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Mystery of Edwin Drood, The
CHAPTER X - SMOOTHING THE WAY
Charles Dickens
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       CHAPTER X - SMOOTHING THE WAY
       It has been often enough remarked that women have a curious power
       of divining the characters of men, which would seem to be innate
       and instinctive; seeing that it is arrived at through no patient
       process of reasoning, that it can give no satisfactory or
       sufficient account of itself, and that it pronounces in the most
       confident manner even against accumulated observation on the part
       of the other sex. But it has not been quite so often remarked that
       this power (fallible, like every other human attribute) is for the
       most part absolutely incapable of self-revision; and that when it
       has delivered an adverse opinion which by all human lights is
       subsequently proved to have failed, it is undistinguishable from
       prejudice, in respect of its determination not to be corrected.
       Nay, the very possibility of contradiction or disproof, however
       remote, communicates to this feminine judgment from the first, in
       nine cases out of ten, the weakness attendant on the testimony of
       an interested witness; so personally and strongly does the fair
       diviner connect herself with her divination.
       'Now, don't you think, Ma dear,' said the Minor Canon to his mother
       one day as she sat at her knitting in his little book-room, 'that
       you are rather hard on Mr. Neville?'
       'No, I do NOT, Sept,' returned the old lady.
       'Let us discuss it, Ma.'
       'I have no objection to discuss it, Sept. I trust, my dear, I am
       always open to discussion.' There was a vibration in the old
       lady's cap, as though she internally added: 'and I should like to
       see the discussion that would change MY mind!'
       'Very good, Ma,' said her conciliatory son. 'There is nothing like
       being open to discussion.'
       'I hope not, my dear,' returned the old lady, evidently shut to it.
       'Well! Mr. Neville, on that unfortunate occasion, commits himself
       under provocation.'
       'And under mulled wine,' added the old lady.
       'I must admit the wine. Though I believe the two young men were
       much alike in that regard.'
       'I don't,' said the old lady.
       'Why not, Ma?'
       'Because I DON'T,' said the old lady. 'Still, I am quite open to
       discussion.'
       'But, my dear Ma, I cannot see how we are to discuss, if you take
       that line.'
       'Blame Mr. Neville for it, Sept, and not me,' said the old lady,
       with stately severity.
       'My dear Ma! why Mr. Neville?'
       'Because,' said Mrs. Crisparkle, retiring on first principles, 'he
       came home intoxicated, and did great discredit to this house, and
       showed great disrespect to this family.'
       'That is not to be denied, Ma. He was then, and he is now, very
       sorry for it.'
       'But for Mr. Jasper's well-bred consideration in coming up to me,
       next day, after service, in the Nave itself, with his gown still
       on, and expressing his hope that I had not been greatly alarmed or
       had my rest violently broken, I believe I might never have heard of
       that disgraceful transaction,' said the old lady.
       'To be candid, Ma, I think I should have kept it from you if I
       could: though I had not decidedly made up my mind. I was
       following Jasper out, to confer with him on the subject, and to
       consider the expediency of his and my jointly hushing the thing up
       on all accounts, when I found him speaking to you. Then it was too
       late.'
       'Too late, indeed, Sept. He was still as pale as gentlemanly ashes
       at what had taken place in his rooms overnight.'
       'If I HAD kept it from you, Ma, you may be sure it would have been
       for your peace and quiet, and for the good of the young men, and in
       my best discharge of my duty according to my lights.'
       The old lady immediately walked across the room and kissed him:
       saying, 'Of course, my dear Sept, I am sure of that.'
       'However, it became the town-talk,' said Mr. Crisparkle, rubbing
       his ear, as his mother resumed her seat, and her knitting, 'and
       passed out of my power.'
       'And I said then, Sept,' returned the old lady, 'that I thought ill
       of Mr. Neville. And I say now, that I think ill of Mr. Neville.
       And I said then, and I say now, that I hope Mr. Neville may come to
       good, but I don't believe he will.' Here the cap vibrated again
       considerably.
       'I am sorry to hear you say so, Ma--'
       'I am sorry to say so, my dear,' interposed the old lady, knitting
       on firmly, 'but I can't help it.'
       '--For,' pursued the Minor Canon, 'it is undeniable that Mr.
       Neville is exceedingly industrious and attentive, and that he
       improves apace, and that he has--I hope I may say--an attachment to
       me.'
       'There is no merit in the last article, my dear,' said the old
       lady, quickly; 'and if he says there is, I think the worse of him
       for the boast.'
       'But, my dear Ma, he never said there was.'
       'Perhaps not,' returned the old lady; 'still, I don't see that it
       greatly signifies.'
       There was no impatience in the pleasant look with which Mr.
       Crisparkle contemplated the pretty old piece of china as it
       knitted; but there was, certainly, a humorous sense of its not
       being a piece of china to argue with very closely.
       'Besides, Sept, ask yourself what he would be without his sister.
       You know what an influence she has over him; you know what a
       capacity she has; you know that whatever he reads with you, he
       reads with her. Give her her fair share of your praise, and how
       much do you leave for him?'
       At these words Mr. Crisparkle fell into a little reverie, in which
       he thought of several things. He thought of the times he had seen
       the brother and sister together in deep converse over one of his
       own old college books; now, in the rimy mornings, when he made
       those sharpening pilgrimages to Cloisterham Weir; now, in the
       sombre evenings, when he faced the wind at sunset, having climbed
       his favourite outlook, a beetling fragment of monastery ruin; and
       the two studious figures passed below him along the margin of the
       river, in which the town fires and lights already shone, making the
       landscape bleaker. He thought how the consciousness had stolen
       upon him that in teaching one, he was teaching two; and how he had
       almost insensibly adapted his explanations to both minds--that with
       which his own was daily in contact, and that which he only
       approached through it. He thought of the gossip that had reached
       him from the Nuns' House, to the effect that Helena, whom he had
       mistrusted as so proud and fierce, submitted herself to the fairy-
       bride (as he called her), and learnt from her what she knew. He
       thought of the picturesque alliance between those two, externally
       so very different. He thought--perhaps most of all--could it be
       that these things were yet but so many weeks old, and had become an
       integral part of his life?
       As, whenever the Reverend Septimus fell a-musing, his good mother
       took it to be an infallible sign that he 'wanted support,' the
       blooming old lady made all haste to the dining-room closet, to
       produce from it the support embodied in a glass of Constantia and a
       home-made biscuit. It was a most wonderful closet, worthy of
       Cloisterham and of Minor Canon Corner. Above it, a portrait of
       Handel in a flowing wig beamed down at the spectator, with a
       knowing air of being up to the contents of the closet, and a
       musical air of intending to combine all its harmonies in one
       delicious fugue. No common closet with a vulgar door on hinges,
       openable all at once, and leaving nothing to be disclosed by
       degrees, this rare closet had a lock in mid-air, where two
       perpendicular slides met; the one falling down, and the other
       pushing up. The upper slide, on being pulled down (leaving the
       lower a double mystery), revealed deep shelves of pickle-jars, jam-
       pots, tin canisters, spice-boxes, and agreeably outlandish vessels
       of blue and white, the luscious lodgings of preserved tamarinds and
       ginger. Every benevolent inhabitant of this retreat had his name
       inscribed upon his stomach. The pickles, in a uniform of rich
       brown double-breasted buttoned coat, and yellow or sombre drab
       continuations, announced their portly forms, in printed capitals,
       as Walnut, Gherkin, Onion, Cabbage, Cauliflower, Mixed, and other
       members of that noble family. The jams, as being of a less
       masculine temperament, and as wearing curlpapers, announced
       themselves in feminine caligraphy, like a soft whisper, to be
       Raspberry, Gooseberry, Apricot, Plum, Damson, Apple, and Peach.
       The scene closing on these charmers, and the lower slide ascending,
       oranges were revealed, attended by a mighty japanned sugar-box, to
       temper their acerbity if unripe. Home-made biscuits waited at the
       Court of these Powers, accompanied by a goodly fragment of plum-
       cake, and various slender ladies' fingers, to be dipped into sweet
       wine and kissed. Lowest of all, a compact leaden-vault enshrined
       the sweet wine and a stock of cordials: whence issued whispers of
       Seville Orange, Lemon, Almond, and Caraway-seed. There was a
       crowning air upon this closet of closets, of having been for ages
       hummed through by the Cathedral bell and organ, until those
       venerable bees had made sublimated honey of everything in store;
       and it was always observed that every dipper among the shelves
       (deep, as has been noticed, and swallowing up head, shoulders, and
       elbows) came forth again mellow-faced, and seeming to have
       undergone a saccharine transfiguration.
       The Reverend Septimus yielded himself up quite as willing a victim
       to a nauseous medicinal herb-closet, also presided over by the
       china shepherdess, as to this glorious cupboard. To what amazing
       infusions of gentian, peppermint, gilliflower, sage, parsley,
       thyme, rue, rosemary, and dandelion, did his courageous stomach
       submit itself! In what wonderful wrappers, enclosing layers of
       dried leaves, would he swathe his rosy and contented face, if his
       mother suspected him of a toothache! What botanical blotches would
       he cheerfully stick upon his cheek, or forehead, if the dear old
       lady convicted him of an imperceptible pimple there! Into this
       herbaceous penitentiary, situated on an upper staircase-landing: a
       low and narrow whitewashed cell, where bunches of dried leaves hung
       from rusty hooks in the ceiling, and were spread out upon shelves,
       in company with portentous bottles: would the Reverend Septimus
       submissively be led, like the highly popular lamb who has so long
       and unresistingly been led to the slaughter, and there would he,
       unlike that lamb, bore nobody but himself. Not even doing that
       much, so that the old lady were busy and pleased, he would quietly
       swallow what was given him, merely taking a corrective dip of hands
       and face into the great bowl of dried rose-leaves, and into the
       other great bowl of dried lavender, and then would go out, as
       confident in the sweetening powers of Cloisterham Weir and a
       wholesome mind, as Lady Macbeth was hopeless of those of all the
       seas that roll.
       In the present instance the good Minor Canon took his glass of
       Constantia with an excellent grace, and, so supported to his
       mother's satisfaction, applied himself to the remaining duties of
       the day. In their orderly and punctual progress they brought round
       Vesper Service and twilight. The Cathedral being very cold, he set
       off for a brisk trot after service; the trot to end in a charge at
       his favourite fragment of ruin, which was to be carried by storm,
       without a pause for breath.
       He carried it in a masterly manner, and, not breathed even then,
       stood looking down upon the river. The river at Cloisterham is
       sufficiently near the sea to throw up oftentimes a quantity of
       seaweed. An unusual quantity had come in with the last tide, and
       this, and the confusion of the water, and the restless dipping and
       flapping of the noisy gulls, and an angry light out seaward beyond
       the brown-sailed barges that were turning black, foreshadowed a
       stormy night. In his mind he was contrasting the wild and noisy
       sea with the quiet harbour of Minor Canon Corner, when Helena and
       Neville Landless passed below him. He had had the two together in
       his thoughts all day, and at once climbed down to speak to them
       together. The footing was rough in an uncertain light for any
       tread save that of a good climber; but the Minor Canon was as good
       a climber as most men, and stood beside them before many good
       climbers would have been half-way down.
       'A wild evening, Miss Landless! Do you not find your usual walk
       with your brother too exposed and cold for the time of year? Or at
       all events, when the sun is down, and the weather is driving in
       from the sea?'
       Helena thought not. It was their favourite walk. It was very
       retired.
       'It is very retired,' assented Mr. Crisparkle, laying hold of his
       opportunity straightway, and walking on with them. 'It is a place
       of all others where one can speak without interruption, as I wish
       to do. Mr. Neville, I believe you tell your sister everything that
       passes between us?'
       'Everything, sir.'
       'Consequently,' said Mr. Crisparkle, 'your sister is aware that I
       have repeatedly urged you to make some kind of apology for that
       unfortunate occurrence which befell on the night of your arrival
       here.' In saying it he looked to her, and not to him; therefore it
       was she, and not he, who replied:
       'Yes.'
       'I call it unfortunate, Miss Helena,' resumed Mr. Crisparkle,
       'forasmuch as it certainly has engendered a prejudice against
       Neville. There is a notion about, that he is a dangerously
       passionate fellow, of an uncontrollable and furious temper: he is
       really avoided as such.'
       'I have no doubt he is, poor fellow,' said Helena, with a look of
       proud compassion at her brother, expressing a deep sense of his
       being ungenerously treated. 'I should be quite sure of it, from
       your saying so; but what you tell me is confirmed by suppressed
       hints and references that I meet with every day.'
       'Now,' Mr. Crisparkle again resumed, in a tone of mild though firm
       persuasion, 'is not this to be regretted, and ought it not to be
       amended? These are early days of Neville's in Cloisterham, and I
       have no fear of his outliving such a prejudice, and proving himself
       to have been misunderstood. But how much wiser to take action at
       once, than to trust to uncertain time! Besides, apart from its
       being politic, it is right. For there can be no question that
       Neville was wrong.'
       'He was provoked,' Helena submitted.
       'He was the assailant,' Mr. Crisparkle submitted.
       They walked on in silence, until Helena raised her eyes to the
       Minor Canon's face, and said, almost reproachfully: 'O Mr.
       Crisparkle, would you have Neville throw himself at young Drood's
       feet, or at Mr. Jasper's, who maligns him every day? In your heart
       you cannot mean it. From your heart you could not do it, if his
       case were yours.'
       'I have represented to Mr. Crisparkle, Helena,' said Neville, with
       a glance of deference towards his tutor, 'that if I could do it
       from my heart, I would. But I cannot, and I revolt from the
       pretence. You forget however, that to put the case to Mr.
       Crisparkle as his own, is to suppose to have done what I did.'
       'I ask his pardon,' said Helena.
       'You see,' remarked Mr. Crisparkle, again laying hold of his
       opportunity, though with a moderate and delicate touch, 'you both
       instinctively acknowledge that Neville did wrong. Then why stop
       short, and not otherwise acknowledge it?'
       'Is there no difference,' asked Helena, with a little faltering in
       her manner; 'between submission to a generous spirit, and
       submission to a base or trivial one?'
       Before the worthy Minor Canon was quite ready with his argument in
       reference to this nice distinction, Neville struck in:
       'Help me to clear myself with Mr. Crisparkle, Helena. Help me to
       convince him that I cannot be the first to make concessions without
       mockery and falsehood. My nature must be changed before I can do
       so, and it is not changed. I am sensible of inexpressible affront,
       and deliberate aggravation of inexpressible affront, and I am
       angry. The plain truth is, I am still as angry when I recall that
       night as I was that night.'
       'Neville,' hinted the Minor Canon, with a steady countenance, 'you
       have repeated that former action of your hands, which I so much
       dislike.'
       'I am sorry for it, sir, but it was involuntary. I confessed that
       I was still as angry.'
       'And I confess,' said Mr. Crisparkle, 'that I hoped for better
       things.'
       'I am sorry to disappoint you, sir, but it would be far worse to
       deceive you, and I should deceive you grossly if I pretended that
       you had softened me in this respect. The time may come when your
       powerful influence will do even that with the difficult pupil whose
       antecedents you know; but it has not come yet. Is this so, and in
       spite of my struggles against myself, Helena?'
       She, whose dark eyes were watching the effect of what he said on
       Mr. Crisparkle's face, replied--to Mr. Crisparkle, not to him: 'It
       is so.' After a short pause, she answered the slightest look of
       inquiry conceivable, in her brother's eyes, with as slight an
       affirmative bend of her own head; and he went on:
       'I have never yet had the courage to say to you, sir, what in full
       openness I ought to have said when you first talked with me on this
       subject. It is not easy to say, and I have been withheld by a fear
       of its seeming ridiculous, which is very strong upon me down to
       this last moment, and might, but for my sister, prevent my being
       quite open with you even now.--I admire Miss Bud, sir, so very
       much, that I cannot bear her being treated with conceit or
       indifference; and even if I did not feel that I had an injury
       against young Drood on my own account, I should feel that I had an
       injury against him on hers.'
       Mr. Crisparkle, in utter amazement, looked at Helena for
       corroboration, and met in her expressive face full corroboration,
       and a plea for advice.
       'The young lady of whom you speak is, as you know, Mr. Neville,
       shortly to be married,' said Mr. Crisparkle, gravely; 'therefore
       your admiration, if it be of that special nature which you seem to
       indicate, is outrageously misplaced. Moreover, it is monstrous
       that you should take upon yourself to be the young lady's champion
       against her chosen husband. Besides, you have seen them only once.
       The young lady has become your sister's friend; and I wonder that
       your sister, even on her behalf, has not checked you in this
       irrational and culpable fancy.'
       'She has tried, sir, but uselessly. Husband or no husband, that
       fellow is incapable of the feeling with which I am inspired towards
       the beautiful young creature whom he treats like a doll. I say he
       is as incapable of it, as he is unworthy of her. I say she is
       sacrificed in being bestowed upon him. I say that I love her, and
       despise and hate him!' This with a face so flushed, and a gesture
       so violent, that his sister crossed to his side, and caught his
       arm, remonstrating, 'Neville, Neville!'
       Thus recalled to himself, he quickly became sensible of having lost
       the guard he had set upon his passionate tendency, and covered his
       face with his hand, as one repentant and wretched.
       Mr. Crisparkle, watching him attentively, and at the same time
       meditating how to proceed, walked on for some paces in silence.
       Then he spoke:
       'Mr. Neville, Mr. Neville, I am sorely grieved to see in you more
       traces of a character as sullen, angry, and wild, as the night now
       closing in. They are of too serious an aspect to leave me the
       resource of treating the infatuation you have disclosed, as
       undeserving serious consideration. I give it very serious
       consideration, and I speak to you accordingly. This feud between
       you and young Drood must not go on. I cannot permit it to go on
       any longer, knowing what I now know from you, and you living under
       my roof. Whatever prejudiced and unauthorised constructions your
       blind and envious wrath may put upon his character, it is a frank,
       good-natured character. I know I can trust to it for that. Now,
       pray observe what I am about to say. On reflection, and on your
       sister's representation, I am willing to admit that, in making
       peace with young Drood, you have a right to be met half-way. I
       will engage that you shall be, and even that young Drood shall make
       the first advance. This condition fulfilled, you will pledge me
       the honour of a Christian gentleman that the quarrel is for ever at
       an end on your side. What may be in your heart when you give him
       your hand, can only be known to the Searcher of all hearts; but it
       will never go well with you, if there be any treachery there. So
       far, as to that; next as to what I must again speak of as your
       infatuation. I understand it to have been confided to me, and to
       be known to no other person save your sister and yourself. Do I
       understand aright?'
       Helena answered in a low voice: 'It is only known to us three who
       are here together.'
       'It is not at all known to the young lady, your friend?'
       'On my soul, no!'
       'I require you, then, to give me your similar and solemn pledge,
       Mr. Neville, that it shall remain the secret it is, and that you
       will take no other action whatsoever upon it than endeavouring (and
       that most earnestly) to erase it from your mind. I will not tell
       you that it will soon pass; I will not tell you that it is the
       fancy of the moment; I will not tell you that such caprices have
       their rise and fall among the young and ardent every hour; I will
       leave you undisturbed in the belief that it has few parallels or
       none, that it will abide with you a long time, and that it will be
       very difficult to conquer. So much the more weight shall I attach
       to the pledge I require from you, when it is unreservedly given.'
       The young man twice or thrice essayed to speak, but failed.
       'Let me leave you with your sister, whom it is time you took home,'
       said Mr. Crisparkle. 'You will find me alone in my room by-and-
       by.'
       'Pray do not leave us yet,' Helena implored him. 'Another minute.'
       'I should not,' said Neville, pressing his hand upon his face,
       'have needed so much as another minute, if you had been less
       patient with me, Mr. Crisparkle, less considerate of me, and less
       unpretendingly good and true. O, if in my childhood I had known
       such a guide!'
       'Follow your guide now, Neville,' murmured Helena, 'and follow him
       to Heaven!'
       There was that in her tone which broke the good Minor Canon's
       voice, or it would have repudiated her exaltation of him. As it
       was, he laid a finger on his lips, and looked towards her brother.
       'To say that I give both pledges, Mr. Crisparkle, out of my
       innermost heart, and to say that there is no treachery in it, is to
       say nothing!' Thus Neville, greatly moved. 'I beg your
       forgiveness for my miserable lapse into a burst of passion.'
       'Not mine, Neville, not mine. You know with whom forgiveness lies,
       as the highest attribute conceivable. Miss Helena, you and your
       brother are twin children. You came into this world with the same
       dispositions, and you passed your younger days together surrounded
       by the same adverse circumstances. What you have overcome in
       yourself, can you not overcome in him? You see the rock that lies
       in his course. Who but you can keep him clear of it?'
       'Who but you, sir?' replied Helena. 'What is my influence, or my
       weak wisdom, compared with yours!'
       'You have the wisdom of Love,' returned the Minor Canon, 'and it
       was the highest wisdom ever known upon this earth, remember. As to
       mine--but the less said of that commonplace commodity the better.
       Good night!'
       She took the hand he offered her, and gratefully and almost
       reverently raised it to her lips.
       'Tut!' said the Minor Canon softly, 'I am much overpaid!' and
       turned away.
       Retracing his steps towards the Cathedral Close, he tried, as he
       went along in the dark, to think out the best means of bringing to
       pass what he had promised to effect, and what must somehow be done.
       'I shall probably be asked to marry them,' he reflected, 'and I
       would they were married and gone! But this presses first.'
       He debated principally whether he should write to young Drood, or
       whether he should speak to Jasper. The consciousness of being
       popular with the whole Cathedral establishment inclined him to the
       latter course, and the well-timed sight of the lighted gatehouse
       decided him to take it. 'I will strike while the iron is hot,' he
       said, 'and see him now.'
       Jasper was lying asleep on a couch before the fire, when, having
       ascended the postern-stair, and received no answer to his knock at
       the door, Mr. Crisparkle gently turned the handle and looked in.
       Long afterwards he had cause to remember how Jasper sprang from the
       couch in a delirious state between sleeping and waking, and crying
       out: 'What is the matter? Who did it?'
       'It is only I, Jasper. I am sorry to have disturbed you.'
       The glare of his eyes settled down into a look of recognition, and
       he moved a chair or two, to make a way to the fireside.
       'I was dreaming at a great rate, and am glad to be disturbed from
       an indigestive after-dinner sleep. Not to mention that you are
       always welcome.'
       'Thank you. I am not confident,' returned Mr. Crisparkle, as he
       sat himself down in the easy-chair placed for him, 'that my subject
       will at first sight be quite as welcome as myself; but I am a
       minister of peace, and I pursue my subject in the interests of
       peace. In a word, Jasper, I want to establish peace between these
       two young fellows.'
       A very perplexed expression took hold of Mr. Jasper's face; a very
       perplexing expression too, for Mr. Crisparkle could make nothing of
       it.
       'How?' was Jasper's inquiry, in a low and slow voice, after a
       silence.
       'For the "How" I come to you. I want to ask you to do me the great
       favour and service of interposing with your nephew (I have already
       interposed with Mr. Neville), and getting him to write you a short
       note, in his lively way, saying that he is willing to shake hands.
       I know what a good-natured fellow he is, and what influence you
       have with him. And without in the least defending Mr. Neville, we
       must all admit that he was bitterly stung.'
       Jasper turned that perplexed face towards the fire. Mr. Crisparkle
       continuing to observe it, found it even more perplexing than
       before, inasmuch as it seemed to denote (which could hardly be)
       some close internal calculation.
       'I know that you are not prepossessed in Mr. Neville's favour,' the
       Minor Canon was going on, when Jasper stopped him:
       'You have cause to say so. I am not, indeed.'
       'Undoubtedly; and I admit his lamentable violence of temper, though
       I hope he and I will get the better of it between us. But I have
       exacted a very solemn promise from him as to his future demeanour
       towards your nephew, if you do kindly interpose; and I am sure he
       will keep it.'
       'You are always responsible and trustworthy, Mr. Crisparkle. Do
       you really feel sure that you can answer for him so confidently?'
       'I do.'
       The perplexed and perplexing look vanished.
       'Then you relieve my mind of a great dread, and a heavy weight,'
       said Jasper; 'I will do it.'
       Mr. Crisparkle, delighted by the swiftness and completeness of his
       success, acknowledged it in the handsomest terms.
       'I will do it,' repeated Jasper, 'for the comfort of having your
       guarantee against my vague and unfounded fears. You will laugh--
       but do you keep a Diary?'
       'A line for a day; not more.'
       'A line for a day would be quite as much as my uneventful life
       would need, Heaven knows,' said Jasper, taking a book from a desk,
       'but that my Diary is, in fact, a Diary of Ned's life too. You
       will laugh at this entry; you will guess when it was made:
       '"Past midnight.--After what I have just now seen, I have a morbid
       dread upon me of some horrible consequences resulting to my dear
       boy, that I cannot reason with or in any way contend against. All
       my efforts are vain. The demoniacal passion of this Neville
       Landless, his strength in his fury, and his savage rage for the
       destruction of its object, appal me. So profound is the
       impression, that twice since I have gone into my dear boy's room,
       to assure myself of his sleeping safely, and not lying dead in his
       blood."
       'Here is another entry next morning:
       '"Ned up and away. Light-hearted and unsuspicious as ever. He
       laughed when I cautioned him, and said he was as good a man as
       Neville Landless any day. I told him that might be, but he was not
       as bad a man. He continued to make light of it, but I travelled
       with him as far as I could, and left him most unwillingly. I am
       unable to shake off these dark intangible presentiments of evil--if
       feelings founded upon staring facts are to be so called."
       'Again and again,' said Jasper, in conclusion, twirling the leaves
       of the book before putting it by, 'I have relapsed into these
       moods, as other entries show. But I have now your assurance at my
       back, and shall put it in my book, and make it an antidote to my
       black humours.'
       'Such an antidote, I hope,' returned Mr. Crisparkle, 'as will
       induce you before long to consign the black humours to the flames.
       I ought to be the last to find any fault with you this evening,
       when you have met my wishes so freely; but I must say, Jasper, that
       your devotion to your nephew has made you exaggerative here.'
       'You are my witness,' said Jasper, shrugging his shoulders, 'what
       my state of mind honestly was, that night, before I sat down to
       write, and in what words I expressed it. You remember objecting to
       a word I used, as being too strong? It was a stronger word than
       any in my Diary.'
       'Well, well. Try the antidote,' rejoined Mr. Crisparkle; 'and may
       it give you a brighter and better view of the case! We will
       discuss it no more now. I have to thank you for myself, thank you
       sincerely.'
       'You shall find,' said Jasper, as they shook hands, 'that I will
       not do the thing you wish me to do, by halves. I will take care
       that Ned, giving way at all, shall give way thoroughly.'
       On the third day after this conversation, he called on Mr.
       Crisparkle with the following letter:
       'MY DEAR JACK,
       'I am touched by your account of your interview with Mr.
       Crisparkle, whom I much respect and esteem. At once I openly say
       that I forgot myself on that occasion quite as much as Mr. Landless
       did, and that I wish that bygone to be a bygone, and all to be
       right again.
       'Look here, dear old boy. Ask Mr. Landless to dinner on Christmas
       Eve (the better the day the better the deed), and let there be only
       we three, and let us shake hands all round there and then, and say
       no more about it.
       'My dear Jack,
       'Ever your most affectionate,
       'EDWIN DROOD.
       'P.S. Love to Miss Pussy at the next music-lesson.'
       'You expect Mr. Neville, then?' said Mr. Crisparkle.
       'I count upon his coming,' said Mr. Jasper.
       Content of CHAPTER X - SMOOTHING THE WAY [Charles Dickens' novel: The Mystery of Edwin Drood]
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