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Awakening, The
CHAPTER V
Kate Chopin
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       _ They formed a congenial group sitting there that summer
       afternoon--Madame Ratignolle sewing away, often stopping to relate
       a story or incident with much expressive gesture of her perfect
       hands; Robert and Mrs. Pontellier sitting idle, exchanging
       occasional words, glances or smiles which indicated a certain
       advanced stage of intimacy and camaraderie.
       He had lived in her shadow during the past month. No one
       thought anything of it. Many had predicted that Robert would
       devote himself to Mrs. Pontellier when he arrived. Since the age
       of fifteen, which was eleven years before, Robert each summer at
       Grand Isle had constituted himself the devoted attendant of some
       fair dame or damsel. Sometimes it was a young girl, again a widow;
       but as often as not it was some interesting married woman.
       For two consecutive seasons he lived in the sunlight of
       Mademoiselle Duvigne's presence. But she died between summers;
       then Robert posed as an inconsolable, prostrating himself at the
       feet of Madame Ratignolle for whatever crumbs of sympathy and
       comfort she might be pleased to vouchsafe.
       Mrs. Pontellier liked to sit and gaze at her fair companion as
       she might look upon a faultless Madonna.
       "Could any one fathom the cruelty beneath that fair exterior?"
       murmured Robert. "She knew that I adored her once, and she let me
       adore her. It was `Robert, come; go; stand up; sit down; do this;
       do that; see if the baby sleeps; my thimble, please, that I left
       God knows where. Come and read Daudet to me while I sew.'"
       "Par exemple! I never had to ask. You were always there
       under my feet, like a troublesome cat."
       "You mean like an adoring dog. And just as soon as Ratignolle
       appeared on the scene, then it WAS like a dog. `Passez! Adieu!
       Allez vous-en!'"
       "Perhaps I feared to make Alphonse jealous," she interjoined, with
       excessive naivete. That made them all laugh. The right hand
       jealous of the left! The heart jealous of the soul! But for that
       matter, the Creole husband is never jealous; with him the gangrene
       passion is one which has become dwarfed by disuse.
       Meanwhile Robert, addressing Mrs Pontellier, continued to tell
       of his one time hopeless passion for Madame Ratignolle; of
       sleepless nights, of consuming flames till the very sea sizzled
       when he took his daily plunge. While the lady at the needle kept
       up a little running, contemptuous comment:
       "Blagueur--farceur--gros bete, va!"
       He never assumed this seriocomic tone when alone with Mrs.
       Pontellier. She never knew precisely what to make of it; at that
       moment it was impossible for her to guess how much of it was jest
       and what proportion was earnest. It was understood that he had
       often spoken words of love to Madame Ratignolle, without any
       thought of being taken seriously. Mrs. Pontellier was glad he had
       not assumed a similar role toward herself. It would have been
       unacceptable and annoying.
       Mrs. Pontellier had brought her sketching materials, which she
       sometimes dabbled with in an unprofessional way. She liked the
       dabbling. She felt in it satisfaction of a kind which no other
       employment afforded her.
       She had long wished to try herself on Madame Ratignolle.
       Never had that lady seemed a more tempting subject than at that
       moment, seated there like some sensuous Madonna, with the gleam of
       the fading day enriching her splendid color.
       Robert crossed over and seated himself upon the step below
       Mrs. Pontellier, that he might watch her work. She handled her
       brushes with a certain ease and freedom which came, not from long
       and close acquaintance with them, but from a natural aptitude.
       Robert followed her work with close attention, giving forth little
       ejaculatory expressions of appreciation in French, which he addressed to
       Madame Ratignolle.
       "Mais ce n'est pas mal! Elle s'y connait, elle a de la force, oui."
       During his oblivious attention he once quietly rested his head
       against Mrs. Pontellier's arm. As gently she repulsed him. Once
       again he repeated the offense. She could not but believe it to be
       thoughtlessness on his part; yet that was no reason she should
       submit to it. She did not remonstrate, except again to repulse him
       quietly but firmly. He offered no apology.
       The picture completed bore no resemblance to Madame Ratignolle.
       She was greatly disappointed to find that it did not look like her.
       But it was a fair enough piece of work, and in many respects
       satisfying.
       Mrs. Pontellier evidently did not think so. After surveying
       the sketch critically she drew a broad smudge of paint across its
       surface, and crumpled the paper between her hands.
       The youngsters came tumbling up the steps, the quadroon
       following at the respectful distance which they required her to
       observe. Mrs. Pontellier made them carry her paints and things
       into the house. She sought to detain them for a little talk and
       some pleasantry. But they were greatly in earnest. They had only
       come to investigate the contents of the bonbon box. They accepted
       without murmuring what she chose to give them, each holding out two
       chubby hands scoop-like, in the vain hope that they might be
       filled; and then away they went.
       The sun was low in the west, and the breeze soft and
       languorous that came up from the south, charged with the seductive
       odor of the sea. Children freshly befurbelowed, were gathering for
       their games under the oaks. Their voices were high and
       penetrating.
       Madame Ratignolle folded her sewing, placing thimble,
       scissors, and thread all neatly together in the roll, which she
       pinned securely. She complained of faintness. Mrs. Pontellier
       flew for the cologne water and a fan. She bathed Madame Ratignolle's
       face with cologne, while Robert plied the fan with unnecessary vigor.
       The spell was soon over, and Mrs. Pontellier could not help
       wondering if there were not a little imagination responsible for
       its origin, for the rose tint had never faded from her friend's face.
       She stood watching the fair woman walk down the long line of
       galleries with the grace and majesty which queens are sometimes
       supposed to possess. Her little ones ran to meet her. Two of them
       clung about her white skirts, the third she took from its nurse and
       with a thousand endearments bore it along in her own fond,
       encircling arms. Though, as everybody well knew, the doctor had
       forbidden her to lift so much as a pin!
       "Are you going bathing?" asked Robert of Mrs. Pontellier. It
       was not so much a question as a reminder.
       "Oh, no," she answered, with a tone of indecision. "I'm
       tired; I think not." Her glance wandered from his face away toward
       the Gulf, whose sonorous murmur reached her like a loving but
       imperative entreaty.
       "Oh, come!" he insisted. "You mustn't miss your bath. Come
       on. The water must be delicious; it will not hurt you. Come."
       He reached up for her big, rough straw hat that hung on a peg
       outside the door, and put it on her head. They descended the
       steps, and walked away together toward the beach. The sun was low
       in the west and the breeze was soft and warm. _