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Honore de Balzac
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       _ When Lucien returned home, he found Coralie stretched out straight and stiff on a pallet-bed; Berenice, with many tears, had wrapped her in a coarse linen sheet, and put lighted candles at the four corners of the bed. Coralie's face had taken that strange, delicate beauty of death which so vividly impresses the living with the idea of absolute calm; she looked like some white girl in a decline; it seemed as if those pale, crimson lips must open and murmur the name which had blended with the name of God in the last words that she uttered before she died.
       Lucien told Berenice to order a funeral which should not cost more than two hundred francs, including the service at the shabby little church of the Bonne-Nouvelle. As soon as she had gone out, he sat down to a table, and beside the dead body of his love he composed ten rollicking songs to fit popular airs. The effort cost him untold anguish, but at last the brain began to work at the bidding of Necessity, as if suffering were not; and already Lucien had learned to put Claude Vignon's terrible maxims in practice, and to raise a barrier between heart and brain. What a night the poor boy spent over those drinking songs, writing by the light of the tall wax candles while the priest recited the prayers for the dead!
       Morning broke before the last song was finished. Lucien tried it over to a street-song of the day, to the consternation of Berenice and the priest, who thought that he was mad:--
       Lads, 'tis tedious waste of time
       To mingle song and reason;
       Folly calls for laughing rhyme,
       Sense is out of season.
       Let Apollo be forgot
       When Bacchus fills the drinking-cup;
       Any catch is good, I wot,
       If good fellows take it up.
       Let philosophers protest,
       Let us laugh,
       And quaff,
       And a fig for the rest!
       As Hippocrates has said,
       Every jolly fellow,
       When a century has sped,
       Still is fit and mellow.
       No more following of a lass
       With the palsy in your legs?
       --While your hand can hold a glass,
       You can drain it to the dregs,
       With an undiminished zest.
       Let us laugh,
       And quaff,
       And a fig for the rest!
       Whence we come we know full well.
       Whiter are we going?
       Ne'er a one of us can tell,
       'Tis a thing past knowing.
       Faith! what does it signify,
       Take the good that Heaven sends;
       It is certain that we die,
       Certain that we live, my friends.
       Life is nothing but a jest.
       Let us laugh,
       And quaff,
       And a fig for the rest!
       He was shouting the reckless refrain when d'Arthez and Bianchon arrived, to find him in a paroxysm of despair and exhaustion, utterly unable to make a fair copy of his verses. A torrent of tears followed; and when, amid his sobs, he had told his story, he saw the tears standing in his friends' eyes.
       "This wipes out many sins," said d'Arthez.
       "Happy are they who suffer for their sins in this world," the priest said solemnly.
       At the sight of the fair, dead face smiling at Eternity, while Coralie's lover wrote tavern-catches to buy a grave for her, and Barbet paid for the coffin--of the four candles lighted about the dead body of her who had thrilled a great audience as she stood behind the footlights in her Spanish basquina and scarlet green-clocked stockings; while beyond in the doorway, stood the priest who had reconciled the dying actress with God, now about to return to the church to say a mass for the soul of her who had "loved much,"--all the grandeur and the sordid aspects of the scene, all that sorrow crushed under by Necessity, froze the blood of the great writer and the great doctor. They sat down; neither of them could utter a word.
       Just at that moment a servant in livery announced Mlle. des Touches. That beautiful and noble woman understood everything at once. She stepped quickly across the room to Lucien, and slipped two thousand-franc notes into his hand as she grasped it.
       "It is too late," he said, looking up at her with dull, hopeless eyes.
       The three stayed with Lucien, trying to soothe his despair with comforting words; but every spring seemed to be broken. At noon all the brotherhood, with the exception of Michel Chrestien (who, however, had learned the truth as to Lucien's treachery), was assembled in the poor little church of the Bonne-Nouvelle; Mlle. de Touches was present, and Berenice and Coralie's dresser from the theatre, with a couple of supernumeraries and the disconsolate Camusot. All the men accompanied the actress to her last resting-place in Pere Lachaise. Camusot, shedding hot tears, had solemnly promised Lucien to buy the grave in perpetuity, and to put a headstone above it with the words:
       CORALIE
       AGED NINETEEN YEARS
       August, 1822
       Lucien stayed there, on the sloping ground that looks out over Paris, until the sun had set.
       "Who will love me now?" he thought. "My truest friends despise me. Whatever I might have done, she who lies here would have thought me wholly noble and good. I have no one left to me now but my sister and mother and David. And what do they think of me at home?"
       Poor distinguished provincial! He went back to the Rue de la Lune; but the sight of the rooms was so acutely painful, that he could not stay in them, and he took a cheap lodging elsewhere in the same street. Mlle. des Touches' two thousand francs and the sale of the furniture paid the debts.
       Berenice had two hundred francs left, on which they lived for two months. Lucien was prostrate; he could neither write nor think; he gave way to morbid grief. Berenice took pity upon him.
       "Suppose that you were to go back to your own country, how are you to get there?" she asked one day, by way of reply to an exclamation of Lucien's.
       "On foot."
       "But even so, you must live and sleep on the way. Even if you walk twelve leagues a day, you will want twenty francs at least."
       "I will get them together," he said.
       He took his clothes and his best linen, keeping nothing but strict necessaries, and went to Samanon, who offered fifty francs for his entire wardrobe. In vain he begged the money-lender to let him have enough to pay his fare by the coach; Samanon was inexorable. In a paroxysm of fury, Lucien rushed to Frascati's, staked the proceeds of the sale, and lost every farthing. Back once more in the wretched room in the Rue de la Lune, he asked Berenice for Coralie's shawl. The good girl looked at him, and knew in a moment what he meant to do. He had confessed to his loss at the gaming-table; and now he was going to hang himself.
       "Are you mad, sir? Go out for a walk, and come back again at midnight. I will get the money for you; but keep to the Boulevards, do not go towards the Quais."
       Lucien paced up and down the Boulevards. He was stupid with grief. He watched the passers-by and the stream of traffic, and felt that he was alone, and a very small atom in this seething whirlpool of Paris, churned by the strife of innumerable interests. His thoughts went back to the banks of his Charente; a craving for happiness and home awoke in him; and with the craving, came one of the sudden febrile bursts of energy which half-feminine natures like his mistake for strength. He would not give up until he had poured out his heart to David Sechard, and taken counsel of the three good angels still left to him on earth.
       As he lounged along, he caught sight of Berenice--Berenice in her Sunday clothes, speaking to a stranger at the corner of the Rue de la Lune and the filthy Boulevard Bonne-Nouvelle, where she had taken her stand.
       "What are you doing?" asked Lucien, dismayed by a sudden suspicion.
       "Here are your twenty francs," said the girl, slipping four five-franc pieces into the poet's hand. "They may cost dear yet; but you can go," and she had fled before Lucien could see the way she went; for, in justice to him, it must be said that the money burned his hand, he wanted to return it, but he was forced to keep it as the final brand set upon him by life in Paris.
       ADDENDUM
       Note: A Distinguished Provincial at Paris is part two of a trilogy. Part one is entitled Two Poets and part three is Eve and David. In other addendum references parts one and three are usually combined under the title Lost Illusions.
       The following personages appear in other stories of the Human Comedy.
       

       Barbet
       A Man of Business
       The Seamy Side of History
       The Middle Classes
       Beaudenord, Godefroid de
       The Ball at Sceaux
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Berenice
       Lost Illusions
       Bianchon, Horace
       Father Goriot
       The Atheist's Mass
       Cesar Birotteau
       The Commission in Lunacy
       Lost Illusions
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Secrets of a Princess
       The Government Clerks
       Pierrette
       A Study of Woman
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Honorine
       The Seamy Side of History
       The Magic Skin
       A Second Home
       A Prince of Bohemia
       Letters of Two Brides
       The Muse of the Department
       The Imaginary Mistress
       The Middle Classes
       Cousin Betty
       The Country Parson
       In addition, M. Bianchon narrated the following:
       Another Study of Woman
       La Grande Breteche
       Blondet, Emile
       Jealousies of a Country Town
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Modeste Mignon
       Another Study of Woman
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Daughter of Eve
       The Firm of Nucingen
       The Peasantry
       Blondet, Virginie
       Jealousies of a Country Town
       The Secrets of a Princess
       The Peasantry
       Another Study of Woman
       The Member for Arcis
       A Daughter of Eve
       Braulard
       Cousin Betty
       Cousin Pons
       Bridau, Joseph
       The Purse
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       A Start in Life
       Modeste Mignon
       Another Study of Woman
       Pierre Grassou
       Letters of Two Brides
       Cousin Betty
       The Member for Arcis
       Bruel, Jean Francois du
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Government Clerks
       A Start in Life
       A Prince of Bohemia
       The Middle Classes
       A Daughter of Eve
       Bruel, Claudine Chaffaroux, Madame du
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       A Prince of Bohemia
       Letters of Two Brides
       The Middle Classes
       Cabirolle, Agathe-Florentine
       A Start in Life
       Lost Illusions
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Camusot
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Cousin Pons
       The Muse of the Department
       Cesar Birotteau
       At the Sign of the Cat and Racket
       Canalis, Constant-Cyr-Melchior, Baron de
       Letters of Two Brides
       Modeste Mignon
       The Magic Skin
       Another Study of Woman
       A Start in Life
       Beatrix
       The Unconscious Humorists
       The Member for Arcis
       Cardot, Jean-Jerome-Severin
       A Start in Life
       Lost Illusions
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       At the Sign of the Cat and Racket
       Cesar Birotteau
       Carigliano, Duchesse de
       At the Sign of the Cat and Racket
       The Peasantry
       The Member for Arcis
       Cavalier
       The Seamy Side of History
       Chaboisseau
       The Government Clerks
       A Man of Business
       Chatelet, Sixte, Baron du
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Thirteen
       Chatelet, Marie-Louise-Anais de Negrepelisse, Baronne du
       Lost Illusions
       The Government Clerks
       Chrestien, Michel
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Secrets of a Princess
       Collin, Jacques
       Father Goriot
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Member for Arcis
       Coloquinte
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Coralie, Mademoiselle
       A Start in Life
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Dauriat
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Modeste Mignon
       Desroches (son)
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Colonel Chabert
       A Start in Life
       A Woman of Thirty
       The Commission in Lunacy
       The Government Clerks
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Firm of Nucingen
       A Man of Business
       The Middle Classes
       Arthez, Daniel d'
       Letters of Two Brides
       The Member for Arcis
       The Secrets of a Princess
       Espard, Jeanne-Clementine-Athenais de Blamont-Chauvry, Marquise d'
       The Commission in Lunacy
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Letters of Two Brides
       Another Study of Woman
       The Gondreville Mystery
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Daughter of Eve
       Beatrix
       Finot, Andoche
       Cesar Birotteau
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Government Clerks
       A Start in Life
       Gaudissart the Great
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Foy, Maximilien-Sebastien
       Cesar Birotteau
       Gaillard, Theodore
       Beatrix
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Gaillard, Madame Theodore
       Jealousies of a Country Town
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Beatrix
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Galathionne, Prince and Princess (both not in each story)
       The Secrets of a Princess
       The Middle Classes
       Father Goriot
       A Daughter of Eve
       Beatrix
       Gentil
       Lost Illusions
       Giraud, Leon
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Secrets of a Princess
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Giroudeau
       A Start in Life
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Grindot
       Cesar Birotteau
       Lost Illusions
       A Start in Life
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Beatrix
       The Middle Classes
       Cousin Betty
       Lambert, Louis
       Louis Lambert
       A Seaside Tragedy
       Listomere, Marquis de
       The Lily of the Valley
       A Study of Woman
       Listomere, Marquise de
       The Lily of the Valley
       Lost Illusions
       A Study of Woman
       A Daughter of Eve
       Lousteau, Etienne
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       A Daughter of Eve
       Beatrix
       The Muse of the Department
       Cousin Betty
       A Prince of Bohemia
       A Man of Business
       The Middle Classes
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Lupeaulx, Clement Chardin des
       The Muse of the Department
       Eugenie Grandet
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Government Clerks
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Ursule Mirouet
       Manerville, Paul Francois-Joseph, Comte de
       The Thirteen
       The Ball at Sceaux
       Lost Illusions
       A Marriage Settlement
       Marsay, Henri de
       The Thirteen
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Another Study of Woman
       The Lily of the Valley
       Father Goriot
       Jealousies of a Country Town
       Ursule Mirouet
       A Marriage Settlement
       Lost Illusions
       Letters of Two Brides
       The Ball at Sceaux
       Modeste Mignon
       The Secrets of a Princess
       The Gondreville Mystery
       A Daughter of Eve
       Matifat (wealthy druggist)
       Cesar Birotteau
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Lost Illusions
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Cousin Pons
       Meyraux
       Louis Lambert
       Montcornet, Marechal, Comte de
       Domestic Peace
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Peasantry
       A Man of Business
       Cousin Betty
       Montriveau, General Marquis Armand de
       The Thirteen
       Father Goriot
       Lost Illusions
       Another Study of Woman
       Pierrette
       The Member for Arcis
       Nathan, Raoul
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Daughter of Eve
       Letters of Two Brides
       The Seamy Side of History
       The Muse of the Department
       A Prince of Bohemia
       A Man of Business
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Nathan, Madame Raoul
       The Muse of the Department
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Government Clerks
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Ursule Mirouet
       Eugenie Grandet
       The Imaginary Mistress
       A Prince of Bohemia
       Negrepelisse, De
       The Commission in Lunacy
       Lost Illusions
       Nucingen, Baron Frederic de
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Father Goriot
       Pierrette
       Cesar Birotteau
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Another Study of Woman
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Man of Business
       Cousin Betty
       The Muse of the Department
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Nucingen, Baronne Delphine de
       Father Goriot
       The Thirteen
       Eugenie Grandet
       Cesar Birotteau
       Melmoth Reconciled
       Lost Illusions
       The Commission in Lunacy
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Modeste Mignon
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Another Study of Woman
       A Daughter of Eve
       The Member for Arcis
       Palma (banker)
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Cesar Birotteau
       Gobseck
       Lost Illusions
       The Ball at Sceaux
       Pombreton, Marquis de
       Lost Illusions
       Jealousies of a Country Town
       Rastignac, Eugene de
       Father Goriot
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       The Ball at Sceaux
       The Commission in Lunacy
       A Study of Woman
       Another Study of Woman
       The Magic Skin
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Daughter of Eve
       The Gondreville Mystery
       The Firm of Nucingen
       Cousin Betty
       The Member for Arcis
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Rhetore, Duc Alphonse de
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Letters of Two Brides
       Albert Savarus
       The Member for Arcis
       Ridal, Fulgence
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Rubempre, Lucien-Chardon de
       Lost Illusions
       The Government Clerks
       Ursule Mirouet
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Samanon
       The Government Clerks
       A Man of Business
       Cousin Betty
       Sechard, David
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Sechard, Madame David
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       Tillet, Ferdinand du
       Cesar Birotteau
       The Firm of Nucingen
       The Middle Classes
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Pierrette
       Melmoth Reconciled
       The Secrets of a Princess
       A Daughter of Eve
       The Member for Arcis
       Cousin Betty
       The Unconscious Humorists
       Touches, Mademoiselle Felicite des
       Beatrix
       Lost Illusions
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Another Study of Woman
       A Daughter of Eve
       Honorine
       Beatrix
       The Muse of the Department
       Vandenesse, Comte Felix de
       The Lily of the Valley
       Lost Illusions
       Cesar Birotteau
       Letters of Two Brides
       A Start in Life
       The Marriage Settlement
       The Secrets of a Princess
       Another Study of Woman
       The Gondreville Mystery
       A Daughter of Eve
       Vernou, Felicien
       A Bachelor's Establishment
       Lost Illusions
       Scenes from a Courtesan's Life
       A Daughter of Eve
       Cousin Betty
       Vignon, Claude
       A Daughter of Eve
       Honorine
       Beatrix
       Cousin Betty
       The Unconscious Humorists
       

       [THE END]
       Honore de Balzac's Novel: Distinguished Provincial at Paris
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