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Fanny Herself
CHAPTER 17
Edna Ferber
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       _ If Fanny Brandeis, the deliberately selfish, the
       calculatingly ambitious, was aghast at the trick fate had
       played her, she kept her thoughts to herself. Knowing her,
       I think she must have been grimly amused at finding herself
       saddled with a helpless baby, a bewildered peasant woman,
       and an artist brother both helpless and bewildered.
       It was out of the question to house them in her small
       apartment. She found a furnished apartment near her own,
       and installed them there, with a working housekeeper in
       charge. She had a gift for management, and she arranged all
       these details with a brisk capability that swept everything
       before it. A sunny bedroom for Mizzi. But then, a bright
       living room, too, for Theodore's hours of practice. No
       noise. Chicago's roar maddened him. Otti shied at every
       new contrivance that met her eye. She had to be broken in
       to elevators, electric switches, hot and cold faucets,
       radiators.
       "No apartment ever built could cover all the requirements,"
       Fanny confided to Fenger, after the first harrowing week.
       "What they really need is a combination palace, houseboat,
       sanatorium, and creche."
       "Look here," said Fenger. "If I can help, why--" a sudden
       thought struck him. "Why don't you bring 'em all down to my
       place in the country? We're not there half the time. It's
       too cool for my wife in September. Just the thing for the
       child, and your brother could fiddle his head off."
       The Fengers had a roomy, wide-verandaed house near
       Lake Forest; one of the many places of its kind that dot the
       section known as the north shore. Its lawn sloped gently
       down to the water's edge. The house was gay with striped
       awnings, and scarlet geraniums, and chintz-covered chairs.
       The bright, sparkling, luxurious little place seemed to
       satisfy a certain beauty-sense in Fenger, as did the
       etchings on the walls in his office. Fanny had spent a
       week-end there in July, with three or four other guests,
       including Fascinating Facts. She had been charmed with it,
       and had announced that her energies thereafter would be
       directed solely toward the possession of just such a house
       as this, with a lawn that was lipped by the lake, awnings
       and geraniums to give it a French cafe air; books and
       magazines enough to belie that.
       "And I'll always wear white," she promised, gayly, "and
       there'll be pitchers on every table, frosty on the outside,
       and minty on the inside, and you're all invited."
       They had laughed at that, and so had she, but she had been
       grimly in earnest just the same.
       She shook her head now at Fenger's suggestion. "Imagine
       Mrs. Fenger's face at sight of Mizzi, and Theodore with his
       violin, and Otti with her shawls and paraphernalia.
       Though," she added, seriously, "it's mighty kind of you, and
       generous--and just like a man."
       "It isn't kindness nor generosity that makes me want to do
       things for you."
       "Modest," murmured Fanny, wickedly, "as always."
       Fenger bent his look upon her. "Don't try the ingenue on
       me, Fanny."
       Theodore's manager, Kurt Stein, was to have followed him in
       ten days. The war changed that. The war was to change many
       things. Fanny seemed to sense the influx of musicians that
       was to burst upon the United States following the first few
       weeks of the catastrophe, and she set about forestalling it.
       Advertising. That was what Theodore needed. She had
       faith enough in his genius. But her business sense told her
       that this genius must be enhanced by the proper setting.
       She set about creating this setting. She overlooked no
       chance to fix his personality in the kaleidoscopic mind of
       the American public--or as much of it as she could reach.
       His publicity man was a dignified German-American whose
       methods were legitimate and uninspired. Fanny's enthusiasm
       and superb confidence in Theodore's genius infected Fenger,
       Fascinating Facts, even Nathan Haynes himself. Nathan
       Haynes had never posed as a patron of the arts, in spite of
       his fantastic millions. But by the middle of September
       there were few of his friends, or his wife's friends, who
       had not heard of this Theodore Brandeis. In Chicago,
       Illinois, no one lives in houses, it is said, except the
       city's old families, and new millionaires. The rest of the
       vast population is flat-dwelling. To say that Nathan
       Haynes' spoken praise reached the city's house-dwellers
       would carry with it a significance plain to any Chicagoan.
       As for Fanny's method; here is a typical example of her
       somewhat crude effectiveness in showmanship. Otti had
       brought with her from Vienna her native peasant costume. It
       is a costume seen daily in the Austrian capital, on the
       Ring, in the Stadt Park, wherever Viennese nurses convene
       with their small charges. To the American eye it is a
       musical comedy costume, picturesque, bouffant, amazing.
       Your Austrian takes it quite for granted. Regardless of the
       age of the nurse, the skirt is short, coming a few inches
       below the knees, and built like a lamp shade, in color
       usually a bright scarlet, with rows of black velvet ribbon
       at the bottom. Beneath it are worn skirts and skirts, and
       skirts, so that the opera-bouffe effect is complete. The
       bodice is black velvet, laced over a chemise of white. The
       head-gear a soaring winged affair of stiffly starched
       white, that is a pass between the Breton peasant
       woman's cap and an aeroplane. Black stockings and slippers
       finish the costume.
       Otti and Mizzi spent the glorious September days in Lincoln
       park, Otti garbed in staid American stripes and apron, Mizzi
       resplendent in smartest of children's dresses provided for
       her lavishly by her aunt. Her fat and dimpled hands
       smoothed the blue, or pink or white folds with a complacency
       astonishing in one of her years. "That's her mother in
       her," Fanny thought.
       One rainy autumn day Fanny entered her brother's apartment
       to find Otti resplendent in her Viennese nurse's costume.
       Mizzi had been cross and fretful, and the sight of the
       familiar scarlet and black and white, and the great winged
       cap seemed to soothe her.
       "Otti!" Fanny exclaimed. "You gorgeous creature! What is
       it? A dress rehearsal?" Otti got the import, if not the
       English.
       "So gehen wir im Wien," she explained, and struck a killing
       pose.
       "Everybody? All the nurses? Alle?"
       "Aber sure," Otti displayed her half dozen English words
       whenever possible.
       Fanny stared a moment. Her eyes narrowed thoughtfully.
       "To-morrow's Saturday," she said, in German. "If it's fair
       and warm you put on that costume and take Mizzi to the
       park. . . . Certainly the animal cages, if you want to. If
       any one annoys you, come home. If a policeman asks you why
       you are dressed that way tell him it is the costume worn by
       nurses in Vienna. Give him your name. Tell him who your
       master is. If he doesn't speak German--and he won't, in
       Chicago--some one will translate for you."
       Not a Sunday paper in Chicago that did not carry a startling
       picture of the resplendent Otti and the dimpled and smiling
       Mizzi. The omnipresent staff photographer seemed to sniff
       his victim from afar. He pounced on Theodore Brandeis'
       baby daughter, accompanied by her Viennese nurse (in
       costume) and he played her up in a Sunday special that was
       worth thousands of dollars, Fanny assured the bewildered and
       resentful Theodore, as he floundered wildly through the
       billowing waves of the Sunday newspaper flood.
       Theodore's first appearance was to be in Chicago as soloist
       with the Chicago Symphony Orchestra, in the season's opening
       program in October. Any music-wise Chicagoan will tell you
       that the Chicago Symphony Orchestra is not only a musical
       organization functioning marvelously (when playing
       Beethoven). It is an institution. Its patrons will admit
       the existence, but not the superiority of similar
       organizations in Boston, Philadelphia and New York. On
       Friday afternoons, during the season, Orchestra Hall,
       situate on Michigan Boulevard, holds more pretty girls and
       fewer men than one might expect to see at any one gathering
       other than, perhaps, a wholesale debutante tea crush. A
       Friday afternoon ticket is as impossible of attainment for
       one not a subscriber as a seat in heaven for a sinner.
       Saturday night's audience is staider, more masculine, less
       staccato. Gallery, balcony, parquet, it represents the
       city's best. Its men prefer Beethoven to Berlin. Its women
       could wear pearl necklaces, and don't. Between the audience
       and the solemn black-and-white rows on the platform there
       exists an entente cordiale. The Konzert-Meister bows to
       his friend in the third row, as he tucks his violin under
       his chin. The fifth row, aisle, smiles and nods to the
       sausage-fingered 'cellist.
       "Fritz is playing well to-night."
       In a rarefied form, it is the atmosphere that existed
       between audience and players in the days of the old and
       famous Daly stock company.
       Such was the character of the audience Theodore was to face
       on his first appearance in America. Fanny explained
       its nature to him. He shrugged his shoulders in a gesture
       as German as it was expressive.
       Theodore seemed to have become irrevocably German during the
       years of his absence from America. He had a queer stock of
       little foreign tricks. He lifted his hat to men
       acquaintances on the street. He had learned to smack his
       heels smartly together and to bow stiffly from the waist,
       and to kiss the hand of the matrons--and they adored him for
       it. He was quite innocent of pose in these things. He
       seemed to have imbibed them, together with his queer German
       haircut, and his incredibly German clothes.
       Fanny allowed him to retain the bow, and the courtly hand-
       kiss, but she insisted that he change the clothes and the
       haircut.
       "You'll have to let it grow, Ted. I don't mean that I want
       you to have a mane, like Ysaye. But I do think you ought to
       discard that convict cut. Besides, it isn't becoming. And
       if you're going to be an American violinist you'll have to
       look it--with a foreign finish."
       He let his hair grow. Fanny watched with interest for the
       appearance of the unruly lock which had been wont to
       straggle over his white forehead in his schoolboy days. The
       new and well-cut American clothes effected surprisingly
       little change. Fanny, surveying him, shook her head.
       "When you stepped off the ship you looked like a German in
       German clothes. Now you look like a German in American
       clothes. I don't know--I do believe it's your face, Ted. I
       wouldn't have thought that ten years or so in any country
       could change the shape of one's nose, and mouth and
       cheekbones. Do you suppose it's the umlauts?"
       "Cut it out!" laughed Ted, that being his idea of modern
       American slang. He was fascinated by these crisp phrases,
       but he was ten years or so behind the times, and he
       sometimes startled his hearers by an exhibition of slang so
       old as to be almost new. It was all the more startling in
       contrast with his conversational English, which was as
       carefully correct as a born German's.
       As for the rest, it was plain that he was interested, but
       unhappy. He practiced for hours daily. He often took Mizzi
       to the park and came back storming about the dirt, the
       noise, the haste, the rudeness, the crowds, the
       mismanagement of the entire city. Dummheit, he called it.
       They profaned the lake. They allowed the people to trample
       the grass. They threw papers and banana skins about. And
       they wasted! His years in Germany had taught him to regard
       all these things as sacrilege, and the last as downright
       criminal. He was lonesome for his Germany. That was plain.
       He hated it, and loved it, much as he hated and loved the
       woman who had so nearly spoiled his life. The maelstrom
       known as the southwest corner of State and Madison streets
       appalled him.
       "Gott!" he exclaimed. "Es ist unglaublich! Aber ganz
       unglaublich! Ich werde bald veruckt." He somehow lapsed
       into German when excited.
       Fanny took him to the Haynes-Cooper plant one day, and it
       left him dazed, and incredulous. She quoted millions at
       him. He was not interested. He looked at the office
       workers, the mail-room girls, and shook his head, dumbly.
       They were using bicycles now, with a bundle rack in the
       front, in the vast stock rooms, and the roller skates had
       been discarded as too slow. The stock boys skimmed around
       corners on these lightweight bicycles, up one aisle, and
       down the next, snatching bundles out of bins, shooting
       bundles into bins, as expertly as players in a gymkhana.
       Theodore saw the uncanny rapidity with which the letter-
       opening machines did their work. He watched the great
       presses that turned out the catalogue--the catalogue
       whose message meant millions; he sat in Fenger's office and
       stared at the etchings, and said, "Certainly," with
       politeness, when Fenger excused himself in the midst of a
       conversation to pick up the telephone receiver and talk to
       their shoe factory in Maine. He ended up finally in Fanny's
       office, no longer a dingy and undesirable corner, but a
       quietly brisk center that sent out vibrations over the
       entire plant. Slosson, incidentally, was no longer of the
       infants' wear. He had been transferred to a subordinate
       position in the grocery section.
       "Well," said Fanny, seating herself at her desk, and smiling
       radiantly upon her brother. "Well, what do you think of
       us?"
       And then Theodore Brandeis, the careless, the selfish, the
       blind, said a most amazing thing.
       "Fanny, I'll work. I'll soon get some of these millions
       that are lying about everywhere in this country. And then
       I'll take you out of this. I promise you."
       Fanny stared at him, a picture of ludicrous astonishment.
       "Why, you talk as if you were--sorry for me!"
       "I am, dear. God knows I am. I'll make it up to you,
       somehow."
       It was the first time in all her dashing and successful
       career that Fanny Brandeis had felt the sting of pity. She
       resented it, hotly. And from Theodore, the groper, the--
       "But at any rate," something within her said, "he has always
       been true to himself."
       Theodore's manager arrived in September, on a Holland boat,
       on which he had been obliged to share a stuffy inside cabin
       with three others. Kurt Stein was German born, but American
       bred, and he had the American love of luxurious travel. He
       was still testy when he reached Chicago and his charge.
       "How goes the work?" he demanded at once, of Theodore. He
       eyed him sharply. "That's better. You have lost some
       of the look you had when you left Wien. The ladies would
       have liked that look, here in America. But it is bad for
       the work."
       He took Fanny aside before he left. His face was serious.
       It was plain that he was disturbed. "That woman," he began.
       "Pardon me, Mrs. Brandeis. She came to me. She says she is
       starving. She is alone there, in Vienna. Her--well, she is
       alone. The war is everywhere. They say it will last for
       years. She wept and pleaded with me to take her here."
       "No!" cried Fanny. "Don't let him hear it. He mustn't
       know. He----"
       "Yes, I know. She is a paradox, that woman. I tell you,
       she almost prevailed on me. There is something about her;
       something that repels and compels." That struck him as
       being a very fine phrase indeed, and he repeated it
       appreciatively.
       "I'll send her money, somehow," said Fanny.
       "Yes. But they say that money is not reaching them over
       there. I don't know what becomes of it. It vanishes." He
       turned to leave. "Oh, a message for you. On my boat was
       Schabelitz. It looks very much as if his great fortune, the
       accumulation of years, would be swept away by this war.
       Already they are tramping up and down his lands in Poland.
       His money--much of it--is invested in great hotels in Poland
       and Russia, and they are using them for barracks and
       hospitals."
       "Schabelitz! You mean a message for Theodore? From him?
       That's wonderful."
       "For Theodore, and for you, too."
       "For me! I made a picture of him once when I was a little
       girl. I didn't see him again for years. Then I heard him
       play. It was on his last tour here. I wanted to speak to
       him. But I was afraid. And my face was red with weeping."
       "He remembers you. And he means to see Theodore and you.
       He can do much for Theodore in this country, and I
       think he will. His message for you was this: `Tell her I
       still have the picture that she made of me, with the jack-
       in-the-box in my hand, and that look on my face. Tell her I
       have often wondered about that little girl in the red cap
       and the black curls. I've wondered if she went on, catching
       that look back of people's faces. If she did, she should be
       more famous than her brother."'
       "He said that! About me!"
       "I am telling you as nearly as I can. He said, `Tell her it
       was a woman who ruined Bauer's career, and caused him to end
       his days a music teacher in--in--Gott! I can't remember the
       name of that town----"
       "Winnebago."
       "Winnebago. That was it. `Tell her not to let the brother
       spoil his life that way.' So. That is the message. He
       said you would understand."
       Theodore's face was ominous when she returned to him, after
       Stein had left.
       "I wish you and Stein wouldn't stand out there in the hall
       whispering about me as if I were an idiot patient. What
       were you saying?"
       "Nothing, Ted. Really."
       He brooded a moment. Then his face lighted up with a flash
       of intuition. He flung an accusing finger at Fanny.
       "He has seen her."
       "Ted! You promised."
       "She's in trouble. This war. And she hasn't any money. I
       know. Look here. We've got to send her money. Cable it."
       "I will. Just leave it all to me."
       "If she's here, in this country, and you're lying to me----"
       "She isn't. My word of honor, Ted."
       He relaxed.
       Life was a very complicated thing for Fanny these days.
       Ted was leaning on her; Mizzi, Otti, and now Fenger. Nathan
       Haynes was poking a disturbing finger into that delicate and
       complicated mechanism of System which Fenger had built up in
       the Haynes-Cooper plant. And Fenger, snarling, was trying
       to guard his treasure. He came to Fanny with his grievance.
       Fanny had always stimulated him, reassured him, given him
       the mental readjustment that he needed.
       He strode into her office one morning in late September.
       Ordinarily he sent for her. He stood by her desk now, a
       sheaf of papers in his hand, palpably stage props, and
       lifted significant eyebrows in the direction of the
       stenographer busy at her typewriter in the corner.
       "You may leave that, Miss Mahin," Fanny said. Miss Mahin, a
       comprehending young woman, left it, and the room as well.
       Fenger sat down. He was under great excitement, though he
       was quite controlled. Fanny, knowing him, waited quietly.
       His eyes held hers.
       "It's come," Fenger began. "You know that for the last year
       Haynes has been milling around with a herd of sociologists,
       philanthropists, and students of economics. He had some
       scheme in the back of his head, but I thought it was just
       another of his impractical ideas. It appears that it
       wasn't. Between the lot of them they've evolved a savings
       and profit-sharing plan that's founded on a kind of
       practical universal brotherhood dream. Haynes's millions
       are bothering him. If they actually put this thing through
       I'll get out. It'll mean that everything I've built up will
       be torn down. It will mean that any six-dollar-a-week
       girl----"
       "As I understand it," interrupted Fanny, "it will mean that
       there will be no more six-dollar-a-week girls."
       "That's it. And let me tell you, once you get the ignorant,
       unskilled type to believing they're actually capable of
       earning decent money, actually worth something, they're
       worse than useless. They're dangerous."
       "You don't believe that."
       "I do."
       "But it's a theory that belongs to the Dark Ages. We've
       disproved it. We've got beyond that."
       "Yes. So was war. We'd got beyond it. But it's here. I
       tell you, there are only two classes: the governing and the
       governed. That has always been true. It always will be.
       Let the Socialists rave. It has never got them anywhere. I
       know. I come from the mucker class myself. I know what
       they stand for. Boost them, and they'll turn on you. If
       there's anything in any of them, he'll pull himself up by
       his own bootstraps."
       "They're not all potential Fengers."
       "Then let 'em stay what they are."
       Fanny's pencil was tracing and retracing a tortured and
       meaningless figure on the paper before her. "Tell me, do
       you remember a girl named Sarah Sapinsky?"
       "Never heard of her."
       "That's fitting. Sarah Sapinsky was a very pretty, very
       dissatisfied girl who was a slave to the bundle chute. One
       day there was a period of two seconds when a bundle didn't
       pop out at her, and she had time to think. Anyway, she
       left. I asked about her. She's on the streets."
       "Well?"
       "Thanks to you and your system."
       "Look here, Fanny. I didn't come to you for that kind of
       talk. Don't, for heaven's sake, give me any sociological
       drivel to-day. I'm not here just to tell you my troubles.
       You know what my contract is here with Haynes-Cooper. And
       you know the amount of stock I hold. If this scheme of
       Haynes's goes in, I go out. Voluntarily. But at my own
       price. The Haynes-Cooper plant is at the height of its
       efficiency now." He dropped his voice. "But the mail order
       business is in its infancy. There's no limit to what can be
       done with it in the next few years. Understand? Do you get
       what I'm trying to tell you?" He leaned forward, tense and
       terribly in earnest.
       Fanny stared at him. Then her hand went to her head in a
       gesture of weariness. "Not to-day. Please. And not here.
       Don't think I'm ungrateful for your confidence. But--this
       month has been a terrific strain. Just let me pass the
       fifteenth of October. Let me see Theodore on the way----"
       Fenger's fingers closed about her wrist. Fanny got to her
       feet angrily. They glared at each other a moment. Then the
       humor of the picture they must be making struck Fanny. She
       began to laugh. Fenger's glare became a frown. He turned
       abruptly and left the office. Fanny looked down at her
       wrist ruefully. Four circlets of red marked its smooth
       whiteness. She laughed again, a little uncertainly this
       time.
       When she got home that night she found, in her mail, a
       letter for Theodore, postmarked Vienna, and stamped with the
       mark of the censor. Theodore had given her his word of
       honor that he would not write Olga, or give her his address.
       Olga was risking Fanny's address. She stood looking at the
       letter now. Theodore was coming in for dinner, as he did
       five nights out of the week. As she stood in the hallway,
       she heard the rattle of his key in the lock. She flew down
       the hall and into her bedroom, her letters in her hand. She
       opened her dressing table drawer and threw them into it,
       switched on the light and turned to face Theodore in the
       doorway.
       "'Lo, Sis."
       "Hello, Teddy. Kiss me. Phew! That pipe again. How'd the
       work go to-day?"
       "So--so. Any mail for me?"
       "No."
       That night, when he had gone, she took out the letter and
       stood turning it over and over in her hands. She had no
       thought of reading it. It was its destruction she was
       contemplating. Finally she tucked it away in her
       handkerchief box. Perhaps, after the fifteenth of October.
       Everything depended on that.
       And the fifteenth of October came. It had dragged for
       weeks, and then, at the end, it galloped. By that time
       Fanny had got used to seeing Theodore's picture and name
       outside Orchestra Hall, and in the musical columns of the
       papers. Brandeis. Theodore Brandeis, the violinist. The
       name sang in her ears. When she walked on Michigan Avenue
       during that last week she would force herself to march
       straight on past Orchestra Hall, contenting herself with a
       furtive and oblique glance at the announcement board. The
       advance programs hung, a little bundle of them, suspended by
       a string from a nail on the wall near the box office, so
       that ticket purchasers might rip one off and peruse the
       week's musical menu. Fanny longed to hear the comment of
       the little groups that were constantly forming and
       dispersing about the box office window. She never dreamed
       of allowing herself to hover near it. She thought sometimes
       of the woman in the businesslike gray skirt and the black
       sateen apron who had drudged so cheerfully in the little
       shop so that Theodore Brandeis' name might shine now from
       the very top of the program, in heavy black letters:
       Soloist: MR. THEODORE BRANDEIS, Violin
       The injustice of it. Fanny had never ceased to rage at
       that.
       In the years to come Theodore Brandeis was to have that
       adulation which the American public, temperamentally so
       cold, gives its favorite, once the ice of its reserve is
       thawed. He was to look down on that surging, tempestuous
       crowd which sometimes packs itself about the foot of
       the platform in Carnegie Hall, demanding more, more, more,
       after a generous concert is concluded. He had to learn to
       protect himself from those hysterical, enraptured, wholly
       feminine adorers who swarmed about him, scaling the platform
       itself. But of all this there was nothing on that Friday
       and Saturday in October. Orchestra Hall audiences are not,
       as a rule, wildly demonstrative. They were no exception.
       They listened attentively, appreciatively. They talked,
       critically and favorably, on the way home. They applauded
       generously. They behaved as an Orchestra Hall audience
       always behaves, and would behave, even if it were confronted
       with a composite Elman-Kreisler-Ysaye soloist. Theodore's
       playing was, as a whole, perhaps the worst of his career.
       Not that he did not rise to magnificent heights at times.
       But it was what is known as uneven playing. He was torn
       emotionally, nervously, mentally. His playing showed it.
       Fanny, seated in the auditorium, her hands clasped tight,
       her heart hammering, had a sense of unreality as she waited
       for Theodore to appear from the little door at the left. He
       was to play after the intermission. Fanny had arrived late,
       with Theodore, that Friday afternoon. She felt she could
       not sit through the first part of the program. They waited
       together in the anteroom. Theodore, looking very slim and
       boyish in his frock coat, walked up and down, up and down.
       Fanny wanted to straighten his tie. She wanted to pick an
       imaginary thread off his lapel. She wanted to adjust the
       white flower in his buttonhole (he jerked it out presently,
       because it interfered with his violin, he said). She wanted
       to do any one of the foolish, futile things that would have
       served to relieve her own surcharged feelings. But she had
       learned control in these years. And she yielded to none of
       them.
       The things they said and did were, perhaps, almost
       ludicrous.
       "How do I look?" Theodore demanded, and stood up before her.
       "Beautiful!" said Fanny, and meant it.
       Theodore passed a hand over his cheek. "Cut myself shaving,
       damn it!"
       "It doesn't show."
       He resumed his pacing. Now and then he stopped, and rubbed
       his hands together with a motion we use in washing.
       Finally:
       "I wish you'd go out front," he said, almost pettishly.
       Fanny rose, without a word. She looked very handsome.
       Excitement had given her color. The pupils of her eyes were
       dilated and they shone brilliantly. She looked at her
       brother. He stared at her. They swayed together. They
       kissed, and clung together for a long moment. Then Fanny
       turned and walked swiftly away, and stumbled a little as she
       groped for the stairway.
       The bell in the foyer rang. The audience strolled to the
       auditorium. They lagged, Fanny thought. They crawled. She
       told herself that she must not allow her nerves to tease her
       like that. She looked about her, with outward calm. Her
       eyes met Fenger's. He was seated, alone. It was he who had
       got a subscription seat for her from a friend. She had said
       she preferred to be alone. She looked at him now and he at
       her, and they did not nod nor smile. The house settled
       itself flutteringly.
       A man behind Fanny spoke. "Who's this Brandeis?"
       "I don't know. A new one. German, I guess. They say he's
       good. Kreisler's the boy who can play for me, though."
       The orchestra was seated now. Stock, the conductor, came
       out from the little side door. Behind him walked Theodore.
       There was a little, impersonal burst of applause. Stock
       mounted his conductor's platform and glanced paternally
       down at Theodore, who stood at the left, violin and bow in
       hand, bowing. The audience seemed to warm to his
       boyishness. They applauded again, and he bowed in a little
       series of jerky bobs that waggled his coat-tails. Heels
       close together, knees close together. A German bow. And
       then a polite series of bobs addressed to Stock and his
       orchestra. Stock's long, slim hands poised in air. His
       fingertips seemed to draw from the men before him the first
       poignant strains of Theodore's concerto. Theodore stood,
       slim and straight. Fanny's face, lifted toward him, was a
       prayerful thing. Theodore suddenly jerked back the left
       lapel of his coat in a little movement Fanny remembered as
       typical in his boyish days, nuzzled his violin tenderly, and
       began to play.
       It is the most excruciating of instruments, the violin, or
       the most exquisite. I think Fanny actually heard very
       little of his playing. Her hands were icy. Her cheeks were
       hot. The man before her was not Theodore Brandeis, the
       violinist, but Teddy, the bright-haired, knickered schoolboy
       who played to those people seated in the yellow wooden pews
       of the temple in Winnebago. The years seemed to fade away.
       He crouched over his violin to get the 'cello tones for
       which he was to become famous, and it was the same hunched,
       almost awkward pose that the boy had used. Fanny found
       herself watching his feet as his shifted his position. He
       was nervous. And he was not taken out of himself. She knew
       that because she saw the play of his muscles about the jaw-
       bone. It followed that he was not playing his best. She
       could not tell that from listening to him. Her music sense
       was dulled. She got it from these outward signs. The woman
       next to her was reading a program absorbedly, turning the
       pages regularly, and with care. Fanny could have killed her
       with her two hands. She tried to listen detachedly. The
       music was familiar to her. Theodore had played it for
       her, again and again. The last movement had never
       failed to shake her emotionally. It was the glorious and
       triumphant cry of a people tried and unafraid. She heard it
       now, unmoved.
       And then Theodore was bowing his little jerky bows, and he
       was shaking hands with Stock, and with the First Violin. He
       was gone. Fanny sat with her hands in her lap. The
       applause continued. Theodore appeared again. Bowed. He
       bent very low now, with his arms hanging straight. There
       was something gracious and courtly about him. And foreign.
       He must keep that, Fanny thought. They like it. She saw
       him off again. More applause. Encores were against the
       house rules. She knew that. Then it meant they were
       pleased. He was to play again. A group of Hungarian dances
       this time. They were wild, gypsy things, rising to frenzy
       at times. He played them with spirit and poetry. To listen
       sent the blood singing through the veins. Fanny found
       herself thinking clearly and exaltedly.
       "This is what my mother drudged for, and died for, and it
       was worth it. And you must do the same, if necessary.
       Nothing else matters. What he needs now is luxury. He's
       worn out with fighting. Ease. Peace. Leisure. You've got
       to give them to him. It's no use, Fanny. You lose."
       In that moment she reached a mark in her spiritual career
       that she was to outdistance but once.
       Theodore was bowing again. Fanny had scarcely realized that
       he had finished. The concert was over.
       ". . . the group of dances," the man behind her was saying
       as he helped the girl next him with her coat, "but I didn't
       like that first thing. Church music, not concert."
       Fanny found her way back to the ante-room. Theodore was
       talking to the conductor, and one or two others. He looked
       tired, and his eyes found Fanny's with appeal and
       relief in them. She came over to him. There were
       introductions, congratulations. Fanny slipped her hand over
       his with a firm pressure.
       "Come, dear. You must be tired."
       At the door they found Fenger waiting. Theodore received
       his well-worded congratulations with an ill-concealed scowl.
       "My car's waiting," said Fenger. "Won't you let me take you
       home?"
       A warning pressure from Theodore. "Thanks, no. We have a
       car. Theodore's very tired."
       "I can quite believe that."
       "Not tired," growled Theodore, like a great boy. "I'm
       hungry. Starved. I never eat before playing."
       Kurt Stein, Theodore's manager, had been hovering over him
       solicitously. "You must remember to-morrow night. I should
       advise you to rest now, as quickly as possible." He, too,
       glared at Fenger.
       Fenger fell back, almost humbly. "I've great news for you.
       I must see you Sunday. After this is over. I'll telephone
       you. Don't try to come to work to-morrow." All this is a
       hurried aside to Fanny.
       Fanny nodded and moved away with Theodore.
       Theodore leaned back in the car, but there was no hint of
       relaxation. He was as tense and vibrant as one of his own
       violin strings.
       "It went, didn't it? They're like clods, these American
       audiences." It was on the tip of Fanny's tongue to say that
       he had professed indifference to audiences, but she wisely
       refrained. "Gad! I'm hungry. What makes this Fenger hang
       around so? I'm going to tell him to keep away, some day.
       The way he stares at you. Let's go somewhere to-night, Fan.
       Or have some people in. I can't sit about after I've
       played. Olga always used to have a supper party, or
       something."
       "All right, Ted. Would you like the theater?"
       For the first time in her life she felt a little whisper of
       sympathy for the despised Olga. Perhaps, after all, she had
       not been wholly to blame.
       He was to leave Sunday morning for Cleveland, where he would
       play Monday. He had insisted on taking Mizzi with him,
       though Fanny had railed and stormed. Theodore had had his
       way.
       "She's used to it. She likes to travel, don't you, Mizzi?
       You should have seen her in Russia, and all over Germany,
       and in Sweden. She's a better traveler than her dad."
       Saturday morning's papers were kind, but cool. They used
       words such as promising, uneven, overambitious, gifted.
       Theodore crumpled the lot into a ball and hurled them across
       the room, swearing horribly. Then he smoothed them out,
       clipped them, and saved them carefully. His playing that
       night was tinged with bravado, and the Saturday evening
       audience rose to it. There was about his performance a
       glow, a spirit that had been lacking on the previous day.
       Inconsistently enough, he missed the antagonism of the
       European critics. He was puzzled and resentful.
       "They hardly say a word about the meaning of the concerto.
       They accept it as a piece of music, Jewish in theme. It
       might as well be entitled Springtime."
       "This isn't France or Russia," said Fanny. "Antagonism here
       isn't religious. It's personal, almost. You've been away
       so many years you've forgotten. They don't object to us as
       a sect, or a race, but as a type. That's the trouble,
       Clarence Heyl says. We're free to build as many synagogues
       as we like, and worship in them all day, if we want to. But
       we don't want to. The struggle isn't racial any more, but
       individual. For some reason or other one flashy, loud-
       talking Hebrew in a restaurant can cause more ill feeling
       than ten thousand of them holding a religious mass meeting
       in Union Square."
       Theodore pondered a moment. "Then here each one of us is
       responsible. Is that it?"
       "I suppose so."
       "But look here. I've been here ten weeks, and I've met your
       friends, and not one of them is a Jew. How's that?"
       Fanny flushed a little. "Oh, it just worked out that way."
       Theodore looked at her hard. "You mean you worked it out
       that way?"
       "Yes."
       "Fan, we're a couple of weaklings, both of us, to have
       sprung from a mother like ours. I don't know which is
       worse; my selfishness, or yours." Then, at the hurt that
       showed in her face, he was all contrition. "Forgive me,
       Sis. You've been so wonderful to me, and to Mizzi, and to
       all of us. I'm a good-for-nothing fiddler, that's all.
       You're the strong one."
       Fenger had telephoned her on Saturday. He and his wife were
       at their place in the country. Fanny was to take the train
       out there Sunday morning. She looked forward to it with a
       certain relief. The weather had turned unseasonably warm,
       as Chicago Octobers sometimes do. Up to the last moment she
       had tried to shake Theodore's determination to take Mizzi
       and Otti with him. But he was stubborn.
       "I've got to have her," he said.
       Michael Fenger's voice over the telephone had been as
       vibrant with suppressed excitement as Michael Fenger's dry,
       hard tones could be.
       "Fanny, it's done--finished," he said. "We had a meeting
       to-day. This is my last month with Haynes-Cooper."
       "But you can't mean it. Why, you ARE Haynes-Cooper. How
       can they let you go?"
       "I can't tell you now. We'll go over it all to-morrow.
       I've new plans. They've bought me out. D'you see? At
       a price that--well, I thought I'd got used to juggling
       millions at Haynes-Cooper. But this surprised even me.
       Will you come? Early? Take the eight-ten."
       "That's too early. I'll get the ten."
       The mid-October country was a lovely thing. Fanny, with the
       strain of Theodore's debut and leave-taking behind her, and
       the prospect of a high-tension business talk with Fenger
       ahead, drank in the beauty of the wayside woods gratefully.
       Fenger met her at the station. She had never seen him so
       boyish, so exuberant. He almost pranced.
       "Hop in," he said. He had driven down in a runabout.
       "Brother get off all right? Gad! He CAN play. And
       you've made the whole thing possible." He turned to look at
       her. "You're a wonder."
       "In your present frame of mind and state of being," laughed
       Fanny, "you'd consider any one a wonder. You're so pleased
       with yourself you're fairly gummy."
       Fenger laughed softly and sped the car on. They turned in
       at the gate. There was scarlet salvia, now, to take the
       place of the red geraniums. The gay awnings, too, were
       gone.
       "This is our last week," Fenger explained. "It's too cold
       out here for Katherine. We're moving into town to-morrow.
       We're more or less camping out here, with only the Jap to
       take care of us."
       "Don't apologize, please. I'm grateful just to be here,
       after the week I've had. Let's have the news now."
       "We'll have lunch first. I'm afraid you'll have to excuse
       Katherine. She probably won't be down for lunch." The Jap
       had spread the luncheon table on the veranda, but a brisk
       lake breeze had sprung up, and he was busy now transferring
       his table from the porch to the dining room. "Would you
       have believed it," said Fenger, "when you left town?
       Good old lake. Mrs. Fenger coming down?" to the man.
       The Jap shook his head. "Nossa."
       Their talk at luncheon was all about Theodore and his
       future. Fenger said that what Theodore needed was a firm
       and guiding hand. "A sort of combination manager and slave-
       driver. An ambitious and intelligent wife would do it.
       That's what we all need. A woman to work for, and to make
       us work."
       Fanny smiled. "Mizzi will have to be woman enough, I'm
       afraid. Poor Ted."
       They rose. "Now for the talk," said Fenger. But the
       telephone had sounded shrilly a moment before, and the
       omnipresent little Jap summoned Fenger. He was back in a
       minute, frowning. "It's Haynes. I'm sorry. I'm afraid
       it'll take a half hour of telephoning. Don't you want to
       take a cat-nap? Or a stroll down to the lake?"
       "Don't bother about me. I'll probably take a run outdoors."
       "Be back in half an hour."
       But when she returned he was still at the telephone. She
       got a book and stretched luxuriously among the cushions of
       one of the great lounging chairs, and fell asleep. When she
       awoke Fenger was seated opposite her. He was not reading.
       He was not smoking. He evidently had been sitting there,
       looking at her.
       "Oh, gracious! Mouth open?"
       "No."
       Fanny fought down an impulse to look as cross as she felt.
       "What time? Why didn't you wake me?" The house was very
       quiet. She patted her hair deftly, straightened her collar.
       "Where's everybody? Isn't Mrs. Fenger down yet?"
       "No. Don't you want to hear about my plans now?"
       "Of course I do. That's what I came for. I don't see
       why you didn't tell me hours ago. You're as slow in action
       as a Chinese play. Out with it."
       Fenger got up and began to pace the floor, not excitedly,
       but with an air of repression. He looked very powerful and
       compelling, there in the low-ceilinged, luxurious room.
       "I'll make it brief. We met yesterday in Haynes's office.
       Of course we had discussed the thing before. You know that.
       Haynes knew that I'd never run the plant under the new
       conditions. Why, it would kill every efficiency rule I've
       ever made. Here I had trimmed that enormous plant down to
       fighting weight. There wasn't a useless inch or ounce about
       the whole enormous billionaire bulk of it. And then to have
       Haynes come along, with his burdensome notions, and his
       socialistic slop. They'd cripple any business, no matter
       how great a start it had. I told him all that. We didn't
       waste much time on argument, though. We knew we'd never get
       together. In half an hour we were talking terms. You know
       my contract and the amount of stock I hold. Well, we
       threshed that out, and Haynes is settling for two million
       and a half."
       He came to a stop before Fanny's chair.
       "Two million and a half what?" asked Fanny, feebly.
       "Dollars." He smiled rather grimly. "In a check."
       "One--check?"
       "One check."
       Fanny digested that in her orderly mind. "I thought I was
       used to thinking in millions. But this--I'd like to touch
       the check, just once."
       "You shall." He drew up a chair near her. "Now get this,
       Fanny. There's nothing that you and I can't do with two
       millions and a half. Nothing. We know this mail order game
       as no two people in the world know it. And it's in its
       infancy. I know the technical side of it. You know the
       human side of it. I tell you that in five years' time you
       and I can be a national power. Not merely the heads of
       a prosperous mail order business, but figures in finance.
       See what's happened to Haynes-Cooper in the last five years!
       Why, it's incredible. It's grotesque. And it's nothing to
       what you and I can do, working together. You know people,
       somehow. You've a genius for sensing their wants, or
       feelings, or emotions--I don't know just what it is. And I
       know facts. And we have two million and a half--I can make
       it nearly three millions--to start with. Haynes, fifteen
       years ago, had a couple of hundred thousand. In five years
       we can make the Haynes-Cooper organization look as modern
       and competent as a cross-roads store. This isn't a dream.
       These are facts. You know how my mind works. Like a cold
       chisel. I can see this whole country--and Europe, too,
       after the war--God, yes!--stretched out before us like a
       patient before expert surgeons. You to attend to its heart,
       and I to its bones and ligaments. I can put you where no
       other woman has ever been. I've a hundred new plans this
       minute, and a hundred more waiting to be born. So have you.
       I tell you it's just a matter of buildings. Of bricks and
       stone, and machinery and people to make the machinery go.
       Once we get those--and it's only a matter of months--we can
       accomplish things I daren't even dream of. What was Haynes-
       Cooper fifteen years ago? What was the North American Cloak
       and Suit Company? The Peter Johnston Stores, of New York?
       Wells-Kayser? Nothing. They didn't exist. And this year
       Haynes-Cooper is declaring a twenty-five per cent dividend.
       Do you get what that means? But of course you do. That's
       the wonder of it. I never need explain things to you.
       You've a genius for understanding."
       Fanny had been sitting back in her chair, crouching almost,
       her eyes fixed upon the man's face, so terrible in its
       earnestness and indomitable strength. When he stopped
       talking now, and stood looking down at her, she rose,
       too, her eyes still on his face. She was twisting the
       fingers of one hand in the fingers of the other, in a
       frightened sort of way.
       "I'm not really a business woman. I--wait a minute,
       please--I have a knack of knowing what people are thinking
       and wanting. But that isn't business."
       "It isn't, eh? It's the finest kind of business sense.
       It's the thing the bugs call psychology, and it's as
       necessary to-day as capital was yesterday. You can get
       along without the last. You can't without the first. One
       can be acquired. The other you've got to be born with."
       "But I--you know, of late, it's only the human side of it
       that has appealed to me. I don't know why. I seem to have
       lost interest in the actual mechanics of it."
       Fenger stood looking at her, his head lowered. A scarlet
       stripe, that she had never noticed before, seemed to stand
       out suddenly, like a welt, on his forehead. Then he came
       toward her. She raised her hand in a little futile gesture.
       She took an involuntary step backward, encountered the chair
       she had just left, and sank into it coweringly. She sat
       there, looking up at him, fascinated. His hand, on the wing
       of the great chair, was shaking. So, too, was his voice.
       "Fanny, Katherine's not here."
       Fanny still looked up at him, wordlessly.
       "Katherine left here yesterday. She's in town." Then, at
       the look in her face, "She was here when I telephoned you
       yesterday. Late yesterday afternoon she had one of her
       fantastic notions. She insisted that she must go into town.
       It was too cold for her here. Too damp. Too--well, she
       went. And I let her go. And I didn't telephone you again.
       I wanted you to come."
       Fanny Brandeis, knowing him, must have felt a great qualm of
       terror and helplessness. But she was angry, too, a
       wholesome ingredient in a situation such as this. The thing
       she said and did now was inspired. She laughed--a little
       uncertainly, it is true--but still she laughed. And she
       said, in a matter-of-fact tone:
       "Well, I must say that's a rather shabby trick. Still, I
       suppose the tired business man has got to have his little
       melodrama. What do I do? H'm? Beat my breast and howl?
       Or pound on the door panel?"
       Fenger stood looking at her. "Don't laugh at me, Fanny."
       She stood up, still smiling. It was rather a brilliant
       piece of work. Fenger, taken out of himself though he was,
       still was artist enough to appreciate it.
       "Why not laugh," she said, "if I'm amused? And I am. Come
       now, Mr. Fenger. Be serious. And let's get back to the
       billions. I want to catch the five-fifteen."
       "I AM serious."
       "Well, if you expect me to play the hunted heroine, I'm
       sorry." She pointed an accusing finger at him. "I know
       now. You're quitting Haynes-Cooper for the movies. And
       this is a rehearsal for a vampire film."
       "You nervy little devil, you!" He reached out with one
       great, irresistible hand and gripped her shoulder. "You
       wonderful, glorious girl!" The hand that gripped her
       shoulder swung her to him. She saw his face with veins she
       had never noticed before standing out, in knots, on his
       temples, and his eyes were fixed and queer. And he was
       talking, rather incoherently, and rapidly. He was saying
       the same thing over and over again: "I'm crazy about you.
       I've been looking for a woman like you--all my life. I'm
       crazy about you. I'm crazy----"
       And then Fanny's fine composure and self control fled, and
       she thought of her mother. She began to struggle, too, and
       to say, like any other girl, "Let me go! Let me go!
       You're hurting me. Let me go! You! You!"
       And then, quite clearly, from that part of her brain where
       it had been tucked away until she should need it, came
       Clarence Heyl's whimsical bit of advice. Her mind released
       it now, complete.
       "If you double your fist this way, and tuck your thumb
       alongside, like that, and aim for this spot right here,
       about two inches this side of the chin, bringing your arm
       back and up quickly, like a piston, the person you hit will
       go down, limp. There's a nerve right here that communicates
       with the brain. The blow makes you see stars, and bright
       lights----"
       She went limp in his arms. She shut her eyes, flutteringly.
       "All men--like you--have a yellow streak," she whispered,
       and opened her eyes, and looked up at him, smiling a little.
       He relaxed his hold, in surprise and relief. And with her
       eyes on that spot barely two inches to the side of the chin
       she brought her right arm down, slowly, slowly, fist
       doubled, and then up like a piston--snap! His teeth came
       together with a sharp little crack. His face, in that
       second, was a comic mask, surprised, stunned, almost
       idiotic. Then he went down, as Clarence Heyl had predicted,
       limp. Not with a crash, but slowly, crumpingly, so that he
       almost dragged her with him.
       Fanny stood looking down at him a moment. Then she wiped
       her mouth with the back of her hand. She walked out of the
       room, and down the hall. She saw the little Jap dart
       suddenly back from a doorway, and she stamped her foot and
       said, "S-s-cat!" as if he had been a rat. She gathered up
       her hat and bag from the hall table, and so, out of the
       door, and down the walk, to the road. And then she began to
       run. She ran, and ran, and ran. It was a longish stretch
       to the pretty, vine-covered station. She seemed unconscious
       of fatigue, or distance. She must have been at least a
       half hour on the way. When she reached the station the
       ticket agent told her there was no train until six. So she
       waited, quietly. She put on her hat (she had carried it in
       her hand all the way) and patted her hair into place. When
       the train came she found a seat quite alone, and sank into
       its corner, and rested her head against her open palm. It
       was not until then that she felt a stab of pain. She looked
       at her hand, and saw that the skin of her knuckles was
       bruised and bleeding.
       "Well, if this," she said to herself, "isn't the most
       idiotic thing that ever happened to a woman outside a near-
       novel."
       She looked at her knuckles, critically, as though the hand
       belonged to some one else. Then she smiled. And even as
       she smiled a great lump came into her throat, and the bruise
       blurred before her eyes, and she was crying rackingly,
       relievedly, huddled there in her red plush corner. _