE AT THE WINDOW
CHAPTER XXV ASHES OF TINDER--THE LOOSING OF STAYS
CHAPTER XXVI THE AMBASSADOR FALLEN--A SEARCH FOR THE GATE
CHAPTER XXVII WHEN WATERS ENGULF US WE REACH FOR A STAR
CHAPTER XXVIII A PILGRIM, AN OUTLAW--THE SPIRIT DETAINED
CHAPTER XXIX THE SOLACE OF TRAVEL--THE BOATS OF THE SEA
CHAPTER XXX THE KINGDOM OF GREATNESS--THE PILGRIM A DREAM
CHAPTER XXXI A PET OF GOOD FORTUNE--BROADWAY FLAUNTS ITS JOYS
CHAPTER XXXII THE FEAST OF BELSHAZZAR--A SEER TO TRANSLATE
CHAPTER XXXIII WITHOUT THE WALLED CITY--THE SLOPE OF THE YEARS
CHAPTER XXXIV THE GRIND OF THE MILLSTONES--A SAMPLE OF CHAFF
CHAPTER XXXV THE PASSING OF EFFORT--THE VISAGE OF CARE
CHAPTER XXXVI A GRIM RETROGRESSION--THE PHANTOM OF CHANCE
CHAPTER XXXVII THE SPIRIT AWAKENS--NEW SEARCH FOR THE GATE
CHAPTER XXXVIII IN ELF LAND DISPORTING--THE GRIM WORLD WITHOUT
CHAPTER XXXIX OF LIGHTS AND OF SHADOWS--THE PARTING OF WORLDS
CHAPTER XL A PUBLIC DISSENSION--A FINAL APPEAL
CHAPTER XLI THE STRIKE
CHAPTER XLII A TOUCH OF SPRING--THE EMPTY SHELL
CHAPTER XLIII THE WORLD TURNS FLATTERER--AN EYE IN THE DARK
CHAPTER XLIV AND THIS IS NOT ELF LAND--WHAT GOLD WILL NOT BUY
CHAPTER XLV CURIOUS SHIFTS OF THE POOR
CHAPTER XLVI STIRRING TROUBLED WATERS
CHAPTER XLVII THE WAY OF THE BEATEN--A HARP IN THE WIND