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Reverberator, The
Chapter XII
Henry James
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       _ Her absence had not been long and when she re-entered the familiar salon
       at the hotel she found her father and sister sitting there together as
       if they had timed her by their watches, a prey, both of them, to
       curiosity and suspense. Mr. Dosson however gave no sign of impatience;
       he only looked at her in silence through the smoke of his cigar--he
       profaned the red satin splendour with perpetual fumes--as she burst into
       the room. An irruption she made of her desired reappearance; she rushed
       to one of the tables, flinging down her muff and gloves, while Delia,
       who had sprung up as she came in, caught her closely and glared into her
       face with a "Francie Dosson, what HAVE you been through?" Francie said
       nothing at first, only shutting her eyes and letting her sister do what
       she would with her. "She has been crying, poppa--she HAS," Delia almost
       shouted, pulling her down upon a sofa and fairly shaking her as she
       continued. "Will you please tell? I've been perfectly wild! Yes you
       have, you dreadful--!" the elder girl insisted, kissing her on the eyes.
       They opened at this compassionate pressure and Francie rested their
       troubled light on her father, who had now risen to his feet and stood
       with his back to the fire.
       "Why, chicken," said Mr. Dosson, "you look as if you had had quite a
       worry."
       "I told you I should--I told you, I told you!" Francie broke out with a
       trembling voice. "And now it's come!"
       "You don't mean to say you've DONE anything?" cried Delia, very white.
       "It's all over, it's all over!" With which Francie's face braved denial.
       "Are you crazy, Francie?" Delia demanded. "I'm sure you look as if you
       were."
       "Ain't you going to be married, childie?" asked Mr. Dosson all
       considerately, but coming nearer to her.
       Francie sprang up, releasing herself from her sister, and threw her arms
       round him. "Will you take me away, poppa? will you take me right
       straight away?"
       "Of course I will, my precious. I'll take you anywhere. I don't want
       anything--it wasn't MY idea!" And Mr. Dosson and Delia looked at each
       other while the girl pressed her face upon his shoulder.
       "I never heard such trash--you can't behave that way! Has he got engaged
       to some one else--in America?" Delia threw out.
       "Why if it's over it's over. I guess it's all right," said Mr. Dosson,
       kissing his younger daughter. "I'll go back or I'll go on. I'll go
       anywhere you like."
       "You won't have your daughters insulted, I presume!" Delia cried. "If
       you don't tell me this moment what has happened," she pursued to her
       sister, "I'll drive straight round there and make THEM."
       "HAVE they insulted you, sweetie?" asked the old man, bending over
       his child, who simply leaned on him with her hidden face and no sound of
       tears. Francie raised her head, turning round to their companion. "Did I
       ever tell you anything else--did I ever believe in it for an hour?"
       "Oh well, if you've done it on purpose to triumph over me we might as
       well go home, certainly. But I guess," Delia added, "you had better just
       wait till Gaston comes."
       "It will be worse when he comes--if he thinks the same as they do."
       "HAVE they insulted you--have they?" Mr. Dosson repeated while the smoke
       of his cigar, curling round the question, gave him the air of putting it
       with placidity.
       "They think I've insulted THEM--they're in an awful state--they're
       almost dead. Mr. Flack has put it into the paper--everything, I don't
       know what--and they think it's too wicked. They were all there together
       --all at me at once, weeping and wailing and gnashing their teeth. I
       never saw people so affected."
       Delia's face grew big with her stare. "So affected?"
       "Ah yes, I guess there's a good deal OF THAT," said Mr. Dosson.
       "It's too real--too terrible; you don't understand. It's all printed
       there--that they're immoral, and everything about them; everything
       that's private and dreadful," Francie explained.
       "Immoral, is that so?" Mr. Dosson threw off.
       "And about me too, and about Gaston and my marriage, and all sorts of
       personalities, and all the names, and Mme. de Villepreux, and
       everything. It's all printed there and they've read it. It says one of
       them steals."
       "Will you be so good as to tell me what you're talking about?" Delia
       enquired sternly. "Where is it printed and what have we got to do with
       it?"
       "Some one sent it, and I told Mr. Flack."
       "Do you mean HIS paper? Oh the horrid ape!" Delia cried with passion.
       "Do they mind so what they see in the papers?" asked Mr. Dosson. "I
       guess they haven't seen what I've seen. Why there used to be things
       about ME--"
       "Well, it IS about us too--about every one. They think it's the same as
       if I wrote it," Francie ruefully mentioned.
       "Well, you know what you COULD do!" And Mr. Dosson beamed at her for
       common cheer.
       "Do you mean that piece about your picture--that you told me about when
       you went with him again to see it?" Delia demanded.
       "Oh I don't know what piece it is; I haven't seen it."
       "Haven't seen it? Didn't they show it to you?"
       "Yes, but I couldn't read it. Mme. de Brecourt wanted me to take it--but
       I left it behind."
       "Well, that's LIKE you--like the Tauchnitzes littering up our track.
       I'll be bound I'd see it," Delia declared. "Hasn't it come, doesn't it
       always come?"
       "I guess we haven't had the last--unless it's somewhere round," said Mr.
       Dosson.
       "Poppa, go out and get it--you can buy it on the boulevard!" Delia
       continued. "Francie, what DID you want to tell him?"
       "I didn't know. I was just conversing. He seemed to take so much
       interest," Francie pleaded.
       "Oh he's a deep one!" groaned Delia.
       "Well, if folks are immoral you can't keep it out of the papers--and I
       don't know as you ought to want to," Mr. Dosson remarked. "If they ARE
       I'm glad to know it, lovey." And he gave his younger daughter a glance
       apparently intended to show that in this case he should know what to do.
       But Francie was looking at her sister as if her attention had been
       arrested. "How do you mean--'a deep one'?"
       "Why he wanted to break it off, the fiend!"
       Francie stared; then a deeper flush leapt to her face, already mottled
       as with the fine footprints of the Proberts, dancing for pain. "To break
       off my engagement?"
       "Yes, just that. But I'll be hanged if he shall. Poppa, will you allow
       that?"
       "Allow what?"
       "Why Mr. Flack's vile interference. You won't let him do as he likes
       with us, I suppose, will you?"
       "It's all done--it's all done!" said Francie. The tears had suddenly
       started into her eyes again.
       "Well, he's so smart that it IS likely he's too smart," her father
       allowed. "But what did they want you to do about it?--that's what _I_
       want to know?"
       "They wanted me to say I knew nothing about it--but I couldn't."
       "But you didn't and you don't--if you haven't even read it!" Delia
       almost yelled.
       "Where IS the d---d thing?" their companion asked, looking helplessly
       about him.
       "On the boulevard, at the very first of those kiosks you come to. That
       old woman has it--the one who speaks English--she always has it. Do go
       and get it--DO!" And Delia pushed him, looked for his hat for him.
       "I knew he wanted to print something and I can't say I didn't!" Francie
       said. "I thought he'd crack up my portrait and that Mr. Waterlow would
       like that, and Gaston and every one. And he talked to me about the
       paper--he's always doing that and always was--and I didn't see the harm.
       But even just knowing him--they think that's vile."
       "Well, I should hope we can know whom we like!"--and Delia bounced
       fairly round as from the force of her high spirit.
       Mr. Dosson had put on his hat--he was going out for the paper. "Why he
       kept us alive last year," he uttered in tribute.
       "Well, he seems to have killed us now," Delia cried.
       "Well, don't give up an old friend," her father urged with his hand on
       the door. "And don't back down on anything you've done."
       "Lord, what a fuss about an old newspaper!" Delia went on in her
       exasperation. "It must be about two weeks old anyway. Didn't they ever
       see a society-paper before?"
       "They can't have seen much," said Mr. Dosson. He paused still with his
       hand on the door. "Don't you worry--Gaston will make it all right."
       "Gaston?--it will kill Gaston!"
       "Is that what they say?" Delia demanded.
       "Gaston will never look at me again."
       "Well then he'll have to look at ME," said Mr. Dosson.
       "Do you mean that he'll give you up--he'll be so CRAWLING?" Delia went
       on.
       "They say he's just the one who'll feel it most. But I'm the one who
       does that," said Francie with a strange smile.
       "They're stuffing you with lies--because THEY don't like it. He'll be
       tender and true," Delia glared.
       "When THEY hate me?--Never!" And Francie shook her head slowly, still
       with her smile of softness. "That's what he cared for most--to make
       them like me."
       "And isn't he a gentleman, I should like to know?" asked Delia.
       "Yes, and that's why I won't marry him--if I've injured him."
       "Shucks! he has seen the papers over there. You wait till he comes," Mr.
       Dosson enjoined, passing out of the room.
       The girls remained there together and after a moment Delia resumed.
       "Well, he has got to fix it--that's one thing I can tell you."
       "Who has got to fix it?"
       "Why that villainous man. He has got to publish another piece saying
       it's all false or all a mistake."
       "Yes, you'd better make him," said Francie with a weak laugh. "You'd
       better go after him--down to Nice."
       "You don't mean to say he's gone down to Nice?"
       "Didn't he say he was going there as soon as he came back from London--
       going right through without stopping?"
       "I don't know but he did," said Delia. Then she added: "The mean
       coward!"
       "Why do you say that? He can't hide at Nice--they can find him there."
       "Are they going after him?"
       "They want to shoot him--to stab him, I don't know what--those men."
       "Well, I wish they would," said Delia.
       "They'd better shoot me. I shall defend him. I shall protect him,"
       Francie went on.
       "How can you protect him? You shall never speak to him again!" her
       sister engaged.
       Francie had a pause. "I can protect him without speaking to him. I can
       tell the simple truth--that he didn't print a word but what I told him."
       "I'd like to see him not!" Delia fairly hooted. "When did he grow so
       particular? He fixed it up," she said with assurance. "They always do in
       the papers--they'd be ashamed if they didn't. Well now he has got to
       bring out a piece praising them up--praising them to the skies: that's
       what he has got to do!" she wound up with decision.
       "Praising them up? They'll hate that worse," Francie returned musingly.
       Delia stared. "What on earth then do they want?"
       Francie had sunk to the sofa; her eyes were fixed on the carpet. She
       gave no reply to this question but presently said: "We had better go to-
       morrow, the first hour that's possible."
       "Go where? Do you mean to Nice?"
       "I don't care where. Anywhere to get away."
       "Before Gaston comes--without seeing him?"
       "I don't want to see him. When they were all ranting and raving at me
       just now I wished he was there--I told them so. But now I don't feel
       like that--I can never see him again."
       "I don't suppose YOU'RE crazy, are you?" Delia returned.
       "I can't tell him it wasn't me--I can't, I can't!" her companion went
       on.
       Delia planted herself in front of her. "Francie Dosson, if you're going
       to tell him you've done anything wrong you might as well stop before you
       begin. Didn't you hear how poppa put it?"
       "I'm sure I don't know," Francie said listlessly.
       "'Don't give up an old friend--there's nothing on earth so mean.' Now
       isn't Gaston Probert an old friend?"
       "It will be very simple--he'll give me up."
       "Then he'll be worse than a worm."
       "Not in the least--he'll give me up as he took me. He'd never have asked
       me to marry him if he hadn't been able to get THEM to accept me: he
       thinks everything in life of THEM. If they cast me off now he'll do just
       the same. He'll have to choose between us, and when it comes to that
       he'll never choose me."
       "He'll never choose Mr. Flack, if that's what you mean--if you're going
       to identify yourself so with HIM!"
       "Oh I wish he'd never been born!" Francie wailed; after which she
       suddenly shivered. And then she added that she was sick--she was going
       to bed, and her sister took her off to her room.
       Mr. Dosson that afternoon, sitting by his younger daughter's bedside,
       read the dreadful "piece" out to both his children from the copy of the
       Reverberator he had secured on the boulevard. It is a remarkable fact
       that as a family they were rather disappointed in this composition, in
       which their curiosity found less to repay it than it had expected, their
       resentment against Mr. Flack less to stimulate it, their fluttering
       effort to take the point of view of the Proberts less to sustain it, and
       their acceptance of the promulgation of Francie's innocent remarks as a
       natural incident of the life of the day less to make them reconsider it.
       The letter from Paris appeared lively, "chatty," highly calculated to
       please, and so far as the personalities contained in it were concerned
       Mr. Dosson wanted to know if they weren't aware over here of the charges
       brought every day against the most prominent men in Boston. "If there
       was anything in that style they might talk," he said; and he scanned the
       effusion afresh with a certain surprise at not finding in it some
       imputation of pecuniary malversation. The effect of an acquaintance with
       the text was to depress Delia, who didn't exactly see what there was in
       it to take back or explain away. However, she was aware there were some
       points they didn't understand, and doubtless these were the scandalous
       places--the things that had so worked up the Proberts. But why should
       they have minded if other people didn't understand the allusions (these
       were peculiar, but peculiarly incomprehensible) any better than she did?
       The whole thing struck Francie herself as infinitely less lurid than
       Mme. de Brecourt's account of it, and the part about her own situation
       and her beautiful picture seemed to make even less of the subject than
       it easily might have done. It was scanty, it was "skimpy," and if Mr.
       Waterlow was offended it wouldn't be because they had published too much
       about him. It was nevertheless clear to her that there were a lot of
       things SHE hadn't told Mr. Flack, as well as a great many she had:
       perhaps those were the things that lady had put in--Florine or Dorine--
       the one she had mentioned at Mme. de Brecourt's.
       All the same, if the communication in the Reverberator let them down, at
       the hotel, more gently than had seemed likely and bristled so much less
       than was to have been feared with explanations of the anguish of the
       Proberts, this didn't diminish the girl's sense of responsibility nor
       make the case a whit less grave. It only showed how sensitive and
       fastidious the Proberts were and therefore with what difficulty they
       would come round to condonation. Moreover Francie made another reflexion
       as she lay there--for Delia kept her in bed nearly three days, feeling
       this to be for the moment at any rate an effectual reply to any absurd
       heroics about leaving Paris. Perhaps they had got "case-hardened"
       Francie said to herself; perhaps they had read so many such bad things
       that they had lost the delicacy of their palate, as people were said to
       do who lived on food too violently spiced. Then, very weak and vague and
       passive as she was now, in the bedimmed room, in the soft Parisian bed
       and with Delia treating her as much as possible like a sick person, she
       thought of the lively and chatty letters they had always seen in the
       papers and wondered if they ALL meant a violation of sanctities, a
       convulsion of homes, a burning of smitten faces, a rupture of girls'
       engagements. It was present to her as an agreeable negative, I must add,
       that her father and sister took no strenuous view of her responsibility
       or of their own: they neither brought the matter home to her as a crime
       nor made her worse through her feeling them anxiously understate their
       blame. There was a pleasant cheerful helplessness in her father on this
       head as on every other. There could be no more discussion among them on
       such a question than there had ever been, for none was needed to show
       that for these candid minds the newspapers and all they contained were a
       part of the general fatality of things, of the recurrent freshness of
       the universe, coming out like the sun in the morning or the stars at
       night or the wind and the weather at all times.
       The thing that worried Francie most while Delia kept her in bed was the
       apprehension of what her father might do; but this was not a fear of
       what he might do to Mr. Flack. He would go round perhaps to Mr.
       Probert's or to Mme. de Brecourt's and reprimand them for having made
       things so rough to his "chicken." It was true she had scarcely ever seen
       him reprimand any one for anything; but on the other hand nothing like
       this had ever happened before to her or to Delia. They had made each
       other cry once or twice, but no one else had ever made them, and no one
       had ever broken out on them that way and frightened them half to death.
       Francie wanted her father not to go round; she had a sense that those
       other people had somehow stores of comparison, of propriety, of
       superiority, in any discussion, which he couldn't command. She wanted
       nothing done and no communication to pass--only a proud unbickering
       silence on the part of the Dossons. If the Proberts made a noise and
       they made none it would be they who would have the best appearance.
       Moreover now, with each elapsing day, she felt she did wish to see
       Gaston about it. Her desire was to wait, counting the hours, so that she
       might just clearly explain, saying two or three things. Perhaps these
       things wouldn't make it better--very likely they wouldn't; but at any
       rate nothing would have been done in the interval, at least on her part
       and her father's and Delia's, to make it worse. She told her father that
       she wouldn't, as Delia put it, "want to have him" go round, and was in
       some degree relieved at perceiving that he didn't seem very clear as to
       what it was open to him to say to their alienated friends. He wasn't
       afraid but was uncertain. His relation to almost everything that had
       happened to them as a family from a good while back was a sense of the
       absence of precedents, and precedents were particularly absent now, for
       he had never before seen a lot of people in a rage about a piece in the
       paper.
       Delia also reassured her; she said she'd see to it that poppa didn't
       sneak round. She communicated to her indeed that he hadn't the smallest
       doubt that Gaston, in a few days, would blow them up--all THEM down
       there--much higher than they had blown her, and that he was very sorry
       he had let her go down herself on that sort of summons. It was for her
       and the rest to come to Francie and to him, and if they had anything
       practical to say they'd arrive in a body yet. If Mr. Dosson had the
       sense of his daughter's having been roughly handled he derived some of
       the consolation of amusement from his persistent humorous view of the
       Proberts as a "body." If they were consistent with their character or
       with their complaint they would move en masse upon the hotel, and he
       hung about at home a good deal as if to wait for them. Delia intimated
       to her sister that this vision cheered them up as they sat, they two, in
       the red salon while Francie was in bed. Of course it didn't exhilarate
       this young lady, and she even looked for no brighter side now. She knew
       almost nothing but her sharp little ache of suspense, her presentiment
       of Gaston's horror, which grew all the while. Delia remarked to her once
       that he would have seen lots of society-papers over there, he would have
       become familiar; but this only suggested to the girl--she had at present
       strange new moments and impulses of quick reasoning--that they would
       only prepare him to be disgusted, not to be indifferent. His disgust
       would be colder than anything she had ever known and would complete her
       knowledge of him--make her understand him properly for the first time.
       She would just meet it as briefly as possible; it would wind up the
       business, close the incident, and all would be over.
       He didn't write; that proved it in advance; there had now been two or
       three mails without a letter. He had seen the paper in Boston or in New
       York and it had simply struck him dumb. It was very well for Delia to
       say that of course he didn't write when he was on the ocean: how could
       they get his letters even if he did? There had been time before--before
       he sailed; though Delia represented that people never wrote then. They
       were ever so much too busy at the last and were going to see their
       correspondents in a few days anyway. The only missives that came to
       Francie were a copy of the Reverberator, addressed in Mr. Flack's hand
       and with a great inkmark on the margin of the fatal letter, and three
       intense pages from Mme. de Brecourt, received forty-eight hours after
       the scene at her house. This lady expressed herself as follows:
       MY DEAR FRANCIE--I felt very badly after you had gone yesterday morning,
       and I had twenty minds to go and see you. But we've talked it over
       conscientiously and it appears to us that we've no right to take any
       such step till Gaston arrives. The situation isn't exclusively ours but
       belongs to him as well, and we feel we ought to make it over to him in
       as simple and compact a form as possible. Therefore, as we regard it, we
       had better not touch it (it's so delicate, isn't it, my poor child?) but
       leave it just as it is. They think I even exceed my powers in writing
       you these simple lines, and that once your participation has been
       constatee (which was the only advantage of that dreadful scene)
       EVERYTHING should stop. But I've liked you, Francie, I've believed in
       you, and I don't wish you to be able to say that in spite of the
       thunderbolt you've drawn down on us I've not treated you with
       tenderness. It's a thunderbolt indeed, my poor and innocent but
       disastrous little friend! We're hearing more of it already--the horrible
       Republican papers here have (AS WE KNOW) already got hold of the
       unspeakable sheet and are preparing to reproduce the article: that is
       such parts of it as they may put forward (with innuendoes and sous-
       entendus to eke out the rest) without exposing themselves to a suit for
       defamation. Poor Leonie de Villepreux has been with us constantly and
       Jeanne and her husband have telegraphed that we may expect them day
       after to-morrow. They are evidently immensely emotionnes, for they
       almost never telegraph. They wish so to receive Gaston. We have
       determined all the same to be intensely QUIET, and that will be sure to
       be his view. Alphonse and Maxime now recognise that it's best to leave
       Mr. Flack alone, hard as it is to keep one's hands off him. Have you
       anything to lui faire dire--to my precious brother when he arrives? But
       it's foolish of me to ask you that, for you had much better not answer
       this. You will no doubt have an opportunity to say to him--whatever, my
       dear Francie, you CAN say! It will matter comparatively little that you
       may never be able to say it to your friend with every allowance SUZANNE
       DE BRECOURT.
       Francie looked at this letter and tossed it away without reading it.
       Delia picked it up, read it to her father, who didn't understand it, and
       kept it in her possession, poring over it as Mr. Flack had seen her pore
       over the cards that were left while she was out or over the registers of
       American travellers. They knew of Gaston's arrival by his telegraphing
       from Havre (he came back by the French line) and he mentioned the hour--
       "about dinner-time"--at which he should reach Paris. Delia, after
       dinner, made her father take her to the circus so that Francie should be
       left alone to receive her intended, who would be sure to hurry round in
       the course of the evening. The girl herself expressed no preference
       whatever on this point, and the idea was one of Delia's masterly ones,
       her flashes of inspiration. There was never any difficulty about
       imposing such conceptions on poppa. But at half-past ten, when they
       returned, the young man had not appeared, and Francie remained only long
       enough to say "I told you so!" with a white face and march off to her
       room with her candle. She locked herself in and her sister couldn't get
       at her that night. It was another of Delia's inspirations not to try,
       after she had felt that the door was fast. She forbore, in the exercise
       of a great discretion, but she herself for the ensuing hours slept no
       wink. Nevertheless the next morning, as early as ten o'clock, she had
       the energy to drag her father out to the banker's and to keep him out
       two hours. It would be inconceivable now that Gaston shouldn't turn up
       before dejeuner. He did turn up; about eleven o'clock he came in and
       found Francie alone. She noticed, for strangeness, that he was very pale
       at the same time that he was sunburnt; also that he didn't for an
       instant smile at her. It was very certain there was no bright flicker in
       her own face, and they had the most singular, the most unnatural
       meeting. He only said as he arrived: "I couldn't come last evening; they
       made it impossible; they were all there and we were up till three
       o'clock this morning." He looked as if he had been through terrible
       things, and it wasn't simply the strain of his attention to so much
       business in America. What passed next she couldn't remember afterwards;
       it seemed but a few seconds before he said to her slowly, holding her
       hand--before this he had pressed his lips to hers silently--"Is it true,
       Francie, what they say (and they swear to it!) that YOU told that
       blackguard those horrors; that that infamous letter's only a report of
       YOUR talk?"
       "I told him everything--it's all me, ME, ME!" the girl replied
       exaltedly, without pretending to hesitate an instant as to what he might
       mean.
       Gaston looked at her with deep eyes, then walked straight away to the
       window and remained there in silence. She herself said nothing more. At
       last the young man went on: "And I who insisted to them that there was
       no natural delicacy like yours!"
       "Well, you'll never need to insist about anything any more!" she cried.
       And with this she dashed out of the room by the nearest door. When Delia
       and Mr. Dosson returned the red salon was empty and Francie was again
       locked in her room. But this time her sister forced an entrance. _