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Ebb-Tide: A Trio And Quartette, The
PART I   PART I - CHAPTER 3. THE OLD CALABOOSE--DESTINY AT THE DOOR
Robert Louis Stevenson
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       _ The old calaboose, in which the waifs had so long harboured, is a low,
       rectangular enclosure of building at the corner of a shady western
       avenue and a little townward of the British consulate. Within was
       a grassy court, littered with wreckage and the traces of vagrant
       occupation. Six or seven cells opened from the court: the doors, that
       had once been locked on mutinous whalermen, rotting before them in the
       grass. No mark remained of their old destination, except the rusty bars
       upon the windows.
       The floor of one of the cells had been a little cleared; a bucket (the
       last remaining piece of furniture of the three caitiffs) stood full of
       water by the door, a half cocoanut shell beside it for a drinking cup;
       and on some ragged ends of mat Huish sprawled asleep, his mouth open,
       his face deathly. The glow of the tropic afternoon, the green of
       sunbright foliage, stared into that shady place through door and window;
       and Herrick, pacing to and fro on the coral floor, sometimes paused
       and laved his face and neck with tepid water from the bucket. His long
       arrears of suffering, the night's vigil, the insults of the morning, and
       the harrowing business of the letter, had strung him to that point when
       pain is almost pleasure, time shrinks to a mere point, and death and
       life appear indifferent. To and fro he paced like a caged brute; his
       mind whirling through the universe of thought and memory; his eyes, as
       he went, skimming the legends on the wall. The crumbling whitewash was
       all full of them: Tahitian names, and French, and English, and rude
       sketches of ships under sail and men at fisticuffs.
       It came to him of a sudden that he too must leave upon these walls the
       memorial of his passage. He paused before a clean space, took the pencil
       out, and pondered. Vanity, so hard to dislodge, awoke in him. We call it
       vanity at least; perhaps unjustly. Rather it was the bare sense of his
       existence prompted him; the sense of his life, the one thing wonderful,
       to which he scarce clung with a finger. From his jarred nerves there
       came a strong sentiment of coming change; whether good or ill he could
       not say: change, he knew no more--change, with inscrutable veiled face,
       approaching noiseless. With the feeling, came the vision of a concert
       room, the rich hues of instruments, the silent audience, and the loud
       voice of the symphony. 'Destiny knocking at the door,' he thought; drew
       a stave on the plaster, and wrote in the famous phrase from the Fifth
       Symphony. 'So,' thought he, 'they will know that I loved music and had
       classical tastes. They? He, I suppose: the unknown, kindred spirit that
       shall come some day and read my memor querela. Ha, he shall have Latin
       too!' And he added: terque quaterque beati Queis ante ora patrum.
       He turned again to his uneasy pacing, but now with an irrational and
       supporting sense of duty done. He had dug his grave that morning; now he
       had carved his epitaph; the folds of the toga were composed, why should
       he delay the insignificant trifle that remained to do? He paused and
       looked long in the face of the sleeping Huish, drinking disenchantment
       and distaste of life. He nauseated himself with that vile countenance.
       Could the thing continue? What bound him now? Had he no rights?--only
       the obligation to go on, without discharge or furlough, bearing the
       unbearable? Ich trage unertragliches, the quotation rose in his mind; he
       repeated the whole piece, one of the most perfect of the most perfect of
       poets; and a phrase struck him like a blow: Du, stolzes Herz, A hast
       es ja gewolit. Where was the pride of his heart? And he raged against
       himself, as a man bites on a sore tooth, in a heady sensuality of scorn.
       'I have no pride, I have no heart, no manhood,' he thought, 'or why
       should I prolong a life more shameful than the gallows? Or why should I
       have fallen to it? No pride, no capacity, no force. Not even a bandit!
       and to be starving here with worse than banditti--with this trivial
       hell-hound!' His rage against his comrade rose and flooded him, and he
       shook a trembling fist at the sleeper.
       A swift step was audible. The captain appeared upon the threshold of the
       cell, panting and flushed, and with a foolish face of happiness. In his
       arms he carried a loaf of bread and bottles of beer; the pockets of his
       coat were bulging with cigars.
       He rolled his treasures on the floor, grasped Herrick by both hands, and
       crowed with laughter.
       'Broach the beer!' he shouted. 'Broach the beer, and glory hallelujah!'
       'Beer?' repeated Huish, struggling to his feet. 'Beer it is!' cried
       Davis. 'Beer and plenty of it. Any number of persons can use it (like
       Lyon's tooth-tablet) with perfect propriety and neatness. Who's to
       officiate?'
       'Leave me alone for that,' said the clerk. He knocked the necks off with
       a lump of coral, and each drank in succession from the shell.
       'Have a weed,' said Davis. 'It's all in the bill.'
       'What is up?' asked Herrick.
       The captain fell suddenly grave. 'I'm coming to that,' said he. 'I want
       to speak with Herrick here. You, Hay--or Huish, or whatever your name
       is--you take a weed and the other bottle, and go and see how the wind is
       down by the purao. I'll call you when you're wanted!'
       'Hay? Secrets? That ain't the ticket,' said Huish.
       'Look here, my son,' said the captain, 'this is business, and don't you
       make any mistake about it. If you're going to make trouble, you can
       have it your own way and stop right here. Only get the thing right: if
       Herrick and I go, we take the beer. Savvy?'
       'Oh, I don't want to shove my oar in,' returned Huish. 'I'll cut right
       enough. Give me the swipes. You can jaw till you're blue in the face for
       what I care. I don't think it's the friendly touch: that's all.' And he
       shambled grumbling out of the cell into the staring sun.
       The captain watched him clear of the courtyard; then turned to Herrick.
       'What is it?' asked Herrick thickly.
       'I'll tell you,' said Davis. 'I want to consult you. It's a chance we've
       got. What's that?' he cried, pointing to the music on the wall.
       'What?' said the other. 'Oh, that! It's music; it's a phrase of
       Beethoven's I was writing up. It means Destiny knocking at the door.'
       'Does it?' said the captain, rather low; and he went near and studied
       the inscription; 'and this French?' he asked, pointing to the Latin.
       'O, it just means I should have been luckier if I had died at horne,'
       returned Herrick impatiently. 'What is this business?'
       'Destiny knocking at the door,' repeated the captain; and then, looking
       over his shoulder. 'Well, Mr Herrick, that's about what it comes to,' he
       added.
       'What do you mean? Explain yourself,' said Herrick.
       But the captain was again staring at the music. 'About how long ago
       since you wrote up this truck?' he asked.
       'What does it matter?' exclaimed Herrick. 'I dare say half an hour.'
       'My God, it's strange!' cried Davis. 'There's some men would call that
       accidental: not me. That--' and he drew his thick finger under the
       music--'that's what I call Providence.'
       'You said we had a chance,' said Herrick.
       'Yes, SIR!' said the captain, wheeling suddenly face to face with
       his companion. 'I did so. If you're the man I take you for, we have a
       chance.'
       'I don't know what you take me for,' was the reply. 'You can scarce take
       me too low.'
       'Shake hands, Mr Herrick,' said the captain. 'I know you. You're a
       gentleman and a man of spirit. I didn't want to speak before that bummer
       there; you'll see why. But to you I'll rip it right out. I got a ship.'
       'A ship?' cried Herrick. 'What ship?'
       'That schooner we saw this morning off the passage.'
       'The schooner with the hospital flag?'
       'That's the hooker,' said Davis. 'She's the Farallone, hundred and
       sixty tons register, out of 'Frisco for Sydney, in California champagne.
       Captain, mate, and one hand all died of the smallpox, same as they had
       round in the Paumotus, I guess. Captain and mate were the only white
       men; all the hands Kanakas; seems a queer kind of outfit from a
       Christian port. Three of them left and a cook; didn't know where they
       were; I can't think where they were either, if you come to that;
       Wiseman must have been on the booze, I guess, to sail the course he did.
       However, there HE was, dead; and here are the Kanakas as good as lost.
       They bummed around at sea like the babes in the wood; and tumbled
       end-on upon Tahiti. The consul here took charge. He offered the berth to
       Williams; Williams had never had the smallpox and backed down. That was
       when I came in for the letter paper; I thought there was something up
       when the consul asked me to look in again; but I never let on to you
       fellows, so's you'd not be disappointed. Consul tried M'Neil; scared of
       smallpox. He tried Capirati, that Corsican and Leblue, or whatever his
       name is, wouldn't lay a hand on it; all too fond of their sweet lives.
       Last of all, when there wasn't nobody else left to offer it to, he
       offers it to me. "Brown, will you ship captain and take her to Sydney?"
       says he. "Let me choose my own mate and another white hand," says I,
       "for I don't hold with this Kanaka crew racket; give us all two months'
       advance to get our clothes and instruments out of pawn, and I'll take
       stock tonight, fill up stores, and get to sea tomorrow before dark!"
       That's what I said. "That's good enough," says the consul, "and you
       can count yourself damned lucky, Brown," says he. And he said it pretty
       meaningful-appearing, too. However, that's all one now. I'll ship Huish
       before the mast--of course I'll let him berth aft--and I'll ship you
       mate at seventy-five dollars and two months' advance.'
       'Me mate? Why, I'm a landsman!' cried Herrick.
       'Guess you've got to learn,' said the captain. 'You don't fancy I'm
       going to skip and leave you rotting on the beach perhaps? I'm not that
       sort, old man. And you're handy anyway; I've been shipmates with worse.'
       'God knows I can't refuse,' said Herrick. 'God knows I thank you from my
       heart.'
       'That's all right,' said the captain. 'But it ain't all.' He turned
       aside to light a cigar.
       'What else is there?' asked the other, with a pang of undefinable alarm.
       'I'm coming to that,' said Davis, and then paused a little. 'See here,'
       he began, holding out his cigar between his finger and thumb, 'suppose
       you figure up what this'll amount to. You don't catch on? Well, we
       get two months' advance; we can't get away from Papeete--our creditors
       wouldn't let us go--for less; it'll take us along about two months
       to get to Sydney; and when we get there, I just want to put it to you
       squarely: What the better are we?'
       'We're off the beach at least,' said Herrick.
       'I guess there's a beach at Sydney,' returned the captain; 'and I'll
       tell you one thing, Mr Herrick--I don't mean to try. No, SIR! Sydney
       will never see me.'
       'Speak out plain,' said Herrick.
       'Plain Dutch,' replied the captain. 'I'm going to own that schooner.
       It's nothing new; it's done every year in the Pacific. Stephens stole a
       schooner the other day, didn't he? Hayes and Pease stole vessels all
       the time. And it's the making of the crowd of us. See here--you think of
       that cargo. Champagne! why, it's like as if it was put up on purpose. In
       Peru we'll sell that liquor off at the pier-head, and the schooner after
       it, if we can find a fool to buy her; and then light out for the mines.
       If you'll back me up, I stake my life I carry it through.'
       'Captain,' said Herrick, with a quailing voice, 'don't do it!'
       'I'm desperate,' returned Davis. 'I've got a chance; I may never get
       another. Herrick, say the word; back me up; I think we've starved
       together long enough for that.'
       'I can't do it. I'm sorry. I can't do it. I've not fallen as low as
       that,' said Herrick, deadly pale.
       'What did you say this morning?' said Davis. 'That you couldn't beg?
       It's the one thing or the other, my son.'
       'Ah, but this is the jail!' cried Herrick. 'Don't tempt me. It's the
       jail.'
       'Did you hear what the skipper said on board that schooner?' pursued the
       captain. 'Well, I tell you he talked straight. The French have let us
       alone for a long time; It can't last longer; they've got their eye on
       us; and as sure as you live, in three weeks you'll be in jail whatever
       you do. I read it in the consul's face.'
       'You forget, captain,' said the young man. 'There is another way. I can
       die; and to say truth, I think I should have died three years ago.'
       The captain folded his arms and looked the other in the face. 'Yes,'
       said he, 'yes, you can cut your throat; that's a frozen fact; much good
       may it do you! And where do I come in?'
       The light of a strange excitement came in Herrick's face. 'Both of us,'
       said he, 'both of us together. It's not possible you can enjoy this
       business. Come,' and he reached out a timid hand, 'a few strokes in the
       lagoon--and rest!'
       'I tell you, Herrick, I'm 'most tempted to answer you the way the man
       does in the Bible, and say, "Get thee behind me, Satan!"' said the
       captain. 'What! you think I would go drown myself, and I got children
       starving? Enjoy it? No, by God, I do not enjoy it! but it's the row
       I've got to hoe, and I'll hoe it till I drop right here. I have three of
       them, you see, two boys and the one girl, Adar. The trouble is that you
       are not a parent yourself. I tell you, Herrick, I love you,' the man
       broke out; 'I didn't take to you at first, you were so anglified and
       tony, but I love you now; it's a man that loves you stands here and
       wrestles with you. I can't go to sea with the bummer alone; it's not
       possible. Go drown yourself, and there goes my last chance--the last
       chance of a poor miserable beast, earning a crust to feed his family.
       I can't do nothing but sail ships, and I've no papers. And here I get
       a chance, and you go back on me! Ah, you've no family, and that's where
       the trouble is!'
       'I have indeed,' said Herrick.
       'Yes, I know,' said the captain, 'you think so. But no man's got
       a family till he's got children. It's only the kids count. There's
       something about the little shavers... I can't talk of them. And if
       you thought a cent about this father that I hear you talk of, or that
       sweetheart you were writing to this morning, you would feel like me. You
       would say, What matters laws, and God, and that? My folks are hard up,
       I belong to them, I'll get them bread, or, by God! I'll get them wealth,
       if I have to burn down London for it. That's what you would say. And
       I'll tell you more: your heart is saying so this living minute. I can
       see it in your face. You're thinking, Here's poor friendship for the man
       I've starved along of, and as for the girl that I set up to be in love
       with, here's a mighty limp kind of a love that won't carry me as far
       as 'most any man would go for a demijohn of whisky. There's not much
       ROmance to that love, anyway; it's not the kind they carry on about in
       songbooks. But what's the good of my carrying on talking, when it's all
       in your inside as plain as print? I put the question to you once for
       all. Are you going to desert me in my hour of need?--you know if I've
       deserted you--or will you give me your hand, and try a fresh deal, and
       go home (as like as not) a millionaire? Say no, and God pity me! Say
       yes, and I'll make the little ones pray for you every night on their
       bended knees. "God bless Mr Herrick!" that's what they'll say, one after
       the other, the old girl sitting there holding stakes at the foot of the
       bed, and the damned little innocents.. . He broke off. 'I don't often
       rip out about the kids,' he said; 'but when I do, there's something
       fetches loose.'
       'Captain,' said Herrick faintly, 'is there nothing else?'
       'I'll prophesy if you like,' said the captain with renewed vigour.
       'Refuse this, because you think yourself too honest, and before a
       month's out you'll be jailed for a sneak-thief. I give you the word
       fair. I can see it, Herrick, if you can't; you're breaking down.
       Don't think, if you refuse this chance, that you'll go on doing the
       evangelical; you're about through with your stock; and before you know
       where you are, you'll be right out on the other side. No, it's either
       this for you; or else it's Caledonia. I bet you never were there, and
       saw those white, shaved men, in their dust clothes and straw hats,
       prowling around in gangs in the lamplight at Noumea; they look like
       wolves, and they look like preachers, and they look like the sick; Hulsh
       is a daisy to the best of them. Well, there's your company. They're
       waiting for you, Herrick, and you got to go; and that's a prophecy.'
       And as the man stood and shook through his great stature, he seemed
       indeed like one in whom the spirit of divination worked and might utter
       oracles. Herrick looked at him, and looked away; It seemed not decent to
       spy upon such agitation; and the young man's courage sank.
       'You talk of going home,' he objected. 'We could never do that.'
       'WE could,' said the other. 'Captain Brown couldn't, nor Mr Hay, that
       shipped mate with him couldn't. But what's that to do with Captain Davis
       or Mr Herrick, you galoot?'
       'But Hayes had these wild islands where he used to call,' came the next
       fainter objection.
       'We have the wild islands of Peru,' retorted Davis. 'They were wild
       enough for Stephens, no longer agone than just last year. I guess
       they'll be wild enough for us.'
       'And the crew?'
       'All Kanakas. Come, I see you're right, old man. I see you'll stand by.'
       And the captain once more offered his hand.
       'Have it your own way then,' said Herrick. 'I'll do it: a strange thing
       for my father's son. But I'll do it. I'll stand by you, man, for good or
       evil.'
       'God bless you!' cried the captain, and stood silent. 'Herrick,' he
       added with a smile, 'I believe I'd have died in my tracks, if you'd
       said, No!'
       And Herrick, looking at the man, half believed so also.
       'And now we'll go break it to the bummer,' said Davis.
       'I wonder how he'll take it,' said Herrick.
       'Him? Jump at it!' was the reply. _