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Fanshawe
CHAPTER IX
Nathaniel Hawthorne
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       _ "At length, he cries, behold the fated spring!
       Yon rugged cliff conceals the fountain blest,
       Dark rocks its crystal source o'ershadowing."
       PSYCHE.
       The tale now returns to Fanshawe, who, as will be recollected, after
       being overtaken by Edward Walcott, was left with little apparent prospect
       of aiding in the deliverance of Ellen Langton.
       It would be difficult to analyze the feelings with which the student
       pursued the chase, or to decide whether he was influenced and animated by
       the same hopes of successful love that cheered his rival. That he was
       conscious of such hopes, there is little reason to suppose; for the most
       powerful minds are not always the best acquainted with their own feelings.
       Had Fanshawe, moreover, acknowledged to himself the possibility of gaining
       Ellen's affections, his generosity would have induced him to refrain from
       her society before it was too late. He had read her character with
       accuracy, and had seen how fit she was to love, and to be loved, by a man
       who could find his happiness in the common occupations of the world; and
       Fanshawe never deceived himself so far as to suppose that this would be
       the case with him. Indeed, he often wondered at the passion with which
       Ellen's simple loveliness of mind and person had inspired him, and which
       seemed to be founded on the principle of contrariety, rather than of
       sympathy. It was the yearning of a soul, formed by Nature in a peculiar
       mould, for communion with those to whom it bore a resemblance, yet of whom
       it was not. But there was no reason to suppose that Ellen, who differed
       from the multitude only as being purer and better, would cast away her
       affections on the one, of all who surrounded her, least fitted to make her
       happy. Thus Fanshawe reasoned with himself, and of this he believed that
       he was convinced. Yet ever and anon he found himself involved in a dream
       of bliss, of which Ellen was to be the giver and the sharer. Then would he
       rouse himself, and press upon his mind the chilling consciousness that it
       was and could be but a dream. There was also another feeling, apparently
       discordant with those which have been enumerated. It was a longing for
       rest, for his old retirement, that came at intervals so powerfully upon
       him, as he rode on, that his heart sickened of the active exertion on
       which fate had thrust him.
       After being overtaken by Edward Walcott, Fanshawe continued his journey
       with as much speed as was attainable by his wearied horse, but at a pace
       infinitely too slow for his earnest thoughts. These had carried him far
       away, leaving him only such a consciousness of his present situation as to
       make diligent use of the spur, when a horse's tread at no great distance
       struck upon his ear. He looked forward and behind; but, though a
       considerable extent of the narrow, rocky, and grass-grown road was
       visible, he was the only traveller there. Yet again he heard the sound,
       which, he now discovered, proceeded from among the trees that lined the
       roadside. Alighting, he entered the forest, with the intention, if the
       steed proved to be disengaged, and superior to his own, of appropriating
       him to his own use. He soon gained a view of the object he sought; but the
       animal rendered a closer acquaintance unattainable, by immediately taking
       to his heels. Fanshawe had, however, made a most interesting discovery;
       for the horse was accoutred with a side-saddle; and who but Ellen Langton
       could have been his rider? At this conclusion, though his perplexity was
       thereby in no degree diminished, the student immediately arrived.
       Returning to the road, and perceiving on the summit of the hill a cottage,
       which he recognized as the one he had entered with Ellen and Edward
       Walcott, he determined there to make inquiry respecting the objects of his
       pursuit.
       On reaching the door of the poverty-stricken dwelling, he saw that it was
       not now so desolate of inmates as on his previous visit. In the single
       inhabitable apartment were several elderly women, clad evidently in their
       well-worn and well-saved Sunday clothes, and all wearing a deep grievous
       expression of countenance. Fanshawe was not long in deciding that death
       was within the cottage, and that these aged females were of the class who
       love the house of mourning, because to them it is a house of feasting. It
       is a fact, disgusting and lamentable, that the disposition which Heaven,
       for the best of purposes, has implanted in the female breast--to watch by
       the sick and comfort the afflicted--frequently becomes depraved into an
       odious love of scenes of pain and death and sorrow. Such women are like
       the Ghouls of the Arabian Tales, whose feasting was among tombstones and
       upon dead carcasses.
       (It is sometimes, though less frequently, the case, that this disposition
       to make a "joy of grief" extends to individuals of the other sex. But in
       us it is even less excusable and more disgusting, because it is our nature
       to shun the sick and afflicted; and, unless restrained by principles other
       than we bring into the world with us, men might follow the example of many
       animals in destroying the infirm of their own species. Indeed, instances
       of this nature might be adduced among savage nations.) Sometimes, however,
       from an original _lusus naturae_, or from the influence of
       circumstances, a man becomes a haunter of death-beds, a tormentor of
       afflicted hearts, and a follower of funerals. Such an abomination now
       appeared before Fanshawe, and beckoned him into the cottage. He was
       considerably beyond the middle age, rather corpulent, with a broad, fat,
       tallow-complexioned countenance. The student obeyed his silent call, and
       entered the room, through the open door of which he had been gazing.
       He now beheld, stretched out upon the bed where she had so lately lain in
       life, though dying, the yet uncoffined corpse of the aged woman, whose
       death has been described. How frightful it seemed!--that fixed countenance
       of ashy paleness, amid its decorations of muslin and fine linen, as if a
       bride were decked for the marriage-chamber, as if death were a bridegroom,
       and the coffin a bridal bed. Alas that the vanity of dress should extend
       even to the grave!
       The female who, as being the near and only relative of the deceased, was
       supposed to stand in need of comfort, was surrounded by five or six of her
       own sex. These continually poured into her ear the stale, trite maxims
       which, where consolation is actually required, add torture insupportable
       to the wounded heart. Their present object, however, conducted herself
       with all due decorum, holding her handkerchief to her tearless eyes, and
       answering with very grievous groans to the words of her comforters. Who
       could have imagined that there was joy in her heart, because, since her
       sister's death, there was but one remaining obstacle between herself and
       the sole property of that wretched cottage?
       While Fanshawe stood silently observing this scene, a low, monotonous
       voice was uttering some words in his ear, of the meaning of which his mind
       did not immediately take note. He turned, and saw that the speaker was the
       person who had invited him to enter.
       "What is your pleasure with me, sir?" demanded the student.
       "I make bold to ask," replied the man, "whether you would choose to
       partake of some creature comfort, before joining in prayer with the family
       and friends of our deceased sister?" As he spoke, he pointed to a table,
       on which was a moderate-sized stone jug and two or three broken glasses;
       for then, as now, there were few occasions of joy or grief on which ardent
       spirits were not considered indispensable, to heighten the one or to
       alleviate the other.
       "I stand in no need of refreshment," answered Fanshawe; "and it is not my
       intention to pray at present."
       "I pray your pardon, reverend sir," rejoined the other; "but your face is
       pale, and you look wearied. A drop from yonder vessel is needful to
       recruit the outward man. And for the prayer, the sisters will expect it;
       and their souls are longing for the outpouring of the Spirit. I was
       intending to open my own mouth with such words as are given to my poor
       ignorance, but"--
       Fanshawe was here about to interrupt this address, which proceeded on the
       supposition, arising from his black dress and thoughtful countenance, that
       he was a clergyman. But one of the females now approached him, and
       intimated that the sister of the deceased was desirous of the benefit of
       his conversation. He would have returned a negative to this request, but,
       looking towards the afflicted woman, he saw her withdraw her handkerchief
       from her eyes, and cast a brief but penetrating and most intelligent
       glance upon him. He immediately expressed his readiness to offer such
       consolation as might be in his power.
       "And in the mean time," observed the lay-preacher, "I will give the
       sisters to expect a word of prayer and exhortation, either from you or
       from myself."
       These words were lost upon the supposed clergyman, who was already at the
       side of the mourner. The females withdrew out of ear-shot to give place to
       a more legitimate comforter than themselves.
       "What know you respecting my purpose?" inquired Fanshawe, bending towards
       her.
       The woman gave a groan--the usual result of all efforts at consolation--
       for the edification of the company, and then replied in a whisper, which
       reached only the ear for which it was intended. "I know whom you come to
       seek: I can direct you to them. Speak low, for God's sake!" she continued,
       observing that Fanshawe was about to utter an exclamation. She then
       resumed her groans with greater zeal than before.
       "Where--where are they?" asked the student, in a whisper which all his
       efforts could scarcely keep below his breath. "I adjure you to tell me."
       "And, if I should, how am I like to be bettered by it?" inquired the old
       woman, her speech still preceded and followed by a groan.
       "O God! The _auri sacra fames!_" thought Fanshawe with, a sickening
       heart, looking at the motionless corpse upon the bed, and then at the
       wretched being, whom the course of nature, in comparatively a moment of
       time, would reduce to the same condition.
       He whispered again, however, putting his purse into the hag's hand. "Take
       this. Make your own terms when they are discovered. Only tell me where I
       must seek them--and speedily, or it may be too late."
       "I am a poor woman, and am afflicted," said she, taking the purse, unseen
       by any who were in the room. "It is little that worldly goods can do for
       me, and not long can I enjoy them." And here she was delivered of a louder
       and a more heartfelt groan than ever. She then continued: "Follow the path
       behind the cottage, that leads to the river-side. Walk along the foot of
       the rock, and search for them near the water-spout. Keep a slow pace till
       you are out of sight," she added, as the student started to his feet. The
       guests of the cottage did not attempt to oppose Fanshawe's progress, when
       they saw him take the path towards the forest, imagining, probably, that
       he was retiring for the purpose of secret prayer. But the old woman
       laughed behind the handkerchief with which she veiled her face.
       "Take heed to your steps, boy," she muttered; "for they are leading you
       whence you will not return. Death, too, for the slayer. Be it so."
       Fanshawe, in the mean while, contrived to discover, and for a while to
       retain, the narrow and winding path that led to the river-side. But it was
       originally no more than a track, by which the cattle belonging to the
       cottage went down to their watering-place, and by these four-footed
       passengers it had long been deserted.
       The fern-bushes, therefore, had grown over it; and in several places trees
       of considerable size had shot up in the midst. These difficulties could
       scarcely have been surmounted by the utmost caution; and as Fanshawe's
       thoughts were too deeply fixed upon the end to pay a due regard to the
       means, he soon became desperately bewildered both as to the locality of
       the river and of the cottage. Had he known, however, in which direction to
       seek the latter, he would not, probably, have turned back; not that he was
       infected by any chivalrous desire to finish the adventure alone, but
       because he would expect little assistance from those he had left there.
       Yet he could not but wonder--though he had not in his first eagerness
       taken notice of it--at the anxiety of the old woman that he should
       proceed singly, and without the knowledge of her guests, on the search. He
       nevertheless continued to wander on,--pausing often to listen for the rush
       of the river, and then starting forward with fresh rapidity, to rid
       himself of the sting of his own thoughts, which became painfully intense
       when undisturbed by bodily motion. His way was now frequently interrupted
       by rocks, that thrust their huge gray heads from the ground, compelling
       him to turn aside, and thus depriving him, fortunately, perhaps, of all
       remaining idea of the direction he had intended to pursue.
       Thus he went on, his head turned back, and taking little heed to his
       footsteps, when, perceiving that he trod upon a smooth, level rock, he
       looked forward, and found himself almost on the utmost verge of a
       precipice.
       After the throbbing of the heart that followed this narrow escape had
       subsided, he stood gazing down where the sunbeams slept so pleasantly at
       the roots of the tall old trees, with whose highest tops he was upon a
       level. Suddenly he seemed to hear voices--one well-remembered voice--
       ascending from beneath; and, approaching to the edge of the cliff, he saw
       at its base the two whom he sought.
       He saw and interpreted Ellen's look and attitude of entreaty, though the
       words with which she sought to soften the ruthless heart of her guide
       became inaudible ere they reached the height where Fanshawe stood. He felt
       that Heaven had sent him thither, at the moment of her utmost need, to be
       the preserver of all that was dear to him; and he paused only to consider
       the mode in which her deliverance was to be effected. Life he would have
       laid down willingly, exultingly: his only care was, that the sacrifice
       should not be in vain.
       At length, when Ellen fell upon her knees, he lifted a small fragment of
       rock, and threw it down the cliff. It struck so near the pair, that it
       immediately drew the attention of both.
       When the betrayer, at the instant in which he had almost defied the power
       of the Omnipotent to bring help to Ellen, became aware of Fanshawe's
       presence, his hardihood failed him for a time, and his knees actually
       tottered beneath him. There was something awful, to his apprehension, in
       the slight form that stood so far above him, like a being from another
       sphere, looking down upon his wickedness. But his half-superstitious dread
       endured only a moment's space; and then, mustering the courage that in a
       thousand dangers had not deserted him, he prepared to revenge the
       intrusion by which Fanshawe had a second time interrupted his designs.
       "By Heaven, I will cast him down at her feet!" he muttered through his
       closed teeth. "There shall be no form nor likeness of man left in him.
       Then let him rise up, if he is able, and defend her."
       Thus resolving, and overlooking all hazard in his eager hatred and desire
       for vengeance, he began a desperate attempt to ascend the cliff. The space
       which only had hitherto been deemed accessible was quickly passed; and in
       a moment more he was half-way up the precipice, clinging to trees, shrubs,
       and projecting portions of the rock, and escaping through hazards which
       seemed to menace inevitable destruction.
       Fanshawe, as he watched his upward progress, deemed that every step would
       be his last; but when he perceived that more than half, and apparently the
       most difficult part, of the ascent was surmounted, his opinion changed.
       His courage, however, did not fail him as the moment of need drew nigh.
       His spirits rose buoyantly; his limbs seemed to grow firm and strong; and
       he stood on the edge of the precipice, prepared for the death-struggle
       which would follow the success of his enemy's attempt.
       But that attempt was not successful. When within a few feet of the summit,
       the adventurer grasped at a twig too slenderly rooted to sustain his
       weight. It gave way in his hand, and he fell backward down the precipice.
       His head struck against the less perpendicular part of the rock, whence
       the body rolled heavily down to the detached fragment, of which mention
       has heretofore been made. There was no life left in him. With all the
       passions of hell alive in his heart, he had met the fate that he intended
       for Fanshawe.
       The student paused not then to shudder at the sudden and awful overthrow
       of his enemy; for he saw that Ellen lay motionless at the foot of the
       cliff. She had indeed fainted at the moment she became aware of her
       deliverer's presence; and no stronger proof could she have given of her
       firm reliance upon his protection.
       Fanshawe was not deterred by the danger, of which he had just received so
       fearful an evidence, from attempting to descend to her assistance; and,
       whether owing to his advantage in lightness of frame, or to superior
       caution, he arrived safely at the base of the precipice.
       He lifted the motionless form of Ellen in his arms, and, resting her head
       against his shoulder, gazed on her cheek of lily paleness with a joy, a
       triumph, that rose almost to madness. It contained no mixture of hope; it
       had no reference to the future: it was the perfect bliss of a moment,--an
       insulated point of happiness. He bent over her, and pressed a kiss--the
       first, and he knew it would be the last--on her pale lips; then, bearing
       her to the fountain, he sprinkled its waters profusely over her face,
       neck, and bosom. She at length opened her eyes, slowly and heavily; but
       her mind was evidently wandering, till Fanshawe spoke.
       "Fear not, Ellen. You are safe," he said.
       At the sound of his voice, her arm, which was thrown over his shoulder,
       involuntarily tightened its embrace, telling him, by that mute motion,
       with how firm a trust she confided in him. But, as a fuller sense of her
       situation returned, she raised herself to her feet, though still retaining
       the support of his arm. It was singular, that, although her insensibility
       had commenced before the fall of her guide, she turned away her eyes, as
       if instinctively, from the spot where the mangled body lay; nor did she
       inquire of Fanshawe the manner of her deliverance.
       "Let us begone from this place," she said in faint, low accents, and with
       an inward shudder.
       They walked along the precipice, seeking some passage by which they might
       gain its summit, and at length arrived at that by which Ellen and her
       guide had descended. Chance--for neither Ellen nor Fanshawe could have
       discovered the path--led them, after but little wandering, to the cottage.
       A messenger was sent forward to the town to inform Dr. Melmoth of the
       recovery of his ward; and the intelligence thus received had interrupted
       Edward Walcott's conversation with the seaman.
       It would have been impossible, in the mangled remains of Ellen's guide, to
       discover the son of the Widow Butler, except from the evidence of her
       sister, who became, by his death, the sole inheritrix of the cottage. The
       history of this evil and unfortunate man must be comprised within very
       narrow limits. A harsh father, and his own untamable disposition, had
       driven him from home in his boyhood; and chance had made him the temporary
       companion of Hugh Crombie. After two years of wandering, when in a foreign
       country and in circumstances of utmost need, he attracted the notice of
       Mr. Langton. The merchant took his young countryman under his protection,
       afforded him advantages of education, and, as his capacity was above
       mediocrity, gradually trusted him in many affairs of importance. During
       this period, there was no evidence of dishonesty on his part. On the
       contrary, he manifested a zeal for Mr. Langton's interest, and a respect
       for his person, that proved his strong sense of the benefits he had
       received. But he unfortunately fell into certain youthful indiscretions,
       which, if not entirely pardonable, might have been palliated by many
       considerations that would have occurred to a merciful man. Mr. Langton's
       justice, however, was seldom tempered by mercy; and, on this occasion, he
       shut the door of repentance against his erring _protege_, and left
       him in a situation not less desperate than that from which he had relieved
       him. The goodness and the nobleness, of which his heart was not destitute,
       turned, from that time, wholly to evil; and he became irrecoverably ruined
       and irreclaimably depraved. His wandering life had led him, shortly before
       the period of this tale, to his native country. Here the erroneous
       intelligence of Mr. Langton's death had reached him, and suggested the
       scheme, which circumstances seemed to render practicable, but the fatal
       termination of which has been related.
       The body was buried where it had fallen, close by the huge, gray, moss-
       grown fragment of rock,--a monument on which centuries can work little
       change. The eighty years that have elapsed since the death of the widow's
       son have, however, been sufficient to obliterate an inscription, which
       some one was at the pains to cut in the smooth surface of the stone.
       Traces of letters are still discernible; but the writer's many efforts
       could never discover a connected meaning. The grave, also, is overgrown
       with fern-bushes, and sunk to a level with the surrounding soil. But the
       legend, though my version of it may be forgotten, will long be
       traditionary in that lonely spot, and give to the rock and the precipice
       and the fountain an interest thrilling to the bosom of the romantic
       wanderer. _