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Awakening, The
CHAPTER XI
Kate Chopin
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       _ "What are you doing out here, Edna? I thought I should find
       you in bed," said her husband, when he discovered her lying there.
       He had walked up with Madame Lebrun and left her at the house. His
       wife did not reply.
       "Are you asleep?" he asked, bending down close to look at her.
       "No." Her eyes gleamed bright and intense, with no sleepy
       shadows, as they looked into his.
       "Do you know it is past one o'clock? Come on," and he mounted
       the steps and went into their room.
       "Edna!" called Mr. Pontellier from within, after a few moments
       had gone by.
       "Don't wait for me," she answered. He thrust his head through
       the door.
       "You will take cold out there," he said, irritably. "What
       folly is this? Why don't you come in?"
       "It isn't cold; I have my shawl."
       "The mosquitoes will devour you."
       "There are no mosquitoes."
       She heard him moving about the room; every sound indicating
       impatience and irritation. Another time she would have gone in at
       his request. She would, through habit, have yielded to his desire;
       not with any sense of submission or obedience to his compelling wishes, but unthinkingly,
       as we walk, move, sit, stand, go through the daily treadmill of the
       life which has been portioned out to us.
       "Edna, dear, are you not coming in soon?" he asked again, this
       time fondly, with a note of entreaty.
       "No; I am going to stay out here."
       "This is more than folly," he blurted out. "I can't permit
       you to stay out there all night. You must come in the house
       instantly."
       With a writhing motion she settled herself more securely in
       the hammock. She perceived that her will had blazed up, stubborn
       and resistant. She could not at that moment have done other than
       denied and resisted. She wondered if her husband had ever spoken
       to her like that before, and if she had submitted to his command.
       Of course she had; she remembered that she had. But she could not
       realize why or how she should have yielded, feeling as she then
       did.
       "Leonce, go to bed, " she said I mean to stay out here. I
       don't wish to go in, and I don't intend to. Don't speak to me like
       that again; I shall not answer you."
       Mr. Pontellier had prepared for bed, but he slipped on an
       extra garment. He opened a bottle of wine, of which he kept a
       small and select supply in a buffet of his own. He drank a glass
       of the wine and went out on the gallery and offered a glass to his
       wife. She did not wish any. He drew up the rocker, hoisted his
       slippered feet on the rail, and proceeded to smoke a cigar. He
       smoked two cigars; then he went inside and drank another glass of
       wine. Mrs. Pontellier again declined to accept a glass when it was
       offered to her. Mr. Pontellier once more seated himself with
       elevated feet, and after a reasonable interval of time smoked some
       more cigars.
       Edna began to feel like one who awakens gradually out of a
       dream, a delicious, grotesque, impossible dream, to feel again the
       realities pressing into her soul. The physical need for sleep
       began to overtake her; the exuberance which had sustained and
       exalted her spirit left her helpless and yielding to the conditions
       which crowded her in.
       The stillest hour of the night had come, the hour before dawn,
       when the world seems to hold its breath. The moon hung low, and
       had turned from silver to copper in the sleeping sky. The old owl
       no longer hooted, and the water-oaks had ceased to moan as they
       bent their heads.
       Edna arose, cramped from lying so long and still in the
       hammock. She tottered up the steps, clutching feebly at the post
       before passing into the house.
       "Are you coming in, Leonce?" she asked, turning her face
       toward her husband.
       "Yes, dear," he answered, with a glance following a misty puff
       of smoke. "Just as soon as I have finished my cigar. _