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Age of Innocence, The
CHAPTER 23
Edith Wharton
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       _ The next morning, when Archer got out of the Fall
       River train, he emerged upon a steaming midsummer
       Boston. The streets near the station were full of the
       smell of beer and coffee and decaying fruit and a shirt-
       sleeved populace moved through them with the intimate
       abandon of boarders going down the passage to
       the bathroom.
       Archer found a cab and drove to the Somerset Club
       for breakfast. Even the fashionable quarters had the air
       of untidy domesticity to which no excess of heat ever
       degrades the European cities. Care-takers in calico
       lounged on the door-steps of the wealthy, and the
       Common looked like a pleasure-ground on the morrow
       of a Masonic picnic. If Archer had tried to imagine
       Ellen Olenska in improbable scenes he could not have
       called up any into which it was more difficult to fit her
       than this heat-prostrated and deserted Boston.
       He breakfasted with appetite and method, beginning
       with a slice of melon, and studying a morning paper
       while he waited for his toast and scrambled eggs. A
       new sense of energy and activity had possessed him
       ever since he had announced to May the night before
       that he had business in Boston, and should take the
       Fall River boat that night and go on to New York the
       following evening. It had always been understood that
       he would return to town early in the week, and when
       he got back from his expedition to Portsmouth a letter
       from the office, which fate had conspicuously placed
       on a corner of the hall table, sufficed to justify his
       sudden change of plan. He was even ashamed of the
       ease with which the whole thing had been done: it
       reminded him, for an uncomfortable moment, of Lawrence
       Lefferts's masterly contrivances for securing his
       freedom. But this did not long trouble him, for he was
       not in an analytic mood.
       After breakfast he smoked a cigarette and glanced
       over the Commercial Advertiser. While he was thus
       engaged two or three men he knew came in, and the
       usual greetings were exchanged: it was the same world
       after all, though he had such a queer sense of having
       slipped through the meshes of time and space.
       He looked at his watch, and finding that it was
       half-past nine got up and went into the writing-room.
       There he wrote a few lines, and ordered a messenger to
       take a cab to the Parker House and wait for the
       answer. He then sat down behind another newspaper and
       tried to calculate how long it would take a cab to get to
       the Parker House.
       "The lady was out, sir," he suddenly heard a waiter's
       voice at his elbow; and he stammered: "Out?--" as if
       it were a word in a strange language.
       He got up and went into the hall. It must be a
       mistake: she could not be out at that hour. He flushed
       with anger at his own stupidity: why had he not sent
       the note as soon as he arrived?
       He found his hat and stick and went forth into the
       street. The city had suddenly become as strange and
       vast and empty as if he were a traveller from distant
       lands. For a moment he stood on the door-step hesitating;
       then he decided to go to the Parker House. What if
       the messenger had been misinformed, and she were still
       there?
       He started to walk across the Common; and on the
       first bench, under a tree, he saw her sitting. She had a
       grey silk sunshade over her head--how could he ever
       have imagined her with a pink one? As he approached
       he was struck by her listless attitude: she sat there as if
       she had nothing else to do. He saw her drooping profile,
       and the knot of hair fastened low in the neck
       under her dark hat, and the long wrinkled glove on the
       hand that held the sunshade. He came a step or two
       nearer, and she turned and looked at him.
       "Oh"--she said; and for the first time he noticed a
       startled look on her face; but in another moment it
       gave way to a slow smile of wonder and contentment.
       "Oh"--she murmured again, on a different note, as
       he stood looking down at her; and without rising she
       made a place for him on the bench.
       "I'm here on business--just got here," Archer
       explained; and, without knowing why, he suddenly began
       to feign astonishment at seeing her. "But what on earth
       are you doing in this wilderness?" He had really no
       idea what he was saying: he felt as if he were shouting
       at her across endless distances, and she might vanish
       again before he could overtake her.
       "I? Oh, I'm here on business too," she answered,
       turning her head toward him so that they were face to
       face. The words hardly reached him: he was aware
       only of her voice, and of the startling fact that not an
       echo of it had remained in his memory. He had not
       even remembered that it was low-pitched, with a faint
       roughness on the consonants.
       "You do your hair differently," he said, his heart
       beating as if he had uttered something irrevocable.
       "Differently? No--it's only that I do it as best I can
       when I'm without Nastasia."
       "Nastasia; but isn't she with you?"
       "No; I'm alone. For two days it was not worth while
       to bring her."
       "You're alone--at the Parker House?"
       She looked at him with a flash of her old malice.
       "Does it strike you as dangerous?"
       "No; not dangerous--"
       "But unconventional? I see; I suppose it is." She
       considered a moment. "I hadn't thought of it, because
       I've just done something so much more unconventional."
       The faint tinge of irony lingered in her eyes. "I've just
       refused to take back a sum of money--that belonged to
       me."
       Archer sprang up and moved a step or two away.
       She had furled her parasol and sat absently drawing
       patterns on the gravel. Presently he came back and
       stood before her.
       "Some one--has come here to meet you?"
       "Yes."
       "With this offer?"
       She nodded.
       "And you refused--because of the conditions?"
       "I refused," she said after a moment.
       He sat down by her again. "What were the conditions?"
       "Oh, they were not onerous: just to sit at the head of
       his table now and then."
       There was another interval of silence. Archer's heart
       had slammed itself shut in the queer way it had, and he
       sat vainly groping for a word.
       "He wants you back--at any price?"
       "Well--a considerable price. At least the sum is
       considerable for me."
       He paused again, beating about the question he felt
       he must put.
       "It was to meet him here that you came?"
       She stared, and then burst into a laugh. "Meet
       him--my husband? HERE? At this season he's always at
       Cowes or Baden."
       "He sent some one?"
       "Yes."
       "With a letter?"
       She shook her head. "No; just a message. He never
       writes. I don't think I've had more than one letter from
       him." The allusion brought the colour to her cheek,
       and it reflected itself in Archer's vivid blush.
       "Why does he never write?"
       "Why should he? What does one have secretaries
       for?"
       The young man's blush deepened. She had pronounced
       the word as if it had no more significance than any
       other in her vocabulary. For a moment it was on the
       tip of his tongue to ask: "Did he send his secretary,
       then?" But the remembrance of Count Olenski's only
       letter to his wife was too present to him. He paused
       again, and then took another plunge.
       "And the person?"--
       "The emissary? The emissary," Madame Olenska
       rejoined, still smiling, "might, for all I care, have left
       already; but he has insisted on waiting till this evening
       . . . in case . . . on the chance . . ."
       "And you came out here to think the chance over?"
       "I came out to get a breath of air. The hotel's too
       stifling. I'm taking the afternoon train back to Portsmouth."
       They sat silent, not looking at each other, but straight
       ahead at the people passing along the path. Finally she
       turned her eyes again to his face and said: "You're not
       changed."
       He felt like answering: "I was, till I saw you again;"
       but instead he stood up abruptly and glanced about
       him at the untidy sweltering park.
       "This is horrible. Why shouldn't we go out a little on
       the bay? There's a breeze, and it will be cooler. We
       might take the steamboat down to Point Arley." She
       glanced up at him hesitatingly and he went on: "On a
       Monday morning there won't be anybody on the boat.
       My train doesn't leave till evening: I'm going back to
       New York. Why shouldn't we?" he insisted, looking
       down at her; and suddenly he broke out: "Haven't we
       done all we could?"
       "Oh"--she murmured again. She stood up and
       reopened her sunshade, glancing about her as if to take
       counsel of the scene, and assure herself of the impossibility
       of remaining in it. Then her eyes returned to his
       face. "You mustn't say things like that to me," she
       said.
       "I'll say anything you like; or nothing. I won't open
       my mouth unless you tell me to. What harm can it do
       to anybody? All I want is to listen to you," he
       stammered.
       She drew out a little gold-faced watch on an
       enamelled chain. "Oh, don't calculate," he broke out; "give
       me the day! I want to get you away from that man. At
       what time was he coming?"
       Her colour rose again. "At eleven."
       "Then you must come at once."
       "You needn't be afraid--if I don't come."
       "Nor you either--if you do. I swear I only want to
       hear about you, to know what you've been doing. It's a
       hundred years since we've met--it may be another
       hundred before we meet again."
       She still wavered, her anxious eyes on his face. "Why
       didn't you come down to the beach to fetch me, the
       day I was at Granny's?" she asked.
       "Because you didn't look round--because you didn't
       know I was there. I swore I wouldn't unless you looked
       round." He laughed as the childishness of the confession
       struck him.
       "But I didn't look round on purpose."
       "On purpose?"
       "I knew you were there; when you drove in I
       recognised the ponies. So I went down to the beach."
       "To get away from me as far as you could?"
       She repeated in a low voice: "To get away from you
       as far as I could."
       He laughed out again, this time in boyish satisfaction.
       "Well, you see it's no use. I may as well tell you,"
       he added, "that the business I came here for was just to
       find you. But, look here, we must start or we shall miss
       our boat."
       "Our boat?" She frowned perplexedly, and then
       smiled. "Oh, but I must go back to the hotel first: I
       must leave a note--"
       "As many notes as you please. You can write here."
       He drew out a note-case and one of the new stylographic
       pens. "I've even got an envelope--you see how
       everything's predestined! There--steady the thing on
       your knee, and I'll get the pen going in a second. They
       have to be humoured; wait--" He banged the hand
       that held the pen against the back of the bench. "It's
       like jerking down the mercury in a thermometer: just a
       trick. Now try--"
       She laughed, and bending over the sheet of paper
       which he had laid on his note-case, began to write.
       Archer walked away a few steps, staring with radiant
       unseeing eyes at the passersby, who, in their turn,
       paused to stare at the unwonted sight of a fashionably-
       dressed lady writing a note on her knee on a bench in
       the Common.
       Madame Olenska slipped the sheet into the envelope,
       wrote a name on it, and put it into her pocket. Then
       she too stood up.
       They walked back toward Beacon Street, and near
       the club Archer caught sight of the plush-lined "herdic"
       which had carried his note to the Parker House,
       and whose driver was reposing from this effort by
       bathing his brow at the corner hydrant.
       "I told you everything was predestined! Here's a cab
       for us. You see!" They laughed, astonished at the miracle
       of picking up a public conveyance at that hour, and
       in that unlikely spot, in a city where cab-stands were
       still a "foreign" novelty.
       Archer, looking at his watch, saw that there was
       time to drive to the Parker House before going to the
       steamboat landing. They rattled through the hot streets
       and drew up at the door of the hotel.
       Archer held out his hand for the letter. "Shall I take
       it in?" he asked; but Madame Olenska, shaking her
       head, sprang out and disappeared through the glazed
       doors. It was barely half-past ten; but what if the
       emissary, impatient for her reply, and not knowing how
       else to employ his time, were already seated among the
       travellers with cooling drinks at their elbows of whom
       Archer had caught a glimpse as she went in?
       He waited, pacing up and down before the herdic. A
       Sicilian youth with eyes like Nastasia's offered to shine
       his boots, and an Irish matron to sell him peaches; and
       every few moments the doors opened to let out hot
       men with straw hats tilted far back, who glanced at
       him as they went by. He marvelled that the door should
       open so often, and that all the people it let out should
       look so like each other, and so like all the other hot
       men who, at that hour, through the length and breadth
       of the land, were passing continuously in and out of
       the swinging doors of hotels.
       And then, suddenly, came a face that he could not
       relate to the other faces. He caught but a flash of it, for
       his pacings had carried him to the farthest point of his
       beat, and it was in turning back to the hotel that he
       saw, in a group of typical countenances--the lank and
       weary, the round and surprised, the lantern-jawed and
       mild--this other face that was so many more things at
       once, and things so different. It was that of a young
       man, pale too, and half-extinguished by the heat, or
       worry, or both, but somehow, quicker, vivider, more
       conscious; or perhaps seeming so because he was so
       different. Archer hung a moment on a thin thread of
       memory, but it snapped and floated off with the disappearing
       face--apparently that of some foreign business
       man, looking doubly foreign in such a setting. He
       vanished in the stream of passersby, and Archer
       resumed his patrol.
       He did not care to be seen watch in hand within
       view of the hotel, and his unaided reckoning of the
       lapse of time led him to conclude that, if Madame
       Olenska was so long in reappearing, it could only be
       because she had met the emissary and been waylaid by
       him. At the thought Archer's apprehension rose to
       anguish.
       "If she doesn't come soon I'll go in and find her," he
       said.
       The doors swung open again and she was at his side.
       They got into the herdic, and as it drove off he took
       out his watch and saw that she had been absent just
       three minutes. In the clatter of loose windows that
       made talk impossible they bumped over the disjointed
       cobblestones to the wharf.
       Seated side by side on a bench of the half-empty boat
       they found that they had hardly anything to say to each
       other, or rather that what they had to say communicated
       itself best in the blessed silence of their release
       and their isolation.
       As the paddle-wheels began to turn, and wharves
       and shipping to recede through the veil of heat, it
       seemed to Archer that everything in the old familiar
       world of habit was receding also. He longed to ask
       Madame Olenska if she did not have the same feeling:
       the feeling that they were starting on some long voyage
       from which they might never return. But he was afraid
       to say it, or anything else that might disturb the delicate
       balance of her trust in him. In reality he had no
       wish to betray that trust. There had been days and
       nights when the memory of their kiss had burned and
       burned on his lips; the day before even, on the drive to
       Portsmouth, the thought of her had run through him
       like fire; but now that she was beside him, and they
       were drifting forth into this unknown world, they seemed
       to have reached the kind of deeper nearness that a
       touch may sunder.
       As the boat left the harbour and turned seaward a
       breeze stirred about them and the bay broke up into
       long oily undulations, then into ripples tipped with
       spray. The fog of sultriness still hung over the city, but
       ahead lay a fresh world of ruffled waters, and distant
       promontories with light-houses in the sun. Madame
       Olenska, leaning back against the boat-rail, drank in
       the coolness between parted lips. She had wound a
       long veil about her hat, but it left her face uncovered,
       and Archer was struck by the tranquil gaiety of her
       expression. She seemed to take their adventure as a
       matter of course, and to be neither in fear of unexpected
       encounters, nor (what was worse) unduly elated
       by their possibility.
       In the bare dining-room of the inn, which he had
       hoped they would have to themselves, they found a
       strident party of innocent-looking young men and
       women--school-teachers on a holiday, the landlord told
       them--and Archer's heart sank at the idea of having to
       talk through their noise.
       "This is hopeless--I'll ask for a private room," he
       said; and Madame Olenska, without offering any objection,
       waited while he went in search of it. The room
       opened on a long wooden verandah, with the sea coming
       in at the windows. It was bare and cool, with a
       table covered with a coarse checkered cloth and adorned
       by a bottle of pickles and a blueberry pie under a cage.
       No more guileless-looking cabinet particulier ever
       offered its shelter to a clandestine couple: Archer fancied
       he saw the sense of its reassurance in the faintly amused
       smile with which Madame Olenska sat down opposite
       to him. A woman who had run away from her husband--
       and reputedly with another man--was likely to have
       mastered the art of taking things for granted; but
       something in the quality of her composure took the edge
       from his irony. By being so quiet, so unsurprised and
       so simple she had managed to brush away the conventions
       and make him feel that to seek to be alone was
       the natural thing for two old friends who had so much
       to say to each other. . . . _