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Little Lady of the Big House, The
CHAPTER 22
Jack London
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       _ "Dick, boy, your position is distinctly Carlylean," Terrence McFane
       said in fatherly tones.
       The sages of the madrono grove were at table, and, with Paula, Dick
       and Graham, made up the dinner party of seven.
       "Mere naming of one's position does not settle it, Terrence," Dick
       replied. "I know my point is Carlylean, but that does not invalidate
       it. Hero-worship is a very good thing. I am talking, not as a mere
       scholastic, but as a practical breeder with whom the application of
       Mendelian methods is an every-day commonplace."
       "And I am to conclude," Hancock broke in, "that a Hottentot is as good
       as a white man?"
       "Now the South speaks, Aaron," Dick retorted with a smile. "Prejudice,
       not of birth, but of early environment, is too strong for all your
       philosophy to shake. It is as bad as Herbert Spencer's handicap of the
       early influence of the Manchester School."
       "And Spencer is on a par with the Hottentot?" Dar Hyal challenged.
       Dick shook his head.
       "Let me say this, Hyal. I think I can make it clear. The average
       Hottentot, or the average Melanesian, is pretty close to being on a
       par with the average white man. The difference lies in that there are
       proportionately so many more Hottentots and negroes who are merely
       average, while there is such a heavy percentage of white men who are
       not average, who are above average. These are what I called the pace-
       makers that bring up the speed of their own race average-men. Note
       that they do not change the nature or develop the intelligence of the
       average-men. But they give them better equipment, better facilities,
       enable them to travel a faster collective pace.
       "Give an Indian a modern rifle in place of his bow and arrows and he
       will become a vastly more efficient game-getter. The Indian hunter
       himself has not changed in the slightest. But his entire Indian race
       sported so few of the above-average men, that all of them, in ten
       thousand generations, were unable to equip him with a rifle."
       "Go on, Dick, develop the idea," Terrence encouraged. "I begin to
       glimpse your drive, and you'll soon have Aaron on the run with his
       race prejudices and silly vanities of superiority."
       "These above-average men," Dick continued, "these pace-makers, are the
       inventors, the discoverers, the constructionists, the sporting
       dominants. A race that sports few such dominants is classified as a
       lower race, as an inferior race. It still hunts with bows and arrows.
       It is not equipped. Now the average white man, per se, is just as
       bestial, just as stupid, just as inelastic, just as stagnative, just
       as retrogressive, as the average savage. But the average white man has
       a faster pace. The large number of sporting dominants in his society
       give him the equipment, the organization, and impose the law.
       "What great man, what hero--and by that I mean what sporting dominant--
       has the Hottentot race produced? The Hawaiian race produced only one--
       Kamehameha. The negro race in America, at the outside only two, Booker
       T. Washington and Du Bois--and both with white blood in them...."
       Paula feigned a cheerful interest while the exposition went on. She
       did not appear bored, but to Graham's sympathetic eyes she seemed
       inwardly to droop. And in an interval of tilt between Terrence and
       Hancock, she said in a low voice to Graham:
       "Words, words, words, so much and so many of them! I suppose Dick is
       right--he so nearly always is; but I confess to my old weakness of
       inability to apply all these floods of words to life--to my life, I
       mean, to my living, to what I should do, to what I must do." Her eyes
       were unfalteringly fixed on his while she spoke, leaving no doubt in
       his mind to what she referred. "I don't know what bearing sporting
       dominants and race-paces have on my life. They show me no right or
       wrong or way for my particular feet. And now that they've started they
       are liable to talk the rest of the evening....
       "Oh, I do understand what they say," she hastily assured him; "but it
       doesn't mean anything to me. Words, words, words--and I want to know
       what to do, what to do with myself, what to do with you, what to do
       with Dick."
       But the devil of speech was in Dick Forrest's tongue, and before
       Graham could murmur a reply to Paula, Dick was challenging him for
       data on the subject from the South American tribes among which he had
       traveled. To look at Dick's face it would have been unguessed that he
       was aught but a carefree, happy arguer. Nor did Graham, nor did Paula,
       Dick's dozen years' wife, dream that his casual careless glances were
       missing no movement of a hand, no change of position on a chair, no
       shade of expression on their faces.
       What's up? was Dick's secret interrogation. Paula's not herself. She's
       positively nervous, and all the discussion is responsible. And
       Graham's off color. His brain isn't working up to mark. He's thinking
       about something else, rather than about what he is saying. What is
       that something else?
       And the devil of speech behind which Dick hid his secret thoughts
       impelled him to urge the talk wider and wilder.
       "For once I could almost hate the four sages," Paula broke out in an
       undertone to Graham, who had finished furnishing the required data.
       Dick, himself talking, in cool sentences amplifying his thesis,
       apparently engrossed in his subject, saw Paula make the aside,
       although no word of it reached his ears, saw her increasing
       nervousness, saw the silent sympathy of Graham, and wondered what had
       been the few words she uttered, while to the listening table he was
       saying:
       "Fischer and Speiser are both agreed on the paucity of unit-characters
       that circulate in the heredity of the lesser races as compared with
       the immense variety of unit-characters in say the French, or German,
       or English...."
       No one at the table suspected that Dick deliberately dangled the bait
       of a new trend to the conversation, nor did Leo dream afterward that
       it was the master-craft and deviltry of Dick rather than his own
       question that changed the subject when he demanded to know what part
       the female sporting dominants played in the race.
       "Females don't sport, Leo, my lad," Terrence, with a wink to the
       others, answered him. "Females are conservative. They keep the type
       true. They fix it and hold it, and are the everlasting clog on the
       chariot of progress. If it wasn't for the females every blessed
       mother's son of us would be a sporting dominant. I refer to our
       distinguished breeder and practical Mendelian whom we have with us
       this evening to verify my random statements."
       "Let us get down first of all to bedrock and find out what we are
       talking about," Dick was prompt on the uptake. "What is woman?" he
       demanded with an air of earnestness.
       "The ancient Greeks said woman was nature's failure to make a man,"
       Dar Hyal answered, the while the imp of mockery laughed in the corners
       of his mouth and curled his thin cynical lips derisively.
       Leo was shocked. His face flushed. There was pain in his eyes and his
       lips were trembling as he looked wistful appeal to Dick.
       "The half-sex," Hancock gibed. "As if the hand of God had been
       withdrawn midway in the making, leaving her but a half-soul, a groping
       soul at best."
       "No I no!" the boy cried out. "You must not say such things!--Dick,
       you know. Tell them, tell them."
       "I wish I could," Dick replied. "But this soul discussion is vague as
       souls themselves. We all know, of our selves, that we often grope, are
       often lost, and are never so much lost as when we think we know where
       we are and all about ourselves. What is the personality of a lunatic
       but a personality a little less, or very much less, coherent than
       ours? What is the personality of a moron? Of an idiot? Of a feeble-
       minded child? Of a horse? A dog? A mosquito? A bullfrog? A woodtick? A
       garden snail? And, Leo, what is your own personality when you sleep
       and dream? When you are seasick? When you are in love? When you have
       colic? When you have a cramp in the leg? When you are smitten abruptly
       with the fear of death? When you are angry? When you are exalted with
       the sense of the beauty of the world and think you think all
       inexpressible unutterable thoughts?
       "I say _think you think_ intentionally. Did you really think,
       then your sense of the beauty of the world would not be inexpressible,
       unutterable. It would be clear, sharp, definite. You could put it into
       words. Your personality would be clear, sharp, and definite as your
       thoughts and words. Ergo, Leo, when you deem, in exalted moods, that
       you are at the summit of existence, in truth you are thrilling,
       vibrating, dancing a mad orgy of the senses and not knowing a step of
       the dance or the meaning of the orgy. You don't know yourself. Your
       soul, your personality, at that moment, is a vague and groping thing.
       Possibly the bullfrog, inflating himself on the edge of a pond and
       uttering hoarse croaks through the darkness to a warty mate, possesses
       also, at that moment, a vague and groping personality.
       "No, Leo, personality is too vague for any of our vague personalities
       to grasp. There are seeming men with the personalities of women. There
       are plural personalities. There are two-legged human creatures that
       are neither fish, flesh, nor fowl. We, as personalities, float like
       fog-wisps through glooms and darknesses and light-flashings. It is all
       fog and mist, and we are all foggy and misty in the thick of the
       mystery."
       "Maybe it's mystification instead of mystery--man-made mystification,"
       Paula said.
       "There talks the true woman that Leo thinks is not a half-soul," Dick
       retorted. "The point is, Leo, sex and soul are all interwoven and
       tangled together, and we know little of one and less of the other."
       "But women are beautiful," the boy stammered.
       "Oh, ho!" Hancock broke in, his black eyes gleaming wickedly. "So,
       Leo, you identify woman with beauty?"
       The young poet's lips moved, but he could only nod.
       "Very well, then, let us take the testimony of painting, during the
       last thousand years, as a reflex of economic conditions and political
       institutions, and by it see how man has molded and daubed woman into
       the image of his desire, and how she has permitted him--"
       "You must stop baiting Leo," Paula interfered, "and be truthful, all
       of you, and say what you do know or do believe."
       "Woman is a very sacred subject," Dar Hyal enunciated solemnly.
       "There is the Madonna," Graham suggested, stepping into the breach to
       Paula's aid.
       "And the cérébrale," Terrence added, winning a nod of approval from
       Dar Hyal.
       "One at a time," Hancock said. "Let us consider the Madonna-worship,
       which was a particular woman-worship in relation to the general woman-
       worship of all women to-day and to which Leo subscribes. Man is a
       lazy, loafing savage. He dislikes to be pestered. He likes
       tranquillity, repose. And he finds himself, ever since man began,
       saddled to a restless, nervous, irritable, hysterical traveling
       companion, and her name is woman. She has moods, tears, vanities,
       angers, and moral irresponsibilities. He couldn't destroy her. He had
       to have her, although she was always spoiling his peace. What was he
       to do?"
       "Trust him to find a way--the cunning rascal," Terrence interjected.
       "He made a heavenly image of her," Hancock kept on. "He idealized her
       good qualities, and put her so far away that her bad qualities
       couldn't get on his nerves and prevent him from smoking his quiet lazy
       pipe of peace and meditating upon the stars. And when the ordinary
       every-day woman tried to pester, he brushed her aside from his
       thoughts and remembered his heaven-woman, the perfect woman, the
       bearer of life and custodian of immortality.
       "Then came the Reformation. Down went the worship of the Mother. And
       there was man still saddled to his repose-destroyer. What did he do
       then?"
       "Ah, the rascal," Terrence grinned.
       "He said: 'I will make of you a dream and an illusion.' And he did.
       The Madonna was his heavenly woman, his highest conception of woman.
       He transferred all his idealized qualities of her to the earthly
       woman, to every woman, and he has fooled himself into believing in
       them and in her ever since... like Leo does."
       "For an unmarried man you betray an amazing intimacy with the
       pestiferousness of woman," Dick commented. "Or is it all purely
       theoretical?" Terrence began to laugh.
       "Dick, boy, it's Laura Marholm Aaron's been just reading. He can spout
       her chapter and verse."
       "And with all this talk about woman we have not yet touched the hem of
       her garment," Graham said, winning a grateful look from Paula and Leo.
       "There is love," Leo breathed. "No one has said one word about love."
       "And marriage laws, and divorces, and polygamy, and monogamy, and free
       love," Hancock rattled off.
       "And why, Leo," Dar Hyal queried, "is woman, in the game of love,
       always the pursuer, the huntress?"
       "Oh, but she isn't," the boy answered quietly, with an air of superior
       knowledge. "That is just some of your Shaw nonsense."
       "Bravo, Leo," Paula applauded.
       "Then Wilde was wrong when he said woman attacks by sudden and strange
       surrenders?" Dar Hyal asked.
       "But don't you see," protested Leo, "all such talk makes woman a
       monster, a creature of prey." As he turned to Dick, he stole a side
       glance at Paula and love welled in his eyes. "Is she a creature of
       prey, Dick?"
       "No," Dick answered slowly, with a shake of head, and gentleness was
       in his voice for sake of what he had just seen in the boy's eyes. "I
       cannot say that woman is a creature of prey. Nor can I say she is a
       creature preyed upon. Nor will I say she is a creature of unfaltering
       joy to man. But I will say that she is a creature of much joy to man--
       "
       "And of much foolishness," Hancock added.
       "Of much fine foolishness," Dick gravely amended.
       "Let me ask Leo something," Dar Hyal said. "Leo, why is it that a
       woman loves the man who beats her?"
       "And doesn't love the man who doesn't beat her?" Leo countered.
       "Precisely."
       "Well, Dar, you are partly right and mostly wrong.--Oh, I have learned
       about definitions from you fellows. You've cunningly left them out of
       your two propositions. Now I'll put them in for you. A man who beats a
       woman he loves is a low type man. A woman who loves the man who beats
       her is a low type woman. No high type man beats the woman he loves. No
       high type woman," and all unconsciously Leo's eyes roved to Paula,
       "could love a man who beats her."
       "No, Leo," Dick said, "I assure you I have never, never beaten Paula."
       "So you see, Dar," Leo went on with flushing cheeks, "you are wrong.
       Paula loves Dick without being beaten."
       With what seemed pleased amusement beaming on his face, Dick turned to
       Paula as if to ask her silent approval of the lad's words; but what
       Dick sought was the effect of the impact of such words under the
       circumstances he apprehended. In Paula's eyes he thought he detected a
       flicker of something he knew not what. Graham's face he found
       expressionless insofar as there was no apparent change of the
       expression of interest that had been there.
       "Woman has certainly found her St. George tonight," Graham
       complimented. "Leo, you shame me. Here I sit quietly by while you
       fight three dragons."
       "And such dragons," Paula joined in. "If they drove O'Hay to drink,
       what will they do to you, Leo?"
       "No knight of love can ever be discomfited by all the dragons in the
       world," Dick said. "And the best of it, Leo, is in this case the
       dragons are more right than you think, and you are more right than
       they just the same."
       "Here's a dragon that's a good dragon, Leo, lad," Terrence spoke up.
       "This dragon is going to desert his disreputable companions and come
       over on your side and be a Saint Terrence. And this Saint Terrence has
       a lovely question to ask you."
       "Let this dragon roar first," Hancock interposed. "Leo, by all in love
       that is sweet and lovely, I ask you: why do lovers, out of jealousy,
       so often kill the woman they love?"
       "Because they are hurt, because they are insane," came the answer,
       "and because they have been unfortunate enough to love a woman so low
       in type that she could be guilty of making them jealous."
       "But, Leo, love will stray," Dick prompted. "You must give a more
       sufficient answer."
       "True for Dick," Terrence supplemented. "And it's helping you I am to
       the full stroke of your sword. Love will stray among the highest
       types, and when it does in steps the green-eyed monster. Suppose the
       most perfect woman you can imagine should cease to love the man who
       does not beat her and come to love another man who loves her and will
       not beat her--what then? All highest types, mind you. Now up with your
       sword and slash into the dragons."
       "The first man will not kill her nor injure her in any way," Leo
       asserted stoutly. "Because if he did he would not be the man you
       describe. He would not be high type, but low type."
       "You mean, he would get out of the way?" Dick asked, at the same time
       busying himself with a cigarette so that he might glance at no one's
       face.
       Leo nodded gravely.
       "He would get out of the way, and he would make the way easy for her,
       and he would be very gentle with her."
       "Let us bring the argument right home," Hancock said. "We'll suppose
       you're in love with Mrs. Forrest, and Mrs. Forrest is in love with
       you, and you run away together in the big limousine--"
       "Oh, but I wouldn't," the boy blurted out, his cheeks burning.
       "Leo, you are not complimentary," Paula encouraged.
       "It's just supposing, Leo," Hancock urged.
       The boy's embarrassment was pitiful, and his voice quivered, but he
       turned bravely to Dick and said:
       "That is for Dick to answer."
       "And I'll answer," Dick said. "I wouldn't kill Paula. Nor would I kill
       you, Leo. That wouldn't be playing the game. No matter what I felt at
       heart, I'd say, 'Bless you, my children.' But just the same--" He
       paused, and the laughter signals in the corners of his eyes advertised
       a whimsey--"I'd say to myself that Leo was making a sad mistake. You
       see, he doesn't know Paula."
       "She would be for interrupting his meditations on the stars," Terrence
       smiled.
       "Never, never, Leo, I promise you," Paula exclaimed.
       "There do you belie yourself, Mrs. Forrest," Terrence assured her. "In
       the first place, you couldn't help doing it. Besides, it'd be your
       bounden duty to do it. And, finally, if I may say so, as somewhat of
       an authority, when I was a mad young lover of a man, with my heart
       full of a woman and my eyes full of the stars, 'twas ever the dearest
       delight to be loved away from them by the woman out of my heart."
       "Terrence, if you keep on saying such lovely things," cried Paula,"
       I'll run away with both you and Leo in the limousine."
       "Hurry the day," said Terrence gallantly. "But leave space among your
       fripperies for a few books on the stars that Leo and I may be studying
       in odd moments."
       The combat ebbed away from Leo, and Dar Hyal and Hancock beset Dick.
       "What do you mean by 'playing the game'?" Dar Hyal asked.
       "Just what I said, just what Leo said," Dick answered; and he knew
       that Paula's boredom and nervousness had been banished for some time
       and that she was listening with an interest almost eager. "In my way
       of thinking, and in accord with my temperament, the most horrible
       spiritual suffering I can imagine would be to kiss a woman who endured
       my kiss."
       "Suppose she fooled you, say for old sake's sake, or through desire
       not to hurt you, or pity for you?" Hancock propounded.
       "It would be, to me, the unforgivable sin," came Dick's reply. "It
       would not be playing the game--for her. I cannot conceive the
       fairness, nor the satisfaction, of holding the woman one loves a
       moment longer than she loves to be held. Leo is very right. The
       drunken artisan, with his fists, may arouse and keep love alive in the
       breast of his stupid mate. But the higher human males, the males with
       some shadow of rationality, some glimmer of spirituality, cannot lay
       rough hands on love. With Leo, I would make the way easy for the
       woman, and I would be very gentle with her."
       "Then what becomes of your boasted monogamic marriage institution of
       Western civilization?" Dar Hyal asked.
       And Hancock: "You argue for free love, then?"
       "I can only answer with a hackneyed truism," Dick said. "There can be
       no love that is not free. Always, please, remember the point of view
       is that of the higher types. And the point of view answers you, Dar.
       The vast majority of individuals must be held to law and labor by the
       monogamic institution, or by a stern, rigid marriage institution of
       some sort. They are unfit for marriage freedom or love freedom.
       Freedom of love, for them, would be merely license of promiscuity.
       Only such nations have risen and endured where God and the State have
       kept the people's instincts in discipline and order."
       "Then you don't believe in the marriage laws for say yourself," Dar
       Hyal inquired, "while you do believe in them for other men?"
       "I believe in them for all men. Children, family, career, society, the
       State--all these things make marriage, legal marriage, imperative. And
       by the same token that is why I believe in divorce. Men, all men, and
       women, all women, are capable of loving more than once, of having the
       old love die and of finding a new love born. The State cannot control
       love any more than can a man or a woman. When one falls in love one
       falls in love, and that's all he knows about it. There it is--
       throbbing, sighing, singing, thrilling love. But the State can control
       license."
       "It is a complicated free love that you stand for," Hancock
       criticised. "True, and for the reason that man, living in society, is
       a most complicated animal."
       "But there are men, lovers, who would die at the loss of their loved
       one," Leo surprised the table by his initiative. "They would die if
       she died, they would die--oh so more quickly--if she lived and loved
       another."
       "Well, they'll have to keep on dying as they have always died in the
       past," Dick answered grimly. "And no blame attaches anywhere for their
       deaths. We are so made that our hearts sometimes stray."
       "My heart would never stray," Leo asserted proudly, unaware that all
       at the table knew his secret. "I could never love twice, I know."
       "True for you, lad," Terrence approved. "The voice of all true lovers
       is in your throat. 'Tis the absoluteness of love that is its joy--how
       did Shelley put it?--or was it Keats?--'All a wonder and a wild
       delight.' Sure, a miserable skinflint of a half-baked lover would it
       be that could dream there was aught in woman form one-thousandth part
       as sweet, as ravishing and enticing, as glorious and wonderful as his
       own woman that he could ever love again."
       * * * * *
       And as they passed out from the dining room, Dick, continuing the
       conversation with Dar Hyal, was wondering whether Paula would kiss him
       good night or slip off to bed from the piano. And Paula, talking to
       Leo about his latest sonnet which he had shown her, was wondering if
       she could kiss Dick, and was suddenly greatly desirous to kiss him,
       she knew not why. _