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Fanny Herself
CHAPTER 2
Edna Ferber
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       _ Right here there should be something said about Fanny
       Brandeis. And yet, each time I turn to her I find her
       mother plucking at my sleeve. There comes to my mind the
       picture of Mrs. Brandeis turning down Norris Street at
       quarter to eight every morning, her walk almost a march, so
       firm and measured it was, her head high, her chin thrust
       forward a little, as a fighter walks, but not pugnaciously;
       her short gray skirt clearing the ground, her shoulders
       almost consciously squared. Other Winnebago women were just
       tying up their daughters' pigtails for school, or sweeping
       the front porch, or watering the hanging baskets. Norris
       Street residents got into the habit of timing themselves by
       Mrs. Brandeis. When she marched by at seven forty-five they
       hurried a little with the tying of the hair bow, as they
       glanced out of the window. When she came by again, a little
       before twelve, for her hasty dinner, they turned up the fire
       under the potatoes and stirred the flour thickening for the
       gravy.
       Mrs. Brandeis had soon learned that Fanny and Theodore could
       manage their own school toilettes, with, perhaps, some
       speeding up on the part of Mattie, the servant girl. But it
       needed her keen brown eye to detect corners that Aloysius
       had neglected to sweep out with wet sawdust, and her
       presence to make sure that the counter covers were taken off
       and folded, the outside show dusted and arranged, the
       windows washed, the whole store shining and ready for
       business by eight o'clock. So Fanny had even learned to do
       her own tight, shiny, black, shoulder-length curls, which
       she tied back with a black bow. They were wet, meek,
       and tractable curls at eight in the morning. By the time
       school was out at four they were as wildly unruly as if
       charged with electric currents--which they really were, when
       you consider the little dynamo that wore them.
       Mrs. Brandeis took a scant half hour to walk the six blocks
       between the store and the house, to snatch a hurried dinner,
       and traverse the distance to the store again. It was a
       program that would have killed a woman less magnificently
       healthy and determined. She seemed to thrive on it, and she
       kept her figure and her wit when other women of her age grew
       dull, and heavy, and ineffectual. On summer days the little
       town often lay shimmering in the heat, the yellow road
       glaring in it, the red bricks of the high school reflecting
       it in waves, the very pine knots in the sidewalks gummy and
       resinous with heat, and sending up a pungent smell that was
       of the woods, and yet stifling. She must have felt an
       almost irresistible temptation to sit for a moment on the
       cool, shady front porch, with its green-painted flower
       boxes, its hanging fern baskets and the catalpa tree looking
       boskily down upon it.
       But she never did. She had an almost savage energy and
       determination. The unpaid debts were ever ahead of her;
       there were the children to be dressed and sent to school;
       there was the household to be kept up; there were Theodore's
       violin lessons that must not be neglected--not after what
       Professor Bauer had said about him.
       You may think that undue stress is being laid upon this
       driving force in her, upon this business ability. But
       remember that this was fifteen years or more ago, before
       women had invaded the world of business by the thousands, to
       take their place, side by side, salary for salary, with men.
       Oh, there were plenty of women wage earners in Winnebago, as
       elsewhere; clerks, stenographers, school teachers,
       bookkeepers. The paper mills were full of girls, and the
       canning factory too. But here was a woman gently bred,
       untrained in business, left widowed with two children at
       thirty-eight, and worse than penniless--in debt.
       And that was not all. As Ferdinand Brandeis' wife she had
       occupied a certain social position in the little Jewish
       community of Winnebago. True, they had never been moneyed,
       while the others of her own faith in the little town were
       wealthy, and somewhat purse-proud. They had carriages, most
       of them, with two handsome horses, and their houses were
       spacious and veranda-encircled, and set in shady lawns.
       When the Brandeis family came to Winnebago five years
       before, these people had waited, cautiously, and
       investigated, and then had called. They were of a type to
       be found in every small town; prosperous, conservative,
       constructive citizens, clannish, but not so much so as their
       city cousins, mingling socially with their Gentile
       neighbors, living well, spending their money freely, taking
       a vast pride in the education of their children. But here
       was Molly Brandeis, a Jewess, setting out to earn her living
       in business, like a man. It was a thing to stir
       Congregation Emanu-el to its depths. Jewish women, they
       would tell you, did not work thus. Their husbands worked
       for them, or their sons, or their brothers.
       "Oh, I don't know," said Mrs. Brandeis, when she heard of
       it. "I seem to remember a Jewess named Ruth who was left
       widowed, and who gleaned in the fields for her living, and
       yet the neighbors didn't talk. For that matter, she seems
       to be pretty well thought of, to this day."
       But there is no denying that she lost caste among her own
       people. Custom and training are difficult to overcome. But
       Molly Brandeis was too deep in her own affairs to care.
       That Christmas season following her husband's death was
       a ghastly time, and yet a grimly wonderful one, for it
       applied the acid test to Molly Brandeis and showed her up
       pure gold.
       The first week in January she, with Sadie and Pearl, the two
       clerks, and Aloysius, the boy, took inventory. It was a
       terrifying thing, that process of casting up accounts. It
       showed with such starkness how hideously the Brandeis ledger
       sagged on the wrong side. The three women and the boy
       worked with a sort of dogged cheerfulness at it, counting,
       marking, dusting, washing. They found shelves full of
       forgotten stock, dust-covered and profitless. They found
       many articles of what is known as hard stock, akin to the
       plush album; glass and plated condiment casters for the
       dining table, in a day when individual salts and separate
       vinegar cruets were already the thing; lamps with straight
       wicks when round wicks were in demand.
       They scoured shelves, removed the grime of years from boxes,
       washed whole battalions of chamber sets, bathed piles of
       plates, and bins of cups and saucers. It was a dirty, back-
       breaking job, that ruined the finger nails, tried the
       disposition, and caked the throat with dust. Besides, the
       store was stove-heated and, near the front door,
       uncomfortably cold. The women wore little shoulder shawls
       pinned over their waists, for warmth, and all four,
       including Aloysius, sniffled for weeks afterward.
       That inventory developed a new, grim line around Mrs.
       Brandeis' mouth, and carved another at the corner of each
       eye. After it was over she washed her hair, steamed her
       face over a bowl of hot water, packed two valises, left
       minute and masterful instructions with Mattie as to the
       household, and with Sadie and Pearl as to the store, and was
       off to Chicago on her first buying trip. She took Fanny
       with her, as ballast. It was a trial at which many men
       would have quailed. On the shrewdness and judgment of that
       buying trip depended the future of Brandeis' Bazaar, and
       Mrs. Brandeis, and Fanny, and Theodore.
       Mrs. Brandeis had accompanied her husband on many of his
       trips to Chicago. She had even gone with him occasionally
       to the wholesale houses around La Salle Street, and Madison,
       and Fifth Avenue, but she had never bought a dollar's worth
       herself. She saw that he bought slowly, cautiously, and
       without imagination. She made up her mind that she would
       buy quickly, intuitively. She knew slightly some of the
       salesmen in the wholesale houses. They had often made
       presents to her of a vase, a pocketbook, a handkerchief, or
       some such trifle, which she accepted reluctantly, when at
       all. She was thankful now for these visits. She found
       herself remembering many details of them. She made up her
       mind, with a canny knowingness, that there should be no
       presents this time, no theater invitations, no lunches or
       dinners. This was business, she told herself; more than
       business--it was grim war.
       They still tell of that trip, sometimes, when buyers and
       jobbers and wholesale men get together. Don't imagine that
       she came to be a woman captain of finance. Don't think that
       we are to see her at the head of a magnificent business
       establishment, with buyers and department heads below her,
       and a private office done up in mahogany, and stenographers
       and secretaries. No, she was Mrs. Brandeis, of Brandeis'
       Bazaar, to the end. The bills she bought were ridiculously
       small, I suppose, and the tricks she turned on that first
       trip were pitiful, perhaps. But they were magnificent too,
       in their way. I am even bold enough to think that she might
       have made business history, that plucky woman, if she had
       had an earlier start, and if she had not, to the very end,
       had a pack of unmanageable handicaps yelping at her heels,
       pulling at her skirts.
       It was only a six-hour trip to Chicago. Fanny Brandeis'
       eyes, big enough at any time, were surely twice their size
       during the entire journey of two hundred miles or more.
       They were to have lunch on the train! They were to stop at
       an hotel! They were to go to the theater! She would have
       lain back against the red plush seat of the car, in a swoon
       of joy, if there had not been so much to see in the car
       itself, and through the car window.
       "We'll have something for lunch," said Mrs. Brandeis when
       they were seated in the dining car, "that we never have at
       home, shall we?"
       "Oh, yes!" replied Fanny in a whisper of excitement.
       "Something--something queer, and different, and not so very
       healthy!"
       They had oysters (a New Yorker would have sniffed at them),
       and chicken potpie, and asparagus, and ice cream. If that
       doesn't prove Mrs. Brandeis was game, I should like to know
       what could! They stopped at the Windsor-Clifton, because it
       was quieter and less expensive than the Palmer House, though
       quite as full of red plush and walnut. Besides, she had
       stopped at the Palmer House with her husband, and she knew
       how buyers were likely to be besieged by eager salesmen with
       cards, and with tempting lines of goods spread knowingly in
       the various sample-rooms.
       Fanny Brandeis was thirteen, and emotional, and incredibly
       receptive and alive. It is impossible to tell what she
       learned during that Chicago trip, it was so crowded, so
       wonderful. She went with her mother to the wholesale houses
       and heard and saw and, unconsciously, remembered. When she
       became fatigued with the close air of the dim showrooms,
       with their endless aisles piled with every sort of ware, she
       would sit on a chair in some obscure corner, watching those
       sleek, over-lunched, genial-looking salesmen who were
       chewing their cigars somewhat wildly when Mrs. Brandeis
       finished with them. Sometimes she did not accompany her
       mother, but lay in bed, deliciously, until the middle of the
       morning, then dressed, and chatted with the obliging Irish
       chamber maid, and read until her mother came for her at
       noon.
       Everything she did was a delightful adventure; everything
       she saw had the tang of novelty. Fanny Brandeis was to see
       much that was beautiful and rare in her full lifetime, but
       she never again, perhaps, got quite the thrill that those
       ugly, dim, red-carpeted, gas-lighted hotel corridors gave
       her, or the grim bedroom, with its walnut furniture and its
       Nottingham curtains. As for the Chicago streets themselves,
       with their perilous corners (there were no czars in blue to
       regulate traffic in those days), older and more
       sophisticated pedestrians experienced various emotions while
       negotiating the corner of State and Madison.
       That buying trip lasted ten days. It was a racking
       business, physically and mentally. There were the hours of
       tramping up one aisle and down the other in the big
       wholesale lofts. But that brought bodily fatigue only. It
       was the mental strain that left Mrs. Brandeis spent and limp
       at the end of the day. Was she buying wisely? Was she
       over-buying? What did she know about buying, anyway? She
       would come back to her hotel at six, sometimes so exhausted
       that the dining-room and dinner were unthinkable. At such
       times they would have dinner in their room another delicious
       adventure for Fanny. She would try to tempt the fagged
       woman on the bed with bits of this or that from one of the
       many dishes that dotted the dinner tray. But Molly
       Brandeis, harrowed in spirit and numbed in body, was too
       spent to eat.
       But that was not always the case. There was that
       unforgettable night when they went to see Bernhardt the
       divine. Fanny spent the entire morning following standing
       before the bedroom mirror, with her hair pulled out in a
       wild fluff in front, her mother's old marten-fur scarf high
       and choky around her neck, trying to smile that slow, sad,
       poignant, tear-compelling smile; but she had to give it up,
       clever mimic though she was. She only succeeded in looking
       as though a pin were sticking her somewhere. Besides,
       Fanny's own smile was a quick, broad, flashing grin, with a
       generous glint of white teeth in it, and she always forgot
       about being exquisitely wistful over it until it was too
       late.
       I wonder if the story of the china religious figures will
       give a wrong impression of Mrs. Brandeis. Perhaps not, if
       you will only remember this woman's white-lipped
       determination to wrest a livelihood from the world, for her
       children and herself. They had been in Chicago a week, and
       she was buying at Bauder & Peck's. Now, Bauder & Peck,
       importers, are known the world over. It is doubtful if
       there is one of you who has not been supplied, indirectly,
       with some imported bit of china or glassware, with French
       opera glasses or cunning toys and dolls, from the great New
       York and Chicago showrooms of that company.
       Young Bauder himself was waiting on Mrs. Brandeis, and he
       was frowning because he hated to sell women. Young Bauder
       was being broken into the Chicago end of the business, and
       he was not taking gracefully to the process.
       At the end of a long aisle, on an obscure shelf in a dim
       corner, Molly Brandeis' sharp eyes espied a motley
       collection of dusty, grimy china figures of the kind one
       sees on the mantel in the parlor of the small-town Catholic
       home. Winnebago's population was two-thirds Catholic,
       German and Irish, and very devout.
       Mrs. Brandeis stopped short. "How much for that lot?" She
       pointed to the shelf. Young Bauder's gaze followed hers,
       puzzled. The figures were from five inches to a foot high,
       in crude, effective blues, and gold, and crimson, and
       white. All the saints were there in assorted sizes, the
       Pieta, the cradle in the manger. There were probably two
       hundred or more of the little figures.
       "Oh, those!" said young Bauder vaguely. "You don't want
       that stuff. Now, about that Limoges china. As I said, I
       can make you a special price on it if you carry it as an
       open-stock pattern. You'll find----"
       "How much for that lot?" repeated Mrs. Brandeis.
       "Those are left-over samples, Mrs. Brandeis. Last year's
       stuff. They're all dirty. I'd forgotten they were there."
       "How much for the lot?" said Mrs. Brandeis, pleasantly, for
       the third time.
       "I really don't know. Three hundred, I should say.
       But----"
       "I'll give you two hundred," ventured Mrs. Brandeis, her
       heart in her mouth and her mouth very firm.
       "Oh, come now, Mrs. Brandeis! Bauder & Peck don't do
       business that way, you know. We'd really rather not sell
       them at all. The things aren't worth much to us, or to you,
       for that matter. But three hundred----"
       "Two hundred," repeated Mrs. Brandeis, "or I cancel my
       order, including the Limoges. I want those figures."
       And she got them. Which isn't the point of the story. The
       holy figures were fine examples of foreign workmanship,
       their colors, beneath the coating of dust, as brilliant and
       fadeless as those found in the churches of Europe. They
       reached Winnebago duly, packed in straw and paper, still
       dusty and shelf-worn. Mrs. Brandeis and Sadie and Pearl sat
       on up-ended boxes at the rear of the store, in the big barn-
       like room in which newly arrived goods were unpacked. As
       Aloysius dived deep into the crate and brought up figure
       after figure, the three women plunged them into warm and
       soapy water and proceeded to bathe and scour the entire
       school of saints, angels, and cherubim. They came out
       brilliantly fresh and rosy.
       All the Irish ingenuity and artistry in Aloysius came to the
       surface as he dived again and again into the great barrel
       and brought up the glittering pieces.
       "It'll make an elegant window," he gasped from the depths of
       the hay, his lean, lengthy frame jack-knifed over the edge.
       "And cheap." His shrewd wit had long ago divined the
       store's price mark. "If Father Fitzpatrick steps by in the
       forenoon I'll bet they'll be gone before nighttime to-
       morrow. You'll be letting me do the trim, Mrs. Brandeis?"
       He came back that evening to do it, and he threw his whole
       soul into it, which, considering his ancestry and
       temperament, was very high voltage for one small-town store
       window. He covered the floor of the window with black crepe
       paper, and hung it in long folds, like a curtain, against
       the rear wall. The gilt of the scepters, and halos, and
       capes showed up dazzlingly against this background. The
       scarlets, and pinks, and blues, and whites of the robes
       appeared doubly bright. The whole made a picture that
       struck and held you by its vividness and contrast.
       Father Fitzpatrick, very tall and straight, and handsome,
       with his iron-gray hair and his cheeks pink as a girl's, did
       step by next morning on his way to the post-office. It was
       whispered that in his youth Father Fitzpatrick had been an
       actor, and that he had deserted the footlights for the altar
       lights because of a disappointment. The drama's loss was
       the Church's gain. You should have heard him on Sunday
       morning, now flaying them, now swaying them! He still had
       the actor's flexible voice, vibrant, tremulous, or strident,
       at will. And no amount of fasting or praying had ever
       dimmed that certain something in his eye--the something
       which makes the matinee idol.
       Not only did he step by now; he turned, came back; stopped
       before the window. Then he entered.
       "Madam," he said to Mrs. Brandeis, "you'll probably save
       more souls with your window display than I could in a month
       of hell-fire sermons." He raised his hand. "You have the
       sanction of the Church." Which was the beginning of a queer
       friendship between the Roman Catholic priest and the Jewess
       shopkeeper that lasted as long as Molly Brandeis lived.
       By noon it seemed that the entire population of Winnebago
       had turned devout. The figures, a tremendous bargain,
       though sold at a high profit, seemed to melt away from the
       counter that held them.
       By three o'clock, "Only one to a customer!" announced Mrs.
       Brandeis. By the middle of the week the window itself was
       ravished of its show. By the end of the week there remained
       only a handful of the duller and less desirable pieces--the
       minor saints, so to speak. Saturday night Mrs. Brandeis did
       a little figuring on paper. The lot had cost her two
       hundred dollars. She had sold for six hundred. Two from
       six leaves four. Four hundred dollars! She repeated it to
       herself, quietly. Her mind leaped back to the plush
       photograph album, then to young Bauder and his cool
       contempt. And there stole over her that warm, comfortable
       glow born of reassurance and triumph. Four hundred dollars.
       Not much in these days of big business. We said, you will
       remember, that it was a pitiful enough little trick she
       turned to make it, though an honest one. And--in the face
       of disapproval--a rather magnificent one too. For it gave
       to Molly Brandeis that precious quality, self-confidence,
       out of which is born success. _