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Awakening, The
CHAPTER XXI
Kate Chopin
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       _ Some people contended that the reason Mademoiselle Reisz
       always chose apartments up under the roof was to discourage the
       approach of beggars, peddlars and callers. There were plenty of
       windows in her little front room. They were for the most part
       dingy, but as they were nearly always open it did not make so much
       difference. They often admitted into the room a good deal of smoke
       and soot; but at the same time all the light and air that there was
       came through them. From her windows could be seen the crescent of
       the river, the masts of ships and the big chimneys of the
       Mississippi steamers. A magnificent piano crowded the apartment.
       In the next room she slept, and in the third and last she harbored
       a gasoline stove on which she cooked her meals when disinclined to
       descend to the neighboring restaurant. It was there also that she
       ate, keeping her belongings in a rare old buffet, dingy and
       battered from a hundred years of use.
       When Edna knocked at Mademoiselle Reisz's front room door and
       entered, she discovered that person standing beside the window,
       engaged in mending or patching an old prunella gaiter. The little
       musician laughed all over when she saw Edna. Her laugh consisted
       of a contortion of the face and all the muscles of the body.
       She seemed strikingly homely, standing there in the afternoon light.
       She still wore the shabby lace and the artificial bunch of violets
       on the side of her head.
       "So you remembered me at last," said Mademoiselle.
       "I had said to myself, `Ah, bah! she will never come.'"
       "Did you want me to come?" asked Edna with a smile.
       "I had not thought much about it," answered Mademoiselle. The
       two had seated themselves on a little bumpy sofa which stood
       against the wall. "I am glad, however, that you came. I have the
       water boiling back there, and was just about to make some coffee.
       You will drink a cup with me. And how is la belle dame?
       Always handsome! always healthy! always contented!" She took Edna's
       hand between her strong wiry fingers, holding it loosely without warmth,
       and executing a sort of double theme upon the back and palm.
       "Yes," she went on; "I sometimes thought: `She will never
       come. She promised as those women in society always do, without
       meaning it. She will not come.' For I really don't believe you
       like me, Mrs. Pontellier."
       "I don't know whether I like you or not," replied Edna, gazing
       down at the little woman with a quizzical look.
       The candor of Mrs. Pontellier's admission greatly pleased
       Mademoiselle Reisz. She expressed her gratification by repairing
       forthwith to the region of the gasoline stove and rewarding her
       guest with the promised cup of coffee. The coffee and the biscuit
       accompanying it proved very acceptable to Edna, who had declined
       refreshment at Madame Lebrun's and was now beginning to feel
       hungry. Mademoiselle set the tray which she brought in upon a
       small table near at hand, and seated herself once again on the
       lumpy sofa.
       "I have had a letter from your friend," she remarked, as she
       poured a little cream into Edna's cup and handed it to her.
       "My friend?"
       "Yes, your friend Robert. He wrote to me from the City of Mexico."
       "Wrote to YOU?" repeated Edna in amazement, stirring her coffee absently.
       "Yes, to me. Why not? Don't stir all the warmth out of your
       coffee; drink it. Though the letter might as well have been sent
       to you; it was nothing but Mrs. Pontellier from beginning to end."
       "Let me see it," requested the young woman, entreatingly.
       "No; a letter concerns no one but the person who writes it and
       the one to whom it is written."
       "Haven't you just said it concerned me from beginning to end?"
       "It was written about you, not to you. `Have you seen Mrs.
       Pontellier? How is she looking?' he asks. `As Mrs. Pontellier
       says,' or `as Mrs. Pontellier once said.' `If Mrs. Pontellier
       should call upon you, play for her that Impromptu of Chopin's, my
       favorite. I heard it here a day or two ago, but not as you play
       it. I should like to know how it affects her,' and so on, as if he
       supposed we were constantly in each other's society."
       "Let me see the letter."
       "Oh, no."
       "Have you answered it?"
       "No."
       "Let me see the letter."
       "No, and again, no."
       "Then play the Impromptu for me."
       "It is growing late; what time do you have to be home?"
       "Time doesn't concern me. Your question seems a little rude.
       Play the Impromptu."
       "But you have told me nothing of yourself. What are you doing?"
       "Painting!" laughed Edna. "I am becoming an artist. Think of it!"
       "Ah! an artist! You have pretensions, Madame."
       "Why pretensions? Do you think I could not become an artist?"
       "I do not know you well enough to say. I do not know your
       talent or your temperament. To be an artist includes much;
       one must possess many gifts--absolute gifts--which have not
       been acquired by one's own effort. And, moreover, to succeed, the
       artist must possess the courageous soul."
       "What do you mean by the courageous soul?"
       "Courageous, ma foi! The brave soul. The soul that dares
       and defies."
       "Show me the letter and play for me the Impromptu. You see that
       I have persistence. Does that quality count for anything in art?"
       "It counts with a foolish old woman whom you have captivated,"
       replied Mademoiselle, with her wriggling laugh.
       The letter was right there at hand in the drawer of the little
       table upon which Edna had just placed her coffee cup. Mademoiselle
       opened the drawer and drew forth the letter, the topmost one. She
       placed it in Edna's hands, and without further comment arose and
       went to the piano.
       Mademoiselle played a soft interlude. It was an
       improvisation. She sat low at the instrument, and the lines of her body
       settled into ungraceful curves and angles that gave it an
       appearance of deformity. Gradually and imperceptibly the interlude
       melted into the soft opening minor chords of the Chopin Impromptu.
       Edna did not know when the Impromptu began or ended. She sat
       in the sofa corner reading Robert's letter by the fading light.
       Mademoiselle had glided from the Chopin into the quivering
       lovenotes of Isolde's song, and back again to the Impromptu with its
       soulful and poignant longing.
       The shadows deepened in the little room. The music grew
       strange and fantastic--turbulent, insistent, plaintive and soft
       with entreaty. The shadows grew deeper. The music filled the
       room. It floated out upon the night, over the housetops, the
       crescent of the river, losing itself in the silence of the upper
       air.
       Edna was sobbing, just as she had wept one midnight at Grand
       Isle when strange, new voices awoke in her. She arose in some agitation
       to take her departure. "May I come again, Mademoiselle?" she asked
       at the threshold.
       "Come whenever you feel like it. Be careful; the stairs and
       landings are dark; don't stumble."
       Mademoiselle reentered and lit a candle. Robert's letter was
       on the floor. She stooped and picked it up. It was crumpled and
       damp with tears. Mademoiselle smoothed the letter out, restored it
       to the envelope, and replaced it in the table drawer. _