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Robert W.Chambers
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       _ PART TWO. WHAT SHE BECAME
       CHAPTER VIII. EVER AFTER
       --And they married, and had many children, and
       lived happy ever after.--Old Tales
       For two days the signal flags had been talking to each other; for two nights the fiery torches had been conversing about that beleaguered city in the South.
       Division after division, corps after corps, were moving forward; miles of wagons, miles of cavalry in sinuous columns unending, blackened every valley road. Later, the heavy Parrots and big Dahlgrens of the siege train stirred in their parked lethargy, and, enormous muzzles tilted, began to roll out through the valley in heavy majesty, shaking the ground as they passed, guarded by masses of red artillerymen.
       Day after day crossed cannon flapped on red and white guidons; day after day the teams of powerful horses, harnessed in twenties, trampled through the valley, headed south.
       Off the sandy headland a Federal gunboat lay at anchor, steam up--a blackened, chunky, grimy thing of timber and iron plates, streaked with rust, smoke blowing horizontally from her funnels. And day after day she consulted hill and headland with her kaleidoscopic strings of flags; and headland and hill talked back with fluttering bunting by day and with torches of fire by night.
       From her window in the emergency hospital the Special Messenger could see those flags as she sat pensively sewing. Sometimes she mended the remnants of her silken stockings and the last relics of the fine under linen left her; sometimes she scraped lint or sewed poultice bandages, or fashioned havelocks for regiments southward bound.
       She had grown slimmer, paler, of late; her beautiful hair had been sheared close; her head, covered with thick, clustering curls, was like the shapely head of a boy. Limbs and throat were still smooth and round, but had become delicate almost to leanness.
       The furlough she had applied for had not yet arrived; she seemed to remain as hopelessly entangled in the web of war as ever, watching, without emotion, the old spider. Death, busy all around her, tireless, sinister, absorbed in his own occult affairs.
       The routine varied but little: at dawn surgeons' call chorused by the bugles; files of haggard, limping, clay-faced men, headed by sergeants, all converging toward the hospital; later, in every camp, drums awaking; distant strains of regimental bands at parade; and all day and all night the far rumble of railroad trains, the whistle of locomotives, and, if the wind veered, the faint, melancholy cadence of the bells swinging for a clear track and right of way.
       Sometimes, sewing by the open window, she thought of her brother, now almost thirteen--thought, trembling, of his restless letters from his Northern school, demanding of her that he be permitted to take his part in war for the Union, begging to be enlisted at least as drummer in a nine-months' regiment which was recruiting within sight of the dormitory where he fretted over Caesar and the happy warriors of the Tenth Legion.
       Sometimes, mending the last shreds of her cambric finery, she thought of her girlhood, of the white porches at Sandy River; and always, always, the current of her waking dream swung imperceptibly back to that swift crisis in her life--a flash of love--love at the first glance--a word! and his regiment, sabres glittering, galloping pell-mell into the thundering inferno between the hills.... And sunset; and the wounded passing by wagon loads, piled in the blood-soaked hay; and the glimpse of his limp gold-and-yellow sleeve--and her own white bed, and her lover of a day lying there--dead----
       At this point in the dream-tale her eyes usually became too dim to see the stitches, and there was nothing to do except to wait until the tired eyes were dry again.
       The sentry on duty knocked, opened the door, and admitted a weather-stained aide-de-camp, warning her respectfully:
       "Orders for you, ma'am."
       The Special Messenger cleared her eyes, breathing unevenly, and unsealed the dispatch which the officer handed her.
       When she read it she opened a door and called sharply to a hospital orderly, who came running:
       "Fit me with a rebel cavalry uniform--you've got that pile of disinfected clothing in the basement. I also want one of our own cavalry uniforms to wear over it--anything that has been cleaned. Quick, Williams; I've only a few minutes to saddle! And bring me that bundle of commissions taken from the rebel horsemen that were brought in yesterday."
       And to the mud-splashed aide-de-camp who stood waiting, looking out of the window at the gunboat which was now churning in toward the wharf, billows of inky smoke pouring from the discolored stacks:
       "Please tell the general that I go aboard in half an hour. Tell him I'll do my best." In a lower voice: "Ask him not to forget my brother--if matters go wrong with me. He has given me his word.... And I think that is all, thank you."
       The A.-D.-C. said, standing straight, hollow-backed, spurred heels together:
       "Orders are verbally modified, madam."
       "What?"
       "If you do not care to go--it is not an order--merely a matter of volunteering.... The general makes no question of your courage if you choose to decline."
       She said, looking at the officer a little wearily:
       "Thank the general. It will give me much pleasure to fulfill his request. Ask him to bear my brother in mind; that is all."
       The A.-D.-C. bowed to her, cap in hand, then went out, making considerable racket with sabre and boots.
       Half an hour later a long, deep, warning blast from the gunboat's whistle set the echoes flying through the hills.
       Aboard, leading her horse, the Special Messenger, booted and spurred, in a hybrid uniform of a subaltern of regulars, handed the bridle to a sailor and turned to salute the quarterdeck.
       * * * * *
       The United States gunboat, _Kiowa_, dropped anchor at the railroad wharf two days later, and ran out a blackened gangplank. Over it the Special Messenger, wrapped in her rubber cloak, led her horse to shore, mounted, and galloped toward the hill where the flag of corps headquarters was flapping in the wet wind.
       The rain ended as she rode inland; ahead of her a double rainbow glowed and slowly faded to a rosy nimbus.
       Corps headquarters was heavily impressive and paternally polite, referring her to headquarters of the unattached cavalry division.
       She remounted, setting her horse at an easy canter for the intervening two miles, riding through acres of tents and vistas of loaded wagon trains; and at last an exceedingly ornamental staff officer directed her to her destination, and a few moments later she dismounted and handed her bridle to an orderly, whose curiously fashioned forage cap seemed strangely familiar.
       As the Special Messenger entered his tent and saluted, the colonel of the Fourth Missouri Cavalry rose from a camp chair, standing over six feet in his boots. He was magnificently built; his closely clipped hair was dark and curly, his skin smoothly bronzed and flushed at the cheek bones; his allure that of a very splendid and grave and youthful god, save for the gayly impudent uptwist of his short mustache and the stilled humor in his steady eyes.
       His uniform was entirely different from the regulation--he wore a blue forage cap with short, heavy visor of unpolished leather shadowing the bridge of his nose; his dark blue jacket was shell-cut; over it he wore a slashed dolman trimmed at throat, wrists and edges with fur; his breeches were buff; his boots finished at the top with a yellow cord forming a heart-shaped knot in front; at his heels trailed the most dainty and rakish of sabres, light, graceful, curved almost like a scimiter.
       All this is what the Special Messenger saw as she entered, instantly recognizing a regimental uniform which she had never seen but once before in her brief life. And straight through her heart struck a pain swift as a dagger thrust, and her hand in its buckskin gauntlet fell limply from the peak of her visor, and the color died in her cheeks.
       What the colonel of the Fourth Missouri saw before him was a lad, slim, rather pale, dark-eyed, swathed to the chin in the folds of a wet poncho; and he said, examining her musingly and stroking the ends of his curt mustache upward:
       "I understood from General Sheridan that the Special Messenger was to report to me. Where is she?"
       The lightning pain of the shock when she recognized the uniform interfered with breath and speech; confused, she raised her gloved hand and laid it unconsciously over her heart; and the colonel of the Fourth Missouri waited.
       "I am the Special Messenger," she said faintly.
       For a moment he scarcely understood that this slender young fellow, with dark hair as closely clipped and as curly as his own, could be a woman. Stern surprise hardened his narrowing gaze; he stood silent, handsome head high, looking down at her; then slowly the latent humor flickered along the edges of lip and lid, curbed instantly as he bowed, faultless, handsome--only the persistently upturned mustache impairing the perfectly detached and impersonal decorum with a warning of the _beau sabreur_ behind it all.
       "Will you be seated, madam?"
       "Thank you."
       She sat down; the wet poncho was hot and she shifted it, throwing one end across her shoulder. In her uniform she appeared willowy and slim, built like a boy, and with nothing of that graceful awkwardness which almost inevitably betrays such masqueraders. For her limbs were straight at the knees and faultlessly coupled, and there seemed to be the adolescent's smooth lack of development in the scarcely accented hips--only a straightly flowing harmony of proportion--a lad's grace muscularly undeveloped.
       Two leather straps crossed her breast, one weighted with field glasses, the other with a pouch. From the latter she drew her credentials and would have risen to present them, but the colonel of the Fourth Missouri detained her with a gesture, himself rose, and took the papers from her hand.
       While he sat reading, she, hands clasped in her lap, gazed at his well-remembered uniform, busy with her memories once more, and the sweetness of them--and the pain.
       They were three years old, these memories, now glimmering alive again amid the whitening ashes of the past; only three years--and centuries seemed to dim the landmarks and bar the backward path that she was following to her girlhood!
       She thought of the white-pillared house as it stood at the beginning of the war; the severing of old ties, the averted faces of old friends and neighbors; the mortal apprehension, endless suspense; the insurgent flags fluttering from porch and portico along the still, tree-shaded street; her own heart-breaking isolation in the community when Sumter fell--she an orphan, alone there with her brother and bedridden grandfather.
       And she remembered the agony that followed the news from Bull Run, the stupor that fell upon her; the awful heat of that battle summer; her evening prayers, kneeling there beside her brother; the red moons that rose, enormous, menacing, behind the trees; and the widow bird calling, calling to the dead that never answer more.
       Her dead? Why _hers_? A chance regiment passing--cavalry wearing the uniform and number of the Fourth Missouri. Ah! she could see them again, sun-scorched, dusty, fours crowding on fours, trampling past. She could see a young girl in white, fastening the long-hidden flag to its halyards as the evening light faded on the treetops!... And then--and then--_he_ came--into her life, into her house, into her heart, alas!--tall, lean, calm-eyed, yellow-haired, wrapped in the folds of his long, blue mantle!... And she saw him again--a few moments before his regiment charged into that growling thunder beyond the hills somewhere.
       And a third time, and the last, she saw him, deathly still, lying on her own bed, and a medical officer pulling the sheet up over his bony face.
       * * * * *
       The colonel of the Fourth Missouri was looking curiously at her; she started, cleared the dimness from her eyes, and steadied the trembling underlip.
       After a moment's silence the colonel said: "You undertake this duty willingly?"
       She nodded, quietly touching her eyes with her handkerchief.
       "There is scarcely a chance for you," he observed with affected carelessness.
       She lifted her shoulders in weary disdain of that persistent shadow called danger, which had long since become too familiar to count very heavily.
       "I am not afraid--if that is what you mean. Do you think you can get me through?"
       The colonel said coolly: "I expect to do my part. Have you a rebel uniform?"
       She nodded.
       "Where is it?"
       "On me--under this."
       The colonel looked at her; a slight shudder passed over him.
       "These orders suggest that I start before sunset," he said. "Meanwhile this tent is yours. My orderly will serve you. The regiment will move out about sunset with some six hundred sabres and Gray's Rhode Island flying battery."
       He walked to the tent door; she followed.
       "Is that your horse?" he asked.
       "Yes, Colonel."
       "Fit for the work?" turning to look at her.
       "Yes, sir."
       "And _you_?"
       She smiled; through the open tent a misty bar of sunshine fell across her face, turning the smooth skin golden. Outside a dismounted trooper on guard presented his carbine as the tall, young colonel strode out. An orderly joined him; they stood a moment consulting in whispers, then the orderly ran for his saddled horse, mounted, and rode off through the lanes of the cavalry camp.
       From the tent door the Special Messenger looked out into the camp. Under the base of a grassy hill hundreds of horses were being watered at a brook now discolored by the recent rains; beyond, on a second knoll, the guns of a flying battery stood parked. She could see the red trimmings on the gunners' jackets as they were lounging about in the grass.
       The view from the tent door was extensive; a division, at least, lay encamped within range of the eye; two roads across the hills were full of wagons moving south and east; along another road, stretching far into the valley, masses of cavalry were riding--apparently an entire brigade--but too far away for her to hear the trample of the horses.
       From where she stood, however, she could make out the course of a fourth road by the noise of an endless, moving column of horses. At times, above the hillside, she could see their heads, and the enormous canvas-covered muzzles of siege guns; and the racket of hoofs, the powerful crunching and grinding of wheels, the cries of teamsters united in a dull, steady uproar that never ceased.
       From their camp, troopers of the Fourth Missouri were idly watching the artillery passing--hundreds of sunburned cavalrymen seated along the hillside, feet dangling, exchanging gibes and jests with the drivers of the siege train below. But from where she stood she could see nothing except horses' heads tossing, blue caps of mounted men, a crimson guidon flapping, or the sun glittering on the slender, curved blade of some officer's sabre as he signaled.
       North, east, west, south--the whole land seemed to be covered with moving men and beasts and wagons; flags fluttered on every eminence; tents covered plowed fields, pastures, meadows; smoke hung over all, crowning the green woods with haze, veiling hollows, rolling along the railway in endless, yellow billows.
       The rain had washed the sky clean, but again this vast, advancing host was soiling heaven and blighting earth as it passed over the land toward that beleaguered city in the South.
       War! Everywhere the monotony of this awful panorama, covering her country day after day, month after month, year after year--war, always and everywhere and in every stage--hordes of horses, hordes of men, endless columns of deadly engines! Everywhere, always, death, or the preparation for death--every road and footpath crammed with it, every field trampled by it, every woodland shattered by it, every stream running thick with its pollution. The sour smell of marching men, the stale taint of unclean fires, the stench of beasts--the acrid, indescribable odor that hangs on the sweating flanks of armies seemed to infect sky and earth.
       A trooper, munching an apple and carrying a truss of hay, passed, cap cocked rakishly, sabre banging at his heels; and she called to him and he came up, easily respectful under the grin of bodily well being.
       "How long have you served in this regiment?" she asked.
       He swallowed the bite of apple which crowded out his freckled cheeks: "Three years, sir."
       She drew involuntarily nearer the tent door.
       "Then--you were at Sandy River--three years ago?"
       "Yes, sir."
       "Do you remember the battle there?"
       The soldier looked doubtful. "We was there--I know that; yes, an' we had a fight----"
       "Yes--near a big white house."
       The soldier nodded. "I guess so; I don't seem to place no big white house----"
       She asked calmly: "Your regiment had a mounted band once?"
       He brightened.
       "Yes, sir-ee! They played us in at Sandy River--and they got into it, too, and was cut all to pieces!"
       She motioned assent wearily; then, with an effort: "You don't know, perhaps, where he--where their bandmaster was buried?"
       "Sir?"
       "The bandmaster of the Fourth Missouri? You remember him--that tall, thin young officer who led them with his sabre--who sat his horse like a colonel of regulars--and wore a cap of fur like--like a hussar of some militia State guard----"
       "Well, you must mean Captain Stanley, who was at that time bandmaster of our regiment. He went in that day at Sandy River when our mounted band was cut to pieces. Orders was to play us in, an' he done it."
       There was a silence.
       "Where is he--buried?" she asked calmly.
       "Buried? Why, _he_ ain't dead, is he?"
       "He died at Sandy River--that day," she said gently. "Don't you remember?"
       "No, sir; our bandmaster wasn't killed at Sandy River."
       She looked at him amazed, almost frightened.
       "What do you mean? He is dead. I--saw him die."
       "It must have been some other bandmaster--not Captain Stanley."
       "I saw the bandmaster of your regiment, the Fourth Missouri Cavalry, brought into that big white house and laid on my--on a bed----" She stared at the boy, caught him by the sleeve: "He is dead, isn't he? Do you know what you are telling me? Do you understand what I am saying?"
       "Yes, sir. Captain Stanley was our bandmaster--he wasn't captain then, of course. He played us in at Sandy River--by God! I oughter know, because I got some cut up m'self."
       "You--you tell me that he wasn't killed?" she repeated, steadying herself against the canvas flap.
       "No, sir. I heard tell he was badly hurt--seems like I kinder remember--oh, yes!" The man's face lighted up. "Yes, sir; Captain Stanley, he had a close shave! It sorter comes back to me now, how the burial detail fetched him back saying they wasn't going to bury no man that twitched when they shut his coffin. Yes, sir--but it's three years and a man forgets, and I've seen--things--lots of such things in three years with Baring's dragoons. Yes, sir."
       She closed her eyes; a dizziness swept over her and she swayed where she stood.
       "Is he here?"
       "Who? Captain Stanley? Yes, sir. Why, he's captain of the Black Horse troop--F, third squadron.... They're down that lane near the trees. Shall I take you there?"
       She shook her head, holding tightly to the canvas flap; and the trooper, saluting easily, resumed his truss of hay, hitched his belt, cocked his forage cap, and went off whistling.
       All that sunny afternoon she lay on the colonel's camp bed, hands tightly clenched on her breast, eyes closed sometimes, sometimes wide open, gazing at the sun spots crawling on the tent wall.
       To her ears came bugle calls from distant hills; drums of marching columns. Sounds of the stirring of thousands made tremulous the dim silence of the tent.
       Dreams long dead arose and possessed her--the confused dreams of a woman, still young, awakened from the passionless lethargy of the past.
       Vaguely she felt around her the presence of an earth new born, of a new heaven created. She realized her own awakening; she strove to comprehend _his_ resurrection, and it frightened her; she could not understand that what was dead through all these years was now alive, that the ideal she had clung to, evoking it until it had become part of her, was real--an actual and splendid living power. In this vivid resurgence she seemed to lose her precise recollections of him now that he was alive.
       While she had believed him dead, everything concerning his memory had been painfully real--his personal appearance, the way he moved, turned, the sound of his voice, the touch of his hand as it tightened in hers when he lay there at sunset, while she and Death watched the color fading from his face.
       But now--now that he was living--here in this same world with her again--strive as she would she could neither fix either his features nor the sound of his voice upon her memory. Only the stupefying wonder of it possessed her, dulling her senses so that even the happiness of it seemed unreal.
       * * * * *
       How would they meet?--they two, who had never met but thrice? How would they seem, each to the other, when first their eyes encountered?
       In all their lives they had exchanged so little speech! Yet from the first--from the first moment, when she had raised her gaze to him as he entered in his long, blue cloak, her silence had held a deeper meaning than her speech. And on that blessed night instinct broke the silence; yet, with every formal word exchanged, consciousness of the occult bond between them grew.
       But it was not until she thought him dead that she understood that it had been love--love unheralded, unexpected, incredible--love at the first confronting, the first encountering glance. And to the memory of that mystery she had been faithful from the night on which she believed he died.
       How had it been with him throughout these years? _How had it been with him?_
       The silvery trumpets of the cavalry were still sounding as she mounted her horse before the colonel's tent and rode out into the splendour of the setting sun.
       On every side cavalrymen were setting toe to stirrup; troop after troop, forming by fours, trotted out to the crest of the hill where the Western light lay red across the furrowed grass.
       A blaze of brilliant color filled the road where an incoming Zouave regiment had halted, unslinging knapsacks, preparing to encamp, and the setting sun played over them in waves of fire, striking fiercely across their crimson fezzes and trousers.
       Through their gorgeous lines the cavalry rode, colonel and staff leading; and with them rode the Special Messenger, knee to knee with the chief trumpeter, who made his horse dance when he passed the gorgeous Zouave color guard, to show off the gridiron of yellow slashings across his corded and tasseled breast.
       And now another infantry regiment blocked the way--a heavy, blue column tramping in with its field music playing and both flags flying in the sunset radiance--the Stars and Stripes, with the number of the regiment printed in gold across crimson; and the State flag--white, an Indian and an uplifted sword on the snowy field: Massachusetts infantry.
       On they came, fifes skirling, drums crashing; the colonel of the Fourth Missouri gave them right of way, saluting their colors; the Special Messenger backed her horse and turned down along the column.
       Under the shadow of her visor her dark eyes widened with excitement as she skirted the halted cavalry, searching the intervals where the troop captains sat their horses, naked sabres curving up over their shoulder straps.
       "Not this one! Not _this_ one," her little heart beat hurriedly; and then, without warning, panic came, and she spurred up to the major of the first squadron.
       "Where is Captain Stanley?" Her voice almost broke.
       "With his troop, I suppose--'F,'" replied that officer calmly; and her heart leaped and the color flooded her face as she saluted, wheeled, and rode on in heavenly certainty.
       A New York regiment, fresh from the North, was passing now, its magnificent band playing "Twinkling Stars"; and the horses of the cavalry began to dance and paw and toss their heads.
       One splendid black animal reared suddenly and shook its mane out; and at the same moment she saw _him_--knew him--drew bridle, her heart in her mouth, her body all a-tremble.
       He was mastering the black horse that had reared, sitting his saddle easily, almost carelessly, his long, yellow-striped legs loosely graceful, his straight, slim figure perfect in poise and balance.
       And now the trumpets were sounding; captain after captain turned in his saddle, swung his sabre forward, repeating the order: "Forward--march! Forward--march!"
       The Special Messenger whirled her horse and sped to the head of the column.
       "I was just beginning to wonder--" began the colonel, when she broke in, breathless:
       "_May_ I ride with Captain Stanley of F, sir?"
       "Certainly," he replied, surprised and a trifle amused. She hesitated, nervously picking at her bridle, then said: "When you once get me through their lines--I mean, after I am safely through and you are ready to turn around and leave me--I--I would like--to--to----"
       "Yes?" inquired the colonel, gently, divining some "last message" to deliver. For they were desperate chances that she was taking, and those in the beleaguered city would show her no mercy if they ever caught her within its battered bastions.
       But the Special Messenger only said: "Before your regiment goes back, may I tell Captain Stanley who I am?"
       The colonel's face fell.
       "Nobody is supposed to have any idea who you are----"
       "I know it. But is there any harm if I only tell it to--to just this one, single man?" she asked, earnestly, not aware that her eyes as well as her voice were pleading--that her whole body, bent forward in the saddle, had become eloquent with a confession as winning as it was innocent.
       The colonel looked curiously into the eager, flushed face, framed in its setting of dark, curly hair, then he lifted a gauntleted hand from his bridle and slowly stroked his crisp mustache upward to hide the smile he could not control.
       "I did not know," he said gravely, "that Captain Stanley was the--ah--'one' and 'only' man."
       She blushed furiously, the vivid color ran from throat to temple, burning her ears till they looked like rose petals caught in her dark hair.
       "You may tell Captain Stanley--if you must," observed the colonel of the Fourth Missouri. He was gazing absently straight between his horse's ears when he spoke. After a few moments he looked at the sky where, overhead, the afterglow pulsated in bands of fire.
       "I always thought," he murmured to himself, "that old Stanley was in love with that Southern girl he saw at Sandy River.... I had no idea he knew the Special Messenger. It appears that I am slightly in error." And, very thoughtfully, he continued to twist his mustache skyward as he rode on.
       When he ventured to glance around again the Special Messenger had disappeared.
       "Fancy!" he muttered; "fancy old Stanley knowing the mystery of the three armies! And, by gad, gentlemen!" addressing, _sotto voce_, the entire regiment, as he turned in his stirrups and looked back at the darkening column behind him--"by gad! gentlemen of the Fourth Dragoons, no prettier woman ever sat a saddle than is riding this moment with the captain of Troop F!"
       What Captain Stanley saw riding up to him through the dull afterglow was a slightly built youth in the uniform of the regular cavalry, yellow trimming on collar, yellow welts about the seams of the jacket, yellow stripes on the breeches; and, as the youth drew bridle, saluted, and turned to ride forward beside him, he caught sight of a lieutenant's shoulder straps on the sergeant's shell jacket.
       "Well, youngster," he said, smiling, "don't they clothe you in the regulars? You're as eccentric as our butternut friends yonder."
       "I couldn't buy a full uniform," she said truthfully. She did not add that she had left at a minute's notice for the most dangerous undertaking ever asked of her, borrowing discarded makeshifts anywhere at hazard.
       "Are you a West Pointer?"
       "No."
       "Oh! You've their seat--and their shapely leanness. Are you going with us?"
       "Where are _you_ going?"
       Stanley laughed. "I'm sure I don't know. It looks to me as though we were riding straight into rebeldom."
       "Don't you know why?" she asked, looking at him from under the shadow of her visor.
       "No. Do you?"
       "Yes."
       After a pause: "Well," he said, laughing, "are you going to tell me?"
       "Yes--later."
       Neck and neck, knee and knee they rode forward at the head of the Black Horse troop, along a road which became dusky beyond the first patch of woods.
       After the inner camp lines had been passed the regiment halted while a troop was detailed as flankers and an advanced guard galloped off ahead. Along the road behind, the guns of the Rhode Island Battery came thudding and bumping up, halting with a dull clash of chains.
       Stanley said: "This is one of Baring's pet raids; we've done it dozens of times. Once our entire division rode around Beauregard; but I didn't see the old, blue star division flag this time, so I guess we're going it alone. Hello! There's infantry! We must be close to the extreme outposts."
       In the dusk they were passing a pasture where, guarded by sentinels, lay piled, in endless, straight rows, knapsacks, blankets, shelter tents, and long lines of stacked Springfield rifles. Soldiers with the white strings of canteens crossing their breasts were journeying to and from a stream that ran, darkling, out of the tangled woodland on their right.
       On the opposite side of the road were the lines of the Seventieth Indiana, their colors, furled in oilcloth, lying horizontally across the forks of two stacks of rifles. Under them lay the color guard; the scabbarded swords of the colonel and his staff were stuck upright in the ground, and the blanket-swathed figures of the officers in poncho and havelock reposed close by.
       The other regiment was the Eleventh Maine. Their colonel, strapped with his silver eagles, was watching the disposal of the colors by a sergeant wearing the broad stripe, blue diamond and triple underscoring on each sleeve. With the sergeant marched eight corporals, long-limbed, rugged giants of the color company, decorated with the narrow stripe and double chevron.
       A few minutes later the cavalry moved out past the pickets, then swung due south.
       Night had fallen--a clear, starlit, blossom-scented dimness freshening the air.
       The Special Messenger, head bent, was still riding with Captain Stanley, evidently preferring his company so openly, so persistently, that the other officers, a little amused, looked sideways at the youngster from time to time.
       After a while Stanley said pleasantly: "We haven't exchanged names yet, and you haven't told me why a regular is riding with us to-night."
       "On special service," she said in a low voice.
       "And your name and regiment?"
       She did not appear to hear him; he glanced at her askance.
       "You seem to be very young," he said.
       "The colonel of the Ninetieth Rhode Island fell at twenty-two."
       He nodded gravely. "It is a war of young men. I think Baring himself is only twenty-five. He's breveted brigadier, too."
       "And you?" she asked timidly.
       He laughed. "Thirty; and a thousand in experience."
       "I, too," she said softly.
       "You? Thirty?"
       "No, only twenty-four; but your peer in experience."
       "Your voice sounds Southern," he said in his pleasant voice, inviting confidence.
       "Yes; my home was at Sandy River."
       Out of the corners of her eyes she saw him start and look around at her--felt his stern gaze questioning her; and rode straight on before her without response or apparent consciousness.
       "Sandy River?" he repeated in a strained voice. "Did you say you lived there?"
       "Yes," indifferently.
       The captain rode for a while in silence, then, carelessly: "There was, I believe, a family living there before the war--the Westcotes."
       "Yes." She could scarcely utter a word for the suffocating throb of her heart.
       "You knew them?"
       "Yes."
       "Do--do they still live at Sandy River?"
       "The house still stands. Major Westcote is dead."
       "Her--I mean their grandfather?"
       She nodded, incapable of speech.
       "And"--he hesitated--"and the boy? He used to ride a pony--the most fascinating little fellow----"
       "He is at school in the North."
       There was a silence, then the captain turned in his saddle and looked straight at her.
       "Does Miss Westcote live there still?"
       "Do you mean Celia Westcote?" asked the Messenger calmly.
       "Yes--Celia--" His voice fell softly, making of her name a caressing cadence. The Special Messenger bent her head lower over her bridle.
       "Why do you ask? Did you know her?"
       "Yes."
       "Well?"
       The captain lifted his grave eyes, but the Messenger was not looking at him.
       "I knew her--in a way--better than I ever knew any woman, and I saw her only three times in all my life. That is your answer--and my excuse for asking. Does she still live at Sandy River?"
       "No."
       "Do you know where she has gone?"
       "She is somewhere in the South."
       "Is she--married?" he asked under his breath.
       The Special Messenger looked up at him, smiling in the darkness.
       "No," she said. "I heard that she lost her--heart--to a bandmaster of some cavalry regiment who was killed in action at Sandy River--three years ago."
       The captain straightened in his saddle as though he had been shot; in the dim light his lean face turned darkly scarlet.
       "I see her occasionally," continued the Messenger faintly; "have you any message--perhaps----"
       The captain turned slowly toward her. "Do you know where she is?"
       "I expect that she will be within riding distance of me--very soon."
       "Is your mission a secret one?"
       "Yes."
       "And you may see her--before very long?"
       "Yes."
       "Then tell her," said the captain, "that the bandmaster of the Fourth Missouri--" He strove to continue; his voice died in his throat.
       "Yes--yes--say it," whispered the Special Messenger. "I will tell her; she will understand--truly she will--whatever you say."
       "Tell her--that the bandmaster has--has never forgotten----"
       "Yes--yes----"
       "Never forgotten her!"
       "Yes--oh, yes!"
       "That he--he----"
       "Yes! Oh, please--please say it--don't be afraid to say--what you wish!"
       The captain's voice was not under perfect control.
       "Say that he--thinks of her.... Say that--that he--he thought of her when he was falling--there, in the charge at Sandy River----"
       "But he once told her that himself!" she cried. "Has he no more to tell her?"
       And Captain Stanley, aghast, fairly leaped in his stirrups.
       "Who are you?" he gasped. "What do _you_ know of----"
       His voice was smothered in the sudden out-crash of rifles, through which startled trumpets sounded, followed by the running explosions of cavalry carbines.
       "Attention! Draw sabres!" rang out a far voice in the increasing uproar.
       The night air thrilled with the rushing swish of steel drawn swiftly across steel.
       "Forward!" and "Forward! Forward!" echoed the officers, one after another.
       "Steady--right dress!"--taken up by the troop officers: "Steady--right dress! By fours--right wheel--march!"
       Pell-mell the flanking parties came crashing back out of the dusky undergrowth, and:
       "Steady--trot! Steady--right dress--gallop!" came the orders.
       "Gallop!" repeated her captain, blandly; and, under his breath: "We are going to charge. Quick, tell me who you are!"
       "Steady--steady--charge!" came the clear shout from the front.
       "Charge! Charge! Charge!" echoed the ringing orders from troop to troop.
       In the darkness of the thickets she rode knee to knee with her captain. The grand stride of her horse thundering along beside his through obscurity filled her with wild exultation; she loosened curb and snaffle and spurred forward amid hundreds of plunging horses, now goaded frantic by the battle clangor of the trumpets.
       Everywhere, right and left, the red flash of Confederate rifles ran along their flanks; here and there a stricken horse reared or stumbled, rolling over and over; or some bullet-struck rider swayed wide from the saddle and went down to annihilation.
       Fringed with darting flames the cavalry drove on headlong into the unseen; behind clanked the flying battery, mounted gunners sabering the dark forms that leaped out of the underbrush; on--on--rushed horses and guns, riders and cannoneers--a furious, irresistible, chaotic torrent, thundering through the night.
       Far behind them now danced and flickered the rifle flames; fainter, fainter grew the shots; and at last, galloping steadily and, by degrees, reforming as they rode, the column swung out toward the bushy hills in the west, slowed to a canter, to a trot, to a walk.
       "We are through!" said the Special Messenger, brokenly, breathing fast as she pulled in her mount and turned in the starlight toward the man she rode beside.
       At the same moment the column halted; and he drew bridle and looked steadily at her.
       All around them was the confusion and turmoil of stamping, panting horses, the clank of metal, the heavy breathing of men.
       "Look at me!" she whispered, baring her head in the starlight. "Quick! Look at me! Do you know me now? Look at me--if you--love me!"
       A low cry broke from him; she held out both arms to him in the dim light, forcing her horse up against his stirrup.
       "If you love me," she breathed, "say so now!"
       Leaning free from his saddle he caught her in his arms, held her, looked into her eyes.
       "You?"
       "Yes," she gasped, "the Special Messenger--noncombatant!"
       "The Special Messenger? _You?_ Good God!"
       A dull tattoo of hoofs along the halted column, nearer, nearer, clattering toward them from the front, and:
       "Good-by!" she sobbed; "they're coming for me! Oh--do you love me? Do you? Life was so dark and dreadful without you! I--I never forgot--never, never! I----"
       Her gloved hands crept higher around the neck of the man who held her crushed in his arms.
       "If I return," she sighed, "will you love me? Don't--don't look at me that way. I will return--I promise. I love you so! I love you!"
       Their lips clung for a second in the darkness, then she swung her horse, tearing herself free of his arms; and, bared head lifted to the skies, she turned south, riding all alone out into the starlit waste.
       [THE END]
       Robert W. Chambers's Novel: Special Messenger
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