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Awakening, The
CHAPTER XXIV
Kate Chopin
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       _ Edna and her father had a warm, and almost violent dispute
       upon the subject of her refusal to attend her sister's wedding.
       Mr. Pontellier declined to interfere, to interpose either his
       influence or his authority. He was following Doctor Mandelet's
       advice, and letting her do as she liked. The Colonel reproached
       his daughter for her lack of filial kindness and respect, her want
       of sisterly affection and womanly consideration. His arguments
       were labored and unconvincing. He doubted if Janet would accept
       any excuse--forgetting that Edna had offered none. He doubted if
       Janet would ever speak to her again, and he was sure Margaret would
       not.
       Edna was glad to be rid of her father when he finally took
       himself off with his wedding garments and his bridal gifts, with
       his padded shoulders, his Bible reading, his "toddies" and
       ponderous oaths.
       Mr. Pontellier followed him closely. He meant to stop at the
       wedding on his way to New York and endeavor by every means which
       money and love could devise to atone somewhat for Edna's
       incomprehensible action.
       "You are too lenient, too lenient by far, Leonce," asserted
       the Colonel. "Authority, coercion are what is needed. Put your
       foot down good and hard; the only way to manage a wife. Take my
       word for it."
       The Colonel was perhaps unaware that he had coerced his own
       wife into her grave. Mr. Pontellier had a vague suspicion of it
       which he thought it needless to mention at that late day.
       Edna was not so consciously gratified at her husband's leaving
       home as she had been over the departure of her father. As the day
       approached when he was to leave her for a comparatively long stay,
       she grew melting and affectionate, remembering his many acts of consideration
       and his repeated expressions of an ardent attachment. She was solicitous
       about his health and his welfare. She bustled around, looking after
       his clothing, thinking about heavy underwear, quite as Madame Ratignolle
       would have done under similar circumstances. She cried when he went away,
       calling him her dear, good friend, and she was quite certain she would
       grow lonely before very long and go to join him in New York.
       But after all, a radiant peace settled upon her when she at
       last found herself alone. Even the children were gone. Old Madame
       Pontellier had come herself and carried them off to Iberville with
       their quadroon. The old madame did not venture to say she was
       afraid they would be neglected during Leonce's absence; she hardly
       ventured to think so. She was hungry for them--even a little
       fierce in her attachment. She did not want them to be wholly
       "children of the pavement," she always said when begging to have
       them for a space. She wished them to know the country, with its
       streams, its fields, its woods, its freedom, so delicious to the
       young. She wished them to taste something of the life their father
       had lived and known and loved when he, too, was a little child.
       When Edna was at last alone, she breathed a big, genuine sigh
       of relief. A feeling that was unfamiliar but very delicious came
       over her. She walked all through the house, from one room to
       another, as if inspecting it for the first time. She tried the
       various chairs and lounges, as if she had never sat and reclined
       upon them before. And she perambulated around the outside of the
       house, investigating, looking to see if windows and shutters were
       secure and in order. The flowers were like new acquaintances; she
       approached them in a familiar spirit, and made herself at home
       among them. The garden walks were damp, and Edna called to the
       maid to bring out her rubber sandals. And there she stayed, and
       stooped, digging around the plants, trimming, picking dead, dry
       leaves. The children's little dog came out, interfering, getting
       in her way. She scolded him, laughed at him, played with him.
       The garden smelled so good and looked so pretty in the afternoon
       sunlight. Edna plucked all the bright flowers she could find,
       and went into the house with them, she and the little dog.
       Even the kitchen assumed a sudden interesting character which
       she had never before perceived. She went in to give directions to
       the cook, to say that the butcher would have to bring much less
       meat, that they would require only half their usual quantity of
       bread, of milk and groceries. She told the cook that she herself
       would be greatly occupied during Mr. Pontellier's absence, and she
       begged her to take all thought and responsibility of the larder
       upon her own shoulders.
       That night Edna dined alone. The candelabra, with a few
       candies in the center of the table, gave all the light she needed.
       Outside the circle of light in which she sat, the large dining-room
       looked solemn and shadowy. The cook, placed upon her mettle,
       served a delicious repast--a luscious tenderloin broiled a
       point. The wine tasted good; the marron glace seemed to be
       just what she wanted. It was so pleasant, too, to dine in a
       comfortable peignoir.
       She thought a little sentimentally about Leonce and the
       children, and wondered what they were doing. As she gave a dainty
       scrap or two to the doggie, she talked intimately to him about
       Etienne and Raoul. He was beside himself with astonishment and
       delight over these companionable advances, and showed his
       appreciation by his little quick, snappy barks and a lively
       agitation.
       Then Edna sat in the library after dinner and read Emerson
       until she grew sleepy. She realized that she had neglected her
       reading, and determined to start anew upon a course of improving
       studies, now that her time was completely her own to do with as she
       liked.
       After a refreshing bath, Edna went to bed. And as she
       snuggled comfortably beneath the eiderdown a sense of restfulness
       invaded her, such as she had not known before. _