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chapter IX - In Search of Victory
Theodore Dreiser
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       _ In the mean time the social affairs of Aileen had been prospering
       in a small way, for while it was plain that they were not to be
       taken up at once--that was not to be expected--it was also plain
       that they were not to be ignored entirely. One thing that helped
       in providing a nice harmonious working atmosphere was the obvious
       warm affection of Cowperwood for his wife. While many might
       consider Aileen a little brash or crude, still in the hands of so
       strong and capable a man as Cowperwood she might prove available.
       So thought Mrs. Addison, for instance, and Mrs. Rambaud. McKibben
       and Lord felt the same way. If Cowperwood loved her, as he seemed
       to do, he would probably "put her through" successfully. And he
       really did love her, after his fashion. He could never forget how
       splendid she had been to him in those old days when, knowing full
       well the circumstances of his home, his wife, his children, the
       probable opposition of her own family, she had thrown over convention
       and sought his love. How freely she had given of hers! No petty,
       squeamish bickering and dickering here. He had been "her Frank"
       from the start, and he still felt keenly that longing in her to
       be with him, to be his, which had produced those first wonderful,
       almost terrible days. She might quarrel, fret, fuss, argue,
       suspect, and accuse him of flirtation with other women; but slight
       variations from the norm in his case did not trouble her--at least
       she argued that they wouldn't. She had never had any evidence.
       She was ready to forgive him anything, she said, and she was, too,
       if only he would love her.
       "You devil," she used to say to him, playfully. "I know you. I
       can see you looking around. That's a nice stenographer you have
       in the office. I suppose it's her."
       "Don't be silly, Aileen," he would reply. "Don't be coarse. You
       know I wouldn't take up with a stenographer. An office isn't the
       place for that sort of thing."
       "Oh, isn't it? Don't silly me. I know you. Any old place is good
       enough for you.
       He laughed, and so did she. She could not help it. She loved him
       so. There was no particular bitterness in her assaults. She loved
       him, and very often he would take her in his arms, kiss her tenderly,
       and coo: "Are you my fine big baby? Are you my red-headed doll?
       Do you really love me so much? Kiss me, then." Frankly, pagan
       passion in these two ran high. So long as they were not alienated
       by extraneous things he could never hope for more delicious human
       contact. There was no reaction either, to speak of, no gloomy
       disgust. She was physically acceptable to him. He could always
       talk to her in a genial, teasing way, even tender, for she did not
       offend his intellectuality with prudish or conventional notions.
       Loving and foolish as she was in some ways, she would stand blunt
       reproof or correction. She could suggest in a nebulous, blundering
       way things that would be good for them to do. Most of all at
       present their thoughts centered upon Chicago society, the new
       house, which by now had been contracted for, and what it would do
       to facilitate their introduction and standing. Never did a woman's
       life look more rosy, Aileen thought. It was almost too good to
       be true. Her Frank was so handsome, so loving, so generous. There
       was not a small idea about him. What if he did stray from her at
       times? He remained faithful to her spiritually, and she knew as
       yet of no single instance in which he had failed her. She little
       knew, as much as she knew, how blandly he could lie and protest
       in these matters. But he was fond of her just the same, and he
       really had not strayed to any extent.
       By now also, Cowperwood had invested about one hundred thousand
       dollars in his gas-company speculations, and he was jubilant over
       his prospects; the franchises were good for twenty years. By that
       time he would be nearly sixty, and he would probably have bought,
       combined with, or sold out to the older companies at a great profit.
       The future of Chicago was all in his favor. He decided to invest
       as much as thirty thousand dollars in pictures, if he could find
       the right ones, and to have Aileen's portrait painted while she
       was still so beautiful. This matter of art was again beginning
       to interest him immensely. Addison had four or five good pictures
       --a Rousseau, a Greuze, a Wouverman, and one Lawrence--picked up
       Heaven knows where. A hotel-man by the name of Collard, a dry-goods
       and real-estate merchant, was said to have a very striking collection.
       Addison had told him of one Davis Trask, a hardware prince, who
       was now collecting. There were many homes, he knew where art was
       beginning to be assembled. He must begin, too.
       Cowperwood, once the franchises had been secured, had installed
       Sippens in his own office, giving him charge for the time being.
       Small rented offices and clerks were maintained in the region where
       practical plant-building was going on. All sorts of suits to
       enjoin, annul, and restrain had been begun by the various old
       companies, but McKibben, Stimson, and old General Van Sickle were
       fighting these with Trojan vigor and complacency. It was a pleasant
       scene. Still no one knew very much of Cowperwood's entrance into
       Chicago as yet. He was a very minor figure. His name had not
       even appeared in connection with this work. Other men were being
       celebrated daily, a little to his envy. When would he begin to
       shine? Soon, now, surely. So off they went in June, comfortable,
       rich, gay, in the best of health and spirits, intent upon enjoying
       to the full their first holiday abroad.
       It was a wonderful trip. Addison was good enough to telegraph
       flowers to New York for Mrs. Cowperwood to be delivered on shipboard.
       McKibben sent books of travel. Cowperwood, uncertain whether
       anybody would send flowers, ordered them himself--two amazing
       baskets, which with Addison's made three--and these, with attached
       cards, awaited them in the lobby of the main deck. Several at the
       captain's table took pains to seek out the Cowperwoods. They were
       invited to join several card-parties and to attend informal concerts.
       It was a rough passage, however, and Aileen was sick. It was hard
       to make herself look just nice enough, and so she kept to her room.
       She was very haughty, distant to all but a few, and to these careful
       of her conversation. She felt herself coming to be a very important
       person.
       Before leaving she had almost exhausted the resources of the Donovan
       establishment in Chicago. Lingerie, boudoir costumes, walking-costumes,
       riding-costumes, evening-costumes she possessed in plenty. She had
       a jewel-bag hidden away about her person containing all of thirty
       thousand dollars' worth of jewels. Her shoes, stockings, hats,
       and accessories in general were innumerable. Because of all this
       Cowperwood was rather proud of her. She had such a capacity for
       life. His first wife had been pale and rather anemic, while Aileen
       was fairly bursting with sheer physical vitality. She hummed and
       jested and primped and posed. There are some souls that just are,
       without previous revision or introspection. The earth with all
       its long past was a mere suggestion to Aileen, dimly visualized
       if at all. She may have heard that there were once dinosaurs and
       flying reptiles, but if so it made no deep impression on her.
       Somebody had said, or was saying, that we were descended from
       monkeys, which was quite absurd, though it might be true enough.
       On the sea the thrashing hills of green water suggested a kind of
       immensity and terror, but not the immensity of the poet's heart.
       The ship was safe, the captain at table in brass buttons and blue
       uniform, eager to be nice to her--told her so. Her faith really,
       was in the captain. And there with her, always, was Cowperwood,
       looking at this whole, moving spectacle of life with a suspicious,
       not apprehensive, but wary eye, and saying nothing about it.
       In London letters given them by Addison brought several invitations
       to the opera, to dinner, to Goodwood for a weekend, and so on.
       Carriages, tallyhoes, cabs for riding were invoked. A week-end
       invitation to a houseboat on the Thames was secured. Their English
       hosts, looking on all this as a financial adventure, good financial
       wisdom, were courteous and civil, nothing more. Aileen was intensely
       curious. She noted servants, manners, forms. Immediately she
       began to think that America was not good enough, perhaps; it wanted
       so many things.
       "Now, Aileen, you and I have to live in Chicago for years and
       years," commented Cowperwood. "Don't get wild. These people don't
       care for Americans, can't you see that? They wouldn't accept us if
       we were over here--not yet, anyhow. We're merely passing strangers,
       being courteously entertained." Cowperwood saw it all.
       Aileen was being spoiled in a way, but there was no help. She
       dressed and dressed. The Englishmen used to look at her in Hyde
       Park, where she rode and drove; at Claridges' where they stayed;
       in Bond Street, where she shopped. The Englishwomen, the majority
       of them remote, ultra-conservative, simple in their tastes, lifted
       their eyes. Cowperwood sensed the situation, but said nothing.
       He loved Aileen, and she was satisfactory to him, at least for the
       present, anyhow, beautiful. If he could adjust her station in
       Chicago, that would be sufficient for a beginning. After three
       weeks of very active life, during which Aileen patronized the
       ancient and honorable glories of England, they went on to Paris.
       Here she was quickened to a child-like enthusiasm. "You know,"
       she said to Cowperwood, quite solemnly, the second morning, "the
       English don't know how to dress. I thought they did, but the
       smartest of them copy the French. Take those men we saw last night
       in the Cafe d'Anglais. There wasn't an Englishman I saw that
       compared with them."
       "My dear, your tastes are exotic," replied Cowperwood, who was
       watching her with pleased interest while he adjusted his tie.
       "The French smart crowd are almost too smart, dandified. I think
       some of those young fellows had on corsets."
       "What of it?" replied Aileen. "I like it. If you're going to be
       smart, why not be very smart?"
       "I know that's your theory, my dear," he said, "but it can be
       overdone. There is such a thing as going too far. You have to
       compromise even if you don't look as well as you might. You can't
       be too very conspicuously different from your neighbors, even in
       the right direction."
       "You know," she said, stopping and looking at him, "I believe you're
       going to get very conservative some day--like my brothers."
       She came over and touched his tie and smoothed his hair.
       "Well, one of us ought to be, for the good of the family," he
       commented, half smiling.
       "I'm not so sure, though, that it will be you, either."
       "It's a charming day. See how nice those white-marble statues
       look. Shall we go to the Cluny or Versailles or Fontainbleau?
       To-night we ought to see Bernhardt at the Francaise."
       Aileen was so gay. It was so splendid to be traveling with her
       true husband at last.
       It was on this trip that Cowperwood's taste for art and life and
       his determination to possess them revived to the fullest. He made
       the acquaintance in London, Paris, and Brussels of the important
       art dealers. His conception of great masters and the older schools
       of art shaped themselves. By one of the dealers in London, who
       at once recognized in him a possible future patron, he was invited
       with Aileen to view certain private collections, and here and there
       was an artist, such as Lord Leighton, Dante Gabriel Rossetti, or
       Whistler, to whom he was introduced casually, an interested stranger.
       These men only saw a strong, polite, remote, conservative man.
       He realized the emotional, egotistic, and artistic soul. He felt
       on the instant that there could be little in common between such
       men and himself in so far as personal contact was concerned, yet
       there was mutual ground on which they could meet. He could not
       be a slavish admirer of anything, only a princely patron. So he
       walked and saw, wondering how soon his dreams of grandeur were to
       be realized.
       In London he bought a portrait by Raeburn; in Paris a plowing scene
       by Millet, a small Jan Steen, a battle piece by Meissonier, and a
       romantic courtyard scene by Isabey. Thus began the revival of his
       former interest in art; the nucleus of that future collection which
       was to mean so much to him in later years.
       On their return, the building of the new Chicago mansion created
       the next interesting diversion in the lives of Aileen and Cowperwood.
       Because of some chateaux they saw in France that form, or rather
       a modification of it as suggested by Taylor Lord, was adopted. Mr.
       Lord figured that it would take all of a year, perhaps a year and
       a half, to deliver it in perfect order, but time was of no great
       importance in this connection. In the mean while they could
       strengthen their social connections and prepare for that interesting
       day when they should be of the Chicago elite.
       There were, at this time, several elements in Chicago--those who,
       having grown suddenly rich from dull poverty, could not so easily
       forget the village church and the village social standards; those
       who, having inherited wealth, or migrated from the East where
       wealth was old, understood more of the savoir faire of the game;
       and those who, being newly born into wealth and seeing the drift
       toward a smarter American life, were beginning to wish they might
       shine in it--these last the very young people. The latter were
       just beginning to dream of dances at Kinsley's, a stated Kirmess,
       and summer diversions of the European kind, but they had not arrived
       as yet. The first class, although by far the dullest and most
       bovine, was still the most powerful because they were the richest,
       money as yet providing the highest standard. The functions which
       these people provided were stupid to the verge of distraction;
       really they were only the week-day receptions and Sunday-afternoon
       calls of Squeedunk and Hohokus raised to the Nth power. The purpose
       of the whole matter was to see and be seen. Novelty in either
       thought or action was decidedly eschewed. It was, as a matter of
       fact, customariness of thought and action and the quintessence of
       convention that was desired. The idea of introducing a "play
       actress," for instance, as was done occasionally in the East or
       in London--never; even a singer or an artist was eyed askance.
       One could easily go too far! But if a European prince should have
       strayed to Chicago (which he never did) or if an Eastern social
       magnate chanced to stay over a train or two, then the topmost
       circle of local wealth was prepared to strain itself to the
       breaking-point. Cowperwood had sensed all this on his arrival,
       but he fancied that if he became rich and powerful enough he and
       Aileen, with their fine house to help them, might well be the
       leaven which would lighten the whole lump. Unfortunately, Aileen
       was too obviously on the qui vive for those opportunities which
       might lead to social recognition and equality, if not supremacy.
       Like the savage, unorganized for protection and at the mercy of
       the horrific caprice of nature, she was almost tremulous at times
       with thoughts of possible failure. Almost at once she had
       recognized herself as unsuited temperamentally for association with
       certain types of society women. The wife of Anson Merrill, the
       great dry-goods prince, whom she saw in one of the down-town stores
       one day, impressed her as much too cold and remote. Mrs. Merrill
       was a woman of superior mood and education who found herself, in
       her own estimation, hard put to it for suitable companionship in
       Chicago. She was Eastern-bred-Boston--and familiar in an offhand
       way with the superior world of London, which she had visited several
       times. Chicago at its best was to her a sordid commercial mess.
       She preferred New York or Washington, but she had to live here.
       Thus she patronized nearly all of those with whom she condescended
       to associate, using an upward tilt of the head, a tired droop of
       the eyelids, and a fine upward arching of the brows to indicate
       how trite it all was.
       It was a Mrs. Henry Huddlestone who had pointed out Mrs. Merrill
       to Aileen. Mrs. Huddlestone was the wife of a soap manufacturer
       living very close to the Cowperwoods' temporary home, and she and
       her husband were on the outer fringe of society. She had heard
       that the Cowperwoods were people of wealth, that they were friendly
       with the Addisons, and that they were going to build a
       two-hundred-thousand-dollar mansion. (The value of houses always
       grows in the telling.) That was enough. She had called, being
       three doors away, to leave her card; and Aileen, willing to curry
       favor here and there, had responded. Mrs. Huddlestone was a little
       woman, not very attractive in appearance, clever in a social way,
       and eminently practical.
       "Speaking of Mrs. Merrill," commented Mrs. Huddlestone, on this
       particular day, "there she is--near the dress-goods counter. She
       always carries that lorgnette in just that way."
       Aileen turned and examined critically a tall, dark, slender woman
       of the high world of the West, very remote, disdainful, superior.
       "You don't know her?" questioned Aileen, curiously, surveying her
       at leisure.
       "No," replied Mrs. Huddlestone, defensively. "They live on the
       North Side, and the different sets don't mingle so much."
       As a matter of fact, it was just the glory of the principal families
       that they were above this arbitrary division of "sides," and could
       pick their associates from all three divisions.
       "Oh!" observed Aileen, nonchalantly. She was secretly irritated
       to think that Mrs. Huddlestone should find it necessary to point
       out Mrs. Merrill to her as a superior person.
       "You know, she darkens her eyebrows a little, I think," suggested
       Mrs. Huddlestone, studying her enviously. "Her husband, they say,
       isn't the most faithful person in the world. There's another
       woman, a Mrs. Gladdens, that lives very close to them that he's
       very much interested in."
       "Oh!" said Aileen, cautiously. After her own Philadelphia experience
       she had decided to be on her guard and not indulge in too much
       gossip. Arrows of this particular kind could so readily fly in
       her direction.
       "But her set is really much the smartest," complimented Aileen's
       companion.
       Thereafter it was Aileen's ambition to associate with Mrs. Anson
       Merrill, to be fully and freely accepted by her. She did not know,
       although she might have feared, that that ambition was never to
       be realized.
       But there were others who had called at the first Cowperwood home,
       or with whom the Cowperwoods managed to form an acquaintance.
       There were the Sunderland Sledds, Mr. Sledd being general traffic
       manager of one of the southwestern railways entering the city, and
       a gentleman of taste and culture and some wealth; his wife an
       ambitious nobody. There were the Walter Rysam Cottons, Cotton
       being a wholesale coffee-broker, but more especially a local social
       litterateur; his wife a graduate of Vassar. There were the Norrie
       Simmses, Simms being secretary and treasurer of the Douglas Trust
       and Savings Company, and a power in another group of financial
       people, a group entirely distinct from that represented by Addison
       and Rambaud.
       Others included the Stanislau Hoecksemas, wealthy furriers; the
       Duane Kingslands, wholesale flour; the Webster Israelses, packers;
       the Bradford Candas, jewelers. All these people amounted to
       something socially. They all had substantial homes and substantial
       incomes, so that they were worthy of consideration. The difference
       between Aileen and most of the women involved a difference between
       naturalism and illusion. But this calls for some explanation.
       To really know the state of the feminine mind at this time, one
       would have to go back to that period in the Middle Ages when the
       Church flourished and the industrious poet, half schooled in the
       facts of life, surrounded women with a mystical halo. Since that
       day the maiden and the matron as well has been schooled to believe
       that she is of a finer clay than man, that she was born to uplift
       him, and that her favors are priceless. This rose-tinted mist of
       romance, having nothing to do with personal morality, has brought
       about, nevertheless, a holier-than-thou attitude of women toward
       men, and even of women toward women. Now the Chicago atmosphere
       in which Aileen found herself was composed in part of this very
       illusion. The ladies to whom she had been introduced were of this
       high world of fancy. They conceived themselves to be perfect,
       even as they were represented in religious art and in fiction.
       Their husbands must be models, worthy of their high ideals, and
       other women must have no blemish of any kind. Aileen, urgent,
       elemental, would have laughed at all this if she could have
       understood. Not understanding, she felt diffident and uncertain
       of herself in certain presences.
       Instance in this connection Mrs. Norrie Simms, who was a satellite
       of Mrs. Anson Merrill. To be invited to the Anson Merrills' for
       tea, dinner, luncheon, or to be driven down-town by Mrs. Merrill,
       was paradise to Mrs. Simms. She loved to recite the bon mots of
       her idol, to discourse upon her astonishing degree of culture, to
       narrate how people refused on occasion to believe that she was the
       wife of Anson Merrill, even though she herself declared it--those
       old chestnuts of the social world which must have had their origin
       in Egypt and Chaldea. Mrs. Simms herself was of a nondescript
       type, not a real personage, clever, good-looking, tasteful, a
       social climber. The two Simms children (little girls) had been
       taught all the social graces of the day--to pose, smirk, genuflect,
       and the like, to the immense delight of their elders. The nurse
       in charge was in uniform, the governess was a much put-upon person.
       Mrs. Simms had a high manner, eyes for those above her only, a
       serene contempt for the commonplace world in which she had to dwell.
       During the first dinner at which she entertained the Cowperwoods
       Mrs. Simms attempted to dig into Aileen's Philadelphia history,
       asking if she knew the Arthur Leighs, the Trevor Drakes, Roberta
       Willing, or the Martyn Walkers. Mrs. Simms did not know them
       herself, but she had heard Mrs. Merrill speak of them, and that
       was enough of a handle whereby to swing them. Aileen, quick on
       the defense, ready to lie manfully on her own behalf, assured her
       that she had known them, as indeed she had--very casually--and
       before the rumor which connected her with Cowperwood had been
       voiced abroad. This pleased Mrs. Simms.
       "I must tell Nellie," she said, referring thus familiarly to Mrs.
       Merrill.
       Aileen feared that if this sort of thing continued it would soon
       be all over town that she had been a mistress before she had been
       a wife, that she had been the unmentioned corespondent in the
       divorce suit, and that Cowperwood had been in prison. Only his
       wealth and her beauty could save her; and would they?
       One night they had been to dinner at the Duane Kingslands', and
       Mrs. Bradford Canda had asked her, in what seemed a very significant
       way, whether she had ever met her friend Mrs. Schuyler Evans, of
       Philadelphia. This frightened Aileen.
       "Don't you suppose they must know, some of them, about us?" she
       asked Cowperwood, on the way home.
       "I suppose so," he replied, thoughtfully. "I'm sure I don't know.
       I wouldn't worry about that if I were you. If you worry about
       it you'll suggest it to them. I haven't made any secret of my
       term in prison in Philadelphia, and I don't intend to. It wasn't
       a square deal, and they had no right to put me there."
       "I know, dear," replied Aileen, "it might not make so much difference
       if they did know. I don't see why it should. We are not the only
       ones that have had marriage troubles, I'm sure.
       "There's just one thing about this; either they accept us or they
       don't. If they don't, well and good; we can't help it. We'll go
       on and finish the house, and give them a chance to be decent. If
       they won't be, there are other cities. Money will arrange matters
       in New York--that I know. We can build a real place there, and
       go in on equal terms if we have money enough--and I will have money
       enough," he added, after a moment's pondering. "Never fear. I'll
       make millions here, whether they want me to or not, and after that
       --well, after that, we'll see what we'll see. Don't worry. I
       haven't seen many troubles in this world that money wouldn't cure."
       His teeth had that even set that they always assumed when he was
       dangerously in earnest. He took Aileen's hand, however, and pressed
       it gently.
       "Don't worry," he repeated. "Chicago isn't the only city, and we
       won't be the poorest people in America, either, in ten years.
       Just keep up your courage. It will all come out right. It's
       certain to."
       Aileen looked out on the lamp-lit length of Michigan Avenue, down
       which they were rolling past many silent mansions. The tops of
       all the lamps were white, and gleamed through the shadows, receding
       to a thin point. It was dark, but fresh and pleasant. Oh, if
       only Frank's money could buy them position and friendship in this
       interesting world; if it only would! She did not quite realize how
       much on her own personality, or the lack of it, this struggle
       depended. _
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Chapter I - The New City
chapter II - A Reconnoiter
chapter III - A Chicago Evening
chapter IV - Peter Laughlin & Co-
chapter V - Concerning A Wife And Family
chapter VI - The New Queen of the Home
chapter VII - Chicago Gas
chapter VIII - Now This is Fighting
chapter IX - In Search of Victory
chapter X - A Test
chapter XI - The Fruits of Daring
chapter XII - A New Retainer
chapter XIII - The Die is Cast
chapter XIV - Undercurrents
chapter XV - A New Affection
chapter XVI - A Fateful Interlude
chapter XVII - An Overture to Conflict
chapter XVIII - The Clash
chapter XIX - "Hell Hath No Fury--"
chapter XX - "Man and Superman"
chapter XXI - A Matter of Tunnels
chapter XXII - Street-railways at Last
chapter XXIII - The Power of the Press
chapter XXIV - The Coming of Stephanie Platow
chapter XXV - Airs from the Orient
chapter XXVI - Love and War
chapter XXVII - A Financier Bewitched
chapter XXVIII - The Exposure of Stephanie
chapter XXIX - A Family Quarrel
chapter XXX - Obstacles
chapter XXXI - Untoward Disclosures
chapter XXXII - A Supper Party
chapter XXXIII - Mr. Lynde to the Rescue
chapter XXXIV - Enter Hosmer
chapter XXXV - A Political Agreement
chapter XXXVI - An Election Draws Near
chapter XXXVII - Aileen's Revenge
chapter XXXVIII - An Hour of Defeat
chapter XXXIX - The New Administration
chapter XL - A Trip to Louisville
chapter XLI - The Daughter of Mrs Fleming Berenice
chapter XLII - F. A. Cowperwood, Guardian
chapter XLIII - The Planet Mars
chapter XLIV - A Franchise Obtained
chapter XLV - Changing Horizons
chapter XLVI - Depths and Heights
chapter XLVII - American Match
chapter XLVIII - Panicr
chapter XLIX - Mount Olympus
chapter L - A New York Mansion
chapter LI - The Revival of Hattie Starr
chapter LII - Behind the Arras
chapter LIII - A Declaration of Love
chapter LIV - Wanted--Fifty-year Franchises
chapter LV - Cowperwood and the Governor
chapter LVI - The Ordeal of Berenice
chapter LVII - Aileen's Last Card
chapter LVIII - A Marauder
chapter LIX - Capital and Public Rights
chapter LX - The Net
chapter LXI - The Cataclysm
chapter LXII - The Recompense