_ ONCE more a summer sunset at the old farm-house among the Berkshire
Hills, where, for a hundred years, successive generations of
Windsors had been born and bred; once more we see the level rays
glance from the diamond-paned, dairy casement, left ajar to admit
the fresh evening air; once more the airy banners of eglantine and
maiden's-bower float against the clear blue sky; once more we tread
in fancy the green velvet of the turf, creeping over the very edge
of the irregular door-stone, worn smooth by feet that long since
have travelled beyond earthly limits, and now tread celestial fields
and sunny slopes of Paradise. Far across the meadow lies the shadow
of the old house,--a strange, fantastic suggestion of a dwellings
vague and enticing as the gray turrets of the Castle of St. John,
which, as the legend says, are to be shaped at twilight from the
crags and ravines of the lonely mountains, but vanish in the
daylight. And beside it, not vague, but clear and sharp, lay the
shadow of the old well-sweep, like a giant finger, pointing, always
pointing, now to the east, whence cometh light and hope, and the
promise of another day; and anon due west, as showing to the sad
eyes that watched it the road to joy and comfort.
Within the house, much was changed. The floors were covered with
matting, the walls with delicate paper-hangings; the old furniture
replaced with Indian couches and arm-chairs, whose shape and
material suggested luxurious ease and coolness. In the chamber that
had been Dora's, was wrought, perhaps, the greatest change of all;
for to the rugged simplicity, and, so to speak, severity, of the
young girl's surroundings, had succeeded the luxury, the exquisite
refinement, essential to the comfort of a woman born and bred in the
innermost sanctuary of modern civilization. The martial relics of
Dora's camp-life had disappeared from the walls, no longer simply
whitewashed, but covered with a pearl-gray paper, over which trailed
in graceful curves a mimic ivy-vine, colored like nature. Upon this
hung a few choice pictures,--proof-engravings of Correggio's Cherubs;
a Christ blessing Little Children; a Madonna, with sad, soft eyes
resting upon the Holy Child, whose fixed gaze seemed to read his own
sublime destiny; and a Babes in the Wood.
Over the fireplace, the rude sketch of the deformed negro was
replaced by an exquisite painting, representing a little girl,--her
sweet face framed in a shower of golden ringlets, her blue eyes
fixed with a sort of wistful tenderness upon the beholder; this
expression repeating itself in the lines of the curving mouth. The
dress was carefully copied from that worn by 'Toinette Legrange upon
the day she was lost; and the picture had been painted, soon after
her disappearance, by an artist friend of the family, who had so
often admired the beautiful child, that he found it easy to
reproduce her face upon canvas; although his own knowledge of the
circumstances, and perhaps the haunting presence of the sad eyes of
the mother, as she asked, "Oh! can you give me even a picture of
her?" had tinged the whole composition with a pathos not intended by
the artist, but indescribably touching to the spectator.
Between the windows, in place of Dora's simple pine table, with its
white drapery, its few plain books, and little work-box, stood a
toilet-table, covered with the luxurious necessities of an elegant
woman's wardrobe. The dressing-case, the jewel-box, the
perfume-bottles; the velvet-lined and delicately-scented mouchoir
and glove boxes; the varied trifles, so idle in detail, so essential
to the whole,--all were there, and all evidently in constant use.
Nor let us too harshly judge the mode of life, differ though it may
from our own, which regards these superfluities as essential, and
can hardly less dispense with them than with its daily bread. The
violet, the anemone, the May-flower, a hundred sweet and hardy
blossoms, thrive amid the chills and storms of early spring in the
most exposed situations. But are not the exquisite tea-rose, the
fragile garden-lily, or the cereus, that dies after one sweet night
of perfumed beauty, as true to their nature and to God's law? Did
not the same hand form the sparrow, who scatters the late snow from
his wings, and gayly pecks the crumbs from our doorstep, and the
humming-bird, who waits for gorgeous summer noons to come and sip
the honey from our jessamine?
So let us, if we will, love Dora in the Spartan simplicity of her
soldierly adornments, and none the less love and cherish the woman
who now lies upon the very spot, where, but a year ago, lay little
Sunshine, wavering between this life and a better. For some reason
unknown to herself, Mrs. Legrange had, from the first, felt a strong
affection for this chamber, haunted, though she knew it not, by the
presence of the beloved child; and she had taken much pleasure in
its adornment; though, now that all was done, she rarely noticed the
beautiful articles collected about her, liking best of all to lie in
dreamy revery, recalling, day after day, with the minute fondness of
a woman's memory, the looks, the gestures, the careless words, the
pretty, graceful ways, the artless fascinations, of her whom now she
rarely named, holding her memory as something too sacred for common
speech, too far withdrawn into her own heart to be lightly brought
to the surface.
Thus lying in the twilight of this evening, dreamily watching the
long white curtains as they filled with the night-air and floated
out into the room like the shadowy sails of a bark anchored in some
Dreamland bay, and never guessing whose eyes had watched their
waving but one short year before, when 'Toinette was first laid in
Dora's little bed, Mrs. Legrange heard her husband coming up the
stairs, and rose to receive him, with a strange fluttering at her
heart,--a sort of nervous hope and terror all in one, as if she had
known him the bearer of great news, but could not yet determine its
tenor.
Mr. Legrange entered, holding a letter in his hand, and glanced
tenderly, but with some surprise, at his wife, who stood with one
hand pressing the white folds of her muslin wrapper convulsively to
her bosom, the other outstretched toward him, a sudden hectic
burning in her cheeks, and her eyes bright with feverish light.
"Fanny! what is it?" exclaimed the husband, pausing upon the
threshold.
"That letter-you have some news! O Paul, you have news of"--
Her voice died in a breathless flutter; and Mr. Legrange, coming
hastily to her side, drew her to a seat, saying tenderly,--
"No, darling, no news of her,--not yet, at least. What made you fancy
it? This is only a letter from your protégé at Antioch College: at
least, I suppose so from the postmark. Do you care to read it now?"
Mrs. Legrange hid her face upon her husband's breast, trembling
nervously.
"O Paul! when I heard you coming up the stairs, such a feeling came
over me! I seemed to feel some great revelation approaching. I was
sure it was news of her. Paul, Paul, I cannot bear it; I cannot
live! My heart is broken; but it will not die, and let me rest. O my
God! how long?"
"Hush, dearest, hush! Your wild words are to me worse than the grief
we both suffer so keenly. But, my wife, have we not each other? and
would you kill me by your own despair? Will God be pleased, that,
because he has taken away our Sunshine, we refuse all other
blessings, and disdain all other ties and obligations? Fanny,
dearest, is it not an earnest duty with you to strive for strength?"
But the mother only moaned impatiently,--
"O Paul! do not try, do not talk: it is useless. When you let fall
that crystal vinaigrette this morning, did you tell it that its duty
was to be whole, and filled with perfume again? Do you tell those
flowers that it is their duty to be fresh and sweet as they were
yesterday? or, if you did, would they heed you?"
"No, darling; for they have neither mind nor soul," suggested the
husband significantly.
"And mine are swallowed up in the sorrow that has swallowed all
else. O Paul! forgive me, and ask God to forgive me; but I cannot, I
never can, become resigned. I cannot live; I cannot wish or try to
live. A little while, and I shall see her."
She spoke the last words softly, as to her own heart; and over her
face passed such a look of solemn joy, such yearning tenderness,
mingled with an infinite pathos, that the stronger and less
sensitive male organization stood awed and subdued before it.
"Her love and grief are deeper than any words of mine can reach,"
thought the husband, and, so, tenderly soothed her head upon his
breast, and said no more for several minutes, until, to his
surprise, it was lifted, and the pale face looked into his with the
pensive calmness under which it habitually hid its more intimate
expressions.
"From whom did you say the letter came, Paul?" asked Mrs. Legrange.
"From Theodore Ginniss, I believe. Will you read it now?" asked her
husband, in some surprise at the sudden transition: for no man ever
thoroughly comprehends a woman, no woman a man; and so is the
distinctive temperament of the sexes preserved.
"Yes: I told him to write to me once in every month, and he is very
punctual."
She opened the letter, and read aloud:--"DEAR MRS. LEGRANGE,--
"Since writing to you last month, I have been going on with my
studies under the Rev. Mr. Brown, as I then mentioned. I do not find
that it hurts me to study in the hot weather at all; and I have
enjoyed my vacation better this way than if I had been idle.
"Part of the month, however, Mr. Brown has been away on a visit to
some friends in Iowa; and he says so much about the prairies, and
the great rivers, and the wild life out there, that I think I should
like to take the two remaining weeks of the vacation, and go and see
them, if you have no objection. I have a great plenty of money from
my last quarter's allowance, as I have only needed to spend a dollar
and forty-five cents. Mr. Brown thinks I should come back fresher to
my studies for a little rest; though I do not feel the need of it,
and am glad of every day's new chance of learning.
"I hope you will excuse me, Mrs. Legrange, if it is too bold for me
to say, but I do wish you could talk with Mr. Brown a little; he is
so high in all his ideas, and seems to feel so strong about all the
troubles of this world, and puts what a man ought to live for so
much above the way he has to live!
"I took the liberty of talking with him about you, and about the
great trouble I had helped to bring upon you; and what he said was
first-rate, though I cannot tell it again. I felt ever so much
better about my own doing wrong, and I could not help wishing you
could hear what he said about you.
"This place is a great resort for invalids, and people who like to
be retired. The iron-springs, that give the name to the town, are
said to be very strengthening; and the Neff House, near them, is a
beautiful hotel in very romantic scenery, and quite still. It seems
to me that the ladies I see riding out from it on horseback get
healthier-looking every day.
"I enclose a letter for mother, and will ask of you the favor to
read it to her. I cannot tell you, Mrs. Legrange, how grateful I
feel to you for making her so comfortable, as well as for what you
are doing for me. And it is not only you I thank and remember every
morning and every night; but, with yours, I say the name of the
angel that we both love so dear. "Yours respectfully, "THEODORE
GINNISS."
Mrs. Legrange slowly folded the letter, and looked at her husband,
saying dreamily,--
"I should like to see this Mr. Brown. Perhaps he has some comfort for
me; and that was what I felt approaching in that letter."
Mr. Legrange smiled a little compassionately, and more than a little
tenderly.
"I am afraid, love, you would be disappointed. A man might seem a
marvel of eloquence and wisdom to poor Theodore, while you would
find him a very commonplace, perhaps obtrusive individual."
Mrs. Legrange slowly shook her head.
"I feel just as if that man could give me comfort. I must see him."
"Very well, dear: if it will give you the slightest pleasure, you
shall certainly do so. Shall I send and invite him here? or do you
think the journey to Ohio would be a pleasant variety for you?
Perhaps it might; and Teddy's elaborately artless recommendation of
the Neff House and the iron-springs is worthy of some attention."
"Yes: I will go there. I think I should like the journey, and I
don't object to trying the springs; and I should like to see
Theodore, and hear him talk about her. And I am sure I shall not
find Mr. Brown commonplace or obtrusive."
"Very well, dear: it shall be as you say. When shall we go? It will
be very hot travelling now, I am afraid."
"Oh, no! I don't mind. But I don't want to interfere with the
Western excursion Theodore so modestly suggests; nor do I wish to go
while he is away. We will go in the middle of September, I think."
"Yes, that will do, and will give you something to be thinking of
meantime," said Mr. Legrange, looking with satisfaction at the
healthy animation of his wife's face, as she re-read the portion of
Teddy's letter relating to Yellow Springs and the Neff House.
"And now," said she, "go and send Mrs. Ginniss up to me to hear her
letter too, that is, if you please; for, you humor me so much, I
know I am growing tyrannical in speech as well as in act."
Mr. Legrange stooped to kiss his wife's cheek; and, to his eyes, the
faint smile with which she repaid the caress was the fair dawn of a
brighter day. _