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       _ Bibbs's room, that neat apartment for transients to which the
       "lamidal" George had shown him upon his return, still bore the
       appearance of temporary quarters, possibly because Bibbs had no
       clear conception of himself as a permanent incumbent. However,
       he had set upon the mantelpiece the two photographs that he owned:
       one, a "group" twenty years old--his father and mother, with Jim
       and Roscoe as boys--and the other a "cabinet" of Edith at sixteen.
       And upon a table were the books he had taken from his trunk: Sartor
       Resartus, Virginibus Puerisque, Huckleberry Finn, and Afterwhiles.
       There were some other books in the trunk--a large one, which remained
       unremoved at the foot of the bed, adding to the general impression
       of transiency. It contained nearly all the possessions as well as
       the secret life of Bibbs Sheridan, and Bibbs sat beside it, the day
       after his interview with his father, raking over a small collection
       of manuscripts in the top tray. Some of these he glanced through
       dubiously, finding little comfort in them; but one made him smile.
       Then he shook his head ruefully indeed, and ruefully began to read it.
       It was written on paper stamped "Hood Sanitarium," and bore the title,
       "Leisure."
       A man may keep a quiet heart at seventy miles an hour, but not if
       he is running the train. Nor is the habit of contemplation a useful
       quality in the stoker of a foundry furnace; it will not be found to
       recommend him to the approbation of his superiors. For a profession
       adapted solely to the pursuit of happiness in thinking, I would
       choose that of an invalid: his money is time and he may spend it on
       Olympus. It will not suffice to be an amateur invalid. To my way
       of thinking, the perfect practitioner must be to all outward
       purposes already dead if he is to begin the perfect enjoyment of
       life. His serenity must not be disturbed by rumors of recovery; he
       must lie serene in his long chair in the sunshine. The world must
       be on the other side of the wall, and the wall must be so thick and
       so high that he cannot hear the roaring of the furnace fires and the
       screaming of the whistles. Peace--
       Having read so far as the word "peace," Bibbs suffered an interruption
       interesting as a coincidence of contrast. High voices sounded in the
       hall just outside his door; and it became evident that a woman's
       quarrel was in progress, the parties to it having begun it in Edith's
       room, and continuing it vehemently as they came out into the hall.
       "Yes, you BETTER go home!" Bibbs heard his sister vociferating,
       shrilly. "You better go home and keep your mind a little more on
       your HUSBAND!"
       "Edie, Edie!" he heard his mother remonstrating, as peacemaker.
       "You see here!" This was Sibyl, and her voice was both acrid and
       tremulous. "Don't you talk to me that way! I came here to tell
       Mother Sheridan what I'd heard, and to let her tell Father Sheridan
       if she thought she ought to, and I did it for your own good."
       "Yes, you did!" And Edith's gibing laughter tooted loudly. "Yes,
       you did! YOU didn't have any other reason! OH no! YOU don't want
       to break it up between Bobby Lamhorn and me because--"
       "Edie, Edie! Now, now!"
       "Oh, hush up, mamma! I'd like to know, then, if she says her new
       friends tell her he's got such a reputation that he oughtn't to come
       here, what about his not going to HER house. How--"
       "I've explained that to Mother Sheridan." Sibyl's voice indicated
       that she was descending the stairs. "Married people are not the same.
       Some things that should be shielded from a young girl--"
       This seemed to have no very soothing effect upon Edith. "'Shielded
       from a young girl'!" she shrilled. "You seem pretty willing to be
       the shield! You look out Roscoe doesn't notice what kind of a shield
       you are!"
       Sibyl's answer was inaudible, but Mrs. Sheridan's flurried attempts
       at pacification were renewed. "Now, Edie, Edie, she means it for
       your good, and you'd oughtn't to--"
       "Oh, hush up, mamma, and let me alone! If you dare tell papa--"
       "Now, now! I'm not going to tell him to-day, and maybe--"
       "You've got to promise NEVER to tell him!" the girl cried,
       passionately.
       "Well, we'll see. You just come back in your own room, and we'll--"
       "No! I WON'T 'talk it over'! Stop pulling me! Let me ALONE!" And
       Edith, flinging herself violently upon Bibbs's door, jerked it open,
       swung round it into the room, slammed the door behind her, and threw
       herself, face down, upon the bed in such a riot of emotion that she
       had no perception of Bibbs's presence in the room. Gasping and
       sobbing in a passion of tears, she beat the coverlet and pillows
       with her clenched fists. "Sneak!" she babbled aloud. "Sneak!
       Snake-in-the-grass! Cat!"
       Bibbs saw that she did not know he was there, and he went softly
       toward the door, hoping to get away before she became aware of him;
       but some sound of his movement reached her, and she sat up, startled,
       facing him.
       "Bibbs! I thought I saw you go out awhile ago."
       "Yes. I came back, though. I'm sorry--"
       "Did you hear me quarreling with Sibyl?"
       "Only what you said in the hall. You lie down again, Edith. I'm
       going out."
       "No; don't go." She applied a handkerchief to her eyes, emitted a
       sob, and repeated her request. "Don't go. I don't mind you; you're
       quiet, anyhow. Mamma's so fussy, and never gets anywhere. I don't
       mind you at all, but I wish you'd sit down."
       "All right." And he returned to his chair beside the trunk. "Go
       ahead and cry all you want, Edith," he said. "No harm in that!"
       "Sibyl told mamma--OH!" she began, choking. "Mary Vertrees had mamma
       and Sibyl and I to tea, one afternoon two weeks or so ago, and she had
       some women there that Sibyl's been crazy to get in with, and she just
       laid herself out to make a hit with 'em, and she's been running after
       'em ever since, and now she comes over here and says THEY say Bobby
       Lamhorn is so bad that, even though they like his family, none of the
       nice people in town would let him in their houses. In the first
       place, it's a falsehood, and I don't believe a word of it; and in the
       second place I know the reason she did it, and, what's more, she KNOWS
       I know it! I won't SAY what it is--not yet--because papa and all of
       you would think I'm as crazy as she is snaky; and Roscoe's such a fool
       he'd probably quit speaking to me. But it's true! Just you watch
       her; that's all I ask. Just you watch that woman. You'll see!"
       As it happened, Bibbs was literally watching "that woman." Glancing
       from the window, he saw Sibyl pause upon the pavement in front of the
       old house next door. She stood a moment, in deep thought, then walked
       quickly up the path to the door, undoubtedly with the intention of
       calling. But he did not mention this to his sister, who, after
       delivering herself of a rather vague jeremiad upon the subject of her
       sister-in-law's treacheries, departed to her own chamber, leaving him
       to his speculations. The chief of these concerned the social
       elasticities of women. Sibyl had just been a participant in a violent
       scene; she had suffered hot insult of a kind that could not fail to
       set her quivering with resentment; and yet she elected to betake
       herself to the presence of people whom she knew no more than
       "formally." Bibbs marveled. Surely, he reflected, some traces of
       emotion must linger upon Sibyl's face or in her manner; she could not
       have ironed it all quite out in the three or four minutes it took her
       to reach the Vertreeses' door.
       And in this he was not mistaken, for Mary Vertrees was at that moment
       wondering what internal excitement Mrs. Roscoe Sheridan was striving
       to master. But Sibyl had no idea that she was allowing herself to
       exhibit anything except the gaiety which she conceived proper to the
       manner of a casual caller. She was wholly intent upon fulfilling the
       sudden purpose that brought her, and she was no more self-conscious
       than she was finely intelligent. For Sibyl Sheridan belonged to a
       type Scriptural in its antiquity. She was merely the idle and half-
       educated intriguer who may and does delude men, of course, and the
       best and dullest of her own sex as well, finding invariably strong
       supporters among these latter. It is a type that has wrought some
       damage in the world and would have wrought greater, save for the
       check put upon its power by intelligent women and by its own "lack
       of perspective," for it is a type that never sees itself. Sibyl
       followed her impulses with no reflection or question--it was like
       a hound on the gallop after a master on horseback. She had not even
       the instinct to stop and consider her effect. If she wished to make
       a certain impression she believed that she made it. She believed
       that she was believed.
       "My mother asked me to say that she was sorry she couldn't come
       down," Mary said, when they were seated.
       Sibyl ran the scale of a cooing simulance of laughter, which she had
       been brought up to consider the polite thing to do after a remark
       addressed to her by any person with whom she was not on familiar
       terms. It was intended partly as a courtesy and partly as the
       foundation for an impression of sweetness.
       "Just thought I'd fly in a minute," she said, continuing the cooing to
       relieve the last doubt of her gentiality. "I thought I'd just behave
       like REAL country neighbors. We are almost out in the country, so far
       from down-town, aren't we? And it seemed such a LOVELY day! I wanted
       to tell you how much I enjoyed meeting those nice people at tea that
       afternoon. You see, coming here a bride and never having lived here
       before, I've had to depend on my husband's friends almost entirely,
       and I really've known scarcely anybody. Mr. Sheridan has been so
       engrossed in business ever since he was a mere boy, why, of course--"
       She paused, with the air of having completed an explanation.
       "Of course," said Mary, sympathetically accepting it.
       "Yes. I've been seeing quite a lot of the Kittersbys since that
       afternoon," Sibyl went on. "They're really delightful people.
       Indeed they are! Yes--" _