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Windy McPherson’s Son
BOOK II   BOOK II - CHAPTER VIII
Sherwood Anderson
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       _ The blow given the plan of life so carefully thought out and so eagerly
       accepted by the young McPhersons threw them back upon themselves. For
       several years they had been living upon a hill top, taking themselves very
       seriously and more than a little preening themselves with the thought that
       they were two very unusual and thoughtful people engaged upon a worthy and
       ennobling enterprise. Sitting in their corner immersed in admiration of
       their own purposes and in the thoughts of the vigorous, disciplined, new
       life they were to give the world by the combined efficiency of their two
       bodies and minds they were, at a word and a shake of the head from Doctor
       Grover, compelled to remake the outline of their future together.
       All about them the rush of life went on, vast changes were impending in
       the industrial life of the people, cities were doubling and tripling their
       population, a war was being fought, and the flag of their country flew in
       the ports of strange seas, while American boys pushed their way through
       the tangled jungles of strange lands carrying in their hands Rainey-
       Whittaker rifles. And in a huge stone house, set in a broad expanse of
       green lawns near the shores of Lake Michigan, Sam McPherson sat looking at
       his wife, who in turn looked at him. He was trying, as she also was
       trying, to adjust himself to the cheerful acceptance of their new prospect
       of a childless life.
       Looking at Sue across the dinner table or seeing her straight, wiry body
       astride a horse riding beside him through the parks, it seemed to Sam
       unbelievable that a childless womanhood was ever to be her portion, and
       more than once he had an inclination to venture again upon an effort for
       the success of their hopes. But when he remembered her still white face
       that night in the hospital, her bitter, haunting cry of defeat, he turned
       with a shudder from the thought, feeling that he could not go with her
       again through that ordeal; that he could not again allow her to look
       forward through weeks and months toward the little life that never came to
       lie upon her breast or to laugh up into her face.
       And yet Sam, son of that Jane McPherson who had won the admiration of the
       men of Caxton by her ceaseless efforts to keep her family afloat and clean
       handed, could not sit idly by, living upon the income of his own and Sue's
       money. The stirring, forward-moving world called to him; he looked about
       him at the broad, significant movements in business and finance, at the
       new men coming into prominence and apparently finding a way for the
       expression of new big ideas, and felt his youth stirring in him and his
       mind reaching out to new projects and new ambitions.
       Given the necessity for economy and a hard long-drawn-out struggle for a
       livelihood and competence, Sam could conceive of living his life with Sue
       and deriving something like gratification from just her companionship, and
       her partnership in his efforts--here and there during the waiting years he
       had met men who had found such gratification--a foreman in the shops or a
       tobacconist from whom he bought his cigars--but for himself he felt that
       he had gone with Sue too far upon another road to turn that way now with
       anything like mutual zeal or interest. At bottom, his mind did not run
       strongly toward the idea of the love of women as an end in life; he had
       loved, and did love, Sue with something approaching religious fervour, but
       the fervour was more than half due to the ideas she had given him and to
       the fact that with him she was to have been the instrument for the
       realisation of those ideas. He was a man with children in his loins and he
       had given up his struggles for business eminence for the sake of preparing
       himself for a kind of noble fatherhood of children, many children, strong
       children, fit gifts to the world for two exceptionally favoured lives. In
       all of his talks with Sue this idea had been present and dominant. He had
       looked about him and in the arrogance of his youth and in the pride of his
       good body and mind had condemned all childless marriages as a selfish
       waste of good lives. With her he had agreed that such lives were without
       point and purpose. Now he remembered that in the days of her audacity and
       daring she had more than once expressed the hope that in case of a
       childless issue to their marriage one or the other of them would have the
       courage to cut the knot that tied them and venture into another effort at
       right living at any cost.
       In the months after Sue's last recovery, and during the long evenings, as
       they sat together or walked under the stars in the park, the thought of
       these talks was often in Sam's mind and he found himself beginning to
       speculate on her present attitude and to wonder how bravely she would meet
       the idea of a separation. In the end he decided that no such thought was
       in her mind, that face to face with the tremendous actuality she clung to
       him with a new dependence, and a new need of his companionship. The
       conviction of the absolute necessity of children as a justification for a
       man and woman living together had, he thought, burned itself more deeply
       into his brain than into hers; to him it clung, coming back again and
       again to his mind, causing him to turn here and there restlessly, making
       readjustments, seeking new light. The old gods being dead he sought new
       gods.
       In the meantime he sat in his house facing his wife, losing himself in the
       books recommended to him years before by Janet, thinking his own thoughts.
       Often in the evening he would look up from his book or from his
       preoccupied staring at the fire to find her eyes looking at him.
       "Talk, Sam; talk," she would say; "do not sit there thinking."
       Or at another time she would come to his room at night and putting her
       head down on the pillow beside his would spend hours planning, weeping,
       begging him to give her again his love, his old fervent, devoted love.
       This Sam tried earnestly and honestly to do, going with her for long walks
       when the new call, the business had begun to make to him, would have kept
       him at his desk, reading aloud to her in the evening, urging her to shake
       off her old dreams and to busy herself with new work and new interests.
       Through the days in the office he went in a kind of half stupor. An old
       feeling of his boyhood coming back to him, it seemed to him, as it had
       seemed when he walked aimlessly through the streets of Caxton after the
       death of his mother, that there remained something to be done, an
       accounting to be made. Even at his desk with the clatter of typewriters in
       his ears and the piles of letters demanding his attention, his mind
       slipped back to the days of his courtship with Sue and to those days in
       the north woods when life had beat strong within him, and every young,
       wild thing, every new growth renewed the dream that filled his being.
       Sometimes on the street, or walking in the park with Sue, the cries of
       children at play cut across the sombre dulness of his mind and he shrank
       from the sound and a kind of bitter resentment took possession of him.
       When he looked covertly at Sue she talked of other things, apparently
       unconscious of his thoughts.
       Then a new phase of life presented itself. To his surprise he found
       himself looking with more than passing interest at women in the streets,
       and an old hunger for the companionship of strange women came back to him,
       in some way coarsened and materialised. One evening at the theatre a
       woman, a friend of Sue's and the childless wife of a business friend of
       his own, sat beside him. In the darkness of the playhouse her shoulder
       nestled down against his. In the excitement of a crisis on the stage her
       hand slipped into his and her fingers clutched and held his fingers.
       Animal desire seized and shook him, a feeling without sweetness, brutal,
       making his eyes burn. When between the acts the theatre was again flooded
       with light he looked up guiltily to meet another pair of eyes equally
       filled with guilty hunger. A challenge had been given and received.
       In their car, homeward bound, Sam put the thoughts of the woman away from
       him and taking Sue in his arms prayed silently for some help against he
       knew not what.
       "I think I will go to Caxton in the morning and have a talk with Mary
       Underwood," he said.
       After his return from Caxton Sam set about finding some new interest to
       occupy Sue's mind. He had spent an afternoon talking to Valmore, Freedom
       Smith, and Telfer and thought there was a kind of flatness in their jokes
       and in their ageing comments on each other. Then he had gone from them for
       his talk with Mary. Half through the night they had talked, Sam getting
       forgiveness for not writing and getting also a long friendly lecture on
       his duty toward Sue. He thought she had in some way missed the point. She
       had seemed to suppose that the loss of the children had fallen singly upon
       Sue. She had not counted upon him, and he had depended upon her doing just
       that. He had come as a boy to his mother wanting to talk of himself and
       she had wept at the thought of the childless wife and had told him how to
       set about making her happy.
       "Well, I will set about it," he thought on the train coming home; "I will
       find for her this new interest and make her less dependent upon me. Then I
       also will take hold anew and work out for myself a programme for a way of
       life."
       One afternoon when he came home from the office he found Sue filled indeed
       with a new idea. With glowing cheeks she sat beside him through the
       evening and talked of the beauties of a life devoted to social service.
       "I have been thinking things out," she said, her eyes shining. "We must
       not allow ourselves to become sordid. We must keep to the vision. We must
       together give the best in our lives and our fortunes to mankind. We must
       make ourselves units in the great modern movements for social uplift."
       Sam looked at the fire and a chill feeling of doubt ran through him. He
       could not see himself as a unit in anything. His mind did not run out
       toward the thought of being one of the army of philanthropists or rich
       social uplifters he had met talking and explaining in the reading rooms of
       clubs. No answering flame burned in his heart as it had burned that
       evening by the bridle path in Jackson Park when she had expounded another
       idea. But the thought of a need of new interest for her coming to him, he
       turned to her smiling.
       "It sounds all right but I know nothing of such things," he said.
       After that evening Sue began to get a hold upon herself. The old fire came
       back into her eyes and she went about the house with a smile upon her face
       and talked through the evenings to her silent, attentive husband of the
       life of usefulness, the full life. One day she told him of her election to
       the presidency of a society for the rescue of fallen women, and he began
       seeing her name in the newspapers in connection with various charity and
       civic movements. At the house a new sort of men and women began appearing
       at the dinner table; a strangely earnest, feverish, half fanatical people,
       Sam thought, with an inclination toward corsetless dresses and uncut hair,
       who talked far into the night and worked themselves into a sort of
       religious zeal over what they called their movement. Sam found them likely
       to run to startling statements, noticed that they sat on the edges of
       their chairs when they talked, and was puzzled by their tendency toward
       making the most revolutionary statements without pausing to back them up.
       When he questioned a statement made by one of these people, he came down
       upon him with a rush that quite carried him away and then, turning to the
       others, looked at them wisely like a cat that has swallowed a mouse. "Ask
       us another question if you dare," their faces seemed to be saying, while
       their tongues declared that they were but students of the great problem of
       right living.
       With these new people Sam never made any progress toward real
       understanding and friendship. For a time he tried honestly to get some of
       their own fervent devotions to their ideas and to be impressed by what
       they said of their love of man, even going with them to some of their
       meetings, at one of which he sat among the fallen women gathered in, and
       listened to a speech by Sue.
       The speech did not make much of a hit, the fallen women moving restlessly
       about. A large woman, with an immense nose, did better. She talked with a
       swift, contagious zeal that was very stirring, and, listening to her, Sam
       was reminded of the evening when he sat before another zealous talker in
       the church at Caxton and Jim Williams, the barber, tried to stampede him
       into the fold with the lambs. While the woman talked a plump little member
       of the _demi monde_ who sat beside Sam wept copiously, but at the end of
       the speech he could remember nothing of what had been said and he wondered
       if the weeping woman would remember.
       To express his determination to continue being Sue's companion and
       partner, Sam during one winter taught a class of young men at a settlement
       house in the factory district of the west side. The class in his hands was
       unsuccessful. He found the young men heavy and stupid with fatigue after
       the day of labour in the shops and more inclined to fall asleep in their
       chairs, or wander away, one at a time, to loaf and smoke on a nearby
       corner, than to stay in the room listening to the man reading or talking
       before them.
       When one of the young women workers came into the room, they sat up and
       seemed for the moment interested. Once Sam heard a group of them talking
       of these women workers on a landing in a darkened stairway. The experience
       startled Sam and he dropped the class, admitting to Sue his failure and
       his lack of interest and bowing his head before her accusation of a lack
       of the love of men.
       Later by the fire in his own room he tried to draw for himself a moral
       from the experience.
       "Why should I love these men?" he asked himself. "They are what I might
       have been. Few of the men I have known have loved me and some of the best
       and cleanest of them have worked vigorously for my defeat. Life is a
       battle in which few men win and many are defeated and in which hate and
       fear play their part with love and generosity. These heavy-featured young
       men are a part of the world as men have made it. Why this protest against
       their fate when we are all of us making more and more of them with every
       turn of the clock?"
       During the next year, after the fiasco of the settlement house class, Sam
       found himself drifting more and more rapidly away from Sue and her new
       viewpoint of life. The growing gulf between them showed itself in a
       thousand little household acts and impulses, and every time he looked at
       her he thought her more apart from him and less a part of the real life
       that went on within him. In the old days there had been something intimate
       and familiar in her person and in her presence. She had seemed like a part
       of him, like the room in which he slept or the coat he wore on his back,
       and he had looked into her eyes as thoughtlessly and with as little fear
       of what he might find there as he looked at his own hands. Now when his
       eyes met hers they dropped, and one or the other of them began talking
       hurriedly like a person who has a consciousness of something he must
       conceal.
       Down town Sam took up anew his old friendship and intimacy with Jack
       Prince, going with him to clubs and drinking places and often spending
       evenings among the clever, money-wasting young men who laughed and made
       deals and talked their way through life at Jack's side. Among these young
       men a business associate of Jack's caught his attention and in a few weeks
       an intimacy had sprung up between Sam and this man.
       Maurice Morrison, Sam's new friend, had been discovered by Jack Prince
       working as a sub-editor on a country daily down the state. There was, Sam
       thought, something of the Caxton dandy, Mike McCarthy, in the man,
       combined with prolonged and fervent, although somewhat periodic attacks of
       industry. In his youth he had written poetry and at one time had studied
       for the ministry, and in Chicago, under Jack Prince, he had developed into
       a money maker and led the life of a talented, rather unscrupulous man of
       the world. He kept a mistress, often overdrank, and Sam thought him the
       most brilliant and convincing talker he had ever heard. As Jack Prince's
       assistant he had charge of the Rainey Company's large advertising
       expenditure, and the two men being thrown often together a mutual regard
       grew up between them. Sam believed him to be without moral sense; he knew
       him to be able and honest and he found in the association with him a fund
       of odd little sweetnesses of character and action that lent an
       inexpressible charm to the person of his friend.
       It was through Morrison that Sam had his first serious misunderstanding
       with Sue. One evening the brilliant young advertising man dined at the
       McPhersons'. The table, as usual, was filled with Sue's new friends, among
       them a tall, gaunt man who, with the arrival of the coffee, began in a
       high-pitched, earnest voice to talk of the coming social revolution. Sam
       looked across the table and saw a light dancing in Morrison's eyes. Like a
       hound unleashed he sprang among Sue's friends, tearing the rich to pieces,
       calling for the onward advance of the masses, quoting odds and ends of
       Shelley and Carlyle, peering earnestly up and down the table, and at the
       end quite winning the hearts of the women by a defence of fallen women
       that stirred the blood of even his friend and host.
       Sam was amused and a trifle annoyed. The whole thing was, he knew, no more
       than a piece of downright acting with just the touch of sincerity in it
       that was characteristic of the man but that had no depth or real meaning.
       During the rest of the evening he watched Sue, wondering if she too had
       fathomed Morrison and what she thought of his having taken the role of
       star from the long gaunt man, who had evidently been booked for that part
       and who sat at the table and wandered afterward among the guests, annoyed
       and disconcerted.
       Late that night Sue came into his room and found him reading and smoking
       by the fire.
       "Cheeky of Morrison, dimming your star," he said, looking at her and
       laughing apologetically.
       Sue looked at him doubtfully.
       "I came in to thank you for bringing him," she said; "I thought him
       splendid."
       Sam looked at her and for a moment was tempted to let the matter pass. And
       then his old inclination to be always open and frank with her asserted
       itself and he closed the book and rising stood looking down at her.
       "The little beast was guying your crowd," he said, "but I do not want him
       to guy you. Not that he wouldn't try. He has the audacity for anything."
       A flush arose to her cheeks and her eyes gleamed.
       "That is not true, Sam," she said coldly. "You say that because you are
       becoming hard and cold and cynical. Your friend Morrison talked from his
       heart. It was beautiful. Men like you, who have a strong influence over
       him, may lead him away, but in the end a man like that will come to give
       his life to the service of society. You should help him; not assume an
       attitude of unbelief and laugh at him."
       Sam stood upon the hearth smoking his pipe and looking at her. He was
       thinking how easy it would have been in the first year after their
       marriage to have explained Morrison. Now he felt that he was but making a
       bad matter worse, but went on determined to stick to his policy of being
       entirely honest with her.
       "Look here, Sue," he began quietly, "be a good sport. Morrison was joking.
       I know the man. He is the friend of men like me because he wants to be and
       because it pays him to be. He is a talker, a writer, a talented,
       unscrupulous word-monger. He is making a big salary by taking the ideas of
       men like me and expressing them better than we can ourselves. He is a good
       workman and a generous, open-hearted fellow with a lot of nameless charm
       in him, but a man of convictions he is not. He could talk tears into the
       eyes of your fallen women, but he would be a lot more likely to talk good
       women into their state."
       Sam put a hand upon her shoulder.
       "Be sensible and do not be offended," he went on: "take the fellow for
       what he is and be glad for him. He hurts little and cheers a lot. He could
       make a convincing argument in favour of civilisation's return to
       cannibalism, but really, you know, he spends most of his time thinking and
       writing of washing machines and ladies' hats and liver pills, and most of
       his eloquence after all only comes down to 'Send for catalogue, Department
       K' in the end."
       Sue's voice was colourless with passion when she replied.
       "This is unbearable. Why did you bring the fellow here?"
       Sam sat down and picked up his book. In his impatience he lied to her for
       the first time since their marriage.
       "First, because I like him and second, because I wanted to see if I
       couldn't produce a man who could outsentimentalise your socialist
       friends," he said quietly.
       Sue turned and walked out of the room. In a way the action was final and
       marked the end of understanding between them. Putting down his book Sam
       watched her go and some feeling he had kept for her and that had
       differentiated her from all other women died in him as the door closed
       between them. Throwing the book aside he sprang to his feet and stood
       looking at the door.
       "The old goodfellowship appeal is dead," he thought. "From now on we will
       have to explain and apologise like two strangers. No more taking each
       other for granted."
       Turning out the light he sat again before the fire to think his way
       through the situation that faced him. He had no thought that she would
       return. That last shot of his own had crushed the possibility of that.
       The fire was getting low in the grate and he did not renew it. He looked
       past it toward the darkened windows and heard the hum of motor cars along
       the boulevard below. Again he was the boy of Caxton hungrily seeking an
       end in life. The flushed face of the woman in the theatre danced before
       his eyes. He remembered with shame how he had, a few days before, stood in
       a doorway and followed with his eyes the figure of a woman who had lifted
       her eyes to him as they passed in the street. He wished that he might go
       out of the house for a walk with John Telfer and have his mind filled with
       eloquence of the standing corn, or sit at the feet of Janet Eberly as she
       talked of books and of life. He got up and turning on the lights began
       preparing for bed.
       "I know what I will do," he said, "I will go to work. I will do some real
       work and make some more money. That's the place for me."
       And to work he went, real work, the most sustained and clearly thought-out
       work he had done. For two years he was out of the house at dawn for a long
       bracing walk in the fresh morning air, to be followed by eight, ten and
       even fifteen hours in the office and shops; hours in which he drove the
       Rainey Arms Company's organisation mercilessly and, taking openly every
       vestige of the management out of the hands of Colonel Tom, began the plans
       for the consolidation of the American firearms companies that later put
       his name on the front pages of the newspapers and got him the title of a
       Captain of Finance.
       There is a widespread misunderstanding abroad regarding the motives of
       many of the American millionaires who sprang into prominence and affluence
       in the days of change and sudden bewildering growth that followed the
       close of the Spanish War. They were, many of them, not of the brute trader
       type, but were, instead, men who thought and acted quickly and with a
       daring and audacity impossible to the average mind. They wanted power and
       were, many of them, entirely unscrupulous, but for the most part they were
       men with a fire burning within them, men who became what they were because
       the world offered them no better outlet for their vast energies.
       Sam McPherson had been untiring and without scruples in the first hard,
       quick struggle to get his head above the great unknown body of men there
       in the city. He had turned aside from money getting when he heard what he
       took to be a call to a better way of life. Now with the fires of youth
       still in him and with the training and discipline that had come from two
       years of reading, of comparative leisure and of thought, he was prepared
       to give the Chicago business world a display of that tremendous energy
       that was to write his name in the industrial history of the city as one of
       the first of the western giants of finance.
       Going to Sue, Sam told her frankly of his plans.
       "I want a free hand in the handling of your stock in the company," he
       said. "I cannot lead this new life of yours. It may help and sustain you
       but it gets no hold on me. I want to be myself now and lead my own life in
       my own way. I want to run the company, really run it. I cannot stand idly
       by and let life go past. I am hurting myself and you standing here looking
       on. Also I am in a kind of danger of another kind that I want to avoid by
       throwing myself into hard, constructive work."
       Without question Sue signed the papers he brought her. A flash of her old
       frankness toward him came back.
       "I do not blame you, Sam," she said, smiling bravely. "Things have not
       gone right, as we both know, but if we cannot work together at least let
       us not hurt each other."
       When Sam returned to give himself again to affairs, the country was just
       at the beginning of the great wave of consolidation which was finally to
       sweep all of the financial power of the country into a dozen pairs of
       competent and entirely efficient hands. With the sure instinct of the born
       trader Sam had seen this movement coming and had studied it. Now he began
       to act. Going to that same swarthy-faced lawyer who had drawn the contract
       for him to secure control of the medical student's twenty thousand dollars
       and who had jokingly invited him to become one of a band of train robbers,
       he told him of his plans to begin working toward a consolidation of all
       the firearms companies of the country.
       Webster wasted no time in joking now. He laid out the plans, adjusted and
       readjusted them to suit Sam's shrewd suggestions, and when a fee was
       mentioned shook his head.
       "I want in on this," he said. "You will need me. I am made for this game
       and have been waiting for a chance to get at it. Just count me in as one
       of the promoters if you will."
       Sam nodded his head. Within a week he had formed a pool of his own
       company's stock controlling, as he thought, a safe majority and had begun
       working to form a similar pool in the stock of his only big western rival.
       This last job was not an easy one. Lewis, the Jew, had been making
       constant headway in that company just as Sam had made headway in the
       Rainey Company. He was a money maker, a sales manager of rare ability,
       and, as Sam knew, a planner and executor of business coups of the first
       class.
       Sam did not want to deal with Lewis. He had respect for the man's ability
       in driving sharp bargains and felt that he would like to have the whip in
       his own hands when it came to the point of dealing with him. To this end
       he began visiting bankers and the men who were head of big western trust
       companies in Chicago and St. Louis. He went about his work slowly, feeling
       his way and trying to get at each man by some effective appeal, buying the
       use of vast sums of money by a promise of common stock, the bait of a big
       active bank account, and, here and there, by the hint of a directorship in
       the big new consolidated company.
       For a time the project moved slowly; indeed there were weeks and months
       when it did not appear to move at all. Working in secret and with extreme
       caution Sam encountered many discouragements and went home in the evening
       day after day to sit among Sue's guests with a mind filled with his own
       plans and with an indifferent ear turned to the talk of revolution, social
       unrest, and the new class consciousness of the masses, that rattled and
       crackled up and down his dinner table. He thought that it must be trying
       to Sue. He was so evidently not interested in her interests. At the same
       time he thought that he was working toward what he wanted out of life and
       went to bed at night believing that he was finding, and would find, a kind
       of peace in just thinking clearly along one line day after day.
       One day Webster, who had wanted to be in on the deal, came to Sam's office
       and gave his project its first great boost toward success. He, like Sam,
       thought he saw clearly the tendencies of the times, and was greedy for the
       block of common stock that Sam had promised should come to him with the
       completion of the enterprise.
       "You are not using me," he said, sitting down before Sam's desk. "What is
       blocking the deal?"
       Sam began to explain and when he had finished Webster laughed.
       "Let's get at Tom Edwards of the Edward Arms Company direct," he said, and
       then, leaning over the desk, "Edwards is a vain little peacock and a
       second rate business man," he declared emphatically. "Get him afraid and
       then flatter his vanity. He has a new wife with blonde hair and big soft
       blue eyes. He wants prominence. He is afraid to venture upon big things
       himself but is hungry for the reputation and gain that comes through big
       deals. Use the method the Jew has used; show him what it means to the
       yellow-haired woman to be the wife of the president of the big
       consolidated Arms Company. THE EDWARDS CONSOLIDATED, eh? Get at Edwards.
       Bluff him and flatter him and he is your man."
       Sam wondered. Edwards was a small grey-haired man of sixty with something
       dry and unresponsive about him. Being a silent man, he had created an
       impression of remarkable shrewdness and ability. After a lifetime spent in
       hard labour and in the practice of the most rigid economy he had come up
       to wealth, and had got into the firearms business through Lewis, and it
       was counted one of the brightest stars in that brilliant Hebrew's crown
       that he had been able to lead Edwards with him in his daring and audacious
       handling of the company's affairs.
       Sam looked at Webster across the desk and thought of Tom Edwards as the
       figurehead of the firearms trust.
       "I was saving the frosting on the cake for my own Tom," he said; "it was a
       thing I wanted to hand the colonel."
       "Let us see Edwards this evening," said Webster dryly.
       Sam nodded, and late that night made the deal that gave him control of the
       two important western companies and put him in position to move on the
       eastern companies with every prospect of complete success. To Edwards he
       went with an exaggerated report of the support he had already got for his
       project, and having frightened him offered him the presidency of the new
       company and promised that it should be incorporated under the name of The
       Edwards Consolidated Firearms Company of America.
       The eastern companies fell quickly. With Webster Sam tried on them the old
       dodge of telling each that the other two had agreed to come in, and it
       worked.
       With the coming in of Edwards and the options given by the eastern
       companies Sam began to get also the support of the LaSalle Street bankers.
       The firearms trust was one of the few big consolidations managed wholly in
       the west, and after two or three of the bankers had agreed to help finance
       Sam's plan the others began asking to be taken into the underwriting
       syndicate he and Webster had formed. Within thirty days after the closing
       of the deal with Tom Edwards Sam felt that he was ready to act.
       For several months Colonel Tom had known something of the plans Sam had on
       foot, and had made no protest. He had in fact given Sam to understand that
       his stock would be voted with Sue's, controlled by Sam, and with the stock
       of the other directors who knew of and hoped to share in the profits of
       Sam's deal. The old gunmaker had all of his life believed that the other
       American firearms companies were but shadows destined to disappear before
       the rising sun of the Rainey Company, and thought of Sam's project as an
       act of providence to further this desirable end.
       At the moment of his acquiescence in Webster's plan, for landing Tom
       Edwards, Sam had a moment of doubt, and now, with the success of his
       project in sight, he began to wonder how the blustering old man would look
       upon Edwards as the titular head of the big company and upon the name of
       Edwards in the title of the company.
       For two years Sam had seen little of the colonel, who had given up all
       pretence to an active part in the management of the business and who,
       finding Sue's new friends disconcerting, seldom appeared at the house,
       living at the clubs, playing billiards all day long, or sitting in the
       club windows boasting to chance listeners of his part in the building of
       the Rainey Arms Company.
       With a mind filled with doubt Sam went home and put the matter before Sue.
       She was dressed and ready for an evening at the theatre with a party of
       friends and the talk was brief.
       "He will not mind," she said indifferently. "Go ahead and do what you want
       to do."
       Sam rode back to the office and called his lieutenants about him. He felt
       that the thing might as well be done and over, and with the options in his
       hands, and the ability he thought he had to control his own company, he
       was ready to come out into the open and get the deal cleaned up.
       The morning papers that carried the story of the proposed big new
       consolidation of firearms companies carried also an almost life-size
       halftone of Colonel Tom Rainey, a slightly smaller one of Tom Edwards, and
       grouped about these, small pictures of Sam, Lewis, Prince, Webster, and
       several of the eastern men. By the size of the half-tone, Sam, Prince, and
       Morrison had tried to reconcile Colonel Tom to Edwards' name in the title
       of the new company and to Edwards' coming election as president. The story
       also played up the past glories of the Rainey Company and its directing
       genius, Colonel Tom. One phrase, written by Morrison, brought a smile to
       Sam's lips.
       "This grand old patriarch of American business, retired now from active
       service, is like a tired giant, who, having raised a brood of young
       giants, goes into his castle to rest and reflect and to count the scars
       won in many a hard-fought battle."
       Morrison laughed as he read it aloud.
       "It ought to get the colonel," he said, "but the newspaper man who prints
       it should be hung."
       "They will print it all right," said Jack Prince.
       And they did print it; going from newspaper office to newspaper office
       Prince and Morrison saw to that, using their influence as big buyers of
       advertising space and even insisting upon reading proof on their own
       masterpiece.
       But it did not work. Early the next morning Colonel Tom appeared at the
       offices of the arms company with blood in his eye, and swore that the
       consolidation should not be put through. For an hour he stormed up and
       down in Sam's office, his outbursts of wrath varied by periods of
       childlike pleading for the retention of the name and glory of the Raineys.
       When Sam shook his head and went with the old man to the meeting that was
       to pass upon his action and sell the Rainey Company, he knew that he had a
       fight on his hands.
       The meeting was a stormy one. Sam made a talk telling what had been done
       and Webster, voting some of Sam's proxies, made a motion that Sam's offer
       for the old company be accepted.
       And then Colonel Tom fired his guns. Walking up and down in the room
       before the men, sitting at a long table or in chairs tilted against the
       walls, he began talking with all of his old flamboyant pomposity of the
       past glories of the Rainey Company. Sam watched him quietly thinking of
       the exhibition as something detached and apart from the business of the
       meeting. He remembered a question that had come into his head when he was
       a schoolboy and had got his first peep into a school history. There had
       been a picture of Indians at the war dance and he had wondered why they
       danced before rather than after battle. Now his mind answered the
       question.
       "If they had not danced before they might never have got the chance," he
       thought, and smiled to himself.
       "I call upon you men here to stick to the old colours," roared the
       colonel, turning and making a direct attack upon Sam. "Do not let this
       ungrateful upstart, this son of a drunken village housepainter, that I
       picked up from among the cabbages of South Water Street, win you away from
       your loyalty to the old leader. Do not let him steal by trickery what we
       have won only by years of effort."
       The colonel, leaning on the table, glared about the room. Sam felt
       relieved and glad of the direct attack.
       "It justifies what I am going to do," he thought.
       When Colonel Tom had finished Sam gave a careless glance at the old man's
       red face and trembling fingers. He had no doubt that the outburst of
       eloquence had fallen upon deaf ears and without comment put Webster's
       motion to the vote.
       To his surprise two of the new employe directors voted their stock with
       Colonel Tom's, and a third man, voting his own stock as well as that of a
       wealthy southside real estate man, did not vote. On a count the stock
       represented stood deadlocked and Sam, looking down the table, raised his
       eyebrows to Webster.
       "Move we adjourn for twenty-four hours," snapped Webster, and the motion
       carried.
       Sam looked at a paper lying before him on the table. During the count of
       the vote he had been writing over and over on the sheet of paper this
       sentence.
       "The best men spend their lives seeking truth."
       Colonel Tom walked out of the room like a conqueror, declining to speak to
       Sam as he passed, and Sam looked down the table at Webster and made a
       motion with his head toward the man who had not voted.
       Within an hour Sam's fight was won. Pouncing upon the man representing the
       stock of the south-side investor, he and Webster did not go out of the
       room until they had secured absolute control of the Rainey Company and the
       man who had refused to vote had put twenty-five thousand dollars into his
       pocket. The two employee directors Sam marked for slaughter. Then after
       spending the afternoon and early evening with the representatives of the
       eastern companies and their attorneys he drove home to Sue.
       It was past nine o'clock when his car stopped before the house and, going
       at once to his room, he found Sue sitting before his fire, her arms thrown
       above her head and her eyes staring at the burning coals.
       As Sam stood in the doorway looking at her a wave of resentment swept over
       him.
       "The old coward," he thought, "he has brought our fight here to her."
       Hanging up his coat he filled his pipe and drawing up a chair sat beside
       her. For five minutes Sue sat staring into the fire. When she spoke there
       was a touch of hardness in her voice.
       "When everything is said, Sam, you do owe a lot to father," she observed,
       refusing to look at him.
       Sam said nothing and she went on.
       "Not that I think we made you, father and I. You are not the kind of man
       that people make or unmake. But, Sam, Sam, think what you are doing. He
       has always been a fool in your hands. He used to come home here when you
       were new with the company and talk of what he was doing. He had a whole
       new set of ideas and phrases; all that about waste and efficiency and
       orderly working toward a definite end. It did not fool me. I knew the
       ideas, and even the phrases he used to express them, were not his and I
       was not long finding out they were yours, that it was simply you
       expressing yourself through him. He is a big helpless child, Sam, and he
       is old. He hasn't much longer to live. Do not be hard, Sam. Be merciful."
       Her voice did not tremble but tears ran down her rigid face and her
       expressive hands clutched at her dress.
       "Can nothing change you? Must you always have your own way?" she added,
       still refusing to look at him.
       "It is not true, Sue, that I always want my own way, and people do change
       me; you have changed me," he said.
       She shook her head.
       "No, I have not changed you. I found you hungry for something and you
       thought I could feed it. I gave you an idea that you took hold of and made
       your own. I do not know where I got it, from some book or hearing some one
       talk, I suppose. But it belonged to you. You built it and fostered it in
       me and coloured it with your own personality. It is your idea to-day. It
       means more to you than all this firearms trust that the papers are full
       of."
       She turned to look at him, and put out her hand and laid it in his.
       "I have not been brave," she said. "I am standing in your way. I have had
       a hope that we would get back to each other. I should have freed you but I
       hadn't the courage, I hadn't the courage. I could not give up the dream
       that some day you would really take me back to you."
       Getting out of her chair she dropped to her knees and putting her head in
       his lap, shook with sobs. Sam sat stroking her hair. Her agitation was so
       great that her muscular little back shook with it.
       Sam looked past her at the fire and tried to think clearly. He was not
       greatly moved by her agitation, but with all his heart he wanted to think
       things out and get at the right and the honest thing to do.
       "It is a time of big things," he said slowly and with an air of one
       explaining to a child. "As your socialists say, vast changes are going on.
       I do not believe that your socialists really sense what these changes
       mean, and I am not sure that I do or that any man does, but I know they
       mean something big and I want to be in them and a part of them; all big
       men do; they are struggling like chicks in the shell. Why, look here! What
       I am doing has to be done and if I do not do it another man will. The
       colonel has to go. He will be swept aside. He belongs to something old and
       outworn. Your socialists, I believe, call it the age of competition."
       "But not by us, not by you, Sam," she plead. "After all, he is my father."
       A stern look came into Sam's eyes.
       "It does not ring right, Sue," he said coldly; "fathers do not mean much
       to me. I choked my own father and threw him into the street when I was
       only a boy. You knew about that. You heard of it when you went to find out
       about me that time in Caxton. Mary Underwood told you. I did it because he
       lied and believed in lies. Do not your friends say that the individual who
       stands in the way should be crushed?"
       She sprang to her feet and stood before him.
       "Do not quote that crowd," she burst out. "They are not the real thing. Do
       you suppose I do not know that? Do I not know that they come here because
       they hope to get hold of you? Haven't I watched them and seen the look on
       their faces when you have not come or have not listened to their talk?
       They are afraid of you, all of them. That's why they talk so bitterly.
       They are afraid and ashamed that they are afraid."
       "Like the workers in the shop?" he asked, musingly.
       "Yes, like that, and like me since I failed in my part of our lives and
       had not the courage to get out of the way. You are worth all of us and for
       all our talk we shall never succeed or begin to succeed until we make men
       like you want what we want. They know that and I know it."
       "And what do you want?"
       "I want you to be big and generous. You can be. Failure cannot hurt you.
       You and men like you can do anything. You can even fail. I cannot. None of
       us can. I cannot put my father to that shame. I want you to accept
       failure."
       Sam got up and taking her by the arm led her to the door. At the door he
       turned her about and kissed her on the lips like a lover.
       "All right, Sue girl, I will do it," he said, and pushed her through the
       door. "Now let me sit down by myself and think things out."
       It was a night in September and a whisper of the coming frost was in the
       air. He threw up the window and took long breaths of the sharp air and
       listened to the rumble of the elevated road in the distance. Looking up
       the boulevard he saw the lights of the cyclists making a glistening stream
       that flowed past the house. A thought of his new motor car and of all of
       the wonder of the mechanical progress of the world ran through his mind.
       "The men who make machines do not hesitate," he said to himself; "even
       though a thousand fat-hearted men stood in their way they would go on."
       A line of Tennyson's came into his mind.
       "And the nation's airy navies grappling in the central blue," he quoted,
       thinking of an article he had read predicting the coming of airships.
       He thought of the lives of the workers in steel and iron and of the things
       they had done and would do.
       "They have," he thought, "freedom. Steel and iron do not run home to carry
       the struggle to women sitting by the fire."
       He walked up and down the room.
       "Fat old coward. Damned fat old coward," he muttered over and over to
       himself.
       It was past midnight when he got into bed and began trying to quiet
       himself for sleep. In his dreams he saw a fat man with a chorus girl
       hanging to his arm kicking his head about a bridge above a swiftly flowing
       stream.
       When he got down to the breakfast room the next morning Sue had gone. By
       his plate he found a note saying that she had gone for Colonel Tom and
       would take him to the country for the day. He walked to the office
       thinking of the incapable old man who, in the name of sentiment, had
       beaten him in what he thought the big enterprise of his life.
       At his desk he found a message from Webster. "The old turkey cock has
       fled," it said; "we should have saved the twenty-five thousand."
       On the phone Webster told Sam of an early visit to the club to see Colonel
       Tom and that the old man had left the city, going to the country for the
       day. It was on Sam's lips to tell of his changed plans but he hesitated.
       "I will see you at your office in an hour," he said.
       Outside again in the open air Sam walked and thought of his promise. Down
       by the lake he went to where the railroad with the lake beyond stopped
       him. Upon the old wooden bridge looking over the track and down to the
       water he stood as he had stood at other crises in his life and thought
       over the struggle of the night before. In the clear morning air, with the
       roar of the city behind him and the still waters of the lake in front, the
       tears, and the talk with Sue seemed but a part of the ridiculous and
       sentimental attitude of her father, and the promise given her
       insignificant and unfairly won. He reviewed the scene carefully, the talk
       and the tears and the promise given as he led her to the door. It all
       seemed far away and unreal like some promise made to a girl in his
       boyhood.
       "It was never a part of all this," he said, turning and looking at the
       towering city before him.
       For an hour he stood on the wooden bridge. He thought of Windy McPherson
       putting the bugle to his lips in the streets of Caxton and again there
       sounded in his ears the roaring laugh of the crowd; again he lay in the
       bed beside Colonel Tom in that northern city and saw the moon rising over
       the round paunch and heard the empty chattering talk of love.
       "Love," he said, still looking toward the city, "is a matter of truth, not
       lies and pretence."
       Suddenly it seemed to him that if he went forward truthfully he should get
       even Sue back again some time. His mind lingered over the thoughts of the
       loves that come to a man in the world, of Sue in the wind-swept northern
       woods and of Janet in her wheel-chair in the little room where the cable
       cars ran rumbling under the window. And he thought of other things, of Sue
       reading papers culled out of books before the fallen women in the little
       State Street hall, of Tom Edwards with his new wife and his little watery
       eyes, of Morrison and the long-fingered socialist fighting over words at
       his table. And then pulling on his gloves he lighted a cigar and went back
       through the crowded streets to his office to do the thing he had
       determined on.
       At the meeting that afternoon the project went through without a
       dissenting voice. Colonel Tom being absent, the two employe directors
       voted with Sam with almost panicky haste as Sam looking across at the
       well-dressed, cool-headed Webster, laughed and lighted a fresh cigar. And
       then he voted the stock Sue had intrusted to him for the project, feeling
       that in doing so he was cutting, perhaps for all time, the knot that bound
       them.
       With the completion of the deal Sam stood to win five million dollars,
       more money than Colonel Tom or any of the Raineys had ever controlled, and
       had placed himself in the eyes of the business men of Chicago and New York
       where before he had placed himself in the eyes of Caxton and South Water
       Street. Instead of another Windy McPherson failing to blow his bugle
       before the waiting crowd, he was still the man who made good, the man who
       achieved, the kind of man of whom America boasts before the world.
       He did not see Sue again. When the news of his betrayal reached her she
       went off east taking Colonel Tom with her, and Sam closed the house, even
       sending a man there for his clothes. To her eastern address, got from her
       attorney, he wrote a brief note offering to make over to her or to Colonel
       Tom his entire winnings from the deal and closed it with the brutal
       declaration, "At the end I could not be an ass, even for you."
       To this note Sam got a cold, brief reply telling him to dispose of her
       stock in the company and of that belonging to Colonel Tom, and naming an
       eastern trust company to receive the money. With Colonel Tom's help she
       had made a careful estimate of the values of their holdings at the time of
       consolidation and refused flatly to accept a penny beyond that amount.
       Sam felt that another chapter of his life was closed. Webster, Edwards,
       Prince, and the eastern men met and elected him chairman of the board of
       directors of the new company and the public bought eagerly the river of
       common stock he turned upon the market, Prince and Morrison doing
       masterful work in the moulding of public opinion through the press. The
       first board meeting ended with a dinner at which wine flowed in rivulets
       and Edwards, getting drunk, stood up at his place and boasted of the
       beauty of his young wife. And Sam, at his desk in his new offices in the
       Rookery, settled down grimly to the playing of his role as one of the new
       kings of American business. _