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Outpost, or Dora Darling and Little Sunshine
CHAPTER XXIX - LIFE AT OUTPOST
Jane Goodwin Austin
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       _ AND now began for each member of the family at Outpost a new and
       active life.
       Kitty, who, young as she was, had already achieved reputation as a
       notable housekeeper, found quite enough to attend to in domestic
       matters, and, with Mehitable's help and counsel, soon had all the
       interests and nearly all the comforts of New-England farm-life
       established in her Western home. Even the marigolds her mother had
       always raised as a flavoring to broths; and the catnip, motherwort,
       peppermint, and tansy, grown and dried as sovereign remedies in case
       of illness; and the parsley, sage, and marjoram, to be used in
       various branches of cookery,--flourished in their garden-bed under
       Kitty's fostering care; while poor Silas Ross was fairly worried, in
       spite of himself, into digging and roofing an ice-cellar in the
       intervals of his more important duties.
       "Now we'll see, another summer, if we can't have some butter that's
       like butter, and not like soft-soap," remarked Kitty complacently,
       when the unhappy Silas announced his task complete.
       "And now I hope I can sleep in my bed o' nights without hearing
       'Ice-house, ice-house!' till I'm sick o' the sound of ice," muttered
       Silas, walking away.
       It is not to be averred, however, that all this thrift was
       established without much commotion or many stormy scenes; and, not
       unfrequently, Mehitable Ross announced to her husband that "she
       wouldn't stan' it nohow, to be nosed round this way by a gal not so
       old as herself!" And Kitty "declared to gracious" that she "never
       saw such a topping piece as that Hitty Ross since she was born;"
       and, if "folks undertook to work for other folks, they ought to be
       willing to do the way they were told;" and she'd "rather do the
       whole alone than keep round after that contrary creature, seeing
       that she didn't get the upper-hands as soon as her back was turned!"
       But Dora, without appearing to listen or to look, heard all and saw
       all. Dora, cheerful, energetic, and calm, knew how to heal, without
       appearing to notice the wound; had a faculty, all her own, of
       leading the mind, vexed with a thousand trifles, to the
       contemplation of some aim so grand, some thought so high, some love
       or beauty so serene, that it turned back to daily life calm and
       refreshed, and strengthened to do or to endure, with new courage.
       "Somehow I felt ashamed of jawing so about that wash, when Dora came
       in, and put her hands into the tub, and, while she was rubbing away,
       began to tell what a crop of corn we're going to have; and how the
       folks down South, the freedmen and all, might have plenty to eat, if
       every one did as well as we're doing," said Mehitable to her
       husband.
       "Yes," replied Seth: "she stood by me there in the sun as much as an
       hour, and told the cutest story you ever heard about the Injins
       believing that corn is a live creter, and appeared once, in the
       shape of a young man named Odahmin, to one of the Injin chiefs
       called Hiawatha; and they had a wrastle. Hiawatha beat, and killed
       the other feller, and buried him up in the ground; but he hadn't
       more 'n got him under 'fore up he come agin, or ruther some
       Injin-corn come up: but they called the green leaves his clothes;
       and the tossel atop, his plume; and the sprouts was his hands, each
       holding an ear of corn, that he give to Hiawatha, just as a feller
       that's whipped gives another his hat, you know."
       "Do the Injins believe all that now?" asked Mehitable
       contemptuously.
       "They do so. But, I tell you, I never knew how those two rows got
       hoed while she was talking: they seemed to slip right along somehow;
       and, after she was gone, the time seemed dreadful short till
       sundown, I was thinking so busy of what she said."
       "Guess you'd been cross 'cause that cultivator didn't come; hadn't
       you?" asked Mehitable slyly.
       "Yes: I felt real mad all the morning about it, and was pretty
       grumpy to Windsor; for I thought he might as well have sent a week
       ago. But, by George! I'd like to see the feller that 'ud be grumpy
       to her."
       "Well, Dora," Kitty was saying at the same moment, "I'm glad you've
       got home; for the first thing isn't ready for supper, and I've just
       done ironing. That Hit went off home an hour ago; said her head
       ached, and she'd got to get the men's supper. I do declare, I'd like
       to shake that woman till her teeth rattled; and I believe I'll do it
       some day!"
       "How beautifully the clothes look, Kitty! I think they bleach even
       whiter here than they used to in the old drying yard. But I am sorry
       you ironed that white waist of mine: I was going to do it myself.
       Now, Sunshine, come and tell Aunt Kitty about the woodchuck and her
       baby that we saw; and how we caught little chucky, as you called
       him; and all the rest."
       "Dear me! I can't stop. Well, come and sit in my lap, Dolly, and
       tell if you want to. Dora, do sit and rest a minute: you look all
       tired out."
       "Oh, no! but Karl is, I am afraid. He walked away out behind the
       wheat-lot this afternoon to see to setting some traps for the poor
       little things that come to eat it. I never saw such a boy when there
       is any thing to be done. He goes right at it, no matter what lies
       between."
       "You're right there, Dora; and he always was so from a child. Well,
       Dolly, what's the story?"
       "Don't call me Dolly, please," said the little girl coaxingly.
       "Well, Dolce, then," said Kitty, smiling with renewed good-nature.
       And while Sunshine, all unconsciously, completed by her prattle the
       cure that Dora had begun, the latter quietly and rapidly finished
       the preparations for tea.
       As for Sunshine, never did a child so well deserve her name. In the
       house or on the prairie, running with Argus, walking demurely beside
       Karl, or riding behind Dora upon the stout little pony reserved for
       the use of the young mistress of the place, it was always as a gleam
       of veritable sunshine that she came; and no heart so dark, or temper
       so gloomy, as to resist her sweet influence. Constant exercise and
       fresh air, proper food, and the rigid sanitary laws established by
       Dora, had brought to the child's cheek a richer bloom than it had
       ever known before; while her blue eyes seemed two sparkling
       fountains of joy, and a vivid life danced and glittered even among
       her sunny curls. Lithe and straight, and strong of limb too, grew
       our slender little Cerito; and, although every motion was still one
       of grace, it was now the assured grace of strength, instead of that
       of fragility. She danced too, but it was with the west wind, who,
       rough companion that he was, whirled her round and round in his
       strong arms, or tossed her hair in a bright cloud across her face;
       while he snatched her hat, and sent it spinning into the prairie; or
       kissed the laugh from her lips, and carried it away to the wild
       woods to mock at the singing-birds. Argus too-what friends he and
       the child, who at first had been afraid of him, became before the
       summer was through! What talks they held! How merrily they laughed
       together! and how serenely Argus listened while Sunshine told him
       long histories of imaginary wanderings among the clouds, in
       enchanted forests, or "away beyond the blue up in the sky"!
       Confidences these; for, as the narrator whispered,--
       "Dora doesn't like dream-stories, and Kitty says, 'Oh, nonsense!'
       and Karlo laughs: so you mustn't tell a word, old Argus." And Argus,
       wagging his tail, and blinking his bright brown eyes, promised never
       to tell, and faithfully kept the promise.
       Perhaps it was a vague sense of loneliness in these fancies; perhaps
       it was the lingering longing for something she had lost even from
       her memory, and yet not wholly from her heart, where, as we all
       know, linger loves for which we no longer have a name or a thought;
       perhaps it was only the dim reflex of that agony consuming her
       mother's heart, and the earnestness with which it longed for her:
       but something there was, that, at intervals, cast a sudden shadow
       over Sunshine's heart; something that made her pale and still, and
       deepened the dimples at the corners of her mouth, until each might
       have held a tear. At these times, she would always steal away by
       herself if possible; sometimes, and especially if the stars were
       out, to sit with folded hands, gazing at the sky; sometimes to lie
       upon her little bed, her eyes fixed on vacancy, until the bright
       tears gathered, and rolled slowly down her cheeks: but, oftenest of
       all, she would call Argus, and, with one hand upon his glossy head,
       wander away to the dim forest, and seated at the foot of one of
       those patriarchal trees, the hound lying close beside her, would
       talk to him as she never talked to human ears.
       Once, Karl, returning from an expedition to a distant part of the
       farm, saw her thus, and half in fun, half in curiosity, crept up
       behind the great oak at whose foot she sat, and listened.
       "And up there in heaven, Argus," she was saying, "it's all so
       beautiful! and no one ever speaks loud or cross; and every one has
       shining white clothes, and flowers on their heads; and some one is
       there-I don't know-I guess it's an angel; but she's got soft hands,
       and such pretty shiny hair, and eyes all full of loving me. I dream
       about her sometimes; but I don't know who she is: and you mustn't
       tell, Argus. Sometimes I want to die, so as to go to heaven and look
       for her. Argus, do you want to go to heaven?"
       The brown eyes said that Argus wished whatever she did; and Sunshine
       continued:--
       "Well, some day we'll go. I don't know just how; I don't believe
       we'd find the way if we went now: but some day I shall know, and
       then I'll tell you. Sometimes I feel so lonesome, Argus! oh, so
       dreadful homesick! but I don't now. You're a real little comforter,
       Argus. That's what Dora called me the other night when Kitty was
       cross: and Dora cried a little when she came to bed, and didn't know
       I was awake; and I kissed her just so, Argus, and so."
       In the game of romps and kisses that ensued, Karl stole away, and,
       after repeating the child's prattle to Dora, said thoughtfully,--
       "There's something strange about her, Dora; something different from
       any of us. She seems so finely and delicately made, and as if one
       rude jar might destroy the whole tone of her life. If ever a
       creature was formed of peculiar, instead of common clay, it is
       Sunshine."
       "Yes, and she must be shielded accordingly," said Dora. But, as she
       walked on beside Karl, she vaguely wondered if there were not
       natures as finely strung and as sensitive to suffering as
       Sunshine's, but united with so reticent an exterior, and such
       outward strength, as never to gain the sympathy or appreciation so
       freely bestowed upon the exquisite child.
       Such introspection, however, was no part of Dora's healthy
       temperament; and the next moment she had plunged into a talk upon
       farm-matters with her cousin, and displayed such shrewdness and
       clear-sighted wisdom upon the subject, that Capt. Karl laughingly
       exclaimed, as they entered the house,--
       "O general! why weren't you born a man?" _