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       _ And she went away quickly, gaining the top of the stairs in time to
       see Bibbs enter his room and close the door. Sibyl knew that Bibbs,
       in his room, had overheard her quarrel with Edith in the hall outside;
       for bitter Edith, thinking the more to shame her, had subsequently
       informed her of the circumstance. Sibyl had just remembered this,
       and with the recollection there had flashed the thought--out of her
       own experience-- that people are often much more deeply impressed by
       words they overhear than by words directly addressed to them. Sibyl
       intended to make it impossible for Bibbs not to overhear. She did not
       hesitate--her heart was hot with the old sore, and she believed wholly
       in the justice of her cause and in the truth of what she was going to
       say. Fate was virtuous at times; it had delivered into her hands the
       girl who had affronted her.
       Mrs. Sheridan was in her own room. The approach of Sibyl and Roscoe
       had driven her from the library, for she had miscalculated her
       husband's mood, and she felt that if he used his injured hand as a
       mark of emphasis again, in her presence, she would (as she thought
       of it) "have a fit right there." She heard Sibyl's step, and
       pretended to be putting a touch to her hair before a mirror.
       "I was just coming down," she said, as the door opened.
       "Yes, he wants you to," said Sibyl. "It's all right, mother Sheridan.
       He's forgiven me."
       Mrs. Sheridan sniffed instantly; tears appeared. She kissed her
       daughter-in-law's cheek; then, in silence, regarded the mirror afresh,
       wiped her eyes, and applied powder.
       "And I hope Edith will be happy," Sibyl added, inciting more
       applications of Mrs. Sheridan's handkerchief and powder.
       "Yes, yes," murmured the good woman. "We mustn't make the worst
       of things."
       "Well, there was something else I had to say, and he wants you to hear
       it, too," said Sibyl. "We better go down, mother Sheridan."
       She led the way, Mrs. Sheridan following obediently, but when they
       came to a spot close by Bibbs's door, Sibyl stopped. "I want to tell
       you about it first," she said, abruptly. "It isn't a secret, of
       course, in any way; it's something the whole family has to know, and
       the sooner the whole family knows it the better. It's something it
       wouldn't be RIGHT for us ALL not to understand, and of course father
       Sheridan most of all. But I want to just kind of go over it first
       with you; it'll kind of help me to see I got it all straight. I
       haven't got any reason for saying it except the good of the family,
       and it's nothing to me, one way or the other, of course, except for
       that. I oughtn't to've behaved the way I did that night, and it seems
       to me if there's anything I can do to help the family, I ought to,
       because it would help show I felt the right way. Well, what I want to
       do is to tell this so's to keep the family from being made a fool of.
       I don't want to see the family just made use of and twisted around her
       finger by somebody that's got no more heart than so much ice, and just
       as sure to bring troubles in the long run as--as Edith's mistake is.
       Well, then, this is the way it is. I'll just tell you how it looks
       to me and see if it don't strike you the same way."
       Within the room, Bibbs, much annoyed, tapped his ear with his pencil.
       He wished they wouldn't stand talking near his door when he was trying
       to write. He had just taken from his trunk the manuscript of a poem
       begun the preceding Sunday afternoon, and he had some ideas he wanted
       to fix upon paper before they maliciously seized the first opportunity
       to vanish, for they were but gossamer. Bibbs was pleased with the
       beginnings of his poem, and if he could carry it through he meant to
       dare greatly with it--he would venture it upon an editor. For he had
       his plan of life now: his day would be of manual labor and thinking
       --he could think of his friend and he could think in cadences for
       poems, to the crashing of the strong machine--and if his father turned
       him out of home and out of the Works, he would work elsewhere and live
       elsewhere. His father had the right, and it mattered very little to
       Bibbs--he faced the prospect of a working-man's lodging-house without
       trepidation. He could find a washstand to write upon, he thought; and
       every evening when he left Mary he would write a little; and he would
       write on holidays and on Sundays--on Sundays in the afternoon. In a
       lodging-house, at least he wouldn't be interrupted by his sister-in-
       law's choosing the immediate vicinity of his door for conversations
       evidently important to herself, but merely disturbing to him. He
       frowned plaintively, wishing he could think of some polite way of
       asking her to go away. But, as she went on, he started violently,
       dropping manuscript and pencil upon the floor.
       "I don't know whether you heard it, mother Sheridan," she said, "but
       this old Vertrees house, next door, had been sold on foreclosure, and
       all THEY got out of it was an agreement that let's 'em live there a
       little longer. Roscoe told me, and he says he heard Mr. Vertrees has
       been up and down the streets more'n two years, tryin' to get a job
       he could call a 'position,' and couldn't land it. You heard anything
       about it, mother Sheridan?"
       "Well, I DID know they been doin' their own house-work a good while
       back," said Mrs. Sheridan. "And now they're doin' the cookin', too."
       Sibyl sent forth a little titter with a sharp edge. "I hope they find
       something to cook! She sold her piano mighty quick after Jim died!"
       Bibbs jumped up. He was trembling from head to foot and he was dizzy
       --of all the real things he could never have dreamed in his dream
       the last would have been what he heard now. He felt that something
       incredible was happening, and that he was powerless to stop it.
       It seemed to him that heavy blows were falling on his head and upon
       Mary's; it seemed to him that he and Mary were being struck and beaten
       physically--and that something hideous impended. He wanted to shout
       to Sibyl to be silent, but he could not; he could only stand,
       swallowing and trembling.
       "What I think the whole family ought to understand is just this," said
       Sibyl, sharply. "Those people were so hard up that this Miss Vertrees
       started after Bibbs before they knew whether he was INSANE or not!
       They'd got a notion he might be, from his being in a sanitarium, and
       Mrs. Vertrees ASKED me if he was insane, the very first day Bibbs took
       the daughter out auto-riding!" She paused a moment, looking at Mrs.
       Sheridan, but listening intently. There was no sound from within the
       room.
       "No!" exclaimed Mrs. Sheridan.
       "It's the truth," Sibyl declared, loudly. "Oh, of course we were all
       crazy about that girl at first. We were pretty green when we moved up
       here, and we thought she'd get us IN--but it didn't take ME long to
       read her! Her family were down and out when it came to money--and
       they had to go after it, one way or another, SOMEHOW! So she started
       for Roscoe; but she found out pretty quick he was married, and she
       turned right around to Jim--and she landed him! There's no doubt
       about it, she had Jim, and if he'd lived you'd had another daughter-
       in-law before this, as sure as I stand here telling you the God's
       truth about it! Well--when Jim was left in the cemetery she was
       waiting out there to drive home with Bibbs! Jim wasn't COLD--and she
       didn't know whether Bibbs was insane or not, but he was the only one
       of the rich Sheridan boys left. She had to get him."
       The texture of what was the truth made an even fabric with what was
       not, in Sibyl's mind; she believed every word that she uttered, and
       she spoke with the rapidity and vehemence of fierce conviction.
       "What I feel about it is," she said, "it oughtn't to be allowed to go
       on. It's too mean! I like poor Bibbs, and I don't want to see him
       made such a fool of, and I don't want to see the family made such a
       fool of! I like poor Bibbs, but if he'd only stop to think a minute
       himself he'd have to realize he isn't the kind of man ANY girl would
       be apt to fall in love with. He's better-looking lately, maybe, but
       you know how he WAS--just kind of a long white rag in good clothes.
       And girls like men with some SO to 'em--SOME sort of dashingness,
       anyhow! Nobody ever looked at poor Bibbs before, and neither'd she
       --no, SIR! not till she'd tried both Roscoe and Jim first! It was
       only when her and her family got desperate that she--"
       Bibbs--whiter than when he came from the sanitarium--opened the
       door. He stepped across its threshold and stook looking at her.
       Both women screamed.
       "Oh, good heavens!" cried Sibyl. "Were you in THERE? Oh, I
       wouldn't--" She seized Mrs. Sheridan's arm, pulling her toward
       the stairway. "Come on, mother Sheridan!" she urged, and as the
       befuddled and confused lady obeyed, Sibyl left a trail of noisy
       exclamations: "Good gracious! Oh, I wouldn't--too bad! I didn't
       DREAM he was there! I wouldn't hurt his feelings! Not for the
       world! Of course he had to know SOME time! But, good heavens--"
       She heard his door close as she and Mrs. Sheridan reached the top
       of the stairs, and she glanced over her shoulder quickly, but
       Bibbs was not following; he had gone back into his room.
       "He--he looked--oh, terrible bad!" stammered Mrs. Sheridan.
       "I--I wish--"
       "Still, it's a good deal better he knows about it," said Sibyl.
       "I shouldn't wonder it might turn out the very best thing could
       happened. Come on!"
       And completing their descent to the library, the two made their
       appearance to Roscoe and his father. Sibyl at once gave a full
       and truthful account of what had taken place, repeating her own
       remarks, and omitting only the fact that it was through her design
       that Bibbs had overheard them.
       "But as I told mother Sheridan," she said, in conclusion, "it might
       turn out for the very best that he did hear--just that way. Don't
       you think so, father Sheridan?"
       He merely grunted in reply, and sat rubbing the thick hair on the top
       of his head with his left hand and looking at the fire. He had given
       no sign of being impressed in any manner by her exposure of Mary
       Vertrees's character; but his impassivity did not dismay Sibyl--it
       was Bibbs whom she desired to impress, and she was content in that
       matter.
       "I'm sure it was all for the best," she said. "It's over now, and
       he knows what she is. In one way I think it was lucky, because,
       just hearing a thing that way, a person can tell it's SO--and he
       knows I haven't got any ax to grind except his own good and the good
       of the family."
       Mrs. Sheridan went nervously to the door and stood there, looking
       toward the stairway. "I wish--I wish I knew what he was doin',"
       she said. "He did look terrible bad. It was like something had
       been done to him that was--I don't know what. I never saw anybody
       look like he did. He looked--so queer. It was like you'd--"
       She called down the hall, "George!"
       "Yes'm?"
       "Were you up in Mr. Bibbs's room just now?"
       "Yes'm. He ring bell; tole me make him fiah in his grate. I done
       buil' him nice fiah. I reckon he ain' feelin' so well. Yes'm."
       He departed.
       "What do you expect he wants a fire for?" she asked, turning toward
       her husband. "The house is warm as can be, I do wish I--"
       "Oh, quit frettin'!" said Sheridan.
       "Well, I--I kind o' wish you hadn't said anything, Sibyl. I know
       you meant it for the best and all, but I don't believe it would
       been so much harm if--"
       "Mother Sheridan, you don't mean you WANT that kind of a girl in
       the family? Why, she--"
       "I don't know, I don't know," the troubled woman quavered. "If he
       liked her it seems kind of a pity to spoil it. He's so queer, and
       he hasn't ever taken much enjoyment. And besides, I believe the way
       it was, there was more chance of him bein' willin' to do what papa
       wants him to. If she wants to marry him--"
       Sheridan interrupted her with a hooting laugh. "She don't!" he
       said. "You're barkin' up the wrong tree, Sibyl. She ain't that
       kind of a girl."
       "But, father Sheridan, didn't she--"
       He cut her short. "That's enough. You may mean all right, but
       you guess wrong. So do you, mamma."
       Sibyl cried out, "Oh! But just LOOK how she ran after Jim--"
       "She did not," he said, curtly. "She wouldn't take Jim. She
       turned him down cold."
       "But that's impossi--"
       "It's not. I KNOW she did."
       Sibyl looked flatly incredulous.
       "And YOU needn't worry," he said, turning to his wife. "This won't
       have any effect on your idea, because there wasn't any sense to it,
       anyhow. D'you think she'd be very likely to take Bibbs--after she
       wouldn't take JIM? She's a good-hearted girl, and she lets Bibbs
       come to see her, but if she'd ever given him one sign of encouragement
       the way you women think, he wouldn't of acted the stubborn fool he
       has--he'd 'a' been at me long ago, beggin' me for some kind of a job
       he could support a wife on. There's nothin' in it--and I've got the
       same old fight with him on my hands I've had all his life--and the
       Lord knows what he won't do to balk me! What's happened now'll
       probably only make him twice as stubborn, but --"
       "SH!" Mrs. Sheridan, still in the doorway, lifted her hand. "That's
       his step--he's comin' down-stairs." She shrank away from the door
       as if she feared to have Bibbs see her. "I--I wonder--" she said,
       almost in a whisper--"I wonder what he'd goin'--to do."
       Her timorousness had its effect upon the others. Sheridan rose,
       frowning, but remained standing beside his chair; and Roscoe moved
       toward Sibyl, who stared uneasily at the open doorway. They listened
       as the slow steps descended the stairs and came toward the library.
       Bibbs stopped upon the threshold, and with sick and haggard eyes
       looked slowly from one to the other until at last his gaze rested
       upon his father. Then he came and stood before him.
       "I'm sorry you've had so much trouble with me," he said, gently.
       "You won't, any more. I'll take the job you offered me."
       Sheridan did not speak--he stared, astounded and incredulous; and
       Bibbs had left the room before any of its occupants uttered a sound,
       though he went as slowly as he came. Mrs. Sheridan was the first to
       move. She went nervously back to the doorway, and then out into the
       hall. Bibbs had gone from the house.
       Bibbs's mother had a feeling about him then that she had never known
       before; it was indefinite and vague, but very poignant--something in
       her mourned for him uncomprehendingly. She felt that an awful thing
       had been done to him, though she did not know what it was. She went
       up to his room. _