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Alkahest, The
CHAPTER 10
Honore de Balzac
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       _ Society practises none of the virtues it demands from individuals:
       every hour it commits crimes, but the crimes are committed in words;
       it paves the way for evil actions with a jest; it degrades nobility of
       soul by ridicule; it jeers at sons who mourn their fathers,
       anathematizes those who do not mourn them enough, and finds diversion
       (the hypocrite!) in weighing the dead bodies before they are cold.
       The evening of the day on which Madame Claes died, her friends cast a
       few flowers upon her memory in the intervals of their games of whist,
       doing homage to her noble qualities as they sorted their hearts and
       spades. Then, after a few lachrymal phrases,--the fi, fo, fum of
       collective grief, uttered in precisely the same tone, and with neither
       more nor less of feeling, at all hours and in every town in France,--
       they proceeded to estimate the value of her property. Pierquin was the
       first to observe that the death of this excellent woman was a mercy,
       for her husband had made her unhappy; and it was even more fortunate
       for her children: she was unable while living to refuse her money to
       the husband she adored; but now that she was dead, Claes was debarred
       from touching it. Thereupon all present calculated the fortune of that
       poor Madame Claes, wondered how much she had laid by (had she, in
       fact, laid by anything?), made an inventory of her jewels, rummaged in
       her wardrobe, peeped into her drawers, while the afflicted family were
       still weeping and praying around her death-bed.
       Pierquin, with an appraising eye, stated that Madame Claes's
       possessions in her own right--to use the notarial phrase--might still
       be recovered, and ought to amount to nearly a million and a half of
       francs; basing this estimate partly on the forest of Waignies,--whose
       timber, counting the full-grown trees, the saplings, the primeval
       growths, and the recent plantations, had immensely increased in value
       during the last twelve years,--and partly on Balthazar's own property,
       of which enough remained to "cover" the claims of his children, if the
       liquidation of their mother's fortune did not yield sufficient to
       release him. Mademoiselle Claes was still, in Pierquin's slang, "a
       four-hundred-thousand-franc girl." "But," he added, "if she doesn't
       marry,--a step which would of course separate her interests and permit
       us to sell the forest and auction, and so realize the property of the
       minor children and reinvest it where the father can't lay hands on it,
       --Claes is likely to ruin them all."
       Thereupon, everybody looked about for some eligible young man worthy
       to win the hand of Mademoiselle Claes; but none of them paid the
       lawyer the compliment of suggesting that he might be the man.
       Pierquin, however, found so many good reasons to reject the suggested
       matches as unworthy of Marguerite's position, that the confabulators
       glanced at each other and smiled, and took malicious pleasure in
       prolonging this truly provincial method of annoyance. Pierquin had
       already decided that Madame Claes's death would have a favorable
       effect upon his suit, and he began mentally to cut up the body in his
       own interests.
       "That good woman," he said to himself as he went home to bed, "was as
       proud as a peacock; she would never gave given me her daughter. Hey,
       hey! why couldn't I manage matters now so as to marry the girl? Pere
       Claes is drunk on carbon, and takes no care of his children. If, after
       convincing Marguerite that she must marry to save the property of her
       brothers and sister, I were to ask him for his daughter, he will be
       glad to get rid of a girl who is likely to thwart him."
       He went to sleep anticipating the charms of the marriage contract, and
       reflecting on the advantages of the step and the guarantees afforded
       for his happiness in the person he proposed to marry. In all the
       provinces there was certainly not a better brought-up or more
       delicately lovely young girl than Mademoiselle Claes. Her modesty, her
       grace, were like those of the pretty flower Emmanuel had feared to
       name lest he should betray the secret of his heart. Her sentiments
       were lofty, her principles religious, she would undoubtedly make him a
       faithful wife: moreover, she not only flattered the vanity which
       influences every man more or less in the choice of a wife, but she
       gratified his pride by the high consideration which her family, doubly
       ennobled, enjoyed in Flanders,--a consideration which her husband of
       course would share.
       The next day Pierquin extracted from his strong-box several thousand-
       franc notes, which he offered with great friendliness to Balthazar, so
       as to relieve him of pecuniary annoyance in the midst of his grief.
       Touched by this delicate attention, Balthazar would, he thought,
       praise his goodness and his personal qualities to Marguerite. In this
       he was mistaken. Monsieur Claes and his daughter thought it was a very
       natural action, and their sorrow was too absorbing to let them even
       think of the lawyer.
       Balthazar's despair was indeed so great that persons who were disposed
       to blame his conduct could not do otherwise than forgive him,--less on
       account of the Science which might have excused him, than for the
       remorse which could not undo his deeds. Society is satisfied by
       appearances: it takes what it gives, without considering the intrinsic
       worth of the article. To the world real suffering is a show, a species
       of enjoyment, which inclines it to absolve even a criminal; in its
       thirst for emotions it acquits without judging the man who raises a
       laugh, or he who makes it weep, making no inquiry into their methods.
       Marguerite was just nineteen when her father put her in charge of the
       household; and her brothers and sister, whom Madame Claes in her last
       moments exhorted to obey their elder sister, accepted her authority
       with docility. Her mourning attire heightened the dewy whiteness of
       her skin, just as the sadness of her expression threw into relief the
       gentleness and patience of her manner. From the first she gave proofs
       of feminine courage, of inalterable serenity, like that of angels
       appointed to shed peace on suffering hearts by a touch of their waving
       palms. But although she trained herself, through a premature
       perception of duty, to hide her personal grief, it was none the less
       bitter; her calm exterior was not in keeping with the deep trouble of
       her thoughts, and she was destined to undergo, too early in life,
       those terrible outbursts of feeling which no heart is wholly able to
       subdue: her father was to hold her incessantly under the pressure of
       natural youthful generosity on the one hand, and the dictates of
       imperious duty on the other. The cares which came upon her the very
       day of her mother's death threw her into a struggle with the interests
       of life at an age when young girls are thinking only of its pleasures.
       Dreadful discipline of suffering, which is never lacking to angelic
       natures!
       The love which rests on money or on vanity is the most persevering of
       passions. Pierquin resolved to win the heiress without delay. A few
       days after Madame Claes's death he took occasion to speak to
       Marguerite, and began operations with a cleverness which might have
       succeeded if love had not given her the power of clear insight and
       saved her from mistaking appearances that were all the more specious
       because Pierquin displayed his natural kindheartedness,--the
       kindliness of a notary who thinks himself loving while he protects a
       client's money. Relying on his rather distant relationship and his
       constant habit of managing the business and sharing the secrets of the
       Claes family, sure of the esteem and friendship of the father, greatly
       assisted by the careless inattention of that servant of science who
       took no thought for the marriage of his daughter, and not suspecting
       that Marguerite could prefer another,--Pierquin unguardedly enabled
       her to form a judgment on a suit in which there was no passion except
       that of self-interest, always odious to a young soul, and which he was
       not clever enough to conceal. It was he who on this occasion was
       naively above-board, it was she who dissimulated,--simply because he
       thought he was dealing with a defenceless girl, and wholly
       misconceived the privileges of weakness.
       "My dear cousin," he said to Marguerite, with whom he was walking
       about the paths of the little garden, "you know my heart, you
       understand how truly I desire to respect the painful feelings which
       absorb you at this moment. I have too sensitive a nature for a lawyer;
       I live by my heart only, I am forced to spend my time on the interests
       of others when I would fain let myself enjoy the sweet emotions which
       make life happy. I suffer deeply in being obliged to talk to you of
       subjects so discordant with your state of mind, but it is necessary. I
       have thought much about you during the last few days. It is evident
       that through a fatal delusion the fortune of your brothers and sister
       and your own are in jeopardy. Do you wish to save your family from
       complete ruin?"
       "What must I do?" she asked, half-frightened by his words.
       "Marry," answered Pierquin.
       "I shall not marry," she said.
       "Yes, you will marry," replied the notary, "when you have soberly
       thought over the critical position in which you are placed."
       "How can my marriage save--"
       "Ah! I knew you would consider it, my dear cousin," he exclaimed,
       interrupting her. "Marriage will emancipate you."
       "Why should I be emancipated?" asked Marguerite.
       "Because marriage will put you at once into possession of your
       property, my dear little cousin," said the lawyer in a tone of
       triumph. "If you marry you take your share of your mother's property.
       To give it to you, the whole property must be liquidated; to do that,
       it becomes necessary to sell the forest of Waignies. That done, the
       proceeds will be capitalized, and your father, as guardian, will be
       compelled to invest the fortune of his children in such a way that
       Chemistry can't get hold of it."
       "And if I do not marry, what will happen?" she asked.
       "Well," said the notary, "your father will manage your estate as he
       pleases. If he returns to making gold, he will probably sell the
       timber of the forest of Waignies and leave his children as naked as
       the little Saint Johns. The forest is now worth about fourteen hundred
       thousand francs; but from one day to another you are not sure your
       father won't cut it down, and then your thirteen hundred acres are not
       worth three hundred thousand francs. Isn't it better to avoid this
       almost certain danger by at once compelling the division of property
       on your marriage? If the forest is sold now, while Chemistry has gone
       to sleep, your father will put the proceeds into the Grand-Livre. The
       Funds are at 59; those dear children will get nearly five thousand
       francs a year for every fifty thousand francs: and, inasmuch as the
       property of minors cannot be sold out, your brothers and sister will
       find their fortunes doubled in value by the time they come of age.
       Whereas, in the other case,--faith, no one knows what may happen: your
       father has already impaired your mother's property; we shall find out
       the deficit when we come to make the inventory. If he is in debt to
       her estate, you will take a mortgage on his, and in that way something
       may be recovered--"
       "For shame!" said Marguerite. "It would be an outrage on my father. It
       is not so long since my mother uttered her last words that I have
       forgotten them. My father is incapable of robbing his children," she
       continued, giving way to tears of distress. "You misunderstand him,
       Monsieur Pierquin."
       "But, my dear cousin, if your father gets back to chemistry--"
       "We are ruined; is that what you mean?"
       "Yes, utterly ruined. Believe me, Marguerite," he said, taking her
       hand which he placed upon his heart, "I should fail of my duty if I
       did not persist in this matter. Your interests alone--"
       "Monsieur," said Marguerite, coldly withdrawing her hand, "the true
       interests of my family require me not to marry. My mother thought so."
       "Cousin," he cried, with the earnestness of a man who sees a fortune
       escaping him, "you commit suicide; you fling your mother's property
       into a gulf. Well, I will prove the devotion I feel for you: you know
       not how I love you. I have admired you from the day of that last ball,
       three years ago; you were enchanting. Trust the voice of love when it
       speaks to you of your own interests, Marguerite." He paused. "Yes, we
       must call a family council and emancipate you--without consulting
       you," he added.
       "But what is it to be emancipated?"
       "It is to enjoy your own rights."
       "If I can be emancipated without being married, why do you want me to
       marry? and whom should I marry?"
       Pierquin tried to look tenderly at his cousin, but the expression
       contrasted so strongly with his hard eyes, usually fixed on money,
       that Marguerite discovered the self-interest in his improvised
       tenderness.
       "You would marry the person who--pleases you--the most," he said. "A
       husband is indispensable, were it only as a matter of business. You
       are now entering upon a struggle with your father; can you resist him
       all alone?"
       "Yes, monsieur; I shall know how to protect my brothers and sister
       when the time comes."
       "Pshaw! the obstinate creature," thought Pierquin. "No, you will not
       resist him," he said aloud.
       "Let us end the subject," she said.
       "Adieu, cousin, I shall endeavor to serve you in spite of yourself; I
       will prove my love by protecting you against your will from a disaster
       which all the town foresees."
       "I thank you for the interest you take in me," she answered; "but I
       entreat you to propose nothing and to undertake nothing which may give
       pain to my father."
       Marguerite stood thoughtfully watching Pierquin as he departed; she
       compared his metallic voice, his manners, flexible as a steel spring,
       his glance, servile rather than tender, with the mute melodious poetry
       in which Emmanuel's sentiments were wrapped. No matter what may be
       said, or what may be done, there exists a wonderful magnetism whose
       effects never deceive. The tones of the voice, the glance, the
       passionate gestures of a lover may be imitated; a young girl can be
       deluded by a clever comedian; but to succeed, the man must be alone in
       the field. If the young girl has another soul beside her whose pulses
       vibrate in unison with hers, she is able to distinguish the
       expressions of a true love. Emmanuel, like Marguerite, felt the
       influence of the chords which, from the time of their first meeting
       had gathered ominously about their heads, hiding from their eyes the
       blue skies of love. His feeling for the Elect of his heart was an
       idolatry which the total absence of hope rendered gentle and
       mysterious in its manifestations. Socially too far removed from
       Mademoiselle Claes by his want of fortune, with nothing but a noble
       name to offer her, he saw no chance of ever being her husband. Yet he
       had always hoped for certain encouragements which Marguerite refused
       to give before the failing eyes of her dying mother. Both equally
       pure, they had never said to one another a word of love. Their joys
       were solitary joys tasted by each alone. They trembled apart, though
       together they quivered beneath the rays of the same hope. They seemed
       to fear themselves, conscious that each only too surely belonged to
       the other. Emmanuel trembled lest he should touch the hand of the
       sovereign to whom he had made a shrine of his heart; a chance contact
       would have roused hopes that were too ardent, he could not then have
       mastered the force of his passion. And yet, while neither bestowed the
       vast, though trivial, the innocent and yet all-meaning signs of love
       that even timid lovers allow themselves, they were so firmly fixed in
       each other's hearts that both were ready to make the greatest
       sacrifices, which were, indeed, the only pleasures their love could
       expect to taste.
       Since Madame Claes's death this hidden love was shrouded in mourning.
       The tints of the sphere in which it lived, dark and dim from the
       first, were now black; the few lights were veiled by tears.
       Marguerite's reserve changed to coldness; she remembered the promise
       exacted by her mother. With more freedom of action, she nevertheless
       became more distant. Emmanuel shared his beloved's grief,
       comprehending that the slightest word or wish of love at such a time
       transgressed the laws of the heart. Their love was therefore more
       concealed than it had ever been. These tender souls sounded the same
       note: held apart by grief, as formerly by the timidities of youth and
       by respect for the sufferings of the mother, they clung to the
       magnificent language of the eyes, the mute eloquence of devoted
       actions, the constant unison of thoughts,--divine harmonies of youth,
       the first steps of a love still in its infancy. Emmanuel came every
       morning to inquire for Claes and Marguerite, but he never entered the
       dining-room, where the family now sat, unless to bring a letter from
       Gabriel or when Balthazar invited him to come in. His first glance at
       the young girl contained a thousand sympathetic thoughts; it told her
       that he suffered under these conventional restraints, that he never
       left her, he was always with her, he shared her grief. He shed the
       tears of his own pain into the soul of his dear one by a look that was
       marred by no selfish reservation. His good heart lived so completely
       in the present, he clung so firmly to a happiness which he believed to
       be fugitive, that Marguerite sometimes reproached herself for not
       generously holding out her hand and saying, "Let us at least be
       friends."
       Pierquin continued his suit with an obstinacy which is the
       unreflecting patience of fools. He judged Marguerite by the ordinary
       rules of the multitude when judging of women. He believed that the
       words marriage, freedom, fortune, which he had put into her mind,
       would geminate and flower into wishes by which he could profit; he
       imagined that her coldness was mere dissimulation. But surround her as
       he would with gallant attentions, he could not hide the despotic ways
       of a man accustomed to manage the private affairs of many families
       with a high hand. He discoursed to her in those platitudes of
       consolation common to his profession, which crawl like snails over the
       suffering mind, leaving behind them a trail of barren words which
       profane its sanctity. His tenderness was mere wheedling. He dropped
       his feigned melancholy at the door when he put on his overshoes, or
       took his umbrella. He used the tone his long intimacy authorized as an
       instrument to work himself still further into the bosom of the family,
       and bring Marguerite to a marriage which the whole town was beginning
       to foresee. The true, devoted, respectful love formed a striking
       contrast to its selfish, calculating semblance. Each man's conduct was
       homogenous: one feigned a passion and seized every advantage to gain
       the prize; the other hid his love and trembled lest he should betray
       his devotion.
       Some time after the death of her mother, and, as it happened, on the
       same day, Marguerite was enabled to compare the only two men of whom
       she had any opportunity of judging; for the social solitude to which
       she was condemned kept her from seeing life and gave no access to
       those who might think of her in marriage. One day after breakfast, a
       fine morning in April, Emmanuel called at the house just as Monsieur
       Claes was going out. The aspect of his own house was so unendurable to
       Balthazar that he spent part of every day in walking about the
       ramparts. Emmanuel made a motion as if to follow him, then he
       hesitated, seemed to gather up his courage, looked at Marguerite and
       remained. The young girl felt sure that he wished to speak with her,
       and asked him to go into the garden; then she sent Felicie to Martha,
       who was sewing in the antechamber on the upper floor, and seated
       herself on a garden-seat in full view of her sister and the old
       duenna.
       "Monsieur Claes is as much absorbed by grief as he once was by
       science," began the young man, watching Balthazar as he slowly crossed
       the court-yard. "Every one in Douai pities him; he moves like a man
       who has lost all consciousness of life; he stops without a purpose, he
       gazes without seeing anything."
       "Every sorrow has its own expression," said Marguerite, checking her
       tears. "What is it you wish to say to me?" she added after a pause,
       coldly and with dignity.
       "Mademoiselle," answered Emmanuel in a voice of feeling, "I scarcely
       know if I have the right to speak to you as I am about to do. Think
       only of my desire to be of service to you, and give me the right of a
       teacher to be interested in the future of a pupil. Your brother
       Gabriel is over fifteen; he is in the second class; it is now
       necessary to direct his studies in the line of whatever future career
       he may take up. It is for your father to decide what that career shall
       be: if he gives the matter no thought, the injury to Gabriel would be
       serious. But then, again, would it not mortify your father if you
       showed him that he is neglecting his son's interests? Under these
       circumstances, could you not yourself consult Gabriel as to his
       tastes, and help him to choose a career, so that later, if his father
       should think of making him a public officer, an administrator, a
       soldier, he might be prepared with some special training? I do not
       suppose that either you or Monsieur Claes would wish to bring Gabriel
       up in idleness."
       "Oh, no!" said Marguerite; "when my mother taught us to make lace, and
       took such pains with our drawing and music and embroidery, she often
       said we must be prepared for whatever might happen to us. Gabriel
       ought to have a thorough education and a personal value. But tell me,
       what career is best for a man to choose?"
       "Mademoiselle," said Emmanuel, trembling with pleasure, "Gabriel is at
       the head of his class in mathematics; if he would like to enter the
       Ecole Polytechnique, he could there acquire the practical knowledge
       which will fit him for any career. When he leaves the Ecole he can
       choose the path in life for which he feels the strongest bias. Thus,
       without compromising his future, you will have saved a great deal of
       time. Men who leave the Ecole with honors are sought after on all
       sides; the school turns out statesmen, diplomats, men of science,
       engineers, generals, sailors, magistrates, manufacturers, and bankers.
       There is nothing extraordinary in the son of a rich or noble family
       preparing himself to enter it. If Gabriel decides on this course I
       shall ask you to--will you grant my request? Say yes!"
       "What is it?"
       "Let me be his tutor," he answered, trembling.
       Marguerite looked at Monsieur de Solis; then she took his hand, and
       said, "Yes"--and paused, adding presently in a broken voice:--
       "How much I value the delicacy which makes you offer me a thing I can
       accept from you. In all that you have said I see how much you have
       thought for us. I thank you."
       Though the words were simply said, Emmanuel turned away his head not
       to show the tears that the delight of being useful to her brought to
       his eyes.
       "I will bring both boys to see you," he said, when he was a little
       calmer; "to-morrow is a holiday."
       He rose and bowed to Marguerite, who followed him into the house; when
       he had crossed the court-yard he turned and saw her still at the door
       of the dining-room, from which she made him a friendly sign.
       After dinner Pierquin came to see Monsieur Claes, and sat down between
       father and daughter on the very bench in the garden where Emmanuel had
       sat that morning.
       "My dear cousin," he said to Balthazar, "I have come to-night to talk
       to you on business. It is now forty-two days since the decease of your
       wife."
       "I keep no account of time," said Balthazar, wiping away the tears
       that came at the word "decease."
       "Oh, monsieur!" cried Marguerite, looking at the lawyer, "how can
       you?"
       "But, my dear Marguerite, we notaries are obliged to consider the
       limits of time appointed by law. This is a matter which concerns you
       and your co-heirs. Monsieur Claes has none but minor children, and he
       must make an inventory of his property within forty-five days of his
       wife's decease, so as to render in his accounts at the end of that
       time. It is necessary to know the value of his property before
       deciding whether to accept it as sufficient security, or whether we
       must fall back on the legal rights of minors."
       Marguerite rose.
       "Do not go away, my dear cousin," continued Pierquin; "my words
       concern you--you and your father both. You know how truly I share your
       grief, but to-day you must give your attention to legal details. If
       you do not, every one of you will get into serious difficulties. I am
       only doing my duty as the family lawyer."
       "He is right," said Claes.
       "The time expires in two days," resumed Pierquin; "and I must begin
       the inventory to-morrow, if only to postpone the payment of the
       legacy-tax which the public treasurer will come here and demand.
       Treasurers have no hearts; they don't trouble themselves about
       feelings; they fasten their claws upon us at all seasons. Therefore
       for the next two days my clerk and I will be here from ten till four
       with Monsieur Raparlier, the public appraiser. After we get through
       the town property we shall go into the country. As for the forest of
       Waignies, we shall be obliged to hold a consultation about that. Now
       let us turn to another matter. We must call a family council and
       appoint a guardian to protect the interests of the minor children.
       Monsieur Conyncks of Bruges is your nearest relative; but he has now
       become a Belgian. You ought," continued Pierquin, addressing
       Balthazar, "to write to him on this matter; you can then find out if
       he has any intention of settling in France, where he has a fine
       property. Perhaps you could persuade him and his daughter to move into
       French Flanders. If he refuses, then I must see about making up the
       council with the other near relatives."
       "What is the use of an inventory?" asked Marguerite.
       "To put on record the value and the claims of the property, its debts
       and its assets. When that is all clearly scheduled, the family
       council, acting on behalf of the minors, makes such dispositions as it
       sees fit."
       "Pierquin," said Claes, rising from the bench, "do all that is
       necessary to protect the rights of my children; but spare us the
       distress of selling the things that belonged to my dear--" he was
       unable to continue; but he spoke with so noble an air and in a tone of
       such deep feeling that Marguerite took her father's hand and kissed
       it.
       "To-morrow, then," said Pierquin.
       "Come to breakfast," said Claes; then he seemed to gather his
       scattered senses together and exclaimed: "But in my marriage contract,
       which was drawn under the laws of Hainault, I released my wife from
       the obligation of making an inventory, in order that she might not be
       annoyed by it: it is very probable that I was equally released--"
       "Oh, what happiness!" cried Marguerite. "It would have been so
       distressing to us."
       "Well, I will look into your marriage contract to-morrow," said the
       notary, rather confused.
       "Then you did not know of this?" said Marguerite.
       This remark closed the interview; the lawyer was far too much confused
       to continue it after the young girl's comment.
       "The devil is in it!" he said to himself as he crossed the court-yard.
       "That man's wandering memory comes back to him in the nick of time,--
       just when he needed it to hinder us from taking precautions against
       him! I have cracked my brains to save the property of those children.
       I meant to proceed regularly and come to an understanding with old
       Conyncks, and here's the end of it! I shall lose ground with
       Marguerite, for she will certainly ask her father why I wanted an
       inventory of the property, which she now sees was not necessary; and
       Claes will tell her that notaries have a passion for writing
       documents, that we are lawyers above all, above cousins or friends or
       relatives, and all such stuff as that."
       He slammed the street door violently, railing at clients who ruin
       themselves by sensitiveness.
       Balthazar was right. No inventory could be made. Nothing, therefore,
       was done to settle the relation of the father to the children in the
       matter of property. _