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Part I   Part I - Chapter I - The Bertolini
E M Forster
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       _ Part I Chapter I - The Bertolini
       The Signora had no business to do it," said Miss Bartlett, "no
       business at all. She promised us south rooms with a view close
       together, instead of which here are north rooms, looking into a
       courtyard, and a long way apart. Oh, Lucy!"
       "And a Cockney, besides!" said Lucy, who had been further
       saddened by the Signora's unexpected accent. "It might be
       London." She looked at the two rows of English people who were
       sitting at the table; at the row of white bottles of water and
       red bottles of wine that ran between the English people; at the
       portraits of the late Queen and the late Poet Laureate that hung
       behind the English people, heavily framed; at the notice of the
       English church (Rev. Cuthbert Eager, M. A. Oxon.), that was the
       only other decoration of the wall. "Charlotte, don't you feel,
       too, that we might be in London? I can hardly believe that all
       kinds of other things are just outside. I suppose it is one's
       being so tired."
       "This meat has surely been used for soup," said Miss Bartlett,
       laying down her fork.
       "I want so to see the Arno. The rooms the Signora promised us in
       her letter would have looked over the Arno. The Signora had no
       business to do it at all. Oh, it is a shame!"
       "Any nook does for me," Miss Bartlett continued; "but it does
       seem hard that you shouldn't have a view."
       Lucy felt that she had been selfish. "Charlotte, you mustn't
       spoil me: of course, you must look over the Arno, too. I meant
       that. The first vacant room in the front--"
       ------"You must have it," said Miss Bartlett, part of whose
       travelling expenses were paid by Lucy's mother--a piece of
       generosity to which she made many a tactful allusion.
       "No, no. You must have it."
       "I insist on it. Your mother would never forgive me, Lucy."
       "She would never forgive me."
       The ladies' voices grew animated, and--if the sad truth be
       owned--a little peevish. They were tired, and under the guise of
       unselfishness they wrangled. Some of their neighbours
       interchanged glances, and one of them--one of the ill-bred people
       whom one does meet abroad--leant forward over the table and
       actually intruded into their argument. He said:
       "I have a view, I have a view."
       Miss Bartlett was startled. Generally at a pension people
       looked them over for a day or two before speaking, and often did
       not find out that they would "do" till they had gone. She knew
       that the intruder was ill-bred, even before she glanced at him.
       He was an old man, of heavy build, with a fair, shaven face and
       large eyes. There was something childish in those eyes, though it
       was not the childishness of senility. What exactly it was
       Miss Bartlett did not stop to consider, for her glance
       passed on to his clothes. These did not attract her. He was
       probably trying to become acquainted with them before they got
       into the swim. So she assumed a dazed expression when he spoke to
       her, and then said: "A view? Oh, a view! How delightful a view
       is!"
       "This is my son," said the old man; "his name's George. He has a
       view too."
       "Ah," said Miss Bartlett, repressing Lucy, who was about to
       speak.
       "What I mean," he continued, "is that you can have our rooms, and
       we'll have yours. We'll change."
       The better class of tourist was shocked at this, and sympathized
       with the new-comers. Miss Bartlett, in reply, opened her mouth as
       little as possible, and said "Thank you very much indeed; that is
       out of the question."
       "Why?" said the old man, with both fists on the table.
       "Because it is quite out of the question, thank you."
       "You see, we don't like to take--" began Lucy. Her cousin again
       repressed her.
       "But why?" he persisted. "Women like looking at a view; men
       don't." And he thumped with his fists like a naughty child,
       and turned to his son, saying, "George, persuade them!"
       "It's so obvious they should have the rooms," said the son.
       "There's nothing else to say."
       He did not look at the ladies as he spoke, but his voice was
       perplexed and sorrowful. Lucy, too, was perplexed; but she saw
       that they were in for what is known as "quite a scene," and she
       had an odd feeling that whenever these ill-bred tourists spoke
       the contest widened and deepened till it dealt, not with rooms
       and views, but with--well, with something quite different, whose
       existence she had not realized before. Now the old man attacked
       Miss Bartlett almost violently: Why should she not change? What
       possible objection had she? They would clear out in half an hour.
       Miss Bartlett, though skilled in the delicacies of conversation,
       was powerless in the presence of brutality. It was impossible to
       snub any one so gross. Her face reddened with displeasure. She
       looked around as much as to say, "Are you all like this?" And two
       little old ladies, who were sitting further up the table, with
       shawls hanging over the backs of the chairs, looked back, clearly
       indicating "We are not; we are genteel."
       "Eat your dinner, dear," she said to Lucy, and began to toy again
       with the meat that she had once censured.
       Lucy mumbled that those seemed very odd people opposite.
       "Eat your dinner, dear. This pension is a failure. To-morrow we
       will make a change."
       Hardly had she announced this fell decision when she reversed it.
       The curtains at the end of the room parted, and revealed a
       clergyman, stout but attractive, who hurried forward to take his
       place at the table, cheerfully apologizing for his lateness.
       Lucy, who had not yet acquired decency, at once rose to her feet,
       exclaiming: "Oh, oh! Why, it's Mr. Beebe! Oh, how perfectly
       lovely! Oh, Charlotte, we must stop now, however bad the rooms
       are. Oh!"
       Miss Bartlett said, with more restraint:
       "How do you do, Mr. Beebe? I expect that you have forgotten
       us: Miss Bartlett and Miss Honeychurch, who were at Tunbridge
       Wells when you helped the Vicar of St. Peter's that very cold
       Easter."
       The clergyman, who had the air of one on a holiday, did not
       remember the ladies quite as clearly as they remembered him. But
       he came forward pleasantly enough and accepted the chair into
       which he was beckoned by Lucy.
       "I AM so glad to see you," said the girl, who was in a state of
       spiritual starvation, and would have been glad to see the waiter
       if her cousin had permitted it. "Just fancy how small the world
       is. Summer Street, too, makes it so specially funny."
       "Miss Honeychurch lives in the parish of Summer Street," said
       Miss Bartlett, filling up the gap, "and she happened to tell me
       in the course of conversation that you have just accepted the
       living--"
       "Yes, I heard from mother so last week. She didn't know that I
       knew you at Tunbridge Wells; but I wrote back at once, and I
       said: 'Mr. Beebe is--'"
       "Quite right," said the clergyman. "I move into the Rectory at
       Summer Street next June. I am lucky to be appointed to such a
       charming neighbourhood."
       "Oh, how glad I am! The name of our house is Windy Corner." Mr.
       Beebe bowed.
       "There is mother and me generally, and my brother, though it's
       not often we get him to ch-- The church is rather far
       off, I mean."
       "Lucy, dearest, let Mr. Beebe eat his dinner."
       "I am eating it, thank you, and enjoying it."
       He preferred to talk to Lucy, whose playing he remembered, rather
       than to Miss Bartlett, who probably remembered his sermons. He
       asked the girl whether she knew Florence well, and was informed
       at some length that she had never been there before. It is
       delightful to advise a newcomer, and he was first in the field.
       "Don't neglect the country round," his advice concluded. "The
       first fine afternoon drive up to Fiesole, and round by
       Settignano, or something of that sort."
       "No!" cried a voice from the top of the table. "Mr. Beebe, you
       are wrong. The first fine afternoon your ladies must go to
       Prato."
       "That lady looks so clever," whispered Miss Bartlett to her
       cousin. "We are in luck."
       And, indeed, a perfect torrent of information burst on them.
       People told them what to see, when to see it, how to stop the
       electric trams, how to get rid of the beggars, how much to give
       for a vellum blotter, how much the place would grow upon them.
       The Pension Bertolini had decided, almost enthusiastically, that
       they would do. Whichever way they looked, kind ladies smiled and
       shouted at them. And above all rose the voice of the clever lady,
       crying: "Prato! They must go to Prato. That place is too sweetly
       squalid for words. I love it; I revel in shaking off the trammels
       of respectability, as you know."
       The young man named George glanced at the clever lady, and then
       returned moodily to his plate. Obviously he and his father did
       not do. Lucy, in the midst of her success, found time to wish
       they did. It gave her no extra pleasure that any one should be
       left in the cold; and when she rose to go, she turned back and
       gave the two outsiders a nervous little bow.
       The father did not see it; the son acknowledged it, not by
       another bow, but by raising his eyebrows and smiling; he seemed
       to be smiling across something.
       She hastened after her cousin, who had already disappeared
       through the curtains--curtains which smote one in the face, and
       seemed heavy with more than cloth. Beyond them stood the
       unreliable Signora, bowing good-evening to her guests, and
       supported by 'Enery, her little boy, and Victorier, her
       daughter. It made a curious little scene, this attempt of the
       Cockney to convey the grace and geniality of the South. And even
       more curious was the drawing-room, which attempted to rival the
       solid comfort of a Bloomsbury boarding-house. Was this really
       Italy?
       Miss Bartlett was already seated on a tightly stuffed arm-chair,
       which had the colour and the contours of a tomato. She was
       talking to Mr. Beebe, and as she spoke, her long narrow head
       drove backwards and forwards, slowly, regularly, as though she
       were demolishing some invisible obstacle. "We are most grateful
       to you," she was saying. "The first evening means so much. When
       you arrived we were in for a peculiarly mauvais quart d'heure."
       He expressed his regret.
       "Do you, by any chance, know the name of an old man who sat
       opposite us at dinner?"
       "Emerson."
       "Is he a friend of yours?"
       "We are friendly--as one is in pensions."
       "Then I will say no more."
       He pressed her very slightly, and she said more.
       "I am, as it were," she concluded, "the chaperon of my young
       cousin, Lucy, and it would be a serious thing if I put her under
       an obligation to people of whom we know nothing. His manner was
       somewhat unfortunate. I hope I acted for the best."
       "You acted very naturally," said he. He seemed thoughtful, and
       after a few moments added: "All the same, I don't think much harm
       would have come of accepting."
       "No harm, of course. But we could not be under an obligation."
       "He is rather a peculiar man." Again he hesitated, and then said
       gently: "I think he would not take advantage of your acceptance,
       nor expect you to show gratitude. He has the merit--if it is one
       --of saying exactly what he means. He has rooms he does not
       value, and he thinks you would value them. He no more thought of
       putting you under an obligation than he thought of being polite.
       It is so difficult--at least, I find it difficult--to understand
       people who speak the truth."
       Lucy was pleased, and said: "I was hoping that he was nice; I do
       so always hope that people will be nice."
       "I think he is; nice and tiresome. I differ from him on almost
       every point of any importance, and so, I expect--I may say I
       hope--you will differ. But his is a type one disagrees with
       rather than deplores. When he first came here he not unnaturally
       put people's backs up. He has no tact and no manners--I don't
       mean by that that he has bad manners--and he will not keep his
       opinions to himself. We nearly complained about him to our
       depressing Signora, but I am glad to say we thought better of
       it."
       "Am I to conclude," said Miss Bartlett, "that he is a Socialist?"
       Mr. Beebe accepted the convenient word, not without a slight
       twitching of the lips.
       "And presumably he has brought up his son to be a Socialist,
       too?"
       "I hardly know George, for he hasn't learnt to talk yet. He
       seems a nice creature, and I think he has brains. Of course, he
       has all his father's mannerisms, and it is quite possible that
       he, too, may be a Socialist."
       "Oh, you relieve me," said Miss Bartlett. "So you think I ought
       to have accepted their offer? You feel I have been narrow-minded
       and suspicious?"
       "Not at all," he answered; "I never suggested that."
       "But ought I not to apologize, at all events, for my apparent
       rudeness?"
       He replied, with some irritation, that it would be quite
       unnecessary, and got up from his seat to go to the
       smoking-room.
       "Was I a bore?" said Miss Bartlett, as soon as he had
       disappeared. "Why didn't you talk, Lucy? He prefers young people,
       I'm sure. I do hope I haven't monopolized him. I hoped you would
       have him all the evening, as well as all dinner-time."
       "He is nice," exclaimed Lucy. "Just what I remember. He seems to
       see good in every one. No one would take him for a clergyman."
       "My dear Lucia--"
       "Well, you know what I mean. And you know how clergymen generally
       laugh; Mr. Beebe laughs just like an ordinary man."
       "Funny girl! How you do remind me of your mother. I wonder if she
       will approve of Mr. Beebe."
       "I'm sure she will; and so will Freddy."
       "I think every one at Windy Corner will approve; it is the
       fashionable world. I am used to Tunbridge Wells, where we are all
       hopelessly behind the times."
       "Yes," said Lucy despondently.
       There was a haze of disapproval in the air, but whether the
       disapproval was of herself, or of Mr. Beebe, or of the
       fashionable world at Windy Corner, or of the narrow world at
       Tunbridge Wells, she could not determine. She tried to locate it,
       but as usual she blundered. Miss Bartlett sedulously denied
       disapproving of any one, and added "I am afraid you are finding
       me a very depressing companion."
       And the girl again thought: "I must have been selfish or unkind;
       I must be more careful. It is so dreadful for Charlotte, being
       poor."
       Fortunately one of the little old ladies, who for some time had
       been smiling very benignly, now approached and asked if she might
       be allowed to sit where Mr. Beebe had sat. Permission granted,
       she began to chatter gently about Italy, the plunge it had been
       to come there, the gratifying success of the plunge, the
       improvement in her sister's health, the necessity of closing the
       bed-room windows at night, and of thoroughly emptying the
       water-bottles in the morning. She handled her subjects agreeably,
       and they were, perhaps, more worthy of attention than the high
       discourse upon Guelfs and Ghibellines which was proceeding
       tempestuously at the other end of the room. It was a real
       catastrophe, not a mere episode, that evening of hers at Venice,
       when she had found in her bedroom something that is one worse
       than a flea, though one better than something else.
       "But here you are as safe as in England. Signora Bertolini is so
       English."
       "Yet our rooms smell," said poor Lucy. "We dread going to bed."
       "Ah, then you look into the court." She sighed. "If only Mr.
       Emerson was more tactful! We were so sorry for you at dinner."
       "I think he was meaning to be kind."
       "Undoubtedly he was," said Miss Bartlett.
       "Mr. Beebe has just been scolding me for my suspicious nature. Of
       course, I was holding back on my cousin's account."
       "Of course," said the little old lady; and they murmured that one
       could not be too careful with a young girl.
       Lucy tried to look demure, but could not help feeling a great
       fool. No one was careful with her at home; or, at all events, she
       had not noticed it.
       "About old Mr. Emerson--I hardly know. No, he is not tactful;
       yet, have you ever noticed that there are people who do things
       which are most indelicate, and yet at the same time--beautiful?"
       "Beautiful?" said Miss Bartlett, puzzled at the word. "Are not
       beauty and delicacy the same?"
       "So one would have thought," said the other helplessly. "But
       things are so difficult, I sometimes think."
       She proceeded no further into things, for Mr. Beebe reappeared,
       looking extremely pleasant.
       "Miss Bartlett," he cried, "it's all right about the rooms. I'm
       so glad. Mr. Emerson was talking about it in the smoking-room,
       and knowing what I did, I encouraged him to make the offer again.
       He has let me come and ask you. He would be so pleased."
       "Oh, Charlotte," cried Lucy to her cousin, "we must have the
       rooms now. The old man is just as nice and kind as he can be."
       Miss Bartlett was silent.
       "I fear," said Mr. Beebe, after a pause, "that I have been
       officious. I must apologize for my interference."
       Gravely displeased, he turned to go. Not till then did Miss
       Bartlett reply: "My own wishes, dearest Lucy, are unimportant in
       comparison with yours. It would be hard indeed if I stopped you
       doing as you liked at Florence, when I am only here through your
       kindness. If you wish me to turn these gentlemen out of their
       rooms, I will do it. Would you then, Mr. Beebe, kindly tell Mr.
       Emerson that I accept his kind offer, and then conduct him to me,
       in order that I may thank him personally?"
       She raised her voice as she spoke; it was heard all over the
       drawing-room, and silenced the Guelfs and the Ghibellines. The
       clergyman, inwardly cursing the female sex, bowed, and departed
       with her message.
       "Remember, Lucy, I alone am implicated in this. I do not wish the
       acceptance to come from you. Grant me that, at all events."
       Mr. Beebe was back, saying rather nervously:
       "Mr. Emerson is engaged, but here is his son instead."
       The young man gazed down on the three ladies, who felt seated on
       the floor, so low were their chairs.
       "My father," he said, "is in his bath, so you cannot thank him
       personally. But any message given by you to me will be given by
       me to him as soon as he comes out."
       Miss Bartlett was unequal to the bath. All her barbed civilities
       came forth wrong end first. Young Mr. Emerson scored a notable
       triumph to the delight of Mr. Beebe and to the secret delight of
       Lucy.
       "Poor young man!" said Miss Bartlett, as soon as he had gone.
       "How angry he is with his father about the rooms! It is all he
       can do to keep polite."
       "In half an hour or so your rooms will be ready," said Mr. Beebe.
       Then looking rather thoughtfully at the two cousins, he retired
       to his own rooms, to write up his philosophic diary.
       "Oh, dear!" breathed the little old lady, and shuddered as if all
       the winds of heaven had entered the apartment. "Gentlemen
       sometimes do not realize--" Her voice faded away, but Miss
       Bartlett seemed to understand and a conversation developed, in
       which gentlemen who did not thoroughly realize played a principal
       part. Lucy, not realizing either, was reduced to literature.
       Taking up Baedeker's Handbook to Northern Italy, she committed to
       memory the most important dates of Florentine History. For she
       was determined to enjoy herself on the morrow. Thus the half-hour
       crept profitably away, and at last Miss Bartlett rose with a
       sigh, and said:
       "I think one might venture now. No, Lucy, do not stir. I will
       superintend the move."
       "How you do do everything," said Lucy.
       "Naturally, dear. It is my affair."
       "But I would like to help you."
       "No, dear."
       Charlotte's energy! And her unselfishness! She had been thus all
       her life, but really, on this Italian tour, she was surpassing
       herself. So Lucy felt, or strove to feel. And yet--there was a
       rebellious spirit in her which wondered whether the acceptance
       might not have been less delicate and more beautiful. At all
       events, she entered her own room without any feeling of joy.
       "I want to explain," said Miss Bartlett, "why it is that I have
       taken the largest room. Naturally, of course, I should have given
       it to you; but I happen to know that it belongs to the young man,
       and I was sure your mother would not like it."
       Lucy was bewildered.
       "If you are to accept a favour it is more suitable you should be
       under an obligation to his father than to him. I am a woman of
       the world, in my small way, and I know where things lead to. How-
       ever, Mr. Beebe is a guarantee of a sort that they will not
       presume on this."
       "Mother wouldn't mind I'm sure," said Lucy, but again had the
       sense of larger and unsuspected issues.
       Miss Bartlett only sighed, and enveloped her in a protecting
       embrace as she wished her good-night. It gave Lucy the sensation
       of a fog, and when she reached her own room she opened the window
       and breathed the clean night air, thinking of the kind old man
       who had enabled her to see the lights dancing in the Arno and the
       cypresses of San Miniato, and the foot-hills of the Apennines,
       black against the rising moon.
       Miss Bartlett, in her room, fastened the window-shutters and
       locked the door, and then made a tour of the apartment to see
       where the cupboards led, and whether there were any oubliettes or
       secret entrances. It was then that she saw, pinned up over the
       washstand, a sheet of paper on which was scrawled an enormous
       note of interrogation. Nothing more.
       "What does it mean?" she thought, and she examined it carefully
       by the light of a candle. Meaningless at first, it gradually
       became menacing, obnoxious, portentous with evil. She was seized
       with an impulse to destroy it, but fortunately remembered that
       she had no right to do so, since it must be the property of young
       Mr. Emerson. So she unpinned it carefully, and put it between two
       pieces of blotting-paper to keep it clean for him. Then she
       completed her inspection of the room, sighed heavily according to
       her habit, and went to bed. _