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Ben Hur: A Tale of the Christ
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Lew Wallace
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       _ What time the lower horn of a new moon touched the castellated
       piles on Mount Sulpius, and two thirds of the people of Antioch
       were out on their house-tops comforting themselves with the night
       breeze when it blew, and with fans when it failed, Simonides sat
       in the chair which had come to be a part of him, and from the
       terrace looked down over the river, and his ships a-swing at
       their moorings. The wall at his back cast its shadow broadly over
       the water to the opposite shore. Above him the endless tramp upon
       the bridge went on. Esther was holding a plate for him containing
       his frugal supper--some wheaten cakes, light as wafers, some honey,
       and a bowl of milk, into which he now and then dipped the wafers
       after dipping them into the honey.
       "Malluch is a laggard to-night," he said, showing where his
       thoughts were.
       "Do you believe he will come?" Esther asked.
       "Unless he has taken to the sea or the desert, and is yet following
       on, he will come."
       Simonides spoke with quiet confidence.
       "He may write," she said.
       "Not so, Esther. He would have despatched a letter when he found
       he could not return, and told me so; because I have not received
       such a letter, I know he can come, and will."
       "I hope so," she said, very softly.
       Something in the utterance attracted his attention; it might have
       been the tone, it might have been the wish. The smallest bird
       cannot light upon the greatest tree without sending a shock to
       its most distant fibre; every mind is at times no less sensitive
       to the most trifling words.
       "You wish him to come, Esther?" he asked.
       "Yes," she said, lifting her eyes to his.
       "Why? Can you tell me?" he persisted.
       "Because"--she hesitated, then began again--"because the young
       man is--" The stop was full.
       "Our master. Is that the word?"
       "Yes."
       "And you still think I should not suffer him to go away without
       telling him to come, if he chooses, and take us--and all we have-
       -all, Esther--the goods, the shekels, the ships, the slaves, and
       the mighty credit, which is a mantle of cloth of gold and finest
       silver spun for me by the greatest of the angels of men--Success."
       She made no answer.
       "Does that move you nothing? No?" he said, with the slightest taint
       of bitterness. "Well, well, I have found, Esther, the worst reality
       is never unendurable when it comes out from behind the clouds through
       which we at first see it darkly--never--not even the rack. I suppose
       it will be so with death. And by that philosophy the slavery to which
       we are going must afterwhile become sweet. It pleases me even now
       to think what a favored man our master is. The fortune cost him
       nothing--not an anxiety, not a drop of sweat, not so much as a
       thought; it attaches to him undreamed of, and in his youth. And,
       Esther, let me waste a little vanity with the reflection; he gets
       what he could not go into the market and buy with all the pelf in
       a sum--thee, my child, my darling; thou blossom from the tomb of
       my lost Rachel!"
       He drew her to him, and kissed her twice--once for herself, once for
       her mother.
       "Say not so,". she said, when his hand fell from her neck. "Let us
       think better of him; he knows what sorrow is, and will set us free."
       "Ah, thy instincts are fine, Esther; and thou knowest I lean upon
       them in doubtful cases where good or bad is to be pronounced of a
       person standing before thee as he stood this morning. But--but"-- his
       voice rose and hardened--"these limbs upon which I cannot stand--this
       body drawn and beaten out of human shape--they are not all I bring
       him of myself. Oh no, no! I bring him a soul which has triumphed
       over torture and Roman malice keener than any torture--I bring
       him a mind which has eyes to see gold at a distance farther than
       the ships of Solomon sailed, and power to bring it to hand--ay,
       Esther, into my palm here for the fingers to grip and keep lest
       it take wings at some other's word--a mind skilled at scheming"--he
       stopped and laughed--"Why, Esther, before the new moon which in the
       courts of the Temple on the Holy Hill they are this moment celebrating
       passes into its next quartering I could ring the world so as to startle
       even Caesar; for know you, child, I have that faculty which is better
       than any one sense, better than a perfect body, better than courage
       and will, better than experience, ordinarily the best product of the
       longest lives--the faculty divinest of men, but which"--he stopped,
       and laughed again, not bitterly, but with real zest-- "but which
       even the great do not sufficiently account, while with the herd
       it is a non-existent--the faculty of drawing men to my purpose and
       holding them faithfully to its achievement, by which, as against
       things to be done, I multiply myself into hundreds and thousands.
       So the captains of my ships plough the seas, and bring me honest
       returns; so Malluch follows the youth, our master, and will"--just
       then a footstep was heard upon the terrace--"Ha, Esther! said
       I not so? He is here--and we will have tidings. For thy sake,
       sweet child--my lily just budded--I pray the Lord God, who has
       not forgotten his wandering sheep of Israel, that they be good
       and comforting. Now we will know if he will let thee go with all
       thy beauty, and me with all my faculties."
       Malluch came to the chair.
       "Peace to you, good master," he said, with a low obeisance--"and
       to you, Esther, most excellent of daughters."
       He stood before them deferentially, and the attitude and the address
       left it difficult to define his relation to them; the one was that
       of a servant, the other indicated the familiar and friend. On the
       other side, Simonides, as was his habit in business, after answering
       the salutation went straight to the subject.
       "What of the young man, Malluch?"
       The events of the day were told quietly and in the simplest words,
       and until he was through there was no interruption; nor did the
       listener in the chair so much as move a hand during the narration;
       but for his eyes, wide open and bright, and an occasional long-drawn
       breath, he might have been accounted an effigy.
       "Thank you, thank you, Malluch," he said, heartily, at the conclusion;
       "you have done well--no one could have done better. Now what say you
       of the young man's nationality?"
       "He is an Israelite, good master, and of the tribe of Judah."
       "You are positive?"
       "Very positive."
       "He appears to have told you but little of his life."
       "He has somewhere reamed to be prudent. I might call him distrustful.
       He baffled all my attempts upon his confidence until we started from
       the Castalian fount going to the village of Daphne."
       "A place of abomination! Why went he there?"
       "I would say from curiosity, the first motive of the many who go;
       but, very strangely, he took no interest in the things he saw.
       Of the Temple, he merely asked if it were Grecian. Good master,
       the young man has a trouble of mind from which he would hide,
       and he went to the Grove, I think, as we go to sepulchres with
       our dead--he went to bury it."
       "That were well, if so," Simonides said, in a low voice; then
       louder, "Malluch, the curse of the time is prodigality. The poor
       make themselves poorer as apes of the rich, and the merely rich
       carry themselves like princes. Saw you signs of the weakness in the
       youth? Did he display moneys--coin of Rome or Israel?"
       "None, none, good master."
       "Surely, Malluch, where there are so many inducements to folly--so
       much, I mean, to eat and drink--surely he made you generous offer
       of some sort. His age, if nothing more, would warrant that much."
       "He neither ate nor drank in my company."
       "In what he said or did, Malluch, could you in anywise detect his
       master-idea? You know they peep through cracks close enough to stop
       the wind."
       "Give me to understand you," said Malluch, in doubt.
       "Well, you know we nor speak nor act, much less decide grave
       questions concerning ourselves, except as we be driven by a
       motive. In that respect, what made you of him?"
       "As to that, Master Simonides, I can answer with much assurance.
       He is devoted to finding his mother and sister--that first. Then he
       has a grievance against Rome; and as the Messala of whom I told you
       had something to do with the wrong, the great present object is to
       humiliate him. The meeting at the fountain furnished an opportunity,
       but it was put aside as not sufficiently public."
       "The Messala is influential," said Simonides, thoughtfully.
       "Yes; but the next meeting will be in the Circus."
       "Well--and then?"
       "The son of Arrius will win."
       "How know you?"
       Malluch smiled.
       "I am judging by what he says."
       "Is that all?"
       "No; there is a much better sign--his spirit."
       "Ay; but, Malluch, his idea of vengeance--what is its scope? Does
       he limit it to the few who did him the wrong, or does he take in
       the many? And more--is his feeling but the vagary of a sensitive
       boy, or has it the seasoning of suffering manhood to give it
       endurance? You know, Malluch, the vengeful thought that has root
       merely in the mind is but a dream of idlest sort which one clear
       day will dissipate; while revenge the passion is a disease of the
       heart which climbs up, up to the brain, and feeds itself on both
       alike."
       In this question, Simonides for the first time showed signs of
       feeling; he spoke with rapid utterance, and with clenched hands
       and the eagerness of a man illustrating the disease he described.
       "Good my master," Malluch replied, "one of my reasons for believing
       the young man a Jew is the intensity of his hate. It was plain to
       me he had himself under watch, as was natural, seeing how long
       he has lived in an atmosphere of Roman jealousy; yet I saw it
       blaze--once when he wanted to know Ilderim's feeling towards Rome,
       and again when I told him the story of the sheik and the wise man,
       and spoke of the question, 'Where is he that is born King of the
       Jews?'"
       Simonides leaned forward quickly.
       "Ah, Malluch, his words--give me his words; let me judge the
       impression the mystery made upon him."
       "He wanted to know the exact words. Were they TO BE or BORN TO BE?
       It appeared he was struck by a seeming difference in the effect of
       the two phrases."
       Simonides settled back into his pose of listening judge.
       "Then," said Malluch, "I told him Ilderim's view of the mystery--that
       the king would come with the doom of Rome. The young man's blood rose
       over his cheeks and forehead, and he said earnestly, 'Who but a Herod
       can be king while Rome endures?'"
       "Meaning what?"
       "That the empire must be destroyed before there could be another
       rule."
       Simonides gazed for a time at the ships and their shadows slowly
       swinging together in the river; when he looked up, it was to end
       the interview.
       "Enough, Malluch," he said. "Get you to eat, and make ready to
       return to the Orchard of Palms; you must help the young man in
       his coming trial. Come to me in the morning. I will send a letter
       to IIderim." Then in an undertone, as if to himself, he added,
       "I may attend the Circus myself."
       When Malluch after the customary benediction given and received
       was gone, Simonides took a deep draught of milk, and seemed
       refreshed and easy of mind.
       "Put the meal down, Esther," he said; "it is over."
       She obeyed.
       "Here now."
       She resumed her place upon the arm of the chair close to him.
       "God is good to me, very good," he said, fervently. "His habit is
       to move in mystery, yet sometimes he permits us to think we see
       and understand him. I am old, dear, and must go; but now, in this
       eleventh hour, when my hope was beginning to die, he sends me this
       one with a promise, and I am lifted up. I see the way to a great
       part in a circumstance itself so great that it shall be as a new
       birth to the whole world. And I see a reason for the gift of my
       great riches, and the end for which they were designed. Verily,
       my child, I take hold on life anew."
       Esther nestled closer to him, as if to bring his thoughts from
       their far-flying.
       "The king has been born" he continued, imagining he was still speaking
       to her, "and he must be near the half of common life. Balthasar says
       he was a child on his mother's lap when he saw him, and gave him
       presents and worship; and Ilderim holds it was twenty-seven years
       ago last December when Balthasar and his companions came to his
       tent asking a hiding-place from Herod. Wherefore the coming cannot
       now be long delayed. To-night--to-morrow it may be. Holy fathers of
       Israel, what happiness in the thought! I seem to hear the crash of
       the falling of old walls and the clamor of a universal change--ay,
       and for the uttermost joy of men, the earth opens to take Rome in,
       and they look up and laugh and sing that she is not, while we are;"
       then he laughed at himself. "Why, Esther, heard you ever the like?
       Surely, I have on me the passion of a singer, the heat of blood
       and the thrill of Miriam and David. In my thoughts, which should be
       those of a plain worker in figures and facts, there is a confusion
       of cymbals clashing and harp-strings loud beaten, and the voices
       of a multitude standing around a new-risen throne. I will put the
       thinking by for the present; only, dear, when the king comes he
       will need money and men, for as he was a child born of woman he
       will be but a man after all, bound to human ways as you and I are.
       And for the money he will have need of getters and keepers, and
       for the men leaders. There, there! See you not a broad road for
       my walking, and the running of the youth our master?--and at the
       end of it glory and revenge for us both?--and--and"--he paused,
       struck with the selfishness of a scheme in which she had no part
       or good result; then added, kissing her, "And happiness for thy
       mother's child."
       She sat still, saying nothing. Then he remembered the difference
       in natures, and the law by which we are not permitted always to
       take delight in the same cause or be equally afraid of the same
       thing. He remembered she was but a girl.
       "Of what are you thinking, Esther?" he said, in his common home-like
       way. "If the thought have the form of a wish, give it me, little one,
       while the power remains mine. For power, you know, is a fretful thing,
       and hath its wings always spread for flight."
       She answered with a simplicity almost childish,
       "Send for him, father. Send for him to-night, and do not let him
       go into the Circus."
       "Ah!" he said, prolonging the exclamation; and again his eyes
       fell upon the river, where the shadows were more shadowy than ever,
       since the moon had sunk far down behind Sulpius, leaving the city to
       the ineffectual stars. Shall we say it, reader? He was touched by
       a twinge of jealousy. If she should really love the young master!
       Oh no! That could not be; she was too young. But the idea had
       fast grip, and directly held him still and cold. She was sixteen.
       He knew it well. On the last natal day he had gone with her to
       the shipyard where there was a launch, and the yellow flag which
       the galley bore to its bridal with the waves had on it "Esther;"
       so they celebrated the day together. Yet the fact struck him now
       with the force of a surprise. There are realizations which come to
       us all painfully; mostly, however, such as pertain to ourselves;
       that we are growing old, for instance; and, more terrible, that we
       must die. Such a one crept into his heart, shadowy as the shadows,
       yet substantial enough to wring from him a sigh which was almost
       a groan. It was not sufficient that she should enter upon her
       young womanhood a servant, but she must carry to her master her
       affections, the truth and tenderness and delicacy of which he the
       father so well knew, because to this time they had all been his
       own undividedly. The fiend whose task it is to torture us with
       fears and bitter thoughts seldom does his work by halves. In the
       pang of the moment, the brave old man lost sight of his new scheme,
       and of the miraculous king its subject. By a mighty effort, however,
       he controlled himself, and asked, calmly, "Not go into the Circus,
       Esther? Why, child?"
       "It is not a place for a son of Israel, father."
       "Rabbinical, rabbinical, Esther! Is that all?"
       The tone of the inquiry was searching, and went to her heart,
       which began to beat loudly--so loudly she could not answer.
       A confusion new and strangely pleasant fell upon her.
       "The young man is to have the fortune," he said, taking her hand,
       and speaking more tenderly; "he is to have the ships and the
       shekels--all, Esther, all. Yet I did not feel poor, for thou
       wert left me, and thy love so like the dead Rachel's. Tell me,
       is he to have that too?"
       She bent over him, and laid her cheek against his head.
       "Speak, Esther. I will be the stronger of the knowledge. In warning
       there is strength."
       She sat up then, and spoke as if she were Truth's holy self.
       "Comfort thee, father. I will never leave thee; though he take
       my love, I will be thy handmaid ever as now."
       And, stooping, she kissed him.
       "And more," she said, continuing: "he is comely in my sight,
       and the pleading of his voice drew me to him, and I shudder to
       think of him in danger. Yes, father, I would be more than glad
       to see him again. Still, the love that is unrequited cannot be
       perfect love, wherefore I will wait a time, remembering I am thy
       daughter and my mother's."
       "A very blessing of the Lord art thou, Esther! A blessing to
       keep me rich, though all else be lost. And by his holy name
       and everlasting life, I swear thou shalt not suffer."
       At his request, a little later, the servant came and rolled the
       chair into the room, where he sat for a time thinking of the coming
       of the king, while she went off and slept the sleep of the innocent. _
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BOOK I
   BOOK I - CHAPTER I
   BOOK I - CHAPTER II
   BOOK I - CHAPTER III
   BOOK I - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK I - CHAPTER V
   BOOK I - CHAPTER VI
   BOOK I - CHAPTER VII
   BOOK I - CHAPTER VIII
   BOOK I - CHAPTER IX
   BOOK I - CHAPTER X
   BOOK I - CHAPTER XI
   BOOK I - CHAPTER XII
   BOOK I - CHAPTER XIII
   BOOK I - CHAPTER XIV
BOOK II
   BOOK II - CHAPTER I
   BOOK II - CHAPTER II
   BOOK II - CHAPTER III
   BOOK II - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK II - CHAPTER V
   BOOK II - CHAPTER VI
   BOOK II - CHAPTER VII
BOOK III
   BOOK III - CHAPTER I
   BOOK III - CHAPTER II
   BOOK III - CHAPTER III
   BOOK III - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK III - CHAPTER V
   BOOK III - CHAPTER VI
BOOK IV
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER I
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER II
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER III
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER V
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER VI
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER VII
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER VIII
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER IX
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER X
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XI
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XII
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XIII
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XIV
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XV
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XVI
   BOOK IV - CHAPTER XVII
BOOK V
   BOOK V - CHAPTER I
   BOOK V - CHAPTER II
   BOOK V - CHAPTER III
   BOOK V - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK V - CHAPTER V
   BOOK V - CHAPTER VI
   BOOK V - CHAPTER VII
   BOOK V - CHAPTER VIII
   BOOK V - CHAPTER IX
   BOOK V - CHAPTER X
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XI
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XII
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XIII
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XIV
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XV
   BOOK V - CHAPTER XVI
BOOK VI
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER I
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER II
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER III
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER V
   BOOK VI - CHAPTER VI
BOOK VII
   BOOK VII - CHAPTER I
   BOOK VII - CHAPTER II
   BOOK VII - CHAPTER III
   BOOK VII - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK VII - CHAPTER V
BOOK VIII
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER I
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER II
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER III
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER IV
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER V
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER VI
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER VII
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER VIII
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER IX
   BOOK VIII - CHAPTER X