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PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER IV
Joseph Conrad
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       _ Jorgenson, after seeing the canoe leave the ship's side, ceased
       to live intellectually. There was no need for more thinking, for
       any display of mental ingenuity. He had done with it all. All his
       notions were perfectly fixed and he could go over them in the
       same ghostly way in which he haunted the deck of the Emma. At the
       sight of the ring Lingard would return to Hassim and Immada, now
       captives, too, though Jorgenson certainly did not think them in
       any serious danger. What had happened really was that Tengga was
       now holding hostages, and those Jorgenson looked upon as
       Lingard's own people. They were his. He had gone in with them
       deep, very deep. They had a hold and a claim on King Tom just as
       many years ago people of that very race had had a hold and a
       claim on him, Jorgenson. Only Tom was a much bigger man. A very
       big man. Nevertheless, Jorgenson didn't see why he should escape
       his own fate--Jorgenson's fate--to be absorbed, captured, made
       their own either in failure or in success. It was an unavoidable
       fatality and Jorgenson felt certain that the ring would compel
       Lingard to face it without flinching. What he really wanted
       Lingard to do was to cease to take the slightest interest in
       those whites--who were the sort of people that left no
       footprints.
       Perhaps at first sight, sending that woman to Lingard was not the
       best way toward that end. Jorgenson, however, had a distinct
       impression in which his morning talk with Mrs. Travers had only
       confirmed him, that those two had quarrelled for good. As,
       indeed, was unavoidable. What did Tom Lingard want with any
       woman? The only woman in Jorgenson's life had come in by way of
       exchange for a lot of cotton stuffs and several brass guns. This
       fact could not but affect Jorgenson's judgment since obviously in
       this case such a transaction was impossible. Therefore the case
       was not serious. It didn't exist. What did exist was Lingard's
       relation to the Wajo exiles, a great and warlike adventure such
       as no rover in those seas had ever attempted.
       That Tengga was much more ready to negotiate than to fight, the
       old adventurer had not the slightest doubt. How Lingard would
       deal with him was not a concern of Jorgenson's. That would be
       easy enough. Nothing prevented Lingard from going to see Tengga
       and talking to him with authority. All that ambitious person
       really wanted was to have a share in Lingard's wealth, in
       Lingard's power, in Lingard's friendship. A year before Tengga
       had once insinuated to Jorgenson, "In what way am I less worthy
       of being a friend than Belarab?"
       It was a distinct overture, a disclosure of the man's innermost
       mind. Jorgenson, of course, had met it with a profound silence.
       His task was not diplomacy but the care of stores.
       After the effort of connected mental processes in order to bring
       about Mrs. Travers' departure he was anxious to dismiss the whole
       matter from his mind. The last thought he gave to it was severely
       practical. It occurred to him that it would be advisable to
       attract in some way or other Lingard's attention to the lagoon.
       In the language of the sea a single rocket is properly a signal
       of distress, but, in the circumstances, a group of three sent up
       simultaneously would convey a warning. He gave his orders and
       watched the rockets go up finely with a trail of red sparks, a
       bursting of white stars high up in the air, and three loud
       reports in quick succession. Then he resumed his pacing of the
       whole length of the hulk, confident that after this Tom would
       guess that something was up and set a close watch over the
       lagoon. No doubt these mysterious rockets would have a disturbing
       effect on Tengga and his friends and cause a great excitement in
       the Settlement; but for that Jorgenson did not care. The
       Settlement was already in such a turmoil that a little more
       excitement did not matter. What Jorgenson did not expect,
       however, was the sound of a musket-shot fired from the jungle
       facing the bows of the Emma. It caused him to stop dead short. He
       had heard distinctly the bullet strike the curve of the bow
       forward. "Some hot-headed ass fired that," he said to himself,
       contemptuously. It simply disclosed to him the fact that he was
       already besieged on the shore side and set at rest his doubts as
       to the length Tengga was prepared to go. Any length! Of course
       there was still time for Tom to put everything right with six
       words, unless . . . Jorgenson smiled, grimly, in the dark and
       resumed his tireless pacing.
       What amused him was to observe the fire which had been burning
       night and day before Tengga's residence suddenly extinguished. He
       pictured to himself the wild rush with bamboo buckets to the
       lagoon shore, the confusion, the hurry and jostling in a great
       hissing of water midst clouds of steam. The image of the fat
       Tengga's consternation appealed to Jorgenson's sense of humour
       for about five seconds. Then he took up the binoculars from the
       roof of the deckhouse.
       The bursting of the three white stars over the lagoon had given
       him a momentary glimpse of the black speck of the canoe taking
       over Mrs. Travers. He couldn't find it again with the glass, it
       was too dark; but the part of the shore for which it was steered
       would be somewhere near the angle of Belarab's stockade nearest
       to the beach. This Jorgenson could make out in the faint rosy
       glare of fires burning inside. Jorgenson was certain that Lingard
       was looking toward the Emma through the most convenient loophole
       he could find.
       As obviously Mrs. Travers could not have paddled herself across,
       two men were taking her over; and for the steersman she had
       Jaffir. Though he had assented to Jorgenson's plan Jaffir was
       anxious to accompany the ring as near as possible to its
       destination. Nothing but dire necessity had induced him to part
       with the talisman. Crouching in the stern and flourishing his
       paddle from side to side he glared at the back of the canvas
       deck-chair which had been placed in the middle for Mrs. Travers.
       Wrapped up in the darkness she reclined in it with her eyes
       closed, faintly aware of the ring hung low on her breast. As the
       canoe was rather large it was moving very slowly. The two men
       dipped their paddles without a splash: and surrendering herself
       passively, in a temporary relaxation of all her limbs, to this
       adventure Mrs. Travers had no sense of motion at all. She, too,
       like Jorgenson, was tired of thinking. She abandoned herself to
       the silence of that night full of roused passions and deadly
       purposes. She abandoned herself to an illusory feeling; to the
       impression that she was really resting. For the first time in
       many days she could taste the relief of being alone. The men with
       her were less than nothing. She could not speak to them; she
       could not understand them; the canoe might have been moving by
       enchantment--if it did move at all. Like a half-conscious sleeper
       she was on the verge of saying to herself, "What a strange dream
       I am having."
       The low tones of Jaffir's voice stole into it quietly telling the
       men to cease paddling, and the long canoe came to a rest slowly,
       no more than ten yards from the beach. The party had been
       provided with a torch which was to be lighted before the canoe
       touched the shore, thus giving a character of openness to this
       desperate expedition. "And if it draws fire on us," Jaffir had
       commented to Jorgenson, "well, then, we shall see whose fate it
       is to die on this night."
       "Yes," had muttered Jorgenson. "We shall see."
       Jorgenson saw at last the small light of the torch against the
       blackness of the stockade. He strained his hearing for a possible
       volley of musketry fire but no sound came to him over the broad
       surface of the lagoon. Over there the man with the torch, the
       other paddler, and Jaffir himself impelling with a gentle motion
       of his paddle the canoe toward the shore, had the glistening
       eyeballs and the tense faces of silent excitement. The ruddy
       glare smote Mrs. Travers' closed eyelids but she didn't open her
       eyes till she felt the canoe touch the strand. The two men leaped
       instantly out of it. Mrs. Travers rose, abruptly. Nobody made a
       sound. She stumbled out of the canoe on to the beach and almost
       before she had recovered her balance the torch was thrust into
       her hand. The heat, the nearness of the blaze confused and
       blinded her till, instinctively, she raised the torch high above
       her head. For a moment she stood still, holding aloft the fierce
       flame from which a few sparks were falling slowly.
       A naked bronze arm lighted from above pointed out the direction
       and Mrs. Travers began to walk toward the featureless black mass
       of the stockade. When after a few steps she looked back over her
       shoulder, the lagoon, the beach, the canoe, the men she had just
       left had become already invisible. She was alone bearing up a
       blazing torch on an earth that was a dumb shadow shifting under
       her feet. At last she reached firmer ground and the dark length
       of the palisade untouched as yet by the light of the torch seemed
       to her immense, intimidating. She felt ready to drop from sheer
       emotion. But she moved on.
       "A little more to the left," shouted a strong voice.
       It vibrated through all her fibres, rousing like the call of a
       trumpet, went far beyond her, filled all the space. Mrs. Travers
       stood still for a moment, then casting far away from her the
       burning torch ran forward blindly with her hands extended toward
       the great sound of Lingard's voice, leaving behind her the light
       flaring and spluttering on the ground. She stumbled and was only
       saved from a fall by her hands coming in contact with the rough
       stakes. The stockade rose high above her head and she clung to it
       with widely open arms, pressing her whole body against the rugged
       surface of that enormous and unscalable palisade. She heard
       through it low voices inside, heavy thuds; and felt at every blow
       a slight vibration of the ground under her feet. She glanced
       fearfully over her shoulder and saw nothing in the darkness but
       the expiring glow of the torch she had thrown away and the sombre
       shimmer of the lagoon bordering the opaque darkness of the shore.
       Her strained eyeballs seemed to detect mysterious movements in
       the darkness and she gave way to irresistible terror, to a
       shrinking agony of apprehension. Was she to be transfixed by a
       broad blade, to the high, immovable wall of wood against which
       she was flattening herself desperately, as though she could hope
       to penetrate it by the mere force of her fear? She had no idea
       where she was, but as a matter of fact she was a little to the
       left of the principal gate and almost exactly under one of the
       loopholes of the stockade. Her excessive anguish passed into
       insensibility. She ceased to hear, to see, and even to feel the
       contact of the surface to which she clung. Lingard's voice
       somewhere from the sky above her head was directing her,
       distinct, very close, full of concern.
       "You must stoop low. Lower yet."
       The stagnant blood of her body began to pulsate languidly. She
       stooped low--lower yet--so low that she had to sink on her knees,
       and then became aware of a faint smell of wood smoke mingled with
       the confused murmur of agitated voices. This came to her through
       an opening no higher than her head in her kneeling posture, and
       no wider than the breadth of two stakes. Lingard was saying in a
       tone of distress:
       "I couldn't get any of them to unbar the gate."
       She was unable to make a sound.--"Are you there?" Lingard asked,
       anxiously, so close to her now that she seemed to feel the very
       breath of his words on her face. It revived her completely; she
       understood what she had to do. She put her head and shoulders
       through the opening, was at once seized under the arms by an
       eager grip and felt herself pulled through with an irresistible
       force and with such haste that her scarf was dragged off her
       head, its fringes having caught in the rough timber. The same
       eager grip lifted her up, stood her on her feet without her
       having to make any exertion toward that end. She became aware
       that Lingard was trying to say something, but she heard only a
       confused stammering expressive of wonder and delight in which she
       caught the words "You . . . you . . . " deliriously repeated.
       He didn't release his hold of her; his helpful and irresistible
       grip had changed into a close clasp, a crushing embrace, the
       violent taking possession by an embodied force that had broken
       loose and was not to be controlled any longer. As his great voice
       had done a moment before, his great strength, too, seemed able to
       fill all space in its enveloping and undeniable authority. Every
       time she tried instinctively to stiffen herself against its
       might, it reacted, affirming its fierce will, its uplifting
       power. Several times she lost the feeling of the ground and had a
       sensation of helplessness without fear, of triumph without
       exultation. The inevitable had come to pass. She had foreseen
       it--and all the time in that dark place and against the red glow
       of camp fires within the stockade the man in whose arms she
       struggled remained shadowy to her eyes--to her half-closed eyes.
       She thought suddenly, "He will crush me to death without knowing
       it."
       He was like a blind force. She closed her eyes altogether. Her
       head fell back a little. Not instinctively but with wilful
       resignation and as it were from a sense of justice she abandoned
       herself to his arms. The effect was as though she had suddenly
       stabbed him to the heart. He let her go so suddenly and
       completely that she would have fallen down in a heap if she had
       not managed to catch hold of his forearm. He seemed prepared for
       it and for a moment all her weight hung on it without moving its
       rigidity by a hair's breadth. Behind her Mrs. Travers heard the
       heavy thud of blows on wood, the confused murmurs and movements
       of men.
       A voice said suddenly, "It's done," with such emphasis that
       though, of course, she didn't understand the words it helped her
       to regain possession of herself; and when Lingard asked her very
       little above a whisper: "Why don't you say something?" she
       answered readily, "Let me get my breath first."
       Round them all sounds had ceased. The men had secured again the
       opening through which those arms had snatched her into a moment
       of self-forgetfulness which had left her out of breath but
       uncrushed. As if something imperative had been satisfied she had
       a moment of inward serenity, a period of peace without thought
       while, holding to that arm that trembled no more than an arm of
       iron, she felt stealthily over the ground for one of the sandals
       which she had lost. Oh, yes, there was no doubt of it, she had
       been carried off the earth, without shame, without regret. But
       she would not have let him know of that dropped sandal for
       anything in the world. That lost sandal was as symbolic as a
       dropped veil. But he did not know of it. He must never know.
       Where was that thing? She felt sure that they had not moved an
       inch from that spot. Presently her foot found it and still
       gripping Lingard's forearm she stooped to secure it properly.
       When she stood up, still holding his arm, they confronted each
       other, he rigid in an effort of self-command but feeling as if
       the surges of the heaviest sea that he could remember in his life
       were running through his heart; and the woman as if emptied of
       all feeling by her experience, without thought yet, but beginning
       to regain her sense of the situation and the memory of the
       immediate past.
       "I have been watching at that loophole for an hour, ever since
       they came running to me with that story of the rockets," said
       Lingard. "I was shut up with Belarab then. I was looking out when
       the torch blazed and you stepped ashore. I thought I was
       dreaming. But what could I do? I felt I must rush to you but I
       dared not. That clump of palms is full of men. So are the houses
       you saw that time you came ashore with me. Full of men. Armed
       men. A trigger is soon pulled and when once shooting begins. . .
       . And you walking in the open with that light above your head! I
       didn't dare. You were safer alone. I had the strength to hold
       myself in and watch you come up from the shore. No! No man that
       ever lived had seen such a sight. What did you come for?"
       "Didn't you expect somebody? I don't mean me, I mean a
       messenger?"
       "No!" said Lingard, wondering at his own self-control. "Why did
       he let you come?"
       "You mean Captain Jorgenson? Oh, he refused at first. He said
       that he had your orders."
       "How on earth did you manage to get round him?" said Lingard in
       his softest tones.
       "I did not try," she began and checked herself. Lingard's
       question, though he really didn't seem to care much about an
       answer, had aroused afresh her suspicion of Jorgenson's change of
       front. "I didn't have to say very much at the last," she
       continued, gasping yet a little and feeling her personality,
       crushed to nothing in the hug of those arms, expand again to its
       full significance before the attentive immobility of that man.
       "Captain Jorgenson has always looked upon me as a nuisance.
       Perhaps he had made up his mind to get rid of me even against
       your orders. Is he quite sane?"
       She released her firm hold of that iron forearm which fell slowly
       by Lingard's side. She had regained fully the possession of her
       personality. There remained only a fading, slightly breathless
       impression of a short flight above that earth on which her feet
       were firmly planted now. "And is that all?" she asked herself,
       not bitterly, but with a sort of tender contempt.
       "He is so sane," sounded Lingard's voice, gloomily, "that if I
       had listened to him you would not have found me here."
       "What do you mean by here? In this stockade?"
       "Anywhere," he said.
       "And what would have happened then?"
       "God knows," he answered. "What would have happened if the world
       had not been made in seven days? I have known you for just about
       that time. It began by me coming to you at night--like a thief in
       the night. Where the devil did I hear that? And that man you are
       married to thinks I am no better than a thief."
       "It ought to be enough for you that I never made a mistake as to
       what you are, that I come to you in less than twenty-four hours
       after you left me contemptuously to my distress. Don't pretend
       you didn't hear me call after you. Oh, yes, you heard. The whole
       ship heard me for I had no shame."
       "Yes, you came," said Lingard, violently. "But have you really
       come? I can't believe my eyes! Are you really here?"
       "This is a dark spot, luckily," said Mrs. Travers. "But can you
       really have any doubt?" she added, significantly.
       He made a sudden movement toward her, betraying so much passion
       that Mrs. Travers thought, "I shan't come out alive this time,"
       and yet he was there, motionless before her, as though he had
       never stirred. It was more as though the earth had made a sudden
       movement under his feet without being able to destroy his
       balance. But the earth under Mrs. Travers' feet had made no
       movement and for a second she was overwhelmed by wonder not at
       this proof of her own self-possession but at the man's immense
       power over himself. If it had not been for her strange inward
       exhaustion she would perhaps have surrendered to that power. But
       it seemed to her that she had nothing in her worth surrendering,
       and it was in a perfectly even tone that she said, "Give me your
       arm, Captain Lingard. We can't stay all night on this spot."
       As they moved on she thought, "There is real greatness in that
       man." He was great even in his behaviour. No apologies, no
       explanations, no abasement, no violence, and not even the
       slightest tremor of the frame holding that bold and perplexed
       soul. She knew that for certain because her fingers were resting
       lightly on Lingard's arm while she walked slowly by his side as
       though he were taking her down to dinner. And yet she couldn't
       suppose for a moment, that, like herself, he was emptied of all
       emotion. She never before was so aware of him as a dangerous
       force. "He is really ruthless," she thought. They had just left
       the shadow of the inner defences about the gate when a slightly
       hoarse, apologetic voice was heard behind them repeating
       insistently, what even Mrs. Travers' ear detected to be a sort of
       formula. The words were: "There is this thing--there is this
       thing--there is this thing." They turned round.
       "Oh, my scarf," said Mrs. Travers.
       A short, squat, broad-faced young fellow having for all costume a
       pair of white drawers was offering the scarf thrown over both his
       arms, as if they had been sticks, and holding it respectfully as
       far as possible from his person. Lingard took it from him and
       Mrs. Travers claimed it at once. "Don't forget the proprieties,"
       she said. "This is also my face veil."
       She was arranging it about her head when Lingard said, "There is
       no need. I am taking you to those gentlemen."--"I will use it all
       the same," said Mrs. Travers. "This thing works both ways, as a
       matter of propriety or as a matter of precaution. Till I have an
       opportunity of looking into a mirror nothing will persuade me
       that there isn't some change in my face." Lingard swung half
       round and gazed down at her. Veiled now she confronted him
       boldly. "Tell me, Captain Lingard, how many eyes were looking at
       us a little while ago?"
       "Do you care?" he asked.
       "Not in the least," she said. "A million stars were looking on,
       too, and what did it matter? They were not of the world I know.
       And it's just the same with the eyes. They are not of the world I
       live in."
       Lingard thought: "Nobody is." Never before had she seemed to him
       more unapproachable, more different and more remote. The glow of
       a number of small fires lighted the ground only, and brought out
       the black bulk of men lying down in the thin drift of smoke. Only
       one of these fires, rather apart and burning in front of the
       house which was the quarter of the prisoners, might have been
       called a blaze and even that was not a great one. It didn't
       penetrate the dark space between the piles and the depth of the
       verandah above where only a couple of heads and the glint of a
       spearhead could be seen dimly in the play of the light. But down
       on the ground outside, the black shape of a man seated on a bench
       had an intense relief. Another intensely black shadow threw a
       handful of brushwood on the fire and went away. The man on the
       bench got up. It was d'Alcacer. He let Lingard and Mrs. Travers
       come quite close up to him. Extreme surprise seemed to have made
       him dumb.
       "You didn't expect . . ." began Mrs. Travers with some
       embarrassment before that mute attitude.
       "I doubted my eyes," struck in d'Alcacer, who seemed embarrassed,
       too. Next moment he recovered his tone and confessed simply: "At
       the moment I wasn't thinking of you, Mrs. Travers." He passed his
       hand over his forehead. "I hardly know what I was thinking of."
       In the light of the shooting-up flame Mrs. Travers could see
       d'Alcacer's face. There was no smile on it. She could not
       remember ever seeing him so grave and, as it were, so distant.
       She abandoned Lingard's arm and moved closer to the fire.
       "I fancy you were very far away, Mr. d'Alcacer," she said.
       "This is the sort of freedom of which nothing can deprive us," he
       observed, looking hard at the manner in which the scarf was drawn
       across Mrs. Travers' face. "It's possible I was far away," he
       went on, "but I can assure you that I don't know where I was.
       Less than an hour ago we had a great excitement here about some
       rockets, but I didn't share in it. There was no one I could ask a
       question of. The captain here was, I understood, engaged in a
       most momentous conversation with the king or the governor of this
       place."
       He addressed Lingard, directly. "May I ask whether you have
       reached any conclusion as yet? That Moor is a very dilatory
       person, I believe."
       "Any direct attack he would, of course, resist," said Lingard.
       "And, so far, you are protected. But I must admit that he is
       rather angry with me. He's tired of the whole business. He loves
       peace above anything in the world. But I haven't finished with
       him yet."
       "As far as I understood from what you told me before," said Mr.
       d'Alcacer, with a quick side glance at Mrs. Travers' uncovered
       and attentive eyes, "as far as I can see he may get all the peace
       he wants at once by driving us two, I mean Mr. Travers and
       myself, out of the gate on to the spears of those other enraged
       barbarians. And there are some of his counsellors who advise him
       to do that very thing no later than the break of day I
       understand."
       Lingard stood for a moment perfectly motionless.
       "That's about it," he said in an unemotional tone, and went away
       with a heavy step without giving another look at d'Alcacer and
       Mrs. Travers, who after a moment faced each other.
       "You have heard?" said d'Alcacer. "Of course that doesn't affect
       your fate in any way, and as to him he is much too prestigious to
       be killed light-heartedly. When all this is over you will walk
       triumphantly on his arm out of this stockade; for there is
       nothing in all this to affect his greatness, his absolute value
       in the eyes of those people--and indeed in any other eyes."
       D'Alcacer kept his glance averted from Mrs. Travers and as soon
       as he had finished speaking busied himself in dragging the bench
       a little way further from the fire. When they sat down on it he
       kept his distance from Mrs. Travers. She made no sign of
       unveiling herself and her eyes without a face seemed to him
       strangely unknown and disquieting.
       "The situation in a nutshell," she said. "You have arranged it
       all beautifully, even to my triumphal exit. Well, and what then?
       No, you needn't answer, it has no interest. I assure you I came
       here not with any notion of marching out in triumph, as you call
       it. I came here, to speak in the most vulgar way, to save your
       skin--and mine."
       Her voice came muffled to d'Alcacer's ears with a changed
       character, even to the very intonation. Above the white and
       embroidered scarf her eyes in the firelight transfixed him, black
       and so steady that even the red sparks of the reflected glare did
       not move in them. He concealed the strong impression she made. He
       bowed his head a little.
       "I believe you know perfectly well what you are doing."
       "No! I don't know," she said, more quickly than he had ever heard
       her speak before. "First of all, I don't think he is so safe as
       you imagine. Oh, yes, he has prestige enough, I don't question
       that. But you are apportioning life and death with too much
       assurance. . . ."
       "I know my portion," murmured d'Alcacer, gently. A moment of
       silence fell in which Mrs. Travers' eyes ended by intimidating
       d'Alcacer, who looked away. The flame of the fire had sunk low.
       In the dark agglomeration of buildings, which might have been
       called Belarab's palace, there was a certain animation, a
       flitting of people, voices calling and answering, the passing to
       and fro of lights that would illuminate suddenly a heavy pile,
       the corner of a house, the eaves of a low-pitched roof, while in
       the open parts of the stockade the armed men slept by the
       expiring fires.
       Mrs. Travers said, suddenly, "That Jorgenson is not friendly to
       us."
       "Possibly."
       With clasped hands and leaning over his knees d'Alcacer had
       assented in a very low tone. Mrs. Travers, unobserved, pressed
       her hands to her breast and felt the shape of the ring, thick,
       heavy, set with a big stone. It was there, secret, hung against
       her heart, and enigmatic. What did it mean? What could it mean?
       What was the feeling it could arouse or the action it could
       provoke? And she thought with compunction that she ought to have
       given it to Lingard at once, without thinking, without
       hesitating. "There! This is what I came for. To give you this."
       Yes, but there had come an interval when she had been able to
       think of nothing, and since then she had had the time to
       reflect--unfortunately. To remember Jorgenson's hostile,
       contemptuous glance enveloping her from head to foot at the break
       of a day after a night of lonely anguish. And now while she sat
       there veiled from his keen sight there was that other man, that
       d'Alcacer, prophesying. O yes, triumphant. She knew already what
       that was. Mrs. Travers became afraid of the ring. She felt ready
       to pluck it from her neck and cast it away.
       "I mistrust him," she said.--"You do!" exclaimed d'Alcacer, very
       low.--"I mean that Jorgenson. He seems a merciless sort of
       creature."--"He is indifferent to everything," said
       d'Alcacer.--"It may be a mask." --"Have you some evidence, Mrs.
       Travers?"
       "No," said Mrs. Travers without hesitation. "I have my instinct."
       D'Alcacer remained silent for a while as though he were pursuing
       another train of thought altogether, then in a gentle, almost
       playful tone: "If I were a woman," he said, turning to Mrs.
       Travers, "I would always trust my intuition."--"If you were a
       woman, Mr. d'Alcacer, I would not be speaking to you in this way
       because then I would be suspect to you."
       The thought that before long perhaps he would be neither man nor
       woman but a lump of cold clay, crossed d'Alcacer's mind, which
       was living, alert, and unsubdued by the danger. He had welcomed
       the arrival of Mrs. Travers simply because he had been very
       lonely in that stockade, Mr. Travers having fallen into a phase
       of sulks complicated with shivering fits. Of Lingard d'Alcacer
       had seen almost nothing since they had landed, for the Man of
       Fate was extremely busy negotiating in the recesses of Belarab's
       main hut; and the thought that his life was being a matter of
       arduous bargaining was not agreeable to Mr. d'Alcacer. The
       Chief's dependents and the armed men garrisoning the stockade
       paid very little attention to him apparently, and this gave him
       the feeling of his captivity being very perfect and hopeless.
       During the afternoon, while pacing to and fro in the bit of shade
       thrown by the glorified sort of hut inside which Mr. Travers
       shivered and sulked misanthropically, he had been aware of the
       more distant verandahs becoming filled now and then by the
       muffled forms of women of Belarab's household taking a distant
       and curious view of the white man. All this was irksome. He found
       his menaced life extremely difficult to get through. Yes, he
       welcomed the arrival of Mrs. Travers who brought with her a
       tragic note into the empty gloom.
       "Suspicion is not in my nature, Mrs. Travers, I assure you, and I
       hope that you on your side will never suspect either my reserve
       or my frankness. I respect the mysterious nature of your
       conviction but hasn't Jorgenson given you some occasion to. . .
       "
       "He hates me," said Mrs. Travers, and frowned at d'Alcacer's
       incipient smile. "It isn't a delusion on my part. The worst is
       that he hates me not for myself. I believe he is completely
       indifferent to my existence. Jorgenson hates me because as it
       were I represent you two who are in danger, because it is you two
       that are the trouble and I . . . Well!"
       "Yes, yes, that's certain," said d'Alcacer, hastily. "But
       Jorgenson is wrong in making you the scapegoat. For if you were
       not here cool reason would step in and would make Lingard pause
       in his passion to make a king out of an exile. If we were
       murdered it would certainly make some stir in the world in time
       and he would fall under the suspicion of complicity with those
       wild and inhuman Moors. Who would regard the greatness of his
       day-dreams, his engaged honour, his chivalrous feelings? Nothing
       could save him from that suspicion. And being what he is, you
       understand me, Mrs. Travers (but you know him much better than I
       do), it would morally kill him."
       "Heavens!" whispered Mrs. Travers. "This has never occurred to
       me." Those words seemed to lose themselves in the folds of the
       scarf without reaching d'Alcacer, who continued in his gentle
       tone:
       '"However, as it is, he will be safe enough whatever happens. He
       will have your testimony to clear him."
       Mrs. Travers stood up, suddenly, but still careful to keep her
       face covered, she threw the end of the scarf over her shoulder.
       "I fear that Jorgenson," she cried with suppressed passion. "One
       can't understand what that man means to do. I think him so
       dangerous that if I were, for instance, entrusted with a message
       bearing on the situation, I would . . . suppress it."
       D'Alcacer was looking up from the seat, full of wonder. Mrs.
       Travers appealed to him in a calm voice through the folds of the
       scarf:
       "Tell me, Mr. d'Alcacer, you who can look on it calmly, wouldn't
       I be right?"
       "Why, has Jorgenson told you anything?"
       "Directly--nothing, except a phrase or two which really I could
       not understand. They seemed to have a hidden sense and he
       appeared to attach some mysterious importance to them that he
       dared not explain to me."
       "That was a risk on his part," exclaimed d'Alcacer. "And he
       trusted you. Why you, I wonder!"
       "Who can tell what notions he has in his head? Mr. d'Alcacer, I
       believe his only object is to call Captain Lingard away from us.
       I understood it only a few minutes ago. It has dawned upon me.
       All he wants is to call him off."
       "Call him off," repeated d'Alcacer, a little bewildered by the
       aroused fire of her conviction. "I am sure I don't want him
       called off any more than you do; and, frankly, I don't believe
       Jorgenson has any such power. But upon the whole, and if you feel
       that Jorgenson has the power, I would--yes, if I were in your
       place I think I would suppress anything I could not understand."
       Mrs. Travers listened to the very end. Her eyes--they appeared
       incredibly sombre to d'Alcacer--seemed to watch the fall of every
       deliberate word and after he had ceased they remained still for
       an appreciable time. Then she turned away with a gesture that
       seemed to say: "So be it."
       D'Alcacer raised his voice suddenly after her. "Stay! Don't
       forget that not only your husband's but my head, too, is being
       played at that game. My judgment is not . . ."
       She stopped for a moment and freed her lips. In the profound
       stillness of the courtyard her clear voice made the shadows at
       the nearest fires stir a little with low murmurs of surprise.
       "Oh, yes, I remember whose heads I have to save," she cried. "But
       in all the world who is there to save that man from himself?" _
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Preface
Introduction
PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER I
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER II
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER III
   PART I. THE MAN AND THE BRIG - CHAPTER IV
PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER I
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER II
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER III
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER IV
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER V
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER VI
   PART II. THE SHORE OF REFUGE - CHAPTER VII
PART III. THE CAPTURE
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER I
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER II
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER III
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER IV
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER V
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VI
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VII
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER VIII
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER IX
   PART III. THE CAPTURE - CHAPTER X
PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER I
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER II
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER III
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER IV
   PART IV. THE GIFT OF THE SHALLOWS - CHAPTER V
PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER I
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER II
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER III
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER IV
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER V
   PART V. THE POINT OF HONOUR AND THE POINT OF PASSION - CHAPTER VI
PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER I
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER II
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER III
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER IV
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER V
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VI
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VII
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER VIII
   PART VI. THE CLAIM OF LIFE AND THE TOLL OF DEATH - CHAPTER IX