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PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VIII
Joseph Conrad
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       _ And now, stoical in the cold and darkness of his regained life,
       Lingard had to listen to the voice of Wasub telling him Jaffir's
       story. The old serang's face expressed a profound dejection and
       there was infinite sadness in the flowing murmur of his words.
       "Yes, by Allah! They were all there: that tyrannical Tengga,
       noisy like a fool; the Rajah Hassim, a ruler without a country;
       Daman, the wandering chief, and the three Pangerans of the
       sea-robbers. They came on board boldly, for Tuan Jorgenson had
       given them permission, and their talk was that you, Tuan, were a
       willing captive in Belarab's stockade. They said they had waited
       all night for a message of peace from you or from Belarab. But
       there was nothing, and with the first sign of day they put out on
       the lagoon to make friends with Tuan Jorgenson; for, they said,
       you, Tuan, were as if you had not been, possessing no more power
       than a dead man, the mere slave of these strange white people,
       and Belarab's prisoner. Thus Tengga talked. God had taken from
       him all wisdom and all fear. And then he must have thought he was
       safe while Rajah Hassim and the lady Immada were on board. I tell
       you they sat there in the midst of your enemies, captive! The
       lady Immada, with her face covered, mourned to herself. The Rajah
       Hassim made a sign to Jaffir and Jaffir came to stand by his side
       and talked to his lord. The main hatch was open and many of the
       Illanuns crowded there to look down at the goods that were inside
       the ship. They had never seen so much loot in their lives. Jaffir
       and his lord could hear plainly Tuan Jorgenson and Tengga talking
       together. Tengga discoursed loudly and his words were the words
       of a doomed man, for he was asking Tuan Jorgenson to give up the
       arms and everything that was on board the Emma to himself and to
       Daman. And then, he said, 'We shall fight Belarab and make
       friends with these strange white people by behaving generously to
       them and letting them sail away unharmed to their own country. We
       don't want them here. You, Tuan Jorgenson, are the only white man
       I care for.' They heard Tuan Jorgenson say to Tengga: 'Now you
       have told me everything there is in your mind you had better go
       ashore with your friends and return to-morrow.' And Tengga asked:
       'Why! would you fight me to-morrow rather than live many days in
       peace with me?' and he laughed and slapped his thigh. And Tuan
       Jorgenson answered:
       "'No, I won't fight you. But even a spider will give the fly time
       to say its prayers.'
       "Tuan Jorgenson's voice sounded very strange and louder than ever
       anybody had heard it before. O Rajah Laut, Jaffir and the white
       man had been waiting, too, all night for some sign from you; a
       shot fired or a signal-fire, lighted to strengthen their hearts.
       There had been nothing. Rajah Hassim, whispering, ordered Jaffir
       to take the first opportunity to leap overboard and take to you
       his message of friendship and good-bye. Did the Rajah and Jaffir
       know what was coming? Who can tell? But what else could they see
       than calamity for all Wajo men, whatever Tuan Jorgenson had made
       up his mind to do? Jaffir prepared to obey his lord, and yet with
       so many enemies' boats in the water he did not think he would
       ever reach the shore; and as to yourself he was not at all sure
       that you were still alive. But he said nothing of this to his
       Rajah. Nobody was looking their way. Jaffir pressed his lord's
       hand to his breast and waited his opportunity. The fog began to
       blow away and presently everything was disclosed to the sight.
       Jorgenson was on his feet, he was holding a lighted cigar between
       his fingers. Tengga was sitting in front of him on one of the
       chairs the white people had used. His followers were pressing
       round him, with Daman and Sentot, who were muttering
       incantations; and even the Pangerans had moved closer to the
       hatchway. Jaffir's opportunity had come but he lingered by the
       side of his Rajah. In the clear air the sun shone with great
       force. Tuan Jorgenson looked once more toward Belarab's stockade,
       O Rajah Laut! But there was nothing there, not even a flag
       displayed that had not been there before. Jaffir looked that way,
       too, and as he turned his head he saw Tuan Jorgenson, in the
       midst of twenty spear-blades that could in an instant have been
       driven into his breast, put the cigar in his mouth and jump down
       the hatchway. At that moment Rajah Hassim gave Jaffir a push
       toward the side and Jaffir leaped overboard.
       "He was still in the water when all the world was darkened round
       him as if the life of the sun had been blown out of it in a
       crash. A great wave came along and washed him on shore, while
       pieces of wood, iron, and the limbs of torn men were splashing
       round him in the water. He managed to crawl out of the mud.
       Something had hit him while he was swimming and he thought he
       would die. But life stirred in him. He had a message for you. For
       a long time he went on crawling under the big trees on his hands
       and knees, for there is no rest for a messenger till the message
       is delivered. At last he found himself on the left bank of the
       creek.
       And still he felt life stir in him. So he started to swim across,
       for if you were in this world you were on the other side. While
       he swam he felt his strength abandoning him. He managed to
       scramble on to a drifting log and lay on it like one who is dead,
       till we pulled him into one of our boats."
       Wasub ceased. It seemed to Lingard that it was impossible for
       mortal man to suffer more than he suffered in the succeeding
       moment of silence crowded by the mute images as of universal
       destruction. He felt himself gone to pieces as though the violent
       expression of Jorgenson's intolerable mistrust of the life of men
       had shattered his soul, leaving his body robbed of all power of
       resistance and of all fortitude, a prey forever to infinite
       remorse and endless regrets.
       "Leave me, Wasub," he said. "They are all dead--but I would
       sleep."
       Wasub raised his dumb old eyes to the white man's face.
       "Tuan, it is necessary that you should hear Jaffir," he said,
       patiently.
       "Is he going to die?" asked Lingard in a low, cautious tone as
       though he were afraid of the sound of his own voice.
       "Who can tell?" Wasub's voice sounded more patient than ever.
       "There is no wound on his body but, O Tuan, he does not wish to
       live."
       "Abandoned by his God," muttered Lingard to himself.
       Wasub waited a little before he went on, "And, Tuan, he has a
       message for you."
       "Of course. Well, I don't want to hear it."
       "It is from those who will never speak to you again," Wasub
       persevered, sadly. "It is a great trust. A Rajah's own words. It
       is difficult for Jaffir to die. He keeps on muttering about a
       ring that was for you, and that he let pass out of his care. It
       was a great talisman!"
       "Yes. But it did not work this time. And if I go and tell Jaffir
       why he will be able to tell his Rajah, O Wasub, since you say
       that he is going to die. . . . I wonder where they will meet," he
       muttered to himself.
       Once more Wasub raised his eyes to Lingard's face. "Paradise is
       the lot of all True Believers," he whispered, firm in his simple
       faith.
       The man who had been undone by a glimpse of Paradise exchanged a
       profound look with the old Malay. Then he got up. On his passage
       to the main hatchway the commander of the brig met no one on the
       decks, as if all mankind had given him up except the old man who
       preceded him and that other man dying in the deepening twilight,
       who was awaiting his coming. Below, in the light of the hatchway,
       he saw a young Calash with a broad yellow face and his wiry hair
       sticking up in stiff wisps through the folds of his
       head-kerchief, holding an earthenware water-jar to the lips of
       Jaffir extended on his back on a pile of mats.
       A languid roll of the already glazed eyeballs, a mere stir of
       black and white in the gathering dusk showed that the faithful
       messenger of princes was aware of the presence of the man who had
       been so long known to him and his people as the King of the Sea.
       Lingard knelt down close to Jaffir's head, which rolled a little
       from side to side and then became still, staring at a beam of the
       upper deck. Lingard bent his ear to the dark lips. "Deliver your
       message" he said in a gentle tone.
       "The Rajah wished to hold your hand once more," whispered Jaffir
       so faintly that Lingard had to guess the words rather than hear
       them. "I was to tell you," he went on--and stopped suddenly.
       "What were you to tell me?"
       "To forget everything," said Jaffir with a loud effort as if
       beginning a long speech. After that he said nothing more till
       Lingard murmured, "And the lady Immada?"
       Jaffir collected all his strength. "She hoped no more," he
       uttered, distinctly. "The order came to her while she mourned,
       veiled, apart. I didn't even see her face."
       Lingard swayed over the dying man so heavily that Wasub, standing
       near by, hastened to catch him by the shoulder. Jaffir seemed
       unaware of anything, and went on staring at the beam.
       "Can you hear me, O Jaffir?" asked Lingard.
       "I hear."
       "I never had the ring. Who could bring it to me?"
       "We gave it to the white woman--may Jehannum be her lot!"
       "No! It shall be my lot," said Lingard with despairing force,
       while Wasub raised both his hands in dismay. "For, listen,
       Jaffir, if she had given the ring to me it would have been to one
       that was dumb, deaf, and robbed of all courage."
       It was impossible to say whether Jaffir had heard. He made no
       sound, there was no change in his awful stare, but his prone body
       moved under the cotton sheet as if to get further away from the
       white man. Lingard got up slowly and making a sign to Wasub to
       remain where he was, went up on deck without giving another
       glance to the dying man. Again it seemed to him that he was
       pacing the quarter-deck of a deserted ship. The mulatto steward,
       watching through the crack of the pantry door, saw the Captain
       stagger into the cuddy and fling-to the door behind him with a
       crash. For more than an hour nobody approached that closed door
       till Carter coming down the companion stairs spoke without
       attempting to open it.
       "Are you there, sir?" The answer, "You may come in," comforted
       the young man by its strong resonance. He went in.
       "Well?"
       "Jaffir is dead. This moment. I thought you would want to know."
       Lingard looked persistently at Carter, thinking that now Jaffir
       was dead there was no one left on the empty earth to speak to him
       a word of reproach; no one to know the greatness of his
       intentions, the bond of fidelity between him and Hassim and
       Immada, the depth of his affection for those people, the
       earnestness of his visions, and the unbounded trust that was his
       reward. By the mad scorn of Jorgenson flaming up against the life
       of men, all this was as if it had never been. It had become a
       secret locked up in his own breast forever.
       "Tell Wasub to open one of the long-cloth bales in the hold, Mr.
       Carter, and give the crew a cotton sheet to bury him decently
       according to their faith. Let it be done to-night. They must have
       the boats, too. I suppose they will want to take him on the
       sandbank."
       "Yes, sir," said Carter.
       "Let them have what they want, spades, torches. . . . Wasub
       will chant the right words. Paradise is the lot of all True
       Believers. Do you understand me, Mr. Carter? Paradise! I wonder
       what it will be for him! Unless he gets messages to carry through
       the jungle, avoiding ambushes, swimming in storms and knowing no
       rest, he won't like it."
       Carter listened with an unmoved face. It seemed to him that the
       Captain had forgotten his presence.
       "And all the time he will be sleeping on that sandbank," Lingard
       began again, sitting in his old place under the gilt thunderbolts
       suspended over his head with his elbows on the table and his
       hands to his temples. "If they want a board to set up at the
       grave let them have a piece of an oak plank. It will stay
       there--till the next monsoon. Perhaps."
       Carter felt uncomfortable before that tense stare which just
       missed him and in that confined cabin seemed awful in its
       piercing and far-off expression. But as he had not been dismissed
       he did not like to go away.
       "Everything will be done as you wish it, sir," he said. "I
       suppose the yacht will be leaving the first thing to-morrow
       morning, sir."
       "If she doesn't we must give her a solid shot or two to liven her
       up--eh, Mr. Carter?"
       Carter did not know whether to smile or to look horrified. In the
       end he did both, but as to saying anything he found it
       impossible. But Lingard did not expect an answer.
       "I believe you are going to stay with me, Mr. Carter?"
       "I told you, sir, I am your man if you want me."
       "The trouble is, Mr. Carter, that I am no longer the man to whom
       you spoke that night in Carimata."
       "Neither am I, sir, in a manner of speaking."
       Lingard, relaxing the tenseness of his stare, looked at the young
       man, thoughtfully.
       "After all, it is the brig that will want you. She will never
       change. The finest craft afloat in these seas. She will carry me
       about as she did before, but . . ."
       He unclasped his hands, made a sweeping gesture.
       Carter gave all his naive sympathy to that man who had certainly
       rescued the white people but seemed to have lost his own soul in
       the attempt. Carter had heard something from Wasub. He had made
       out enough of this story from the old serang's pidgin English to
       know that the Captain's native friends, one of them a woman, had
       perished in a mysterious catastrophe. But the why of it, and how
       it came about, remained still quite incomprehensible to him. Of
       course, a man like the Captain would feel terribly cut up. . . .
       "You will be soon yourself again, sir," he said in the kindest
       possible tone.
       With the same simplicity Lingard shook his head. He was thinking
       of the dead Jaffir with his last message delivered and untroubled
       now by all these matters of the earth. He had been ordered to
       tell him to forget everything. Lingard had an inward shudder. In
       the dismay of his heart he might have believed his brig to lie
       under the very wing of the Angel of Desolation--so oppressive, so
       final, and hopeless seemed the silence in which he and Carter
       looked at each other, wistfully.
       Lingard reached for a sheet of paper amongst several lying on the
       table, took up a pen, hesitated a moment, and then wrote:
       "Meet me at day-break on the sandbank."
       He addressed the envelope to Mrs. Travers, Yacht Hermit, and
       pushed it across the table.
       "Send this on board the schooner at once, Mr. Carter. Wait a
       moment. When our boats shove off for the sandbank have the
       forecastle gun fired. I want to know when that dead man has left
       the ship."
       He sat alone, leaning his head on his hand, listening, listening
       endlessly, for the report of the gun. Would it never come? When
       it came at last muffled, distant, with a slight shock through the
       body of the brig he remained still with his head leaning on his
       hand but with a distinct conviction, with an almost physical
       certitude, that under the cotton sheet shrouding the dead man
       something of himself, too, had left the ship. _
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Preface
Introduction
PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER I
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER II
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER III
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER IV
PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER I
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER II
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER III
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER IV
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER V
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER VI
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER VII
PART III. THE CAPTURE
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER I
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER II
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER III
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER IV
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER V
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VI
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VII
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VIII
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER IX
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER X
PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER I
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER II
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER III
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER IV
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER V
PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER I
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER II
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER III
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER IV
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER V
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER VI
PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER I
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER II
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER III
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER IV
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER V
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VI
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VII
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VIII
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER IX