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chapter LVI - The Ordeal of Berenice
Theodore Dreiser
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       _ At the news that Swanson had refused to sign the bill and that the
       legislature lacked sufficient courage to pass it over his veto
       both Schryhart and Hand literally rubbed their hands in comfortable
       satisfaction.
       "Well, Hosmer," said Schryhart the next day, when they met at their
       favorite club--the Union League--"it looks as though we were making
       some little progress, after all, doesn't it? Our friend didn't
       succeed in turning that little trick, did he?"
       He beamed almost ecstatically upon his solid companion.
       "Not this time. I wonder what move he will decide to make next."
       "I don't see very well what it can be. He knows now that he can't
       get his franchises without a compromise that will eat into his
       profits, and if that happens he can't sell his Union Traction
       stock. This legislative scheme of his must have cost him all of
       three hundred thousand dollars, and what has he to show for it?
       The new legislature, unless I'm greatly mistaken, will be afraid
       to touch anything in connection with him. It's hardly likely that
       any of the Springfield politicians will want to draw the fire of
       the newspapers again."
       Schryhart felt very powerful, imposing--sleek, indeed--now that
       his theory of newspaper publicity as a cure was apparently beginning
       to work. Hand, more saturnine, more responsive to the uncertainty
       of things mundane--the shifty undercurrents that are perpetually
       sapping and mining below--was agreeable, but not sure. Perhaps so.
       In regard to his Eastern life during this interlude, Cowperwood
       had been becoming more and more keenly alive to the futility of
       the attempt to effect a social rescue for Aileen. "What was the
       use?" he often asked himself, as he contemplated her movements,
       thoughts, plans, as contrasted with the natural efficiency, taste,
       grace, and subtlety of a woman like Berenice. He felt that the
       latter could, if she would, smooth over in an adroit way all the
       silly social antagonisms which were now afflicting him. It was a
       woman's game, he frequently told himself, and would never be
       adjusted till he had the woman.
       Simultaneously Aileen, looking at the situation from her own point
       of view and nonplussed by the ineffectiveness of mere wealth when
       not combined with a certain social something which she did not
       appear to have, was, nevertheless, unwilling to surrender her
       dream. What was it, she asked herself over and over, that made
       this great difference between women and women? The question contained
       its own answer, but she did not know that. She was still
       good-looking--very--and an adept in self-ornamentation, after her
       manner and taste. So great had been the newspaper palaver regarding
       the arrival of a new multimillionaire from the West and the palace
       he was erecting that even tradesmen, clerks, and hall-boys knew
       of her. Almost invariably, when called upon to state her name in
       such quarters, she was greeted by a slight start of recognition,
       a swift glance of examination, whispers, even open comment. That
       was something. Yet how much more, and how different were those
       rarefied reaches of social supremacy to which popular repute bears
       scarcely any relationship at all. How different, indeed? From
       what Cowperwood had said in Chicago she had fancied that when they
       took up their formal abode in New York he would make an attempt
       to straighten out his life somewhat, to modify the number of his
       indifferent amours and to present an illusion of solidarity and
       unity. Yet, now that they had actually arrived, she noticed that
       he was more concerned with his heightened political and financial
       complications in Illinois and with his art-collection than he was
       with what might happen to be going on in the new home or what could
       be made to happen there. As in the days of old, she was constantly
       puzzled by his persistent evenings out and his sudden appearances
       and disappearances. Yet, determine as she might, rage secretly
       or openly as she would, she could not cure herself of the infection
       of Cowperwood, the lure that surrounded and substantiated a mind
       and spirit far greater than any other she had ever known. Neither
       honor, virtue, consistent charity, nor sympathy was there, but
       only a gay, foamy, unterrified sufficiency and a creative,
       constructive sense of beauty that, like sunlit spray, glowing with
       all the irradiative glories of the morning, danced and fled, spun
       driftwise over a heavy sea of circumstance. Life, however dark
       and somber, could never apparently cloud his soul. Brooding and
       idling in the wonder palace of his construction, Aileen could see
       what he was like. The silver fountain in the court of orchids,
       the peach-like glow of the pink marble chamber, with its birds
       and flowers, the serried brilliance of his amazing art-collections
       were all like him, were really the color of his soul. To think
       that after all she was not the one to bind him to subjection, to
       hold him by golden yet steely threads of fancy to the hem of her
       garment! To think that he should no longer walk, a slave of his
       desire, behind the chariot of her spiritual and physical superiority.
       Yet she could not give up.
       By this time Cowperwood had managed through infinite tact and a
       stoic disregard of his own aches and pains to re-establish at least
       a temporary working arrangement with the Carter household. To
       Mrs. Carter he was still a Heaven-sent son of light. Actually in
       a mournful way she pleaded for Cowperwood, vouching for his
       disinterestedness and long-standing generosity. Berenice, on the
       other hand, was swept between her craving for a great state for
       herself--luxury, power--and her desire to conform to the current
       ethics and morals of life. Cowperwood was married, and because
       of his attitude of affection for her his money was tainted. She
       had long speculated on his relation to Aileen, the basis of their
       differences, had often wondered why neither she nor her mother had
       ever been introduced. What type of woman was the second Mrs.
       Cowperwood? Beyond generalities Cowperwood had never mentioned
       her. Berenice actually thought to seek her out in some inconspicuous
       way, but, as it chanced, one night her curiosity was rewarded
       without effort. She was at the opera with friends, and her escort
       nudged her arm.
       "Have you noticed Box 9--the lady in white satin with the green
       lace shawl?"
       "Yes." Berenice raised her glasses.
       "Mrs. Frank Algernon Cowperwood, the wife of the Chicago millionaire.
       They have just built that house at 68th Street. He has part lease
       of number 9, I believe."
       Berenice almost started, but retained her composure, giving merely
       an indifferent glance. A little while after, she adjusted her
       glasses carefully and studied Mrs. Cowperwood. She noted curiously
       that Aileen's hair was somewhat the color of her own--more carroty
       red. She studied her eyes, which were slightly ringed, her smooth
       cheeks and full mouth, thickened somewhat by drinking and dissipation.
       Aileen was good-looking, she thought--handsome in a material way,
       though so much older than herself. Was it merely age that was
       alienating Cowperwood, or was it some deep-seated intellectual
       difference? Obviously Mrs. Cowperwood was well over forty--a fact
       which did not give Berenice any sense of satisfaction or of
       advantage. She really did not care enough. It did occur to her,
       however, that this woman whom she was observing had probably given
       the best years of her life to Cowperwood--the brilliant years of
       her girlhood. And now he was tired of her! There were small
       carefully powdered lines at the tails of Aileen's eyes and at the
       corners of her mouth. At the same time she seemed preternaturally
       gay, kittenish, spoiled. With her were two men--one a well-known
       actor, sinisterly handsome, a man with a brutal, unclean reputation,
       the other a young social pretender--both unknown to Berenice. Her
       knowledge was to come from her escort, a loquacious youth, more
       or less versed, as it happened, in the gay life of the city.
       "I hear that she is creating quite a stir in Bohemia," he observed.
       "If she expects to enter society it's a poor way to begin, don't
       you think?"
       "Do you know that she expects to?"
       "All the usual signs are out--a box here, a house on Fifth Avenue."
       This study of Aileen puzzled and disturbed Berenice a little.
       Nevertheless, she felt immensely superior. Her soul seemed to
       soar over the plain Aileen inhabited. The type of the latter's
       escorts suggested error--a lack of social discrimination. Because
       of the high position he had succeeded in achieving Cowperwood was
       entitled, no doubt, to be dissatisfied. His wife had not kept
       pace with him, or, rather, had not eluded him in his onward flight
       --had not run swiftly before, like a winged victory. Berenice
       reflected that if she were dealing with such a man he should never
       know her truly--he should be made to wonder and to doubt. Lines
       of care and disappointment should never mar her face. She would
       scheme and dream and conceal and evade. He should dance attendance,
       whoever he was.
       Nevertheless, here she herself was, at twenty-two, unmarried, her
       background insecure, the very ground on which she walked treacherous.
       Braxmar knew, and Beales Chadsey, and Cowperwood. At least three
       or four of her acquaintances must have been at the Waldorf on that
       fatal night. How long would it be before others became aware? She
       tried eluding her mother, Cowperwood, and the situation generally
       by freely accepting more extended invitations and by trying to see
       whether there was not some opening for her in the field of art.
       She thought of painting and essayed several canvases which she
       took to dealers. The work was subtle, remote, fanciful--a snow
       scene with purple edges; a thinking satyr, iron-like in his
       heaviness, brooding over a cloudy valley; a lurking devil peering
       at a praying Marguerite; a Dutch interior inspired by Mrs. Batjer,
       and various dancing figures. Phlegmatic dealers of somber mien
       admitted some promise, but pointed out the difficulty of sales.
       Beginners were numerous. Art was long. If she went on, of
       course. . . . Let them see other things. She turned her thoughts
       to dancing.
       This art in its interpretative sense was just being introduced
       into America, a certain Althea Baker having created a good deal
       of stir in society by this means. With the idea of duplicating
       or surpassing the success of this woman Berenice conceived a dance
       series of her own. One was to be "The Terror"--a nymph dancing
       in the spring woods, but eventually pursued and terrorized by a
       faun; another,"The Peacock," a fantasy illustrative of proud
       self-adulation; another, "The Vestal," a study from Roman choric
       worship. After spending considerable time at Pocono evolving
       costumes, poses, and the like, Berenice finally hinted at the plan
       to Mrs. Batjer, declaring that she would enjoy the artistic outlet
       it would afford, and indicating at the same time that it might
       provide the necessary solution of a problem of ways and means.
       "Why, Bevy, how you talk!" commented Mrs. Batjer. "And with your
       possibilities. Why don't you marry first, and do your dancing
       afterward? You might compel a certain amount of attention that
       way."
       "Because of hubby? How droll! Whom would you suggest that I marry
       at once?"
       "Oh, when it comes to that--" replied Mrs. Batjer, with a slight
       reproachful lift in her voice, and thinking of Kilmer Duelma.
       "But surely your need isn't so pressing. If you were to take up
       professional dancing I might have to cut you afterward--particularly
       if any one else did."
       She smiled the sweetest, most sensible smile. Mrs. Batjer accompanied
       her suggestions nearly always with a slight sniff and cough.
       Berenice could see that the mere fact of this conversation made a
       slight difference. In Mrs. Batjer's world poverty was a dangerous
       topic. The mere odor of it suggested a kind of horror--perhaps
       the equivalent of error or sin. Others, Berenice now suspected,
       would take affright even more swiftly.
       Subsequent to this, however, she made one slight investigation of
       those realms that govern professional theatrical engagements. It
       was a most disturbing experience. The mere color and odor of the
       stuffy offices, the gauche, material attendants, the impossible
       aspirants and participants in this make-believe world! The crudeness!
       The effrontery! The materiality! The sensuality! It came to her
       as a sickening breath and for the moment frightened her. What
       would become of refinement there? What of delicacy? How could one
       rise and sustain an individual dignity and control in such a world
       as this?
       Cowperwood was now suggesting as a binding link that he should buy
       a home for them in Park Avenue, where such social functions as
       would be of advantage to Berenice and in some measure to himself
       as an occasional guest might be indulged in. Mrs. Carter, a fool
       of comfort, was pleased to welcome this idea. It promised to give
       her absolute financial security for the future.
       "I know how it is with you, Frank," she declared. "I know you
       need some place that you can call a home. The whole difficulty
       will be with Bevy. Ever since that miserable puppy made those
       charges against me I haven't been able to talk to her at all. She
       doesn't seem to want to do anything I suggest. You have much more
       influence with her than I have. If you explain, it may be all
       right."
       Instantly Cowperwood saw an opportunity. Intensely pleased with
       this confession of weakness on the part of the mother, he went to
       Berenice, but by his usual method of indirect direction.
       "You know, Bevy," he said, one afternoon when he found her alone,
       "I have been wondering if it wouldn't be better if I bought a large
       house for you and your mother here in New York, where you and she
       could do entertaining on a large scale. Since I can't spend my
       money on myself, I might as well spend it on some one who would
       make an interesting use of it. You might include me as an uncle
       or father's cousin or something of that sort," he added, lightly.
       Berenice, who saw quite clearly the trap he was setting for her,
       was nonplussed. At the same time she could not help seeing that
       a house, if it were beautifully furnished, would be an interesting
       asset. People in society loved fixed, notable dwellings; she had
       observed that. What functions could not be held if only her
       mother's past were not charged against her! That was the great
       difficulty. It was almost an Arabian situation, heightened by the
       glitter of gold. And Cowperwood was always so diplomatic. He
       came forward with such a bland, engaging smile. His hands were
       so shapely and seeking.
       "A house such as you speak of would enlarge the debt beyond payment,
       I presume," she remarked, sardonically and with a sad, almost
       contemptuous gesture. Cowperwood realized how her piercing intellect
       was following his shifty trail, and winced. She must see that her
       fate was in his hands, but oh! if she would only surrender, how
       swiftly every dollar of his vast fortune should be piled humbly at
       her feet. She should have her heart's desire, if money would buy
       it. She could say to him go, and he would go; come, and he would
       come.
       "Berenice," he said, getting up, "I know what you think. You fancy
       I am trying to further my own interests in this way, but I'm not.
       I wouldn't compromise you ultimately for all the wealth of India.
       I have told you where I stand. Every dollar that I have is yours
       to do with as you choose on any basis that you may care to name.
       I have no future outside of you, none except art. I do not expect
       you to marry me. Take all that I have. Wipe society under your
       feet. Don't think that I will ever charge it up as a debt. I
       won't. I want you to hold your own. Just answer me one question;
       I won't ever ask another."
       "Yes?"
       "If I were single now, and you were not in love or married, would
       you consider me at all?"
       His eyes pleaded as never had they pleaded before.
       She started, looked concerned, severe, then relaxed as suddenly.
       "Let me see," she said, with a slight brightening of the eyes and
       a toss of her head. "That is a second cousin to a proposal, isn't
       it? You have no right to make it. You aren't single, and aren't
       likely to be. Why should I try to read the future?"
       She walked indifferently out of the room, and Cowperwood stayed a
       moment to think. Obviously he had triumphed in a way. She had
       not taken great offense. She must like him and would marry him
       if only...
       Only Aileen.
       And now he wished more definitely and forcefully than ever that
       he were really and truly free. He felt that if ever he wished to
       attain Berenice he must persuade Aileen to divorce him. _
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Chapter I - The New City
chapter II - A Reconnoiter
chapter III - A Chicago Evening
chapter IV - Peter Laughlin & Co-
chapter V - Concerning A Wife And Family
chapter VI - The New Queen of the Home
chapter VII - Chicago Gas
chapter VIII - Now This is Fighting
chapter IX - In Search of Victory
chapter X - A Test
chapter XI - The Fruits of Daring
chapter XII - A New Retainer
chapter XIII - The Die is Cast
chapter XIV - Undercurrents
chapter XV - A New Affection
chapter XVI - A Fateful Interlude
chapter XVII - An Overture to Conflict
chapter XVIII - The Clash
chapter XIX - "Hell Hath No Fury--"
chapter XX - "Man and Superman"
chapter XXI - A Matter of Tunnels
chapter XXII - Street-railways at Last
chapter XXIII - The Power of the Press
chapter XXIV - The Coming of Stephanie Platow
chapter XXV - Airs from the Orient
chapter XXVI - Love and War
chapter XXVII - A Financier Bewitched
chapter XXVIII - The Exposure of Stephanie
chapter XXIX - A Family Quarrel
chapter XXX - Obstacles
chapter XXXI - Untoward Disclosures
chapter XXXII - A Supper Party
chapter XXXIII - Mr. Lynde to the Rescue
chapter XXXIV - Enter Hosmer
chapter XXXV - A Political Agreement
chapter XXXVI - An Election Draws Near
chapter XXXVII - Aileen's Revenge
chapter XXXVIII - An Hour of Defeat
chapter XXXIX - The New Administration
chapter XL - A Trip to Louisville
chapter XLI - The Daughter of Mrs Fleming Berenice
chapter XLII - F. A. Cowperwood, Guardian
chapter XLIII - The Planet Mars
chapter XLIV - A Franchise Obtained
chapter XLV - Changing Horizons
chapter XLVI - Depths and Heights
chapter XLVII - American Match
chapter XLVIII - Panicr
chapter XLIX - Mount Olympus
chapter L - A New York Mansion
chapter LI - The Revival of Hattie Starr
chapter LII - Behind the Arras
chapter LIII - A Declaration of Love
chapter LIV - Wanted--Fifty-year Franchises
chapter LV - Cowperwood and the Governor
chapter LVI - The Ordeal of Berenice
chapter LVII - Aileen's Last Card
chapter LVIII - A Marauder
chapter LIX - Capital and Public Rights
chapter LX - The Net
chapter LXI - The Cataclysm
chapter LXII - The Recompense